CHAPTER XXXVII.

Just outside the little sea-side town of Eastbank is a house which,

being very old, contrasts agreeably with the pretentious villas fashion

has raised. It is gloomy inside, yet outside it looks like a cottage:

low, rambling, gabled, and picturesque. It stands on a slope just above

the sea, and its front garden runs down almost to the sea-shore. The

aspect is southerly. The placid sea looks like a beautiful lake; for,

about two miles out, a great tongue of land runs across and keeps the

tempests out.

The cottage itself was now closed deep with green creepers, and its

veranda with jessamine; and the low white walls of the garden were

beautiful with vine-leaves and huge fig-leaves, that ran up them and

about them, and waved over them in tropical luxuriance. In short, the

house was a very bower, and looked the abode of bliss; and this time

last year a young couple had spent their honeymoon there, and left it

with a sigh. But one place sees many minds; and now this sweet place was

the bed on which dropped the broken lily of this tale, Grace Carden.

She lay in the warm air of the veranda, and turned her hollow eyes upon

the sea; and every day life crept slowly back to her young body, but not

to her desolate heart.

A brain fever either kills or blunts, and Grace's agony was blunted. Her

mind was in a strange state. She was beginning to look two things in the

face: that the man she loved was dead; that the man she loved, and had

nearly died for, had loved another as well as herself: and this last

grief, strange to say, was the saving of her. She forgave him with all

her heart, for he was dead; she made excuses for him, for she loved

him; but since his whole heart had not been hers, her pride and modesty

rebelled against dying for him, and she resolved to live; she fought

hard to live and get well. Finally, being a very woman, though a noble

one, she hated Jael Dence.

She was not alone in the world. Her danger, her illness, and her misery

had shown her the treasure of a father's love. He had found this sweet

bower for her; and here he sat for hours by her side, and his hand

in hers, gazing on her with touching anxiety and affection. Business

compelled him to run into Hillsborough now and then, but he dispatched

it with feverish haste, and came back to her: it drove him to London;

but he telegraphed to her twice a day, and was miserable till he got

back. She saw the man of business turned into a man of love for her, and

she felt it. “Ah, papa,” she said one day, “I little thought you loved

your poor Grace so much. You don't love any other child but me, do you,

papa?” and with this question she clung weeping round his neck.

“My darling child, there's nothing on earth I love but you. When shall I

see you smile again?”

“In a few hours, years. God knows.”

One evening--he had been in Hillsborough that day--he said, “My dear,

I have seen an old friend of yours to-day, Mr. Coventry. He asked very

kindly after you.”

Grace made no reply.

“He is almost as pale as you are. He has been very ill, he tells me.

And, really, I believe it was your illness upset him.”

“Poor Mr. Coventry!” said Grace, but with a leaden air of indifference.

“I hope I didn't do wrong, but when he asked after you so anxiously, I

said, 'Come, and see for yourself.' Oh, you need not look frightened; he

is not coming. He says you are offended with him.”

“Not I. What is Mr. Coventry to me?”

“Well, he thinks so. He says he was betrayed into speaking ill to you

of some one who, he thought, was living; and now that weighs upon his

conscience.”

“I can't understand that. I am miserable, but let me try and be just.

Papa, Mr. Coventry was trying to comfort me, in his clumsy way; and what

he said he did not invent--he heard it; and so many people say so that

I--I--oh, papa! papa!”

Mr. Carden dropped the whole subject directly.

However, she returned to it herself, and said, listlessly, that Mr.

Coventry, in her opinion, had shown more generosity than most people

would in his case. She had no feeling against him; he was of no more

importance in her eyes than that stool, and he might visit her if he

pleased, but on one condition--that he should forget all the past, and

never presume to speak to her of love. “Love! Men are all incapable

of it.” She was thinking of Henry, even while she was speaking of his

rival.

The permission, thus limited, was conveyed to Mr. Coventry by his friend

Carden; but he showed no hurry to take advantage of it; and, as for

Grace, she forgot she had given it.

