Mme. de la Garde said that she was a Piedmontese. No one, no

MELMOTH RECONCILED

By Honore De Balzac

Translated by Ellen Marriage

To Monsieur le General Baron de Pommereul, a token of the friendship

between our fathers, which survives in their sons.

DE BALZAC.

MELMOTH RECONCILED

There is a special variety of human nature obtained in the Social

Kingdom by a process analogous to that of the gardener’s craft in the

Vegetable Kingdom, to wit, by the forcing-house--a species of hybrid

which can be raised neither from seed nor from slips. This product is

known as the Cashier, an anthropomorphous growth, watered by religious

doctrine, trained up in fear of the guillotine, pruned by vice, to

flourish on a third floor with an estimable wife by his side and an

uninteresting family. The number of cashiers in Paris must always be

a problem for the physiologist. Has any one as yet been able to state

correctly the terms of the proportion sum wherein the cashier figures as

the unknown _x_? Where will you find the man who shall live with wealth,

like a cat with a caged mouse? This man, for further qualification,

shall be capable of sitting boxed in behind an iron grating for seven

or eight hours a day during seven-eighths of the year, perched upon a

cane-seated chair in a space as narrow as a lieutenant’s cabin on board

a man-of-war. Such a man must be able to defy anchylosis of the knee

and thigh joints; he must have a soul above meanness, in order to live

meanly; must lose all relish for money by dint of handling it. Demand

this peculiar specimen of any creed, educational system, school, or

institution you please, and select Paris, that city of fiery ordeals

and branch establishment of hell, as the soil in which to plant the said

cashier. So be it. Creeds, schools, institutions and moral systems, all

human rules and regulations, great and small, will, one after another,

present much the same face that an intimate friend turns upon you when

you ask him to lend you a thousand francs. With a dolorous dropping of

the jaw, they indicate the guillotine, much as your friend aforesaid

will furnish you with the address of the money-lender, pointing you to

one of the hundred gates by which a man comes to the last refuge of the

destitute.

Yet nature has her freaks in the making of a man’s mind; she indulges

herself and makes a few honest folk now and again, and now and then a

cashier.

Wherefore, that race of corsairs whom we dignify with the title of

bankers, the gentry who take out a license for which they pay a thousand

crowns, as the privateer takes out his letters of marque, hold these

rare products of the incubations of virtue in such esteem that they

confine them in cages in their counting-houses, much as governments

procure and maintain specimens of strange beasts at their own charges.

If the cashier is possessed of an imagination or of a fervid

temperament; if, as will sometimes happen to the most complete cashier,

he loves his wife, and that wife grows tired of her lot, has ambitions,

or merely some vanity in her composition, the cashier is undone.

Search the chronicles of the counting-house. You will not find a single

instance of a cashier attaining _a position_, as it is called. They are

sent to the hulks; they go to foreign parts; they vegetate on a second

floor in the Rue Saint-Louis among the market gardens of the Marais.

Some day, when the cashiers of Paris come to a sense of their real

value, a cashier will be hardly obtainable for money. Still, certain

it is that there are people who are fit for nothing but to be cashiers,

just as the bent of a certain order of mind inevitably makes for

rascality. But, oh marvel of our civilization! Society rewards virtue

with an income of a hundred louis in old age, a dwelling on a second

floor, bread sufficient, occasional new bandana handkerchiefs, an

elderly wife and her offspring.

So much for virtue. But for the opposite course, a little boldness,

a faculty for keeping on the windward side of the law, as Turenne

outflanked Montecuculi, and Society will sanction the theft of millions,

shower ribbons upon the thief, cram him with honors, and smother him

with consideration.

Government, moreover, works harmoniously with this profoundly illogical

reasoner--Society. Government levies a conscription on the young

intelligence of the kingdom at the age of seventeen or eighteen,

a conscription of precocious brain-work before it is sent up to be

submitted to a process of selection. Nurserymen sort and select seeds

in much the same way. To this process the Government brings professional

appraisers of talent, men who can assay brains as experts assay gold

at the Mint. Five hundred such heads, set afire with hope, are sent up

annually by the most progressive portion of the population; and of these

the Government takes one-third, puts them in sacks called the Ecoles,

and shakes them up together for three years. Though every one of these

young plants represents vast productive power, they are made, as one

may say, into cashiers. They receive appointments; the rank and file

of engineers is made up of them; they are employed as captains of

artillery; there is no (subaltern) grade to which they may not aspire.

Finally, when these men, the pick of the youth of the nation, fattened

on mathematics and stuffed with knowledge, have attained the age of

fifty years, they have their reward, and receive as the price of their

services the third-floor lodging, the wife and family, and all the

comforts that sweeten life for mediocrity. If from among this race of

dupes there should escape some five or six men of genius who climb the

highest heights, is it not miraculous?

This is an exact statement of the relations between Talent and Probity

on the one hand and Government and Society on the other, in an age that

considers itself to be progressive. Without this prefatory explanation

a recent occurrence in Paris would seem improbable; but preceded by this

summing up of the situation, it will perhaps receive some thoughtful

attention from minds capable of recognizing the real plague-spots of

our civilization, a civilization which since 1815 as been moved by the

spirit of gain rather than by principles of honor.

