CHAPTER XXXII.

A PLACE OF REFUGE.

He thrust her away from him with an exclamation of disgust. Then he

stooped. A tuft of meadow-sweet grew among the stones where the dead man

lay, and its white flowers were full of pollen, and the pollen, shaken

from them, had fallen, and formed a dust over the upturned face.

Captain Saltren drew his black silk kerchief over the dead man’s brow,

and wiped away the powder, and as he did so was aware that the

blue-bottle had returned; he heard its drone, he saw its glazed metallic

back, as it flickered about the body. Then he turned and went away, but

had not gone far before he halted and came back, for he thought of the

insect. That fly teased his mind, it was as though it buzzed about his

brain, then perched and ran over it, irritating the nerves with its

hasty movement of the many feet, and the tap of its proboscis. He could

not endure the thought of that fly—therefore he went back, and stood

sweeping with his kerchief up and down over the face and then the hands,

protecting the body against the blue-bottle.

He heard his wife running away, crying for help. He knew that before

long she would have collected assistants to come to remove the dead

body. They would find him there; and was it safe for him to be seen in

close proximity to the man he had killed?

He knew that he ought to go. He had a horror of being there, alone with

the corpse. Again he took a few steps to leave it, but, looking back

over his shoulder, he saw the blue-bottle settle on the forehead, then

run down along the nose to the lips of the dead man, and he went back to

drive the creature away once more. Presently he heard voices, not those

now of cawing rooks, but of men. But he could not stir from the place.

He would be committing a sin, an unpardonable sin, a sin from which his

soul could not cleanse itself by floods of penitential tears, were he to

allow the blue-bottle to deposit its eggs between those dead lips. His

mind was unsettled. Now and then only did he think of himself as

endangered, and feel an impulse to escape; and yet the impulse was not

strong enough to overcome his anxiety to protect the body. He did not

consider the future, whether he had occasion to fear for himself,

whether he would be put on his defence.

After a flood we find backwaters where promiscuous matter drifts in

circles—straw, snags of wood, a dead sheep, a broken chair; so was it in

the mind of Stephen Saltren. His ideas were thrown into confusion;

thoughts and fancies, most varied and incongruous, jostled each other,

without connection. The discovery that his wife had lied to him in the

matter of the parentage of Giles and the guilt of Lord Lamerton,

following on the excitement in which he had been through the encounter

with his enemy, had sufficed to paralyse his judgment, and make his

thoughts swerve about incoherently.

He was aware that he had committed a great mistake, he knew that his

position was precarious; but his confidence in his vision, and the

mission with which he was entrusted remained unshaken, and this

confidence justified to his conscience the crime that he had committed,

if, indeed, he had committed one. But in the gyration of thoughts in his

brain, only one fact stood out clearly—that a blue-bottle fly menaced

the corpse, and that it was his duty to drive the insect away.

He was engaged on this obligation, when a hand touched him, and on

looking round he saw Patience Kite.

“Captain Saltren,” said the woman, “why are you here? I saw you both on

top of the cleave, and I do know that he did not fall by chance. I will

not tell of you.”

He looked at her with blank eyes.

“Others may have seen you besides myself. You must not be found here.”

“I am glad,” said he dreamily, talking to himself, not to her, “I am

glad that I had, myself, no occasion against him. I thought I had, but I

had not.”

“Come with me,” said Mrs. Kite, “folks are near at hand. I hear them.”

He looked wistfully at the dead face.

“I cannot,” he said.

“What! Do you want to be taken by the police?”

“I cannot—I am held by the blue-bottle.” In a moment she stooped,

snapped her hands together and caught the fly.

“Now,” said Saltren, “I will follow. It was not I, I am but the

miserable instrument. The hand did it that brought him my way, that led

him to the edge, and that then laid hold of my arm.”

Patience caught him by the shoulder and urged him away.

“You must not be seen near the body. Take my advice and be off to

Captain Tubb about some lime, and so establish an alibi.”

Saltren shook his head.

“If not, then come along with me. I will show you a hiding-place no one

thinks of. Folks could not tell how to take it, when they did find me

lying buried under the fallen chimney; but when I saw it was cracking, I

made off through the dust, and none saw me escape. At the night-meeting

some thought, when I stood on the table behind you, that I was a spirit.

You can feel my grip on your arm, that I am in the flesh and hearty. I

set fire to the tumbled thatch. It does good to scarce folks at times.”

