A STUBBORN DISPOSITION.

"Stop!"

Don had taken his hat, and, seeing his uncle apparently immersed in a

letter, was about to yield to his curiosity and follow the constable,

when, as he reached the door, his uncle's word thundered out and made

him turn and go on with his writing in response to a severe look and a

pointing finger.

From time to time the boy looked up furtively as he sat, and wondered

why his uncle did not say anything more about the money.

But the time glided on, and the struggle between his desire to speak out

frankly and his indignant wounded pride continued.

A dozen times over he was on the point of crossing to the stern-looking

old man, and begging him to listen and believe, but Uncle Josiah sat

there with the most uncompromising of expressions on his face, and Don

dared not speak. He dared not trust himself for very shame, as the

incident had so upset him, that he felt sure that he must break down and

cry like a child if he attempted to explain.

After a time there was the sound of voices talking and laughing, and the

click of the heavy latch of the gate. Then through the open windows

came the deep _burr burr_ of Jem's bass, and the shrill inquiring tones

of Sally Wimble, as she eagerly questioned her lord.

Then there were steps, some of which passed the office door; and Don, as

he sat with his head bent over a ledger, knew exactly whose steps those

were, and where the makers of those steps were going to the different

warehouses in the great yard.

Directly after Jem's foot was heard, and he tapped at the door, pushed

it a little way, and waited.

"Come in," said Uncle Josiah, sharply.

Jem entered, doffing his cocked hat, and casting a sympathising look at

Don, who raised his head. Then seeing that his employer was deeply

immersed in the letter he was writing, Jem made a series of

gesticulations with his hat, supplemented by some exceedingly queer

grimaces, all meant as a kind of silent language, which was very

expressive, but quite incomprehensible to Don.

"Well?" said Uncle Josiah, sharply.

"Beg pardon, sir! Thought you'd like to hear how we got on?"

"Well?"

"Went pretty quiet, sir, till we got about half-way there, and then he

begun kicking like mad--leastways he didn't kick, because his legs was

tied, but he let go all he could, and it was hard work to hold the

ladder."

"And he is now safely locked up?"

"Yes, sir, and I've been thinking, sir, as he must have took that money

when Master Don here was up in the warehouse along o' me."

"I daresay we shall find all out by-and-by, Wimble," said the old

merchant, coldly. "That will do, now."

Jem looked uneasily at Don, as he turned his hat round to make sure

which was the right way on, and moved slowly toward the door.

"Which, begging your pardon, sir, you don't think now as--"

"Well?" said the old merchant, sharply, for Jem had stopped.

"Think as Mrs Wimble picked up any of the money, sir?"

"No, no, my man, of course not."

"Thankye, sir, I'm glad of that; and if I might make so bold, sir, about

Master Don--"

"What do you wish to say, man?"

"Oh, nothing, sir, only I'm quite sure, sir, as it was all Mike

Bannock's doing, and--"

"I think you had better go on with your work, Wimble, which you do

understand, and not meddle with things that are beyond you."

"Certainly, sir, certainly," said Jem, quickly. "Just going, sir;" and

giving Don a sympathetic look, he hurried out, but had hardly closed the

door before he opened it again.

"Beg pardon, sir, Mrs Lavington, sir, and Miss Kitty."

Don started from his stool, crimson with mortification. His mother!

What would Uncle Josiah say?

Jem Wimble gave Don another look full of condolence before he closed the

door, leaving Mrs Lavington and her niece in the office.

Mrs Lavington's face was full of anxiety and care, as she glanced from

her son to her brother and back again, while Kitty's was as full of

indignant reproof as she darted an angry look at Don, and then frowned

and looked straight down at the floor.

"Well?" said the old merchant, coldly, "why have you come? You know I

do not like you to bring Kitty here to the business place."

"I--I heard--" faltered Mrs Lavington, who stood in great awe of her

brother when he was in one of his stern moods.

"Heard? Well, what did you hear?"

"Such terrible news, Josiah."

"Well, well, what?"

"Oh, my brother!" she exclaimed, wildly, as she stepped forward and

caught his hand, "tell me it is not true."