About five o’clock, on a dull autumn afternoon, the cashier of one of

the largest banks in Paris was still at his desk, working by the light

of a lamp that had been lit for some time. In accordance with the use

and wont of commerce, the counting-house was in the darkest corner of

the low-ceiled and far from spacious mezzanine floor, and at the very

end of a passage lighted only by borrowed lights. The office doors

along this corridor, each with its label, gave the place the look of a

bath-house. At four o’clock the stolid porter had proclaimed, according

to his orders, “The bank is closed.” And by this time the departments

were deserted, wives of the partners in the firm were expecting their

lovers; the two bankers dining with their mistresses. Everything was in

order.

The place where the strong boxes had been bedded in sheet-iron was just

behind the little sanctum, where the cashier was busy. Doubtless he was

balancing his books. The open front gave a glimpse of a safe of hammered

iron, so enormously heavy (thanks to the science of the modern inventor)

that burglars could not carry it away. The door only opened at the

pleasure of those who knew its password. The letter-lock was a warden

who kept its own secret and could not be bribed; the mysterious word was

an ingenious realization of the “Open sesame!” in the _Arabian Nights_.

But even this was as nothing. A man might discover the password; but

unless he knew the lock’s final secret, the _ultima ratio_ of this

gold-guarding dragon of mechanical science, it discharged a blunderbuss

at his head.

The door of the room, the walls of the room, the shutters of the windows

in the room, the whole place, in fact, was lined with sheet-iron a third

of an inch in thickness, concealed behind the thin wooden paneling. The

shutters had been closed, the door had been shut. If ever man could feel

confident that he was absolutely alone, and that there was no remote

possibility of being watched by prying eyes, that man was the cashier of

the house of Nucingen and Company, in the Rue Saint-Lazare.

Accordingly the deepest silence prevailed in that iron cave. The fire

had died out in the stove, but the room was full of that tepid warmth

which produces the dull heavy-headedness and nauseous queasiness of a

morning after an orgy. The stove is a mesmerist that plays no small part

in the reduction of bank clerks and porters to a state of idiocy.

A room with a stove in it is a retort in which the power of strong

men is evaporated, where their vitality is exhausted, and their wills

enfeebled. Government offices are part of a great scheme for the

manufacture of the mediocrity necessary for the maintenance of a Feudal

System on a pecuniary basis--and money is the foundation of the Social

Contract. (See _Les Employes_.) The mephitic vapors in the atmosphere

of a crowded room contribute in no small degree to bring about a gradual

deterioration of intelligences, the brain that gives off the largest

quantity of nitrogen asphyxiates the others, in the long run.

The cashier was a man of five-and-forty or thereabouts. As he sat at the

table, the light from a moderator lamp shining full on his bald head and

glistening fringe of iron-gray hair that surrounded it--this baldness

and the round outlines of his face made his head look very like a ball.

His complexion was brick-red, a few wrinkles had gathered about his

eyes, but he had the smooth, plump hands of a stout man. His blue cloth

coat, a little rubbed and worn, and the creases and shininess of his

trousers, traces of hard wear that the clothes-brush fails to remove,

would impress a superficial observer with the idea that here was a

thrifty and upright human being, sufficient of the philosopher or of the

aristocrat to wear shabby clothes. But, unluckily, it is easy to find

penny-wise people who will prove weak, wasteful, or incompetent in the

capital things of life.

The cashier wore the ribbon of the Legion of Honor at his button-hole,

for he had been a major of dragoons in the time of the Emperor. M. de

Nucingen, who had been a contractor before he became a banker, had had

reason in those days to know the honorable disposition of his cashier,

who then occupied a high position. Reverses of fortune had befallen the

major, and the banker out of regard for him paid him five hundred francs

a month. The soldier had become a cashier in the year 1813, after his

recovery from a wound received at Studzianka during the Retreat from

Moscow, followed by six months of enforced idleness at Strasbourg,

whither several officers had been transported by order of the Emperor,

that they might receive skilled attention. This particular officer,

Castanier by name, retired with the honorary grade of colonel, and a

pension of two thousand four hundred francs.

In ten years’ time the cashier had completely effaced the soldier,

and Castanier inspired the banker with such trust in him, that he was

associated in the transactions that went on in the private office behind

his little counting-house. The baron himself had access to it by means

of a secret staircase. There, matters of business were decided. It was

the bolting-room where proposals were sifted; the privy council chamber

where the reports of the money market were analyzed; circular notes

issued thence; and finally, the private ledger and the journal which

summarized the work of all the departments were kept there.

Castanier had gone himself to shut the door which opened on to a

staircase that led to the parlor occupied by the two bankers on the

first floor of their hotel. This done, he had sat down at his desk

again, and for a moment he gazed at a little collection of letters of

credit drawn on the firm of Watschildine of London. Then he had taken

up the pen and imitated the banker’s signature on each. _Nucingen_ he

wrote, and eyed the forged signatures critically to see which seemed the

most perfect copy.

