During the night that followed, most of the girls at Hazlitt Chase slept
soundly. The day through which they had just lived was conducive to
healthy slumber. There was nothing to weigh on their young hearts.
They were tired, healthily tired, from a judicious mixture of exercise
and work--of mental interest, moral stimulus, and the best physical
exercise.
But one girl lay awake all night. She tossed from side to side of her
restless pillow. Now, this girl was not Honora Beverley, who, having
clearly stated her mind, had felt no further compunction. She had a
brother--a clergyman--to whom she was devoted, and she did not think
that he would like her to act Helen of Troy. Be that as it may, she had
made her decision, and would abide by it. She therefore, although sorry
she had upset the arrangements of the school, and in particular had
annoyed Mrs Hazlitt, slept the sleep of the just.
The girl who lay awake was Penelope Carlton.
Now, Penelope, being poorer than the others, was not in any way
subjected on that account to severer rules or to poorer accommodation.
Each girl in the old Chase had a bedroom of her own, and Penelope, who
paid nothing a year, but who was taken altogether out of good will and
kindness, had just as pretty a room as Honora Beverley, whose father
paid two hundred and fifty pounds per annum for her education in this
select establishment. No one in the school knew that Penelope was
really taken out of a sort of charity. That would, indeed, have been to
ruin the girl: so thought Mrs Hazlitt. Her room was small, but
perfectly decorated, and although in winter there were dark red curtains
to all the windows, and bright fires in the grates, and electric light
to make the place bright and cheerful: yet in summer every schoolgirl's
special apartment was draped in virgin white.
Penelope now lay down on as soft a bed as did her richer sisters, and
had just as good a chance as they of peaceful slumber. But alack--and
alas! she could not sleep! Penelope's mind was upset, and a possibility
of doing a kindness to the one creature who in all the world she truly
loved, flashed before her mind. Poor Penelope had no father, and no
mother; but she had one sister, to whom she was devoted. This sister
was as poor as herself. Her name was Brenda, and she had been a
governess in different families for some years. She used to write to
Penelope at least once a week, and her letters were always complaining
of the hardships of her lot. She assured Penelope that the office of
teacher was the most to be dreaded of any in the wide world, and again
and again begged of her sister to think of some other mode of earning
money. A pupil of Mrs Hazlitt's, however, had no other career open to
her, and Penelope was resigned to her fate. She had eighteen more
months to stay at Hazlitt Chase, and during that time she resolved to
bring her remarkable talents--for such she felt them to be--well to the
front.
Now, as she tossed from side to side of her bed, she recalled a letter
she had received from Brenda that morning. In the letter, Brenda had
assured her that if she could but find twenty pounds, she would be--as
she expressed it--a made woman.
"I want exactly that sum," she represented, "to go with my pupils to the
seaside. You don't know how terribly shabby my wardrobe is; I am simply
in despair. A great deal hangs on this visit. There is a man whom I
know and who, I believe, cares for me; and if I had twenty pounds to
spend on beautifying my wardrobe, I might secure him, and so end the
miseries of my present lot. I cannot help confiding in you, Penelope,
although, of course, you can't help me. Oh, how I wish you could! for
if I were once married, I might see about you, and get you to come and
stay with me, and give you a chance in life, instead of continuing this
odious teaching."
The letter rambled on for some time, as was the case with most of
Brenda's epistles. But, in the postscript, it once again alluded to the
subject of the needful twenty pounds.
"Oh, it is such a little sum," wrote Brenda,--"so easily acquired, so
quickly spent. Why, my eldest pupil had far more than that spent on her
wardrobe last spring, and yet she looks nothing in particular. Whereas
I--well, dear--I am sorry to have to take all the good looks--but I
flatter myself that I am a very pretty young person; and if I had only a
few linen tennis skirts and jackets and a white frock for garden
parties, and a few hats, ribbons, frills, etc, etc, why--I would do
fine. But, oh dear--where's the use of worrying you! You can't get me
the money, and there's no one else to do it. So I shall always be your
pretty Brenda Carlton to the end of the chapter."
That special letter had arrived on the morning of the day when this
story opens, and its main idea was so absolutely impossible to Penelope
that she had not worried much about it. Brenda was always talking in
that fashion--always demanding things she could not possibly get--always
hoping against hope that her beauty would win her a good match in the
matrimonial market. But now Penelope thought over the letter with very
different feelings. If she could, by any possibility, gratify Brenda,
she thought that happiness might not be unknown to her. She loved
Brenda: she admired her very great beauty. She hated to see her
shabbily dressed. She hated to think of her as going through insult and
disagreeable times. She felt that, if she had the ordering of the
world, she would shower riches and blessings and love and devotion on
her sister, and be happy in her happiness. If ever she had golden
dreams, the dreams turned in the direction of Brenda. If ever her
talents brought forth fruit, the fruit should be for Brenda.
