MISS TREFOIL'S DECISION.
Lord Rufford's letter reached Arabella at her cousin's house, in due
course, and was handed to her in the morning as she came down to
breakfast. The envelope bore his crest and coronet, and she was sure
that more than one pair of eyes had already seen it. Her mother had
been in the room some time before her, and would of course know that
the letter was from Lord Rufford. An indiscreet word or two had been
said in the hearing of Mrs. Connop Green,--as to which Arabella had
already scolded her mother most vehemently, and Mrs. Connop Green too
would probably have seen the letter, and would know that it had come
from the lover of whom boasts had been made. The Connop Greens would
be ready to worship Arabella down to the very soles of her feet if
she were certainly,--without a vestige of doubt,--engaged to be the
wife of Lord Rufford. But there had been so many previous mistakes!
And they, too, had heard of Mr. John Morton. They too were a little
afraid of Arabella though she was undoubtedly the niece of a Duke.
She was aware now,--as always,--how much depended on her personal
bearing; but this was a moment of moments! She would fain have kept
the letter, and have opened it in the retirement of her own room. She
knew its terrible importance, and was afraid of her own countenance
when she should read it. All the hopes of her life were contained in
that letter. But were she to put it in her pocket she would betray
her anxiety by doing so. She found herself bound to open it and read
it at once,--and she did open it and read it.
After all it was what she had expected. It was very decided, very
short, very cold, and carrying with it no sign of weakness. But it
was of such a letter that she had thought when she resolved that she
would apply to Lord Mistletoe, and endeavour to put the whole family
of Trefoil in arms. She had been,--so she had assured herself,--quite
sure that that kind, loving response which she had solicited,
would not be given to her. But yet the stern fact, now that it was
absolutely in her hands, almost overwhelmed her. She could not
restrain the dull dead look of heart-breaking sorrow which for a few
moments clouded her face,--a look which took away all her beauty,
lengthening her cheeks, and robbing her eyes of that vivacity which
it was the task of her life to assume. "Is anything the matter, my
dear?" asked Mrs. Connop Green.
Then she made a final effort,--an heroic effort. "What do you think,
mamma?" she said, paying no attention to her cousin's inquiry.
"What is it, Arabella?"
"Jack got some injury that day at Peltry, and is so lame that they
don't know whether he'll ever put his foot to the ground again."
"Poor fellow," said Mr. Green. "Who is Jack?"
"Jack is a horse, Mr. Green;--and such a horse that one cannot but be
sorry for him. Poor Jack! I don't know any Christian whose lameness
would be such a nuisance."
"Does Lord Rufford write about his horses?" asked Mrs. Connop Green,
thus betraying that knowledge as to the letter which she had obtained
from the envelope.
"If you must know all the truth about it," said Arabella, "the horse
is my horse, and not Lord Rufford's. And as he is the only horse I
have got, and as he's the dearest horse in all the world, you must
excuse my being a little sorry about him. Poor Jack!" After that the
breakfast was eaten and everybody in the room believed the story of
the horse's lameness--except Lady Augustus.
When breakfast and the loitering after breakfast were well over, so
that she could escape without exciting any notice, she made her way
up to her bedroom. In a few minutes,--so that again there should
be nothing noticeable,--her mother followed her. But her door was
locked. "It is I, Arabella," said her mother.
"You can't come in at present, mamma. I am busy."
"But Arabella."
"You can't come in at present, mamma." Then Lady Augustus slowly
glided away to her own room and there waited for tidings.
The whole form of the girl's face was altered when she was alone.
Her features in themselves were not lovely. Her cheeks and chin were
heavy. Her brow was too low, and her upper lip too long. Her nose and
teeth were good, and would have been very handsome had they belonged
to a man. Her complexion had always been good till it had been
injured by being improved,--and so was the carriage of her head and
the outside lines of her bust and figure, and her large eyes, though
never soft, could be bright and sparkle. Skill had done much for her
and continued effort almost more. But now the effort was dropped and
that which skill had done turned against her. She was haggard, lumpy,
and almost hideous in her bewildered grief.