Suddenly he looked up as if a needle had pricked him. “You are not

alone!” a boding voice seemed to cry in his heart; and indeed the forger

saw a man standing at the little grated window of the counting-house, a

man whose breathing was so noiseless that he did not seem to breathe at

all. Castanier looked, and saw that the door at the end of the passage

was wide open; the stranger must have entered by that way.

For the first time in his life the old soldier felt a sensation of dread

that made him stare open-mouthed and wide-eyed at the man before him;

and for that matter, the appearance of the apparition was sufficiently

alarming even if unaccompanied by the mysterious circumstances of so

sudden an entry. The rounded forehead, the harsh coloring of the long

oval face, indicated quite as plainly as the cut of his clothes that the

man was an Englishman, reeking of his native isles. You had only to look

at the collar of his overcoat, at the voluminous cravat which smothered

the crushed frills of a shirt front so white that it brought out the

changeless leaden hue of an impassive face, and the thin red line of the

lips that seemed made to suck the blood of corpses; and you can guess

at once at the black gaiters buttoned up to the knee, and the

half-puritanical costume of a wealthy Englishman dressed for a walking

excursion. The intolerable glitter of the stranger’s eyes produced a

vivid and unpleasant impression, which was only deepened by the rigid

outlines of his features. The dried-up, emaciated creature seemed to

carry within him some gnawing thought that consumed him and could not be

appeased.

He must have digested his food so rapidly that he could doubtless

eat continually without bringing any trace of color into his face or

features. A tun of Tokay _vin de succession_ would not have caused any

faltering in that piercing glance that read men’s inmost thoughts, nor

dethroned the merciless reasoning faculty that always seemed to go

to the bottom of things. There was something of the fell and tranquil

majesty of a tiger about him.

“I have come to cash this bill of exchange, sir,” he said. Castanier

felt the tones of his voice thrill through every nerve with a violent

shock similar to that given by a discharge of electricity.

“The safe is closed,” said Castanier.

“It is open,” said the Englishman, looking round the counting-house.

“To-morrow is Sunday, and I cannot wait. The amount is for five hundred

thousand francs. You have the money there, and I must have it.”

“But how did you come in, sir?”

The Englishman smiled. That smile frightened Castanier. No words could

have replied more fully nor more peremptorily than that scornful and

imperial curl of the stranger’s lips. Castanier turned away, took up

fifty packets each containing ten thousand francs in bank-notes, and

held them out to the stranger, receiving in exchange for them a bill

accepted by the Baron de Nucingen. A sort of convulsive tremor ran

through him as he saw a red gleam in the stranger’s eyes when they fell

on the forged signature on the letter of credit.

“It... it wants your signature...” stammered Castanier, handing back the

bill.

“Hand me your pen,” answered the Englishman.

Castanier handed him the pen with which he had just committed forgery.

The stranger wrote _John Melmoth_, then he returned the slip of paper

and the pen to the cashier. Castanier looked at the handwriting,

noticing that it sloped from right to left in the Eastern fashion, and

Melmoth disappeared so noiselessly that when Castanier looked up again

an exclamation broke from him, partly because the man was no longer

there, partly because he felt a strange painful sensation such as our

imagination might take for an effect of poison.

The pen that Melmoth had handled sent the same sickening heat through

him that an emetic produces. But it seemed impossible to Castanier

that the Englishman should have guessed his crime. His inward qualms he

attributed to the palpitation of the heart that, according to received

ideas, was sure to follow at once on such a “turn” as the stranger had

given him.

“The devil take it; I am very stupid. Providence is watching over me;

for if that brute had come round to see my gentleman to-morrow, my goose

would have been cooked!” said Castanier, and he burned the unsuccessful

attempts at forgery in the stove.

He put the bill that he meant to take with him in an envelope, and

helped himself to five hundred thousand francs in French and English

bank-notes from the safe, which he locked. Then he put everything in

order, lit a candle, blew out the lamp, took up his hat and umbrella,

and went out sedately, as usual, to leave one of the two keys of the

strong room with Madame de Nucingen, in the absence of her husband the

Baron.

“You are in luck, M. Castanier,” said the banker’s wife as he entered

the room; “we have a holiday on Monday; you can go into the country, or

to Soizy.”

“Madame, will you be so good as to tell your husband that the bill

of exchange on Watschildine, which was behind time, has just been

presented? The five hundred thousand francs have been paid; so I shall

not come back till noon on Tuesday.”

“Good-bye, monsieur; I hope you will have a pleasant time.”

“The same to you, madame,” replied the old dragoon as he went out. He

glanced as he spoke at a young man well known in fashionable society at

that time, a M. de Rastignac, who was regarded as Madame de Nucingen’s

lover.

“Madame,” remarked this latter, “the old boy looks to me as if he meant

to play you some ill turn.”

“Pshaw! impossible; he is too stupid.”

“Piquoizeau,” said the cashier, walking into the porter’s room, “what

made you let anybody come up after four o’clock?”

