WHAT ELLSWORTH HAD TO SAY

On his way to Brownsville the next morning Dave found himself still

somewhat dazed by his sudden happiness; the more he thought of it the

more wonderful it seemed. During the day he went through his court

duties like a man in a trance. Such joy as this was unbelievable; he

felt as if he must tell the world about it. He well understood Alaire's

repugnance to divorce, but he was sure that he could overcome it, if

indeed her own truer understanding of herself did not relieve him of

that necessity; for at this moment his desires were of a heat

sufficient to burn away all obstacles, no matter how solid. It seemed,

therefore, that the future was all sunshine.

He had no opportunity of speaking with Judge Ellsworth until court

adjourned. Then the judge took him by the arm, with that peculiarly

flattering assumption of intimacy of which he was master, and led the

way toward his office, inquiring meanwhile for news of Jonesville.

Dave's high spirits surprised him and finally impelled him to ask the

cause. When Dave hinted unmistakably at the truth, Ellsworth exclaimed,

with a sharp stare of curiosity:

"See here! You haven't forgotten what I told you that night on the

train?"

"What? Yes, I had forgotten."

"You promised to tell me if you thought seriously about marriage."

"Very well, then; I'm telling you now."

"Do you mean that, Dave?"

"Of course I do. But don't look at me as if I'd confessed to arson or

burglary. Listen, Judge! If you have good taste in jewelry, I'll let

you help me select the ring."

But Judge Ellsworth continued to stare, and then muttered uncertainly:

"You're such a joker--"

Dave assumed a show of irony. "Your congratulations overwhelm me. You

look as if you were about to begin the reading of the will."

"I want to hear about this right away." Ellsworth smiled faintly. "Can

you come to my office tonight, where we can be alone?"

Dave agreed to the appointment and went his way with a feeling of

amusement. Old folks are usually curious, he reflected; and they are

prone to presume upon the privileges that go with age. In this

instance, however, it might be well to make a clean breast of the

affair, since Ellsworth was Alaire's attorney, and would doubtless be

selected to secure her divorce.

The judge was waiting when Dave called after supper, but for some time

he maintained a flow of conversation relating to other things than the

one they had met to discuss. At last, however, he appeared to summon

his determination; he cleared his throat and settled himself in his

chair--premonitory signs unusual in a man of Ellsworth's poise and

self-assurance.

"I reckon you think I'm trying to mix up in something that doesn't

concern me," he began; "and perhaps I am. Maybe you'll make me wish I'd

minded my own business--that's what usually happens. I remember once,

out of pure chivalry, trying to stop a fellow from beating his wife. Of

course they both turned on me--as they always do. I went to the

hospital for a week, and lost a profitable divorce case. However, we

try to do our duty as we see it."

This was anything but a promising preamble; Dave wondered, too, at his

friend's obvious nervousness.

"So you've found the girl, eh?" the judge went on.

"Yes."

"Are you accepted? I mean, have you asked her to marry you?"

"Of course I have. That's about the first thing a fellow does."

Ellsworth shuffled the papers on his desk with an abstracted gaze, then

said, slowly, "Dave--I don't think you ought to marry."

"So you told me once before. I suppose you mean I'm poor and a failure."

"Oh no! All men are failures until they marry. I'm thinking of what

marriage means; of the new duties it brings, of the man's duty to

himself, to the woman, and to society; I'm thinking of what lies inside

of the man himself."

"Um-m! That's pretty vague."

"I've studied you a long time, Dave, and with a reason. I've studied

heredity, too, and--you mustn't marry."

Law stirred in his chair and smiled whimsically. "I've done some

studying along those lines, too, and I reckon I know myself pretty

well. I've the usual faults, but--"

Ellsworth interrupted. "You don't know yourself at all, my boy. There's

just the trouble. I'm the only man--living man, that is--who knows

you." For the first time he looked directly at his caller, and now his

lids were lifted until the eyes peered out bright, hard, and piercing;

something in his face startled Dave. "I was your father's attorney and

his friend. I know how he lived and how he died. I know--what killed

him?"

"You mean, don't you, that you know who killed him?"

"I mean just what I say."

Dave leaned forward, studying the speaker curiously. "Well, come

through. What's on your mind?" he demanded, finally.

"The Guadalupes had to kill him, Dave."

"Had to? HAD to? Why?"

"Don't you know? Don't you know anything about your family history?"

