XXIII

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The letter postmarked "New York," announcing Hamlen's arrival, did not

take Huntington by surprise, but it fulfilled his expectations sooner

than he expected. The desirability of making certain changes in

investments, the letter explained, made it necessary for Hamlen to come

to the States, and if his classmate's invitation to Boston still held

good he would be glad to avail himself of the opportunity to renew their

friendship.

This announcement found Huntington in the introspective mood which had

alarmed Cosden, and suggested a comparison in which he placed himself

under the microscope for a mercilessly minute analysis. Hamlen was

convinced that he had made a failure of life, but what had he,

Huntington demanded of himself, accomplished which could entitle him to

claim success? He had not separated himself from his fellow-men, it was

true, he had been a decent citizen, performing such duties as came to

him with faithfulness and ability,--yet what had he really contributed

to the community or to the life in which he lived which made it better

because he had been a part of it? He had created nothing, nor even made

an effort to create. No painting bore his signature; no volume added

his contribution to the world's knowledge on any subject; no

philanthropic or business enterprise owed its inception to his

initiative; no child of his was growing up to bear its share in the

struggle of to-morrow or to bless his memory for parental sacrifice and

guidance. Hamlen at least had given himself to the world in the

wonderful volumes which would live after him, even though their

creator's identity never was disclosed. Hamlen at least had made the

flowers and the shrubs of his island estate bear witness to the power

within him which refused to be restrained; but Huntington's labors, if

he could dignify them by so serious a name, had been perfunctory at

best. He was rich in the world's goods and in human friendships, he was

respected by all who knew him. For what? he demanded: because his

grandfather and his father before him had created, and had played their

part so well in the developing life of the city of their birth that a

luster had been given to the family name. His virtues were wholly

negative; his was a reflected glory and undeserved. The position in the

community which Huntington knew himself to occupy, and the fact that

Hamlen, because of his exile, would be considered to have forfeited his

position, struck him as a commentary on the value of popular esteem and

the lack of proportion in accrediting to each individual what was his

proper due.

Hamlen had nothing to his credit in the columns where Huntington scored

heaviest: he was a poor citizen in his relations to those around him; he

took no part in making others happier for his companionship or stronger

by his example; his life had always been pointed inward, and yet, even

with the limitations needlessly imposed upon it, there had been

something within him, which Huntington had never felt within himself,

great enough and strong enough to rise superior to these limitations, to

burst the bonds by which Hamlen had sought to hold it back, and to force

the expression of its own individuality! There, at least, was something

positive; and yet the world would have called Huntington a success and

Hamlen a failure! "We have torn off the bandages too fast," Huntington

had complacently told Hamlen on that eventful first visit. Was it not

presumption on his part when until now his own vision had been equally

restricted? Huntington's first impulse was to make a frank admission,

when Hamlen arrived, of the wide divergence between what people credited

to him and what his real position ought to be; then he realized that his

friend needed some one to look up to. He must, for a time at least,

accept the position, however ironical it seemed; but he felt himself an

impostor and a fraud.

Since his return home Huntington had been more than ever grateful for

the diverting influence of Billy's irresponsibility, and he encouraged

him to come frequently to the house and to bring his friends with him.

He would not have believed that a two months' absence could produce so

momentous a change of his entire viewpoint. The calm tranquillity in his

mental equipoise was seriously disturbed, and he welcomed anything which

took his mind off himself and his personal affairs.

He had urged Billy to bring young Thatcher in to dine with him, for in

view of what Marian had said he hoped that Hamlen and the boy would make

good with each other when once they met. Thus far Billy had always

selected an evening when Huntington was engaged, but with the certainty

that Hamlen would soon arrive a special effort produced a mutually

convenient date, and the two boys appeared eager for their dinner and

obviously ready to be entertained.

Philip Thatcher carried himself better than his friend, and seemed

older. His work on the crew had developed his frame and given him a

poise which does not come to those college students who watch athletic

sports from the side-lines. He had represented his university in

competition, and this responsibility showed itself to his advantage.

