CHAPTER XVI--A PRIVATE CONVERSATION

The name braced Stephen at once. Here was danger, an enemy to be

encountered; all the fighting blood of generations leaped to the

occasion. The short spell of sleep had helped to restore her. There

remained still quite enough of mental and nervous excitement to make her

think quickly; the words were hardly out of the maid's mouth before her

resolution was taken. It would never do to let Leonard Everard see she

was diffident about meeting him; she would go down at once. But she

would take the precaution of having her aunt present; at any rate, till

she should have seen how the land lay. Her being just waked from sleep

would be an excuse for asking her aunt to see the visitor till she came

down. So she said to the maid:

'I have been asleep. I must have got tired walking in the wood in the

heat. Ask Auntie to kindly see Mr. Everard in the blue drawing-room till

I come down. I must tidy my hair; but I will be down in a few minutes.'

'Shall I send Marjorie to you, miss?'

'No! Don't mind; I can do what I want myself. Hurry down to Miss

Rowly!'

How she regarded Leonard Everard now was shown in her instinctive

classing him amongst her enemies.

When she entered the room she seemed all aglow. She wanted not only to

overcome but to punish; and all the woman in her had risen to the effort.

Never in her life had Stephen Norman looked more radiantly beautiful,

more adorable, more desirable. Even Leonard Everard felt his pulses

quicken as he saw that glowing mass of beauty standing out against the

cold background of old French tapestry. All the physical side of him

leaped in answer to the call of her beauty; and even his cold heart and

his self-engrossed brain followed with slower gait. He had been sitting

opposite Miss Rowly in one of the windows, twirling his hat in nervous

suspense. He jumped up, and, as she came towards him, went forward

rapidly to greet her. No one could mistake the admiration in his eyes.

Ever since he had made up his mind to marry her she had assumed a new

aspect in his thoughts. But now her presence swept away all false

imaginings; from the moment that her loveliness dawned upon him something

like love began to grow within his breast. Stephen saw the look and it

strengthened her. He had so grievously wounded her pride the previous

day that her victory on this was a compensation which set her more at her

old poise.

Her greeting was all sweetness: she was charmed to see him. How was his

father, and what was the news? Miss Rowly looked on with smiling visage.

She too had seen the look of admiration in his eyes, and it pleased her.

Old ladies, especially when they are maiden ladies, always like to see

admiration in the eyes of young men when they are turned in the direction

of any girl dear to them.

They talked for some time, keeping all the while, by Stephen's clever

generalship, to the small-talk of the neighbourhood and the minor events

of social importance. As the time wore on she could see that Leonard was

growing impatient, and evidently wanted to see her alone. She ignored,

however, all his little private signalling, and presently ordered tea to

be brought. This took some little time; when it had been brought and

served and drunk, Leonard was in a smothered fume of impatience. She was

glad to see that as yet her aunt had noticed nothing, and she still hoped

that she would be able to so prolong matters, that she would escape

without a private interview. She did not know the cause of Leonard's

impatience: that he must see her before the day passed. She too was an

egoist, in her own way; in the flush of belief of his subjugation she did

not think of attributing to him any other motive than his desire for

herself. As she had made up her mind on the final issue she did not want

to be troubled by a new 'scene.'

But, after all, Leonard was a man; and man's ways are more direct than

woman's. Seeing that he could not achieve his object in any other way,

he said out suddenly, thinking, and rightly, that she would not wish to

force an issue in the presence of her aunt:

'By the way, Miss Norman,' he had always called her 'Miss Norman' in her

aunt's presence: 'I want to have two minutes with you before I go. On a

matter of business,' he added, noticing Miss Rowly's surprised look. The

old lady was old-fashioned even for her age; in her time no young man

would have asked to see a young lady alone on business. Except on one

kind of business; and with regard to that kind of business gentlemen had

to obtain first the confidence and permission of guardians. Leonard saw

the difficulty and said quickly:

'It is on the matter you wrote to me about!'

Stephen was prepared for a nasty shock, but hardly for so nasty a one as

this. There was an indelicacy about it which went far beyond the bounds

of thoughtless conventionality. That such an appeal should be made to

her, and in such a way, savoured of danger. Her woman's intuition gave

her the guard, and at once she spoke, smilingly and gently as one

recalling a matter in which the concern is not her own:

'Of course! It was selfish of me not to have thought of it, and to have

kept you so long waiting. The fact is, Auntie, that Leonard--I like to

call him Leonard, since we were children together, and he is so young;

though perhaps it would be more decorous nowadays to say "Mr.