But this coolness of Coventry's was merely apparent. He was only

awaiting the arrival of Patrick Lally from Ireland. This Lally was

an old and confidential servant, who had served him formerly in many

intrigues, and with whom he had parted reluctantly some months ago, and

allowed him a small pension for past services. He dared not leave the

villa in charge of any person less devoted to him than this Lally.

The man arrived at last, received minute instructions, and then Mr.

Coventry went to Eastbank.

He found what seemed the ghost of Grace Carden lying on the sofa,

looking on the sea.

At the sight of her he started back in dismay.

“What have I done?”

Those strange words fell from him before he knew what he was saying.

Grace heard them, but did not take the trouble to inquire into their

meaning. She said, doggedly, “I am alive, you see. Nothing kills. It is

wonderful: we die of a fall, of a blow, of swallowing a pin; yet I am

alive. But never mind me; you look unwell yourself. What is the matter?”

“Can you ask me?”

At this, which implied that her illness was the cause of his, she turned

her head away from him with weariness and disgust, and looked at the

sea, and thought of the dead.

Coventry sat speechless, and eyed her silent figure with miserable

devotion. He was by her side once more, and no rival near. He set

himself to study all her moods, and began by being inoffensive to her;

in time he might be something more.

He spent four days in Eastbank, and never uttered a word of love; but

his soft soothing voice was ever in her ear, and won her attention now

and then; not often.

When he left her, she did not ask him to come again.

Her father did, though, and told him to be patient; better days were in

store. “Give her time,” said he, “and, a month or two hence, if you have

the same feeling for her you used to have--”

“I love her more than ever. I worship her--”

“Then you will have me on your side, stronger than ever. But you must

give her time.”

And now Coventry had an ally far more powerful than himself--an ally at

once zealous and judicious. Mr. Carden contented himself at first with

praising him in general terms; next he affected to laugh at him for

renting the villa, merely to be in the place which Grace had occupied.

Then Grace defended him. “Don't laugh at an honest love. Pity it. It is

all we can do, and the least we can do.”

But when he advanced further, and began to remind his daughter she had

once given this gentleman hopes, and all but engaged herself to him,

she drew back with fear and repugnance, and said, “If he can not forget

that, pray let him never come near me again.”

“Oh,” said Mr. Carden, “I believe he has no hopes of the kind; it is of

you I am thinking, not of him. It has got about that poor Little had a

connection with some girl in humble life, and that he was in love with

her, and you in love with him. That wounds a father's pride, and makes

me grateful to Coventry for his unshaken devotion, whilst others are

sneering at my poor child for her innocent love.”

Grace writhed, and the tears ran down her cheeks at this. “Oh, spare the

dead!” she faltered.

Then her father kissed her, and begged her to forgive him; he would

avoid all these topics in future: and so he did, for some time; but what

he had said rankled.

A few days after this Coventry came again, and did nothing but soothe

Grace with words; only he managed so that Grace should detect him

looking very sad when he was not actually employed in cheering her.

She began to pity him a little, and wonder at his devotion.

He had not been gone many hours when another visitor arrived quite

unexpectedly--Mr. Raby. He came to tell her his own news, and warn her

of the difficult game they were now playing at Raby Hall, that she might

not thwart it inadvertently.

Grace was much agitated, and shed tears of sympathy. She promised, with

a sigh, to hold no communication with Mrs. Little. She thought it very

hard, but she promised.

In the course of his narrative Mr. Raby spoke very highly of Jael Dence,

and of her conduct in the matter.

To this Grace did not respond. She waited her opportunity, and said,

keenly and coldly, “How did she come to be in your house?”

“Well, that is a secret.”

“Can you not trust me with a secret?”

“Oh yes,” said Raby, “provided you will promise faithfully to tell no

one.”

Grace promised, and he then told her that Jael Dence, in a moment of

desperation, had thrown herself into the river at the back of his house.

“Poor girl!” said he, “her brain was not right at the time. Heaven

keep us all from those moments of despair. She has got over it now, and

nurses and watches my poor sister more like a mother watching her child

than a young woman taking care of an old one. She is the mainspring of

the house.”