"How can I tell you what is not true when I don't know what you are

talking about," cried the old man, impatiently. "My dear Laura, do you

think I have not worries enough without your coming here?"

"Yes, yes; I know, dear."

"And you ought to know that I shall do what is just and right."

"I am sure of that, Josiah, but I felt obliged to come. Kitty and I

were out shopping, and we met a crowd."

"Then you should have turned down a side street."

"But they were your men in the midst, and directly after I saw little

Sally Wimble following."

"Oh, she was, was she?" cried the old man, glad of some one on whom to

vent his spleen. "That woman goes. How dare she leave the gates when

her husband is out? I shall be having the place robbed again."

"Yes, that is what she said, Josiah--that you had been robbed, and that

Don--my boy--oh, no, no, no; say it is not true."

Mrs Lavington looked wildly from one to the other, but there was a dead

silence, and in a few minutes the poor woman's manner had entirely

changed. When she first spoke it was as the timid, shrinking,

affectionate woman; now it was as the mother speaking in defence of her

child.

"I say it is not true," she cried. "You undertook to be a father to my

poor boy, and now you charge him with having robbed you."

"Laura, be calm," said the old merchant, quietly; "and you had better

take Kitty back home and wait."

"You have always been too stern and harsh with the poor boy," continued

Mrs Lavington, without heeding him. "I was foolish ever to come and

trust to you. How dare you charge him with such a crime?"

"I did not charge him with any crime, my dear Laura," said the old

merchant, gravely.

"Then it is not true?"

"It is true that I have been robbed, and that the man whom Lindon has

persisted in making his companion, in spite of all I have said to the

contrary, has charged him with the base, contemptible crime of robbing

the master who trusted him."

"But it is not true, Josiah; and that is what you always do, treat my

poor boy as if he were your servant instead of your nephew--your

sister's boy."

"I treat Lindon as if he were my son when we are at home," said the old

man, quietly. "When we are here at the office I treat him as my clerk,

and I trust him to look after my interests, and to defend me from

dishonest people."

Don looked up, and it was on his lips to say, "Indeed, uncle, I always

have done so," when the old man's next words seemed to chill and harden

him.

"But instead of doing his duty by me, I have constantly had to reprove

him for making a companion of a man whom I weakly, and against my better

judgment, allowed in the yard; and the result is I have been robbed, and

this man accuses Lindon of committing the robbery, and bribing him to

silence."

"But it is not true, Josiah. My son could not be guilty of such a

crime."

"He will have every opportunity of disproving it before the

magistrates," said Uncle Josiah, coldly.

"Magistrates!--my boy?" exclaimed Mrs Lavington, wildly. "Oh, no, no,

no, brother; you will not proceed to such extremities as these. My boy

before the magistrates. Impossible!"

"The matter is out of my hands, now," said the old merchant, gravely.

"I was bound to charge that scoundrel labourer with the theft. I could

not tell that he would accuse your son of being the principal in the

crime."

"But you will stop it now for my sake, dear. Don, my boy, why do you

not speak, and beg your uncle's forgiveness?"

Don remained silent, with his brow wrinkled, his chin upon his breast,

and a stubborn look of anger in his eyes, as he stood with his hands in

his pockets, leaning back against his desk.

"Do you hear me, Don? Tell your uncle it is not true, and beg him to

help you clear yourself from this disgrace."

The lad made no reply, merely crossing his legs, and made his

shoe-buckles rasp together as he slowly moved his feet.

"Don!"

He looked up strangely, met his mother's earnest appealing gaze, and for

the moment his better nature prevailed; but as he looked from her to his

uncle, and saw the old man's grey eyes fixed upon him searchingly, a

feeling of obstinate anger swept over him again, and made him set his

teeth, as something seemed to whisper to him, "No; you told the truth,

and he would not believe you. Let him prove you guilty if he can!"

It was not the first time in history that a boy had stubbornly fought

against his better self, and allowed the worst part of his nature to

prevail.

"Do you not hear me, Don?" cried his mother. "Why do you not speak?"

Don remained silent, and Kitty, as she looked at him, angrily uttered an

impatient ejaculation.

"Don, my son, for my sake speak to your uncle. Do you not hear me?"

"Yes, mother."

