CHAPTER XVIII.

“THIS is nice. The boat does not upset or tumble as it did. It only

courtesies and plunges. I like it.”

“The sea has not got up yet, miss,” said Jack.

“Hasn't it? the waves seem very large.”

“Lord love you, wait till we have had four or five hours more of

this.”

“Belay your jaw, Jack.”

“Ay, ay, sir.”

“Why so, Mr. Dodd?” objected Lucy gently. “I am not so weak as you

think me. Do not keep the truth from me. I share the danger; let me

share the sense of danger, too. You shall not blush for me.”

“Danger? There is not a grain of it, unless we make danger by

inattention--and babbling.”

“You will not do that,” said Lucy.

Equivoque missed fire.

“Not while you are on board,” replied David, simply.

Lucy felt inclined to give him her hand. She had it out half-way; but

he had lately asked her to marry him, so she drew it back, and her

eyes rested on the bottom of the boat.

The wind rose higher. The masts bent so that each sail had every

possible reef taken in. Her canvas thus reduced she scudded as fast as

before, such was now the fury of the gale. The sea rose so that the

boat seemed to mount with each wave as high as the second story of a

house, and go down again to the cellar at every plunge. Talboys,

prostrated by seasickness in the forehold, lay curled but motionless,

like a crooked log, and almost as indifferent to life or death. Lucy,

pale but firm, put no more questions that she felt would not be

answered, but scanned David Dodd's face furtively yet closely. The

result was encouraging to her. His cheek was not pale, as she felt her

own. On the contrary, it was slightly flushed; his eye bright and

watchful, but lion-like. He gave a word or two of command to Jack

every now and then very sharply, but without the slightest shade of

agitation, and Jack's “ay, ay” came back as sharply, but cheerfully.

The principal feature she discerned in both sailors was a very

attentive, business-like manner. The romantic air with which heroes

face danger in story was entirely absent; and so, being convinced by

his yarns that David _was_ a hero, she inferred that their

situation could not be dangerous, but, as David himself had inferred,

merely one in which watchfulness was requisite.

The sun went down red and angry. The night came on dark and howling.

No moon. A murky sky, like a black bellying curtain above, and huge

ebony waves, that in the appalling blackness seemed all crested with

devouring fire, hemmed in the tossing boat, and growled, and snarled,

and raged above, below, and around her.

Then, in that awful hour, Lucy Fountain felt her littleness and the

littleness of man. She cowered and trembled.

The sailors, rough but tender nurses, wrapped shawls round her one

above the other, “to make her snug for the night,” they said. They

seemed to her to be mocking her. “Snug? Who could hope to outlive such

a fearful night? and what did it matter whether she was drowned in one

shawl or a dozen?”

David being amidships, bailing the boat out, and Jack at the helm, she

took the opportunity, and got very close to the latter, and said in

his ear--

“Mr. Jack, we are in danger.”

“Not exactly in danger, miss; but, of course, we must mind our eye.

But I have often been where I have had to mind my eye, and hope to be

again.”

“Mr. Jack,” said Lucy, shivering, “what is our danger? Tell me the

nature of it, then I shall not be so cowardly; will the boat break?”

“Lord bless you, no.”

“Will it upset?”

“No fear of that.”

“Will not the sea swallow us?”

“No, miss. How can the sea swallow us? She rides like a cork, and

there is the skipper bailing her out, to make her lighter still. No;

I'll tell you, miss; all we have got to mind is two things; we must

not let her broach to, and we must not get pooped.”

“But _why_ must we not?”

“_Why?_ Because we _mustn't.”_

“But I mean, what would be the consequence of--broaching to?”

Jack opened his eyes in astonishment. “Why, the sea would run over her

quarter, and swamp her.”

“Oh!! And if we get pooped?”

“We shall go to Davy Jones, like a bullet.”

“Who is Davy Jones?”

“The Old One, you know--down below. Leastways you won't go there,

miss; you will go aloft, and perhaps the skipper; but Davy will have

me; so I won't give him a chance, if I can help it.”

Lucy cried.

“Where are we, Mr. Jack?”

“British Channel.”

“I know that; but whereabouts?”

“Heaven knows; and no doubt the skipper, he knows; but I don't. I am

only a common sailor. Shall I hail the skipper? he will tell you.”

“No, no, no. He is so angry if we speak.”

