CHAPTER XV

She was puzzled by the manner in which he heard her to the end. She

expected an outburst; and she found only that after one moment, during

which his body became rigid and a look of incredulous horror settled in

his eyes, a deadly quiet enveloped him. He did not try to comfort her--and

certainly there was no evidence that he blamed her. He asked her a few

questions when she had finished. He was not seeking to implicate her--she

felt certain of that. He merely wanted to be quite sure of his ground.

Then he got up and began dressing, deliberately and quietly. It did not

occur to her that he was not putting on the clothes he usually wore on

Sunday, but this deviation from a rule would not have seemed significant

to her even if she had noticed it. She closed her eyes and pondered. In

Sylvia's world men did not calmly ignore injury. They became violent, even

when violence could not possibly mend matters. Had Harboro decided to

accept the inevitable, the irremediable, without a word? Her first

thought, last night, had been that she would probably lose Harboro, too,

together with her peace of mind. He would rush madly at Fectnor, and he

would be killed. Was he the sort of man who would place discretion first

and pocket an insult?

Oddly, the fear that he would attack Fectnor changed to a fear that he did

not intend to do so. She could not bear to think of the man she loved as

the sort of man who will not fight, given such provocation as Harboro

had.

She opened her eyes to look at him, to measure him anew. But he was no

longer in the room.

Then her fear for him returned with redoubled force. Quiet men were

sometimes the most desperate, the most unswerving, she realized. Perhaps

he had gone even now to find Fectnor.

The thought terrified her. She sprang from the bed and began dressing with

feverish haste. She would overtake him and plead with him not to go. If

necessary, she would tell him other things about herself--about the

reasons she had given Fectnor, long ago, to believe that she was not a

woman to be respected. Harboro would not forgive her, in that event. He

would leave her. But he would not go to his death. It seemed to her quite

clear that the only unforgivable sin she could commit would be to permit

Harboro to die for her sake.

She hurried down into the dining-room. Ah, Harboro was there! And again

she was puzzled by his placidity. He was standing at a window, with his

back to her, his hands clasped behind him. He turned when he heard her.

"It promises to be another warm day," he said pleasantly. Then he turned

and looked out through the kitchen door as if hinting to Antonia that

breakfast might now be served.

He ate his grapes and poached eggs and drank his coffee in silence. He

seemed unaware that Sylvia was regarding him with troubled eyes.

When he arose from the table he turned toward the hall. As if by an

afterthought, he called back, "I'm going to be busy for a little while,

Sylvia," and she heard him going up the stairs.

His tone had conveyed a hint that he did not wish to be disturbed, she

thought, but she could not help being uncomfortably curious. What was

there to be done on a Sunday morning that could compare in importance with

the obviously necessary task of helping her to forget the injuries she had

suffered? It was not his way to turn away from her when she needed him.

She could not understand his conduct at all. She was wounded; and then she

began to think more directly, more clearly. Harboro was not putting this

thing away from him. In his way he was facing it. But how?

She noiselessly climbed the stairs and opened the door of their bedroom.

With great exactitude of movement he was cleaning a pistol. He had taken

it apart and just now a cylinder of burnished steel was in his hand.

He frowned when he heard her. "I am sorry you came up, Sylvia," he said.

"I had an idea I'd given you to understand...."

She hurriedly withdrew, closing the door behind her. She felt an

inexplicable elation as she went down the stairs; yet she felt that she

stood face to face with calamity, too. Her man was a fighting man,

then--only he was not a madman. He was the sort of fighter who did not

lose his head. But she could not picture him as a man skilled in the

brutal work of killing. He was too deliberate, too scrupulous, for that

sort of work. And Fectnor was neither deliberate nor scrupulous. He was

the kind of man who would be intently watchful for an advantage, and who

would be elated as he seized that advantage.

... She would persuade Harboro not to go, after all. The thing was not

known. It would never be known. Her searching woman's logic brought to her

the realization that the only way to publish the facts broadcast was for

Harboro to seek a quarrel with Fectnor. He would have to give his

reasons.

But when Harboro came down the stairs she knew instantly that she could

not stop him from going. That quiet look was not unreadable now. It meant

unswerving determination.

He called to her, his hand outstretched; and when she went to him he

kissed her. His voice was gentle and unshaken, in quite the habitual way,

when he said: "_I shall be back in a little while_."

