CHAPTER I--STEPHEN

Transcribed from the 1897 Robert Hayes edition by David Price, email

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THE MAN

BY

BRAM STOKER

AUTHOR OF "DRACULA," ETC.

LONDON: ROBERT HAYES, LTD.

SIXTY-ONE FLEET STREET, E.C.

Copyright, 1897, in the United States of America, according to Act of

Congress, by Bram Stoker.

[_All rights reserved_]

FORE-GLIMPSE

'I would rather be an angel than God!'

The voice of the speaker sounded clearly through the hawthorn tree. The

young man and the young girl who sat together on the low tombstone looked

at each other. They had heard the voices of the two children talking,

but had not noticed what they said; it was the sentiment, not the sound,

which roused their attention.

The girl put her finger to her lips to impress silence, and the man

nodded; they sat as still as mice whilst the two children went on

talking.

* * * * *

The scene would have gladdened a painter's heart. An old churchyard. The

church low and square-towered, with long mullioned windows, the yellow-

grey stone roughened by age and tender-hued with lichens. Round it

clustered many tombstones tilted in all directions. Behind the church a

line of gnarled and twisted yews.

The churchyard was full of fine trees. On one side a magnificent cedar;

on the other a great copper beech. Here and there among the tombs and

headstones many beautiful blossoming trees rose from the long green

grass. The laburnum glowed in the June afternoon sunlight; the lilac,

the hawthorn and the clustering meadowsweet which fringed the edge of the

lazy stream mingled their heavy sweetness in sleepy fragrance. The

yellow-grey crumbling walls were green in places with wrinkled

harts-tongues, and were topped with sweet-williams and spreading house-

leek and stone-crop and wild-flowers whose delicious sweetness made for

the drowsy repose of perfect summer.

But amid all that mass of glowing colour the two young figures seated on

the grey old tomb stood out conspicuously. The man was in conventional

hunting-dress: red coat, white stock, black hat, white breeches, and top-

boots. The girl was one of the richest, most glowing, and yet withal

daintiest figures the eye of man could linger on. She was in

riding-habit of hunting scarlet cloth; her black hat was tipped forward

by piled-up masses red-golden hair. Round her neck was a white lawn

scarf in the fashion of a man's hunting-stock, close fitting, and sinking

into a gold-buttoned waistcoat of snowy twill. As she sat with the long

skirt across her left arm her tiny black top-boots appeared underneath.

Her gauntleted gloves were of white buckskin; her riding-whip was plaited

of white leather, topped with ivory and banded with gold.

Even in her fourteenth year Miss Stephen Norman gave promise of striking

beauty; beauty of a rarely composite character. In her the various

elements of her race seemed to have cropped out. The firm-set jaw, with

chin broader and more square than is usual in a woman, and the wide fine

forehead and aquiline nose marked the high descent from Saxon through

Norman. The glorious mass of red hair, of the true flame colour, showed

the blood of another ancient ancestor of Northern race, and suited well

with the voluptuous curves of the full, crimson lips. The purple-black

eyes, the raven eyebrows and eyelashes, and the fine curve of the

nostrils spoke of the Eastern blood of the far-back wife of the Crusader.

Already she was tall for her age, with something of that lankiness which

marks the early development of a really fine figure. Long-legged, long-

necked, as straight as a lance, with head poised on the proud neck like a

lily on its stem.

Stephen Norman certainly gave promise of a splendid womanhood. Pride,

self-reliance and dominance were marked in every feature; in her bearing

and in her lightest movement.

Her companion, Harold An Wolf, was some five years her senior, and by

means of those five years and certain qualities had long stood in the

position of her mentor. He was more than six feet two in height, deep-

chested, broad-shouldered, lean-flanked, long-armed and big-handed. He

had that appearance strength, with well-poised neck and forward set of

the head, which marks the successful athlete.

The two sat quiet, listening. Through the quiet hum of afternoon came

the voices of the two children. Outside the lich-gate, under the shade

of the spreading cedar, the horses stamped occasionally as the flies

troubled them. The grooms were mounted; one held the delicate-limbed

white Arab, the other the great black horse.

'I would rather be an angel than God!'

The little girl who made the remark was an ideal specimen of the village

Sunday-school child. Blue-eyed, rosy-cheeked, thick-legged, with her

straight brown hair tied into a hard bunch with a much-creased, cherry-

coloured ribbon. A glance at the girl would have satisfied the most

sceptical as to her goodness. Without being in any way smug she was

radiant with self-satisfaction and well-doing. A child of the people; an

early riser; a help to her mother; a good angel to her father; a little

mother to her brothers and sisters; cleanly in mind and body;

self-reliant, full of faith, cheerful.