“He won't be angry if you speak to him, miss,” said Jack, with a sly

grin, that brought a faint color into Lucy's cheek; “you should have

seen him, how anxious he was about you before we came alongside; and

the moment that lubber went forward to dip the lug, says he, 'Jack,

there will be mischief; up mainsail and run down to them. I have no

confidence in that tall boy.' (He do seem a long, weedy, useless sort

of lubber.) Lord bless you, miss, we luffed, and were running down to

you long before you made the signal of distress with your little white

flag.” Lucy's cheeks got redder. “No, miss, if the skipper speaks

severe to you, Jack Painter is blind with one eye, and can't see with

t'other.”

Lucy's cheeks were carnation.

But the next moment they were white, for a terrible event interrupted

this chat. Two huge waves rolled one behind the other, an occurrence

which luckily is not frequent; the boat, descending into the valley of

the sea, had the wind taken out of her sails by the high wave that was

coming. Her sails flapped, she lost her speed, and, as she rose again,

the second wave was a moment too quick for her, and its combing crest

caught her. The first thing Lucy saw was Jack running from the helm

with a loud cry of fear, followed by what looked an arch of fire, but

sounded like a lion rushing, growling on its prey, and directly her

feet and ankles were in a pool of water. David bounded aft, swearing

and splashing through it, and it turned into sparks of white fire

flying this way and that. He seized the helm, and discharged a loud

volley of curses at Jack.

“Fling out ballast, ye d--d cowardly, useless lubber,” cried he; and

while Jack, who had recoiled into his normal state of nerves with

almost ridiculous rapidity, was heaving out ballast, David discharged

another rolling volley at him.

“Oh, pray don't!” cried Lucy, trembling like an aspen leaf. “Oh,

think! we shall soon be in the presence of our Maker--of Him whose

name you--”

“Not we,” cried David, with broad, cheerful incredulity; “we have lots

more mischief to do--that lubber and I. And if he thinks he is going

there, let him end like a man, not like a skulking lubber, running

from the helm, and letting the craft come up in the wind.”

“No, no, it was the sea he ran from. Who would not?”

“The lubber! If it had been a tiger or a bear I'd say nothing; but

what is the use of trying to run from the sea? Should have stuck to

his post, and set that thundering back of his up--it's broad

enough--and kept the sea out of your boots. The sea, indeed! I have

seen the sea come on board me, and clear the deck fore and aft, but it

didn't come in the shape of a cupful o' water and a spoonful o' foam.”

Here David's wrath and contempt were interrupted by Jack singing

waggishly at his work,

“Cease--rude Boreas--blustering--railer!!”

At which sly hit David was pleased, and burst into a loud, boisterous

laugh.

Lucy put her hands to her ears. “Oh, don't! don't! this is worse than

your blasphemies--laughing on the brink of eternity; these are not

men--they are devils.”

“Do you hear that, Jack? Come, you behave!” roared David.

A faint snarl from Talboys. The water had penetrated him, and roused

him from a state of sick torpor; he lay in a tidy little pool some

eight inches deep.

The boat was bailed and lightened, but Lucy's fears were not set at

rest. What was to hinder the recurrence of the same danger, and with

more fatal effect? She timidly asked David's permission to let her

keep the sea out. Instead of snubbing her as she expected, David

consented with a sort of paternal benevolence tinged with incredulity.

She then developed her plan; it was, that David, Jack, and she should

sit in a triangle, and hold the tarpaulin out to windward and fence

the ocean out. Jack, being summoned aft to council, burst into a

hoarse laugh; but David checked him.

“There is more in it than you see, Jack--more than she sees, perhaps.

My only doubt is whether it is possible; but you can try.”

Lucy and Jack then tried to get the tarpaulin out to windward; instead

of which, it carried them to leeward by the force of the wind. The

mast brought them up, or Heaven knows where their new invention would

have taken them. With infinite difficulty they got it down and kneeled

upon it, and even then it struggled. But Lucy would not be defeated;

she made Jack gather it up in the middle, and roll it first to the

right, then to the left, till it became a solid roll with two narrow

open edges. They then carried it abaft, and lowered it vertically over

the stern-port; then suddenly turned it round, and sat down. “Crack!”

the wind opened it, and wrapped it round the boat and the trio.

