RICH MRS. PENTON AND POOR MRS. PENTON.
Mrs. Russell Penton had not come to the Hook for nothing. It was years
since she had visited her cousin’s house--partly because of repeated
absences--for the family at Penton were fond of escaping from the
winter, and generally spent that half of the year on the Riviera--partly
from the feeling she had expressed to her husband, which was not a very
Christian feeling, of repulsion from her father’s heir: and partly,
which was perhaps the strongest reason of all, because they were not, as
she said, “in our own sphere.” How can the wife and many children of a
poor man living in a small muddy river-side house be in the sphere of
one of the great ladies of the district? Only great qualities on one
side or another, great affection or some other powerful inducement,
would be enough to span that gulf. And no such link existed between the
two houses. But there had come to light between her father and herself
in one of those close and long consultations, to which not even her
husband was admitted, a plan which required Edward Penton’s concurrence,
and which, they concluded between them, had better be set before him by
Alicia herself. This might have been done by summoning the heir-at-law
to Penton. But Russell Penton’s veiled remonstrances, his laugh at her
inconsistency, his comparison of the importance of the moth-eaten
tapestry and poor Mrs. Penton’s inability to cut her coat according to
her cloth, had not been without effect on his wife’s mind. She was not
incapable of perceiving the point which he made; and though she
confessed to nobody, not even to herself, that her visit to Penton Hook
had a little remorseful impulse in it, yet this mingled largely with the
evident business which might have been managed in another way. Many
recollections rose in her mind also as she went along, not exposed even
to such interruptions as that of old Crockford, all by herself with her
own thoughts, remembering in spite of herself the youthful expeditions
in which the Hook was so large a feature, the boating parties that “took
the water” there, the anxious exertions of poor Edward to make his
forlorn little mansion bright. Poor Edward! She remembered so clearly
his eager looks, his desire to please, the anxious devices with which he
sought to gratify her tastes, to show how his own followed them. She had
not seen much of his older aspect, and had no distinct image in her mind
to correct that of the eager young man reading her face to see if she
approved or disapproved, and having no higher standard by which to shape
his own opinions. She saw him in that aspect: and she saw him as by a
lightning flash of terrible recollection, which was half imagination, as
he had appeared to her by the side of her last brother’s grave, the
chief mourner and the chief gainer, concealing a new-born sense of his
own importance under the conventional guise of woe. Alicia was half
conscious that she did poor Edward wrong. He was not the sort of man to
exult in his own advantage as purchased by such a terrible family
tragedy. But even now, when the passion of grief and loss was over, she
could not surmount the bitter suggestion, the knowledge that he had
certainly gained by what was ruin to her father’s house. When she drove
past the old stone breaker on the road without taking any notice of him,
without even remarking his presence, this had been the recollection with
which her soul was filled. But her heart melted as the carriage swept
along by all the well-remembered corners, and a vision of the happy
youthful party of old, the sound of the boats at the little landing, the
eager delight of the young master of the place, seemed to come back to
her ears and eyes.
But Penton Hook did not look much like a boating party to-day. The water
was very near the level of the too green grass, the empty damp
flower-beds, the paths that gleamed with wet. A certain air of
deprecating helplessness standing feebly against that surrounding power
was in everything about. Alicia, as she was now, the active-minded
manager of much property, full of energy and resources, one of those
who, like the centurion, have but to say, “Come, and he cometh; do this,
and he doeth it,” cast her eyes, awakened out of all dreams, upon the
sweep of river and the little bit of weeping soil which seemed to lie in
its grasp appealing for mercy to the clouds and the skies. The sight
gave new life to all her scornful comments upon the incompetency of
those who, knowing what they had, could not take the dignified position
of making it do, but sunk into failure and helpless defeat. She planned
rapidly in a moment what she would do, were it but to keep the enemy at
bay. Were it hers she would scarcely have waited for the dawn of the
morning, she would have sent in her workmen, prepared her plans, learned
the best way to deal with it, long ago. She would have made herself the
mistress, not the slave, of the surrounding stream. In whatever way, at
whatever cost, she would have freed herself, she would have overcome
these blind influences of nature. It was with a little scorn, feeling
that she could have done this, feeling that she would like to do it,
that it would be a pleasure to fight and overcome that silent, senseless
force, that Mrs. Russell Penton, rich Mrs. Penton, swept in through the
weeping gardens of the Hook, and with all the commotion of a startling
arrival, her bays prancing, her wheels cutting the gravel, drew up
before the open door.