The other little girl was prettier, but of a more stubborn type; more

passionate, less organised, and infinitely more assertive. Black-haired,

black-eyed, swarthy, large-mouthed, snub-nosed; the very type and essence

of unrestrained, impulsive, emotional, sensual nature. A seeing eye

would have noted inevitable danger for the early years of her womanhood.

She seemed amazed by the self-abnegation implied by her companion's

statement; after a pause she replied:

'I wouldn't! I'd rather be up at the top of everything and give orders

to the angels if I chose. I can't think, Marjorie, why you'd rather take

orders than give them.'

'That's just it, Susan. I don't want to give orders; I'd rather obey

them. It must be very terrible to have to think of things so much, that

you want everything done your own way. And besides, I shouldn't like to

have to be just!'

'Why not?' the voice was truculent, though there was wistfulness in it

also.

'Oh Susan. Just fancy having to punish; for of course justice needs

punishing as well as praising. Now an angel has such a nice time,

helping people and comforting them, and bringing sunshine into dark

places. Putting down fresh dew every morning; making the flowers grow,

and bringing babies and taking care of them till their mothers find them.

Of course God is very good and very sweet and very merciful, but oh, He

must be very terrible.'

'All the same I would rather be God and able to do things!'

Then the children moved off out of earshot. The two seated on the

tombstone looked after them. The first to speak was the girl, who said:

'That's very sweet and good of Marjorie; but do you know, Harold, I like

Susie's idea better.'

'Which idea was that, Stephen?'

'Why, didn't you notice what she said: "I'd like to be God and be able to

do things"?'

'Yes,' he said after a moment's reflection. 'That's a fine idea in the

abstract; but I doubt of its happiness in the long-run.'

'Doubt of its happiness? Come now? what could there be better, after

all? Isn't it good enough to be God? What more do you want?'

The girl's tone was quizzical, but her great black eyes blazed with some

thought of sincerity which lay behind the fun. The young man shook his

head with a smile of kindly tolerance as he answered:

'It isn't that--surely you must know it. I'm ambitious enough, goodness

knows; but there are bounds to satisfy even me. But I'm not sure that

the good little thing isn't right. She seemed, somehow, to hit a bigger

truth than she knew: "fancy having to be just."'

'I don't see much difficulty in that. Anyone can be just!'

'Pardon me,' he answered, 'there is perhaps nothing so difficult in the

whole range of a man's work.' There was distinct defiance in the girl's

eyes as she asked:

'A man's work! Why a man's work? Isn't it a woman's work also?'

'Well, I suppose it ought to be, theoretically; practically it isn't.'

'And why not, pray?' The mere suggestion of any disability of woman as

such aroused immediate antagonism. Her companion suppressed a smile as

he answered deliberately:

'Because, my dear Stephen, the Almighty has ordained that justice is not

a virtue women can practise. Mind, I do not say women are unjust. Far

from it, where there are no interests of those dear to them they can be

of a sincerity of justice that can make a man's blood run cold. But

justice in the abstract is not an ordinary virtue: it has to be

considerate as well as stern, and above all interest of all kinds and of

every one--' The girl interrupted hotly:

'I don't agree with you at all. You can't give an instance where women

are unjust. I don't mean of course individual instances, but classes of

cases where injustice is habitual.' The suppressed smile cropped out now

unconsciously round the man's lips in a way which was intensely

aggravating to the girl.

'I'll give you a few,' he said. 'Did you ever know a mother just to a

boy who beat her own boy at school?' The girl replied quietly:

'Ill-treatment and bullying are subjects for punishment, not justice.'

'Oh, I don't mean that kind of beating. I mean getting the prizes their

own boys contended for; getting above them in class; showing superior

powers in running or cricket or swimming, or in any of the forms of

effort in which boys vie with each other.' The girl reflected, then she

spoke:

'Well, you may be right. I don't altogether admit it, but I accept it as

not on my side. But this is only one case.'

'A pretty common one. Do you think that Sheriff of Galway, who in

default of a hangman hanged his son with his own hands, would have done

so if he had been a woman?' The girl answered at once:

'Frankly, no. I don't suppose the mother was ever born who would do such

a thing. But that is not a common case, is it? Have you any other?' The

young man paused before he spoke:

'There is another, but I don't think I can go into it fairly with you.'

'Why not?'

'Well, because after all you know, Stephen, you are only a girl and you

can't be expected to know.' The girl laughed:

'Well, if it's anything about women surely a girl, even of my tender age,

must know something more of it, or be able to guess at, than any young

man can. However, say what you think and I'll tell you frankly if I

agree--that is if a woman can be just, in such a matter.'

'Shortly the point is this: Can a woman be just to another woman, or to a

man for the matter of that, where either her own affection or a fault of

the other is concerned?'