“Hallo!” cried David, “it is foul of the rudder;” and, he whipped out

his knife and made a slit in the stuff. It now clung like a blister.

“There, Mr. Dodd, will not that keep the sea out?” asked Lucy,

triumphantly.

“At any rate, it may help to keep us ahead of the sea. Why, Jack, I

seem to feel it lift her; it is as good as a mizzen.”

“But, oh, Mr. Dodd, there is another danger. We may broach to.”

“How can she broach to when I am at the helm? Here is the arm that

won't let her broach to.”

“Then I feel safe.”

“You are as safe as on your own sofa; it is the discomfort you are put

to that worries me.”

“Don't think so meanly of me, Mr. Dodd. If it was not for my

cowardice, I should enjoy this voyage far more than the luxurious ease

you think so dear to me. I despise it.”

“Mr. Dodd, now I am no longer afraid. I am, oh, so sleepy.”

“No wonder--go to sleep. It is the best thing you can do.”

“Thank you, sir. I am aware my conversation is not very interesting.”

Having administered this sudden bloodless scratch, to show that, at

sea or ashore, in fair weather or foul, she retained her sex, Lucy

disposed herself to sleep.

David, steering the boat with his left hand, arranged the cushion with

his right. She settled herself to sleep, for an irresistible

drowsiness had followed the many hours of excitement she had gone

through. Twice the heavy plunging sea brought her into light contact

with David. She instantly awoke, and apologized to him with gentle

dismay for taking so audacious a liberty with that great man,

commander of the vessel; the third time she said nothing, a sure sign

she was unconscious.

Then David, for fear she might hurt herself, curled his arm around

her, and let her head decline upon his shoulder. Her bonnet fell off;

he put it reverently on the other side the helm. The air now cleared,

but the gale increased rather than diminished. And now the moon rose

large and bright. The boat and masts stood out like white stone-work

against the flint-colored sky, and the silver light played on Lucy's

face. There she lay, all unconscious of her posture, on the man's

shoulder who loved her, and whom she had refused; her head thrown back

in sweet helplessness, her rich hair streaming over David's shoulder,

her eyes closed, but the long, lovely lashes meeting so that the

double fringe was as speaking as most eyes, and her lips half open in

an innocent smile. The storm was no storm to her now. She slept the

sleep of childhood, of innocence and peace; and David gazed and gazed

on her, and joy and tenderness almost more than human thrilled through

him, and the storm was no storm to him either; he forgot the past,

despised the future, and in the delirium of his joy blessed the sea

and the wind, and wished for nothing but, instead of the Channel, a

boundless ocean, and to sail upon it thus, her bosom tenderly grazing

him, and her lovely head resting on his shoulder, for ever, and ever,

and ever.

Thus they sailed on two hours and more, and Jack now began to nod.

All of a sudden Lucy awoke, and, opening her eyes, surprised David

gazing at her with tenderness unspeakable. Awaking possessed with the

notion that she was sleeping at home on a bed of down, she looked

dumfounded an instant; but David's eyes soon sent the blood into her

cheek. Her whole supple person turned eel-like, and she glided

quickly, but not the least bruskly, from him; the latter might have

seemed discourteous.

“Oh, Mr. Dodd,” she cried, “what am I doing?”

“You have been getting a nice sleep, thank Heaven.”

“Yes, and making use of you even in my sleep; but we all impose on

your goodness.”

“Why did you awake? You were happy; you felt no care, and I was happy

seeing you so.”

Lucy's eyes filled. “Kind, true friend,” she murmured, “how can I ever

thank you as I ought? I little deserved that you should watch over my

safety as you have done, and, alas! risk your own. Any other but you

would have borne me malice, and let me perish, and said, 'It serves

her right.'”

“Malice! Miss Lucy. What for, in Heaven's name?”

“For--for the affront I put upon you; for the--the honor I declined.”

“Hate cannot lie alongside love in a true heart.”

“I see it cannot in a noble one. And then you are so generous. You

have never once recurred to that unfortunate topic; yet you have

gained a right to request me--to reconsider--Mr. Dodd, you have saved

my life!!”

“What! do you praise me because I don't take a mean advantage? That

would not be behaving like a man.”

“I don't know that. You overrate your sex--and mine. We don't deserve

such generosity. The proof is, we reward those who are not

so--delicate.”

