LOVE'S YOUNG DREAM
The Colester folk were certainly pleased that Mr Pratt had adorned their
beloved chapel with so magnificent a gift. They unbent so far as to
smile when they curtsied or touched their hats, but did not take him to
their bosoms. However, Pratt saw that he had made a step forward in
their affections, and professed himself well pleased. "Rome was not
built in a day," said he, philosophically.
Mr Tempest installed the cup on the altar, where it glittered in front
of the crucifix. It was an object of wonder and reverence to the simple
villagers, and the vicar himself was no less pleased. Its weight, the
beauty of the workmanship, and the splendour of the jewels, filled him
with joy, and he came to regard the pagan vessel--as it undoubtedly
was--as a kind of Holy Grail. Having made some such reference to it, the
sexton Baker, an inquisitive octogenarian, wanted to know what the Holy
Grail was. Forthwith Mr Tempest prepared a lecture, compounded of
Mallory's prose work and Tennyson's poetical interpretation. This he
delivered in the village schoolroom, and had the sacred cup placed on
the table before him, so that his hearers might have the significance of
the gift borne home to them. Pearl heard the lecture, and so much of it
as her poor wits took in led her to look upon the cup as the very vessel
itself mentioned in the poem. To Pearl the Pagan cup, as Frank Hale
called it, was the veritable vessel from which the Master had drunk at
that last sad feast. And no argument could shake this belief when she
once got it into her head.
"So ridiculous," said Mrs Jeal, sniffing. "I daresay Mr Pratt bought it
in London. He is clever at inventing stories," whereupon Pearl flew into
such a rage that the elder woman never ventured to hint a doubt of the
cup. In her own queer way, and that was none of the most righteous, Mrs
Jeal was fond of Pearl. It is true that she regarded her as a half-baked
natural, but she would never let anyone but herself say so. Mrs Jeal was
superstitious, and kept Pearl in her humble cottage as a kind of
talisman against evil. Probably she felt it necessary for her to have
some pure and innocent thing beside her. The Colester people never
thought of this. They regarded Mrs Jeal as a hard-working, honest woman.
She was certainly all that, and more. What the "more" was Mrs Jeal never
explained. She was well able to hold her tongue.
Meanwhile the cup stood on the altar, and Pearl frequently stared at it
on her knees, dreaming Heaven knows what dreams, as its beauty flashed
in the sunlight. She attended to her duties as usual, and the vicar had
no reason to complain that the decking of the altar suffered. But the
insane girl passed hours before the cup, drinking in its lovely colour
and beauty of form. It was to her a kind of fetish, and she resented it
being touched even when Mr Tempest used it for the purpose for which it
had been presented. Pratt, hearing this, laughed, and was a little
touched. He was sorry for the girl, and pleased that he had been the
means of introducing a new element of beauty into her life.
One day while Pearl was on her knees with clasped hands, Sybil entered
the chapel. She had come here to meet Leo, for owing to the vigilance of
Mrs Gabriel, a meeting was not easily arranged. Whenever Leo and Sybil
were together, they would be joined by Mrs Gabriel, by Frank Hale or by
Edith. It was no use resenting this addition to the company, for the
inconvenient third would never take the hint. Consequently Leo met Sybil
by stealth, and as those who interfered rarely came to the chapel save
on Sunday, it was the chapel they chose for their meeting-place.
Certainly Pearl was always haunting the shrine, but she gave them no
trouble.
Although the day was warm, Pearl had draped a shawl of white Chinese
crape over her shoulders. This was a present from Mrs Jeal, who had many
such beautiful things, although she would never say how she came by
them. The girl still wore her favourite green dress and the straw hat,
which had a fresh wreath of oak leaves round it. Every day the wreath
was renewed, and some significance was attached to it by the wearer
which was not understood by her friends. With her eyes fixed on the cup,
and her hands clasped on her knee, she knelt on the lower step of the
altar with a wrapt expression and moving lips.