'I don't see any reason to the contrary. Surely pride alone should

ensure justice in the former case, and the consciousness of superiority

in the other.' The young man shook his head:

'Pride and the consciousness of superiority! Are they not much the same

thing. But whether or no, if either of them has to be relied on, I'm

afraid the scales of Justice would want regulating, and her sword should

be blunted in case its edge should be turned back on herself. I have an

idea that although pride might be a guiding principle with you

individually, it would be a failure with the average. However, as it

would be in any case a rule subject to many exceptions I must let it go.'

Harold looked at his watch and rose. Stephen followed him; transferring

her whip into the hand which held up the skirt, she took his arm with her

right hand in the pretty way in which a young girl clings to her elders.

Together they went out at the lich-gate. The groom drew over with the

horses. Stephen patted hers and gave her a lump of sugar. Then putting

her foot into Harold's ready hand she sprang lightly into the saddle.

Harold swung himself into his saddle with the dexterity of an

accomplished rider.

As the two rode up the road, keeping on the shady side under the trees,

Stephen said quietly, half to herself, as if the sentence had impressed

itself on her mind:

'To be God and able to do things!'

Harold rode on in silence. The chill of some vague fear was upon him.

CHAPTER I--STEPHEN

Stephen Norman of Normanstand had remained a bachelor until close on

middle age, when the fact took hold of him that there was no immediate

heir to his great estate. Whereupon, with his wonted decision, he set

about looking for a wife.

He had been a close friend of his next neighbour, Squire Rowly, ever

since their college days. They had, of course, been often in each

other's houses, and Rowly's young sister--almost a generation younger

than himself, and the sole fruit of his father's second marriage--had

been like a little sister to him too. She had, in the twenty years which

had elapsed, grown to be a sweet and beautiful young woman. In all the

past years, with the constant opportunity which friendship gave of close

companionship, the feeling never altered. Squire Norman would have been

surprised had he been asked to describe Margaret Rowly and found himself

compelled to present the picture of a woman, not a child.

Now, however, when his thoughts went womanward and wifeward, he awoke to

the fact that Margaret came within the category of those he sought. His

usual decision ran its course. Semi-brotherly feeling gave place to a

stronger and perhaps more selfish feeling. Before he even knew it, he

was head over ears in love with his pretty neighbour.

Norman was a fine man, stalwart and handsome; his forty years sat so

lightly on him that his age never seemed to come into question in a

woman's mind. Margaret had always liked him and trusted him; he was the

big brother who had no duty in the way of scolding to do. His presence

had always been a gladness; and the sex of the girl, first unconsciously

then consciously, answered to the man's overtures, and her consent was

soon obtained.

When in the fulness of time it was known that an heir was expected,

Squire Norman took for granted that the child would be a boy, and held

the idea so tenaciously that his wife, who loved him deeply, gave up

warning and remonstrance after she had once tried to caution him against

too fond a hope. She saw how bitterly he would be disappointed in case

it should prove to be a girl. He was, however, so fixed on the point

that she determined to say no more. After all, it might be a boy; the

chances were equal. The Squire would not listen to any one else at all;

so as the time went on his idea was more firmly fixed than ever. His

arrangements were made on the base that he would have a son. The name

was of course decided. Stephen had been the name of all the Squires of

Normanstand for ages--as far back as the records went; and Stephen the

new heir of course would be.

Like all middle-aged men with young wives he was supremely anxious as the

time drew near. In his anxiety for his wife his belief in the son became

passive rather than active. Indeed, the idea of a son was so deeply

fixed in his mind that it was not disturbed even by his anxiety for the

young wife he idolised.

When instead of a son a daughter was born, the Doctor and the nurse, who

knew his views on the subject, held back from the mother for a little the

knowledge of the sex. Dame Norman was so weak that the Doctor feared

lest anxiety as to how her husband would bear the disappointment, might

militate against her. Therefore the Doctor sought the Squire in his

study, and went resolutely at his task.

'Well, Squire, I congratulate you on the birth of your child!' Norman

was of course struck with the use of the word 'child'; but the cause of

his anxiety was manifested by his first question:

'How is she, Doctor? Is she safe?' The child was after all of secondary

importance! The Doctor breathed more freely; the question had lightened

his task. There was, therefore, more assurance in his voice as he

answered:

'She is safely through the worst of her trouble, but I am greatly anxious

yet. She is very weak. I fear anything that might upset her.'

The Squire's voice came quick and strong:

'There must be no upset! And now tell me about my son?' He spoke the

last word half with pride, half bashfully.

'Your son is a daughter!' There was silence for so long that the Doctor

began to be anxious. Squire Norman sat quite still; his right hand

resting on the writing-table before him became clenched so hard that the

knuckles looked white and the veins red. After a long slow breath he

spoke:

'She, my daughter, is well?' The Doctor answered with cheerful alacrity:

'Splendid!--I never saw a finer child in my life. She will be a comfort

and an honour to you!' The Squire spoke again:

'What does her mother think? I suppose she's very proud of her?'