“I don't trouble my head about your sex. They are nothing to me, and

never will be. If you think I have done my duty like a man, and as

much like a gentleman as my homely education permits, that is enough

for me, and I shall sail for China as happy as anything on earth can

make me now.”

Lucy answered this by crying gently, silently, tenderly.

“Don't ye cry. Have I said something to vex you?”

“Oh no, no.”

“Are you alarmed still?”

“Oh, no; I have such faith in you.”

“Then go to sleep again, like a lamb.”

“I will; then I shall not tease you with my conversation.”

“Now there is a way to put it.”

“Forgive me.”

“That I will, if you will take some repose. There, I will lash you to

my arm with this handkerchief; then you can lie the other way, and

hold on by the handkerchief--there.”

She closed her eyes and fell apparently to sleep, but really to

thinking.

Then David nudged Jack, and waked him. “Speak low now, Jack.”

“What is it, sir?”

“Land ahead.”

Jack looked out, and there was a mountain of jet rising out of the

sea, and, to a landsman's eye, within a stone's throw of them.

“Is it the French coast, sir? I must have been asleep.”

“French coast? no, Channel Island--smallest of the lot.”

“Better give it a wide berth, sir. We shall go smash like a teacup if

we run on to one of them rocky islands.”

“Why, Jack,” said David, reproachfully, “am I the man to run upon a

leeshore, and such a night as this?”

“Not likely. You will keep her head for Cherbourg or St. Malo, sir; it

is our only chance.”

“It is not our only chance, nor our best. We have been running a

little ahead of this gale, Jack; there is worse in store for us; the

sea is rolling mountains high on the French coast this morning, I

know. We are like enough to be pooped before we get there, or swamped

on some harbor-bar at last.”

“Well, sir, we must take our chance.”

“Take our chance? What! with heads on our shoulders, and an angel on

board that Heaven has given us charge of? No, I sha'n't take my

chance. I shall try all I know, and hang on to life by my eyelids.

Listen to me. 'Knowledge is gold;' a little of it goes a long way. I

don't know much myself, but I do know the soundings of the British

Channel. I have made them my study. On the south side of this rocky

point there is forty fathoms water close to the shore, and good

anchorage-ground.”

“Then I wish we could jump over the thundering island, and drop on the

lee side of it; but, as we can't, what's the use?”

“We may be able to round the point.”

“There will be an awful sea running off that point, sir.”

“Of course there will. I mean to try it, for all that.”

“So be it, sir; that is what I like to hear. I hate palaver. Let one

give his orders, and the rest obey them. We are not above half a mile

from it now.”

“You had better wake the landsman. We must have a third hand for

this.”

“No,” said a woman's voice, sweet, but clear and unwavering. “I shall

be the third hand.”

“Curse it,” cried David, “she has heard us.”

“Every word. And I have no confidence in Mr. Talboys; and, believe me,

I am more to be trusted than he is. See, my cowardice is all worn out.

Do but trust me, and you shall find I want neither courage nor

intelligence.”

David eyed her keenly, and full in the face. She met his glance

calmly, with her fine nostrils slightly expanding, and her compressed

lip curving proudly.

“It is all right, Jack. It is not a flash in the pan. She is as steady

as a rock.” He then addressed her rapidly and business-like, but with

deference. “You will stand by the helm on this side, and the moment I

run forward, you will take the helm and hold it in this position. That

will require all your strength. Come, try it. Well done.”

“How the sea struggles with me! But I am strong, you see,” cried Lucy,

her brow flushed with the battle.

“Very good; you are strong, and, what is better, resolute. Now,

observe me: this is port, this is starboard, and this is amidships.”

“I see; but how am I to know which to do?”'

“I shall give you the word of command.”

“And all I have to do is to obey it?”

“That is all; but you will find it enough, because the sea will seem

to fight you. It will shake the boat to make you leave go, and will

perhaps dash in your face to make you leave go.”

“Forewarned, forearmed, Mr. Dodd. I will not let go. I will hold on by

my eyelids sooner than add to your danger.”

“Jack, she is on fire; she gives me double heart.”

“So she does me. She makes it a pleasure.”

They were now near enough the point to judge what they had to do, and

the appearance of the sea was truly terrible; the waves were all

broken, and a surge of devouring fire seemed to rage and roar round

the point, and oppose an impassable barrier between them and the inky

pool beyond, where safety lay under the lee of the high rocks.

