AYALA AGAIN IN LONDON.
After that last walk in Gobblegoose Wood, after Lady Tringle's
unnecessary journey to Stalham on the Friday, and the last
day's hunting with Sir Harry's hounds,--which took place on the
Saturday,--Ayala again became anxious to go home. Her anxiety was in
its nature very different from that which had prompted her to leave
Stalham on an appointed day lest she should seem to be waiting for
the coming of Colonel Stubbs. "No; I don't want to run away from him
any more," she said to Lady Albury. "I want to be with him always,
and I hope he won't run away from me. But I've got to be somewhere
where I can think about it all for a little time."
"Can't you think about it here?"
"No;--one can never think about a thing where it has all taken place.
I must be up in my own little room in Kingsbury Crescent, and must
have Aunt Margaret's work around me,--so that I may realise what
is going to come. Not but what I mean to do a great deal of work
always."
"Mend his stockings?"
"Yes,--if he wears stockings. I know he doesn't. He always wears
socks. He told me so. Whatever he has, I'll mend,--or make if he
wants me.
'I can bake and I can brew,
And I can make an Irish stew;--
Wash a shirt, and iron it too.'"
Then, as she sang her little song, she clapped her hands together.
"Where did you get all your poetry?"
"He taught me that. We are not going to be fine people,--except
sometimes when we may be invited to Stalham. But I must go on
Thursday, Lady Albury. I came for a week, and I have been here ever
since the middle of February. It seems years since the old woman told
me I was perverse, and he said that she was right."
"Think how much you have done since that time."
"Yes, indeed. I very nearly destroyed myself;--didn't I?"
"Not very nearly."
"I thought I had. It was only when you showed me his letter on that
Sunday morning that I began to have any hopes. I wonder what Mr.
Greene preached about that morning. I didn't hear a word. I kept on
repeating what he said in the postscript."
"Was there a postscript?"
"Of course there was. Don't you remember?"
"No, indeed; not I."
"The letter would have been nothing without the postscript. He said
that Croppy was to come back for me. I knew he wouldn't say that
unless he meant to be good to me. And yet I wasn't quite sure of
it. I know it now; don't I? But I must go, Lady Albury. I ought to
let Aunt Margaret know all about it." Then it was settled that she
should go on the Thursday,--and on the Thursday she went. As it was
now considered quite wrong that she should travel by the railway
alone,--in dread, probably, lest the old lady should tell her again
how perverse she had been,--Colonel Stubbs accompanied her. It had
then been decided that the wedding must take place at Stalham, and
many messages were sent to Mr. and Mrs. Dosett assuring them that
they would be made very welcome on the occasion. "My own darling Lucy
will be away at that time with her own young man," said Ayala, in
answer to further invitations from Lady Albury.
"And so you've taken Colonel Stubbs at last," said her Aunt Margaret.
"He has taken me, aunt. I didn't take him."
"But you refused him ever so often."
"Well;--yes. I don't think I quite refused him."
"I thought you did."
"It was a dreadful muddle, Aunt Margaret;--but it has come right at
last, and we had better not talk about that part of it."
"I was so sure you didn't like him."
"Not like him? I always liked him better than anybody else in the
world that I ever saw."
"Dear me!"
"Of course I shouldn't say so if it hadn't come right at last. I may
say whatever I please about it now, and I declare that I always loved
him. A girl can be such a fool! I was, I know. I hope you are glad,
aunt."
"Of course I am. I am glad of anything that makes you happy. It
seemed such a pity that, when so many gentlemen were falling in love
with you all round, you couldn't like anybody."
"But I did like somebody, Aunt Margaret. And I did like the
best,--didn't I?" In answer to this Mrs. Dosett made no reply, having
always had an aunt's partiality for poor Tom, in spite of all his
chains.
Her uncle's congratulations were warmer even than her aunt's.
"My dear girl," he said, "I am rejoiced indeed that you should have
before you such a prospect of happiness. I always felt how sad for
you was your residence here, with two such homely persons as your
aunt and myself."