But all these things were for the future. She was now sixteen and a
half years of age. She had been at Hazlitt Chase for exactly six
months. She had not found any special niche in the school, but her
teacher spoke fairly well of her, and she resolved to devote herself to
those accomplishments which might make her valuable by-and-by, and not
for a single instant to trouble her head about either moral or religious
training.
"My place in this world is quite hard enough, and I cannot bother about
any other," thought Penelope. "I must enjoy the present and get strong,
and do right, because otherwise Mrs Hazlitt won't give me a character
of any use to me: and then I must get the best salary I can and save
money for Brenda. At least, we could spend our holidays together."
These were Penelope's thoughts until that evening. But now all was
changed; for the daring idea had come into her head to ask Mary
L'Estrange and Cara Burt to give her twenty pounds to send to her
sister. They wanted her, Penelope, to take the part of Helen of Troy,
and why should she not be rewarded for her pains?
"Their wishes are on no account because of me," thought the girl, "they
are all for themselves, because that silly Mary thinks she will look
well as Jephtha's daughter, and Cara as Iphigenia. Neither of them will
look a bit well. There is only one striking-looking girl in the school,
and that is Honora Beverley, and why she is not Helen is more than I can
make out. This will be a horrid piece of work, but where's the good of
sacrificing yourself for nothing? and poor old Brenda would be so
pleased. I wonder if, whoever the present man is, he is really fond of
her? But whether that is the case or not, I am sure that she wants the
money, and she may as well have it. I was never up to much; but if I
can help Brenda, I will fulfil some sort of destiny, anyway."
These thoughts were quite sufficient to keep Penelope awake until the
early hours of the morning. Then she did drop asleep, and was not
aroused until she heard Deborah's good-natured voice in her ears.
"Why--my dear Penelope,"--she said--"didn't you hear the first bell?
You will be late for prayers, unless you are very quick indeed."
Up jumped Penelope out of bed. A minute later she had plunged her head
and face into a cold bath, and in an incredibly short space of time she
had run downstairs and joined her companions just as they were trooping
into the centre hall for prayers.
This hall was a great feature of Hazlitt Chase. It was quite one of the
oldest parts of the house. The girls' dormitories were quite neat and
fresh with every modern convenience, but the hall must have stood in its
present position for long centuries, and was the pride and delight of
Mrs Hazlitt herself, and of all those girls who had any aesthetic
tastes.
Prayers were read as usual that morning, and immediately afterwards the
routine of the school began. The girls drifted away into their several
classes. The special teachers who lived in the house performed their
duties. The music masters and drawing masters, who came from some
little distance, arrived in due course. Morning school passed like a
flash. Then came early dinner, and then that delightful time known as
"recess." It was during that period that Cara and Mary had resolved to
ask Penelope Carlton to give her decision. Penelope knew perfectly well
that they would approach her then. She had been, as she said, present
in the arbour on the previous night, and knew that Mrs Hazlitt had made
up her mind to give up the idea of Tennyson's "Dream of Fair Women," if
a suitable Helen was not to be found within twenty-four hours. It was
essential, therefore, for Penelope to declare her purpose during the
recess.
She had by no means faltered in that purpose. During morning school she
had worked rather better than usual, had pleased her teacher--as indeed
she always did--by the correctness of her replies and the sort of quaint
originality of her utterances.
She was a girl who by no means as yet had come to her full powers, but
these powers were stirring within her, dimly perhaps, perhaps
unworthily. But, nevertheless, they were most assuredly there, and in
themselves they were of no mean order.
Penelope now walked slowly in the direction of the old Queen Anne
parterre. This had not been touched since the days when that monarch
held possession of the throne. It was a three-cornered, lozenge-like
piece of ground, with the most lovely turf on it--that soft, very soft
green turf which can only come after the lapse of ages. Mrs Hazlitt
was very proud of the Queen Anne parterre, and never allowed the girls
to walk on the turf, insisting on their keeping to the narrow gravel
walk which ran round it. There were high, red brick walls to the
parterre on three sides, but the fourth was open and led away into a dim
forest of trees of all sorts and descriptions, and these trees made the
place shady and comparatively cool, even on the hottest days.
Penelope, wearing a very shabby brown holland skirt and a white muslin
blouse of at least three years of age, looked neither picturesque nor
interesting as she strolled towards the parterre. She had not troubled
herself to put on a hat. Her complexion was of the dull, fair sort
which does not sunburn. She was destitute of any particle of colour;
even her lips were pale; her eyes were of the lightest shade of blue;
her eyelashes and eyebrows were also nearly white. As she walked along
now, slightly hitching her shoulders, there came a whoop of delight from
the younger children, and, amongst several others, Juliet L'Estrange
leaped towards her.