“I have been smoking a pipe here in the doorway ever since four

o’clock,” said the man, “and nobody has gone into the bank. Nobody has

come out either except the gentlemen----”

“Are you quite sure?”

“Yes, upon my word and honor. Stay, though, at four o’clock M.

Werbrust’s friend came, a young fellow from Messrs. du Tillet & Co., in

the Rue Joubert.”

“All right,” said Castanier, and he hurried away.

The sickening sensation of heat that he had felt when he took back the

pen returned in greater intensity. “_Mille diables_!” thought he, as he

threaded his way along the Boulevard de Gand, “haven’t I taken proper

precautions? Let me think! Two clear days, Sunday and Monday, then a day

of uncertainty before they begin to look for me; altogether, three days

and four nights’ respite. I have a couple of passports and two different

disguises; is not that enough to throw the cleverest detective off the

scent? On Tuesday morning I shall draw a million francs in London before

the slightest suspicion has been aroused. My debts I am leaving behind

for the benefit of my creditors, who will put a ‘P’ * on the bills, and

I shall live comfortably in Italy for the rest of my days as the Conte

Ferraro. [*Protested.] I was alone with him when he died, poor fellow,

in the marsh of Zembin, and I shall slip into his skin.... _Mille

diables_! the woman who is to follow after me might give them a clue!

Think of an old campaigner like me infatuated enough to tie myself to a

petticoat tail!... Why take her? I must leave her behind. Yes, I could

make up my mind to it; but--I know myself--I should be ass enough to

go back to her. Still, nobody knows Aquilina. Shall I take her or leave

her?”

“You will not take her!” cried a voice that filled Castanier with

sickening dread. He turned sharply, and saw the Englishman.

“The devil is in it!” cried the cashier aloud.

Melmoth had passed his victim by this time; and if Castanier’s first

impulse had been to fasten a quarrel on a man who read his own thoughts,

he was so much torn up by opposing feelings that the immediate result

was a temporary paralysis. When he resumed his walk he fell once more

into that fever of irresolution which besets those who are so carried

away by passion that they are ready to commit a crime, but have not

sufficient strength of character to keep it to themselves without

suffering terribly in the process. So, although Castanier had made up

his mind to reap the fruits of a crime which was already half executed,

he hesitated to carry out his designs. For him, as for many men of mixed

character in whom weakness and strength are equally blended, the least

trifling consideration determines whether they shall continue to lead

blameless lives or become actively criminal. In the vast masses of

men enrolled in Napoleon’s armies there are many who, like Castanier,

possessed the purely physical courage demanded on the battlefield, yet

lacked the moral courage which makes a man as great in crime as he could

have been in virtue.

The letter of credit was drafted in such terms that immediately on

his arrival he might draw twenty-five thousand pounds on the firm of

Watschildine, the London correspondents of the house of Nucingen. The

London house had already been advised of the draft about to be made upon

them, he had written to them himself. He had instructed an agent (chosen

at random) to take his passage in a vessel which was to leave Portsmouth

with a wealthy English family on board, who were going to Italy, and

the passage-money had been paid in the name of the Conte Ferraro. The

smallest details of the scheme had been thought out. He had arranged

matters so as to divert the search that would be made for him into

Belgium and Switzerland, while he himself was at sea in the English

vessel. Then, by the time that Nucingen might flatter himself that he

was on the track of his late cashier, the said cashier, as the Conte

Ferraro, hoped to be safe in Naples. He had determined to disfigure his

face in order to disguise himself the more completely, and by means of

an acid to imitate the scars of smallpox. Yet, in spite of all these

precautions, which surely seemed as if they must secure him complete

immunity, his conscience tormented him; he was afraid. The even and

peaceful life that he had led for so long had modified the morality of

the camp. His life was stainless as yet; he could not sully it without a

pang. So for the last time he abandoned himself to all the influences of

the better self that strenuously resisted.

“Pshaw!” he said at last, at the corner of the Boulevard and the Rue

Montmartre, “I will take a cab after the play this evening and go out to

Versailles. A post-chaise will be ready for me at my old quartermaster’s

place. He would keep my secret even if a dozen men were standing ready

to shoot him down. The chances are all in my favor, so far as I see; so

I shall take my little Naqui with me, and I will go.”

“You will not go!” exclaimed the Englishman, and the strange tones of

his voice drove all the cashier’s blood back to his heart.

Melmoth stepped into a tilbury which was waiting for him, and was

whirled away so quickly, that when Castanier looked up he saw his foe

some hundred paces away from him, and before it even crossed his mind

to cut off the man’s retreat the tilbury was far on its way up the

Boulevard Montmartre.

“Well, upon my word, there is something supernatural about this!” said

he to himself. “If I were fool enough to believe in God, I should think

that He had set Saint Michael on my tracks. Suppose that the devil and

the police should let me go on as I please, so as to nab me in the nick

of time? Did any one ever see the like! But there, this is folly...”

