It was a hot day in the little valley town, the first Thursday in
August, the climax of a drought, with the sun blazing down from dawn
to dusk, and not a cloud, not a vagrant mist, not even the stir of the
impalpable ether, to interpose. The mountains that rimmed the horizon
all around Colbury shimmered azure, through the heated air. No wind
came down those darker indentations that marked ravines. A dazzling,
stifling stillness reigned; yet now and again an eddying cloud of dust
would spring up along the streets, and go whirling up-hill and down,
pausing suddenly, and settling upon the overgrown shrubbery in the
pretty village yards, or on white curtains hanging motionless at the
windows of large, old-fashioned frame houses. Even the shade was hot
with a sort of closeness unknown in the open air, yet as it dwindled
to noontide proportions some alleviation seemed withdrawn; and though
the mercury marked no change, all the senses welcomed the
post-meridian lengthening of the images of bough and bole beneath the
trees, and the fantastic architecture of the shadows of chimney and
gable and dormer-window, elongated out of drawing, stretching across
the grassy streets and ample gardens. There among the grape trellises,
and raspberry bushes, and peach and cherry trees, the locusts chirred
and chirred a tireless, vibrating panegyric on hot weather. The birds
were hushed; sometimes under a clump of matted leaves one of the
feathered gentry might be seen with wings well held out from his
panting sides. The beautiful green beetle, here called the "June-bug,"
hovered about the beds of thyme, its jeweled, enameled green body and
its silver gauze wings flashing in the sun, although June was far down
the revolving year. Blue and lilac lizards basked in the garden walks,
which were cracked by the heat. Little stir was in the streets; the
languid business of a small town was transacted if absolute need
required, and postponed if a morrow would admit of contemplation. The
voters slowly repaired to the polls with a sense of martyrdom in the
cause of party, and the election was passing off in a most orderly
fashion, there being no residuum of energy in the baking town to
render it disorderly or unseemly. Often not a human being was to be
seen, coming or going.
To Theodosia it was all vastly different from the picture she had
projected of Colbury with an election in progress. In interest,
movement, populousness, it did not compare with a county-court day,
which her imagination had multiplied when she estimated the relative
importance of the events. She had made no allowance for the absence of
the country people, specially wont to visit the town when the
quarterly court was in session, but now all dutifully in place voting
in their own remote districts. The dust, the suffocating heat, the
stale, vapid air, the indescribable sense of a lower level--all these
affected her like a veritable burden, accustomed as she was to the
light and rare mountain breeze, to the tempered sun, the mist, and the
cloud. The new and untried conditions of town life trammeled and
constrained her. She had a certain pride, and she feared she
continually offended against the canons of metropolitan taste. In
every passing face she saw surprise, and she fancied contempt. In
every casual laugh she heard ridicule. Her brain was a turmoil of
conflicting anxieties, hopes, resolutions, and in addition these
external demands upon her attention served to intensify her absorbing
emotions and to irritate her nerves rather than to divert or soothe
them. She had escaped from the relative at whose house she was making
a visit, craftily timed to include election day, on the plea that she
wished to see something of the town. "Ye don't live up on the
mounting, Cousin Anice, 'mongst the deer, an' b'ar, an' fox, like me,"
she had said jestingly, "or ye'd want ter view all the town ye kin."
And once outside the shabby little palings, she returned no more for
hours.
Along the scorching streets she wandered, debating within herself
anxious questions which, she felt, affected all her future, and
unfitting herself still further to reach that just and wise conclusion
she desired to compass. She could not altogether abstract her mind,
despite the interests which she had at stake. She noticed that her
unaccustomed feet stumbled over the flag-stones of the pavement--"Fit
fur nothin' but followin' the plough!" she muttered in irritation. She
hesitated at the door of a store, then sidled sheepishly in, tearing
her dress on a nail in a barrel set well in the corner and out of the
way.
But while looking over the pile of goods which she had neither the
wish nor the money to purchase, she could have sunk with shame with
the sudden thought that perhaps it was not the vogue in Colbury to
keep a clerk actively afoot to while away the idle time of a
desperately idle woman. She could not at once decide how she might
best extricate herself, and for considerable time the empty show of an
impending purchase went on.
"I'll--I'll kem an' see 'bout'n it ter-morrer," she faltered at last.
"Much obleeged."
"No trouble to show goods," said the martyr of the counter, politely.
In truth he had in the course of his career shown them as futilely to
women who were much older and far, far uglier, and contemplating
purchase as remotely.
She went out scarlet, slow, tremulous, and walking close into the wall
like an apprehensive cat, looking now and again over her shoulder. She
wondered if he laughed when he was alone.
Her shadow was long now as it preceded her down the street, lank,
awkward, clumsy. She took note of the late hour which it intimated,
and followed the extravagant, lurching caricature of herself to her
cousin's house, a little unpainted, humble building set far back in
the yard, against the good time coming when a more ornate structure
should be prefixed. The good time seemed still a long way off. Her
cousin's ironing-board was on the porch, and presently a lean,
elderly, active woman whisked out, her flat-iron in her hand.
"Cousin Anice," called Theodosia from the gate, "how's the 'lection
turned out?"
Cousin Anice paused to put her finger in her mouth; thus moistened,
she touched it to the flat-iron, which hissed smartly, and which she
applied then to the apron on the board.
"Laws-a-massy! chile, the polls is jes' closed, an' all the country
deestric's ter be hearn from. We won't know till ter-morrer--till late
ter-night, nohow."
Theodosia leaned against the gate. How could she wait! How could she
endure the suspense! She thought of Justus, and of her promise to fix
the date of the wedding on election day, but only as an additional
factor of trouble in her own anxiety and indecision.
