CHAPTER VIII.

THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW.

"Ah, Miss Basset; leave us--do leave us, for Heaven's sake--this is

no scene for you!" said Heriot, half imperatively, half entreatingly.

"Ashton, I can ill spare you, but do lead her away. Tell her all, if

you choose, now. There is, I hope, no further fear."

Morley put his arms round Ethel, and lifted her back into her cabin.

Still she did not speak, though her pale lips and inquiring eyes

showed how eagerly she sought an explanation of the terrible scene

formed by the busy group; but Morley was silent, for he knew not how

to begin, and contented himself by repeating, as people usually do,

that she must compose herself, be calm, and so forth.

"Compose myself for what?" she asked, suddenly. "What has

happened?--who is injured? Not papa--not my papa, surely?"

"Yes, Ethel, your papa," replied Morley, retaining her hands firmly

in his own.

She uttered a cry, and was breaking from him, when he restrained her

in his arms.

"Pardon me, Ethel--dear Ethel, pardon me," he continued to repeat;

"your father has suffered much maltreatment at the hands of those

villains on deck; but Dr. Heriot has nearly restored him--a little

time, and he shall tell you all about it himself."

"Oh," she sobbed, and, overcome by emotion, dropped her head on

Morley's shoulder; "my father--my loved papa!"

And, as she spoke, how convulsively the white bosom heaved.

Impulsive, and wildly energetic, Rose Basset now tried to escape from

the cabin; but Morley placed his back against the door, and strove to

soothe and to retain her.

At first, it would appear that Ethel had not recognised her father in

that stripped man, whose face was swollen, streaked with blood, and

livid by recent strangulation; and thus, unobserved, she had

overlooked the operations of Heriot for nearly a minute in silent

bewilderment and alarm.

She was almost fainting again on learning that this helpless patient

was her father, but gathered courage from the energy of Rose, who

kept incessantly repeating:

"Let me out, Morley--let me go to papa! I must--I shall get out!

Mr. Ashton, will you dare to keep me from papa, who is ill?"

Then Ethel joined with her, and insisted so touchingly and so

vehemently, that Morley was compelled to yield, and they rushed to

the bedside of Mr. Basset, just as Heriot and Tom Bartelot placed him

in a comfortable sitting posture, well bolstered up, and covered with

warm blankets, where he sat breathing heavily; but with his eyes

closed, and his head reclining on the shoulder of the young doctor,

in whose face there shone a bright smile of joy and triumph.

"Papa, papa, speak to me!" cried Ethel, in a piercing voice, as she

thrust herself between Captain Phillips and Tom Bartelot, knelt by

the side of the bed--which was nearly level with the cabin-floor--and

stroked his brow with a delicate and tremulous hand, while

caressingly she drew his head upon her own breast; "you are not

dying, papa--you cannot be dying! oh, say so--speak to your own

Ethel!"

A slight quivering of the eyelids, and, if possible, a heavier

respiration, was his sole response.

Again she spoke to him more imploringly, and this time the head was

raised for a moment, but only to drop more heavily on her bosom.

"Will he die?--will he die?--speak, Leslie!" exclaimed Rose, while

wringing her hands.

"No, not if my skill, with God's blessing, can save him, Rose. He is

recovering rapidly."

"But recovering from what?" asked Ethel, shrilly; "what manner of

ailment or maltreatment is this?"

"Himself will tell you all about it to-morrow; to-day he must

sleep--I say must, my dear Miss Basset," said Heriot, in an

impressive whisper.

"Oh, that by dying I could save my papa--my own dear papa!" cried

Rose, as she rocked herself to and fro, her eyes streaming with tears

the while.

"Don't talk so, Rose," said Heriot, almost angrily; "people can do

more good by living than by dying, so, if you are determined to stay

here, let us see what a dear little nurse you can make. There is no

assistant a medical man appreciates so much as a capital nurse; so

look alive, you little fairy--end this bother, and squeeze that

sponge."

