CHAPTER IX.

FAMILY COUNSELS.

Mr. Penton drew his chair toward the fire, which was not a usual thing

for him to do. When he felt chilly he went to the book-room, where in

the evening there was always a log burning. In the drawing-room it was

the rule that nobody should approach the fire too closely; Mr. Penton

said it was not good for the children, it gave them bad habits, and it

scorched their cheeks and injured their eyes. The moral of which

probably was that, as there were so many of them, they could not all get

near it, and therefore all had to hold back.

But this evening everything was out of rule. The little ones had been

sent to bed. The basket of stockings was pushed aside on the table. Mrs.

Penton indeed, unable to bear that breach of use and wont, had taken a

stocking out of it furtively and pulled it up on her arm. It was a gray

stocking, with immense healthy holes the size of half a crown. She could

not get at her needle and worsted without disturbing the family

parliament, but at least she could measure the holes and decide how best

to approach them, and from what side. Walter had placed himself on the

other side of the fire, opposite his father, feeling instinctively that

his interests must be specially in question; the girls filled up the

intervals between their mother and Wat on the one side, their father on

the other. The fire had been stirred into a blaze and danced cheerfully

upon all the young faces. The lamp with its smell of paraffin was put

aside too, as if it were being punished and put in the corner, for which

vindicative step, considering how it smelled and smoked, there was good

cause.

“You will understand,” said Mr. Penton, “that the visit we have just

received must have had some special motive.”

“I don’t see why you should be so sure of that, Edward,” said Mrs.

Penton, “unless she said something. It might be just civility. Why not?”

“It was not just civility; I knew that from the first.”

“My dear, perhaps you know your own family best: but if it had been one

of mine I should have thought it quite natural: to see the children, and

hear how we are getting on.”

To this Mr. Penton made no reply; the idea of some one coming to see how

he and his family were “getting on” did not gratify him as perhaps it

ought to have done.

“I think,” said Ally, softly, “that Aunt Alicia came out of kindness,

papa.”

“To herself, I suppose,” he said, quickly; then added, “From her point

of view it might appear kindness to us too.”

There was again a pause, and they all waited with growing curiosity to

know what it was.

Mr. Penton sat in silence, balancing himself in his chair, knitting his

brows as he gazed into the fire. Mrs. Penton pulled the stocking further

up upon her arm and made a searching study of the holes.

“You all know,” he said at length, “that Penton has been a long time in

our family, and that I am the heir of entail.”

At this Walter moved a little, almost impatiently, in his chair, with a

quick start, which he restrained at once, as if he would have

interfered. And he did feel disposed to interfere--to say that it was he

who was the heir of entail. His father’s priority of course was

understood, but it seemed hardly worth while to insist upon it.

Nevertheless after the first impulse Walter restrained himself.

“I,” said his father, rather sharply, with a certain comprehension and

resentment of the impulse, of which, however, he was not minded to take

any notice, “am the heir of entail. It is tied down upon me, and can’t,

in the nature of things, go to any one else.”

“Unless the law were to be changed,” interrupted Anne, remembering too

well the discussion of the morning.

He waved his hand with an expression of impatience. “We need not take

any such hazard into consideration; it is most improbable, and quite out

of the question. As things are, I am the heir of entail. That has been,

I don’t doubt, a thorn in Sir Walter’s flesh. He can’t alienate an acre,

nor, at his time of life, in honor, cut down a tree.”

“I have always said it was hard upon him,” Mrs. Penton observed, in an

undertone.

They all gave her a look--the look of partisans, to whom any objection

is an offense--all except Anne, who kept up an attitude of impartiality

throughout the whole.

“I don’t know why he has put off so long if he had the mind to make such

an offer. If it had been further off perhaps I might have been more

tempted; but as it is--Alicia wants me to join with her father and break

the entail.”

The female part of the committee did not immediately see the weight of

this statement. It took some time to make them understand: but Walter

saw it in a moment, and sprung to his feet in quick resentment. “Father,

of course you will not listen to it for a moment!” he cried.

“To break the entail?” said the mother; “but I thought nothing could do

that, Edward.”

“Except,” said Anne, “a change in the law.”

“There is no question of any change in the law,” said Mr. Penton,

angrily. “How should there be a change in the law? None but demagogues

or socialists would ever think of it. The law is too strong in England.