The door was always open, whether the day was warm or cold, with an
aspect not of hospitality and liberal invitation, but rather of disorder
and a squalid freedom from rule. The hall was paved with vulgar tiles
which showed the traces of wet feet, and Mrs. Russell Penton sunk down
all at once from her indignant half-satisfied conviction that it was a
sign of the incompetency of poor Edward in his present surroundings that
he had never attempted to do anything to mend matters when brought thus
face to face with poverty. The traces of the wet feet appalled her. This
was just such an evidence of an incompetent household and careless
mistress as fitted in to her theory; but it was terrible to her
unaccustomed senses, to which a perfection of nicety and propriety was
indispensable, and any branch of absolute cleanness and purity unknown.
The maid, who hurried frightened, yet delighted, to the door, did not,
however, carry out the first impression made. She was so neat in her
black gown and white apron that the visitor was nonplussed as by an
evident contradiction. “Can you tell me if Mr. Penton is at home?” she
asked, leaning out of the carriage and putting aside the footman with a
momentary feeling that this, perhaps, might be one of poor Edward’s
daughters acting as house-maid. “No, my lady; but missis is in,” said
the handmaid with a courtesy which she had learned at school. Martha did
not know who the visitor was, but felt that in all circumstances to call
a visitor who came in such a fine carriage my lady could not wrong.
“Missis is in!” Rich Mrs. Penton felt a momentary thrill. It was as if
she had been hearing herself spoken of in unimaginable circumstances.
She paused a little with a sense of unwillingness to go further. She had
met on various occasions the insignificant pretty young woman who was
poor Edward’s wife. She had made an effort to be kind to her when they
were first married, when the poor Pentons were still more or less in
one’s own sphere. But there had been nothing to interest her, nothing to
make up for the trouble of maintaining so uncomfortable a relationship,
and since that period she had not taken any notice of her cousin’s wife,
a woman always immured in nursing cares, having babes or nourishing
them, or deep in some one of those semi-animal (as she said) offices
which disgust a fastidious woman, who in her own person has nothing of
the kind to do. A woman without children becomes often very fastidious
on this point. Perhaps the disgust may be partly born of envy, but at
all events it exists and is strong. Mrs. Penton hesitated as to whether
she would turn back and not go in at all, or whether she would wait at
the door till Edward came in, or ask to be shown into his particular
sitting-room to wait for him: but that, she reflected, would be a
visible slight to Edward’s wife. The unexpressed unformulated dread of
what Russell might say restrained her here. He would not criticise, but
he would laugh, which was much worse. He would perhaps give vent to a
certain small whistle which she knew very well, when she acknowledged
that she had been to Penton Hook without seeing the mistress of the
house. She did not at all confess to herself that she was a coward, but
as a matter of fact rich Mrs. Penton was more afraid of that whistle
than poor Mrs. Penton was of anything, except scarlatina. Alicia
hesitated; she sat still in her carriage for the space of a minute,
while simple Martha gazed as if she had been a queen, and admired the
deep fur on the lady’s velvet mantle, and the bonnet which had come from
Paris. Then Mrs. Penton made up her mind. “Perhaps your mistress will
see me,” she said; “I should like to wait till Mr. Penton comes in.”
