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How did she manage to reclaim him? In part by the unquestioning

service which she yielded him, without weariness or discouragement,

until, out of pity for her, he began to fight with himself,

and, in a minor degree, through unforeseen influences, trivial

in themselves, yet working together to restore his interest in

those who lived about him. Tootles and the difficulties of his

masterpiece drew from him a wild outburst of laughter, but he

stayed to criticize and suggest, until gradually he came to the

moment when, in his amused enthusiasm, he took up the brush

himself. He had come to the point now where he could not bear to be

alone, never content unless Inga were at his side. She transported

her easel into his studio for the morning’s work, with Belle Shaler

serving as model for the magazine covers which she drew with a

certain deftness and charm.

During the first mornings, Dangerfield paid them scant attention

beyond an occasional glance. The third day, he criticized a pose of

Belle Shaler’s, and rose to superintend the readjustment. Then he

glanced at Inga’s work and nodded.

“Pretty and delicate.”

The second week, Belle being engaged elsewhere, Inga had recourse

to a model she sometimes used, an Italian mother, heavy and a bit

dowdy, but picturesque and vital. He noticed the substitution

with surprise and a long, contemplative stare. All at once he

sprang up, brought out his easel, took a canvas, and began to

draw. Inga, afraid to notice this unhoped-for development even by

a word, continued a simulation of work while watching him from

the corners of her eyes. He worked rapidly, humming to himself,

frowning occasionally and stepping back to study the result with

dissatisfied glances. In the end, he stood back, his head on one

side, scowling.

“Atrocious!” he said abruptly. Then he laughed, returned, replaced

the canvas by a fresh one, and started again.

“Come and behold!” he said grimly, when he had completed the second

study. “Let’s see how good an artist you are. Which?”

He placed the two sketches together and stood back as Inga came

eagerly up. They were done in a manner so opposite that they

might have been by different hands--the last graceful, charming,

inclining to the sentimental; the first trenchant, direct, almost

cruel in its reality.

“Which?” he said, watching her gloomily.

But almost before the words were on his lips, her answer had come.

She went past the thing of grace and charm to the first drawing he

had made.

“That’s wonderful!” she said, with outstretched finger.

“What! You prefer that?” he said savagely. She faced his look and

nodded.

“Any one can do the other; but this, this shocks you--it’s so

savage and yet so convincing!”

He came to her side and viewed the canvases, trying to see them

with her eyes, to feel a glimmer of her enthusiasm. So pathetic was

the effort she saw writ on his clouded face that she longed, in a

rush of maternal pity, to take him in her arms and cry.

“But it is good; it is!”

At the end, he said curtly:

“You don’t know--if, indeed, you really meant it.”

“But, Mr. Dan, I do; I do,” she said, seizing his arm. “You’ve done

something unusual--something different from the way others do.”

“My dear child,” he said impatiently, “they are both hopeless. One

is a pretty fake, and the other is as hard as rocks! Don’t argue; I

know.”

He lifted the canvases and set them down with a crash against the

wall, while she watched him, with a sinking heart, go and stand by

the window in a brooding revulsion. The test had come which she had

striven for, prayed for, waited for, and it had failed. She had a

moment of intense, hopeless despair.

That night, matters were even worse. Dangerfield relapsed into his

wildest mood, as though he, too, had felt the finality of the test

and knew that nothing was left to hope for. He managed to slip away

without her noticing it, and when he staggered back, late in the

night, he was in such a frenzy of remorse, depression, and weakness

that she did not dare to leave his side an instant.

Yet, by noon of the next day, when he had recovered his poise, by

one of the miracles of which his extraordinary constitution was

capable, curiously enough he did a thing for which she would never

have dared to hope. He went over to the canvases which he had

discarded so fiercely, chose the one Inga had preferred, and placed

it on the easel.

At this moment Mr. Cornelius, coming in, expecting to find

Dangerfield prostrate after the night’s debauch and perceiving him

actually standing before his easel, burst into an exclamation of

delight.

“Monsieur Cornelius,” said Dangerfield (he, of all the floor, never

called him “baron”), “tell me what you think of this?”

“The baron” went lightly across the floor, picking up his feet

and glancing in wonder at Inga, until he reached the easel, and

adjusted his glasses with nicety. Then he looked up suddenly.

“You did this--you, my friend?”

“Yes; yesterday. What do you think of it?”

Mr. Cornelius examined it with care, nodding, raising his eyebrows,

pursing his lips.

“I did not think you so strong,” he said slowly, and the look of

wonder with which he examined Dangerfield had more flattery in it

than his words. “_C’est fort; c’est plus que fort--c’est du vrai!_”

“Yes; there is something in it--something odd,” said Dangerfield

slowly, to Inga’s amazement.

“You did not see things like that in Paris,” said “the baron,”

still nodding. “_Cristi_--but it’s astonishing what you make a line

do; what modeling!”

“Yes, yes,” said Dangerfield breathlessly, “it’s bold; it has

audacity; it is not trivial, at any rate. Curious thing--last

night--I thought it insufferably bad. I even preferred this!”

He held up the other sketch with a guilty laugh. Mr. Cornelius did

exactly the right thing. He put his foot through it.