Those same "animal spirits" which gave Billy his boyish manner found a

natural outlet, in Philip's case, during the hours of physical athletic

training. His face was more his father's than like Mrs. Thatcher's; yet

at times Huntington discovered expressions or mannerisms resembling his

sister, which was enough to add to the interest he had already taken in

the boy.

"Hello, Uncle Monty!" Billy announced their arrival. "We've come in to

eat ourselves out of shape."

When this operation had been performed, and the coffee period took them

back to the library, Huntington settled down to the real purpose of the

evening.

"Philip," he said, "there is a man coming to visit me next week whom I

want you to know and who wants to know you. He is an unusual character.

I wish you would show him something of what Harvard life is to-day, and

when you get acquainted tell me what you think of him."

"I should be glad to meet any friend of yours, Mr. Huntington," the boy

answered.

"He has a greater claim on you than simply as my friend," Huntington

continued. "He was also a friend of your mother's, years ago, and while

we were in Bermuda he showed us all a great deal of attention. He lives

there."

"You mean that Hamlen chap?" Billy asked. "Is he really coming here?

He's a dead one!"

"Don't let Billy's remarks prejudice you, Philip," Huntington urged.

"Hamlen is a classmate of mine who has passed through some unfortunate

experiences. He has lived by himself ever since he graduated, seeing

hardly any one, and he will find much that is unusual when he returns to

Boston and Cambridge after his long exile. He is a real man, Philip, and

I want you to help me bring him back into the present again. Will you do

it?"

"I'll try,--gladly," was the hearty answer. "It sounds like a pretty big

contract, but if I can really help I shall be glad to do it."

"I know you will," Huntington said; "I was sure of it."

"Why don't you ask me?" Billy demanded. "Why go out of the family?"

"You may come into it later, but I want his first impressions to be

favorable."

"Stung!" Billy cried, laughing. "But I don't care. I don't care what

happens now, for Phil has asked me to spend the Easter recess with him

in New York, and I shall see Merry again."

"So it is still 'Merry,' is it?" Huntington asked, looking at him with

an expression which any one other than a boy would have noticed. "By

this time I thought there might have been a dozen others."

"Merry is still the one best bet," Billy insisted. "Phil here doesn't

know what a cinch it is to have a sister like that."

"I believe it's because of Merry that you like me," Phil declared, half

seriously.

"Well," Billy said guardedly, "it may have been the fact that you were

her brother that first attracted me--"

"Why, you never saw her until we'd known each other several months--"

"We were acquainted before that," was the admission; "but I really came

to know you after you introduced me to her. That, Phil, was the best

thing you ever did. It was after I met Merry that I discovered that you

were the finest old scout in the world."

"You make me tired!" Philip answered disgustedly. "I never saw any one

so crazy over a girl. There are lots of other things in the world,

Billy, besides girls. I'd hate to think of getting engaged up and having

to train around with just one girl all my life."

"That's because you can't marry Merry,--she's your sister."

"I don't make any exceptions,--Merry's just a girl, like the rest of

them."

"You don't appreciate her, that's all."

"Oh, Merry is all right, of course. She and I have always been good

pals, and we've played together like two boys. She'd make any one a good

wife if he didn't mind being bossed."

Huntington listened to the tilt between the boys with amusement, and yet

with a real feeling of envy. What riches these youths possessed with

life all before them, its mysteries still unexplained, its illusions

still unshattered!

"I thought your sister the finest girl I ever met," he said to Philip,

curious to see what response the boy would make.

"Oh, she wouldn't show that side to you," Philip replied; "it's only

with people her own age."

Huntington winced. There it was again, and again he had brought it upon

himself! To these boys he seemed an antique fossil of humanity, entitled

to respect and veneration! He must appear the same to her. "People of

her own age,"--of course, that was the natural thing as it would appear

to any one. Again he cursed himself inwardly for being fool enough

deliberately to open up the wound.

Billy was delighted to hear his uncle's comment on the girl, and beamed

contentedly.

"You see, Phil," he said, "even Uncle Monty noticed what a corker she

is, and usually he never looks at a girl twice. Uncle Monty is a cynic

on marriage, a woman-hater and all that sort of thing. Yet even he

noticed Merry."

"Don't say that, Billy!" Huntington protested with unusual vehemence.

