XXII

The discovery of his wife’s infidelity was so swift, so convincing,

so utterly unexpected that every mental function seemed to stop.

Garford stood still, a long moment, doing absolutely nothing. Then

his whole body was seized with a confusing fever; his heart seemed

to swell within him and to leap against its walls. In a flash, his

head cleared as though swept by a gust of wind. He felt a tingling,

throbbing sensation throughout his body, accompanying this abrupt

mental clarity; all other sounds without him ceased. It was as

though only one thing existed, something which echoed through his

brain--one question: “What am I going to do?”

If he had gone in, he would have killed them, then and there, under

his hands, one after the other, blindly, unreasoningly, in brute

instinct, without knowing just what he was doing. Only a door stood

between him and a crime. At this moment, the bell rang. On such

trivialities destinies turn. The shrill, piercing sound recalled

him to the outer world. He was able to add to the obsessing

question in the hollow of his consciousness one other thought:

“Some one is coming.” Registering two perceptions, he became again

a reasoning man. He withdrew softly, mounted to the mezzanine floor

of the apartment, and went out.

When he had, in some measure, recovered control over his reason,

the first emotion was one of complete stupefaction. Why had she

done this? He had given her everything. He had given her even the

sacrifice of his deepest ambitions without ever reproaching her.

And he had been rewarded by the lowest deceit.

“Has a woman no gratitude?” he asked himself, in man’s eternal

miscomprehension of feminine motives.

This was the one thing he could not comprehend. He could not

forbid her loving another. This was something in the domain of

the instincts which might conceivably happen. But he had a right

to demand that she should not strike him in his private honor.

At first, no other thought came to him than that his wife loved

the man whose voice he had recognized. That she could have been

actuated by any other emotion was too horrible to contemplate. Yet

he could not comprehend the choice.

“She loves him--Reggie Bowden--Bowden, of all men! How is it

possible?” he kept repeating to himself.

Of all the men who surrounded her and paid her court, the discovery

that he had been betrayed for young Bowden wounded him most. For

Bowden was of the type he particularly detested, a trifler in all

things, drifting through life on a family name, a smiling face

and a well-groomed body, social jester and leader of cotillions,

a tyrant of the ballroom. That this man could be preferred to

him curiously enough humiliated him more than if her choice had

been one who was her intellectual equal. The more he analyzed

the situation, the more a tormenting doubt returned. A hundred

trivial incidents of the past thronged to his memory with a new

significance until he felt he should go mad unless he knew the

truth.

In three months, it lay before him in its multiplied, shameful

detail--not only the present but the past, the record of her

first marriage and even before. He went to the friends who, he

remembered, had dropped vague hints and forced from them what

they knew or suspected. Then, for the first time, it flashed

over how his name had been bandied about, a thing of mockery and

light contempt, even to the point that he might have been held

cognizant, and he said to himself in dull rage: “I was wrong; I

should have killed her--that would have been my justification.”

During these three months there were moments when he felt himself

perilously close to the borders of his sanity. Added to the

disillusion and melancholy of the artist, the blow to the man

himself had been so crushing and so penetrating that every illusion

had gone as completely from his mental outlook as though, at a

stroke, all colors had been lifted from the visible world. Only one

thought upheld him--the idea of vengeance and the cleansing of his

name. When he was completely satisfied with his investigations, he

left ostensibly on a hunting-trip, returned to New York secretly,

and advised by his detectives, came to his apartment-building at

night.

He tried the door with his latch-key and found it barred. He

mounted to the mezzanine floor, tried the door, and found it

locked. At that hour, the servants would have left the apartment.

He descended, had himself taken up by the service elevator and

entered by the kitchen. He knew where he would find them. On the

second floor was a little salon which gave into his wife’s bedroom,

from which it formed the only exit. They had just returned from the

opera; the young man’s coat and hat were on a chair, the odor of a

cigar in the corridors.

Bowden was alone, in an armchair by the little lamp, skimming a

paper while waiting for Mrs. Garford to return from her bedroom.

All at once a sense of something unusual in the air made him lower

his paper and glance up. At his side, the husband was standing.

He started to his feet with a smothered exclamation, but a hand

restrained him.

“Not a sound; I want to give her a surprise.”

There was a smile on Garford’s lips as he laid his finger across

them in warning, but this smile terrified the lover. He felt

himself trapped, unable to warn the woman, forced helplessly to

await the moment of her reëntry and the shock of her surprise. He

did not make a sound because he still hoped and because he was a

coward. The two men remained thus a full five minutes, without

moving, awaiting her return. All at once, from the further room,

a light voice began to hum an aria of the evening, broke off, and

called out:

“Getting impatient?”