At all this Grace turned from pale to white, but said nothing; and Raby

ran on in praise of Jael, little dreaming what pain his words inflicted.

When he left her, she rose and walked down to the sea; for her tortured

spirit gave her body energy. Hitherto she found she had only suspected;

now she was sure. Hitherto she had feared Henry Little had loved Jael

Dence a little; now she was sure he had loved her best. Jael Dence would

not have attempted self-destruction for any man unless he loved her. The

very act proved her claim to him more eloquently than words could do.

Now she believed all--the anonymous letter--Mr. Coventry's report--the

woman's words who worked in the same factory, and could not be deceived.

And her godfather accepted Jael Dence and her claim to sympathy: she was

taken into his house, and set to nurse Henry Little's mother: poor Grace

was slighted on all sides; she must not even write to Mrs. Little, nor

take part in the pious falsehood they were concocting together, Raby and

his Jael Dence, whom everybody loved best--everybody except this poor

faithful ill-used wretch, Frederick Coventry; and him she hated for

loving her better than the man she loved had loved her.

Tender, but very proud, this sensitive creature saw herself dethroned

from her love. Jael Dence had eclipsed her in every way; had saved his

life with her strong arm, had almost perished with him; and had tried

to kill herself when he was dead. SHE was far behind this rival in every

thing. She had only loved, and suffered, and nearly died. “No, no,” she

said to herself, “she could not love him better than I did: but HE loved

HER best; and she knew it, and that made her arm strong to fight,

and her heart strong to die for him. I am nobody--nothing.” Then the

scalding tears ran down her cheeks. But soon her pride got the upper

hand, and dried her cheeks, and nearly maddened her.

She began to blush for her love, to blush for her illness. She rose into

that state of exasperation in which persons of her sex do things they

look back upon with wonder, and, strange to say, all this without one

unkind thought of him whose faults she saw, but excused--he was dead.

She now began to struggle visibly, and violently, against her deadly

sorrow. She forced herself to take walks and rides, and to talk, with

nothing to say. She even tried to laugh now and then. She made violent

efforts to be gracious and pitiful to Mr. Coventry, and the next minute

made him suffer for it by treating him like a troublesome hound.

He loved her madly, yet sometimes he felt tempted to kill her, and end

both her torture and his own.

Such was the inner life of Grace Carden for many days; devoid of

striking incident, yet well worthy of study by those who care to pierce

below the surface, and see what passes in the hearts of the unhappy, and

to learn how things come gradually about that sound incredible when

not so traced, yet are natural and almost inevitable results of certain

conflicting passions in a virgin heart.

One day Mr. Carden telegraphed from London to Mr. Coventry at

Hillsborough that he was coming down to Eastbank by the midday express,

and would be glad to meet him there at four o'clock. He also telegraphed

to Grace, and said, “Dinner at five.”

Both gentlemen arrived about the same time, a little before dinner.

Soon after dinner was over, Grace observed a restlessness in her

father's manner, which convinced her he had something private to say to

Mr. Coventry. Her suspicions were aroused: she fancied he was going to

encourage Mr. Coventry to court her. Instantly the whole woman was in

arms, and her love for the deceased came rushing back tenfold. She rose,

soon after dinner, and retired to the drawing-room; but, as soon as she

got there, she slipped quietly into the veranda, and lay softly down

upon her couch. The dining-room window was open, and with her quick

ears, she could hear nearly every word.

She soon found that all her bitterness and her preparation for

hostilities were wasted. Her father was telling Mr. Coventry the story

of Richard Martin; only he carried it a step further than I have done.

“Well, sir,” said he, “the money had not been paid more than a month,

when an insurance office down at Liverpool communicated with us. The

same game had been played with them; but, somehow, their suspicions were

excited. We compared notes with them, and set detectives to work.

They traced Martin's confederates, and found one of them was in prison

awaiting his trial for some minor offense. They worked on him to tell

the truth (I am afraid they compounded), and he let out the whole truth.

