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CHILDREN OF THE DESERT
BY
LOUIS DODGE
NEW YORK
CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS
1917
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Copyright, 1917, by
CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS
Published March, 1917
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TO
THE FRIENDS OF EAGLE PASS AND
PIEDRAS NEGRAS--IN THE
GOOD OLD DAYS
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CONTENTS
PART PAGE
I. Harboro and Sylvia 1
II. The Time Of Flame 65
III. Fectnor, The People's Advocate 99
IV. The Horse With The Golden Dapples 177
V. A Wind From The North 211
VI. The Guest-chamber 243
VII. Sylvia 273
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PART I
HARBORO AND SYLVIA
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CHILDREN OF THE DESERT
CHAPTER I
They were married in the little Episcopal church in Eagle Pass on a
September day in the late eighties. The fact may be verified, I have no
doubt, by any who will take the trouble to examine the records, for the
toy-like place of worship still stands.
The church structure is not, perhaps, so small as my imagination presents
it to me; but I cannot see it save with the desert as a background--the
desert austere and illimitable. You reach the prim little front door by
climbing a street which runs parallel with the Rio Grande, and the church
is almost the last structure you will pass before you set forth into a
No-Man's land of sage and cactus and yucca and mesquite lying under the
blazing sun.
Harboro his name was. Of course, there was a Christian name, but he was
known simply as Harboro from Piedras Negras to the City. She was Sylvia
Little. Sylvia, people called her, both before and after her marriage. The
Little might as well never have belonged to her.
Although neither Harboro nor Sylvia really belonged to Eagle Pass, the
wedding was an event. Both had become familiar figures in the life of the
town and were pretty well known. Their wedding drew a large and interested
audience. (I think the theatrical phrase is justified, as perhaps will be
seen.) Weddings were not common in the little border town, unless you
counted the mating of young Mexicans, who were always made one by the
priest in the _adobe_ church closer to the river. Entertainment of any
kind was scarce. But there were other and more significant reasons why
people wanted to see the bride and the bridegroom, when Harboro gave his
name to the woman of his choice.
The young people belonging to some sort of church guild had decorated the
church, and special music had been prepared. And indeed when Harboro and
Sylvia marched up the aisle to the strains of the _Lohengrin_ march (the
bridegroom characteristically trying to keep step, and Sylvia ignoring the
music entirely), it was not much to be wondered at that people craned
their necks to get the best possible view. For both Harboro and the woman
were in a way extraordinary individuals.
Harboro was forty, and seemed in certain aspects older than that. He was a
big man, well built, and handsome after a fashion. He was swarthy, with
dark eyes which seemed to meditate, if not to dream. His hair was
raven-black, and he wore a heavy mustache which stopped just short of
being unduly conspicuous. It was said of him that he talked little, but
that he listened keenly. By trade he was a railroad man.
He had been heard to remark on one occasion that he had begun as a
brakeman, but there were rumors of adventurous days before he became a
member of a train crew. It was said that he had gone prospecting into
Mexico as a youth, and that he had spent years working at ends and odds of
jobs about mines and smelters. Probably he had hoped to get into something
in a big way.
However, he had finally turned to railroading, and in the course of
uncertain events had become an engineer. It was a year or two after he had
attained this position that he had been required to haul a special train
from Torreon to Piedras Negras. The General Manager of the Mexican
International Railroad was on that train, and he took occasion to talk to
the engineer. The result pleased him mightily. In his engine clothes
Harboro looked every inch a man. There was something clean and level about
his personality which couldn't have been hid under a _sarape_. He stood
shoulder to shoulder with the General Manager, making the latter look like
a manikin, and talked about his work and the condition of the road and the
rolling stock. He talked easily and listened intelligently. He was grave
in an easy fashion. He took no liberties, cracked no jokes.
The General Manager got the idea that the big fellow would be a good man
to stand shoulder to shoulder with in larger events than a special trip.
When he got back to headquarters he made a casual inquiry or two, and
discovered that Harboro wrote an exceptionally good hand, and that he
spelled correctly. He assumed that he was an educated man--though this
impression may have been largely due to the fact that Harboro was keenly
interested in a great variety of things, and had a good memory.
The General Manager waited for certain wheels to turn, and then he sent
for Harboro and offered him a position as chief clerk in one of the
headquarter departments.
Harboro accepted the position, and said "Thank you," and proved to be
uncommonly competent.
The people of Piedras Negras took a liking to him; the women wanted to get
acquainted with him. He was invited to places, and he accepted the
invitations without either belittling or magnifying their importance. He
got on rather well from the beginning.
The social affairs of Piedras Negras were sometimes on a fairly large
scale. The General Manager had his winter residence there--a meticulously
cultivated demain which lay like a blue spot in a cloudy sky. There were
grass and palms and, immediately beyond, the vast desert. At night (on
occasion) there were Chinese lanterns to add their cheerful note to pretty
revelries, while the stars lay low and big over all the desert expanse.
The General Manager's wife had prominent social affiliations, and she used
to bring winter guests from the north and east--from Chicago and New York
and Boston. There were balls and musicales, and a fine place for
conversation out on the lawn, with Mexican servants to bring cigars and
punch, and with Mexican fiddlers to play the national airs under a
fig-covered band-stand.
The young people from Eagle Pass used to go over when the General
Manager's wife was giving one of her less formal affairs. They were rather
refreshing types: the Texas type, with a good deal of freedom of action
and speech, once they were drawn out, and with plenty of vigor. On these
occasions Eagle Pass merged itself into the Mexican town, and went home
late at night over the Rio Grande bridge, and regarded life as a romance.
These affairs and this variety of people interested Harboro. He was not to
be drawn out, people soon discovered; but he liked to sit on the lawn and
listen and take observations. He was not backward, but his tastes were
simple. He was seemingly quite as much at ease in the presence of a
Chicago poetess with a practised--a somewhat too practised--laugh or a
fellow employee risen, like himself, to a point where society could see
him.
In due course Eagle Pass gave an entertainment (at the Mesquite Club) and
invited certain railroad officials and employees from the other side of
the river. Harboro was included among those invited, and he put on correct
evening dress, and rode over in a coach, and became a favorite in Eagle
Pass. He seemed rather big and serious for complete assimilation, but he
looked well with the club settings as a background, and his name appeared
later in the week in the Eagle Pass _Guide_, in the list headed "among
those present."
All of which he accepted without agitation, or without ceasing to be
Harboro himself all over.
He did not meet Sylvia Little at the Mesquite Club. If you had known
Sylvia and the Mesquite Club, you would laugh at so superfluous a
statement. Eagle Pass was pleasantly democratic, socially, but it could
not have been expected to stand for Sylvia.
People didn't know much about her (to her credit, at least) except that
she was pretty. She was wonderfully pretty, and in a way which was all the
more arresting when you came to consider her desert surroundings.
She had come, with her father, from San Antonio. They had taken a low,
homely little house, standing under its mesquite-tree, close to the
government reservation, where the flagstaff stood, and the cannon boomed
at sundown, and the soldiers walked their posts. Back of the house there
was a thicket of mesquites, and through this a path ran down to the
river.
The first thing people mistrusted about Sylvia was her father. He had no
visible means of support; and if his manner was amiable, his ways were
furtive. He had a bias in favor of Mexican associates, and much of his
time was spent down under the river bank, where a few small wine-shops and
gambling establishments still existed in those days. There were also
rumors of drinking and gambling orgies in the house under the
mesquite-tree, and people said that many strange customers traversed that
path through the mesquite, and entered Little's back door. They were
soldiers and railroad men, and others of a type whose account in the bank
of society nobody ever undertakes to balance. Sylvia was thought to be the
torch which attracted them, and it was agreed that Sylvia's father knew
how to persuade them to drink copiously of beverages which they paid for
themselves, and to manipulate the cards to his own advantage in the games
which were introduced after a sufficient number of drinks had been
served.
Possibly a good deal of this was rumor rather than fact: an uncharitable
interpretation of pleasures which were inelegant, certainly, but possibly
not quite vicious. Still, it seemed to be pretty well established that up
to the time of Sylvia's marriage her father never worked, and that he
always had money--and this condition, on any frontier, is always regarded
with mistrust.
Sylvia's prettiness was of a kind to make your heart bleed, everything
considered. She was of a wistful type, with eager blue eyes, and lips
which were habitually parted slightly--lips of a delicate fulness and
color. Her hair was soft and brown, and her cheeks were of a faint, pearly
rosiness. You would never have thought of her as what people of strictly
categorical minds would call a bad woman. I think a wholly normal man must
have looked upon her as a child looks at a heather-bell--gladly and
gratefully, and with a pleased amazement. She was small and slight. Women
of the majordomo type must have regarded her as still a child. Her breasts
were little, her neck and shoulders delicate, and she had a trick of
lifting her left hand to her heart when she was startled or regarded too
shrewdly, as if she had some prescient consciousness of coming evil.
She was standing by her front gate when Harboro first saw her--and when
she first saw Harboro. The front gate commanded an unobstructed view of
the desert. It was near sundown, and far across the earth's floor, which
looked somewhat like a wonderful mosaic of opals and jade at this hour, a
Mexican goatherd was driving his flock. That was the only sign of life to
be seen or felt, if you except the noise of locusts in the mesquite near
by and the spasmodic progress of a horned toad in the sand outside
Sylvia's gate.
Yet she was looking away to the vibrating horizon, still as hot as an
oven, as yearningly as if at any moment a knight might ride over the rim
of the desert to rescue her, or as if a brother were coming to put an end
to the existence of a Bluebeard who, obviously, did not exist.
And then Harboro appeared--not in the distance, but close at hand. He was
passing Sylvia's gate. He had a natural taste for geology, it seemed, and
he had chosen this hour to walk out beyond Eagle Pass to examine the rock
formations which had been cast up to the surface of the desert by
prehistoric cataclysms.