"Then appeal to him to help you. Ask him to forgive you if you have

done wrong."

"And she believes me guilty, too," thought Don, as he scowled at his

feet.

"But you have not done wrong, my boy. I, your mother, will not believe

it of you."

Don's better self began to force down that side of his mental scale.

"You may have been weak and foolish, Don, but nothing worse."

The evil scale went down now in turn, and with it the foolish, ignorant

boy's heart sank low.

"Come, Don."

"I've nothing more to say, mother."

"Nothing more to say!" cried Mrs Lavington, wildly. "Oh, yes, yes, you

have much to say, my boy. Come, throw away this wilful pride and

obstinacy."

"I wish I could," thought Don one moment. "It is as cruel as it is

unjust," he thought the next; and he felt more obstinately full of pride

than ever.

"Don, I command you to speak," said Mrs Lavington, whose manner now

began to change; but unfortunately the stern tone she adopted had the

wrong effect, and the wrinkles in the boy's face grew deeper, and the

position more strained.

If Uncle Josiah, who had never had boys of his own, had come down from

the lofty perch he had assumed, taken the boy's hand, and said in kindly

and frank tones, "Come, Don, my boy, there are troubles enough in life,

clouds sufficient to obscure too much sunshine; speak out, let's have

all this over, and clear the storm away,"--if he had said something like

that, Don would have melted, and all would have been well; but

accustomed to manage men with an iron rule, Uncle Josiah had somehow, in

spite of his straightforward, manly, and just character, seemed to repel

the boy whose charge he had taken, and instead now of making the

slightest advance, he said to himself, "It is not my duty to eat humble

pie before the obstinate young cub. It will be a severe lesson for him,

and will do him good."

So the breach widened. Don seemed to grow sulky and sullen, when he was

longing to cast himself upon his mother's neck. The poor woman felt

indignant at her son's conduct, and the last straw which broke the

camel's back was laid on the top of the load by Kitty, who, moved by a

desire to do good, made matters far worse by running across to Don, and

in an impetuous way catching his hands and kissing him.

"Don, dear!" she cried.

The boy's face lit up. Here was some one who would believe him after

all, and he responded to her advances by grasping her hands tightly in

his.

"Do, do speak, Don dear, and beg father to forgive you," she cried.

"Tell him it was a mistake, and that you will never do so again."

Don let fall her hands, the deep scowl came over his brow again, and he

half turned away.

"No, no, Don, dear," she whispered; "pray don't be obstinate. Confess

that you did it, and promise father to do better in the future. He will

forgive you; I know he will."

Don turned his back with an impatient gesture, and Kitty burst into

tears, and went slowly to her aunt, to whose hands she clung.

"Laura, dear," said Uncle Josiah, gravely, "I think we had better bring

this painful interview to an end. You may rest assured that I shall do

what is just and right by Don. He shall have every opportunity for

clearing himself."

"I am not guilty," cried Don, fiercely throwing back his head.

"I thought so this morning, my boy," said the old merchant, gravely.

"Your conduct now is making me think very differently. Laura, I will

walk home with you, if you please."

"Josiah! Don, my boy, pray, pray speak," cried Mrs Lavington,

piteously.

Don heard her appeal, and it thrilled him, but his uncle's words had

raised up an obstinacy that was stronger than ever, and while longing to

throw himself in his mother's arms--passionately longing so to do--his

indignant pride held him back, and he stood with his head bent, as in

obedience to her brother Mrs Lavington took his arm, and allowed him to

lead her out of the office, weeping bitterly the while.

Don did not look up to meet his mother's yearning gaze, but for months

and years after he seemed to see that look when far away in the midst of

peril, and too late he bitterly upbraided himself for his want of

frankness and power to subdue his obstinate pride.

"He thinks me guilty!" he said to himself, as he stood with his head

bent, listening, and unaware of the fact that some one was still in the

room, till a light step came towards him, his hand was caught, and his

cheek rapidly kissed.

"Kitty!"

"Coming, father."

Then there was a rapid step, the door closed, and Don stood in the same

attitude, listening to the steps on the gravel, and then to the bang of

the wicket-gate.

Alone with his thoughts, and they were many and strange.

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