Everard"--has consulted me about his debts. You know, Auntie dear, that

young men will be young men in such matters; or perhaps you do not, since

the only person who ever worried you has been myself. But I stayed at

Oxford and I know something of young men's ways; and as I am necessarily

more or less of a man of business, he values my help. Don't you,

Leonard?' The challenge was so direct, and the position he was in so

daringly put, that he had to acquiesce. Miss Rowly, who had looked on

with a frown of displeasure, said coldly:

'I know you are your own mistress, my dear. But surely it would be

better if Mr. Everard would consult with his solicitor or his father's

agent, or some of his gentlemen friends, rather than with a young lady

whose relations with him, after all, are only those of a neighbour on

visiting terms. For my own part, I should have thought that Mr.

Everard's best course would have been to consult his own father! But the

things that gentlemen, as well as ladies do, have been sadly changed

since my time!' Then, rising in formal dignity, she bowed gravely to the

visitor before leaving the room.

But the position of being left alone in the room with Leonard did not at

all suit Stephen's plans. Rising quickly she said to her aunt:

'Don't stir, Auntie. I dare say you are right in what you say; but I

promised Mr. Everard to go into the matter. And as I have brought the

awkwardness on myself, I suppose I must bear it. If Mr. Everard wants to

see me alone, and I suppose he is diffident in speaking on such a matter

before you--he didn't play with you, you know!--we can go out on the

lawn. We shan't be long!' Before Leonard could recover his wits she had

headed him out on the lawn.

Her strategy was again thoroughly good. The spot she chose, though

beyond earshot, was quite in the open and commanded by all the windows in

that side of the house. A person speaking there might say what he liked,

but his actions must be discreet.

On the lawn Stephen tripped ahead; Leonard followed inwardly raging. By

her clever use of the opening she had put him in a difficulty from which

there was no immediate means of extrication. He could not quarrel

overtly with Stephen; if he did so, how could he enter on the pressing

matter of his debts? He dared not openly proclaim his object in wishing

to marry her, for had he done so her aunt might have interfered, with

what success he could not be sure. In any case it would cause delay, and

delay was what he could not afford. He felt that in mentioning his debts

at just such a movement he had given Stephen the chance she had so aptly

taken. He had to be on his good behaviour, however; and with an

apprehension that was new to him he followed her.

An old Roman marble seat was placed at an angle from the house so that

the one of the two occupants within its curve must almost face the house,

whilst the other gave to it at least a quarter-face. Stephen seated

herself on the near side, leaving to Leonard the exposed position. As

soon as he was seated, she began:

'Now, Leonard, tell me all about the debts?' She spoke in tones of gay

friendliness, but behind the mask of her cheerfulness was the real face

of fear. Down deep in her mind was a conviction that her letter was a

pivotal point of future sorrow. It was in the meantime quite apparent to

her that Leonard kept it as his last resource; so her instinct was to

keep it to the front and thus minimise its power.

Leonard, though inwardly weakened by qualms of growing doubt, had the

animal instinct that, as he was in opposition, his safety was in

attacking where his opponent most feared. He felt that there was some

subtle change in his companion; this was never the same Stephen Norman

whom only yesterday he had met upon the hill! He plunged at once into

his purpose.

'But it wasn't about my debts you asked me to meet you, Stephen.'

'You surprise me, Leonard! I thought I simply asked you to come to meet

me. I know the first subject I mentioned when we began to talk, after

your grumbling about coming in the heat, was your money matters.' Leonard

winced, but went on:

'It was very good of you, Stephen; but really that is not what I came to

speak of to-day. At first, at all events!' he added with a sublime

naivette, as the subject of his debts and his imperative want of money

rose before him. Stephen's eyes flashed; she saw more clearly than ever

through his purpose. Such as admission at the very outset of the proffer

of marriage, which she felt was coming, was little short of monstrous.

Her companion did not see the look of mastery on her face; he was looking

down at the moment. A true lover would have been looking up.