"Wat's been hyar ez cross ez two sticks," said Mrs. Elmer. She paused
to hold up the apron, exquisitely white, and sheer, and stiff, and to
gaze with critical professional eyes upon it; she was what is known as
a "beautiful washer and ironer," although otherwise not comely. "Wat's
beat plumb out o' sight, ef the truth war knowed, I reckon. He 'lows
he's powerful 'feared. Ef't war Justus, now, _he'd_ hev been 'lected
sure. Justus is a mighty s'perior man; pity he never hed no
eddication. He could hev done anything--sharp ez a brier. Yes; Wat's
beat, I reckon."
In the instant Theodosia's heart sank. But she turned from the
palings, and sauntered resolutely on. It well behooved her to take
counsel with herself. "I mought hev made a turr'ble, turr'ble
mistake," she muttered. She was sensible of a sharp pang pervading her
consciousness. Nevertheless, judgment clamored for recognition.
"Everybody gins Justus a good name, better'n Wat," she argued. "An' ef
Wat _ain't_ 'lected"--
She walked down the street with a freer step, her head lifted, her
self-respect more secure. With the possible collapse of her prospect
of living in Colbury, and her ambition to adjust herself to the
exigent demands of its more ornate civilization, her natural untrained
grace was returning to her. She felt that she was certainly stylish
enough for the hills, where she was likely to live all her days, and
with this realization she quite unconsciously seemed easy enough,
unconstrained enough, graceful enough, to pass muster in a wider
sphere. Her heart was beating placidly now with the casting away of
this new expectation that had made all its pulses tense. The still air
was cooler, or at least darker. A roseate suffusion was in the sky,
although a star twinkled there. More people were in the streets; doors
and windows were open, and faces appeared now and again among the
vines and curtains. As she hesitated on the street corner, two young
girls in white dresses and with fair hair passed her. She watched them
with darkening brow as they drew hastily together, and suddenly she
overheard the half-smothered exclamation which had a dozen times
to-day barely escaped her ears.
"What a pretty, pretty girl! Oh, my! how pretty, how pretty!"
Theodosia stood like one bewitched; a light like the illumination of
jewels was in her sapphire eyes; the color surged to her cheek; she
lifted up her head on its round, white throat; her lips curved. "Oh,
poor fool!" she thought in pity for herself, for this was what the
Colbury people had been saying all day in their swift, recurrent
glances, their half-masked asides, their furtive turning to look after
her. And she--to have given herself a day of such keen misery
unconscious of their covert encomiums!
"I live up thar in the wilderness till I jes' don't sense nothin',"
she said.
All the wilting prospects of life were refreshed as a flower in the
perfumed dew-fall. She felt competent, able to cope with them all; her
restored self-confidence pervaded her whole entity, spiritual and
material. She walked back with an elastic step, a breezy, debonair
manner, and she met Justus Hoxon at the gate of her cousin's yard with
a jaunty assurance, and with all the charm of her rich beauty in the
ascendant.
He would fain have detained her in the twilight. "What's that ye
promised to tell me 'lection day?"
"I 'lowed the day Wat war 'lected," she temporized, laying her hand on
the gate, which his stronger hand kept still closed.
"Waal, this is the day Wat is 'lected."
She drew back. Even in the dim light he could see her blue eyes
widening with inquiry as she looked at him.
"I 'lowed the returns warn't all in," she said doubtfully.
"They ain't, but enough hev kem in sence the polls closed ter gin him
a thumpin' majority. He's safe." The tense ring of triumph was in his
voice.
The scene was swimming before her; she was dazed by the sudden
alternations of hope and despair, of decision and counter-decision, by
the seeming instability of all this. Once more she thought, in a
tremble, and with a difference, of the mistake she might have made.
She held to the gate to keep her feet, no longer to open it.
"What did ye promise ter tell me 'lection day?" he demanded once
more, clasping her hand as it lay on the palings.
"'Lection day?" she said with a forced laugh--"'t ain't e-ended yit.
An'," with a sudden resolution of effecting a diversion--"afore it
_is_ e-ended I want ter git a peep through that thar thing they call a
tellingscope, ef they let women folks look through it."
He was instantly intent.
"Laws-a-massy, yes!" he exclaimed. "I seen Mis' Dr. Kane and Mis'
Jedge Peters, an' thar darters, an' a whole passel o' women folks over
thar one night las' week. The young folks jes' amble up an' down the
court-house yard, bein' moonlight, like a lot o' young colts showin'
thar paces. An' even ef they ain't thar ter-night, I'll take ye over
thar arter supper, with yer cousin Anice ter keep ye in countenance."
But after supper there was a sufficiency of fluttering white dresses
astir in the court-house yard, and now and again crossing the wide,
ill-paved street thither, to warrant Theodosia in dispensing with her
cousin's company, much to that sophisticated worthy's relief.
"I hev seen all Colbury's got ter show," she said with sated pride.
"An' bein' ez I hev hed a hard day's ironin', I hev got a stitch in my
side."
"I'd onderstan' that better if ye hed hed a hard day's sewin'," said
Justus. He was in high feather, eager, jubilant, drinking in all the
rich and subtle flavors of success with the gusto of personal triumph.
"He air prouder'n Wat," more than one observer opined.
There was another fine exhibition of pride on display in the
court-house yard that evening. One might have inferred that Dr. Kane
had made the comet, from his satisfaction in its proportions, his
accurate knowledge and exposition of its history, its previous
appearances, and when its coming again might be expected. He was the
principal physician of the place, and the little telescope was his
property, and he had thus generously loaned it to the public with the
hope of illuminating the general ignorance by a nearer view of the
starry heavens, while it served his own and his neighbors' interest in
the nightly progress of the great comet. Total destruction had been
prophesied as the imminent fate of the telescope, but it had so far
justified its owner's confidence in the promiscuous politeness of
Kildeer County, and had been a source of infinite pleasure to the
country folks from the coves and mountains, who had never before seen,
nor in good sooth heard of, such an instrument. For weeks past almost
all night curious groups took possession of it at intervals, and
doubtless it did much to enlarge their idea of science and knowledge
of celestial phenomena, for often Dr. Kane's idle humor induced him to
stand by and explain the various theories touching comets,--their
velocity, their substance or lack of substance, their recurrence,
their status in the astral economy,--and cognate themes. As he was a
man of very considerable reading and mental qualifications, of some
means for the indulgence of his taste, and a good deal of leisure, the
synopsis of astronomical science presented in the successive
expositions was very well worth listening to, especially by the more
ignorant of the community, who were thus enlightened as to facts
hitherto foreign even to their wildest imaginings.