Had there been a word of weakness in the short letter she might
have founded upon it some hope. It did not occur to her that he had
had the letter written for him, and she was astonished at its curt
strength. How could he dare to say that she had mistaken him? Had she
not lain in his arms while he embraced her? How could he have found
the courage to say that he had had no thought of marriage when he
had declared to her that he loved her? She must have known that she
had hunted him as a fox is hunted;--and yet she believed that she
was being cruelly ill-used. For a time all that dependence on Lord
Mistletoe and her uncle deserted her. What effect could they have on
a man who would write such a letter as that? Had she known that the
words were the words of his brother-in-law, even that would have
given her some hope.
But what should she do? Whatever steps she took she must take at
once. And she must tell her mother. Her mother's help would be
necessary to her now in whatever direction she might turn her mind.
She almost thought that she would abandon him without another word.
She had been strong in her reliance on family aid till the time for
invoking it had come; but now she believed that it would be useless.
Could it be that such a man as this would be driven into marriage
by the interference of Lord Mistletoe! She would much like to bring
down some punishment on his head;--but in doing so she would cut all
other ground from under her own feet. There were still open to her
Patagonia and the Paragon.
She hated the Paragon, and she recoiled with shuddering from the idea
of Patagonia. But as for hating,--she hated Lord Rufford most. And
what was there that she loved? She tried to ask herself some question
even as to that. There certainly was no man for whom she cared a
straw; nor had there been for the last six or eight years. Even when
he was kissing her she was thinking of her built-up hair, of her
pearl powder, her paint, and of possible accidents and untoward
revelations. The loan of her lips had been for use only, and not for
any pleasure which she had even in pleasing him. In her very swoon
she had felt the need of being careful at all points. It was all
labour, and all care,--and, alas, alas, all disappointment!
But there was a future through which she must live. How might she
best avoid the misfortune of poverty for the twenty, thirty, or forty
years which might be accorded to her? What did it matter whom or what
she hated? The housemaid probably did not like cleaning grates; nor
the butcher killing sheep; nor the sempstress stitching silks. She
must live. And if she could only get away from her mother that in
itself would be something. Most people were distasteful to her, but
no one so much as her mother. Here in England she knew that she was
despised among the people with whom she lived. And now she would be
more despised than ever. Her uncle and aunt, though she disliked
them, had been much to her. It was something,--that annual visit to
Mistletoe, though she never enjoyed it when she was there. But she
could well understand that after such a failure as this, after such
a game, played before their own eyes in their own house, her uncle
and her aunt would drop her altogether. She had played this game so
boldly that there was no retreat. Would it not therefore be better
that she should fly altogether?
There was a time on that morning in which she had made up her mind
that she would write a most affectionate letter to Morton, telling
him that her people had now agreed to his propositions as to
settlement, and assuring him that from henceforward she would be all
his own. She did think that were she to do so she might still go with
him to Patagonia. But, if so, she must do it at once. The delay had
already been almost too long. In that case she would not say a word
in reply to Lord Rufford, and would allow all that to be as though it
had never been. Then again there arose to her mind the remembrance of
Rufford Hall, of all the glories, of the triumph over everybody. Then
again there was the idea of a "forlorn hope." She thought that she
could have brought herself to do it, if only death would have been
the alternative of success when she had resolved to make the rush.
It was nearly one when she went to her mother and even then she was
undecided. But the joint agony of the solitude and the doubts had
been too much for her and she found herself constrained to seek a
counsellor. "He has thrown you over," said Lady Augustus as soon as
the door was closed.
"Of course he has," said Arabella walking up the room, and again
playing her part even before her mother.
"I knew it would be so."
"You knew nothing of the kind, mamma, and your saying so is simply an
untruth. It was you who put me up to it."
"Arabella, that is false."
"It wasn't you, I suppose, who made me throw over Mr. Morton and
Bragton."