“_Mon ami_, you are one colossal ass! Now, isn’t that a nice damn

thing? A man who can do what you can to behave so badly. If I could

do that, the whole damn family could go cut their throats; _je m’en

ficherais complètement_! That means, _mademoiselle_, the rest of

them too can go right to the devil!” He turned on Dangerfield and

shook his fist in his face in Gallic enthusiasm.

“You stop being the _big_ fool; you get to work! You draw; you

paint! Where is the model?”

The model, in truth, had been postponed as a result of the previous

night’s dissipation. Inga started up, seeing the eager look in

Dangerfield’s eyes.

“I’ll run out; I’ll get one right away.”

“Pooh!” said “the baron,” and, to the surprise of them both, he

strode to the model-stand, his violet dressing-gown floating

behind him, and installed himself in a chair. “Paint me--no

compliments--just as I am--Don Juan in old age--Beau Brummel in

poverty--_le vieux boulevardier_. Paint me, and I don’t see nothing

till you be satisfied. Now, paint like ze devil!”

In truth, he made a striking figure in his black-felt slippers

and white socks, his loose, yellowish trousers, a flash of white

at the throat above the faded violet of the dressing-robe, which

set forth strongly the aristocratic features; the eyes still alert

and compelling above the crinkled sacks which had formed about the

hollowed cheeks; the defiant rise of the Gallic mustache, as saucy,

as obstinate, and as proud in adversity as in the halls of revelry.

Dangerfield exchanged the chairs, giving him one of barer outline,

arranged a cold gray background over the screen, and added a faded

red footstool. In another ten minutes he was feverishly at work,

while Inga, at her pad, strove in vain to catch the spirit of the

pose--yet thoroughly content.

The incident sank deep into her understanding. Dangerfield had

rejected her sure instinct, and yet, a day later, had been

convinced at the first word from Mr. Cornelius. She comprehended,

not without a pang, all that lay in the feeling of caste, what

power Mr. Cornelius, of Dangerfield’s own world, might have over

him where she might strive in vain. At once she began to reach out

for his assistance, to study the reticent, kind old man, to flatter

him subtly, to please him by a dozen little attentions, and draw

him into the intimacy of the studio.

What pleased her most was that Mr. Cornelius had the power to make

Dangerfield talk. Often now, in the dark, after the day’s work

was done, the easel put away, and the rug rolled back, the two

men would stretch back, puffing on their pipes, and discuss art

and life and the thousand and one affairs of the world which may

always be better regulated in conversation. Dangerfield was still

far from being tamed, as O’Leary had put it, but something had come

now to aid her in the struggle, a new curiosity still unsatisfied,

a wonder whether the months of disappointment had not left a

compensating gift in a clearer vision. There were bad moments,

when he found that old habits had set their yoke over his will and

aroused a thirst of the flesh that rose up at times and overwhelmed

him in dazed nights of defeat. But the dawn had broken at last

through the clouds, and, little by little, hoping, doubting, he had

begun to believe in himself.

The Arcade dwellers, under Inga’s deft guidance, flocked in to the

studio, surrounding Dangerfield with youth, movement, and bubbling

spirits, and if there were times when he sat apart listlessly,

he was always grateful to the spirit of comradeship which they

flung about him as a protecting mantle. He made frequent visits

to the adjoining studio, emerging uproariously after a delighted

contemplation of Tootles’ work of art. He even visited Schneibel’s

home galleries, and stood in awe before the rainbows descending

into the valleys, the showers draping Roman temples, and the

mechanical cows which seemed to be skating over slippery green

meadows. So salutary were these visits, that, at times, when his

own work lagged or a fit of moroseness was impending, he would look

up grimly and say:

“The blue devils are around, Inga. Let’s go down to Schneibel’s and

cheer up.”

Meanwhile, Millie Brewster had made her début at the Gloria,

frantically applauded by the assembled Arcadians. The affair had

verged perilously close to a disaster, for the girl, suddenly

brought before the footlights with the many-headed monster

stirring beyond, had faltered and sung false. Already there were

titters and murmurs in the audience when O’Leary saved the day by

plumping out savagely:

“Millie, you can do better than that! Now do it!”

In her astonishment, the girl forgot herself. She looked down at

O’Leary and beheld his face, that had always looked upon her with

kindness, so set in fierce disapproval that straight away, all

else forgot, she began to sing like an angel, with the result that

the audience, always sensitive to dramatic changes, burst into

applause. But the work ended, no further engagements resulted, the

truth being that, though she had a certain girlish charm and a

pleasant though thin voice, she was completely lost in front of the

footlights.

On top of this came the announcement of Myrtle Popper’s engagement

to Mr. Pomello, which sent the floor into a fever of excitement.

To the surprise of every one, Dangerfield offered his studio for

the ceremony and asked the privilege of providing the supper.

Schneibel, not to be outdone, assumed the responsibility of Mr.

Pomello’s farewell to bachelordom, which was to be conducted on

certain original lines of his own. Dangerfield threw himself into

the spirit of the celebration with such zest that his good spirits

reflected themselves throughout the hall, and everything seemed now

to be fair sailing when a new complication arose.

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