CHAPTER V.

When Allan returned home, he found an invitation had been left for

him, in his absence, to spend that evening with a young friend, who

had just quitted a public school in London, and was come to pass one

night in his father's house at Widford, previous to his departure the

next morning for Edinburgh University.

It was Allan's bosom friend--they had not met for some months--and it

was probable a much longer time must intervene before they should

meet again.

Yet Allan could not help looking a little blank when he first heard

of the invitation. This was to have been an important evening. But

Elinor soon relieved her brother by expressing her readiness to go

alone to the cottage.

"I will not lose the pleasure I promised myself, whatever you may

determine upon, Allan; I will go by myself rather than be

disappointed."

"Will you, will you, Elinor?"

Elinor promised to go--and I believe, Allan, on a second thought, was

not very sorry to be spared the awkwardness of introducing two

persons to each other, both so dear to him, but either of whom might

happen not much to fancy the other.

At times, indeed, he was confident that Elinor _must_ love Rosamund,

and Rosamund _must_ love Elinor; but there were also times in which

he felt misgivings--it was an event he could scarce hope for very

joy!

Allan's _real presence_ that evening was more at the cottage than at

the house, where his _bodily semblance_ was visiting--his friend

could not help complaining of a certain absence of mind, a _coldness_

he called it.

It might have been expected, and in the course of things predicted,

that Allan would have asked his friend some questions of what had

happened since their last meeting, what his feelings were on leaving

school, the probable time when they should meet again, and a, hundred

natural questions which friendship is most lavish of at such times;

but nothing of all this ever occurred to Allan--they did not even

settle the method of their future correspondence.

The consequence was, as might have been expected, Allan's friend

thought him much altered, and, after his departure, sat down to

compose a doleful sonnet about a "faithless friend."--I do not find

that he ever finished it--indignation, or a dearth of rhymes, causing

him to break off in the middle.

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