She clasped her hands and looked at him imploringly. "Don't go," she

pleaded.

"Ah, but I must go."

She touched his cheeks with her hands. "Don't go!" she repeated. "Nothing

can be undone."

"But a man's job isn't to undo things--it's to do them."

She held her face high as if the waters were engulfing her. "Don't go!"

she said again; and her eyes were swimming, so that at the last she did

not see him go, and did not know that he had kept that look of placid

courage to the end.

It was a little early for the usual Sunday morning loiterers to be about

as Harboro entered the town. For a moment he believed there was no one

about at all. The little town, with its main street and its secondary

thoroughfares bordered by low structures, might have been regarded as the

habitation of lesser creatures than human beings, as it stood there musing

after the departed night, in the midst of limitless wastes of sand. That

group of houses might have been likened to some kind of larger birds,

hugging the earth in trepidation, ready to take flight at any moment.

Yet Harboro had been mistaken in supposing that no one was as yet astir.

Two men stood out in the street, at the entrance to the Maverick bar, near

a hitching-post to which a small horse carrying a big saddle was tethered.

One of the men was about to mount. As Harboro approached he untied his

horse and lifted one foot to its stirrup, and stood an instant longer to

finish what he was saying, or perhaps to hear the other out.

The other man was in his shirt-sleeves. He carried a blue-serge sack-coat

over his arm. He stood facing Harboro as the latter approached; and the

expression in his eyes seemed to change in a peculiar way at sight of the

big, swarthy man who stepped off the sidewalk, down into the street, and

seemed to be headed directly toward him.

The two men had never met before; but Harboro, taking in that compact,

muscular figure, found himself musing with assurance: "That is Fectnor."

Nothing in his face or carriage betrayed his purpose, and the man with the

blue-serge garment on his arm kept his ground complacently. The man with

the horse mounted and rode away.

Harboro advanced easily until he was within arm's length of the other man

in the street. "You're Fectnor, aren't you?" he asked.

"I am," replied the other crisply.

Harboro regarded him searchingly. At length he remarked: "Fectnor, I see

you've got a gun on you."

"I have," was the steely response. Fectnor's narrow blue eyes became,

suddenly, the most alert thing about a body which was all alertness.

"So have I," said Harboro.

The other's narrow eyes seemed to twinkle. His response sounded like: "The

L you say!"

"Yes," said Harboro. He added: "My wife was the woman you trapped in

Little's house last night."

Fectnor's mind went swiftly to the weapon in his holster; and something

more than his mind, surely, since Harboro knew. Yet the man's hand had

barely moved. However, he casually threw the coat he carried over his left

arm, leaving his right hand free. If he had thought of reaching for his

weapon he had probably realized that he must first get out of reach of

Harboro's arm. "You might put that a little different," he said lightly.

"You might say--the woman I met in Little's house."

Harboro took in the insinuated insult. He remained unmoved. He could see

that Fectnor was not a coward, no matter what else he was; and he realized

that this man would seek to enrage him further, so that his eyes would be

blinded, so that his hands would tremble.

"I'm going to kill you, Fectnor," Harboro continued. "But I'm going to

give you a chance for your life. I want you to turn and walk down the

street twelve paces. Then turn and draw. I'll not draw until you turn

unless you try to play a trick on me. Your best chance lies in your doing

just as I tell you to."

Fectnor regarded him shrewdly with his peering, merry eyes. He rather

liked Harboro, so far as first impressions went. Yet his lips were set in

a straight line. "All right," he drawled amiably. His voice was pitched

high--almost to a falsetto.

"Remember, you'd better not draw until you've turned around," advised

Harboro. "You'll be more likely to get your bearings right that way. You

see, I want to give you an even break. If I'd wanted to murder you I could

have slipped up from behind. You see that, of course."

"Clear as a whistle," said Fectnor. He gave Harboro a final searching look

and then turned about unflinchingly. He proceeded a few steps, his hands

held before him as if he were practising a crude cake-walk. The serge

garment depended from one arm. He was thinking with lightning-like

rapidity. Harboro had courage enough--that he could tell--but he didn't

behave like a man who knew very many tricks with a gun. Nevertheless he,

Fectnor, would be under a disadvantage in this test of skill which was

being forced upon him. When he turned he would need just a second to get a

perfect balance, to be quite sure of his footing, to get his bearings. And

that one second might make all the difference in the outcome of the

affair. Moreover, there was one other point in Harboro's favor, Fectnor

realized. His was the stronger determination of the two. Fectnor had not

flinched, but he knew that his heart was not in this fight. He could see

that Harboro was a good deal of a man. A fool, perhaps, but still a decent

fellow.