"Here you are! I am so glad! Why did you not come to us last night?
We'd got such a glorious place to hide in--you couldn't possibly have
found us. What is the matter, Penelope? Does your head ache?"
"Penelope's head aches, I know it does," said Agnes, turning to her
small companion as she spoke. "What is the matter, Penelope dear?"
"I am quite all right," replied Penelope; "but I can't talk to you just
now, Juliet, for I've something important to say to your sister Mary,
and also to say to Cara Burt."
"But I thought you hated the older girls," said Juliet, puckering her
pretty brows in distress. "You have always belonged to us, and that was
one reason why we loved you so much. You were always gay and bright and
jolly with us. Why can't you play with us now?"
"Yes--why can't you?" asked Agnes. "It won't be a bit too hot to play
hide-and-seek in the wood, and we have an hour and a half before we need
go back to horrid lessons."
"Yes--aren't the lessons detestable?" said Penelope. One of her
greatest powers amongst the younger girls was the manner in which she
could force them to dislike their lessons, judging that there would be
no surer way of making them her friends than by pretending to dislike
the work they had got to do. She thus bred a spirit of mischief in the
school, which no one in the least suspected, not even the girls over
whom she reigned supreme.
She said a few words now to Juliet L'Estrange, and then walked on to the
entrance of the wood, where she felt certain she would find Mary and
Cara waiting for her. She was right: they were there, and so also, to
her surprise, were the other girls who were to take part in "A Dream of
Fair Women."
It was arranged, after all, that only Helen of Troy, Iphigenia,
Jephtha's daughter, Cleopatra, and Fair Rosamond were to act. Queen
Eleanor was not essential, she might come in or not, as the mistress
decided later on. But five principal actors there must be, and there
stood four of them looking anxiously, full into Penelope Carlton's face.
Annie Leicester was to take the part of Fair Rosamond. She was a
thoroughly unremarkable looking girl, but had a certain willowy grace
about her, and could put herself into graceful poses. The girl who was
to take the part of Cleopatra was dark--almost swarthy. Her name was
Susanna Salmi; and it needed but a glance to detect her Jewish origin.
Her brow was very low; she had masses of thick, black hair, a large
mouth, and a somewhat prominent chin. Her face, on the whole, was
strong, and there were possibilities about her of future beauty, but
that would greatly depend on whether she grew tall enough, and whether
her buxom figure toned down to lines of beauty.
The four girls, such as they were, looked indeed in no way remarkable or
suited to their parts. But what will not judicious make-up and
limelight and due attention to artistic effect achieve? Mrs Hazlitt
would not have despaired of the four, if only she had secured the
coveted fifth. If the girl she wished to be Helen of Troy could only
stand forth in her exquisite beauty in the midst of this group, the
tableaux would be a marked success.
The girls now surrounded Penelope, each of them looking at her with
fresh eyes. Hitherto, she had been quite unnoticed in the school. She
was a nobody--a very plain, uninteresting, badly dressed creature. But
now she was to be--in a measure--their deliverer; for they felt certain
that under Mrs Hazlitt's clever manipulations she could be transformed
into a Helen of Troy. They all surrounded her eagerly.
"So glad you've come!" said Annie Leicester. "Thought you would; of
course, you're going to help us. Oh dear--how much fairer you look than
any of the rest of us--you will make a great contrast to the rest of
Tennyson's `Fair Women'; won't she, Mary?"
Mary smiled.
"Penelope will do quite well," she said. "As Honora has been such a
fool as to refuse to play, we must take the second-best. You have
thought it all over, haven't you, Penelope, and you are going to yield?"
"Well,"--said Penelope--"I have thought it over, and I am--"
"Oh, yes--dear creature!" said Cara. "You will yield, won't you? Say
yes, at once--say that you will do what we wish. We can then find Mrs
Hazlitt and tell her that her heroines will be forthcoming, and she can
go forward with her arrangements. The date is not so very far off now,
and of course there will be a great many rehearsals."
"Five pounds apiece," murmured Penelope to herself. She looked eagerly
from one face to another. She had not been six months at the school
without finding out that most of her companions were rich. They could
each afford to gratify their special whim, even to the tune of a
five-pound note; and even if they did not, why--it didn't matter: she
would not play; the thing would fall to the ground. Of course, they
would never repeat what she was going to say--that was the first point
she must assure herself of.
"You are going to--yes--why don't you speak?" enquired Mary.
"Because I have something to say to you," replied Penelope. "You all
want very much to take the different parts of these heroines, don't
you?"