“Oh, yes, my lady,” Martha said. Though she had been carefully
instructed how to answer visitors, she felt instinctively that this
visitor could not be asked her name as if she was an ordinary lady
making a call. She then opened the drawing-room very wide and said,
“Please, ma’am!” then stopped and let the great lady go in.
Mrs. Penton, poor Mrs. Penton was sitting by the fire on a low chair.
There was not light enough to work by, and yet there was too much light
to ask for the lamp. It was a welcome moment of rest from all the labors
that were her heritage. She liked it perhaps all the better that her
husband and the older ones, who would talk or make demands upon her to
be talked to, were out and she was quite free. To be alone now and then
for a moment is sweet to a hard-worked woman who never is alone. Indeed,
she was not alone now. Two of the little ones were on the rug by her
feet. But they made no demands upon their mother, they played with each
other, keeping up a babble of little voices, within reach of her hand to
be patted on the head, within reach of her dress to cling to, should a
wild beast suddenly appear or an ogre or a naughty giant. Thus, though
they said nothing to each other, they were a mutual comfort and support,
the mother to the children and the children to the mother. And if we
could unveil the subtle chain of thinking from about that tired and
silent woman’s heart, the reader would wonder to see the lovely things
that were there. But she was scarcely aware that she was thinking, and
what she thought was not half definite enough to be put into words. A
world of gentle musings, one linked into another, none of them separable
from the rest, was about her in the firelight, in the darkness, the
quiet and not ungrateful fatigue. She was not thinking at all she would
have said. It was as though something revolved silently before her,
gleaming out here and there a recollection or realization. The warmth,
the dimness, the quiet, lulled her in the midst of all her cares. She
had thought of Osy till her head ached. How this dreadful misfortune
could be averted; how he could be kept on at Marlborough; until, in the
impossibility of finding any expedient, and the weariness of all things,
her active thoughts had dropped. They dropped as her hands dropped, as
she gave up working, and for that moment of stillness drew her chair to
the fire. There was nothing delightful to dwell upon in all that was
around and about her. But God, whom in her voiceless way she trusted
deeply, delivered the tired mother from her cares for the moment, and
fed her with angels’ food as she sat without anything to say for
herself, content by the fire.
It was a moment before she realized what had happened when the door
opened and the visitor swept in. She was not clever or ready, and her
first consciousness that some one had come in was confused, so that she
did not know how to meet the emergency. She rose up hastily, all her
sweet thoughts dispersing; and the children, who saw a shadowy tall
figure and did not know what it was, shuffled to her side and laid hold
of her dress with a horrible conviction that the ogre who eats children
on toast had come at last. Rich Mrs. Penton sweeping in had command of
the scene better than poor Mrs. Penton had who was its principal figure.
She saw the startled movement, the slim figure rising up from before the
fire, in nervous uncertainty what to say or do, and the sudden retreat
of the little ones from their place in the foreground, lighted by the
warm glow of the fire, to the shelter of their mother’s dress. The whole
group had a timid, alarmed look which half piqued and half pleased
Alicia. She rather liked the sensation of her own imposing appearance
which struck awe, and yet was annoyed that any one should be afraid of
her. She had no doubt what to do; she went forward into the region of
the firelight and held out a hand. “You don’t remember me,” she said,
“or perhaps it is only that you don’t see me. I am Alicia Penton. May I
sit down here a little till my cousin comes in?”
“Mrs. Russell Penton! oh, sit down, please. Will you take this chair, or
will you come nearer the fire? I am ashamed to have been so stupid, but
I have not many visitors, and I never thought--will you take this chair,
please?”
“You never thought that I should be one? Oh, don’t think I blame you for
saying so. It is my fault; I have often felt it. I hope you will let
by-gones be by-gones now, and look upon me as a friend.”
“Horry,” said Mrs. Penton, “run and tell Martha to bring the lamp.” She
did not make any direct reply to her visitor’s overture. “I am fond of
sitting in the firelight,” she said. “A little moment when there is
nothing to do, when all is so quiet, is pleasant. But it is awkward when
any one comes in, for we can not see each other. I hope Sir Walter is
quite well,” she added, after a momentary pause.