These were conclusions which had come in flashes, while Fectnor took less

than half a dozen steps. Then he turned his head partly, and flung back

almost amiably: "Wait until I get rid of my coat!"

"Drop it!" cried Harboro sharply.

But Fectnor plainly had another idea. He turned a little out of his

course, still with his hands well in front of him. It was evident, then,

that he meant to fling his coat on the sidewalk.

Harboro held him with eyes which were keen as knives, yet still a little

dubious. He was puzzled by the man's good humor; he was watchful for

sudden stratagems. His own hands were at his sides, the right within a few

inches of his hip.

Yet, after all, he was unprepared for what happened. Fectnor leaned

forward as if to deposit his coat on the sidewalk. Then he seemed to

stumble, and in two swift leaps he had gained the inner side of the walk

and had darted into the inset of the saloon. He was out of sight in a

flash.

As if by some feat in legerdemain Harboro's weapon was in his hand; but it

was a hand that trembled slightly. He had allowed Fectnor to gain an

advantage.

He stared fixedly at that place where Fectnor had disappeared. His right

hand was held in the position of a runner's, and the burnished steel of

the weapon in it caught the light of the sun. He had acquired the trick of

firing while his weapon was being elevated--not as he lowered it; with a

movement like the pointing of a finger. He was ready for Fectnor, who

would doubtless try to take him by surprise.

Then he realized that the level rays of the sun made the whole entrance to

the saloon, with its several facets of glass, a thing of dazzling

opaqueness. He could not see Fectnor until the latter stepped forth from

his ambush; yet it seemed probable that Fectnor might be able to see him

easily enough through the glass barricade behind which he had taken

refuge. He might expect to hear the report of a weapon and the crash of

glass at any instant.

At this realization he had an ugly sensation at the roots of his hair--as

if his scalp had gone to sleep. Yet he could only stand and wait. It would

be madness to advance.

So he stood, almost single-mindedly. He had a disagreeable duty to

perform, and he must perform it. Yet the lesser cells of his brain spoke

to him, too, and he realized that he must present a shocking sight to

law-abiding, happy people, if any should appear. He was glad that the

street was still deserted, and that he might reasonably hope to be

unseen.

Then his hand shot forward with the fierceness of a tiger's claw: there

had been a movement in the saloon entrance. Only by the fraction of a

second was the finger on the trigger stayed.

It was not Fectnor who appeared. Dunwoodie stepped into sight casually and

looked in Harboro's direction. The expression of amused curiosity in his

eyes swiftly gave place to almost comical amazement when he took in that

spasmodic movement of Harboro's.

"What's up?" he inquired. He approached Harboro leisurely.

"Stand aside, Dunwoodie," commanded Harboro harshly.

"Well, wait a minute," insisted Dunwoodie. "Calm yourself, man. I want to

talk to you. Fectnor's not in the saloon. He went on through and out the

back way."

Harboro wheeled with an almost despairing expression in his eyes. He

seemed to look at nothing, now--like a bird-dog that senses the nearness

of the invisible quarry. The thought came to him: "Fectnor may appear at

any point, behind me!" The man might have run back along the line of

buildings, seeking his own place to emerge again.

But Dunwoodie went on reassuringly. He had guessed the thought in

Harboro's mind. "No, he's quite gone. I watched him go. He's probably in

Mexico by this time--or well on his way, at least."

Harboro drew a deep breath. "You watched him go?"

"When he came into the saloon, like a rock out of a sling, he stopped just

long enough to grin, and fling out this--to me--'If you want to see a

funny sight, go out front.' Fectnor never did like me, anyway. Then he

scuttled back and out. I followed to see what was the matter. He made

straight for the bridge road. He was sprinting. He's gone."

Harboro's gun had disappeared. He was frowning; and then he realized that

Dunwoodie was looking at him with a quizzical expression.

He made no explanation, however.

"I must be getting along home," he said shortly. He was thinking of

Sylvia.

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