"I have always been happy with you," said Ayala,--perhaps straining
the truth a little in her anxiety to be courteous. "And I know," she
added, "how much Lucy and I have always owed you since poor papa's
death."
"Nevertheless, it has been dull for a young girl like you. Now you
will have your own duties, and if you endeavour to do them properly
the world will never be dull to you." And then there were some few
words about the wedding. "We have no feeling, my dear," said her
uncle, "except to do the best we can for you. We should have been
glad to see you married from here if that had suited. But, as this
lover of yours has grand friends of his own, I dare say their place
may be the better." Ayala could hardly explain to her uncle that she
had acceded to Lady Albury's proposal because, by doing so, she would
spare him the necessary expense of the wedding.
But Ayala's great delight was in meeting her sister. The two girls
had not seen each other since the engagement of either of them had
been ratified by their friends. The winter and spring, as passed by
Lucy at Merle Park, had been very unhappy for her. Things at Merle
Park had not been pleasant to any of the residents there, and Lucy
had certainly had her share of the unpleasantness. Her letters to
Ayala had not been triumphant when Aunt Emmeline had more than once
expressed her wish to be rid of her, and when the news reached her
that Uncle Tom and Hamel had failed to be gracious to each other.
Nor had Ayala written in a spirit of joy before she had been able to
recognise the Angel of Light in Jonathan Stubbs. But now they were to
meet after all their miseries, and each could be triumphant.
It was hard for them to know exactly how to begin. To Lucy, Isadore
Hamel was, at the present moment, the one hero walking the face of
this sublunary globe; and to Ayala, as we all know, Jonathan Stubbs
was an Angel of Light, and, therefore, more even than a hero. As each
spoke, the "He's" intended took a different personification; so that
to any one less interested than the young ladies themselves there
might be some confusion as to which "He" might at that moment be
under discussion. "It was bad," said Lucy, "when Uncle Tom told him
to sell those magnificent conceptions of his brain by auction!"
"I did feel for him certainly," said Ayala.
"And then when he was constrained to say that he would take me at
once without any preparation because Aunt Emmeline wanted me to go,
I don't suppose any man ever behaved more beautifully than he did."
"Yes indeed," said Ayala. And then she felt herself constrained to
change the subject by the introduction of an exaggerated superlative
in her sister's narrative. Hamel, no doubt, had acted beautifully,
but she was not disposed to agree that nothing could be more
beautiful. "Oh, Lucy," she said, "I was so miserable when he went
away after that walk in the wood. I thought he never would come back
again when I had behaved so badly. But he did. Was not that grand in
him?"
"I suppose he was very fond of you."
"I hope he was. I hope he is. But what should I have done if he had
not come back? No other man would have come back after that. You
never behaved unkindly to Isadore?"
"I think he would have come back a thousand times," said Lucy; "only
I cannot imagine that I should ever have given him the necessity of
coming back even a second. But then I had known him so much longer."
"It wasn't that I hadn't known him long enough," said Ayala. "I
seemed to know all about him almost all at once. I knew how good he
was, and how grand he was, long before I had left the Marchesa up in
London. But I think it astounded me that such a one as he should care
for me." And so it went on through an entire morning, each of the
sisters feeling that she was bound to listen with rapt attention to
the praises of the other's "him" if she wished to have an opportunity
of singing those of her own.
But Lucy's marriage was to come first by more than two months, and
therefore in that matter she was allowed precedence. And at her
marriage Ayala would be present, whereas with Ayala's Lucy would
have no personal concern. Though she did think that Uncle Tom had
been worse than any Vandal in that matter of selling her lover's
magnificent works, still she was ready to tell of his generosity. In
a manner of his own he had sent the money which Hamel had so greatly
needed, and had now come forward to provide, with a generous hand,
for the immediate necessities, and more than the necessities, of the
wedding. It was not only that she was to share the honours of the
two wedding-cakes with Gertrude, and that she was to be taken as a
bride from the gorgeous mansion in Queen's Gate, but that he had
provided for her bridal needs almost as fully as for those of his own
daughter. "Never mind what she'll be able to do afterwards," he said
to his wife, who ventured on some slight remonstrance with him as
to the unnecessary luxuries he was preparing for the wife of a poor
man. "She won't be the worse for having a dozen new petticoats in
her trunk, and, if she don't want to blow her nose with as many
handkerchiefs this year as Gertrude does, she'll be able to keep them
for next year." Then Aunt Emmeline obeyed without further hesitation
the orders which were given her.
