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"To-day, Connie, is Saturday, to-morrow is the Sabbath, in which we are

not permitted to toil, neither can we spin, and on the day which

followeth we sail," Huntington remarked at luncheon.

Cosden regarded his companion critically. "It doesn't rhyme so I know it

isn't poetry; then it must be Scripture."

"Freely paraphrased, it means that this afternoon is the last

opportunity we shall have to exercise our golf-clubs on Bermudian soil."

"Enough said," Cosden answered sententiously; "I'll be ready whenever

you are. What a relief it will be to play on a real course again when

the season opens at home!"

"I admit that this is the one great deficiency of an otherwise admirably

ordered resort," Huntington agreed. "Still, it is a whole lot better

than no course at all, so let us be philosophers.--I'll be ready in an

hour."

The afternoon's round proved an eventful one to Huntington. Not that his

clubs were under better control, or that he was less penalized by the

atrocious lies encountered so frequently. Not that he succeeded in

defeating his opponent, which was usually the measure of an eventful

day; but he found Cosden in a state of mind which gave him infinite

relief.

The weak spots shown up by the analysis Huntington had made of his

friendship with Cosden caused him real anxiety, explain them as he

would. It was one thing to play with a man three times a week and

another to live with him for a month of consecutive holidays. He had

wondered whether their relations could ever return to what he had

believed them to be before the shock came to his sense of propriety.

Cosden's new state of mind shifted the balance so that the scales hung

even, and the hope thus engendered made him indifferent to sliced

drives, bad lies, or topped approaches. To Huntington, a friendship such

as this had been assumed the proportions of a trust, and to disturb it

was to shake the foundations of his every-day life to a most disquieting

extent.

"This visit to Bermuda hasn't been at all what I expected," Cosden

confided to him; "but I'm inclined to think it has been a success after

all."

"I have found much to interest me here," Huntington admitted.

"Between you and Miss Stevens I've learned a few things about myself I

didn't know before. The experience hasn't been altogether palatable, but

perhaps it will prove salutary."

"That is ancient history now, Connie," Huntington protested, following

his usual custom of avoiding the unpleasant. "Why bring it up again?

Keep your mind on your game."

"It hasn't become ancient history yet," he insisted. "I want you to

understand that I appreciate your friendliness in going out of your way

to say disagreeable things when you thought I needed to hear them. It

isn't every one who would have done it."

"That's all right; now let's forget it."

"I don't want to forget it. In fact I'm particularly keen on remembering

it. I tackled a job before I knew how to handle it, with the inevitable

consequences. Now I think I can come nearer to understanding what the

game is."

He paused long enough to negotiate a particularly difficult stymie which

Huntington had laid him on the third green. As the ball dropped into the

cup he looked up with a satisfied smile.

"You see I can play a game that I do understand, don't you, Monty? I'm

going to play this new game just as well after I'm on to it. You were

right: that little Thatcher girl is all I thought she was, but we are

absolutely unsuited. I had to find it out for myself, but now it is as

clear to me as it has been to you from the beginning. And this isn't the

only thing I've found out."

"The air is pretty clear down here, Connie; one can see a long ways."

"Yes, when he's supplied with a pair of binoculars like you and Miss

Stevens. The thing I can see clearest now is that I'm not ready to marry

any girl just at present."

Huntington stopped as he was about to swing, dropped his club, and

seized Cosden by the shoulders.

"Then you aren't going to desert me!"

"Hold on!" Cosden cried as he released himself; "you're going too fast!

Don't overlook the fact that I said 'just at present.' It may be I

shall never marry, but something tells me that there are wedding-bells

for me before I get through with it. There's no doubt at all, however,

that before that takes place I must acquire some of those flossy things

you've taught me to look for. I'm going to take a few hundred shares in

some humanizing company and see what it does for me. Then I'll find out

just what there is in it, and let the future take care of itself."

Now that Cosden had come to these eminently satisfactory conclusions

Huntington was too wise to offer any advice. His courage rose as this

responsibility rolled away from his overburdened shoulders, and he dared

hope that before he reached New York Mrs. Thatcher would voluntarily

abandon her quixotic notion concerning Merry and Hamlen. This would

leave him free to pull the strings for Billy,--but here he sighed. Could

he hope ever to bring the boy up to the standard he himself would insist

upon before permitting any thought of an alliance? And was the sigh all

because of doubts of Billy? Forty-five must give way to twenty, but he

admitted to himself that the supreme burden of all remained. If some of

those years could only be turned back! But he knew himself now, and in

that knowledge rested power.

Sunday dawned bright and clear, one of those superlative days which

Bermuda produces now and then as an aggravation to her departing

visitors, and to demonstrate that she herself can improve even upon her

own perfection. Those who had planned to devote the morning to packing

against the morrow's sailing found the voice of duty too weak to make

itself heard above the irresistible call to the open. Mr. and Mrs.

Thatcher seized the opportunity to drive again to Harrington Sound,

Merry and Huntington took a final walk to Elba Beach, while Cosden

insisted that Edith Stevens permit him to escort her to the Barracks and

the band concert. This left Ricky Stevens entirely out in the cold, but

he was so accustomed to it that he did not even notice that it had

happened again. Cheerfully lighting a cigarette, after the others had

departed, and swinging his stick with an energy deserving of better

things, he devoted the morning to making a final round of the

tobacco-shops, laying in a huge amount of additional smoking materials.

By afternoon all were again united, and set off together for Hamlen's

villa. Their host elected to receive them in the garden instead of at

the house, and as the guests passed through the rustic arbor, vivid in

the coloring of the _poinsettia_ which bore it down, each felt in

varying degree the dramatic effect of the reception. Hamlen stepped

quietly forward to receive them, clad in the familiar white doe-skin

suit which was never so effective as against its present background. His

manner was courtly, but the reserve his friends had seen broken down

during their visit again possessed him, and his face, even when he

smiled to welcome them, was reminiscent of some great renunciation.