But following hard on every benefaction is the trail of ingratitude,
and certain of the irreverent in the crowd found a piquant zest in
secret derision of the doctor, who sometimes did, in truth, present
the air of a showman with a panorama. More especially was this the
case when his enthusiasm waxed high, and his satisfaction in the
glories of the comet partook of a positive personal pride.
"What's he goin' ter do about it?" demanded one grinning rustic of
another on the outskirts of the crowd.
"Put salt on its tail," responded his interlocutor.
Others affected to believe that the doctor was performing a great feat
with the long bow, especially in the tremendous measurements of which
he seemed singularly prodigal. A reference to the height of the
mountains of the moon as compared with the neighboring ranges elicited
a whispered hope that the roads were better there than those of the
Great Smoky; and an inquiry concerning the probable fate of the comet
provoked a speculation that when he was done with it he would sell it
at public outcry to the highest bidder at the east door of the
court-house.
Close about the stand, however, the crowd took on something of the
demeanor of a literary society. Discussions were in order, questions
asked and answered, authorities quoted and refuted: the other
physician, who practiced much in consultation with Dr. Kane, two or
three clergymen, several of the officers of the court, and a number of
lawyers, all taking part. The more youthful members of the gathering
affected the role of peripatetic philosophers, and sauntered to and
fro, arm in arm, in the light of the waxing moon.
The big black shadows of the giant oaks were all dappled with silver
as the beams pierced the foliage and fell to the ground below; only
the cornice of the building threw an unbroken image, massive and
sombre, on the sward. The low clustering roofs of the town had a thin
bluish haze hovering about them, and were all softly and blurringly
imposed on the vaguely blue sky and the dim hills beyond. Among them a
vertical silver line glinted, sharply metallic,--the steeple of a
church. Here and there a yellow light gleamed from a lamp within a
window. No sound came from the streets; all the life of the place
seemed congregated here.
There was a continual succession of postulants to gaze through the
telescope, some gravely curious, some stolidly iconoclastic and
incredulous, others with covert levity, and still others,
self-conscious, solicitous, secretly determined to affect to see all
that other people could see, lest some subtle incapacity, some
flagrant rusticity, be inferred from failure. These last were hasty
observers, scarcely waiting to adjust the eye to the lens, fluttered,
and prolific of inapt exclamations, which too often betrayed the
superficial character of the investigation. To this class did
Theodosia belong.
"Plumb beautiful!" she murmured under her breath, after a momentary
contact of her dazzled eye with the brass rim of the telescope.
"Try ag'in, 'Dosia!" exclaimed Justus, aghast at this perfunctory
dismissal of the comet, as she turned to go away.
She winced a little from his voice, clear, vibrant and urgent, for
Justus had no solicitude concerning the superior canons of Colbury
touching etiquette, and suffered none of her anxieties. She caught Dr.
Kane's eyes fixed upon him as she moved hastily away, and then he came
up beside Justus, who stood near the telescope.
"Let me explain the thing to you, Hoxon," he said. "Try a peep
yourself."
Justus glanced after her. Walter had joined her--not so soon, however,
but that she heard a half-suppressed criticism on her lover as he
turned to the telescope and Dr. Kane's exposition.
"Pity he's got no education--smart fellow, but can't even read and
write."
"Smart" enough to be an apt pupil. The others pressed close around,
listening to the measured voice of the physician and the quick,
pertinent questions of the star-gazer.
It is as an open scroll, that magnificent, wonder-compelling cult of
the skies, not the sealed book of other sciences. Since the days of
the Chaldean, all men of receptive soul in solitary places, the
sailor, the shepherd, the hunter, or the hermit, whether of the
wilderness of nature or the isolation of crowds, have read there of
the mystery of the infinite, of the order and symmetry of the plan of
creation, of the proof of the existence of a God, who controls the
sweet influences of Pleiades and makes strong the bands of Orion. The
unspeakable thought, the unformulated prayer, the poignant sense of
individual littleness, of atomic unimportance, in the midst of the
vast scheme of the universe, inform every eye, throb in every breast,
whether it be of the savant, with all the appliances of invention to
bring to his cheated senses the illusion of a slightly nearer
approach, or of the half-civilized llanero of the tropic solitudes,
whose knowledge suffices only to note the hour by the bending of the
great Southern Cross. It is the heritage of all alike.
For Justus Hoxon, who had followed the slow march of the stars through
many a year in the troubled watches of the night, when anxiety and
foreboding could make no covenant with sleep, there was, in one sense,
little to learn. He knew them all in their several seasons, the time
of their rising, when they came to the meridian, and when they were
engulfed in the west, till with another year they sparkled on the
eastern rim of the sky. He listened to Dr. Kane's explanation of this
with an air of acceptance, but he hardly heeded the detail of their
distance from the earth and from one another--he knew that they were
far,--and he shook his head over speculations as to their physical
condition, vegetation, and inhabitation. "Ye ain't got no sort o'
means o' knowin' sech, Doctor," he said reprehensively, gauging the
depths of the ignorance of the wise man.
He heard their names with alert interest, and repeated them swiftly
after his mentor to set them in his memory. "By George!" he cried
delightedly, "I hed no idee they hed names!"