Heriot's cheerful and confident manner did more to soothe and

reassure Ethel and Rose than all the friendly hopes expressed by the

others--even by Morley Ashton. Ethel patted him on the cheek and

kissed him, and bluff Captain Phillips too; which made old Noah

Gawthrop's eyes begin to twinkle, and he wiped his mouth with the

sleeve of his jacket, and thrust his quid of pigtail into a remote

corner of his jaws, in the hope that his turn would come in time.

"There is a crisis in the life of everybody;" Ethel Basset had passed

that crisis, but it had been one of woe and terror. She had passed,

as it were, through a tempest of emotions and alarms of

late--emotions that had separated her from her girlish life,

strengthened her mental powers, and developed her faculties. So she

sought to brace up her energies for trials that might yet be to

come--to be a woman of action, rather than, like poor little Rose, a

girl of thoughts and tears.

So now she bent all the energies of life and affection to nursing her

father, upon whom, as the evening deepened, a heavy slumber stole;

thus, left by his side, alone--Rose had fallen asleep, exhausted--she

sat and watched, heedless of her friends, who were occupied

elsewhere, and heedless whether the ship was becalmed, or rushing

before a gale of wind.

Ethel remembered the death of her mother, and the dull stunning sense

of a mighty and unwonted calamity and loss--the yawning of a chasm

that never more would close; the hushing of a familiar voice that

would never more be heard; the passing away of a beloved face, that

would never more be seen; and she remembered the calm aspect of the

corpse disposed in its coffin, lined with white satin, laid on her

own bed, with white curtains, draped up--the same bed in which all

her children had been born, around which they had all hovered for

weeks in the close atmosphere of a sick room, hushed into silence and

on tiptoe, and about which they had all knelt with bowed heads, as

the spirit that had lingered for hours between eternity and time fled

at last on its mysterious and unknown journey; and Ethel felt that

then she could pray.

Now she knelt by her father's side, in that little and confined

cabin, where no sound reached her but his deep breathing, and the

jarring of the night-lamp that swung from the beam above, and swayed

to and fro as the ship rolled, casting weird gleams alike on the pale

face of the watcher, and the discoloured features of the sleeper; but

she, more stunned and more bewildered than ever, had neither words

nor language, nor, at times, coherent thought in her soul, yet that

soul was full of a dumb, despairing entreaty of Heaven, but in what

form she neither knew nor felt, and scarcely did the chaos of her

mind enable her to know what she would ask.

Rose was not with her now, we have said.

Poor child, her grief was noisy, and full of tears, so she had long

since cried herself to sleep beside old Nance Folgate.

"Is not all this some phantasmagoria, or am I turning mad?" thought

Ethel. "Why am I so far away from Laurel Lodge--far away upon this

world of waters, and enduring all these miseries? Ah, my God! if all

these should be but the dreams of insanity?"

She feared this all the more that, by some idiosyncrasy of the human

mind, amid the horror of her great grief, she was haunted, almost

tormented, by a frivolous song and air she used to sing at home.

Why was this, and how was this? The number of brass rings on the

curtain rods, the gyrations of the flies, that buzzed about the

night-lamp and clustered on the beams overhead, the knots in the

wainscot, that seemed, especially when in shadow, to become quaint

and freakish faces, all mingled with the memory of this song, which

struggled for mastery with the prayers she sought to say, and with

the awful idea that her father was dying, and that he and she were

alone together in that fatal ship upon the midnight sea.

Anon, the singular and most unwonted silence that reigned around her,

the absence of all sounds in the cabin, roused her at last to

external objects.

She looked out of the little state-room in which her father lay; the

cabin was empty; Morley, Bartelot, Captain Phillips, and all were

gone!

She looked at her watch; the time was a quarter to twelve. Midnight

was at hand.

New and vague terrors seized her; she ran to her own cabin, and found

Rose still asleep beside their old nurse.

"Morley!" cried Ethel, in great alarm; "Morley! where are you?"

But the cabin was dark; she received no answer, and heard no sound

but the regulated clatter of the rudder in its case, and the wind

whistling drearily through the mizzentop.

Ere this a great change had taken place on board the _Hermione_; but

the relation of what had occurred deserves a chapter to itself.

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