Nor was his generosity confined to the niece who for the last twelve
months had been his property. Lucy was still living in Queen's Gate,
though at this time she spent much of each day in Kingsbury Crescent,
and on one occasion she brought with her a little note from Uncle
Tom. "Dear Ayala," said the little note,
As you are going to be married too, you, I suppose, will
want some new finery. I therefore send a cheque. Write
your name on the back of it, and give it to your uncle. He
will let you have the money as you want it.
Yours affectionately,
T. TRINGLE.
I hope your Colonel Stubbs will come and see me some day.
"You must go and see him," she said to her Colonel Stubbs, when he
called one day in Kingsbury Crescent. "Only for him I shouldn't have
any clothes to speak of at all, and I should have to be married in my
old brown morning frock."
"It would be just as good as any other for my purpose," said the
Colonel.
"But it wouldn't for mine, Sir. Fine feathers make fine birds, and
I mean to be as fine as Lady Albury's big peacock. So if you please
you'll go to Queen's Gate, and Lombard Street too, and show yourself.
Oh, Jonathan, I shall be so proud that everybody who knows me should
see what sort of a man has chosen to love me."
Then there was a joint visit paid by the two sisters to Mr. Hamel's
studio,--an expedition which was made somewhat on the sly. Aunt
Margaret in Kingsbury Crescent knew all about it, but Aunt
Emmeline was kept in the dark. Even now, though the marriage was
sanctioned and was so nearly at hand, Aunt Emmeline would not
have approved of such a visit. She still regarded the sculptor as
improper,--at any rate not sufficiently proper to be treated with
full familiarity,--partly on account of his father's manifest
improprieties, and partly because of his own relative poverty and
unauthorised position in the world. But Aunt Margaret was more
tolerant, and thought that the sister-in-law was entitled to visit
the workshop in which her sister's future bread was to be earned.
And then, starting from Kingsbury Crescent, they could go in a cab;
whereas any such proceeding emanating from Queen's Gate would have
required the carriage. There was a wickedness in this starting off in
a Hansom cab to call on an unmarried young man, doing it in a manner
successfully concealed from Aunt Emmeline, on which Ayala expatiated
with delight when she next saw Colonel Stubbs.
"You don't come and call on me," said the Colonel.
"What!--all the way down to Aldershot? I should like, but I don't
quite dare to do that."
The visit was very successful. Though it was expected, Hamel was
found in his artist's costume, with a blouse or loose linen tunic
fitted close round his throat, and fastened with a belt round his
waist. Lucy thought that in this apparel he was certainly as handsome
as could ever have been any Apollo,--and, so thinking, had contrived
her little plans in such a way that he should certainly be seen at
his best. To her thinking Colonel Stubbs was not a handsome man.
Hamel's hair was nearly black, and she preferred dark hair. Hamel's
features were regular, whereas the Colonel's hair was red, and he was
known for a large mouth and broad nose, which were not obliterated
though they were enlightened by the brightness of his eyes. "Yes,"
said Ayala to herself, as she looked at Hamel; "he is very good
looking, but nobody would take him for an Angel of Light."
"Ayala has come to see you at your work," said Lucy, as they entered
the studio.
"I am delighted to see her. Do you remember where we last met, Miss
Dormer?"
"Miss Dormer, indeed," said Ayala. "I am not going to call you Mr.
Hamel. Yes; it was high up among the seats of the Coliseum. There has
a great deal happened to us all since then."
"And I remember you at the bijou."
"I should think so. I knew then so well what was going to happen,"
said Ayala.