She drew Saltren into the wood. From a vantage point on the other side

of the valley from that of the crag, themselves screened from sight,

they could see a cluster of men about the dead body of Lord Lamerton,

and Mrs. Saltren gesticulating behind them.

“I wonder,” said Patience Kite, “whether that wife of yours be a fool or

not? Your safety, I reckon, depends on her tongue. If she has sense, she

will say she found the dead lord, as she was going to fetch water. If

she’s a fool, she’ll let out about you. Did any one see you on the

down?”

“I think Macduff went by some time before.”

“Yes—I saw’n go along. That was some while afore.”

Saltren said nothing. He was less concerned about his own safety than

Mrs. Kite supposed. He was intently watching the men raise the dead

body.

“It is a pity,” pursued Mrs. Kite, “because if you hadn’t been seen by

Mr. Macduff, I might have sworn you a famous alibi, and made out you was

helping me to move my furniture. Thomasine also, she’d ha’ sworn

anything in reason to do you a good turn. What a sad job it was that you

didn’t chuck over Macduff as well. But there—I won’t blame you. We none

of us, as the parson says, do all those things we ought to do, but leave

undone what we ought. Thomasine and I’d swear against Mr. Macduff, but I

doubt it would do no good, as Mrs. Macduff keeps a victoria and drives

about in it, and we don’t, so the judge would have respect to the

witness of Macduff and disregard ours. And yet they say there is justice

and righteousness in the world!—when our testimony would not be taken

and Macduffs accepted, along of a victoria.”

She caught Saltren’s arm again, and led him further into the wood, along

a path that seemed to be no path at all for a man to walk, but rather a

run for a rabbit. The bushes closed over a mere track in the moss.

“I reckon,” muttered Patience, “there’ll be a rare fuss made about the

death of his lordship; but how little account was made of that of young

Tubb. That was a cruel loss to Thomasine and me. My daughter and he were

sweethearts. Captain Tubb was going to take the boy on as a hand at the

lime quarry; he could not earn twenty shillings in a trade, so he would

get fifteen as a labourer. Well—he could have married and kept house on

that. Either he and my girl would have lived with me or with his father.

Macduff and Lord Lamerton spoiled the chance for me and them. I owe them

both a grudge, and I thank you for paying off my score on his lordship.

Macduff may wait. In fall I will make a clay figure of him, and stick

pins in it, and give him rheumatic pains and spasms of the heart.

Whatever parsons and doctors may say, I can do things which are not to

be found in books, and there is more learning than is got by

scholarship.”

Mrs. Kite paused and looked round.

“You’ve not been about in the woods, creeping on all fours as I have,

through the coppice. I know my way even in the dark. I can tell it by

the feel of the stems of oak. Where there is moss, that is the side to

the sou’-west wind and rain. The other side is smooth. So one can get

along in the dark. What a moyle there will be over the death of his

lordship all because he was a lord, and there was nothing made of the

death of Arkie, because he was nobody. There is no justice and

righteousness in the world, or Mr. Macduff would be wearing bracelets

now and expecting a hempen necklace. Here we are at my cottage that he

and his lordship tore down.”

They emerged suddenly on the glade where stood the ruins. No one was

visible. It remained as it had been left, save that the fallen rafters

and walls were blackened by the smoke of the up-flaming thatch.

Patience did not tarry at the hovel, but led the way to the quarry edge.

“Do you see here,” she said, “you take hold of the ivy ropes, and creep

along after me. It is not hard to do when you know the way. Miss

Arminell first led me to the Owl’s Nest. One Sunday she came here, and

holding the ivy, got along to the cave, and then let go the rope. I went

after her; and when my house was being pulled down about my head, then I

remembered the cave, and went to it in the same way. Since then I have

moved most of my things I want, and Thomasine has helped me. But she

couldn’t come till her foot was better, along the edge where we shall

go. What I cannot carry we let down from above by a rope, and I draw

them in to me with a crooked stick. I shall have to pay no ground rent

for that habitation, and I defy Mr. Macduff to pull the roof down on me.

It is a tidy, comfortable place, in the eye of the sun. What I shall do

in winter I cannot tell, but it serves me well enough as a summer house.

If I want to bake, I have my old oven in the back-kitchen. Now lay hold

of the ivy bands and come after me. I will show you where you can lie

hid when there is danger at Chillacot.”