"And the foundations of the wall of the city were garnished with all
manner of precious stones," she murmured, and went on with the verse
enumerating the gems. Pearl knew much of the Bible by heart, and
frequently recited long passages to herself. But, like a parrot, she
could never be got to speak when she was wanted, and few knew the extent
of her knowledge. Sybil overheard the words, and guessed that the poor
creature applied them to the cup.
A strong ray of sunlight streamed in through a small plain glass window
in the chancel. It struck with a golden glory on the altar, and in its
burning light the cup flashed with many hues. The gems with which it was
adorned shot sparks of rainbow fire--the green or the emerald, the fiery
red of the ruby, the amethyst, purple in colour as a ripe grape, and
above all the fierce flash of a diamond that was in front of the vessel
immediately above the Latin inscription. Sybil did not wonder that Pearl
had a passion for the cup. It looked a singularly beautiful object
glowing in the splendour of the sunlight, and might well have been the
Holy Grail, as Pearl thought it was.
"What is it, Pearl?" she asked, drawing near, but speaking low so as not
to disturb the girl. For Pearl was like a wild animal, and shrank away
even at the slightest sound. And even as she spoke the sunlight passed
away.
"It is gone, gone!" cried Pearl, rising with a wild look. "The Master
has withdrawn His presence. I would that I could take it out where His
sun would ever shine. Did you see the angels, Miss Sybil?"
"What angels, Pearl?"
"In the beam of the Master's glory. They ascended and descended like the
angels of Jacob's dream. From the holy cup a shining pathway went up to
heaven, and now it is gone."
"The shining pathway will be there again at this same hour to-morrow,"
said Sybil, comforting the girl.
"But it endures only for a little while," sighed Pearl. "Oh, why doesn't
the Master take His cup into the bright sunshine where it could grow
warm and rejoice in the glory of day? And the sun would make it glitter
like a thousand fires, nor would the moon withhold her light."
"It is better here in this sacred place, Pearl."
"The roof shuts out the light, Miss Sybil." And the girl looked at the
great cup, now dull and colourless like a dead thing. "Only in the
sunshines does the Master put out His hand to grasp His cup."
"It is not the real cup, Pearl," said Sybil, incautiously.
"How dare you say so?" shrieked the girl, tearing herself away from
Sybil's grasp. "The vicar said it was the cup of the Master. I doubt you
are one of the evil things its presence makes to fear," and with an
indignant look Pearl moved swiftly down the aisle, murmuring as she
went. At the door she broke into a jubilant chant, and Sybil gathered
that she was recalling some lines of Tennyson which the vicar had
repeated in his lecture:--
"Oh, yet methought I saw the Holy Grail,
All palled in crimson samite, and around
Great angels, awful shapes, and wings and eyes."
Half singing, half reciting, she passed out of the door and brushed by
Leo, who entered at the moment. Like a shadow she faded out of the
church, and left him staring after her. But high and sweet in the
distance rose her voice, singing like a lark.
"What's the matter with her now?" asked Leo as Sybil met him.
"Nothing much. She has a belief that yonder cup is the veritable Holy
Grail, and when I suggested that it was not she grew angry. But what a
memory she has!" added Sybil, linking her arm within that of Leo. "Did
you hear her recite Tennyson's lines? Well, she only heard them once
before."
"I daresay. But she cannot read, and those who can't read have always a
marvelous memory. But the wonder to me is that her poor, cracked brain
can hold anything. I know she's mad about the Grail, as she called that
cup. Mrs Jeal told me that Pearl expects the cup will some day be
snatched up to heaven to be used there. Poor soul!"
"It is a sweet belief, though," murmured Sybil; then, after a pause, she
drew Leo into the side chapel where the crusaders were set stiffly on
their tombs. "We are safe here, Leo. No one will come. Sit down beside
this pillar and let us talk. We have much to say to one another."
"And nothing very pleasant," sighed Leo, as he sat down, and slipped his
arm round the girl's waist. "Oh, Sybil, how foolish I have been getting
into debt and quarrelling with Mrs Gabriel! It will end with my going
away to the war. Indeed, I intended to have gone this week, only I could
not leave you, and besides--" Here Leo hesitated.
"What is it?" she asked, noticing that he looked nervous.
"There is a chance of my debts being paid."