As for empirics and revolutionaries--” He snapped his fingers with hot

contempt. The suggestion made him angry, although he had himself dwelt

upon it in the morning. Then he came back to the real matter: “Yes,

there is one way in which it can be done; that is what they want me to

do. If I joined with Sir Walter in taking certain steps the entail could

be broken: and Penton would go to Alicia, which it appears is his

desire.”

“Father!” Walter cried. It was such an unspeakable blow to him, striking

at the very root of his personal importance, his dreams, his prospects,

everything that was his, that the young man was, what did not always

happen, the first to seize upon this terrible idea. He could not keep

his seat, but stood up tremulous, leaning upon the mantel-piece, looking

down with an angry alarm at all their faces, lighted up by the fire. It

seemed to Walter that in this slowness to understand there was something

of the indifference which those who are not themselves affected so often

show in the threatening of a calamity. Their unawakened surprised looks,

not grappling with the question, had a half-maddening effect upon him.

They did not care! it did not affect them.

“But, Edward, why should you do that--to please Sir Walter--to

please--your cousin? Well, I should always like to keep on good terms

with my relations, and do what I could for them; but to give up what we

have been looking forward to so long--and the only thing we have to look

forward to! I am sure,” said Mrs. Penton, tears getting into her voice,

“I should be the last person to say anything against relations, or make

dispeace, but when you think that it is the only provision we have for

the children--the only--and when you remember that there’s Walter--” She

stopped, unable to go on any further, bewildered, not knowing what to

think.

“Father does not mean that. It is not that, whatever it may mean.”

“Of course I do not mean that. You take up all sorts of absurd ideas and

then you think I have said it. Sir Walter and Alicia are my relations,

it is true, but they don’t set up a claim on that score, neither am I

such a fool. Try and understand me reasonably, Annie. Property is

different from everything else; you don’t give up your rights to please

anybody. Here’s how it is. When the heir is willing to step in and break

the entail, of course he has compensation for it. Sir Walter is a very

old man, the property in all human probability will soon be in my hands,

therefore my compensation would be at a heavy rate. They are rich

enough,” said Mr. Penton, in a sort of smile, “they could afford that.”

“They would give father the money,” said Anne, in a way she had before

found effectual in clearing her mother’s ideas; “and he would let them

have the land.”

“Edward, is that what it means?”

“Yes, strictly speaking: if you put feelings and pride and everything to

one side, and the thought of one’s family, and of all we’ve looked

forward to for years.”

“You can’t put them to one side,” cried young Walter, sharply, in the

keen, harsh, staccato tones of bitterness and fear. “You can’t! No money

would make up for them, nothing could be put in their place. Father, you

feel that as well as I?”

“_I_ feel that as well as you! To whom are you speaking? What are you in

the matter?--a boy that may never--that might never--whereas I’ve

thought of it all my life; it has been hanging within reach of my hand,

so to speak, for years. I’ve built everything on it. And a bit of a boy

asks me if I feel that--like him! Like him! What is he that he should

set himself as a model to me?”

“Oh, father!” cried Ally, with her hand upon his arm.

“Of course,” said Mrs. Penton in her quiet voice, quenching this little

eddy of passion far more effectually than if she had taken any notice of

it, “that makes a great difference. They would give you the money, and

you would let them keep the land? There is justice in that, Edward. I do

not say it is a thing to be snapped at at once, although we do want the

money so much. But still it is quite just, a thing to be calmly

considered. I wish you would tell us now exactly what your cousin wants,

and what she would give instead of it. It is like selling a property. I

am sure I for one should not mind selling _this_ property if we could

get a good price for it: and as we have no associations with Penton and

have never lived there, nor--”

“Mother!” Could the old house have been moved by hot human breath as by

a wind of indignation, it would have shook from parapet to basement:

but Mrs. Penton on her deep foundation of sense and reason was not

shaken at all. She took no notice of the outcry.

“No, we can have no associations with it,” she said, calmly. “I have

dined there three or four times in my life, and the children have never

been there at all. It would not matter much to us if it were to be

swallowed up in an earthquake, so long as its value remained.”

The girls did not take their mother’s prosaic view. Each on her side,

they consoled and smoothed down the gentlemen--the young heir, hot with

the destruction of hopes that were entirely visionary, that had never

had any reality in them--and the immediate heir, to whom this one thing

was the sole touch of romance or of expectation in life.

