VII

Ebenezer Rule had meant to go to the City before cold weather came. He

had there a small and decent steam-warmed flat where he boiled his own

eggs and made his own coffee, read his newspapers and kept his counsel,

descending nightly to the ground-floor café to dine on ambiguous dishes

at tables of other bank swallows who nested in the same cliff. But as

the days went by, he found himself staying on in Old Trail Town, with

this excuse and that, offered by himself to himself. As, for example,

that in the factory there were old account books that he must go

through. And having put off this task from day to day and finding at

last nothing more to dally with, he set out one morning for the ancient

building down in that part of the village which was older than the rest

and was where his business was conducted when it was conducted.

It had snowed in the night, and Buff Miles, who drove the village

snowplow, was also driver of "the 'bus." So on the morning after a

snowfall, the streets always lay buried thick until after the 8.10

Express came in; and since on the morning following a snowfall the 8.10

Express was always late, Old Trail Town lay locked in a kind of circular

argument, and everybody stayed indoors or stepped high through drifts.

The direct way to the factory was virtually untrodden, and Ebenezer made

a detour through the business street in search of some semblance of a

"track."

The light of a Winter morning is not kind, only just. It is just to the

sky and discovers it to be dominant; to trees, and their lines are seen

to be alive, like leaves; to folk, and no disguise avails. Summer gives

complements and accessories to the good things in a human face. Winter

affords nothing save disclosure. In the uncompromising cleanness of that

wash of Winter light, Ebenezer Rule was himself, for anybody to see.

Looking like countless other men, lean, alert, preoccupied, his tall

figure stooped, his smooth, pale face like a photograph too much

retouched, this commonplace man took his place in the day almost as one

of its externals. With that glorious pioneer trio, mineral, vegetable

and animal; and with intellect, that worthy tool, he did his day's work.

His face was one that had never asked itself, say, of a Winter morning:

_What else?_ And the Winter light searched him pitilessly to find that

question somewhere in him.

Before the Simeon Buck North American Dry Goods Exchange, Simeon Buck

himself had just finished shoveling his walk, and stood wiping his snow

shovel with an end of his muffler. When he saw Ebenezer, he shook the

muffler at him, and then, over his left shoulder, jabbed the air with

his thumb.

"Look at here," he said, his head reënforcing his gesture toward his

show window, "look what I done this morning. Nice little touch--eh?"

In the show window of the Exchange--Dry Goods Exchange was just the name

of it for the store carried everything--a hodgepodge of canned goods,

lace curtains, kitchen utensils, wax figures, and bird cages had been

ranged round a center table of golden oak. On the table stood a figure

that was as familiar to Old Trail Town as was its fire engine and its

sprinkling cart. Like these, appearing intermittently, the figure had

seized on the imagination of the children and grown in association until

it belonged to everybody, by sheer use and wont. It was a _papier-mâché_

Santa Claus, three feet high, white-bearded, gray-gowned, with tall

pointed cap--rather the more sober Saint Nicholas of earlier days than

the rollicking, red-garbed Saint Nick of now. Only, whereas for years he

had graced the window of the Exchange, bearing over his shoulder a

little bough of green for a Christmas tree, this season he stood

treeless, and instead bore on his shoulder a United States flag. On a

placard below him Simeon had laboriously lettered:--

High Cost of Living

and too much fuss

Makes Folks want a

Sane Christmas

Me Too. S. C.

"Ain't that neat?" said Simeon.

Ebenezer looked. "What's the flag for?" he inquired dryly.

"Well," said Simeon, "he had to carry something. I thought of a toy

gun--but that didn't seem real appropriate. A Japanese umbrella wasn't

exactly in season, seems though. A flag was about the only thing I could

think of to have him hold. A flag is always kind of tasty, don't you

think?"

"Oh, it's harmless," Ebenezer said, "harmless."

"No hustling business," Simeon pursued, "can be contented with just

_not_ doing something. It ain't enough not to have no Christmas. You've

got to find something that'll express nothing, and express it forcible.

In business, a minus sign," said Simeon, "is as good as a plus, if you

can keep it whirling round and round."

This Ebenezer mulled and chuckled over as he went on down the street. He

wondered what the Emporium would do to keep up with the Exchange. But in

the Emporium window there was nothing save the usual mill-end display

for the winter white goods sale.

Ebenezer opened the store door and put his head in.

"Hey," he shouted at Abel, back at the desk, "can't you keep up with

Simeon's window?"

Abel came down the aisle between the lengths of white stuff plaited into

folds at either side. The fire had just been kindled in the stove, and

the air in the store was still frosty. Abel, in his overcoat, was

blowing on his fingers.

"I ain't much of any heart to," said he, "but the night before Christmas

I guess'll do about right for mine."