He was close enough to Sylvia to touch her when her presence broke down
his abstraction and drew his eyes away from whatever object they had been
observing away on the horizon.
He stopped as if he had been startled. That was a natural result of
Sylvia's appearance here in this withered place. She was so delicately,
fragilely abloom. Her setting should have been some region south of the
Caucasus. Her period should have been during the foundations of mythology.
She would have made you think of Eve.
And because her hand went to her heart, and her lips parted tremulously,
Harboro stopped. It was as if he felt he must make amends. Yet his words
were the inevitable banalities.
"You have a fine view here," he said.
"A fine view!" she echoed, a little incredulously. It was plain that she
did not agree with him. "There is plenty of sun and air," she conceded
after a pause.
He rested a heavy hand on the fence. When Harboro stopped you never had
the feeling that some of his interests had gone on ahead and were
beckoning to him. He was always all there, as if permanently.
He regarded her intently. Her voice had something of the quality of the
_Traeumerei_ in it, and it had affected him like a violin's _vibrato_,
accompanying a death scene--or as a litany might have done, had he been a
religious man.
"I suppose you find it too much the same, one day after another," he
suggested, in response to that mournful quality in her voice. "You live
here, then?"
She was looking across the desert. Where had the goatherd hidden himself?
She nodded without bringing her glance to meet Harboro's.
"I know a good many of the Eagle Pass people. I've never seen you
before."
"I thought you must be a stranger," she replied. She brought her glance to
his face now and seemed to explore it affectionately, as one does a new
book by a favorite author. "I've never seen you before, either."
"I've been to several entertainments at the Mesquite Club."
"Oh! ... the Mesquite Club. I've never been there."
He looked at her in his steadfast fashion for a moment, and then changed
the subject. "You have rather more than your share of shade here. I had no
idea there was such a pretty place in Eagle Pass." He glanced at the old
mesquite-tree in the yard. It was really quite a tree.
"Yes," she assented. She added, somewhat falteringly: "But it seems
dreadfully lonesome sometimes."
(I do not forget that path which led from Sylvia's back door down to the
Rio Grande, nor the men who traversed it; yet I believe that she spoke
from her heart, and that her words were essentially true.)
"Perhaps you're not altogether at home in Eagle Pass: I mean, this isn't
really your home?"
"No. We came from San Antonio a year ago, my father and I."
His glance wandered up the brick walk to the cottage door, but if Sylvia
perceived this and knew it for a hint, she did not respond.
Harboro thought of other possibilities. He turned toward the desert.
"There, the sun's dipping down beyond that red ridge," he said. "It will
be cooler now. Won't you walk with me?--I'm not going far."
She smiled happily. "I'd like to," she admitted.
And so Sylvia and Harboro walked together out toward the desert. It was,
in fact, the beginning of a series of walks, all taken quite as informally
and at about the same hour each day.
CHAPTER II
Some of the cruder minds of Eagle Pass made a sorry jest over the fact
that nobody "gave the bride away" when she went to the altar--either then
or during the brief period of courtship. Her father went to the wedding,
of course; but he was not the kind of person you would expect to
participate conspicuously in a ceremony of that sort. He was so decidedly
of the black-sheep type that the people who assumed management of the
affair considered it only fair to Sylvia (and to Harboro) to keep him in
the background. Sylvia had never permitted Harboro to come to the house to
see her. She had drawn a somewhat imaginary figure in lieu of a father to
present to Harboro's mind's eye. Her father (she said) was not very well
and was inclined to be disagreeable. He did not like the idea of his
daughter getting married. She was all he had, and he was fearfully
lonesome at times.
Harboro had accepted all this readily. He had asked no questions.
And so Little went to the wedding. He went early so that he could get a
seat over against the wall, where he wouldn't be too conspicuous. He
looked decidedly like an outsider, and, as a matter of fact, a good many
people did not recognize him as Sylvia's father. He was probably regarded
as a stranger who had drifted into the church to enjoy the familiar yet
interesting spectacle of a man and a maid bound together by a rite which
was the more interesting because it seemed so ephemeral, yet meant so
much.
Several of the young women of Eagle Pass had aided Sylvia in getting ready
to meet her husband-to-be at the altar. They were well-known girls, acting
with the aid (and in the company) of their mothers. They did not admit
even to one another what it was that separated Sylvia from their world.
Perhaps they did not fully understand. They did know that Sylvia was not
one of them; but they felt sorry for her, and they enjoyed the experience
of arraying her as a bride and of constituting, for the moment, a pretty
and irreproachable setting for her wistful person. They were somewhat
excited, too. They had the feeling that they were helping to set a
mouse-trap to catch a lion--or something like that.
And after the wedding Mr. and Mrs. Harboro emerged from the church into
the clear night, under the stars, and went afoot in the direction of their
new home--an attractive structure which Harboro had had erected on what
was called the Quemado Road.
A good many of the guests looked after them, and then at each other, but
of definite comment there was mighty little.
Sylvia's father went back to his house alone. He was not seen in the
Maverick Bar that night, nor for quite a number of succeeding nights. He
had never had any experiences in Eagle Pass which proved him to be a
courageous man--or to lack courage; but in all probability a sensation
akin to fear bothered him more or less during those first days and nights
after his daughter had got married.
Perhaps it would have been better for Sylvia if he had brazened it out
just at that time, for on the very night of the wedding there was talk in
the Maverick Bar. Not open or general comment, certainly. The border folk
were not loose of speech. But two young fellows whose social versatility
included membership in the Mesquite Club, on the one side, and a free and
easy acquaintance with habitues of the Maverick Bar on the other, sat over
against the wall behind a card-table and spoke in lowered tones. They
pretended to be interested in the usual movements of the place. Two or
three cowboys from Thompson's ranch were "spending" and pressing their
hospitality upon all and sundry. A group of soldiers from the post were
present, and Jesus Mendoza, a Mexican who had accumulated a competency by
corralling his inebriated fellow countrymen at election times, and knowing
far more about the ticket they voted than they could ever have learned,
was resting a spurred boot on the bar railing, and looking through dreamy
eyes and his own cloud of cigarette smoke at the front door. Mendoza
always created the impression of being interested in something that was
about to happen, or somebody who was about to appear--but never in his
immediate surroundings.
"It's too bad somebody couldn't have told him," Blanchard, of the Eagle
Pass bank, was saying to the other man behind the card-table. The
conversation had begun by each asking the other why he wasn't up at the
wedding.
"Yes," assented Dunwoodie, the other man. He was a young lawyer whose
father had recently died in Belfast, leaving him money enough to quench a
thirst which always flourished, but which never resulted in even partial
disqualification, either for business or pleasure. "Yes, but Harboro
is.... Say, Blanchard, did you ever know another chap like Harboro?"
"I can't say I know him very well."
"Of course--that's it. Nobody does. He won't let you."
"I don't see that, quite. I have an idea there just isn't much to know.
His size and good looks mislead you. He doesn't say much, probably because
he hasn't much to say. I've never thought of there being any mystery. His
behavior in this affair proves that there isn't much of the right kind of
stuff in him. He's had every chance. The railroad people pushed him right
along into a good thing, and the women across the river--the best of
them--were nice to him. I have an idea the--er--new Mrs. Harboro will
recall some of us to a realization of a truth which we're rather proud of
ignoring, down here on the river: I mean, that we've no business asking
people about their antecedents."
Dunwoodie shook his head. "I figure it out differently. I think he's
really a big chap. He won all the fellows over in the railroad
offices--and he was pushed over the heads of some of them when he was
given that chief clerkship. And then the way he's got of standing up to
the General Manager and the other magnates. And you'll notice that if you
ever ask him a question he'll give you an answer that sets you to
thinking. He seems to work things out for himself. His mind doesn't just
run along the channel of traditions. I like him all the better because
he's not given to small talk. If there was anything worth while to talk
about, I'll bet you'd always find him saying something worth while."
"You're right about his not being strong about traditions. There's the
matter of his marriage. Maybe he knows all about Sylvia--and doesn't care.
He _must_ know about her."
"Don't make a mistake on that score. I've seen them together. He reveres
her. You can imagine his wanting to spread a cloak for her at every
step--as if she were too pure to come into contact with the earth."
"But good God, man! There's a path to her back door, worn there by fellows
who would tremble like a colt in the presence of a lady."
Dunwoodie frowned whimsically. "Don't say a path. It must be just a
trail--a more or less indistinct trail."
Blanchard looked almost excited. "It's a _path_, I tell you!"
And then both men laughed suddenly--though in Dunwoodie's laughter there
was a note of deprecation and regret.
CHAPTER III
And so Harboro and Sylvia went home to the house on the Quemado Road
without knowing that the town had washed its hands of them.
Harboro had made certain arrangements which were characteristic of him,
perhaps, and which nobody knew anything about. For example, he had
employed the most presentable Mexican woman he could find, to make the
house homelike. He had taken a little sheaf of corn-husks away from her so
that she could not make any cigarettes for a day or two, and he had read
her a patient lecture upon ways and means of making a lot of furniture
look as if it had some direct relationship with human needs and pleasures.
And he had advised and aided her in the preparation of a wedding supper
for two. He had ordered grapes from Parras, and figs--black figs, a little
withered, and candied _tunas._ And there was a roast of beef with herbs
and chili sauce, and _enchalades._
The electric lights were turned on up-stairs and down when they entered
the house, and Sylvia had an alarmed moment when she pictured a lot of
guests waiting for them. But there proved to be nobody in the house but
just they two and the old Mexican woman. Antonia, her name was.
Harboro took her by the hand and led her up-stairs to the door of her
room. It didn't occur to him that Antonia might better have attended to
this part of the welcoming. Antonia was busy, and she was not the sort of
person to mother a bride, Harboro thought. She wouldn't have been asked to
perform this task in any case. You would have thought that Harboro was
dealing with a child rather than a woman--his wife. It seemed the most
natural thing in the world for him to take complete charge of her from the
beginning.