Dave shook his head. "Well, then--he was insane."

"Insane?"

"Yes; violently."

"Really, I--Why--I suppose you know what you're talking about, but it

sounds incredible."

"Yes, it must to you--especially since you never knew the facts. Very

few people did know then, even at the time, for there were no

newspapers in that part of Mexico; you, of course, were a boy at school

in the United States. Nevertheless, it's true. That part of the story

which I didn't know at the time I learned by talking with General

Guadalupe and others. It was very shocking."

Dave's face was a study; his color had lessened slightly; he wet his

lips. "This is news, of course," said he, "but it doesn't explain my

mother's death. Who killed her, if not the Guadalupes?"

"Can't you guess? That's what I meant when I said they had to kill

Frank Law." Ellsworth maintained his fixity of gaze, and when Dave

started he nodded his head. "It's God's truth. The details were

too--dreadful. Your father turned his hand against the woman he loved

and--died a wife-killer. The Guadalupes had to destroy him like a mad

dog. I'm sorry you had to learn the truth from me, my boy, but it seems

necessary that I tell you. When I knew Frank Law he was like any other

man, quick-tempered, a little too violent, perhaps, but apparently as

sane as you or I, and yet the thing was there."

Dave rose from his chair and bent over the desk. "So THAT'S what you've

been driving at," he gasped. "That's what you meant when you said I

shouldn't marry." He began to tremble now; his voice became hoarse with

fury. "Now I understand. You're trying to tell me that--maybe I've got

it in me, eh? Hell! YOU'RE crazy, not I. I'm all right. I reckon I

know."

"HE didn't know," Ellsworth said, quietly. "I doubt if he even

suspected."

Dave struck the desk violently with his clenched fist. "Bosh! You're

hipped on this heredity subject. Crazy! Why, you doddering old fool--"

With an effort he calmed himself, realizing that he had shouted his

last words. He turned away and made a circuit of the room before

returning to face his friend. "I didn't mean to speak to you like that,

Judge. You pulled this on me too suddenly, and I'm--upset. But it

merely proves my own contention that I'm not Frank Law's son at all.

I've always known it."

"How do you know it?"

"Don't you suppose I can tell?" In spite of himself Dave's voice rose

again, but it was plain from the lawyer's expression that to a man of

his training no mere conviction unsupported by proof had weight. This

skepticism merely kept Dave's impatience at a white heat. "Very well,

then," he argued, angrily, "let's say that I'm wrong and you're right.

Let's agree that I am his son. What of it? What makes you think I've

inherited--the damned thing? It isn't a disease. Me, insane? Rot!" He

laughed harshly, took another uncertain turn around the room, then sank

into his chair and buried his face in his hands.

Ellsworth was more keenly distressed than his hearer imagined; when

next he spoke his voice was unusually gentle. "It IS a disease, Dave,

or worse, and there's no way of proving that you haven't inherited it.

If there is the remotest possibility that you have--if you have the

least cause to suspect--why, you couldn't marry and--bring children

into the world, now could you? Ask yourself if you've shown any

signs--?"

"Oh, I know what you mean. You've always said I go crazy when

I'm--angry. Well, that's true. But it's nothing more than a villainous

temper. I'm all right again afterward."

"I wasn't thinking so much of that. But are you sure it's altogether

temper?" the judge insisted. "You don't merely lose control of

yourself; you've told me more than once that you go completely out of

your mind; that you see red and want to kill and--"

"Don't you?"

"I never felt the slightest desire to destroy, no matter how angry I

chanced to be. I've always asserted that murderers, homicides,

suicides, were irresponsible; that they were sick here." Ellsworth

touched his forehead. "I can't see how any sane man can take his own or

another's life, no matter what the provocation. But I'm not a doctor,

and that's an extreme view, I know. Anyhow, you'll agree that if you

have Frank Law's blood in your veins it won't do to marry."

"I haven't got it," the younger man groaned, his gaze turned sullenly

downward. "Even granting that I have, that's no sign I'd ever--run

amuck the way he did."

"You told me just now that you don't know your family history?"

"Yes. What little I've heard isn't very pretty nor very much to the

family's credit. They were a bad lot, I believe."

"Frank Law had two brothers and a sister, had he not?"

"Yes. One of my uncles was a tough hombre. I'm told he notched his gun

pretty well."

"He was about the worst man of his day. He was shot in Dodge City on

one of his rampages."

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