At these words, Bowden felt the blood running out of his veins.

Then there came the rustle of a dress and Louise, in an Oriental

negligée of gold, blended with greens and reds, came lightly to the

door.

Garford had placed himself so that he could observe Bowden’s

actions in the reflection of a mirror, while turning his back to

him. The young man’s hand went up in frantic warning.

At the sight of her husband, she stood transfixed, unable to move

or utter a sound, and the color went out of her face so abruptly

that the dabs of rouge on her cheeks stood hideously out.

“Quite a surprise, isn’t it?” Garford said with a laugh.

She murmured something inaudible.

“What! You don’t kiss me?”

She looked at him a moment, looked at Bowden, and came slowly

across the yellow Chinese rug, a long moment when she felt her

knees sagging under her.

“He knows!” she said to herself. “Will he strangle me?”

And she reached him and offered up her cold lips. He kissed them.

At the moment his arms touched her she could not repress a shudder.

“What’s the matter?” he said, looking at her.

“You frightened me,” she said, in a whisper, her hand to her

heart, for the test had been almost beyond her strength.

“What! I frightened you?”

“You know sudden surprises affect me like this,” she said, trying

to recover her wits.

“You don’t ask me why I have come,” he said quietly.

“Bad news?” she forced herself to say.

“You might call it that.”

This gave Bowden his opportunity. He rose hastily.

“I hope it’s not serious,” he said glibly. “If you’ll permit me--”

He offered his hand. “I know you wish to talk this over alone. Mrs.

Garford, I hope your headache will be better to-morrow. It was a

shame to miss that last act.”

He had quite recovered himself with the prospect of a flight that

providentially opened to him. He bowed a little doubtfully to

Garford, but the husband nodded and sat down. Bowden exchanged

glances with the wife, slipped on his coat, and took up his hat.

The woman looked at him in terror; she saw to the bottom of

his soul and comprehended that he was deserting her. Garford,

meanwhile, had risen, gone to the table and turned, his arms

folded, leaning against its side.

Bowden made a final bow and went to the door. Almost immediately he

came back.

“Why, it’s locked!”

“What’s that?” said Garford, lifting his head.

“Why, it’s locked!” said Bowden, who felt the room beginning to

reel about him.

“Yes; I locked it.”

Despite the uncanny sense of terror which began to creep over him,

the young man managed to blurt out:

“But why--what does this mean?”

The woman, who understood by this time that she was fighting for

her life, joined in his remonstrances.

“Dan--are you crazy--you can’t act this way--what do you mean?”

Garford returned to the chair, and this nervous shifting did not

escape her, or the straining of his clasped fingers held against

his lips as he answered, with forced calm:

“You should know.”

She tried, while gaining time, to turn it off lightly while

assuming an attitude of frankness:

“Surely, you don’t object to Mr. Bowden’s coming in here for a

nightcap and a cigar! You are not as prudish as that, and if you

were, you know I have done it a hundred times; that would be too

ridiculous, Dan! You aren’t going to make a scene over this!”

“Is that all you have to say to me--that I should know,” he asked,

when she had finished.

She bit her lip, tried to answer, and succeeded only in staring at

him. She also began to be horribly afraid.

“And you, Mr. Bowden?”

The young fellow had an answer ready, glib on his tongue, but, at

the look in the husband’s eyes, it vanished. In the palms of his

hands the perspiration began to rise. Before the avenging dignity

in the glance of this man whom he had so many times smiled at in

the satisfied disdain of the social freebooter, he felt himself

all at once insignificant, as a chip of wood swept under a great

surf. She understood that she could expect no help from him and

desperately began to counterfeit anger.

“I will not be insulted like this,” she cried furiously. “I demand

that you open that door and end this absurd, this humiliating

scene. I----”

“Stop!” he said roughly, and she comprehended how completely he

dominated the scene by the cold weakness, the powerless sense of

inaction which fell on her at the sound of his voice. “Tell Mr.

Bowden what I laid down to you as the rules of our marriage.”

“What do you mean?” she stammered.

“Tell him what I have told you I expected from you as my due.”

“But I don’t understand why--why----”

“Tell him.”

“Why, you said, you said,” she faltered, “in case either of us

found--no--no, this is too absurd----”

“Either of us found we had come to love another,” he took up; “go

on.”

“That we should tell the other,” she said, hardly able to get the

words out.

“Honestly and loyally,” he broke in, “and that there should be no

restraint on this liberty of choice as there could be no deceit out

of respect for the other. Is that right?”

She nodded, staring at his arms and great hands, fearing their

brute strength.