"Mrs Gabriel?"
"No, indeed. At first she said she would pay. Now she has changed her
mind. But Hale has offered to lend me the money."
Sybil looked anxious. "I don't like that," she said decidedly. "It is
not like him to be so generous."
"My dear," said Leo, taking her hand, "you are too hard upon poor Frank.
I have known him now for many years, and it is reasonable enough that he
should be willing to help an old playfellow."
"It is not like him," insisted Miss Tempest. "I hope he is not laying a
trap for you, Leo. He is spiteful enough to do that."
"And when he has caught me in his trap, Sybil?"
She shook her head. "It is easy laughing, but I don't like your
accepting a favour from that cross-grained little man."
"You are uncharitable, my dear."
"I don't want to be. I am sure I am sorry poor Sir Frank is so
afflicted, but I really wish he had a sweeter nature. Besides," her eyes
fell and she began to play with a button on Leo's coat, "he is--I
think--too fond of me."
"Can anyone be too fond of you?" asked Haverleigh, not taking in the
real significance of this remark.
"You do not understand, Leo. I mean that I think he intends to ask me to
be his wife. Now don't be angry, for I am not sure if he will. It is
only a kind of instinct I have that such is his intention."
Haverleigh, confident in his good looks and virile strength, laughed
good-humouredly. "I am not angry, my dear. The idea of that wretched
little creature thinking of marriage!"
"Who is uncharitable now, Mr Haverleigh?"
The young man laughed. "Fairly hit," he said; "but really, Sybil, I
don't think you need trouble about Hale. No man of his build and
weakness would insult a woman by asking her hand in marriage. He is a
queer little creature, but for all his cross-grained temper his heart is
in the right place. I am sorry for him, and I feel his kindness in
offering to help me. To be sure he is well off, but the kindness is all
the same."
"And what about his sister? She is in love with you."
"So Mrs Gabriel says," responded Leo, coolly. "But that is all
nonsense--much the same as your suspicions of Hale. Why, the girl never
opens her mouth to me; she only looks and looks."
"With her soul in her eyes!"
"It must be a dull soul then, for I see no gleam in those eyes of hers."
"You are most unsuspicious, Leo," said Sybil at length. "I have a kind
of feeling that we are on the eve of some trouble. Have you noticed that
until we found out this quiet spot Mrs Gabriel or Sir Frank and his
sister always joined us?"
"I noticed that, but it meant nothing." Leo paused and then continued,
"I know that my mother wants me to marry Edith, but I told her plainly
that I would not, and she has agreed to let me have my own way."
"That is not like her," said Sybil, after a pause. "She always wants to
have _her_ own way."
"I think she is beginning to find me one too many for her, my love. It
is this way, Sybil. I told her that if she went on treating me so badly
I would enlist. That frightened her, and she has been kinder since."
"I don't trust her, no more than I do Sir Frank. Are you going to take
this money?"
"As a loan I am, but I hope to pay it back."
"How are you going to manage?"
"Oh, Pratt has promised to make it right with my mother. He has a
wonderful influence with her. You know he has been her friend for years,
and she has great reliance on his judgment. I told him all my trouble,
and he has promised to help me. It is not the first time he has done so,
Sybil. Several times last year he lent me money."
"I know he is a kind man," said Sybil; "but, Leo, I do wish you--"
He stopped her mouth with a kiss. "I know what you are going to say,"
was his half-laughing, half-serious remark, "and, indeed, my love, I am
not worthy of you. But now I am a man, and I intend to put away all
childish things--by which I mean the follies of youth. I have done
nothing very wrong, Sybil. Indeed, my wickedness has been of the mildest
description. I understood Mrs Gabriel to say that I was her heir, and so
I thought I had a right to spend money. I overstepped the mark, and I
own my fault. I should have been more sensible, but, indeed, Sybil, it
is difficult for a man brought up in luxury to know when to stop. If my
home had only been made more attractive to me, I should never have
behaved so foolishly. But that page of my life is turned down now. It
will close with the payment of this three hundred pounds, and henceforth
I shall try and deserve your love."