And as the amateur astronomer, pleased with so responsive a glow,
began the tracing of the fantastic imagery of the constellations,
detailing the story of each vague similitude, he marked the sudden
dawn of a certain enchantment in his interlocutor's mind, the first
subtle experience of the delights of the ideal and the resources of
fable. It exerted upon Dr. Kane a sort of fascinated interest, the
observation of this earliest exploration of the realms of fancy by so
keen and receptive an intelligence. The comet, the telescope, the
crowd, were forgotten, as with Hoxon at his elbow he made the tour of
the court-house yard, from point to point, wherever the best
observation might be had of each separate sidereal etching on the deep
blue. For a time the crowd casually watched them with a certain
good-natured ridicule of their absorption, and the telescope
maintained its interest to the successive wights who peered through at
the comet still splendidly ablaze despite the light of the gibbous
moon. The ranks of young people promenaded up and down the brick walks
and the grassy spaces. Elder gossips sat on the court-house steps, or
stood in groups, and discussed the questions of the day. Gradually
disintegration began. The clangor of the gate rose now and then as
homeward-bound parties passed through, becoming constantly more
frequent. Still the shifting back and forth of the thinning ranks of
the peripatetic youth went on, and laughter and talk resounded from
the court-house steps. At intervals the telescope was deserted; the
motionless trees were bright with the moon and glossy with the dew.
The voice of guard-dogs was now and again reverberated from the hills.
The languid sense of a late hour had dulled the pulses, and when
Justus Hoxon turned back to earth it was to an almost depopulated
scene, the realization of the approach of midnight, and the sight of
Theodosia sitting alone in the moonlight on the steps of the east door
of the court-house, waiting for him with a touching patience, as it
seemed to him at the moment.
"Air you-uns waitin' fur me, 'Dosia, all by yerse'f?" he demanded
hastily, with a contrite intonation.
"I _'pear_ to be all by myse'f," she said, with a playful feigning of
uncertainty, glancing about her. She gave a forced laugh, and the
constraint in her tone struck his attention.
"I 'lowed ez Wat war with ye," he said apologetically. "Air ye ready
ter go over ter yer cousin Anice's now?"
He was standing leaning against one of the columns of the portico, his
face half in the shadow of his hat and half in the moonlight.
She sat still upon the steps, looking up at him, her upturned eyes
taking an appealing expression from her lowly attitude. She was silent
for a moment, as if at a loss. Then suddenly her eyes fell.
"'Pears ter me ter be right comical ter hev ter remind _ye_ o' what
_I_ promised ter tell ye 'lection day," she said.
"Why, 'Dosia," he broke in vehemently, "I hev axed ye twice ter-day,
an' I didn't ax ye jes' now 'kase ye hed been hyar so long alone, an'
I wanted ter take ye ter yer cousin Anice's ef so be ye wanted ter
go." He stopped for a moment. Then, with a change of tone, "Ye can't
make out ez I hev been anything but hearty in lovin' ye--nearly all
yer life long!" His voice rang out with a definite note of conviction,
of assertion.
Reproach was an untenable ground. She desisted from the effort. Her
eyes wandered down the street that lay shadowy with gable, and
dormer-window, and long chimneys, in sharp geometric figures in the
moonshine, alternating with the deeper shadow of the trees. There were
no lights save a twinkle here and there in an upper window.
A flush rose to his pale cheeks. His heart was beating fast with heavy
presage. He hesitated to demand his fate at so untoward a moment. He
took off his hat, mechanically fanning with its broad brim, and gazing
about him at the slowly dulling splendor of the moonlight as the disk
tended further and further toward the west. The stars were brightening
gradually, and within the range of his vision flared the great comet,
every moment the lustre of its white fire intensifying. He only saw;
he did not note. His every faculty was concentrated on the girl's
drawling voice as she began again, hesitating, and evidently at a
loss.
"Waal, I hate ter tell ye, Justus, but I hev ter do it, an'
I mought ez well the day that I promised ter set _the day_.
It's--it's--_never_! I ain't goin' ter marry ye at all!"
He recoiled as from a blow. And yet he could not accept the fact.
"The'dosia," he said, "air ye mad with me 'kase ye 'low I forgot ye
this evenin'?"
Theodosia had recovered her poise. Now that she had begun she felt
suddenly fluent. It did not accord with her estimate of her own
attractions to dismiss a lover because he had forgotten her. She began
to find a relish in the situation, and sought to adjust its details
more accurately to her preferences.
"Justus, I know ye never furgot me fur one minute. I kin find no fault
with yer likin' fur me."
She had never seen a stage. She had never heard of a theatre, but she
was posing and playing a part as definitely as if it graced the
boards.
He detected a certain spurious note in her voice. It bewildered him.
He stared silently at her.
"I can't marry you-uns. I never kin."
"Why?" he demanded in a measured tone. "How kem ye hev changed yer
mind? Ye hev told me often that ye would."
"W-a-al," she drawled, looking away at the skies, her unthinking eyes
arrested, too, by the blazing comet, "I _did_ 'low wunst I would. But
a man with eddication would suit me bes', an' ye hain't got none."
"No more hev ye," he argued warmly. He was clinging for dear life to
his vanishing hope of happiness. He did not realize depreciation in
his words--only the facts that made them suited to each other. "Ye
know ye _wouldn't_ take l'arnin' at school--an' I _couldn't_ git it;
'pears ter me we air 'bout ekal."
"It air a differ in a 'oman," said Theodosia, quickly. "A 'oman hev
got no call to be l'arned like a man."
This very subordinate view failed in this instance of the satisfaction
it is wont to give to the masculine mind.
"Waal, ye didn't git enough l'arnin' ter hurt ye," he retorted. Then,
relenting, he added, "But I don't find no fault with ye fur that
nuther."
The color flared into her face. How she resented his clemency to her
ignorance! She still sat in her lowly posture on the step, leaning her
bare head against the column of the porch, for her bonnet lay on the
floor beside her; but there was a suggestion of self-assertion in her
voice.
"I ain't expectin' ter live all my days in the woods, like a deer or
suthin' wild. I expec' ter live in town with eddicated folks, ez be
looked up ter, an' respected by all, an' kin make money, an' hev a
sure-enough house." Her ambitious eyes swept the shadowy gables down
the street.
He broke out laughing; his voice was softer; his face relaxed.