“Tell us about it, father,” and “Oh, Wat, be quiet; nothing’s done yet!”

was what they said.

“Your mother takes it all very easy. She was not born a Penton,” said

the father. “Yes, I’ll tell you about it, though she’s settled it

already without any trouble, you see. It is not so simple to me. Women

can be more brutal than any one when they take it in that way. Alicia

was disposed to see it in the same light. She said she had been born

there, and never had lived anywhere else, so that her feeling to it must

be quite different from mine. Different from mine! to whom it has been

an enchantment all my life.”

“What your cousin said was quite natural, Edward. I should have said the

same thing myself.”

“You have just done so, my dear,” he said, with a sarcasm which went

quite wide of its mark. “Yes, I’ll tell you all about it, children.

Alicia and her father, it appears, have been thinking it over. They

think--they know, to be sure, for who can have any doubt on the

subject?--that I am poor. I am a poor man, with a number of children. A

man in my position can not do what he likes, but what he must. I need

money to bring you all up, to set you out in the world. Eight of you,

you know; that’s enough to crush any man,” he said.

The girls looked at each other with a look which was half indignant yet

half guilty. They felt that somehow they were to blame for being there,

for crushing their father. Walter had no such sensation, but yet he

recognized the truth of the complaint. He was the eldest, a legitimate,

even a necessary party to this question; since but for his existence, in

his own opinion, his father’s heirship would have been unimportant. But

the others were, he allowed to himself, so much ballast on the other

side, complicating the question, making a difficulty where there should

be none.

“I should have thought,” he said, indignantly, “that Sir Walter would

have seen how mean it was to take advantage--what a poor sort of thing

it was to trade upon a man’s disabilities--upon his burdens--upon what

he can not throw off, nor get rid of.”

Mrs. Penton’s mind had been traveling meanwhile upon its own tranquil

yet anxious way.

“Was there any offer made you, Edward? Did she say how much they

thought?--wouldn’t that be one of the first things to think of? We might

be troubling ourselves all for nothing, if they were intending to take

advantage, Walter says. But, then, how should Walter know? They would

never take him into their confidence. Was any sum mentioned? for that

would show whether they meant to take advantage. I never heard they were

that sort of people. Your cousin Alicia has the name of being proud, but

as for taking advantage--”

“Can’t you see,” he cried, with irritation, “that you are driving me

distracted, going over and over one set of words? Walter’s a fool. Do

you suppose the Pentons are cheats? To make such an offer at all was

taking an--If we had been as well off as they are they never would have

ventured. That’s all about it. I never supposed they would try to outwit

me in a bargain.” After this little blaze of energy he sunk into his

more usual depression. “If it hadn’t been for you and the children of

course I shouldn’t have listened, not for a moment.”

“Why should you do it for us, father? We don’t cost so much. We could go

away and be governesses, rather than be such a burden!”

Mrs. Penton put down the hand upon which she had drawn the stocking to

give Anne a warning touch, while her father took no notice except with a

passing glance.

“A man can do himself no justice when he’s weighted down on every side.

It has always been my luck. I wonder, for my part, now that they have

had the assurance to propose it at all, why they didn’t propose it years

and years ago.”

“What a thing it would have been!” said Mrs. Penton; “many an anxiety it

would have saved us, Edward. Why, it would make you a rich man! We have

always looked forward so to Penton, and nobody ever supposed Sir Walter

would live till eighty-five; but I have never thought of it as such a

paradise. For, in the first place, it would want a great deal of money

to keep it up.”

“Yes, it would take money to keep it up.”

“Everybody says it is kept up beautifully. You never could reconcile

yourself to neglecting anything, and hearing people say how different it

was in Sir Walter’s time. Then the house is such a grand house, and it

would come to us empty or nearly empty. Oh, I’ve thought it all over so

often. Gentlemen don’t go into these matters as a woman does. Of course,

your cousin Alicia would take away all the beautiful furniture that

suits the house. Her father would leave it to her, for _that’s_ not

entailed, you know. We should go into it empty, or with only a few old

sticks: what should we do with the things we’ve got in Penton?” She

looked round with an affectionate contempt at the well-worn chairs, the

table in the middle, the old dingy curtains with no color left in them.