"That is right, darling. But don't you think it would be better to get
Mr Pratt to see your mother and induce her to give you the money than
take it from Sir Frank?"
"No, my dear," said Leo, decidedly; "if my mother thinks that I am able
to pay the money myself, she will be afraid lest she will lose me
altogether and be more amenable to reason. I have arranged it all with
Pratt. Hale is to lend me the money next week. I pay my debts. Then I
shall get him to speak to Mrs Gabriel."
"Does Mr Pratt know that Sir Frank proposes to lend you the money?"
"No; I did not tell him that at Frank's special request. I merely said
that I would put off paying the matter for a month. In the meantime he
will speak to my mother."
"It seems all wrong," said Sybil, with a sigh. "I can't help thinking
that you are behaving foolishly."
"I hope not, Sybil. But I must manage Mrs Gabriel somehow. I cannot have
her treating me so badly. Sometimes she really seems to hate me. When my
debts are paid I shall look about and see what I can do to earn my own
living. I am half inclined to enlist in the Yeomanry."
"Leo! Leo! Don't do that!" Sybil seized his arm. "I should lose you."
"My dear, it is the only thing I am fit for. My mother would not let me
have a profession, and I am not clever enough to make money. I should
have gone into the army long ago. Indeed, it was my wish, only Mrs
Gabriel would not consent. I think my father must have come of a
fighting stock, Sybil, as I feel so inclined to be a soldier."
"The Haverleighs were always simple country squires, Leo. I have heard
my father speak of them often. There were no soldiers amongst them!"
"Then I don't know where my aunt got her fierceness. By the way, Sybil,
don't you get mixed by the many different ways I refer to that lady; I
call her my mother, my aunt, and very often Mrs Gabriel."
"I think the last name suits her best," said Sybil, "she is such a hard
woman. Still, she has been kind to you, Leo."
"I don't quite agree with you there," he answered a trifle bitterly. "If
she took me in, she has made me feel my position. No, Sybil, I hope in
some way to make a position for myself. Then Mrs Gabriel may be proud of
me. At present I am only an object of her charity. Let me go for a
soldier, my darling."
"You must wait for a time, Leo," entreated Sybil. "If you are really
bent upon enlisting, I shall not try and dissuade you. But, oh! how
unhappy I shall be when you are in South Africa!"
"Come, come, you will never do for a soldier's wife. Is it not better
for me to be fighting for my country than staying here eating the bread
of idleness? I am sure you would be prouder of me dead on the
battlefield than to see me a hanger-on here."
"Yes," said Sybil bravely, "I should."
"In that case I shall enlist." And after taking her in his arms, he
kissed her tenderly. "I shall be here for another week. Let us make the
best of our time."
Hand in hand they passed from the chapel, but at the door they suddenly
separated. Mrs Gabriel was coming up the steps, and cast a cold smile at
the pair. "I want to see you, Leo, when you can spare the time," she
said.
"I will come with you now," said Haverleigh. "And you, Sybil?"
"I want to find Pearl Darry," said Miss Tempest; "she is offended with
me, and I must make my peace with her. Good-day, Mrs Gabriel!"
"Good-day!" said Mrs Gabriel in her stiffest manner. Then, as Leo walked
down the road beside her, back to the castle, she added, "I understand
that you are engaged, Leo, and without my consent?"
"I am sorry you should be vexed," he said formally; "but I cannot
sacrifice my life's happiness even for you."
"Bless the boy! I don't want you to do that," said Mrs Gabriel, sharply.
"And about this enlisting?"
"I intend to enlist."
Mrs Gabriel drew a long breath, and walked on in silence for a few
moments. "Well," she said at length, "I think it is about the best thing
you could do. Your debts?"
"I shall see that they are paid," said Leo, calmly.
"Oh, indeed! And where will you get the money?"
"From a friend."
Mrs Gabriel again became silent. "I don't think you are treating me
altogether fairly, Leo."
"I am willing to do whatever you think best, mother. But I am ashamed to
live on your charity any longer. However, I promise you one thing. I
shall not enlist for at least a month."
Mrs Gabriel laughed silently. Many things might happen in a month.