Castanier went along the Rue du Faubourg-Montmartre, slackening his pace

as he neared the Rue Richer. There on the second floor of a block of

buildings which looked out upon some gardens lived the unconscious cause

of Castanier’s crime--a young woman known in the quarter as Mme. de la

Garde. A concise history of certain events in the cashier’s past life

must be given in order to explain these facts, and to give a complete

presentment of the crisis when he yielded to temptation.

Mme. de la Garde said that she was a Piedmontese. No one, not even

Castanier, knew her real name. She was one of those young girls, who

are driven by dire misery, by inability to earn a living, or by fear of

starvation, to have recourse to a trade which most of them loathe, many

regard with indifference, and some few follow in obedience to the laws

of their constitution. But on the brink of the gulf of prostitution in

Paris, the young girl of sixteen, beautiful and pure as the Madonna, had

met with Castanier. The old dragoon was too rough and homely to make his

way in society, and he was tired of tramping the boulevard at night and

of the kind of conquests made there by gold. For some time past he had

desired to bring a certain regularity into an irregular life. He was

struck by the beauty of the poor child who had drifted by chance into

his arms, and his determination to rescue her from the life of the

streets was half benevolent, half selfish, as some of the thoughts of

the best of men are apt to be. Social conditions mingle elements of evil

with the promptings of natural goodness of heart, and the mixture

of motives underlying a man’s intentions should be leniently judged.

Castanier had just cleverness enough to be very shrewd where his own

interests were concerned. So he concluded to be a philanthropist on

either count, and at first made her his mistress.

“Hey! hey!” he said to himself, in his soldierly fashion. “I am an

old wolf, and a sheep shall not make a fool of me. Castanier, old man,

before you set up housekeeping, reconnoitre the girl’s character for a

bit, and see if she is a steady sort.”

This irregular union gave the Piedmontese a status the most nearly

approaching respectability among those which the world declines to

recognize. During the first year she took the _nom de guerre_ of

Aquilina, one of the characters in _Venice Preserved_ which she had

chanced to read. She fancied that she resembled the courtesan in face

and general appearance, and in a certain precocity of heart and brain of

which she was conscious. When Castanier found that her life was as

well regulated and virtuous as was possible for a social outlaw, he

manifested a desire that they should live as husband and wife. So she

took the name of Mme. de la Garde, in order to approach, as closely as

Parisian usages permit, the conditions of a real marriage. As a matter

of fact, many of these unfortunate girls have one fixed idea, to be

looked upon as respectable middle-class women, who lead humdrum lives of

faithfulness to their husbands; women who would make excellent mothers,

keepers of household accounts, and menders of household linen. This

longing springs from a sentiment so laudable, that society should take

it into consideration. But society, incorrigible as ever, will assuredly

persist in regarding the married woman as a corvette duly authorized by

her flag and papers to go on her own course, while the woman who is a

wife in all but name is a pirate and an outlaw for lack of a document.

A day came when Mme. de la Garde would fain have signed herself “Mme.

Castanier.” The cashier was put out by this.

“So you do not love me well enough to marry me?” she said.

Castanier did not answer; he was absorbed by his thoughts. The poor girl

resigned herself to her fate. The ex-dragoon was in despair. Naqui’s

heart softened towards him at the sight of his trouble; she tried to

soothe him, but what could she do when she did not know what ailed him?

When Naqui made up her mind to know the secret, although she never asked

him a question, the cashier dolefully confessed to the existence of a

Mme. Castanier. This lawful wife, a thousand times accursed, was living

in a humble way in Strasbourg on a small property there; he wrote to her

twice a year, and kept the secret of her existence so well, that no one

suspected that he was married. The reason of this reticence? If it

is familiar to many military men who may chance to be in a like

predicament, it is perhaps worth while to give the story.

Your genuine trooper (if it is allowable here to employ the word which

in the army signifies a man who is destined to die as a captain) is a

sort of serf, a part and parcel of his regiment, an essentially simple

creature, and Castanier was marked out by nature as a victim to the

wiles of mothers with grown-up daughters left too long on their hands.

It was at Nancy, during one of those brief intervals of repose when the

Imperial armies were not on active service abroad, that Castanier was so

unlucky as to pay some attention to a young lady with whom he danced at

a _ridotto_, the provincial name for the entertainments often given

by the military to the townsfolk, or vice versa, in garrison towns. A

scheme for inveigling the gallant captain into matrimony was immediately

set on foot, one of those schemes by which mothers secure accomplices in

a human heart by touching all its motive springs, while they convert all

their friends into fellow-conspirators. Like all people possessed by

one idea, these ladies press everything into the service of their great

project, slowly elaborating their toils, much as the ant-lion excavates

its funnel in the sand and lies in wait at the bottom for its victim.

Suppose that no one strays, after all, into that carefully constructed

labyrinth? Suppose that the ant-lion dies of hunger and thirst in her

pit? Such things may be, but if any heedless creature once enters in, it

never comes out. All the wires which could be pulled to induce action

on the captain’s part were tried; appeals were made to the secret

interested motives that always come into play in such cases; they worked

on Castanier’s hopes and on the weaknesses and vanity of human nature.

