III

Every right-thinking man, I take it, believes in universal peace and

realises, too, that we shall have universal peace in that fair day when

three human attributes, now reasonably common among individuals and

among nations, have been eliminated out of this world, these three being

greed, jealousy and evil temper. Every sane American hopes for the time

of universal disarmament, and meantime indulges in one mental

reservation: He wants all the nations to put aside their arms; but he

hopes his own nation will be the last to put aside hers. But not every

American--thanks be to God!--has in these months and years of our

campaign for preparedness favoured leaving his country in a state where

she might be likened to a large, fat, rich, flabby oyster, without any

shell, in a sea full of potential or actual enemies, all clawed, all

toothed, all hungry. The oyster may be the more popular, but it is the

hard-shelled crab that makes the best life-insurance risk.

And when I read the utterances of those conscientious gentlemen, who

could not be brought to bear the idea of going to war with any nation

for any reason, I wished with all my soul they might have stood with me

in Belgium on that August day, when I and the rest of the party to which

I belonged saw the German legions come pouring down, a cloud of smoke by

day and a pillar of fire by night, with terror riding before them as

their herald, and death and destruction and devastation in the tracks

their war-shod feet left upon a smiling and a fecund little land.

Because I am firmly of the opinion that their sentiments would then have

undergone the same instantaneous transformation which the feelings of

each member of my group underwent.

Speaking for myself, I confess that, until that summer day of the year

1914, I had thought--such infrequent times as I gave the subject any

thought at all--that for us to spend our money on heavy guns and an

augmented navy, for us to dream of compulsory military training and a

larger standing army, would be the concentrated essence of economic and

national folly.

I remember when Colonel Roosevelt--then, I believe, President

Roosevelt--delivered himself of the doctrine of the Big Stick, I, being

a good Democrat, regarded him as an incendiary who would provoke the

ill will of great Powers, which had for us only kindly feeling, by the

shaking in their faces of an armed fist. I remember I had said to

myself, as, no doubt, most Americans had said to themselves:

"We are a peaceful nation; not concerned with dreams of conquest. We

have the Atlantic and the Pacific Oceans for our protection. We are not

going to make war on anybody else. Nobody else is going to make war on

us. War is going out of fashion all over the planet. A passion for peace

is coming to be the fashion of the world. The lion and the lamb lie down

together."

Well, the lion and the lamb did lie down together--over there in Europe;

and when the lion rose, a raging lion, he had the mangled carcass of the

lamb beneath his bloodied paws. And it was on the day when I first saw

the lion, with his jaws adrip, coming down the highroads, typified in

half a million fighting men--men whose sole business in life was to

fight, and who knew their business as no other people ever have known

it--that in one flash of time I decided I wanted my country to quit

being lamb-like, not because the lion was a pleasing figure before mine

eyes, but because for the first time I realised that, so long as there

are lions, sooner or later must come oppression and annihilation for the

nation which persists in being one of the lambs.

As though it happened yesterday, instead of thirty months ago, I can

recreate in my mind the physical and the mental stage settings of that

moment. I can shut my eyes and see the German firing squad shooting two

Belgian civilians against a brick wall. I can smell the odours of the

burning houses. Yes, and the smell of the burning flesh of the dead men

who were in those houses. I can hear the sound of the footsteps of the

fleeing villagers and the rumble of the tread of the invaders going by

so countlessly, so confidently, so triumphantly, so magnificently

disciplined and so faultlessly equipped.

Most of all, I can see the eyes and the faces of sundry German officers

with whom I spoke. And when I do this I see their eyes shining with joy

and their faces transfigured as though by a splendid vision; and I can

hear them--not proclaiming the justice of their cause; not seeking

excuse for the reprisals they had ordered; not, save for a few

exceptions among them, deploring the unutterable misery and suffering

their invasion of Belgium had wrought; not concerned with the ethical

rights of helpless and innocent noncombatants--but proud and swollen

with the thought that, at every onward step, ruthlessness and

determination and being ready had brought to them victory, conquest,

spoils of war. Why, these men were like beings from another world--a

world of whose existence we, on this side of the water, had never

dreamed.

And it was then I promised myself, if I had the luck to get back home

again with a whole skin and a tongue in my head and a pen in my hand, I

would in my humble way preach preparedness for America; not preparedness

with a view necessarily of making war upon any one else, but

preparedness with a view essentially of keeping any one else from making

war upon us without counting the risks beforehand.

In my own humble and personal way I have been preaching it. In my own

humble and personal way I am preaching it right this minute. And if my

present narrative is so very personal it is because I know that the

personal illustration is the best possible illustration, and that one

may drive home his point by telling the things he himself has seen and

felt better than by dealing with the impressions and the facts which

have come to him at secondhand.

Also, it seems to me, since the break came, that now I am free to use

weapons which I did not feel I had the right to use before that break

did come. Before, I was a newspaper reporter, engaged in describing what

I saw and what I heard--not what I suspected and what I feared. Before,

I was a neutral citizen of a neutral country.

I am not a neutral any more. I am an American! My country has clashed

with a foreign Power, and the enemy of my country is my enemy and

deserving of no more consideration at my hands than he deserves at the

hands of my country. Moreover, I aim to try to show, as we go along,

that any consideration of mercy or charity or magnanimity which we might

show him would be misinterpreted. Being what he is he would not

understand it. He would consider it as an evidence of weakness upon our

part. It is what he would not show us, and if opportunity comes will not

show us, any more than he showed it to Belgium or to France, or to Edith

Cavell, or to those women and those babies on the _Lusitania_.

He did not make war cruel--it already was that; but he has kept it

cruel. War with him is not an emotional pastime; not a time for

hysterical lip service to his flag; not a time for fuss and feathers.

And, most of all, it is to him not a time for any display of mawkish,

maudlin forbearance to his foe; but, instead, it is a deadly serious,

deadly terrible business, to the successful prosecution of which he and

his rulers, and his government, and his whole system of life have been

earnestly and sincerely dedicated through a generation of preparation,

mental as well as physical.