She uttered a little cry when she entered the bedroom. There by the bed
was her trunk, which she had left at home. She hadn't known anything about
its having been transferred from one house to the other.
"Who brought it?" she asked, startled.
"I sent for it," explained Harboro. "I knew you'd want it the first
thing."
"You didn't go to the house?"
"Oh, no. I sent the expressman to the house and instructed him to ask for
your things. I suppose he met your father. It's all right."
She looked at him curiously. There was a little furrow in her forehead.
"Do you always do things--that way?" she asked.
He didn't appear to understand what she meant. He had other things on his
mind. He stood away from her, by the door. "If I were you I'd take off
that--harness," he said. "It makes you look like a picture--or a
sacrifice. Do you know the old Aztec legends? It would be nicer for you to
look just like a little woman now. Put on one of the dresses you wore when
we walked together. How does that strike you?"
"Well, I will." She looked after him as if she were a little bewildered as
he turned away, and closed the door. She heard him call back: "I'll see if
there's anything I can do for Antonia. Supper will be ready when you come
down."
It seemed to her that his conduct was very strange for a lover. He was so
entirely matter-of-fact. Yet everything about him seemed to be made up of
kindness--to radiate comfort. She had never known any other man like this,
she reflected. And then an unfamiliar light dawned upon her. She had had
lovers before, certainly; but she realized now, with a deep and strange
sensation, that she had never really been loved until Harboro came.
She had some difficulty in getting out of her wedding-finery. There was a
momentary temptation to call for help. But she thought better of this, and
in the end she came down-stairs like a girl, in a light, clinging dress of
Chinese silk, with a girdle and tassel at the waist, and a red ribbon
woven into the throat. You might have thought she was seventeen or
eighteen. As a matter of fact, she was only twenty-two.
Harboro met her and kissed her, and led her to the table. He had a
forceful manner. He was hungry, and it seemed that his efficiency extended
to a knowledge of how a dinner should be served.
He took his seat at the end of the table where the roast was, and the
carving implements. At Sylvia's place there was a percolator, and the
coffee-cups, and the sugar and cream.
Antonia, wizened and dark, came and went silently. To the people of her
race a wedding means a _fiesta_, a village hubbub, a dance, and varying
degrees of drunkenness. She was not herself in this house of a wedding
supper for two, and a prosaic attitude toward the one event in life when
money ought to be spent freely, even in the face of impending bankruptcy.
But Harboro speedily set her at ease. They were there to eat their
supper--that was all there was to it. He wasn't drinking toasts, or making
love. He seemed thoroughly contented; and it didn't occur to him, clearly,
that there was any occasion for making a noise or simulating an excitement
which he did not feel.
Antonia regarded him furtively, from over his shoulder, as she waited for
Sylvia's plate with its portion of the roast. He was a strange _hombre._
Well, she had known big, quiet men before. They were like rocks. It was
all very well for a woman if she stood behind such a man for protection as
long as she remained quiet; but Heaven help her if she ever undertook to
beat him with her fists. She would only break her hands and accomplish
nothing else whatever.
Sylvia was not in a mood, seemingly, to eat very heartily; but Harboro
thought he understood that, and he made allowances. He did not urge her,
unless reassuring tones and comfortable topics may be said to consist of
urging.
He regarded her with bright eyes when she poured the coffee; and when her
hands trembled he busied himself with trifles so that he would not seem to
notice. He produced a cigar and cut the end off with his penknife, and lit
it deliberately.
Only once--just before they got up from the table--did he assume the role
of lover. He turned to Antonia, and with an air of pride and contentment,
asked the old woman, in her own language:
"Isn't she a beautiful child?"
Sylvia was startled by his manner of speaking Spanish. Everybody along the
border spoke the language a little; but Harboro's wasn't the canteen
Spanish of most border Americans. Accent and enunciation were singularly
nice and distinct. His mustache bristled rather fiercely over one or two
of the words.
Antonia thought very highly of the "child," she admitted. She was
_bonisima_, and other superlatives.
And then Harboro's manner became rather brisk again. "Come, I want to show
you the house," he said, addressing his wife.
He had taken a great deal of pride in the planning and construction of the
house. There was a young Englishman in one of the shops--a draftsman--who
had studied architecture in a London office, and who might have been a
successful architect but for a downfall which had converted him,
overnight, into a remittance-man and a fairly competent employee of the
Mexican International. And this man and Harboro had put their heads
together and considered the local needs and difficulties, and had finally
planned a house which would withstand northers and lesser sand-storms, and
the long afternoons' blazing sun, to the best advantage. A little garden
had been planned, too. There was hydrant water in the yard. And there was
a balcony, looking to the west, over the garden.
She preceded him up-stairs.
"First I want to show you your own room," said Harboro. "What do you call
it? I mean the room in which the lady of the house sits and is
contented."
I can't imagine what there was in this description which gave Sylvia a
hint as to his meaning, but she said:
"A boudoir?"
And Harboro answered promptly: "That's it!"
The boudoir was at the front of the house, up-stairs, overlooking the
Quemado Road. It made Sylvia's eyes glisten. It contained a piano, and a
rather tiny divan in russet leather, and maple-wood furniture, and
electric fixtures which made you think of little mediaeval lanterns. But
the bride looked at these things somewhat as if she were inspecting a
picture, painted in bold strokes: as if they would become obscure if she
went too close--as if they couldn't possibly be hers to be at home among.
It did not appear that Harboro was beginning to feel the absence of a
spontaneous acceptance on the part of his wife. Perhaps he was rather full
of his own pleasure just then.
They closed the door of the boudoir behind them after they had completed
their inspection, and at another door Harboro paused impressively.
"This," he said, pushing the door open wide, "is the guest-chamber."
It would have been small wonder if Sylvia had felt suddenly cold as she
crossed that threshold. Certainly she seemed a little strange as she stood
with her back to Harboro and aimlessly took in the capacious bed and the
few other simple articles.
"The guest-chamber?" she echoed presently, turning toward him.
"We'll have guests occasionally--after a while. Friends of yours from San
Antonio, perhaps, or fellows I've known all the way from here to the City.
We shouldn't want them to go to a hotel, should we? I mean, if they were
people we really cared for?"
"I hadn't thought," she answered.
She went to the window and looked out; but the gray sands, pallid under
the night sky, did not afford a soothing picture. She turned to Harboro
almost as if she were a stranger to him. "Have you many friends?" she
asked.
"Oh, no!--not enough to get in my way, you know. I've never had much of a
chance for friendships--not for a good many years. But I ought to have a
better chance now. I've thought you'd be able to help me in that way."
She did not linger in the room, and Harboro got the idea that she did not
like to think of their sharing their home with outsiders. He understood
that, too. "Of course we're going to be by ourselves for a long time to
come. There shall not be any guests until you feel you'd like to have
them." Then, as her eyes still harbored a shadow, he exclaimed gaily:
"We'll pretend that we haven't any guest-chamber at all!" And taking a
bunch of keys from his pocket he locked the door with a decisive
movement.
On the way down the hall they passed their bedroom. "This room you've
seen," he said, "our room. But you have not seen the balcony yet."
He was plainly confident that the balcony would make a pleasant impression
upon her. He opened yet another door, and they stepped out under the night
sky.
The thing had been planned with certain poetic or romantic values in mind.
Standing on the balcony you were looking toward the Rio Grande--and
Mexico. And you seemed pretty high. There was the dull silver of the
river, and the line of lights along the bridge, and beyond the huddled,
dark structures of Piedras Negras. You might have imagined yourself on the
deck of a Mediterranean steamer, looking at a town in Algeria or Tunis.
And beyond, under the low-hanging stars, was the Mexican desert--a blank
page, with only here and there the obscurity of a garden, or a _hacienda_,
or a mere speck which would be a lonely casa built of earth.
"Do you like it?" he asked. He had seated himself with a sigh of
contentment. His outstretched arms lay along the back of the settee, and
he was looking at her eagerly.
Yes, she said, it was nice.... "It is strange that he should be thinking
of the view just now," she was saying to herself. A painful turmoil raged
within her; but outwardly she was so calm that Harboro was puzzled. To
him, too, that view became a negative thing for the moment. "I suspect
that house down under the mesquite-tree was a bit shabby," he was
thinking. "She's oppressed by so many new things." He gave her time to
find her bearings. That was a thing she would do better by being left
alone.
And out of the chaos in Sylvia's mind there came the clear realization
that Harboro was not living for the moment, but that he was looking
forward, planning for a lifetime, and not for a swift, passing storm of
passion. There was something static in his nature; there was a stability
in the house he had provided and furnished. Her experiences with him were
not to be like a flame: sanctioned, yet in all other respects like other
experiences she had had in the past.
The silence between them had become uncomfortable--inappropriate; and
Harboro put a gentle arm about her and drew her closer to him. "Sit down
by me," he said.
He was dismayed by the result of that persuasive movement. The hand he had
taken into his trembled, and she would not yield to the pressure of his
arm. She hung her head as if desolate memories were crowding between him
and her, and he saw that moisture glistened in her eyes.
"Eh?" he inquired huskily, "you're not afraid of me?"
She allowed him to draw her closer, and he felt the negative movement of
her head as it lay on his shoulder; but he knew that she _was_ afraid,
though he did not gauge the quality of her fear. "You mustn't be afraid,
you know." He continued the pressure of his arm until she seemed to relax
wholly against him. He felt a delicious sense of conquest over her by
sympathy and gentleness. He was eager for that moment to pass, though he
held it precious and knew that it would never return again. Then he felt
her body tremble as it lay against his.
"That won't do!" he chided gently. "Look!" He stood her on her feet before
him, and took her arms at the elbows, pinioning them carefully to her
sides. Then he slowly lifted her above him, so that he had to raise his
face to look into hers. The act was performed as if it were a rite.