'I wanted to tell you, Stephen, that I have been thinking over what you

said to me in your letter, and what you said in words; and I want to

accept!' As he was speaking he was looking her straight in the face.

Stephen answered slowly with a puzzled smile which wrinkled up her

forehead:

'Accept what I said in my letter! why, Leonard, what do you mean? That

letter must have had a lot more in it than I thought. I seem to remember

that it was simply a line asking you to meet me. Just let me look at it;

I should like to be sure of what actually is!' As she spoke she held out

her hand. Leonard was nonplussed; he did not know what to say. Stephen

made up her mind to have the letter back. Leonard was chafing under the

position forced upon him, and tried to divert his companion from her

purpose. He knew well why she had chosen that exposed position for their

interview. Now, as her outstretched hand embarrassed him, he made

reprisal; he tried to take it in his in a tender manner.

She instantly drew back her hand and put it behind her in a decided

manner. She was determined that whatever might happen she would not let

any watcher at the windows, by chance or otherwise, see any sign of

tenderness on her part. Leonard, thinking that his purpose had been

effected, went on, breathing more freely:

'Your letter wasn't much. Except of course that it gave me the

opportunity of listening to what you said; to all your sweet words. To

your more than sweet proposal!'

'Yes! It must have been sweet to have any one, who was in a position to

do so, offer to help you when you knew that you were overwhelmed with

debts!' The words were brutal. Stephen felt so; but she had no

alternative. Leonard had some of the hard side of human nature; but he

had also some of the weak side. He went on blindly:

'I have been thinking ever since of what you said, and I want to tell you

that I would like to do as you wish!' As he spoke, his words seemed even

to him to be out of place. He felt it would be necessary to throw more

fervour into the proceedings. The sudden outburst which followed

actually amused Stephen, even in her state of fear:

'Oh, Stephen, don't you know that I love you! You are so beautiful! I

love you! I love you! Won't you be my wife?'

This was getting too much to close quarters. Stephen said in a calm,

business-like way:

'My dear Leonard, one thing at a time! I came out here, you know, to

speak of your debts; and until that is done, I really won't go into any

other matter. Of course if you'd rather not . . . ' Leonard really

could not afford this; matters were too pressing with him. So he tried

to affect a cheery manner; but in his heart was a black resolve that she

should yet pay for this.

'All right! Stephen. Whatever you wish I will do; you are the queen of

my heart, you know!'

'How much is the total amount?' said Stephen.

This was a change to the prosaic which made sentiment impossible. He

gave over, for the time.

'Go on!' said Stephen, following up her advantage. 'Don't you even know

how much you owe?'

'The fact is, I don't. Not exactly. I shall make up the amount as well

as I can and let you know. But that's not what I came about to-day.'

Stephen was going to make an angry gesture of dissent. She was not going

to have that matter opened up. She waited, however, for Leonard was

going on after his momentary pause. She breathed more freely after his

first sentence. He was unable evidently to carry on a double train of

thought.

'It was about that infernal money-lenders' letter that the Governor got!'

Stephen got still less anxious. This open acknowledgment of his true

purpose seemed to clear the air.

'What is the amount?' Leonard looked quickly at her; the relief of her

mind made her tone seem joyful.

'A monkey! Five hundred pounds, you know. But then there's three

hundred for interest that has to be paid also. It's an awful lot of

money, isn't it?' The last phrase was added on seeing Stephen's

surprised look.

'Yes!' she answered quietly. 'A great deal of money--to waste!' They

were both silent for a while. Then she said:

'What does your father say to it?'

'He was in an awful wax. One of these beastly duns had written to him

about another account and he was in a regular fury. When I told him I

would pay it within a week, he said very little, which was suspicious;

and then, just when I was going out, he sprung this on me. Mean of him!

wasn't it? I need expect no help from him.' As he was speaking he took

a mass of letters from his pocket and began to look among them for the

money-lenders' letter.

'Why, what a correspondence you have there. Do you keep all your letters

in your pockets?' said Stephen quietly.

'All I don't tear up or burn. It wouldn't do to let the Governor into my

secrets. He might know too much!'

'And are all those letters from duns?'

'Mostly, but I only keep those letters I have to attend to and those I

care for.'