“The first thing we should have to do would be to furnish from top to

bottom, and where should we find the money to do that?”

Mr. Penton did not say anything. He made a little impatient wave of his

hand, but he did not contradict or even attempt to stop her soft, slow,

gentle voice as she went on.

“And then the gardeners! they are a kind of army in themselves. To pay

them all their wages every week, the men that are in the houses, and the

men that are outside, and the people at the lodges, and the carpenters,

and the men that roll the lawns; where should we find the money? If we

could have the rents and go on living _here_, of course I don’t say

anything against it, we should be rich. But to live at Penton we should

just be as poor as we are now--as poor but much grander--obliged to give

parties and keep horses--and dress--If I ever had ventured to tell you

my opinion, Edward, I should have told you, instead of looking forward

to Penton it has been my terror night and day. I always thought,” she

continued, after a pause, “that I should try and persuade you to let

it, until, at least, we had a little money to the good.”

“To let Penton!” The cry burst from them all in every variation of tone,

indignant, angry, astonished. To let--Penton! Penton, which had been the

golden dream of fancy, the paradise of hope, the one thing which

consoled everybody, from Mr. Penton down to Horry, for all that went

amiss in life.

“Well?” said the mother, lifting her mild eyes, looking at them for a

moment. “I have always thought so, but I would not say it, for what was

the use? You all worship Penton, both you and the children. But I never

was taken in by it. I have always seen that, however pleasant it might

be, and beautiful and all that--and everybody’s prejudices in its

favor--we never could keep it up.”

She turned round, having delivered her soul, and drew her basket toward

her, in which were her needles and the worsted for her darning. She had

settled exactly how these big holes were to be attacked, how the threads

of the stocking went, and that it must be done in an oblique line to

keep the shape. Without a little consideration beforehand, neither

stockings can be mended nor anything else done. She had said her say,

and no doubt, however it was settled, she would do her best, as well for

Penton as for the stocking. And the others watched her without knowing

they were watching her. She settled to her work with a little sigh of

relief, glad to escape into a region where there could be no two

opinions, where everything was straightforward. There was something in

this which had a great effect upon the young ones, especially upon

Walter, who was the most resistant, the most deeply and cruelly

disappointed. There came upon him a great, a horrible consciousness that

in all likelihood she was right.

Mr. Penton, as was natural, was not so much impressed. “All that,” he

said, with a little wave of his hand, “is a truism.” He paused, then

repeated it again with a sense that he had got hold of a new and

impressive word. “It is a truism,” he said. “Everybody was aware from

the beginning that to keep up Penton as it has been kept up would be

impossible. My uncle and Alicia have made a toy of Penton. It would be

really better, it would look more like the old house it is, if it were

not cleaned up like that, shaven and shorn like a cockney villa. If I

were a millionaire I should not choose to do it. So I don’t think very

much of that argument.” Walter’s spirits rose as he followed eagerly his

father’s utterance. But after a moment Mr. Penton continued, “There is

no doubt, on the other side, that living would cost a great deal more

than--more than perhaps we--have ever contemplated. There would be the

furnishing, as your mother says--I had not thought of that.”

He made the children a sort of jury, before whom the _pro_ and the _con_

were to be set forth.

“It is beautifully furnished at present--every one says so, at least;

that would be a great charge to begin with. And we might have a good

deal to put up with in the confusion that would be made between the poor

family and the rich. Your mother is quite right so far as that is

concerned; what she doesn’t take into consideration is the family

feeling--the traditions, the sense that it is ours, and that nobody can

have any right to it except ourselves. Alicia, to be sure, is a Penton

too, and, as she says, she has been born there, and never has known any

other home. But still, as a matter of fact, she has entered another

family. It would be an alienation. It has always gone in the male line.

To give it up would be--would be--”

“Father,” said Walter, “you couldn’t think of it. It would be like

tearing body and soul asunder. Give up Penton! I think I would rather

die.”

“What has dying to do with it?” cried the father, impatiently. And then

he sat silent for a moment, staring into the fire and twiddling his

thumbs, unconscious of what he was doing. The young ones watched him

anxiously, feeling with a certain awe that their fate was being decided,

but that this question was too immense for their interference. At length

he got up slowly and pushed back his chair. “We’ll sleep upon it,” he

said.

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