“You did not tell that to Mr. Bowden,” he continued.

Bowden, who felt himself cornered, advanced, and said with a last

show of courage:

“Mr. Garford, I don’t understand this scene in the least and I must

insist--_insist_, do you hear--that you open that door.”

Garford rose, and, though his voice still maintained a certain

calm, his hands twitched at his sides, as he said,

“Bowden, you don’t think this was an accident, do you?”

“Why, what--what do you mean?”

“I _know_!”

As he said this for the first time, the rage in his soul came

thronging into the exclamation. He caught at a chair to steady

himself. Bowden recoiled in terror; the woman, shrieking, flung

herself at the feet of her husband, crying:

“Don’t kill me, Dan; don’t kill me!”

He stood swaying under the shock of her body against his knees,

recovering his self-control, with a smile of contempt at the young

coward shrinking against the wall, a moment that paid him back for

the humiliation of months.

“I am not going to kill you--not yet,” he said slowly. “Get up!”

She obeyed.

“This man is your lover, then?”

She looked at him, did not dare to equivocate, and bent her head in

acquiescence.

“That is so, isn’t it, Bowden?” he said, without doing him the

honor to look at him.

“Yes.”

“That is all that is necessary,” he said; but the shock of the

answers had been so intense that it was a moment before he could

continue. “I shall trouble you only a moment. The case is quite

plain. I am the third. You would have saved us all this if you had

come to me openly.”

Then she understood his object. She put out her hands frantically.

“You’re going to divorce me,” she cried hysterically.

Bowden, by the table, still weak from the imminence of the horror

which passed, took out his handkerchief and began to mop his brow.

“No. In our set whatever happens, we do not fasten that stain upon

the woman,” Garford said. “You will divorce me--and at once. The

cause will be desertion. After which, within forty-eight hours you

will marry this man. These are my _orders_!”

“Marry--marry _him_!” she cried, suddenly perceiving the pitfall.

“But I don’t want--you can force a divorce--but you can’t----” Her

voice broke. “You can’t do that!”

Bowden, aghast before the prospect, cried:

“Absurd--no, no--absurd!”

“What!” said Garford, in a voice like thunder; “do you mean to say

you don’t love him?”

She looked at her lover, bit her lip, started to speak, and all

at once sat down, crossing her arms and looking at her husband as

though she could murder him. She saw in a flash the completeness

of his revenge, and she admired him that he could be so strong.

Bowden, who did not seize the significance of the question as

quickly as the woman, saw only the ridicule that would face him in

a marriage with a woman whose intrigues had been common gossip. The

fear of ridicule gave him a touch of courage which nothing else

could have aroused. He broke out furiously:

“This is too ridiculous--and it’s none of your business!”

“Bowden, look out!” said Garford, beginning to grow hot. “Do you

mean to tell me that when I eliminate myself you refuse to marry

her?”

“I refuse,” he said doggedly; at which the woman swung about,

mortally humiliated, and gave him a look of undying hatred.

“You refuse?” said Garford between his teeth.

“I do.”

“Then, just what have you been doing here, Mr. Bowden?” he said

slowly, and gradually, with his eyes on the other, his feet crept

over the rug. All at once he saw red, caught the young man as he

turned to escape, and, his hands at his throat, bent him backward

over the table as though he had been a straw. Louise, even at such

a moment with the dread of society before her eyes, was shrieking:

“Don’t kill him; don’t kill him, Dan!”

Bowden’s eyes began to bulge and his face to go purple. He made a

frantic sign of surrender and fell choking to the floor.

“Well?” said Garford.

“I will--anything--anything!”

“Within forty-eight hours after my name is freed, you marry this

woman! What she does from then on will be on your name--not mine.”

He looked a moment, even with a fierce leap of triumph, at the

cringing body of the man who had humiliated him in his secret

pride. “I’m not going to take any promises from you--but I think

you understand now what I will do if my orders are not carried out

to the hour!” And as Bowden made no answer, he put out his foot in

a crowning insult and stirred the abject body. “Do you?”

“Yes; yes!”

“Good!” He turned to the woman, who had waited this outcome in

stubborn terror. “I have made certain investigations. Would you

like your future husband to know what I know?”

“Quite unnecessary,” she said, looking down.

“That means you will do exactly as I say.”

She nodded.

“As for what you are thinking,” he said, with a final quixotic

disdain, “don’t worry. You will not need for money. The day after

your marriage, I will settle my income on you.” And as she looked

up with a start she couldn’t restrain, he added, with a scornful

gesture of his thumb at Bowden: “I am buying him for you--to keep

my name clean!”

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