"You mean ... I am helpless?" She checked the manifestation of grief as
abruptly as a child does when its mind has been swiftly diverted.
"God bless me, no! I mean anything but that. That's just what I _don't_
mean. I mean that you're to have all the help you want--that you're to
look to me for your strength, that you are to put your burdens on me." He
placed her on the seat beside him and took one of her hands in both his.
"There, now, we'll talk. You see, we're one, you and I. That isn't just a
saying of the preachers. It's a fact. I couldn't harm you without harming
myself. Don't you see that? Nobody could harm you without harming me,
too."
He did not notice that her hand stiffened in his at those words.
"When we've been together awhile we'll both realize in wonderful ways what
it means really to be united. When you've laid your head on my shoulder a
great many times, or against my heart, the very blood in my veins will be
the blood in your veins. I can't explain it. It goes beyond physiology.
We'll belong to each other so completely that wherever you go I shall be
with you, and when I go to work I shall have only to put my hand on my
breast to touch you. I'll get my strength from you, and it shall be yours
again in return. There, those are things which will come to us little by
little. But you must never be afraid."
I would rather not even try to surmise what was in Sylvia's mind when,
following those words of his, she swiftly took his face in her hands with
unsuspected strength and hungrily kissed him. But Harboro read no dark
meaning into the caress. It seemed to him the natural thing for her to
do.
CHAPTER IV
Harboro adopted the plan, immediately after his marriage, of walking to
his work in the morning and back to his home in the evening. It was only a
matter of a mile or so, and if you kept out of the sun of midday, it was a
pleasant enough form of exercise. Indeed, in the morning it was the sort
of thing a man of varied experiences might have been expected to enjoy:
the walk through Eagle Pass, with a glimpse of the Dolch hotel bus going
to meet the early train from Spofford Junction, and a friendly greeting
from an occasional merchant, and then the breezy passage across the Rio
Grande bridge, spanning the meandering waters which never bore vessels of
any sort to the far-off sea, and finally the negotiation of the narrow
street in Piedras Negras, past the plaza and the bull-ring, and countless
little wine-shops, and the market, with its attractively displayed fruits
and vegetables from nobody knew where.
But it is not to be denied that his practice of making this journey to and
fro afoot was not without its prejudicial result. The people of quality of
either side of the river rarely ever set foot on the bridge, or on those
malodorous streets of Piedras Negras which lay near the river. Such people
employed a _cochero_ and drove, quite in the European style, when business
or pleasure drew them from their homes. There was an almost continuous
stream of _peones_ on the bridge in the mornings and evenings: silent,
furtive people, watched closely by the customs guard, whose duties
required him on occasion to examine a suspicious-appearing Mexican with
decidedly indelicate thoroughness. And all this did not tend to make the
bridge a popular promenade.
But Harboro was not squeamish, nor did he entertain slavish thoughts of
how people would feel over a disregarded custom. He liked simplicity, and
moreover he felt the need of exercise now that his work kept him inactive
most of the time. He was at an age when men take on flesh easily.
Nevertheless, people weren't favorably impressed when they looked down
from their old-fashioned equipages on their ride between the two
republics, and caught a glimpse of the chief clerk marching along the
bridge railing--often, as likely as not, in company with some chance
laborer or wanderer, whose garb clearly indicated his lowly estate.
And when, finally, Harboro persuaded Sylvia to accompany him on one of
these walks of his, the limits of his eccentricity were thought to have
been reached. Indeed, not a few people, who might have been induced to
forget that his marriage had been a scandalous one, were inclined for the
first time to condemn him utterly when he required the two towns to
contemplate him in company with the woman he had married, both of them
running counter to all the conventions.
The reason for this trip of Harboro's and Sylvia's was that Harboro wanted
Sylvia to have a new dress for a special occasion.
It happened that two or three weeks after his marriage Harboro came upon
an interesting bit of intelligence in the Eagle Pass _Guide_, the town's
weekly newspaper. It was a Saturday afternoon (the day of the paper's
publication), and Harboro had gone up to the balcony overlooking the
garden. He had carried the newspaper with him. He did not expect to find
anything in the chronicles of local happenings, past or prospective, that
would interest him. But there was always a department of railroad
news--consisting mainly of personal items--which had for him the quality
of a letter from home.
Sylvia was down-stairs at work in the dining-room, directing the efforts
of old Antonia. Perhaps I should say that she was extraordinarily happy. I
doubt very much if she had come to contemplate the married state through
Harboro's eyes; but she seemed to have feared that an avalanche would
fall--and none had fallen. Harboro had manifested an unswerving gentleness
toward her, and she had begun to "let down," as swimmers say, with
confidence in her ability to find bottom and attain the shore.
When at length she went up to the balcony to tell Harboro that supper was
ready, she stood arrested by the pleasantly purposeful expression in his
eyes. She had learned, rather creditably, to anticipate him.
"You are to have a new dress," he announced.
"Yes.... Why?"
"I see here"--he tapped the paper on his knee--"that they're getting ready
for their first dance of the winter at the Mesquite Club."
She forgot herself. "But _we're_ not invited!" she said, frankly
incredulous.
"Why no, not yet. But we shall be. Why shouldn't we be?"
Her hand went to her heart in the old wistful way. "I don't know ... I
just thought we shouldn't be. Those affairs are for ... I've never thought
they would invite me to one of their dances."
"Nonsense! They've invited me. Now they'll invite _us_. I suppose the best
milliners are across the river, aren't they?"
She seemed unwilling to meet his eyes. "I believe some women get their
dresses made over there, and wear them back to this side--so they needn't
pay any duty. That is, if they're to be handsome dresses."
"Well, this is going to be a handsome dress."
She seemed pleased, undeniably; yet she changed the subject with evident
relief. "Antonia will be cross if we don't go right down. And you must
remember to praise the _enchalades_. She's tried with them ever so hard."
This wasn't an affectation on Sylvia's part. She was a good-hearted girl.
"It's to be a handsome dress," repeated Harboro an hour later, when they
had returned to the balcony. It was dusk now, and little tapers of light
were beginning to burn here and there in the desert: small, open fires
where Mexican women were cooking their suppers of dried goat's meat and
_frijoles_.
Said Sylvia: "If only.... Does it matter so much to you that they should
invite us?"
"It matters to me on your account. Such things are yours by right. You
wouldn't be happy always with me alone. We must think of the future."
Sylvia took his hand and stroked it thoughtfully. There _were_ moments
when she hungered for a bit of the comedy of life: laughter and other
youthful noises. The Mexican _bailes_ and their humble feasts were
delightful; and the song of the violins, and the odor of smoke, and the
innocent rivalries, and the night air. But the Mesquite Club....
"If only we could go on the way we are," she said finally, with a sigh of
contentment--and regret.
CHAPTER V
Harboro insisted upon her going across the river with him the next day, a
Sunday. It was now late in October, but you wouldn't have realized it
unless you had looked at the calendar. The sun was warm--rather too warm.
The air was extraordinarily clear. It was an election year and the town
had been somewhat disorderly the night before. Harboro and Sylvia had
heard the noises from their balcony: singing, first, and then shouting.
And later drunken Mexicans had ridden past the house and on out the
Quemado Road. A Mexican who is the embodiment of taciturnity when afoot,
will become a howling organism when he is mounted.
Harboro had telephoned to see if an appointment could be made--to a madame
somebody whose professional card he had found in the _Guide_. And he had
been assured that monsieur would be very welcome on a Sunday.
Sylvia was glad that it was not on a weekday, and that it was in the
forenoon, when she would be required to make her first public appearance
with her husband. The town would be practically deserted, save by a few
better-class young men who might be idling about the drug-store. They
wouldn't know her, and if they did, they would behave circumspectly.
Strangely enough, it was Sylvia's conviction that men are nearly all good
creatures.
As it fell out it was Harboro and not Sylvia who was destined to be
humiliated that day--a fact which may not seem strange to the discerning.
They had got as far as the middle of the Rio Grande bridge without
experiencing anything which marred the general effect of a stage set for a
Passion Play--but with the actors missing; and then they saw a carriage
approaching from the Mexican side.
Harboro knew the horses. They were the General Manager's. And presently he
recognized the coachman. The horses were moving at a walk, very slowly;
but at length Harboro recognized the General Manager's wife, reclining
under a white silk sunshade and listening to the vivacious chatter of a
young woman by her side. They would be coming over to attend the services
in the Episcopal church in Eagle Pass, Harboro realized. Then he
recognized the young woman, too. He had met her at one of the affairs to
which he had been invited. He recalled her as a girl whose voice was too
high-pitched for a reposeful effect, and who created the impression that
she looked upon the social life of the border as a rather amusing
adventure.
You might have supposed that they considered themselves the sole occupants
of the world as they advanced, perched on their high seat; and this,
Harboro realized, was the true fashionable air. It was an instinct rather
than a pose, he believed, and he was pondering that problem in psychology
which has to do with the fact that when people ride or drive they appear
to have a different mental organism from those who walk.
Then something happened. The carriage was now almost at hand, and Harboro
saw the coachman turn his head slightly, as if to hear better. Then he
leaned forward and rattled the whip in its place, and the horses set off
at a sharp trot. There was a rule against trotting on the bridge, but
there are people everywhere who are not required to observe rules.
Harboro paused, ready to lift his hat. He liked the General Manager's
wife. But the occupants of the carriage passed without seeing him. And
Harboro got the impression that there was something determined in the
casual air with which the two women looked straight before them. He got an
odd feeling that the most finely tempered steel of all lies underneath the
delicate golden filigree of social custom and laws.
He was rather pleased at a conclusion which came to him: people of that
kind really _did_ see, then. They only pretended not to see. And then he
felt the blood pumping through the veins in his neck.