'Show me the bundle!' she said. Then seeing him hesitate, added:

'You know if I am to help you to get clear you must take me into your

confidence. I dare say I shall have to see a lot more letters than these

before you are quite clear!' Her tone was too quiet. Knowing already

the silent antagonism between them he began to suspect her; knowing also

that her own letter was not amongst them, he used his wits and handed

them over without a word. She, too, suspected him. After his tacit

refusal to give her the letter, she almost took it for granted that it

was not amongst them. She gave no evidence of her feeling, however, but

opened and read the letters in due sequence; all save two, which, being

in a female hand, she gave back without a word. There was a calmness and

an utter absence of concern, much less of jealousy, about this which

disconcerted him. Throughout her reading Stephen's face showed surprise

now and again; but when she came to the last, which was that of the

usurers, it showed alarm. Being a woman, a legal threat had certain

fears of its own.

'There must be no delay about this!' she said.

'What am I to do?' he answered, a weight off his mind that the fiscal

matter had been practically entered on.

'I shall see that you get the money!' she said quietly. 'It will be

really a gift, but I prefer it to be as a loan for many reasons.' Leonard

made no comment. He found so many reasons in his own mind that he

thought it wise to forbear from asking any of hers. Then she took the

practical matter in hand:

'You must wire to these people at once to say that you will pay the

amount on the day after to-morrow. If you will come here to-morrow at

four o'clock the money will be ready for you. You can go up to town by

the evening train and pay off the debt first thing in the morning. When

you bring the receipt I shall speak to you about the other debts; but you

must make out a full list of them. We can't have any half-measure. I

will not go into the matter till I have all the details before me!' Then

she stood up to go.

As they walked across the lawn, she said:

'By the way, don't forget to bring that letter with you. I want to see

what I really did say in it!' Her tone was quiet enough, and the wording

was a request; but Leonard knew as well as if it had been spoken outright

as a threat that if he did not have the letter with him when he came

things were likely to be unpleasant.

The farther he got from Normanstand on his way home the more discontented

Leonard grew. Whilst he had been in Stephen's presence she had so

dominated him, not only by her personality but by her use of her

knowledge of his own circumstances, that he had not dared to make protest

or opposition; but now he began to feel how much less he was to receive

than he had expected. He had come prepared to allow Stephen to fall into

his arms, fortune and all. But now, although he had practical assurance

that the weight of his debts would be taken from him, he was going away

with his tail between his legs. He had not even been accepted as a

suitor, he who had himself been wooed only a day before. His proposal of

marriage had not been accepted, had not even been considered by the woman

who had so lately broken ironclad convention to propose marriage to him.

He had been treated merely as a scapegrace debtor who had come to ask

favours from an old friend. He had even been treated like a bad boy; had

been told that he had wasted money; had been ordered, in no doubtful way,

to bring the full schedule of his debts. And all the time he dared not

say anything lest the thing shouldn't come off at all. Stephen had such

an infernally masterly way with her! It didn't matter whether she was

proposing to him, or he was proposing to her, he was made to feel small

all the same. He would have to put up with it till he had got rid of the

debts!

And then as to the letter. Why was she so persistent about seeing it?

Did she want to get it into her hands and then keep it, as Harold An Wolf

had done? Was it possible that she suspected he would use it to coerce

her; she would call it 'blackmail,' he supposed. This being the very

thing he had intended to do, and had done, he grew very indignant at the

very thought of being accused of it. It was, he felt, a very awkward

thing that he had lost possession of the letter. He might need it if

Stephen got nasty. Then Harold might give it to her, as he had

threatened to do. He thought he would call round that evening by

Harold's house, and see if he couldn't get back the letter. It belonged

to him; Harold had no right to keep it. He would see him before he and

Stephen got putting their heads together. So, on his way home, he turned

his steps at once to Harold's house.

He did not find him in. The maid who opened the door could give him no

information; all she could say was that Mrs. Dingle the housekeeper had

got a telegram from Master saying that he had been called suddenly away

on business.

This was a new source of concern to Leonard. He suspected a motive of

some sort; though what that motive could be he could not hazard the

wildest guess. On his way home he called at the post-office and sent a

telegram to Cavendish and Cecil, the name of the usurers' firm, in

accordance with Stephen's direction. He signed it: 'Jasper Everard.'

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