"What'll you put up?" Ebenezer asked, closing the door behind him.

"Well, sir," said Abel, "I ain't made up my mind full yet. But I'll be

billblowed if I'm going to let Christmas go by without saying something

about it in the window."

"Night before Christmas'll be too late to advertise anything," said

Ebenezer. "If I was in trade," he said, half closing his eyes, "I'd fill

my window up with useful articles--caps and mittens and stockings and

warm underwear and dishes and toothbrushes. And I'd say: 'Might as well

afford these on what you saved out of Christmas.' You'd ought to get all

the advertising you can out of any situation."

Abel shook his head.

"I ain't much on such," he said lightly--and then looked intently at

Ebenezer. "Jenny's been buying quite a lot here for her Christmas," he

said.

Ebenezer was blank. "Jenny?" he said. "Jenny Wing? I heard she was here.

I ain't seen her. Is she bound to keep Christmas anyhow?"

"Just white goods, it was," said Abel, briefly.

Ebenezer frowned his lack of understanding.

"I shouldn't think her and Bruce had much of anything to buy anything

with," he said. "I s'pose you know," he added, "that Bruce, the young

beggar, quit working for me in the City after the--the failure? Threw up

his job with me, and took God knows what to do."

Abel nodded gravely. All Old Trail Town knew that, and honoured Bruce

for it.

"Headstrong couple," Ebenezer added. "So Jenny's bent on having

Christmas, no matter what the town decides, is she?" he added, "it's

like her, the minx."

"I don't think it was planned that way," Abel said simply; "she's only

buying white goods," he repeated. And, Ebenezer still staring, "Surely

you know what Jenny's come home for?" Abel said.

A moment or two later Ebenezer was out on the street again, his face

turned toward the factory. He was aware that Abel caught open the door

behind him and called after him, "Whenever you get ready to sell me that

there star glass, you know...." Ebenezer answered something, but his

responses were so often guttural and indistinguishable that his will to

reply was regarded as nominal, anyway. He also knew that now, just

before him, Buff Miles was proceeding with the snowplow, cutting a firm,

white way, smooth and sparkling for soft treading, momentarily bordered

by a feathery flux, that tumbled and heaped and then lay quiet in a

glitter of crystals. But his thought went on without these things and

without his will.

Bruce's baby! It would be a Rule, too.... the third generation, the

third generation. And accustomed as he was to relate every experience to

himself, measure it, value it by its own value to him, the effect of his

reflection was at first single: The third generation of Rules. _Was he

as old as that?_

It seemed only yesterday that Bruce had been a boy, in a blue necktie to

match his eyes, and shoes which for some reason he always put on wrong,

so that the buttons were on the inside. Bruce's baby. Good heavens! It

had been a shock when Bruce graduated from the high school, a shock when

he had married, but his baby ... it was incredible that he himself

should be so old as that.

... This meant, then, that if Malcolm had lived, Malcolm might have had

a child now....

Ebenezer had not meant to think that. It was as if the Thought came and

spoke to him. He never allowed himself to think of that other life of

his, when his wife, Letty, and his son Malcolm had been living. Nobody

in Old Trail Town ever heard him speak of them or had ever been answered

when Ebenezer had been spoken to concerning them. A high white shaft in

the cemetery marked the two graves. All about them doors had been

closed. But with the thought of this third generation, the doors all

opened. He looked along ways that he had forgotten.

As he went he was unconscious, as he was always unconscious, of the

little street. He saw the market square, not as the heart of the town,

but as a place for buying and selling, and the little shops were to him

not ways of providing the town with life, but ways of providing their

keepers with a livelihood. Beyond these was a familiar setting, arranged

that day with white background and heaped roofs and laden boughs, the

houses standing side by side, like human beings. There they were, like

the chorus to the thing he was thinking about. They were all thinking

about it, too. Every one of them knew what he knew. Yet he never saw the

bond, but he thought they were only the places where men lived who had

been his factory hands and would be so yet if he had not cut them away:

Ben Torrey, shoveling off his front walk with his boy sweeping behind

him; August Muir, giving his little girl a ride on the snow shovel;

Nettie Hatch, clearing the ice out of her mail box, while her

sister--the lame one--watched from her chair by the window, interested

as in a real event. Ebenezer spoke to them from some outpost of

consciousness which his thought did not pass. The little street was not

there, as it was never there for him, as an entity. It was merely a

street. And the little town was not an entity. It was merely where he

lived. He went behind Buff Miles and the snowplow--as he always went--as

if space had been created for folk to live in one at a time, and as if

this were his own turn.

When he reached the bend from the Old Trail to the road where the

factory was, he understood at last that he had been hearing a song sung

over a great many times.