'She does not know yet that it is a girl. I thought it better not to let

her know till I had told you.'

'Why?'

'Because--because--Norman, old friend, you know why! Because you had set

your heart on a son; and I know how it would grieve that sweet young wife

and mother to feel your disappointment. I want your lips to be the first

to tell her; so that on may assure her of your happiness in that a

daughter has been born to you.'

The Squire put out his great hand and laid it on the other's shoulder.

There was almost a break in his voice as he said:

'Thank you, my old friend, my true friend, for your thought. When may I

see her?'

'By right, not yet. But, as knowing your views, she may fret herself

till she knows, I think you had better come at once.'

All Norman's love and strength combined for his task. As he leant over

and kissed his young wife there was real fervour in his voice as he said:

'Where is my dear daughter that you may place her in my arms?' For an

instant there came a chill to the mother's heart that her hopes had been

so far disappointed; but then came the reaction of her joy that her

husband, her baby's father, was pleased. There was a heavenly dawn of

red on her pale face as she drew her husband's head down and kissed him.

'Oh, my dear,' she said, 'I am so happy that you are pleased!' The nurse

took the mother's hand gently and held it to the baby as she laid it in

the father's arms.

He held the mother's hand as he kissed the baby's brow.

The Doctor touched him gently on the arm and beckoned him away. He went

with careful footsteps, looking behind as he went.

After dinner he talked with the Doctor on various matters; but presently

he asked:

'I suppose, Doctor, it is no sort of rule that the first child regulates

the sex of a family?'

'No, of course not. Otherwise how should we see boys and girls mixed in

one family, as is nearly always the case. But, my friend,' he went on,

'you must not build hopes so far away. I have to tell you that your wife

is far from strong. Even now she is not so well as I could wish, and

there yet may be change.' The Squire leaped impetuously to his feet as

he spoke quickly:

'Then why are we waiting here? Can nothing be done? Let us have the

best help, the best advice in the world.' The Doctor raised his hand.

'Nothing can be done as yet. I have only fear.'

'Then let us be ready in case your fears should be justified! Who are

the best men in London to help in such a case?' The Doctor mentioned two

names; and within a few minutes a mounted messenger was galloping to

Norcester, the nearest telegraph centre. The messenger was to arrange

for a special train if necessary. Shortly afterwards the Doctor went

again to see his patient. After a long absence he came back, pale and

agitated. Norman felt his heart sink when he saw him; a groan broke from

him as the Doctor spoke:

'She is much worse! I am in great fear that she may pass away before the

morning!' The Squire's strong voice was clouded, with a hoarse veil as

he asked:

'May I see her?'

'Not yet; at present she is sleeping. She may wake strengthened; in

which case you may see her. But if not--'

'If not?'--the voice was not like his own.

'Then I shall send for you at once!' The Doctor returned to his vigil.

The Squire, left alone, sank on his knees, his face in his hands; his

great shoulders shook with the intensity of his grief.

An hour or more passed before he heard hurried steps. He sprang to the

door:

'Well?'

'You had better come now.'

'Is she better?'

'Alas! no. I fear her minutes are numbered. School yourself, my dear

old friend! God will help you in this bitter hour. All you can do now

is to make her last moments happy.'

'I know! I know!' he answered in a voice so calm that his companion

wondered.

When they came into the room Margaret was dozing. When her eyes opened

and she found her husband beside her bed there spread over her face a

glad look; which, alas! soon changed to one of pain. She motioned to him

to bend down. He knelt and put his head beside her on the pillow; his

arms went tenderly round her as though by his iron devotion and strength

he would shield her from all harm. Her voice came very low and in broken

gasps; she was summoning all her strength that she might speak:

'My dear, dear husband, I am so sad at leaving you! You have made me so

happy, and I love you so! Forgive me, dear, for the pain I know you will

suffer when I am gone! And oh, Stephen, I know you will cherish our

little one--yours and mine--when I am gone. She will have no mother; you

will have to be father and mother too.'

'I will hold her in my very heart's core, my darling, as I hold you!' He

could hardly speak from emotion. She went on:

'And oh, my dear, you will not grieve that she is not a son to carry on

your name?' And then a sudden light came into her eyes; and there was

exultation in her weak voice as she said:

'She is to be our only one; let her be indeed our son! Call her the name

we both love!' For answer he rose and laid his hand very, very tenderly

on the babe as he said:

'This dear one, my sweet wife, who will carry your soul in her breast,

will be my son; the only son I shall ever have. All my life long I

shall, please Almighty God, so love her--our little Stephen--as you and I

love each other!'

She laid her hand on his so that it touched at once her husband and her

child. Then she raised the other weak arm, and placed it round his neck,

and their lips met. Her soul went out in this last kiss.

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