"What did you know?"
"That you and Lucy were to fall in love with each other."
"I had done my part of it already," said he.
"Hardly that, Isadore," said Lucy, "or you would not have passed me
in Kensington Gardens without speaking to me."
"But I did speak to you. It was then I learned where to find you."
"That was the second time. If I had remained away, as I ought to have
done, I suppose you never would have found me."
Ayala was then taken round to see all those magnificent groups and
figures which Sir Thomas would have disposed of at so many shillings
apiece under the auctioneer's hammer. "It was cruel,--was it not?"
said Lucy.
"He never saw them, you know," said Ayala, putting in a goodnatured
word for her uncle.
"If he had," said the sculptor, "he would have doubted the
auctioneer's getting anything. I have turned it all in my mind very
often since, and I think that Sir Thomas was right."
"I am sure he was wrong," said Lucy. "He is very goodnatured, and
nobody can be more grateful to another person than I am to him;--but
I won't agree that he was right about that."
"He never would have said it if he had seen them," again pleaded
Ayala.
"They will never fetch anything as they are," continued the sculptor,
"and I don't suppose that when I made them I thought they would. They
have served their purpose, and I sometimes feel inclined to break
them up and have them carted away."
"Isadore!" exclaimed Lucy.
"For what purpose?" asked Ayala.
"They were the lessons which I had to teach myself, and the play
which I gave to my imagination. Who wants a great figure of Beelzebub
like that in his house?"
"I call it magnificent," said Ayala.
"His name is Lucifer,--not Beelzebub," said Lucy. "You call him
Beelzebub merely to make little of him."
"It is difficult to do that, because he is nearly ten feet high. And
who wants a figure of Bacchus? The thing is, whether, having done
a figure of Bacchus, I may not be better able to do a likeness of
Mr. Jones, when he comes to sit for his bust at the request of his
admiring friends. For any further purpose that it will answer,
Bacchus might just as well be broken up and carted away in the
dust-cart." To this, however, the two girls expressed their vehement
opposition, and were of opinion that the time would come when
Beelzebub and Bacchus, transferred to marble, would occupy places
of honour in some well-proportioned hall built for the purpose of
receiving them. "I shall be quite content," said Hamel, "if the whole
family of the Jones's will have their busts done about the size
of life, and stand them up over their bookshelves. My period for
Beelzebubs has gone by." The visit, on the whole, was delightful.
Lucy was contented with the almost more than divine beauty of her
lover, and the two sisters, as they made their return journey to
Kingsbury Crescent in another Hansom, discussed questions of art in
a spirit that would have been delightful to any aspiring artist who
might have heard them.
Then came the wedding, of which some details were given at the close
of the last chapter, at which two brides who were very unlike to each
other were joined in matrimony to two bridegrooms as dissimilar. But
the Captain made himself gracious to the sculptor who was now to be
connected with him, and declared that he would always look upon Lucy
as a second sister to his dear Gertrude. And Gertrude was equally
gracious, protesting, when she was marshalled to walk up to the altar
first, that she did not like to go before her darling Lucy. But the
dimensions of the church admitted but of one couple at a time, and
Gertrude was compelled to go in advance. Colonel Stubbs was there
acting as best man to Hamel, while Lord John Battledore performed the
same service for Captain Batsby. Lord John was nearly broken-hearted
by the apostacy of a second chum, having heard that the girl whom
Frank Houston had not succeeded in marrying was now being taken by
Batsby without a shilling. "Somebody had to bottle-hold for him,"
said Lord John, defending himself at the club afterwards, "and I
didn't like to throw the fellow over, though he is such a fool!
And there was Stubbs, too," continued his Lordship, "going to take
the other girl without a shilling! There's Stubbs, and Houston,
and Batsby, all gone and drowned themselves. It's just the same as
though they'd drowned themselves!" Lord John was horrified,--nay,
disgusted,--by the folly of the world. Nevertheless, before the end
of the year, he was engaged to marry a very pretty girl as devoid of
fortune as our Ayala.