"Forgive me for not meeting you when you first drove up," Hamlen said to

Marian. "In my sentimentality I preferred to greet you here. These

trees, these shrubs, these flowers," he indicated, "I planted one by

one. I tended them in their infancy, I have watched them in their

growth. To me they have personalities as much as human beings. They

represent my family, they are all I have, and, as I told you yesterday,

I want them to join me in this last meeting before you depart and leave

us to ourselves."

Their host's attitude was not fully appreciated except by the three who

knew him best, so it was natural that by degrees the party separated in

such a way that Mrs. Thatcher, Merry and Huntington were left with him

while the others explored the grounds in greater detail.

"For the first time in my life, Marian," Hamlen said, "I shall regret to

see a steamer pass my Point and leave me cut off from the world. As I

told you, always before I have gloried in it. To-morrow--"

"We shall be waving to you to-morrow, Philip, and wishing you were with

us."

"It won't be long," Huntington added, "before you will be on one of

those same steamers on your way to us."

"I hope so," was the non-committal reply.

"We do want you, all of us," Merry smiled persuadingly. "We have come to

know each other so well here that we shall miss not being where we can

run in to disturb you in your work."

"I shall miss those interruptions too, and the work will be all I

shall have to fall back upon. Somehow," he added, turning to

Huntington,--"somehow I haven't been able to do the same work since you

have been here. I don't understand it. I have been happier during these

weeks than in all the years which preceded them, yet my work has not

been so good. Why is it?"

"The reason is obvious," Huntington answered quietly, but with a degree

of satisfaction in his tone. "In what you say I find a pledge that you

will come to us. Our visit, Hamlen, has disturbed the equilibrium of

your life; it can never be the same again. Your work now is not so good

because your mind has found a new horizon, and refuses to confine itself

within the narrow compass which it had before. You can't do as good work

again until your life finds new anchorage. Then you will reach heights

beyond your dreams; but it will be through your friends that the new

anchorage will come. We can afford to be patient, Hamlen, for you must

surely turn to us; you cannot avoid it no matter how hard you try."

Huntington's magnetic voice affected Hamlen as deeply as his words. His

vision seemed so clear, his domination so complete that it startled the

weaker man. Mrs. Thatcher and Merry knew at that moment that, if he

chose, Huntington could have compelled Hamlen to follow him to the ends

of the earth; and the response their host made showed that he recognized

it too.

"You won't force me, Huntington?" he appealed.

"It must come only when you wish it," was the reassuring reply; "but

when that moment does arrive, know well, dear friend, how hearty a

welcome awaits you."

Hamlen took his hand in both his own and gazed for a long moment into

Huntington's face. "Classmate--friend," was all he said, but those who

heard the words knew them to be enough.

As they mixed again with the others, and the conversation became more

general, the seriousness of Hamlen's earlier bearing partially wore

away, relieving the unnatural tension which had almost turned an

informal social function into the observance of a religious rite. Then

the shadows lengthened, and two of the servants brought out a rustic

table laden with eatables, with a huge bowl of strawberries as a

centerpiece. There was no need of decoration beyond its cut-glass and

rare china, for each dish was a selected masterpiece.

"A Class Day spread in February!" Merry exclaimed enthusiastically. "How

we shall miss these strawberries when we get home!"

"'Strawberries may come and strawberries may go, but prunes go on

forever,'" Cosden added, glancing at Edith for approval.

The whole experience affected Mrs. Thatcher deeply. She saw the Hamlen

of her youth full of promise and ambition, she saw the Hamlen of to-day

bound hand and foot in the bonds of his false sophistry. What would he

have been had she not broken her word to him? She was vaguely conscious

that her present emotion was deeper than any she had ever been called

upon to feel for her husband or for her children; she half-sensed the

fact that previously her deepest feelings had been for herself. Now she

felt a sympathy which demanded restitution, and the impulse must be

worthy since it was for the happiness of some one other than herself. Of

course, Merry should not be coerced against her will,--but if it could

only be!

Every episode, however epochful, must end, and Marian rose at length,

indicating that the good-byes must be spoken.

"You'll be down to see us off, Philip?" she asked.

"No," he answered unexpectedly; "if you will excuse me I should prefer

to watch you from my Point up there. I want you to remember me amid my

own surroundings, rather than as a part of something to which I don't

belong."

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Next morning, as the little tender passed Spanish Point, carrying its

passengers to the "Arcadian," three persons stood in the stern waving to

a solitary figure standing erect and motionless. When he made out the

greetings from the boat he raised his arm high above his head and held

it there, like a Roman of old, in stately recognition. He gave no sign

that he saw their further salutes, yet they knew he could not fail to

see them. They remained there until the figure became smaller and

smaller, and then finally was cut off altogether by a turn in their

course.

"This is too much for me!" Mrs. Thatcher cried suddenly, as if

apologizing for the break in her voice. "If I don't get my mind on

something else I shall burst into tears! I'm going forward with the

others."

Merry and Huntington still lingered, hoping that they might catch one

more glimpse of the solitary watcher; but in vain. When the girl turned

toward him Huntington saw that tears glistened in her eyes.

"That is the most pathetic figure I have ever seen!"

Huntington made no answer, but at that moment he became conscious that

he was holding a small hand tightly grasped within his own. Impulsively

he raised it to his lips, then he as suddenly released it.

"To seal our friendship," he explained consciously, "at this crisis in

the life of one who has been the means of bringing us together. I owe

him much for that!"

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