"Certainly not."
"That is so like you, mamma. There isn't a single thing that you do
or say that you don't deny afterwards." These little compliments were
so usual among them that at the present moment they excited no great
danger. "There's his letter. I suppose you had better read it." And
she chucked the document to her mother.
"It is very decided," said Lady Augustus.
"It is the falsest, the most impudent, and the most scandalous letter
that a man ever wrote to a woman. I could horsewhip him for it myself
if I could get near him."
"Is it all over, Arabella?"
"All over! What questions you do ask, mamma! No. It is not all over.
I'll stick to him like a leech. He proposed to me as plainly as any
man ever did to any woman. I don't care what people may say or think.
He hasn't heard the last of me; and so he'll find." And thus in her
passion she made up her mind that she would not yet abandon the hunt.
"What will you do, my dear?"
"What will I do? How am I to say what I will do? If I were standing
near him with a knife in my hand I would stick it into his heart. I
would! Mistaken him! Liar! They talk of girls lying; but what girl
would lie like that?"
"But something must be done."
"If papa were not such a fool as he is, he could manage it all for
me," said Arabella dutifully. "I must see my father and I must
dictate a letter for him. Where is papa?"
"In London, I suppose."
"You must come up to London with me to-morrow. We shall have to go
to his club and get him out. It must be done immediately; and then
I must see Lord Mistletoe, and I will write to the Duke."
"Would it not be better to write to your papa?" said Lady Augustus,
not liking the idea of being dragged away so quickly from comfortable
quarters.
"No; it wouldn't. If you won't go I shall, and you must give me some
money. I shall write to Lord Rufford too."
And so it was at last decided, the wretched old woman being dragged
away up to London on some excuse which the Connop Greens were not
sorry to accept. But on that same afternoon Arabella wrote to Lord
Rufford.
Your letter has amazed me. I cannot understand it. It
seems to be almost impossible that it should really have
come from you. How can you say that I have mistaken you?
There has been no mistake. Surely that letter cannot have
been written by you.
Of course I have been obliged to tell my father
everything.
ARABELLA.
On the following day at about four in the afternoon the mother and
daughter drove up to the door of Graham's Club in Bond Street, and
there they found Lord Augustus. With considerable difficulty he was
induced to come down from the whist room, and was forced into the
brougham. He was a handsome fat man, with a long grey beard, who
passed his whole life in eating, drinking, and playing whist, and
was troubled by no scruples and no principles. He would not cheat at
cards because it was dangerous and ungentlemanlike, and if discovered
would lead to his social annihilation; but as to paying money that
he owed to tradesmen, it never occurred to him as being a desirable
thing as long as he could get what he wanted without doing so. He
had expended his own patrimony and his wife's fortune, and now lived
on an allowance made to him by his brother. Whatever funds his wife
might have not a shilling of them ever came from him. When he began
to understand something of the nature of the business on hand, he
suggested that his brother, the Duke, could do what was desirable
infinitely better than he could. "He won't think anything of me,"
said Lord Augustus.
"We'll make him think something," said Arabella sternly. "You must do
it, papa. They'd turn you out of the club if they knew that you had
refused." Then he looked up in the brougham and snarled at her.
"Papa, you must copy the letter and sign it."
"How am I to know the truth of it all?" he asked.
"It is quite true," said Lady Augustus. There was very much more of
it, but at last he was carried away bodily, and in his daughter's
presence he did write and sign the following letter;--
MY LORD,
I have heard from my daughter a story which has surprised
me very much. It appears that she has been staying with
you at Rufford Hall, and again at Mistletoe, and that
while at the latter place you proposed marriage to her.
She tells me with heart-breaking concern that you have now
repudiated your own proposition,--not only once made but
repeated. Her condition is most distressing. She is in all
respects your Lordship's equal. As her father I am driven
to ask you what excuse you have to make, or whether she
has interpreted you aright.
I have the honour to be,
Your very humble servant,
AUGUSTUS TREFOIL.