"Laws-a-massy! Dosia," he exclaimed, "yer head's plumb turned by one
day's roamin' round town. Ye won't be in sech a hurry ter turn me off
whenst we git back ter the mountings."
"I ain't goin' back ter the mountings!" she cried; "I be a-goin' ter
marry a town man ez hev got position, an' eddication, an' place." She
paused, stung by the fancied incredulity in his eyes. "Why not? Ain't
I good-lookin' enough?"
She had risen to her feet; her eyes flashed upon him; her beautiful
face wore a look of pride. It might have elicited from another man a
protest of its beauty. He stared at her with an expression of alarm
that was almost ghastly.
"Other men like me fur my looks, ef ye don't, Justus Hoxon," she said
in indignation.
"Ef they jes' likes ye fur yer looks they won't like ye long," Hoxon
said severely. "I'll like ye when yer brown head is ez white ez
cotton--ez much ez I like ye now--more!--_more_, I'll be bound! O
'Dosia," with a sudden renewal of tenderness, "don't talk this hyar
cur'ous way! I dunno what's witched ye. But let's go home ter the
mountings, ter yer mother, an' see ef she can't straighten out any
tangle yer feelin's hev got inter."
It needed only this--the allusion to her commonplace mother, the
recollection of the forlorn little mountain home, the idea of her
mother's insistent championship of Justus Hoxon--to bring the avowal
so long trembling on her lips.
"I won't! I ain't likin' ye nowadays, Justus Hoxon, nor fur a long
time past. I ain't keerin' nothin' 'bout ye."
There was something in her tone that carried conviction.
"Air ye in earnest?" he said, appalled.
"Dead earnest."
He gazed at her in the ever dulling light, that yet was clear enough
to show every lineament--even the long black eyelashes that did not
droop or quiver above her great blue eyes.
"Then thar's no more to be said." He spoke in a changed voice, calm
and clear, and she stared at him in palpable surprise. She had
expected an outburst of reproach, of beseechings, of protestation. She
had braced herself to meet it, and she felt the reaction. She was
hardly capable of coping with seeming indifference. It touched her
pride. She missed the tribute of the withheld pleadings. She sought to
rouse his jealousy.
"It's another man I like," she said, "better--oh, a heap better--than
you-uns."
"That's all right, then."
He wondered to hear the words so glibly enunciated. His lips seemed to
him stiff, petrifying. He looked very white about them. She did not
heed. She was angered, wounded, perplexed, by his acquiescence, his
calmness, his taciturnity. A wave of anxiety that was half regret
went over her. She felt lost in the turmoil of these complex emotions.
With that destructive impulse to hurl down, to tear, to strike, that
is an element of a sort of blind irritation, she went on tumultuously:
"He is a man ez hev got eddication, an' a place, an' a fine chance an'
show in life--it's--it's--yer brother Walter."
Her aim was true that time. Her shaft struck in the very core of his
heart: but the satisfaction of this knowledge was denied her. He
looked very white, it is true, but the pale moonlight was on his face;
and he only said in an undertone:
"Walter!"
She laughed aloud, a sort of mockery of glee. She had expected to
enjoy the revelation, and her laughter was an incident of the scene as
she had planned it.
"We war a-courtin' consider'ble o' the time whilst ye war off
electioneerin'," she said, with the side glance of her old coquetry.
She saw his long shadow on the pavement bend forward and recoil
suddenly. She did not look at him.
"An' so ter-night," she went on briskly,--she had truly thought it a
very good joke,--"whilst you-uns war a-star-gazing an' sech, Wat an'
me jes stepped inter the register's office thar, an' the Squair
married us. We 'lowed ye didn't see nothin' of it through the
tellingscope, did ye? So Wat said I must tell ye, ez _he_ didn't want
ter tell ye."
She could not see his face, the light was dulling so, and he had
replaced his wide hat. There was a moment's silence. Then his voice
rang out quite strong and cheerful, "Why, then thar's no more to be
said."
He stood motionless an instant longer. Then suddenly he turned with a
wave of his hand that was like a gesture of farewell, and she marked
how swiftly his shadow seemed to slink from before him as he walked
away, and passed the corner of the house, and disappeared from view.
She gazed silently after him for a moment. Then, leaning against the
column, she burst into a tumult of tears.
* * * * *
Daylight found Justus Hoxon far on the road to the mountains. In the
many miles, as he fared along, his thoughts could hardly have been
pleasant company. As he sought to discover fault or flaw in himself,
search as he might, he could find naught that might palliate the
flippant faithlessness of his beloved, or the treachery of his
brother. His ambition might have been too worldly a thing, but not a
pulse of that most vital emotion beat for himself. He realized it
now--he realized his life in looking back upon this completed episode,
as he might have done in the hour of death. He had so expended himself
in the service of others that there was naught left for him. He had no
gratulation in it, no sense of the virtue of unselfishness, no
preception of achievement; it only seemed to him that his was the most
flagrant folly that ever left a man in the world, but with no place in
it. A sorry object for pride he seemed to himself, but he quivered,
and scorched, and writhed in its hot flames. His one object was to
take himself out of the sight and sound of Colbury, till he might have
counsel within himself, and perfect his scheme of revenge--not upon
the woman. Poor Theodosia, with her limitations, could hardly have
conceived how she had shattered the ideal to which her image had
conformed in his mind, as she had stood on the porch and vaunted her
beauty, and her belief in its power, and her pitiful ambitions. The
woman was heartily welcome to the lot she had chosen. But the
treacherous man,--it was not in Justus Hoxon's scheme of things to
receive a blow and return nothing. A "hardy fighter" he was esteemed,
albeit his prowess was eclipsed by his more peaceful virtues. This,
however, should be returned in kind. He would make no attack to be put
in the wrong, arrested, perhaps, after the Colbury interpretation of
assault and battery. But Walter had many a weak point in his armor,
glaringly apparent now to the once fond brother.