Every one of those villains could swim like ducks, and Richard Martin

like a fish. Drowned? not he: he had floated down to Greenwich or

somewhere--the blackguard! and hid himself. And what do you think the

miscreants did next? Bought a dead marine; and took him down in a box to

some low public-house by the water-side. They had a supper, and dressed

their marine in Richard Martin's clothes, and shaved its whiskers, and

broke its tooth, and set it up in a chair, with a table before it, and

a pot of ale, and fastened a pipe in its mouth; and they kept toasting

this ghastly corpse as the thing that was to make all their fortunes.”

At this grotesque and horrible picture, a sigh of horror was uttered in

the veranda. Mr. Carden, occupied with his narrative, did not hear it,

but Coventry did. “Then, when it was pitch dark, they staggered down to

the water with it, and planted it in the weeds. And, mark the cunning!

when they had gone through their farce of recognizing it publicly for

Richard Martin, they bribed a churchwarden and buried it under our very

noses: it was all done in a way to take in the very devil. There's no

Richard Martin; there never was a Richard Martin; there never will be:

all this was contrived and executed by a swindler well known to the

police, only they can't catch him; he is here, and there and everywhere;

they call him 'Shifty Dick.' He and his myrmidons have bled the

'Gosshawk' to the tune of nine hundred pounds.”

He drew his breath and proceeded more calmly. “However, a lesson of this

kind is never thrown away upon a public man, and it has given me some

very curious ideas about another matter. You know what I mean.”

Coventry stared, and looked quite taken aback by this sudden turn.

However he stammered out, “I suppose you mean--but, really, I can't

imagine what similarity--” he paused, and, inadvertently, his eye glanced

uneasily toward the veranda.

“Oh,” said Mr. Carden, “these diabolical frauds are not done upon one

pattern, or, of course, there would soon be an end of their success. But

come now, what proof have we got that what they found in the river at

Hillsborough was the remains of Henry Little?”

“I don't know, I am sure. But nobody seems to doubt it. The situation,

the clothes, the ring--so many coincidences.”

“That is all very well, if there were no rogues in the world. But

there are; and I know it, to my cost. The 'Gosshawk' has just lost nine

hundred pounds by not suspecting. It shall not lose five thousand by the

same weakness; I'll take care of that.”

He paused a moment, and then proceeded to argue the matter:

“The very idea of an imposture has never occurred to any body; in

Little's case, it did not occur to me until this business of Shifty Dick

enlightened me. But, come now, just admit the idea of imposture into

that honest, unsuspicious mind of yours, and you'll find the whole thing

wears a very doubtful appearance directly. A common workman--he was no

more at the time--insures his life, for how much? three hundred pounds?

no; five thousand. Within one year after that he disappears, under

cover of an explosion. Some weeks afterward--about as many as the Martin

swindle--there is found in the river a fragment of humanity; an arm, and

a hand, and a piece of a human trunk; but no face, mind you: arms are

pretty much alike, faces differ. The fragment is clad in brown tweed,

and Little wore brown tweed: that is all very well; but the marine was

found dressed from head to foot in Shifty Dick's very clothes. But let

us go on. There was a plain gold ring found on the hand in Hillsborough

river, and my poor daughter had given Little a plain gold ring. But

what was there to hinder an impostor from buying some pauper's body,

and putting a plain gold ring on the hand? Why, paupers' bodies are

constantly sold, and the funeral services gabbled over a coffin full

of stones. If I had paper and ink here, and could put Little's case and

Martin's in two columns, I should soon show you that Martin and his gang

faced and overcame more and greater difficulties in the way of imposture

than any that have been overcome in Little's case. The Martin gang dealt

with the face; here, that is shirked. The Martin gang planted a body,

not a fragment. Does it not strike you as very odd that the rest of

Henry Little is not to be found? It may be all right; but, of the two, I

incline to think it is a plan, and that some person, calling himself

the heir or assign of Little, will soon apply to the 'Gosshawk' for five

thousand pounds. Well, let him. I shall look on that person as the agent

of a living man, not the heir of a dead one; and I shall tell him I

don't believe in arms, and shoulders, and tweed suits, and plain gold

rings--(why, wedding-rings are the very things conjurors take from

the public at random to play hanky-panky with; they are so like one

another). I shall demand to see the man's face; and the mother who bore

him must identify that face before I will pay one shilling to his heirs

or assigns. I am waiting to see who will come forward and claim. Nobody

moves; and that is curious. Well, when they do, I shall be ready for

them. You look pale! But no wonder: it is really no subject for an

after-dinner conversation.”