Saltren followed her, and in a few minutes found himself in the cave.

She had hung an old potato sack half-way down the hollow, and behind

this she had made her bed and stored her treasures.

“No one can visit me whom I do not choose to receive,” said Mrs. Kite.

“If I should see a face come round the corner, the way we came, I’d have

but to give a thrust, as that you gave his lordship, and down he would

go. Now I will return. You remain here. See, I crook the ivy chains over

this prong of rock when I am here. Whatever you do, mind and do not let

the chains fall away. If you do, you’re a prisoner till I release you.

That is how Miss Arminell was caught. I’ll run and see what is going on,

and bring you word.”

The old woman unhooked sufficient strands of ivy to support herself, and

went lightly and easily along the face of the rock.

Saltren remained standing. He had his hands linked behind his back, and

his head projecting. He had not recovered balance of mind; his thoughts

were like hares in poachers’ gate-nets—entangled, leaping, turning over,

and working themselves, in their efforts after freedom, into more

inextricable entanglement. But one idea gradually formed itself

distinctly in his mind—the idea that he had not been wronged by Lord

Lamerton in the way in which he had supposed, and that, therefore, all

personal feeling against him disappeared. But, in the confusion of his

brain, he carried back this idea to a period before he discovered that

he had been deceived by his wife into feeling this grudge, and he

justified his action to himself; he satisfied himself that there could

have been no private resentment in his conduct to his lordship when he

lifted his hand against him, because twenty minutes later he discovered

that there were no grounds for entertaining it. This consideration

sufficed to dissipate the first sense of guilt that had stolen over him.

Now he knelt down in the cave, at its entrance, and thanked heaven that

no taint of personal animosity had entered into his motives and marred

their purity. It was true that Lord Lamerton had thrown Saltren out of

employ—he forgot that. It was true also that, as chairman of the board

of directors of the railway, he had sought to force him to surrender his

house and plot of land—he forgot that. It was true that at the time when

he confronted Lord Lamerton, he believed that his domestic happiness had

been destroyed by that nobleman—he forgot that also. He concluded that

he had put forth his hand, acting under a divine impulse, and executing,

not personal vengeance, but the sentence of heaven.

When a camel, heavy laden, is crossing the desert, the notion sometimes

occurs to it that it is over-burdened, that its back is breaking, and it

sullenly lies down on the sand. No blows will stir it—not even fire

applied to its flanks; but the driver with much fuss goes to the side of

the beast, and pretends to unburden it of—one straw. And that one straw

he holds under the eye of the camel, which, satisfied that it has been

sensibly relieved, gets up and shambles on. Our consciences are as

easily satisfied when heavy burdened as the stupid camel. One straw—nay,

the semblance, the shadow of a straw—taken from them contents us; we

rise, draw a long breath, shake our sides, and amble on our way well

pleased.

Lord Lamerton had been doomed by heaven for his guilt in the matter of

Archelaus Tubb. Was it not written that he who had taken the life of

another should atone therefor with his own life? Who was the cause of

the lad’s death? Surely Lord Lamerton, who had ordered the destruction

of the cottage. If the cottage had been left untouched, the chimney

would not have fallen. Mr. Macduff was but the agent acting under the

orders of his lordship, and the deepest stain of blood rested, not on

the agent, but on his instigator and employer. Saltren had been on the

jury when the inquest took place, and he had then seen clearly where the

fault lay, and who was really guilty in the matter; but others, with the

fear of man in them, had not received his opinion and consented to it,

and so there had been a miscarriage of justice.

If a bell-pull be drawn, it moves a crank, and the crank tightens a

wire, and that wire acts on a second lever, and this second crank moves

a spring and sets a bell tingling. The hand that touches the bell-rope

is responsible for the tingling of the bell, however far removed from

it. So was Lord Lamerton responsible for the death of Archelaus, though

he had not touched the chimney with his own hand.

Saltren was, moreover, deeply impressed with the reality of his vision,

which had grown in his mind and taken extraordinary dimensions, and had

assumed distinct outline as his fancy brooded over it. But it did not

occur to his mind that fancy had deceived him, for to Saltren, as to all

mystics, the internal imaginings are ever more real than those sensible

presentiments which pass before their eyes.

Now he knelt in the cave, relieved of all sense of wrong-doing, and

thanked heaven for having called him to vindicate its justice on the man

whom human justice had acquitted.

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