Only a surly, bitter word he had for greeting to the few neighbors
whom he met, and who went their way in the conviction that his brother
had lost his election; for none ascribed any emotion of Justus Hoxon's
to his own sake.
He reached in the evening the little cabin where the padlock hung on
the door, and the heavy, untrodden dust of the drought lay without;
and so it was that the old days when "Fambly" had struggled through
their humble experiences came back to him with that incomparable
sweetness of the irrevocable past. Hardships! How could there be, with
fond faith in one another, and in all the world! Poverty--so rich they
were in love! Life, after all, is more than meat, and there is no
hunger like that of a famished heart. He reviewed that forlorn,
anxious, struggling orphanage, transfigured in the subtle glow of
regretful, loving memory, as one might gaze into the rich glamours of
a promised land. Alas, that our promised land should be so often the
land we made haste to leave! As he sat down on the step he saw the
ragged cluster of children troop down the road from twenty years
agone, almost as if he actually beheld them, himself at the head. He
could still feel their plump palms clinging to his hand at the first
suggestion of danger. He had led them a right thorny path, each to a
successful goal. And now could he turn against "Fambly"? Should he
denounce the treachery of one of the little group that he could see
huddling together for warmth on the meagre hearthstone, while outside
the snows of a long-vanished winter were a-whirl? Should he pull down
the temple on Walter's success--the pride of them all? He remembered
how his sisters, with that feminine necessity of hero-worship in their
untaught little hearts, had clung about Walter. He remembered too that
almost every thought of his own life had been given to this man, who
had ruthlessly and secretly robbed him of all that was dear to him,
and in such wise as to hold him up to ridicule, a scoffing jest, a
very good joke! So Walter considered it, and so doubtless would all
Colbury. It would have surprised Walter, but his sometime mentor's
cheek burned with shame for him.
No; the claims of "Fambly" were paramount. He gave it precedence, as
in the old days he had denied himself when "Fambly" dined at the
skillet, and the bone and the broken bit he took for his share. He
could not bring discredit upon it. He would not lift his hand against
it. It was the object of a lifelong allegiance, and he only marveled
that, since the uses of the loyalty were at an end, the empty life
should go on. He gazed mechanically at the padlock as he sat there
with his dreary thoughts, remembering with what different heart he had
turned the key. Ah, Happiness--to pass out from a door, and knock
there never again!
He rose at last, his burden adjusted to his strength. He had never
worked for thanks. It hardly mattered to him now how his efforts were
requited. And though he encountered treachery at close quarters,--of
his own household,--it was not in his heart to be a traitor to
"Fambly" and its obvious interests. So he too went out from the door
in the footprints of Happiness--likewise to return no more.
* * * * *
Walter Hoxon had not altogether ill-gauged the general proclivity to
deem all fair in love or war. He was accounted to have performed
something of a feat in the clever outwitting of his unsuspecting
rival, and to the minds of the many there was an element of the
romantic in this hasty wedding of the damsel of his choice almost
under the eyes of the expectant bridegroom. He had added to the
prestige of success in politics the lustre of valiance in the lists of
love, and he encountered laughing congratulations from his friends
and political supporters, which served much to reassure him and to
banish a vague and subtle anxiety as to public opinion that had begun
to gnaw at his heart. They all seemed to think he had done a very fine
thing, and that it was a very good joke, and he was soon most jauntily
of their persuasion. He could not know that here and there people were
saying to one another, aside, the words he had feared to hear in
reproach--that the swain whom he and his lady-love had conspired to
dupe was his brother, who had done everything for him--had, as a mere
child, encountered and vanquished poverty, had clothed and educated
this man and his sisters, had served his every interest with a perfect
self-abnegation all his life; that it was his brother who had won his
election, being a man of much influence and untaught eloquence, and of
great native tact and intelligence; that the secrecy, the conspiracy,
and the publicity of the dramatic denouement, in lieu of an open
rivalry, rendered it a case of the most flagrant ingratitude, and
argued much unworthiness in the people's choice.
But suddenly a doubt began to prevail as to whether he were the
people's choice. In the returns from the farthest districts, not heard
from till quite late in the day, in which Walter Hoxon had felt
secure, Quigley developed unexpected strength. In great perturbation
Walter swiftly patrolled the town in search of Justus; unprecedented
developments were imminent, and he hardly dared face the emergency
without his valiant backer at hand. Justus had disappeared as utterly
as if the night had swallowed him up.
"Consarn the tormentin' critter!" exclaimed Walter, mopping his brow
as he stood at the little gate of Mrs. Elmer's yard, returning
thither, after his fruitless searching, in the hope of finding his
brother among the familiar faces. "Mad ez a hornet, I'll be bound, an'
lef' me in the lurch. Beat arter all, I'll bet!"
Theodosia listened, tremulous, aghast. All the fine prospects that had
seemed so near, into whose charming perspectives she might in another
moment have stepped as actually as upon that path to the gate, were
drawing away, dissolving, as tenuous, as intangible, as those morning
sunlit mists shifting and rising from before the massive blue ranges
of the Great Smoky Mountains, and dallying with the distances into
invisibility.
"I tole ye ag'in an' ag'in ye bes' not be _too sure_," she said, a sob
in her throat, with an obvious disposition to wreak her disappointment
upon him.
It was crushed in the moment.
He turned a frowning face full upon her. "Hold yer jaw!" he cried
violently. "Ef 't warn't for you-uns I'd hev Justus hyar, an' I'll be
bound _he_ could fix it. Ye miserable deceitful critter--settin' two
own brothers at loggerheads! I'll take no word from _you-uns_--sure!"
He shook his head indignantly at her, clapped his hat upon it, and
turned desperately away as a man came running up. "Have ye found
Justus?" Wat exclaimed.
"Justus? No. But they say it's a tie--a tie!"
For the news was already bruited throughout the town--in a ferment of
excitement, because of the closeness of the contest--that the two
candidates, racing gallantly neck and neck, had come under the wire
together with not so much as the point of a nose to distinguish the
winner.