"What is it?" asked Sylvia, with that directness which Harboro
comprehended and respected.
"Why, those ladies ... they didn't seem quite the type you'd expect to see
here, did they?"
"Oh, there's every type here," she replied lightly. She turned her eyes
away from Harboro. There was something in his face which troubled her. She
could not bear to see him with that expression of wounded sensibilities
and rebellious pride in his eyes. And she had understood everything.
She did not break in upon his thoughts soon. She would have liked to
divert his mind, but she felt like a culprit who realizes that words are
often betrayers.
And so they walked in silence up that narrow bit of street which connects
the bridge with Piedras Negras, and leads you under the balcony of what
used to be the American Consul's house, and on past the _cuartel_, where
the imprisoned soldiers are kept. Here, of course, the street broadens and
skirts the plaza where the band plays of an evening, and where the town
promenades round and round the little square of palms and fountains, under
the stars. You may remember that a little farther on, on one side of the
plaza, there is the immense church which has been building for a century,
more or less, and which is still incomplete.
There were a few miserable-looking soldiers, with shapeless, colorless
uniforms, loitering in front of the _cuartel_ as Harboro and Sylvia
passed.
The indefinably sinister character of the building affected Sylvia. "What
is it?" she asked.
"It's where the republic keeps a body of its soldiers," explained Harboro.
"They're inside--locked up."
They were both glad to sit down on one of the plaza benches for a few
minutes; they did so by a common impulse, without speaking.
"It's the first time I ever thought of prisoners having what you'd call an
honorable profession," Sylvia said slowly. She gazed at the immense, low
structure with troubled eyes. Flags fluttered from the ramparts at
intervals, but they seemed oddly lacking in gallantry or vitality.
"It's a barbarous custom," said Harboro shortly. He was still thinking of
that incident on the bridge.
"And yet ... you might think of them as happy, living that way."
"Good gracious! Happy?"
"They needn't care about how they are to be provided for--and they have
their duties."
"But they're _prisoners_, Sylvia!"
"Yes, prisoners.... Aren't we all prisoners, somehow? I've sometimes
thought that none of us can do just what we'd like to do, or come or go
freely. We think we're free, as oxen in a treadmill think of themselves as
being free, I suppose. We think we're climbing a long hill, and that we'll
get to the top after a while. But at sundown the gate is opened and the
oxen are released. They've never really gotten anywhere."
He turned to her with the stanch optimism she had grown accustomed to in
him. "A pagan doctrine, that," he said spiritedly.
"A pagan doctrine.... I wonder what that means."
"Pagans are people who don't believe in God. I am not speaking of the God
of the churches, exactly. I mean a good influence."
"Don't they believe in their own gods?"
"No doubt. But you might call their own gods bad influences, as often as
not."
"Ah--perhaps they're just simple folk who believe in their own
experiences."
He had the troubled feeling that her intuitions, her fatalistic leanings,
were giving her a surer grasp of the subject than his, which was based
upon a rather nebulous, logical process that often brought him to
confusion.
"I only know that I am free," he declared doggedly.
The sun had warmed her to an almost vagrant mood. Her smile was delicate
enough, yet her eyes held a gentle taunt as she responded: "Not a bit of
it; you have a wife."
"A wife--yes; and that gives me ten times the freedom I ever had before. A
man is like a bird with only one wing--before he finds a wife. His wife
becomes his other wing. There isn't any height beyond him, when he has a
wife."
She placed her hands on her cheeks. "Two wings!" she mused.... "What's
between the wings?"
"A heart, you may say, if you will. Or a soul. A capacity. Words are
fashioned by scholars--dull fellows. But you know what I mean."
From the hidden depths of the _cuartel_ a silver bugle-note sounded, and
Sylvia looked to see if the soldiers sitting out in front would go away;
but they did not do so. She arose. "Would you mind going into the church a
minute?" she asked.
"No; but why?"
"Oh, anybody can go into those churches," she responded.
"Anybody can go into _any_ church."
"Yes, I suppose so. What I mean is that these old Catholic churches seem
different. In our own churches you have a feeling of being--what do you
say?--personally conducted. As if you were a visitor being shown
children's trinkets. There is something impersonal--something
boundless--in churches like this one here. The silence makes you think
that there is nobody in them--or that perhaps ... God isn't far away."
He frowned. "But this is just where the trinkets are--in these churches:
the images, the painted figures, the robes, the whole mysterious
paraphernalia."
"Yes ... but when there isn't anything going on. You feel an influence. I
remember going into a church in San Antonio once--a Protestant chapel, and
the only thing I could recall afterward was a Yankee clock that ticked too
fast and too loud. I never heard of anything so horribly inappropriate.
Time was what you thought of. Not eternity. You felt that the people would
be afraid of wasting a minute too much--as if their real concerns were
elsewhere."
Harboro was instinctively combating the thought that was in her mind, so
far as there was a definite thought, and as far as he understood it. "But
why shouldn't there be a clock?" he asked. "If people feel that they ought
to give a certain length of time to worship, and then go back to their
work again, why shouldn't they have a clock?"
"I suppose it's all right," she conceded; and then, with a faint smile:
"Yes, if it didn't tick too loud."
She lowered her voice abruptly on the last word. They had passed across
the doorless portal and were in the presence of a group of silent,
kneeling figures: wretched women whose heads were covered with black
cotton _rebozos_, who knelt and faced the distant altar. They weren't in
rows. They had settled down just anywhere. And there were men: swarthy,
ill-shapen, dejected. Their lips moved noiselessly.
Harboro observed her a little uneasily. Her sympathy for this sort of
thing was new to him. But she made none of the customary signs of
fellowship, and after a brief interval she turned and led the way back
into the sunshine.
He was still regarding her strangely when she paused, just outside the
door, and opened a little hand-bag which depended from her arm. She was
quite intently devoted to a search for something. Presently she produced a
coin, and then Harboro observed for the first time that the tortured
figure of a beggar sat in the sun outside the church door.
Sylvia leaned over with an impassive face and dropped the coin into the
beggar's cup.
She chanced to glance at Harboro's face an instant later, and she was
dismayed a little by its expression: that of an almost violent distaste.
What did it mean? Was it because she had given a coin to the beggar? There
could have been no other reason. But why should he look as if her action
had contaminated her in some fashion--as if there had been communication
between her and the unfortunate _anciano_? As if there had been actual
contact?
"You wouldn't have done that?" she said.
"No, I shouldn't have done it," he replied.
"I can't think why. The wretched creature--I should have felt troubled if
I'd ignored him."
"But it's a profession. It's as much a part of the national customs as
dancing and drinking."
"Yes, I know. A profession ... but isn't that all the more reason why we
should give him a little help?"
"A reason why you should permit yourself to be imposed upon?"
"I can't help thinking further than that. After all, it's he and his kind
that must have been imposed upon in the beginning. It's being a profession
makes me believe that all the people who might have helped him, who might
have given him a chance to be happy and respectable, really conspired
against him in some way. You have to believe that it's the rule that some
must be comfortable and some wretched."
"A beggar is a beggar," said Harboro. "And he was filthy."
"But don't you suppose he'd rather be the proprietor of a wine-shop, or
something of that sort, if he had had any choice?"
"Well.... It's not a simple matter, of course. I'm glad you did what you
felt you ought to do." It occurred to Harboro that he was setting up too
much opposition to her whims--whims which seemed rooted in her principles
as well as her impulses. It was as if their minds were of different
shapes: hers circular, his square; so that there could be only one point
of contact between them--that one point being their love for each other.
There would be a fuller conformity after a while, he was sure. He must try
to understand her, to get at her odd point of view. She might be right
occasionally, when they were in disagreement.
He touched her lightly on the shoulder. "I'm afraid we ought to be getting
on to the madame's," he said.
CHAPTER VI
Harboro would have made you think of a bear in a toy-shop when he sat down
in the tiny front room of Madame Boucher's millinery establishment. He was
uncomfortably, if vaguely, conscious of the presence of many hats,
displayed on affairs which were like unfinished music-racks.
He had given Madame Boucher certain instructions--or perhaps liberties
would be a better word. Mrs. Harboro was to be shown only the best
fabrics, he told her; and no pains were to be spared to make a dress which
would be a credit to madame's establishment. Madame had considered this,
and him, and had smiled. Madame's smile had impressed him curiously. There
had been no co-operation between lips and eyes. The eyes had opened a
little wider, as if with a stimulated rapaciousness. The lips had opened
to the extent of a nicely achieved, symmetrical crescent of teeth. It made
Harboro think of a carefully constructed Jack-o'-Lantern.
Sylvia had asked him if he wouldn't help in making a choice, but he had
looked slightly alarmed, and had resolutely taken a seat which afforded a
view of the big _Casa Blanca_ across the way: an emporium conducted on a
big scale by Germans. He even became oblivious to the discussion on the
other side of the partition, where Sylvia and madame presently entered
upon the preliminaries of the business in hand.
The street was quite familiar to him. There had been a year or so, long
ago, when he had "made" Piedras Negras, as railroaders say, twice a week.
He hadn't liked the town very well. He saw its vice rather than its
romance. He had attended one bullfight, and had left his seat in disgust
when he saw a lot of men and women of seeming gentility applauding a silly
fellow whose sole stock in trade was an unblushing vanity.
His imagination travelled on beyond the bull-pen, to the shabby
dance-halls along the river. It was a custom for Americans to visit the
dance-halls at least once. He had gone into them repeatedly. Other
railroaders who were his associates enjoyed going into these places, and
Harboro, rather than be alone in the town, had followed disinterestedly in
their wake, and had looked on with cold, contemplative eyes at the
disorderly picture they presented: unfortunate Mexican girls dancing with
cowboys and railroaders and soldiers and nondescripts. Three Mexicans,
with harp, violin, and 'cello had supplied the music: the everlasting
national airs. It seemed to Harboro that the whole republic spent half its
time within hearing of _Sobre las Olas_, and _La Paloma_, and _La
Golondrina_. He had heard so much of the emotional noises vibrating across
the land that when he got away from the throb of his engine, into some
silent place, it seemed to him that his ears reverberated with flutes and
strings, rather than the song of steam, which he understood and respected.