Unluckily, he had praised the daughter to her mother when he brought her

back after a waltz, a little chat followed, and then an invitation in

the most natural way in the world. Once introduced into the house,

the dragoon was dazzled by the hospitality of a family who appeared

to conceal their real wealth beneath a show of careful economy. He was

skilfully flattered on all sides, and every one extolled for his benefit

the various treasures there displayed. A neatly timed dinner, served on

plate lent by an uncle, the attention shown to him by the only daughter

of the house, the gossip of the town, a well-to-do sub-lieutenant who

seemed likely to cut the ground from under his feet--all the innumerable

snares, in short, of the provincial ant-lion were set for him, and to

such good purpose, that Castanier said five years later, “To this day I

do not know how it came about!”

The dragoon received fifteen thousand francs with the lady, who after

two years of marriage, became the ugliest and consequently the

most peevish woman on earth. Luckily they had no children. The fair

complexion (maintained by a Spartan regimen), the fresh, bright color

in her face, which spoke of an engaging modesty, became overspread with

blotches and pimples; her figure, which had seemed so straight, grew

crooked, the angel became a suspicious and shrewish creature who drove

Castanier frantic. Then the fortune took to itself wings. At length the

dragoon, no longer recognizing the woman whom he had wedded, left her to

live on a little property at Strasbourg, until the time when it should

please God to remove her to adorn Paradise. She was one of those

virtuous women who, for want of other occupation, would weary the life

out of an angel with complainings, who pray till (if their prayers are

heard in heaven) they must exhaust the patience of the Almighty, and say

everything that is bad of their husbands in dovelike murmurs over a game

of boston with their neighbors. When Aquilina learned all these troubles

she clung still more affectionately to Castanier, and made him so happy,

varying with woman’s ingenuity the pleasures with which she filled his

life, that all unwittingly she was the cause of the cashier’s downfall.

Like many women who seem by nature destined to sound all the depths of

love, Mme. de la Garde was disinterested. She asked neither for gold

nor for jewelry, gave no thought to the future, lived entirely for the

present and for the pleasures of the present. She accepted expensive

ornaments and dresses, the carriage so eagerly coveted by women of

her class, as one harmony the more in the picture of life. There was

absolutely no vanity in her desire not to appear at a better advantage

but to look the fairer, and moreover, no woman could live without

luxuries more cheerfully. When a man of generous nature (and military

men are mostly of this stamp) meets with such a woman, he feels a sort

of exasperation at finding himself her debtor in generosity. He feels

that he could stop a mail coach to obtain money for her if he has not

sufficient for her whims. He will commit a crime if so he may be great

and noble in the eyes of some woman or of his special public; such

is the nature of the man. Such a lover is like a gambler who would be

dishonored in his own eyes if he did not repay the sum he borrowed from

a waiter in a gaming-house; but will shrink from no crime, will leave

his wife and children without a penny, and rob and murder, if so he

may come to the gaming-table with a full purse, and his honor remain

untarnished among the frequenters of that fatal abode. So it was with

Castanier.

He had begun by installing Aquiline is a modest fourth-floor dwelling,

the furniture being of the simplest kind. But when he saw the girl’s

beauty and great qualities, when he had known inexpressible and

unlooked-for happiness with her, he began to dote upon her; and longed

to adorn his idol. Then Aquilina’s toilette was so comically out of

keeping with her poor abode, that for both their sakes it was clearly

incumbent on him to move. The change swallowed up almost all Castanier’s

savings, for he furnished his domestic paradise with all the prodigality

that is lavished on a kept mistress. A pretty woman must have everything

pretty about her; the unity of charm in the woman and her surroundings

singles her out from among her sex. This sentiment of homogeneity

indeed, though it has frequently escaped the attention of observers,

is instinctive in human nature; and the same prompting leads elderly

spinsters to surround themselves with dreary relics of the past. But

the lovely Piedmontese must have the newest and latest fashions, and

all that was daintiest and prettiest in stuffs for hangings, in silks

or jewelry, in fine china and other brittle and fragile wares. She

asked for nothing; but when she was called upon to make a choice, when

Castanier asked her, “Which do you like?” she would answer, “Why, this

is the nicest!” Love never counts the cost, and Castanier therefore

always took the “nicest.”

When once the standard had been set up, there was nothing for it but

everything in the household must be in conformity, from the linen,

plate, and crystal through a thousand and one items of expenditure down

to the pots and pans in the kitchen. Castanier had meant to “do things

simply,” as the saying goes, but he gradually found himself more and

more in debt. One expense entailed another. The clock called for

candle sconces. Fires must be lighted in the ornamental grates, but the

curtains and hangings were too fresh and delicate to be soiled by smuts,

so they must be replaced by patent and elaborate fireplaces, warranted

to give out no smoke, recent inventions of the people who are so clever

at drawing up a prospectus. Then Aquilina found it so nice to run about

barefooted on the carpet in her room, that Castanier must have soft

carpets laid everywhere for the pleasure of playing with Naqui. A

bathroom, too, was built for her, everything to the end that she might

be more comfortable.