Coventry was pale indeed, and his mind all in a whirl as to what he

should say; for Mr. Carden's sagacity terrified him, and the worst of it

was, he felt sure that Grace Carden heard every word.

At last, however, his natural cunning came to his aid, and he made a

very artful speech, directed principally to his unseen hearer.

“Mr. Carden,” said he, “this seems to me very shrewd; but surely it

fails in one respect: you leave the man's character out of the account.

Mr. Little came between me and one I love, and inflicted great misery

on me; but I will try and be just to him. I don't believe he was an

impostor of that kind. He was false in love; he had been reared amongst

workmen, and every body says he loved a working-girl more than he did

your daughter; but as for his cheating you or any other person out of

five thousand pounds, I can't believe it. They all say he was as honest

a man in money matters as ever breathed.”

“You judge him by yourself. Besides, men begin by deceiving women, but

they go on to--Why, Grace, my poor child--Good heavens! have you--?”

Grace was leaning against the open window, ghastly and terrible.

“Yes,” said she haughtily, “I have been guilty of the meanness of

listening, and I suffer for it. It is but one pang more to a broken

heart. Mr. Coventry, you are just, you are generous; and I will try and

reward you for those words. No, papa, no impostor, but a man sore tried,

sore tempted. If he is alive, we shall soon know.”

“How?”

“He will write--TO JAEL DENCE.”

Having uttered this strange speech, she rushed away with a wild cry of

agony, and nobody saw her face again that night.

She did not come down-stairs next day. Mr. Carden went up to her. He

stayed with her an hour, and came down looking much dejected; he asked

Mr. Coventry to take a turn in the garden with him. When they were

alone, he said, gravely, “Mr. Coventry, that unfortunate conversation of

ours has quite upset my poor girl. She tells me now she will not believe

he is dead until months and months have passed without his writing to

Jael Dence.”

“Well, but, sir,” said Coventry, “could you not convince her?”

“How can I, when I am myself convinced he is alive, and will give us a

great deal of trouble yet? for it is clear to me the poor girl loves him

more than she knows. Look here, Coventry, there's no man I so desire for

a son-in-law as yourself; you have shown a patience, a fidelity!--but

as a just man, and a man of honor, I must now advise you to give up

all thoughts of her. You are not doing yourself justice; she will never

marry you while that man is alive and unmarried. I am provoked with her:

she will not leave her room while you are in the house. Shall I tell you

what she said? 'I respect him, I admire him, but I can't bear the sight

of him now.' That is all because I let out last night that I thought

Little was alive. I told her, alive or not, he was dead to her.”

“And what did she say to that?”

“Not a word. She wrung her hands, and burst out crying terribly. Ah! my

friend, may you never know what it is to be a father, and see your child

wring her hands, and cry her heart out, as I have seen mine.”

His own tears flowed, and his voice was choked. He faltered out, “We are

two miserable creatures; forgive us, and leave us to our fate.”

Coventry rose, sick at heart, and said, “Tell her I will not intrude

upon her.”

He telegraphed to Lally, and went back to Hillsborough as miserable as

those he left behind; but with this difference, he deserved his misery,

deserved it richly.

Ere he had been two days in Hillsborough a telegram came from him to Mr.

Carden:

“Re Little. Important discovery. Pray come here at once.”

Mr. Carden had the prudence to withhold from Grace the nature of this

communication. He merely told her business called him suddenly to

Hillsborough. He started by the next train and found Mr. Coventry

awaiting him at “Woodbine Villa” with strange news: it was not

conjecture, nor a matter of deduction, but a piece of undeniable

evidence; and it knocked both Mr. Carden's theory and his daughter's to

atoms at one blow.

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