He had got the impression that music smelled bad--like stale wine and
burning corn-husks and scented tobacco and easily perishable fruits.
He remembered the only woman who had ever made an impression upon him down
in those dance-halls: an overmature creature, unusually fair for a
Mexican, who spoke a little English, manipulating her lips quaintly, like
a child. He recalled her favorite expression: "My class is very fine!" She
had told him this repeatedly, enunciating the words with delicacy. She had
once said to him, commiseratingly: "You work very hard?" And when he had
confessed that his duties were onerous, she had brightened. "Much work,
much money," she had said, with the avidity of a boy who has caught a
rabbit in a trap. And Harboro had wondered where she had got such a
monstrously erroneous conception of the law of industrialism.
The picture of the whirling figures came back to him: the vapor of dust in
the room, the loud voices of men at the bar, trying to be heard above the
din of the music and the dancing. There came back to him the memory of a
drunken cowboy, nudging the violinist's elbow as he played, and shouting:
"Give us _Dixie_--give us a white man's tune"--and the look of veiled
hatred in the slumbrous eyes of the Mexican musician, who had inferred the
insult without comprehending the words.
He recalled other pictures of those nights: the Indian girls who might be
expected to yell in the midst of a dance if they had succeeded in
attracting the attention of a man who usually danced with some one else.
And there were other girls with a Spanish strain in them--girls with a
drop of blood that might have been traced back a hundred years to Madrid
or Seville or Barcelona. Small wonder if such girls felt like shrieking
too, sometimes. Not over petty victories, and with joy; but when their
hearts broke because the bells of memory called to them from away in the
barred windows of Spain, or in walled gardens, or with the shepherd lovers
of Andalusia.
If you danced with one of them you paid thirty cents at the bar and got a
drink, while the girl was given a check good for fifteen cents in the
trade of the place. The girls used to cash in their checks at the end of a
night's work at fifty cents a dozen. It wasn't quite fair; but then the
proprietor was a business man.
"My class is very fine!" The words came back to Harboro's mind. Good
God!--what had become of her? There had been a railroad man, a fellow
named Peterson, who was just gross enough to fancy her--a good chap, too,
in his way. Courageous, energetic, loyal--at least to other men. He had
occasionally thought that Peterson meant to take the poor, pretentious
creature away from the dance-halls and establish her somewhere. He had not
seen Peterson for years now.
... Sylvia emerged from behind the thin partition, sighing and smiling.
"Did it seem very long?" she asked. "It's hard to make up your mind. It's
like taking one color out of the rainbow and expecting it to look as
pretty as the whole rainbow. But I'm ready now."
"Remember, a week from Wednesday," called Madame Boucher, as Harboro and
Sylvia moved toward the door.
Harboro looked at Sylvia inquiringly.
"For the try-on," she explained. "Yes, I'll be here." She went out,
Harboro holding the door open for her.
Out on the sidewalk she almost collided with a heavy man, an American--a
gross, blond, good-natured creature who suddenly smiled with extreme
gratification. "Hello!--_Sylvia!_" he cried. He seized her by the hand and
drew her close.
Harboro stood on the door-step and looked down--and recognized Peterson.
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PART II
THE TIME OF FLAME
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CHAPTER VII
Peterson felt the dark shadow of Harboro immediately. He looked up into
the gravely inquiring face above him, and then he gave voice to a new
delight. "Hello!--HARBORO!" He dropped Sylvia's hand as if she no longer
existed. An almost indefinable change of expression occurred in his ruddy,
radiant face. It was as if his joy at seeing Sylvia had been that which we
experience in the face of a beautiful illusion; and now, seeing Harboro,
it was as if he stood in the presence of a cherished reality. He grasped
Harboro's hand and dragged him down from the step. "Old Harboro!" he
exclaimed.
"You two appear to have met before," remarked Harboro, looking with quiet
inquiry from Sylvia to Peterson, and back to Sylvia.
"Yes, in San Antonio," she explained. It had been in Eagle Pass, really,
but she did not want Harboro to know.
The smile on Peterson's face had become curiously fixed. "Yes, in San
Antonio," he echoed.
"He knew my father," added Sylvia.
"A particular friend," said Peterson. And then, the lines of mirth on his
face becoming a little less rigid and the color a little less ruddy, he
added to Sylvia: "Doesn't your father occasionally talk about his old
friend _Peterson?_"
Harboro interrupted. "At any rate, you probably don't know that she is
Mrs. Harboro now."
Peterson appeared to be living entirely within himself for the moment. He
might have made you think of the Trojan Horse--innocuous without, but
teeming with belligerent activity within. He seemed to be laughing
maliciously, though without movement or noise. Then he was all frank
joyousness again. "Good!" he exclaimed. He smote Harboro on the shoulder.
"Good!" He stood apart, vigorously erect, childishly pleased. "Enjoying a
holiday?" he asked.
And when Harboro nodded he became animated again. "You're both going to
take dinner with me--over at the _Internacional_. We'll celebrate. I've
got to take my train out in an hour--I've got a train now, Harboro."
(Harboro had noted his conductor's uniform.) "We'll just have time. We can
have a talk."
Harboro recalled a score of fellows he had known up and down the line,
with most of whom he had gotten out of touch. Peterson would know about
some of them. He realized how far he had been removed from the spontaneous
joys of the railroad career since he had been in the office. And Peterson
had always been a friendly chap, with lots of good points.
"Should you like it, Sylvia?" he asked.
She had liked Peterson, too. He had always been good-natured and generous.
He had seemed often almost to understand.... "I think it would be nice,"
she replied. She was afraid there was a note of guilt in her voice. She
wished Harboro had refused to go, without referring the matter to her.
"I could telephone to Antonia," he said slowly. It seemed impossible to
quicken his pulses in any way. "She needn't get anything ready."
"I could do it," suggested Sylvia. She felt she'd rather not be left alone
with Peterson. "I could use Madame Boucher's telephone."
But Harboro had already laid his hand on the door. "Better let me," he
said. "I can do it quicker." He knew that Antonia would want to
remonstrate, to ask questions, and he wanted Sylvia to enjoy the occasion
whole-heartedly. He went back into the milliner's shop.
"_Peterson_," said the man who remained on the sidewalk with Sylvia.
"I remember," she replied, her lips scarcely moving, her eyes avoiding his
burning glance. "And ... in San Antonio."
They were rather early for the midday meal when they reached the
_Internacional_; indeed, they were the first to enter the dining-room.
Nevertheless the attitudes of the Mexican waiters were sufficient
assurance that they might expect to be served immediately.
Peterson looked at his watch and compared it with the clock in the
dining-room. "The train from Spofford is late," he said. "It's due now."
He pitched his head up like a dog. "There she is!" he exclaimed. There was
the rumble of a train crossing the bridge. "They'll be coming in right
away." He indicated the empty tables by a glance.
Harboro knew all about the train schedules and such matters. He knew that
American tourists bound for Mexico would be coming over on that train, and
that they would have an hour for dinner while their baggage was passing
through the hands of the customs officials.
They had given their orders and were still waiting when the train pulled
in at the station, close at hand, and in a moment the dining-room became
noisy.
"Travel seems pretty light," commented Peterson. He appeared to be trying
to make conversation; he was obviously under some sort of constraint.
Still, he had the genuine interest of the railroader in the subjects he
mentioned.
Harboro had not observed that there was not even one woman among the
travellers who entered; but Peterson noted the fact, mentioning it in the
tone of one who has been deprived of a natural right. And Harboro wondered
what was the matter with a man who saw the whole world, always, solely in
relation to women. He sensed the fact that Peterson was not entirely
comfortable. "He's probably never grown accustomed to being in the company
of a decent woman," he concluded. He tried to launch the subject of old
associates. It seemed that Peterson had been out in Durango for some time,
but he had kept in touch with most of the fellows on the line to the City.
He began to talk easily, and Harboro was enjoying the meeting even before
the waiter came back with their food.
Sylvia was ill at ease. She was glad that Harboro and Peterson had found
something to talk about. She began to eat the amber-colored grapes the
waiter had placed before her. She seemed absent-minded, absorbed in her
own thoughts. And then she forgot self in the contemplation of a man and a
child who had come in and taken a table at the other end of the
dining-room. The man wore a band of crape around his arm. The child, a
little girl of five or six, had plainly sobbed herself into a condition
verging upon stupor. She was not eating the dinner which had been brought
to her, though she occasionally glanced with miserable eyes at one dish or
another. She seemed unable to help herself, and at intervals a dry sob
shook her tiny body.
Sylvia forgot the grapes beside her plate; she was looking with womanly
pity at that little girl, and at the man, who seemed sunk into the depths
of despair.
Peterson followed her compassionate glance. "Ah," he explained, "it's a
chap who came up from Paila a little while back. He had his wife with him.
She was dying, and she wanted to be buried in Texas. I believe he's in
some sort of business down in Paila."
The spirit of compassion surrounded Sylvia like a halo. She had just noted
that the little girl was making a stupendous effort to conquer her sobs,
to "be good," as children say. With a heroic resolve which would have been
creditable to a Joan of Arc, the little thing suddenly began to try to eat
from one of the dishes, but her hands trembled so that she was quite
helpless. Her efforts seemed about to suffer a final collapse.
And then Sylvia pushed her chair back and arose. There was a tremulous
smile on her lips as she crossed the room. She paused by that man with
crape on his sleeve. "I wonder if you won't let me help," she said. Her
voice would have made you think of rue, or of April rain. She knelt beside
the child's chair and possessed herself of a tiny hand with a persuasive
gentleness that would have worked miracles. Her face was uplifted, soft,
beaming, bright. She was scarcely prepared for the passionate outburst of
the child, who suddenly flung forth eager hands with a cry of surrender.