Shopkeepers, workmen, and manufacturers in Paris have a mysterious knack

of enlarging a hole in a man’s purse. They cannot give the price of

anything upon inquiry; and as the paroxysm of longing cannot abide

delay, orders are given by the feeble light of an approximate estimate

of cost. The same people never send in the bills at once, but ply the

purchaser with furniture till his head spins. Everything is so pretty,

so charming; and every one is satisfied.

A few months later the obliging furniture dealers are metamorphosed, and

reappear in the shape of alarming totals on invoices that fill the soul

with their horrid clamor; they are in urgent want of the money; they

are, as you may say on the brink of bankruptcy, their tears flow, it

is heartrending to hear them! And then----the gulf yawns, and gives up

serried columns of figures marching four deep, when as a matter of fact

they should have issued innocently three by three.

Before Castanier had any idea of how much he had spent, he had arranged

for Aquilina to have a carriage from a livery stable when she went out,

instead of a cab. Castanier was a gourmand; he engaged an excellent

cook; and Aquilina, to please him, had herself made the purchases of

early fruit and vegetables, rare delicacies, and exquisite wines. But,

as Aquilina had nothing of her own, these gifts of hers, so precious by

reason of the thought and tact and graciousness that prompted them, were

no less a drain upon Castanier’s purse; he did not like his Naqui to

be without money, and Naqui could not keep money in her pocket. So the

table was a heavy item of expenditure for a man with Castanier’s income.

The ex-dragoon was compelled to resort to various shifts for obtaining

money, for he could not bring himself to renounce this delightful life.

He loved the woman too well to cross the freaks of the mistress. He

was one of those men who, through self-love or through weakness of

character, can refuse nothing to a woman; false shame overpowers them,

and they rather face ruin than make the admissions: “I cannot----” “My

means will not permit----” “I cannot afford----”

When, therefore, Castanier saw that if he meant to emerge from the abyss

of debt into which he had plunged, he must part with Aquilina and live

upon bread and water, he was so unable to do without her or to change

his habits of life, that daily he put off his plans of reform until the

morrow. The debts were pressing, and he began by borrowing money. His

position and previous character inspired confidence, and of this he took

advantage to devise a system of borrowing money as he required it. Then,

as the total amount of debt rapidly increased, he had recourse to those

commercial inventions known as accommodation bills. This form of bill

does not represent goods or other value received, and the first endorser

pays the amount named for the obliging person who accepts it. This

species of fraud is tolerated because it is impossible to detect it,

and, moreover, it is an imaginary fraud which only becomes real if

payment is ultimately refused.

When at length it was evidently impossible to borrow any longer, whether

because the amount of the debt was now so greatly increased, or

because Castanier was unable to pay the large amount of interest on

the aforesaid sums of money, the cashier saw bankruptcy before him. On

making this discovery, he decided for a fraudulent bankruptcy rather

than an ordinary failure, and preferred a crime to a misdemeanor. He

determined, after the fashion of the celebrated cashier of the Royal

Treasury, to abuse the trust deservedly won, and to increase the number

of his creditors by making a final loan of the sum sufficient to keep

him in comfort in a foreign country for the rest of his days. All this,

as has been seen, he had prepared to do.

Aquilina knew nothing of the irksome cares of this life; she enjoyed her

existence, as many a woman does, making no inquiry as to where the

money came from, even as sundry other folk will eat their buttered rolls

untroubled by any restless spirit of curiosity as to the culture and

growth of wheat; but as the labor and miscalculations of agriculture

lie on the other side of the baker’s oven, so beneath the unappreciated

luxury of many a Parisian household lie intolerable anxieties and

exorbitant toil.

While Castanier was enduring the torture of the strain, and his thoughts

were full of the deed that should change his whole life, Aquilina was

lying luxuriously back in a great armchair by the fireside, beguiling

the time by chatting with her waiting-maid. As frequently happens in

such cases the maid had become the mistress’ confidant, Jenny having

first assured herself that her mistress’ ascendency over Castanier was

complete.

“What are we to do this evening? Leon seems determined to come,” Mme.

de la Garde was saying, as she read a passionate epistle indited upon a

faint gray notepaper.

“Here is the master!” said Jenny.

Castanier came in. Aquilina, nowise disconcerted, crumpled up the

letter, took it with the tongs, and held it in the flames.

“So that is what you do with your love-letters, is it?” asked Castanier.

“Oh goodness, yes,” said Aquilina; “is it not the best way of keeping

them safe? Besides, fire should go to fire, as water makes for the

river.”

“You are talking as if it were a real love-letter, Naqui----”

“Well, am I not handsome enough to receive them?” she said, holding up

her forehead for a kiss. There was a carelessness in her manner that

would have told any man less blind than Castanier that it was only a

piece of conjugal duty, as it were, to give this joy to the cashier, but

use and wont had brought Castanier to the point where clear-sightedness

is no longer possible for love.

“I have taken a box at the Gymnase this evening,” he said; “let us have

dinner early, and then we need not dine in a hurry.”

“Go and take Jenny. I am tired of plays. I do not know what is the

matter with me this evening; I would rather stay here by the fire.”