“I don't like it,” said David. “It looks to me like going through a

strip of hell fire.”

“But it is narrow,” said Lucy.

“That is our chance; and the tide is coming in. We will try it. She

will drench us, but I don't much think she will swamp us. Are you

ready, all hands?”

“Oh! please wait a minute, till I do up my hair.”

“Take a minute, but no more.”

“There, it is done. Mr. Dodd, one word. If all should fail, and death

be inevitable, tell me so just before we perish, and I shall have

something to say to you. Now, I am ready.”

“Jump forward, Jack.”

“Yes, sir.”

“Stand by to jibe the foresail.”

“Ay, ay, sir.”

“See our sweeps all clear.”

“Ay.”

David now handled the main sheet, and at the same time looked

earnestly at Lucy, who met his eye with a look of eager attention.

“Starboard a little. That will do. Steady--steady as you go,” As the

boat yielded to the helm, Jack gathered in on the sheet, took two

turns round the cleat, and eased away till the sail drew its best: so

far so good. Both sails were now on the same side of the boat, the

wind on her port quarter; but now came the dangerous operation of

coming to the wind, in a rough and broken sea, among the eddies of

wind and tide so prevalent off headlands. David, with the main sheet

in his right hand, directed Lucy with his left as well as his voice.

“Starboard the helm--starboard yet--now meet her--so!” and, as she

rounded to Jack and he kept hauling the sheets aft, and the boat, her

course and trim altered, darted among the breakers like a brave man

attacking danger. After the first plunge she went up and down like a

pickax, coming down almost where she went up; but she held her course,

with the waves roaring round her like a pack of hell-hounds.

More than half the terrible strip was passed. “Starboard yet,” cried

David; and she headed toward the high mainland under whose lee was

calm and safety. Alas! at this moment a snorter of a sea broke under

her broadside, and hove her to leeward like a cork, and a tide eddy

catching her under the counter, she came to more than two points, and

her canvas, thus emptied, shook enough to tear the masts out of her by

the board.

“Port your helm! PORT! PORT!” roared David, in a voice like the roar

of a wounded lion; and, in his anxiety, he bounded to the helm

himself; but Lucy obeyed orders at half a word, and David, seeing

this, sprang forward to help Jack flatten in the foresheet. The boat,

which all through answered the helm beautifully, fell off the moment

Lucy ported the helm, and thus they escaped the impending and terrible

danger of her making sternway. “Helm amidships!” and all drew again:

the black water was in sight. But will they ever reach it? She tosses

like a cork. Bang! A breaker caught her bows, and drenched David and

Jack to the very bone. She quivered like an aspen-leaf but held on.

“Starboard one point,” cried David, sitting down, and lifting an oar

out from the boat; but just as Lucy, in obeying the order, leaned a

little over the lee gunwale with the tiller, a breaker broke like a

shell upon the boat's broadside abaft, stove in her upper plank, and

filled her with water; some flew and slapped Lucy in the face like an

open hand. She screamed, but clung to the gunwale, and griped the

helm: her arm seemed iron, and her heart was steel. While she clung

thus to her work, blinded by the spray, and expecting death, she heard

oars splash into the water, and mellow stentorian voices burst out

singing.

In amazement she turned, squeezed the brine out of her eyes, and

looked all round, and lo! the boat was in a trifling bobble of a sea,

and close astern was the surge of fire raging, and growling, and

blazing in vain, and the two sailors were pulling the boat, with

superhuman strength and inspiration, into a monster mill-pool that now

lay right ahead, black as ink and smooth as oil, singing loudly as

they rowed:

“Cheerily oh oh! (pull) cheerily oh oh! (pull)

To port we go oh (pull), to port we go (pull).”

FLARE!! a great flaming eye opened on them in the center of the

universal blackness.

“Look! look!” cried Lucy; “a fire in the mountain.”

It was the lantern of a French sloop anchored close to the shore. The

crew had heard the sailors' voices. At sight of it David and Jack

cheered so lustily that Talboys crawled out of the water and glared

vaguely. The sailors pulled under the sloop's lee quarter: a couple of

ropes were instantly lowered, the lantern held aloft, ruby heads and

hands clustered at the gangway, and in another minute the boat's party

were all upon deck, under a hailstorm of French, and the boat fast to

her stern.

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