Sylvia held the convulsed body against her breast, tucking the distorted
face up under her chin. "There!" she soothed, "there!" She carried her
charge out of the room without wasting words. She had observed that when
the child came to her the man had seemed on the point of surrender, too.
With an effort he had kept himself inert, with a wan face. He had the
dubious, _sounding_ expression of one who stands at a door with his back
to the light and looks out into the dark.
Before she had brought the child back, washed and comforted, to help her
with her food, Peterson had forgotten the interruption entirely. Taking
advantage of Sylvia's absence (as if she had been an interfering factor in
the meeting, but scarcely a third person), he turned keen eyes upon
Harboro. "Old Harboro!" he said affectionately and musingly. Then he
seemed to be swelling up, as if he were a mobile vessel filled with water
that had begun to boil. He became as red as a victim of apoplexy. His eyes
filled with an unholy mirth, his teeth glistened. His voice was a mere
wheeze, issuing from a cataclysm of agonized mirth.
"_And so you've come to it at last!_" he managed to articulate.
"Come to what?" inquired Harboro. His level glance was disconcerting.
Peterson was on the defensive immediately. "You used not to care for
women--or you claimed you didn't."
"Oh! I didn't understand. I used not to care for--a certain class of
women. I don't yet."
The threatened boiling-over process was abruptly checked, as if a lid had
been lifted. "Oh!" said Peterson weakly. He gazed at a fragment of roast
beef on his plate. It might have been some sort of strange insect. He
frowned at it. And then his eyes blazed steadily and brightly. He did not
look at Harboro again for a long time.
Sylvia came back, moving a little shyly, and pushing a strand of hair back
into its place. She looked across the dining-room to where the child was
talking with old-fashioned sedateness to her father. She had forgotten her
tragedy--for the moment. The man appeared to have forgotten, too.
But Peterson's dinner turned out to be a failure, after all. Conversation
became desultory, listless.
They arose from their places at last and left the room. On the street they
stood for a moment, but nothing was said about another meeting. Harboro
thought of inviting Peterson over to the house; but he fancied Sylvia
wouldn't like it; and besides, the man's grossness was there, more patent
than ever, and it stood between them.
"Well, good-by," said Peterson. He shook hands with Harboro and with
Sylvia. But while he shook hands with Sylvia he was looking at Harboro.
All that was substantial in the man's nature was educed by men, not by
women; and he was fond of Harboro. To him Sylvia was an incident, while
Harboro was an episode. Harboro typified work and planning and the rebuffs
of the day. Sylvia meant to him only a passing pleasure and the relaxation
of the night or of a holiday.
As he went away he seemed eager to get around a corner somewhere. He
seemed to be swelling up again. You might have supposed he was about to
explode.
CHAPTER VIII
Sylvia's dress made its appearance in due course in the house on the
Quemado Road.
Sylvia could not understand why Harboro should have arranged to have it
delivered according to routine, paying the duty on it. It seemed to her a
waste of money, a willingness to be a victim of extortion. Why should the
fact that the river was there make any difference? It was some scheme of
the merchants of Eagle Pass, probably, the purpose of which was to compel
you to buy from them, and pay higher prices, and take what you didn't
want.
The dress was a wonderful affair: a triumph of artful simplicity. It was
white, with a suggestion of warmth: an effect produced by a second fabric
underlying the visible silk. It made Sylvia look like a gentle queen of
marionettes. A set of jewelry of silver filigree had been bought to go
with it: circles of butterflies of infinite delicacy for bracelets, and a
necklace. You would have said there was only wanting a star to bind in her
hair and a wand for her to carry.
But the Mesquite Club ball came and went, and the Harboros were not
invited.
Harboro was stunned. The ball was on a Friday night: and on Saturday he
went up to the balcony of his house with a copy of the _Guide_ clutched in
his hand. He did not turn to the railroad news. He was interested only in
the full-column, first-page account of the ball at the Mesquite Club.
There was the customary amount of fine writing, including a patent
straining for new adjectives to apply to familiar decorations. And then
there was a list of the names of the guests. Possibly Piedras Negras
hadn't been included--and possibly he was still regarded as belonging to
the railroad offices, and the people across the river.
But no, there were the names: heads of departments and the usual
presentable clerks--young Englishmen with an air. The General Manager, as
Harboro knew, was on a trip to Torreon; but otherwise the list of names
was sufficient evidence that this first ball of the season had been a
particularly ambitious affair.
Sylvia was standing alone in the dining-room while Harboro frowned darkly
over the list of names before him. The physical Sylvia was in the
dining-room; but her mind was up on the balcony with Harboro. She was
watching him as he scowled at the first page of the _Guide_. But if
chagrin was the essence of the thing that bothered Harboro, something far
deeper caused Sylvia to stand like a slim, slumbering tree. She was
frightened. Harboro would begin to ask why? And he was a man. He would
guess the reason. He would begin to realize that mere obscurity on the
part of his wife was not enough to explain the fact that the town refused
to recognize her existence. And then...?
Antonia spoke to her once and again without being heard. Would the senora
have the roast put on the table now, or would she wait until the senor
came down-stairs? She decided for herself, bringing in the roast with an
entirely erroneous belief that she was moving briskly. An ancient Mexican
woman knows very well what the early months of marriage are. There is a
flame, and then there are ashes. Then the ashes must be removed by mutual
effort and embers are discovered. Then life is good and may run along
without any annoyances.
When the senor went up-stairs with scarcely a word to the senora, Antonia
looked within, seeming to notice nothing. But to herself she was saying:
"The time of ashes." The bustle of the domestic life was good at such a
time. She brought in the roast.
Harboro, with the keen senses of a healthy man who is hungry, knew that
the roast had been placed on the table, but he did not stir. The _Guide_
had slipped from his knee to the floor, and he was looking away to the
darkening tide of the Rio Grande. He had looked at his problem from every
angle, and now he was coming to a conclusion which did him credit.
... They had not been invited to the ball. Well, what had he done that
people who formerly had gone out of their way to be kind to him should
ignore him? (It did not occur to him for an instant that the cause lay
with Sylvia.) He was not a conceited man, but ... an eligible bachelor
must, certainly, be regarded more interestedly than a man with a wife,
particularly in a community where the young women were blooming and
eligible men were scarce. They had drawn him into their circle because
they had regarded him as a desirable husband for one of their young women.
He remembered now how the processes of the social mill had brought him up
before this young woman and that until he had met them all: how, often, he
had found himself having a _tete-a-tete_ with some kindly disposed girl
whom he never would have thought of singling out for special attention. He
hadn't played their game. He might have remained a bachelor and all would
have been well. There would always have been the chance of something
happening. But he had found a wife outside their circle. He had, in
effect, snubbed them before they had snubbed him. He remembered now how
entirely absorbed he had been in his affair with Sylvia, and how the
entire community had become a mere indistinct background during those days
when he walked with her and planned their future. There wasn't any
occasion for him to feel offended. He had ignored the town--and the town
had paid him back in his own coin.
He had conquered his black mood entirely when Sylvia came up to him. She
regarded him a moment timidly, and then she put her hand on his shoulder.
He looked up at her with the alert kindliness which she had learned to
prize.
"I'm afraid you're fearfully disappointed," she said.
"I was. But I'm not now." He told her what his theory was, putting it into
a few detached words. But she understood and brightened immediately.
"Do you suppose that's it?" she asked.
"What else could it be?" He arose. "Isn't Antonia ready?"
"I think so. And there are so many ways for us to be happy without going
to their silly affairs. Imagine getting any pleasure out of sitting around
watching a girl trying to get a man! That's all they amount to, those
things. We'll get horses and ride. It's ever so much more sensible."
She felt like a culprit let out of prison as she followed him down into
the dining-room. For the moment she was no longer the fatalist, foreseeing
inevitable exposure and punishment. Nothing had come of their meeting with
Peterson--an incident which had taken her wholly by surprise, and which
had threatened for an instant to result disastrously. She had spent
wakeful hours as a result of that meeting; but the cloud of apprehension
had passed, leaving her sky serene again. And now Harboro had put aside
the incident of the Mesquite Club ball as if it did not involve anything
more than a question of pique.
She took her place at the end of the table, and propped her face up in her
hands while Harboro carved the roast. Why shouldn't she hope that the
future was hers, to do with as she would--or, at least, as she could? That
her fate now lay in her own hands, and not in every passing wind of
circumstance, seemed possible, even probable. If only....
A name came into her mind suddenly; a name carved in jagged, sinister
characters. If only Fectnor would stay away off there in the City.
She did not know why that name should have occurred to her just now to
plague her. Fectnor was an evil bird of passage who had come and gone.
Such creatures had no fixed course. He had once told her that only a fool
ever came back the way he had gone. He belonged to the States, somewhere,
but he would come back by way of El Paso, if he ever came back; or he
would drift over toward Vera Cruz or Tampico.
Fectnor was one of those who had trod that path through the mesquite to
Sylvia's back door in the days which were ended. But he was different from
the others. He was a man who was lavish with money--but he expected you to
pick it up out of the dust. He was of violent moods; and he had that
audacity--that taint of insanity, perhaps--which enables some men to
maintain the reputation of bad men, of "killers," in every frontier. When
Fectnor had come he had seemed to assume the right of prior possession,
and others had yielded to him without question. Indeed, it was usually
known when the man was in town, and during these periods none came to
Sylvia's door save one. He even created the impression that all others
were poachers, and that they had better be wary of him. She had been
afraid of him from the first; and it had seemed to her that her only cross
was removed when she heard that Fectnor had got a contract down in the
interior and had gone away. That had happened a good many months ago; and
Sylvia remembered now, with a feeling as of an icy hand on her heart, that
if her relationships with many of the others in those old days were
innocent enough--or at best marred only by a kindly folly--there had been
that in her encounters with Fectnor which would forever damn her in
Harboro's eyes, if the truth ever reached him. He would have the right to
call her a bad woman; and if the word seemed fantastic and unreal to her,
she knew that it would not seem so to Harboro.