"Why, of course--"
"And I shall be a most lovely Cleopatra," said Susanna, in a gleeful
tone. "I see myself in the dress, and mother will be delighted!"
She laughed: and her jet-black eyes twinkled merrily.
"Then _you_ want to be Cleopatra?" said Penelope.
"Of course I do."
"And you, Mary, you want to be Jephtha's daughter?"
"Yes--of course."
"And you," she continued, turning to Cara, "you are equally desirous to
be Iphigenia?"
"Of course--of course," replied Cara.
To each girl Penelope put the same question in turn. She saw eagerness
in their eyes and strong desire in their whole manner. They wished to
show themselves off. They wanted to appear in the wonderful dresses--to
attract the attention of the crowd of spectators, to be petted and made
much of afterwards by their fathers and mothers and relations generally.
In short, that moment of their lives would be a golden one. Penelope
remarked these feelings, which shone out of each pair of eyes, with
intense satisfaction.
"But you could," she said, after a pause, "take the parts in some other
tableaux. There are heaps of tableaux in English history and in the
plays of Shakespeare. There's the `Vicar of Wakefield,' too. You could
be one of his daughters--Olivia, for instance, and the other girl--I am
sure I forget her name."
"No, no--no!" said Mary. "I will be nothing, if I am not Jephtha's
daughter."
"Very well. That is all I want to know. This, I take it, is the
position." She moved a little further into the shade of the wood as she
spoke. "One might almost think one was back again in that wood where
Tennyson himself seemed to wander when he had his dream," she said, and
her light blue eyes gave a curious glance--a flicker of feeling which
did not often animate them.
She was quite still for a minute. Then she said, gravely:
"But the whole thing falls through, unless _I_ am Helen of Troy?"
"Yes--but you _will_ be--of course you will be; dear, dear Penelope!"
said Mary L'Estrange.
"You never called me dear Penelope before," remarked Penelope, turning
round at that moment and addressing Mary.
Mary had the grace to blush.
"I never especially knew you until now," she said, after an awkward
pause.
"And you know me now," continued Penelope, who felt bitterness at that
moment, "because you want to know me--because I can help you to fulfil a
desire which, is very strong within you. Now, I wish to say quite
plainly that I am in no way anxious to be Helen of Troy. Except by the
mere accident of having a fair skin and light hair, I am as little like
that beauty of ancient times as any one woman can be like another. I am
in no sense an ideal Helen of Troy. Nevertheless, I know quite well
that there is the rouge pot, and the eyes can be made to look darker,
and the flash of the limelight may give animation to my face; and I can
wear shoes with very high heels and come forward a little on the canvas
of the picture. And so--all things considered--I may be made just
presentable."
"As you will be--why, you will look quite beautiful," said Cara.
"And you ask me to do this for your sakes?"
"Well, of course--and for your own, too."
This remark was made by Annie Leicester, who did not know why, but who
felt certain that something very disagreeable was coming.
"But, then, you see," continued Penelope, "it is by no means my wish to
take any part in this tableau and, in short, I positively refuse to have
anything whatever to do with your Helen of Troy, unless you make it
worth my while to become one of the heroines in the tableaux." Penelope
spoke very quietly now. Her whole soul was in her words. Was she not
thinking of Brenda, and of what might happen to Brenda should she
succeed, and of the golden life that might be Brenda's were she to be
clever enough to get these four stupid rich girls to accede to her
request?
"I will tell you quite plainly,"--she said--"there is no use beating
about the bush. I want twenty pounds." They all backed away from her
in amazement.
"I don't want it for myself, but for another. There are four of you
here most anxious to take part in the tableaux. It would be perfectly
easy for you four to get five pounds each from your respective parents,
and to give me the money. On the day when I get the money, or when I
receive your promise that you will pay it me, I will do whatever is
necessary for the perfection of Helen's tableau, on the condition that
you never breathe to a soul that I want that money, that on no future
occasion do you bring it up to me, that you never blame me for having
asked for it, nor enquire why I wanted it. For, girls, I, too, am
ambitious, but not with your ambition; and I want just that sum of
money, not to help myself, but another. For her sake, I will make a
fool of myself on the day of the breaking-up, but I won't do it for any
other reason. You can let me know whether you can manage this or not
before the evening, for I understand that you are going to give Mrs
Hazlitt your decision then. If you say no--there is an end of the
matter, and we are no worse off than we were. If you say yes--why, I
will do my very best for you--that is all. Good-bye, girls, for the
present. I am going to walk in the wood with some of the children;
Mary, your sister amongst them. Think of me what you like; I trust you
not to tell on me. Good-bye, for the present."
Penelope disappeared in her untidy linen dress with her old-fashioned
blouse and, walking down the path, was soon lost to view. The girls she
had left behind stared at each other without speaking.