IV.

Wanhope had that distant look in his eyes which warned his familiars of a

possible excursion, and I said, in the hope of keeping him from it, “Then

isn’t there a turn of phrase somewhat analogous to that in a

personification?”

“Ah, yes--a personification,” he repeated with a freshness of interest,

which he presently accounted for. “The place they had taken was very

completely furnished. They got it fully equipped, even to linen and

silver; but what was more important to poor Ormond was the library, very

rich in the English classics, which appeared to go with the house. The

owner was a girl who married and lived abroad, and these were her

father’s books. Mrs. Ormond said that her husband had the greatest

pleasure in them: their print, which was good and black, and their

paper, which was thin and yellowish, and their binding, which was tree

calf in the poets, he specially liked. They were English editions as well

as English classics, and she said he caressed the books, as he read them,

with that touch which the book-lover has; he put his face into them, and

inhaled their odor as if it were the bouquet of wine; he wanted her to

like it, too.”

“Then she hated it,” Minver said, unrelentingly.

“Perhaps not, if there was nobody else there,” I urged.

For once Wanhope was not to be tempted off on another scent. “There was a

good deal of old-fashioned fiction of the suspiratory and exclamatory

sort, like Mackenzie’s, and Sterne’s and his followers, full of feeling,

as people understood feeling a hundred years ago. But what Ormond

rejoiced in most were the poets, good and bad, like Gray and Collins and

Young, and their contemporaries, who personified nearly everything from

Contemplation to Indigestion, through the whole range of the Vices,

Virtues, Passions, Propensities, Attributes, and Qualities, and gave them

each a dignified capital letter to wear. She said he used to come roaring

to her with the passages in which these personifications flourished, and

read them off with mock admiration, and then shriek and sputter with

laughter. You know the way he had when a thing pleased him, especially a

thing that had some relish of the quaint or rococo. As nearly as she

would admit, in view of his loss, he bored her with these things. He was

always hunting down some new personification, and when he had got it,

adding it to the list he kept. She said he had thousands of them, but I

suppose he had not so many. He had enough, though, to keep him amused,

and she said he talked of writing something for the magazines about them,

but probably he never would have done it. He never wrote anything, did

he?” Wanhope asked of me.

“Oh, no. He was far too literary for _that_,” I answered. “He had a

reputation to lose.”

“Pretty good,” said Minver, “even if Ormond _is_ dead.”

Wanhope ignored us both. “After awhile, his wife said, she began to

notice a certain change in his attitude toward the personifications. She

noticed this, always expecting that fit of sickness for him; but she was

not so much troubled by his returning seriousness. Oh, I ought to tell

you that when she first began to be anxious for him she privately wrote

home to their family doctor, telling him how strangely happy Ormond was,

and asking him if he could advise anything. He wrote back that if Ormond

was so very happy they had better not do anything to cure him; that the

disease was not infectious, and was seldom fatal.”

“What an ass!” said Rulledge.

“Yes, I think he was, in this instance. But probably he had been

consulted a good deal by Mrs. Ormond,” said Wanhope. “The change that

began to set her mind at rest about Ormond was his taking the

personifications more seriously. Why, he began to ask, but always with a

certain measure of joke in it, why shouldn’t there be something _in_ the

personifications? Why shouldn’t Morn and Eve come corporeally walking up

their lawn, with little or no clothes on, or Despair be sitting in their

woods with her hair over her face, or Famine coming gauntly up to their

back door for a hand-out? Why shouldn’t they any day see pop-eyed Rapture

passing on the trolley, or Meditation letting the car she intended to

take go by without stepping lively enough to get on board? He pretended

that we could have the personifications back again, if we were not so

conventional in our conceptions of them. He wanted to know what reason

there was for representing Life as a very radiant and bounding party,

when Life usually neither shone nor bounded; and why Death should be

figured as an enemy with a dart, when it was so often the only friend a

man had left, and had the habit of binding up wounds rather than

inflicting them. The personifications were all right, he said, but the

poets and painters did not know how they really looked. By the way,”

Wanhope broke off, “did you happen to see Hauptmann’s ‘Hånnele’ when it

was here?”

None of us had, and we waited rather restively for the passing of the

musing fit which he fell into. After a while he resumed at a point whose

relation to the matter in hand we could trace:

“It was extremely interesting for all reasons, by its absolute

fearlessness and freshness in regions where there has been nothing but

timid convention for a long time; but what I was thinking of was the

personification of Death as it appears there. The poor little dying

pauper, lying in her dream at the almshouse, sees the figure of Death. It

is not the skeleton with the dart, or the phantom with the shrouded face,

but a tall, beautiful young man,--as beautiful as they could get into the

cast, at any rate,--clothed in simple black, and standing with his back

against the mantlepiece, with his hands resting on the hilt of a long,

two-handed sword. He is so quiet that you do not see him until some time

after the child has seen him. When she begins to question him whether she

may not somehow get to heaven without dying, he answers with a sort of

sorrowful tenderness, a very sweet and noble compassion, but unsparingly

as to his mission. It is a singular moment of pure poetry that makes the

heart ache, but does not crush or terrify the spirit.”

“And what has it got to do with Ormond?” asked Rulledge, but with less

impatience than usual.

“Why, nothing, I’m afraid, that I can make out very clearly. And yet

there is an obscure connection with Ormond, or his vision, if it was a

vision. Mrs. Ormond could not be very definite about what he saw, perhaps

because even at the last moment he was not definite himself. What she was

clear about, was the fact that his mood, though it became more serious,

by no means became sadder. It became a sort of solemn joy instead of the

light gaiety it had begun by being. She was no sort of scientific

observer, and yet the keenness of her affection made her as closely

observant of Ormond as if she had been studying him psychologically.

Sometimes the light in his room would wake her at night, and she would go

to him, and find him lying with a book faced down on his breast, as if he

had been reading, and his fingers interlaced under his head, and a kind

of radiant peace in his face. The poor thing said that when she would ask

him what the matter was, he would say, ‘Nothing; just happiness,’ and

when she would ask him if he did not think he ought to do something, he

would laugh, and say perhaps it would go off of itself. But it did not go

off; the unnatural buoyancy continued after he became perfectly tranquil.

‘I don’t know,’ he would say. ‘I seem to have got to the end of my

troubles. I haven’t a care in the world, Jenny. I don’t believe you could

get a rise out of me if you said the nastiest thing you could think of.

It sounds like nonsense, of course, but it seems to me that I have found

out the reason of things, though I don’t know what it is. Maybe I’ve only

found out that there _is_ a reason of things. That would be enough,

wouldn’t it?’”

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