If only Fectnor....
She winked quickly two or three times, as if she had been dreaming.
Antonia had set her plate before her, and the aroma of the roast was in
her nostrils. Harboro was regarding her serenely, affectionately.
CHAPTER IX
They were happier than ever, following that adjusting episode.
Harboro felt that his place had been assigned to him, and he was
satisfied. He would have to think of ways of affording diversion for
Sylvia, of course; but that could be managed, and in the meantime she
seemed disposed to prolong the rapturous and sufficient joys of their
honeymoon. He would be on the lookout, and when the moment of reaction
came he would be ready with suggestions. She had spoken of riding. There
would be places to go. The _bailes_ out at the Quemado; weddings far out
in the chaparral. Many Americans attended these affairs in a spirit of
adventure, and the ride was always delightful. There was a seduction in
the desert winds, in the low-vaulted skies with their decorative schemes
of constellations.
He was rather at a loss as to how to meet the people who had made a fellow
of him. There was Dunwoodie, for example. He ran into Dunwoodie one
morning on his way to work, and the good fellow had stopped him with an
almost too patent friendliness.
"Come, stop long enough to have a drink," said Dunwoodie, blushing without
apparent cause and shaking Harboro awkwardly by the hand. And then, as if
this blunt invitation might prove too transparent, he added: "I was in a
game last night, and I'm needing one."
There was no need for Dunwoodie to explain his desire for a drink--or his
disinclination to drink alone. Harboro saw nothing out of the ordinary in
the invitation; but unfortunately he responded before he had quite taken
the situation into account.
"It's pretty early for me," he said. "Another time--if you'll excuse me."
It was to be regretted that Harboro's manner seemed a trifle stiff; and
Dunwoodie read uncomfortable meanings into that refusal. He never repeated
the invitation; and others, hearing of the incident, concluded that
Harboro was too deeply offended by what the town had done to him to care
for anybody's friendship any more. The thing that the town had done to
Harboro was like an open page to everybody. Indeed, the people of Eagle
Pass knew that Harboro had been counted out of eligible circles
considerably before Harboro knew it himself.
As for Sylvia, contentment overspread her like incense. She was to have
Harboro all to herself, and she was not to be required to run the gantlet
of the town's too-knowing eyes. She felt safe in that house on the Quemado
Road, and she hoped that she now need not emerge from it until old menaces
were passed, and people had come and gone, and she could begin a new
chapter.
She was somewhat annoyed by her father during those days. He sent messages
by Antonia. Why didn't she come to see him? She was happy, yes. But could
she forget her old father? Was she that kind of a daughter? Such was the
substance of the messages which reached her.
She would not go to see him. She could not bear to think of entering his
house. She had been homesick occasionally--that she could not deny. There
had been moments when the new home oppressed her by its orderliness, by
its strangeness. And she was fond of her father. She supposed she ought
not to be fond of him; he had always been a worthless creature. But such
matters have little to do with the law of cause and effect. She loved
him--there was the truth, and it could not be ignored. But with every
passing day the house under the mesquite-tree assumed a more terrible
aspect in her eyes, and the house on the Quemado Road became more
familiar, dearer.
Unknown to Harboro, she sent money to her father. He had intimated that if
she could not come there were certain needs ... there was no work to be
obtained, seemingly.... And so the money which she might have used for her
own pleasure went to her father. She was not unscrupulous in this matter.
She did not deceive Harboro. She merely gave to her father the money which
Harboro gave her, and which she was expected to use without explaining how
it was spent.
With the passing of days she ceased to worry about those messages of her
father--she ceased to regard them as reminders that the tie between her
old life and the new was not entirely broken. And following the increased
assurances of her safety in Harboro's house and heart, she began to give
rein to some of the coquetries of her nature.
She became an innocent siren, studying ways of bewitchment, of endearment.
She became a bewildering revelation to him, amazing him, delighting him.
After he had begun to conclude that he knew her she became not one woman,
but a score of women: demure, elfin, pensive, childlike, sedate, aloof,
laughing--but always with her delight in him unconcealed: the mask she
wore always slipping from its place to reveal her eagerness to draw closer
to him, and always closer.
The evenings were beginning to be cool, and occasionally she enticed him
after nightfall into the room he had called her boudoir. She drew the
blinds and played the infinitely varied game of love with him. She asked
him to name some splendid lover, some famous courtier. Ingomar? Very well,
he should be Ingomar. What sort of lover was he?... And forthwith her
words, her gestures and touches became as chains of flowers to lead him to
do her bidding. Napoleon? She saluted him, and marched prettily before
him--and halted to claim her reward in kisses. He was Antony and Leander.
When she climbed on his knees with kisses for Leander he pretended to be
surprised. "More kisses?" he asked.
"But these are the first."
"And those other kisses?"
"They? Oh, they were for Antony."
"Ah, but if you have kissed Antony, Leander does not want your kisses."
Her face seemed to fade slightly, as if certain lights had been
extinguished. She withdrew a little from him and did not look at him.
"Why?" she asked presently. The gladness had gone out of her voice.
"Well ... kisses should be for one lover; not for two."
She pondered, and turned to him with an air of triumph. "But you see,
these are new kisses for Leander. They are entirely different. They've
never been given before. They've got nothing to do with the others."
He pretended to be convinced. But the kisses she gave to Leander were less
rapturous. She was thinking.
"I'm afraid you don't think so highly of ... Leander," he suggested.
"Suppose I be ... Samson?"
She leaned her head on his shoulder as if she had grown tired.
"Samson was a very strong man," he explained. "He could push a house
down."
That interested her.
"Would you like to be Samson?" she asked.
"I think it might be nice ... but no--the woman who kissed Samson betrayed
him. I think I won't be Samson, after all."
She had been nervously fingering the necklace of gold beads at her throat;
and suddenly she uttered a distressed cry. The string had broken, and the
beads fell in a yellow shower to the rug.
She climbed down on her knees beside him and picked up the beads, one by
one.
"Let them go," he urged cheerfully, noting her distress. "Come back. I'll
be anybody you choose. Even Samson."
That extinguished light seemed to have been turned on again. She looked up
at him smiling. "No, I don't want you to be Samson," she said. "And I
don't want to lose my beads."
He regarded her happily. She looked very little and soft there on the rug.
"You look like a kitten," he declared.
She picked up the last bead and looked at the unstable baubles in her pink
left palm. She tilted her hand so that they rolled back and forth. "Could
a kitten look at a king?" she asked with mock earnestness.
"I should think it could, if there happened to be any king about."
She continued to make the beads roll about on her hand. "I'm going to be a
kitten," she declared with decision. "Would you like me to be a kitten?"
She raised herself on her knees and propped her right hand behind her on
the rug for support. She was looking earnestly into his eyes.
"If you'd like to be," he replied.
"Hold your hand," she commanded. She poured the beads into his immense,
hard palm. "Don't spill them." She turned about on the rug on hands and
knees, and crept away to the middle of the floor. She turned and arose to
her knees, and rested both hands before her on the floor. She held her
head high and _meowed_ twice so realistically that Harboro leaned forward,
regarding her with wonder. She lowered herself and turned and crept to the
window. There she lifted herself a little and patted the tassel which hung
from the blind. She continued this with a certain sedateness and
concentration until the tassel went beyond her reach and caught in the
curtain. Then she let herself down again, and crawled to the middle of the
floor. Now she was on her knees, her hands on the floor before her, her
body as erect as she could hold it. Again she _meowed_--this time with a
certain ennui; and finally she raised one arm and rubbed it slowly to and
fro behind her ear.... She quickly assumed a defensive attitude, crouching
fiercely. An imaginary dog had crossed her path. She made an explosive
sound with her lips. She regained her tranquillity, staring with slowly
returning complacency and contempt while the imaginary dog disappeared.
Harboro did not speak. He looked on in amazed silence to see what she
would do next. His swarthy face was too sphinx-like to express pleasure,
yet he was not displeased. He was thinking: She is a child--but what an
extraordinary child!
She crawled toward him and leaned against his leg. _She was purring!_
Harboro stooped low to see how she did it, but her hair hid her lips from
him.
He seized her beneath the arms and lifted her until her face was on a
level with his. He regarded her almost uncomfortably.
"Don't you like me to be a kitten?" She adjusted her knees on his lap and
rested her hands on his shoulders. She regarded him gravely.
"Well ... a kitten gets to be a cat," he suggested.
She pulled one end of his long mustache, regarding him intently. "Oh, a
cat. But this is a different kind of a kitten entirely. It's got nothing
to do with cats." She held her head on one side and pulled his mustache
slowly through her fingers. "It won't curl," she said.
"No, I'm not the curly sort of man."
She considered that. It seemed to present an idea that was new to her.
"Anyway, I'm glad you're a big fellow."
As he did not respond to this, she went on: "Those little shrimps--you
couldn't be a kitten with them. They would have to be puppies. That's the
only fun you could have."
"Sylvia!" he remonstrated. He adjusted her so that she sat on his lap,
with her face against his throat. He was recalling that other Sylvia: the
Sylvia of the dining-room, of the balcony; the circumspect, sensible,
comprehending Sylvia. But the discoveries he was making were not
unwelcome. Folly wore for him a face of ecstasy, of beauty.
As she nestled against him, he whispered: "Is the sandman coming?"
And she responded, with her lips against his throat: "Yes--if you'll carry
me."
Antonia was wrong. This was not the time of ashes. It was the time of
flame.
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PART III
FECTNOR, THE PEOPLE'S ADVOCATE
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