Walter stood still for a moment, his dark eyes dilated with eagerness
and anxiety. Suddenly he leaned back against the gate-post with a deep
sigh of relief and relaxation.
"Then it's all right," he exclaimed breathlessly. "The coroner's my
frien', ef I ain't got another in the worl'. Old Beckett will stan' by
me, _sure_!"
As the coroner held the election, the sheriff himself being a
candidate, it was his duty to give the casting vote. This
prolongation of the jeopardy of the result heightened the popular
interest, the more as the officer did not immediately decide upon his
action in the matter.
"I want a leetle time ter think it over--a leetle time fur the casting
vote," he said, as he gnawed at a plug of tobacco, then crossed his
ponderous legs while he leaned back in a splint-bottomed chair in the
register's office.
He was a tall, portly man, with a large, round imperious face,
thatched heavily with iron-gray hair. He wore no beard, and was
dressed in brown jeans, which imparted a certain sallowness to his
dark complexion. He had small gray eyes, at once shrewd and
good-natured, but his manner was bluff, imperative, and all the
judiciary of the State could hardly have compassed an expression of a
greater sense of importance.
He was observed with much interest by a number of men who lounged
about the room. A tense sub-current of curiosity underlay the suspense
natural to the occasion, for it was well known to the gossips about
the court-house that he and the sheriff had not been on the best of
terms; when their official functions had happened to bring them into
contact they had clashed smartly, and the county rang with their
feuds. His course was obvious to all--his hesitation only an
affectation, lest a too vehement animosity be imputed to him.
"Poor Quigley's cake is dough," observed one of the incumbent's
friends in an undertone, standing with his hands in his pockets, and
gazing through the long dark vista of the hall out of the door into
the sunlight's glow, as it fell upon the few houses and the great
stretch of arable land beyond. A horizontal shadow of a cloud lay at
its extremity, as definite as a material barrier, and far above it
rose tiers of green and bronze hills like a moulding to the base of
the lapis-lazuli-tinted mountains.
"This never happened in this county before," said the register,
glancing up from a big book in which he was copying the doings of "the
party of the first part" and "the party of the second part"--the
familiar spirits of his den.
"Why, no!" exclaimed the coroner, with a pleased laugh. "To me the
castin' vote is ez _phee_-nomenal an' ez astonishin' ez the comet." He
chuckled--the fat man's unctuous laugh. "Something like the comet,
too: it has its place in the legal firmament, but 't ain't often
necessary to use it."
"That war a toler'ble funny tale 'bout the comet they air a-tellin'
roun' town," observed a young countryman pausing in front of the two,
his hands in his pockets, his hat on the back of his red head, a wide
grin of enjoyment on his freckled face,--"about the feller that hed
his sweetheart a-courtin' out hyar in the yard last night, an' tuk ter
lookin' at the comet through the spy-glass, an' whilst he war busy
a-star-gazin' the comet, another feller stepped up with the Squair,
an' married his gal--ha! ha! ha!"
Beckett looked up interested. Incongruously enough a vein of romance
ran through the massive strata of conceit, and intolerance, and
vainglory, and pertinacity, and pugnacity that made up the very
definite structure of his nature. He dearly loved a lover. He was as
sentimental as a girl of eighteen, and he melted instantly into
suavest amenities at the first intimation of a love-story in abeyance.
"I ain't heard 'bout that," he said in a mellifluous voice.
"Ye know I was tucked up in yonder"--he jerked his thumb over
his shoulder--"tendin' to the countin' of the votes, bein'
returnin'-officer. Who married?"
"Why this hyar Walter Hoxon--him ez is candidate fur sher'ff,"
said the red-haired interlocutor, widening his grin.
Beckett elevated his heavy, grizzled eyebrows. A sudden, secret,
important look, as if he were colloguing with some one vanquished in
argument, crossed his face. He nodded once or twice, but only said
acquiescently: "Ah--ha! Ah--ha! Toler'ble enterprisin'. Run fur office
an git married 'lection day."
He smiled broadly. Any innovation on the stereotyped methods appealed
to him with the grace and relish of a new metre to a neophytic
rhymester.
"Wat's a nice boy, a mighty good boy, too," he went on, with his oily
voice quite soft. "Run mighty well in this 'lection, too. He's a
mighty smart, good boy."
He nodded his big head approvingly. "I don't wonder he cut the t'other
feller out. Mighty fine feller Wat is."
"Well, now," said the register, suddenly putting his pen behind his
ear, and leaving the party of the first part and the party of the
second part to their own devices, "I'm blest if I don't think Justus
is worth a hundred of Wat, lock, stock, an' barrel."
Once more the grizzled eyebrows went up toward the iron-gray thatch of
the coroner's forehead. "_Justus!_ I'm free ter say I dunno nobody
equal ter Justus. I hev known Justus sence he war knee-high ter a
pa'tridge--the way he did keer fur them chil'n, an' brung 'em up ter
be equal ter anybody in the lan'! An' smart--_smart_ ain't the word
fur him! Ef he hed education he could do anything; but he hed ter
stan' back an' let the t'other chil'n git it. Whar would Wat be ef 't
warn't fur Justus?"
"That's what makes me say 't was a mighty mean trick he played on
Justus," the register broke in.
"Who? How?" demanded the coroner.
"Why, Justus was the t'other feller. Wat an' the girl never let _him_
have an inklin' of it. They just fooled him along, believin' she was
goin' ter marry _him_. An' las' night when it was reported all over
town that Wat was elected, an' Justus took time from electioneerin'
fur his brother to breathe, they tolled him out to look at the comet,
an' slipped off an' married."
The man of sentiment, with the election in his hand, sat looking
loweringly about him. His satisfaction was wilted; his fat hung
flabbily on his big bones; his small eyes were hard and cold.
"Waal," he said, rising at last, "these extry an' occasional
opportunities like comets an' castin' votes oughter be took full
advantage of--full advantage of; no doubt about that."