"... One for the way it all begun,

Two for the way it all has run,

What three'll be for I do forget,

But what's to be has not been yet....

So holly and mistletoe,

So holly and mistletoe,

So holly and mistletoe,

Over and over and over, oh."

Buff, who was singing it, looked over his shoulder, and nodded.

"They said you can't have no Christmas on Christmas Day," he observed,

grinning, "but I ain't heard nothing to prevent singing Christmas carols

right up to the day that is the day."

Ebenezer halted.

"How old are you?" he abruptly demanded of Buff--whom he had known from

Buff's boyhood.

"Thirty-three," said Buff, "dum it."

"You and Bruce about the same age, ain't you?" said Ebenezer.

Buff nodded.

"Well," said Ebenezer, "well...." and stood looking at him. Malcolm

would have been his age, too.

"Going down to the factory, are you?" Buff said. "Wait a bit. I'll hike

on down ahead of you."

He turned the snowplow down the factory road, as if he were making a

triumphal progress, fashioning his snow borders with all the freedom of

some sculpturing wind on summer clouds.

"One for the way it all begun,

Two for the way it all has run...."

he sang to the soft push and thud and clank of his going. He swept a

circle in front of the little house that was the factory office, as if

he had prepared the setting for a great event; and Ebenezer, following

in the long, bright path, stepped into the hall of the house.

For thirty years he had been accustomed to enter the little house with

his mind ready to receive its interior of desks and shelves and safes

and files. To-day, quite unexpectedly, as he opened the door, the thing

that was in his mind was a hall stair with a red carpet, and a parlour

adjoining with figured stuff at the windows and a coal fire in the

stove.... And thirty-five years ago it had been that way, when he and

his wife and child had lived in the little house where his business was

then just starting at a machine set up in the woodshed. As his project

had grown and his factory had arisen in the neighbouring lots, the

family had moved farther up in the town. Remembrance had been divorced

from this place for decades. To-day, without warning, it waited for him

on the threshold.

He had asked his bookkeeper to meet him there, but the man had not yet

arrived. So Ebenezer himself kindled a fire in the rusty office stove,

in the room where the figured curtains had been. The old account books

that he wanted were not here on the shelves, nor in the cupboards of the

cold adjoining rooms. They dated so far back that they had been filed

away upstairs. He had not been upstairs in years, and his first impulse

was to send his bookkeeper, when he should appear. But this, after all,

was not Ebenezer's way; and he went up the stairs himself.

Each upper room was like some one unconscious in stupor or death, and

still as distinct in personality as if in some ancient activity. There

was the shelf he had put up in their room, the burned place on the floor

where he had tipped over a lamp, tattered shreds of the paper she had

hung to surprise him, the little storeroom which they had cleared out

for Malcolm when he was old enough, and whose door had had to be kept

closed because innumerable uncaged birds lived there....

When he had gone through the piles of account books in a closet and

those he sought were not found among them, he remembered the trunkful up

in the tiny loft. He let down from the passage ceiling the ladder he had

once hung there, and climbed up to the little roof recess.

Light entered through four broken panes of skylight. It fell in a faint

rug on the dusty floor. The roof sloped sharply, and the trunks and

boxes had been pressed back to the rim of the place. Ebenezer put his

hands out, groping. They touched an edge of something that swayed. He

laid hold of it and drew it out and set down on the faint rug of light

a small wooden hobbyhorse.

He stood staring at it, remembering it as clearly as if some one had set

before him the old white gate which he bestrode in his own boyhood. It

was Malcolm's hobbyhorse, dappled gray, the tail and the mane missing

and the paint worn off--and tenderly licked off--his nose. When they had

moved to the other house, he had bought the boy a pony, and this horse

had been left behind. Something else stirred in his memory, the name by

which Malcolm had used to call his hobbyhorse, some ringing name ... but

he had forgotten. He thrust the thing back where it had been and went on

with his search for the account books.

By the time he had found them and had got down again in the office, the

bookkeeper was there, keeping up the fire and uttering, with some

acumen, comments on the obvious aspects of the weather, of the climate,

of the visible universe. The bookkeeper was a young man, very ready to

agree with Ebenezer for the sake of future favour, but with the

wistfulness of all industrial machines constructed by men from human

potentialities. Also, he had a cough and thin hands and a little family

and no job.

"Get to work on this book," Ebenezer bade him; "it's the one that began

the business."

The man opened the book, put it to his nearsighted eyes, frowned, and

glanced up at Ebenezer.

"I don't think it seems...." he began doubtfully.

"Well, don't think," said Ebenezer, sharply; "that's not needful. Read

the first entries."

[Illustration: "ACROSS THE STILL FIELDS CAME FLASHING THE POINT OF

FLAME"]

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