"But you are," the boy insisted. "The last time I dined here with you

and Mr. Cosden, before you went to Bermuda, I heard you tell him that

many a married man who seemed contented was only resigned."

"That doesn't mean that I'm a 'woman-hater'; I won't stand for it! Be

careful what you say!"

Billy looked at him in amazement. It was a rare thing to see his uncle

ruffled.

"I beg your pardon, Uncle Monty," he apologized. "I didn't intend to

bump any one's feelings. Truly I wasn't joshing at all,--I thought you

meant it! But I'm glad you didn't, for now you'll be more sympathetic

with me, and you can help me a lot."

"All right, boy," Huntington said soberly. "I know you didn't mean

anything by what you said, but marriage is a mighty sacred thing and you

ought not to speak lightly of it."

"How's Mr. Cosden?" Billy asked, eager to get the conversation onto

safer grounds.

"Well and happy; he dined with me last week."

"Say, but he can ride a bicycle!--What did he have against me down at

Bermuda?"

"He said you covered too much territory."

"I don't see where I got in his way, but he was forever butting in on

Merry and me. And the way he hustled me off in that little speed-boat! I

never had any one take such an interest in my getting back to college on

time! That must have cost him quite a bit of kale. I can't understand

it."

"It was because he is so good a friend of mine," Huntington explained.

"He saw a youngster down there who flopped around like a big St. Bernard

pup"--Huntington was gratified that his memory still retained Merry's

simile,--"and he served the best interests of his friend by keeping you

from making a mistake on your latest flop. Doesn't that clear things

up?"

"As clear as mud," Billy grunted. "I guess I need one of those

glass-bottomed boats they use down there to see the spinach and the

gold-fish. I could see the gold-fish all right, but the spinach was on

me.--That reminds me, Uncle Monty, will you lend me a hundred dollars?"

"For what, this time?"

"I want to lend it to Phil,--he's broke because his father has cut down

his allowance."

"Billy!" Philip cried aghast; "I told you that in confidence. I wouldn't

think of borrowing money from Mr. Huntington."

"How in the world do you expect to get a hundred dollars out of me

unless I land Uncle Monty for it?--and he asked, 'for what?' You heard

him."

"It's all right, Phil," Huntington said reassuringly. "Billy doesn't

have any secrets from me because he can't keep them. I would much rather

lend the money to you than to him."

"That isn't fair," Billy protested. "Phil is sure to pay it back, and I

need it."

"I don't know what has happened," Philip explained without paying any

attention to what his friend was trying to say, "but all of a sudden Dad

wrote that I must cut my expenses in two. That's a hard thing to do in a

minute, and I don't see why I should do it anyway, for Dad has all kinds

of money."

"These are hard times in Wall Street, my boy," Huntington answered him,

"and many a rich man's son has to cut his corners. If your father has

written you that I advise you to follow his instructions. He isn't a man

to say it unless he means it.--I'll gladly help you out while you're

getting adjusted."

"Thank you, Mr. Huntington, but perhaps I won't need it. Even cut in two

my allowance is bigger than most of the boys'."

"Fathers are so inconsiderate," Billy yawned; "very few of them

understand their sons."

"A paraphrase of the old saw, Billy," Huntington commented. "To-day we

would say that it is a wise stock which knows its own par."

"Or a wise corn which knows its own popper," laughed Billy.

"Or a wise beast which knows its own fodder," Philip added,--"now we're

all even!"

"Speaking of fodder," Billy said, showing renewed signs of life, "let's

go down to the Copley-Plaza and get something to eat."

"After the dinner you ate?" Huntington demanded.

"That was over two hours ago, and I'm as hollow as a tin can. Come on,

Phil."

"You can't be serious, Billy," insisted Huntington.

"I sure am. Whenever I get a real square feed I have a pain, and

to-night I've felt perfectly comfortable."

"All right, go on if you feel that way," his uncle replied. "Take him

away, Phil, and let him stuff himself until he has a pain! I'll let you

know when Hamlen arrives, and then I'll count on you to help me out.

"Better include me," Billy insisted.

"The next time I ask you to dine with me, young man, I'll thank you to

get filled up at the hotel first!"

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