“Come, all the same though, Naqui; I shall not be here to bore you much

longer. Yes, Quiqui, I am going to start to-night, and it will be some

time before I come back again. I am leaving everything in your charge.

Will you keep your heart for me too?”

“Neither my heart nor anything else,” she said; “but when you come back

again, Naqui will still be Naqui for you.”

“Well, this is frankness. So you would not follow me?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“Eh! why, how can I leave the lover who writes me such sweet little

notes?” she asked, pointing to the blackened scrap of paper with a

mocking smile.

“Is there any truth in it?” asked Castanier. “Have you really a lover?”

“Really!” cried Aquilina; “and have you never given it a serious

thought, dear? To begin with, you are fifty years old. Then you have

just the sort of face to put on a fruit stall; if the woman tried to see

you for a pumpkin, no one would contradict her. You puff and blow like a

seal when you come upstairs; your paunch rises and falls like a diamond

on a woman’s forehead! It is pretty plain that you served in the

dragoons; you are a very ugly-looking old man. Fiddle-de-dee. If you

have any mind to keep my respect, I recommend you not to add imbecility

to these qualities by imagining that such a girl as I am will be content

with your asthmatic love, and not look for youth and good looks and

pleasure by way of a variety----”

“Aquilina! you are laughing, of course?”

“Oh, very well; and are you not laughing too? Do you take me for a fool,

telling me that you are going away? ‘I am going to start to-night!’” she

said, mimicking his tones. “Stuff and nonsense! Would you talk like that

if you were really going from your Naqui? You would cry, like the booby

that you are!”

“After all, if I go, will you follow?” he asked.

“Tell me first whether this journey of yours is a bad joke or not.”

“Yes, seriously, I am going.”

“Well, then, seriously, I shall stay. A pleasant journey to you, my boy!

I will wait till you come back. I would sooner take leave of life than

take leave of my dear, cozy Paris----”

“Will you not come to Italy, to Naples, and lead a pleasant life

there--a delicious, luxurious life, with this stout old fogy of yours,

who puffs and blows like a seal?”

“No.”

“Ungrateful girl!”

“Ungrateful?” she cried, rising to her feet. “I might leave this house

this moment and take nothing out of it but myself. I shall have given

you all the treasures a young girl can give, and something that not

every drop in your veins and mine can ever give me back. If, by any

means whatever, by selling my hopes of eternity, for instance, I could

recover my past self, body and soul (for I have, perhaps, redeemed

my soul), and be pure as a lily for my lover, I would not hesitate a

moment! What sort of devotion has rewarded mine? You have housed and fed

me, just as you give a dog food and a kennel because he is a protection

to the house, and he may take kicks when we are out of humor, and lick

our hands as soon as we are pleased to call him. And which of us two

will have been the more generous?”

“Oh! dear child, do you not see that I am joking?” returned Castanier.

“I am going on a short journey; I shall not be away for very long. But

come with me to the Gymnase; I shall start just before midnight, after I

have had time to say good-bye to you.”

“Poor pet! so you are really going, are you?” she said. She put her arms

round his neck, and drew down his head against her bodice.

“You are smothering me!” cried Castanier, with his face buried in

Aquilina’s breast. That damsel turned to say in Jenny’s ear, “Go to

Leon, and tell him not to come till one o’clock. If you do not find

him, and he comes here during the leave-taking, keep him in your

room.--Well,” she went on, setting free Castanier, and giving a tweak

to the tip of his nose, “never mind, handsomest of seals that you are. I

will go to the theatre with you this evening? But all in good time; let

us have dinner! There is a nice little dinner for you--just what you

like.”

“It is very hard to part from such a woman as you!” exclaimed Castanier.

“Very well then, why do you go?” asked she.

“Ah! why? why? If I were to begin to begin to explain the reasons why,

I must tell you things that would prove to you that I love you almost to

madness. Ah! if you have sacrificed your honor for me, I have sold mine

for you; we are quits. Is that love?”

“What is all this about?” said she. “Come, now, promise me that if I had

a lover you would still love me as a father; that would be love! Come,

now, promise it at once, and give us your fist upon it.”

“I should kill you,” and Castanier smiled as he spoke.

They sat down to the dinner table, and went thence to the Gymnase. When

the first part of the performance was over, it occurred to Castanier to

show himself to some of his acquaintances in the house, so as to turn

away any suspicion of his departure. He left Mme. de la Garde in the

corner box where she was seated, according to her modest wont, and went

to walk up and down in the lobby. He had not gone many paces before he

saw the Englishman, and with a sudden return of the sickening sensation

of heat that once before had vibrated through him, and of the terror

that he had felt already, he stood face to face with Melmoth.

“Forger!”

At the word, Castanier glanced round at the people who were moving about

them. He fancied that he could see astonishment and curiosity in their

eyes, and wishing to be rid of this Englishman at once, he raised his

hand to strike him--and felt his arm paralyzed by some invisible power

that sapped his strength and nailed him to the spot. He allowed the

stranger to take him by the arm, and they walked together to the

green-room like two friends.

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