It was in the rich Mrs. Penton’s heart to cry out, “Don’t ask me about
Sir Walter; you don’t hope he is well; you wish he was dead, I know you
must, you must!” These words rushed to her lips but she did not say
them. There was in this mild interior no justification for such a
speech. The absence of light threw a veil upon all the imperfections of
the place, and there was something in the gentle indifference of the
mistress of the house, the absence of all feeling in respect to her
visitor except a startled civility, which somehow humbled and silenced
the proud woman. She had been, in spite of herself, excited about this
meeting. She had come in with her heart beating, making overtures, which
she never would have made to a stranger. She did not know what she
expected; either to be received with warm and astonished gratitude, or
to be held at arm’s-length in offense. But this mild woman in the soft
confusion of the firelit gloom did neither--had not evidently been
thinking of her at all--had no feeling about her one way or another.
Mrs. Russell Penton felt like one who had fallen from a height. She
blushed unseen with a hot sensation of shame. To feel herself of so much
less consequence than she expected, was extraordinary to her, a
sensation such as she had rarely felt before. She felt even that the
pause she made before replying, which she herself felt so much, and
during which so many things went through her head, was lost upon the
other, who was preoccupied about the lamp, and anxious lest it should
smell, and concerned with a hundred other things.
“My father is quite well,” said Alicia, with a little emphasis; “I never
saw him in better health. It is not thought necessary for him, he is so
well, to go abroad this year.”
The maid was at the door with the lamp, and there came in with her,
exactly as Mrs. Penton feared, an odor of paraffin, that all-pervading
unescapable odor which is now so familiar everywhere. She scarcely
caught what her visitor said, so much more anxious was she about this.
And in her mind there arose the anxious question, what to do? Was it
better to say nothing about the smell, and hope that perhaps it might
not be remarked? or confess the matter and make a commotion, calling
Mrs. Penton’s attention to it by sending it away? Even if she did the
latter she could not send away the smell, which, alas! was here, anyhow,
and would keep possession. She resolved desperately, therefore, to take
no notice, to hope, perhaps, that it might not be remarked. This
presumption, though poor Mrs. Penton was so far from suspecting it,
completed the discomfiture of the great lady who had made sure that her
visit would be a great event.
“I am very glad,” said the mistress of the house at last, vaguely;
“Edward has gone out for a walk, he will be in directly, and I am sure
it will give him great pleasure to see you. The girls are out, too;
there is not very much for them in the way of amusement at this time of
the year.”
And then there was a pause, for neither of the ladies knew what to say.
Mrs. Russell Penton examined her hostess closely by the light of the
malodorous lamp. It was kinder to the poor lady than daylight would have
been, and to the poor room, which, with the flickering firelight rising
and falling, and the shade over the lamp, which left the walls and the
furniture in a flattering obscurity, showed none of their imperfections
to the stranger’s eyes. And all that was apparent in Mrs. Penton was
that her gown, which was of no particular color, but dark and not badly
cut, hung about her slim figure with a certain grace, and that the
curling twist of her hair, done up in that soft large knot on the back
of hegr head, suited her much better than a more elaborate _coiffure_
would have done. Rich Mrs. Penton looked closely at her poor relation,
but her scrutiny was not returned. The thing that had now sprung into
prominence in the mind of the mistress of the house was whether Martha
would bring tea in nicely, and whether the cake would be found which was
kept for such great occasions, without an appeal to herself for the
keys. She was careful and burdened about many things; but in the very
excess of her anxieties was delivered from more serious alarms. It did
not occur to her to trouble herself with the questions which the
children had asked each other so anxiously, which Mr. Penton was
inquiring of himself with a beating heart, “What could have brought
Alicia Penton here?”