And thus it was that the casting vote tipped the scale in favor of the
incumbent.
"He's ez hard-headed, an' _ty_rannical, an' _per_verse, an'
cantankerous a critter ez ever lived, with no feelin's, nor softness,
nor perliteness in him--but he's a square man. He'll do the _fair_
thing--every time," the coroner said in explanation.
And so he braced himself for another term of official wrangling.
* * * * *
Poor Theodosia! She never forgot that return home, through all the
dust of the drought and the glare of the midsummer sun. Even to
herself her nature seemed too small for the magnitude of the various
anguish which she was called upon to endure. The sharp alternations of
certainty and doubt which she had undergone seemed slight, seemed
naught, in comparison with the desolate finality of despair, the fang
of hopeless regret, and the dread of the veiled future with which she
had made no covenant of expectation or preparation, that preyed upon
every plodding step as she went. Her anxiety as to the wisdom of her
course was not assuaged by the aghast dismay of her mother's face,
when she reached the little house overlooking the encircling
mountains,--as still, as meditative, as majestically unmoved, as if no
more troublous world existed,--and unfolded the story of her visit to
Colbury. She felt for the first time in her life how Justus Hoxon's
friend merited his confidence. Her mother had no reproaches, no
sarcasms, no outbursts of grief. She addressed herself to the support
and the comforting of her daughter, but with so evident a hopelessness
and an expectation of bitter things to come that the girl burst out
sobbing afresh.
"D' ye think Wat air so wuthless ez all that!"
The discipline of life began for her here. As the price of his
political defeat, Walter had scant relish for the triumph he had
scored in love. He was surly, taciturn, or else loud with reproaches
and criminations, which grew more vehement and contumelious if she
answered, seeking to exculpate or justify herself; and if she were
silent, her submission seemed to exasperate him and to develop a
crafty ingenuity in finding fault. He brooded grimly on his brother's
probable exultation when he should return and hear the news of the
casting vote. To fortify himself for the encounter he spent much time
at the still, and his drunken, reasonless wrath was even more
formidable to the object of his displeasure than his sober, surly
resentment against her as the cause of all his disasters. But Justus
did not come. Walter began to doubt if the news of the untoward result
of the election, in which he had spent all his energies, had reached
him. He also began to desire, contradictorily enough, that his brother
should know it. For although Justus must needs recognize it as a
mortal blow to his dearest foe, it had the capacity of doing much
execution in its recoil. Justus had had the election so greatly at
heart; he had struggled, and planned, and managed with such
preternatural activity and tact and energy from the first, that it
would smite him hard to know that it was all in vain. And then his
vicarious ambitions, his pride, his pleasure, in the elevation of
"Fambly"! Walter cast about futilely for an assurance that he might
have the satisfaction of reducing all this. He knew that Justus, in
his mistaken certainty of the result of the election, would not ask
for information, and that he could not read the newspapers. A
letter--even if there were any remote presumption as to his
address--would lie indefinitely in the mail, and find its way at last
to the Dead Letter Office.
Walter realized after a time that Justus intended to return no
more--the woman he loved was his brother's wife. Justus had probably
put the breadth of the State between them, Walter sneeringly
concluded.
He made haste to quarrel with his wife's mother, in his perverse
relish of aught that might give Theodosia pain, and they quitted her
home and took up their residence in the house in which Theodosia had
once expected to live, the scene of the early struggles of "Fambly."
Theodosia's beauty could hardly be said to fade; it disappeared in the
overblowing. She grew very fat and unwieldy as the years wore on; her
face broadened, her florid complexion degenerated into a mottled red
and purple. She was no prettier than her mother had been when she
ridiculed her lover's eulogy of her mother's spiritual beauty. She had
a hard life with her drunken, idle, slothful husband, who habitually
imputed to her agency every evil that had ever befallen him, holding
it to excuse him from all exertion to better their very poor estate,
and whose affection had been easily kindled by her beauty and as
easily extinguished.
* * * * *
Justus, self-exiled from the mountains, tramped the valley roads,
hardly caring whither, and drifted finally to the outskirts of one of
the large manufacturing towns of Tennessee. He worked for some seasons
doggedly, drudgingly, on a farm near by, but found a sort of
entertainment in the sights and sounds within the city limits, as
having no association with the past which his memory dreaded. He
prospered in some sort, for although he was ignorant of all methods of
skilled labor, fidelity is an art with so few proficients that friends
and opportunities were not lacking. His progress was somewhat
hampered, however, despite his evident intelligence, by a doubt which
prevailed concerning his mental balance. He was often observed to
stand and gaze smilingly, fondly, after any group of ragged, dirty
children; he, although of the poorest, was profuse in gratuities to
any callow beggar who did not know enough of the world's ways to
expect nothing of such as he, as did the older ones. He could not
read, but he bought newspapers from the smallest of the guild of
newsboys, and meditatively turned the sheets in his hand, and then
softly and slowly tore them to bits. And these things created a doubt
of his sanity, for who could know how "Fambly" looked at him from the
pinched face of every poor, and cold, and hungry child?
At last, despite this unsuspected drawback, a congenial occupation
came to him. He was night watchman at a great factory, and as he
paced, all solitary, back and forth in the yard, he was wont to note
the stars as the infallible seasons brought them into place; and he
began to remember their names, and to trace the strange configuration
of the constellations, and to con again the stories woven into their
shining meshes which he heard at the time that the great comet blazed
among them.
And this is his never failing interest--dark summer nights, when the
Galaxy opens a broad avenue of constellated light across the heavens,
seeming a veritable road, as if it might be the way to God's throne,
beaten hard and bright by the feet of saints and martyrs; or when the
moon is full, and autumnal glamours reign, and only the faint sidereal
outlines prevail; or when winter winds are high, and the snow lies on
slanting roofs, and spires gleam with icicles, and Orion draws his
scintillating blade; or when, all bedight in scarlet, "Arcturus and
his sons" are guided into the vernal sky.
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