"But never mind, matemoiselle; when your pain arrives, then shall you

come once more to Svengali, and he shall take it away from you, and keep

it himself for a soufenir of you when you are gone. And when you have it

no more, he shall play you the 'Rosemonde' of Schubert, all alone for

you; and then, 'Messieurs les étutiants, montez à la chaumière!' ...

because it is gayer! _And you shall see nothing, hear nothing, think of

nothing but Svengali, Svengali, Svengali!_"

Here he felt his peroration to be so happy and effective that he thought

it well to go at once and make a good exit. So he bent over Trilby's

shapely freckled hand and kissed it, and bowed himself out of the room,

without even borrowing his five-franc piece.

"He's a rum 'un, ain't he?" said Trilby. "He reminds me of a big hungry

spider, and makes me feel like a fly! But he's cured my pain! he's cured

my pain! Ah! you don't know what my pain is when it comes!"

"I wouldn't have much to do with him, all the same!" said the Laird.

"I'd sooner have any pain than have it cured in that unnatural way, and

by such a man as that! He's a bad fellow, Svengali--I'm sure of it! He

mesmerized you; that's what it is--mesmerism! I've often heard of it,

but never seen it done before. They get you into their power, and just

make you do any blessed thing they please--lie, murder, steal--anything!

and kill yourself into the bargain when they've done with you! It's just

too terrible to think of!"

So spake the Laird, earnestly, solemnly, surprised out of his usual

self, and most painfully impressed--and his own impressiveness grew upon

him and impressed him still more. He loomed quite prophetic.

Cold shivers went down Trilby's back as she listened. She had a

singularly impressionable nature, as was shown by her quick and ready

susceptibility to Svengali's hypnotic influence. And all that day, as

she posed for Durien (to whom she did not mention her adventure), she

was haunted by the memory of Svengali's big eyes and the touch of his

soft, dirty finger-tips on her face; and her fear and her repulsion grew

together.

And "Svengali, Svengali, Svengali!" went ringing in her head and ears

till it became an obsession, a dirge, a knell, an unendurable burden,

almost as hard to bear as the pain in her eyes.

"_Svengali, Svengali, Svengali!_"

At last she asked Durien if he knew him.

"Parbleu! Si je connais Svengali!"

"Quest-ce que t'en penses?"

"Quand il sera mort, ça fera une fameuse crapule de moins!"

"CHEZ CARREL."

Carrel's atelier (or painting-school) was in the Rue Notre Dame des

Potirons St. Michel, at the end of a large court-yard, where there were

many large dirty windows facing north, and each window let the light of

heaven into a large dirty studio.

The largest of these studios, and the dirtiest, was Carrel's, where some

thirty or forty art students drew and painted from the nude model every

day but Sunday from eight till twelve, and for two hours in the

afternoon, except on Saturdays, when the afternoon was devoted to

much-needed Augean sweepings and cleanings.

One week the model was male, the next female, and so on, alternating

throughout the year.

A stove, a model-throne, stools, boxes, some fifty strongly built low

chairs with backs, a couple of score easels and many drawing-boards,

completed the mobilier.

The bare walls were adorned with endless caricatures--_des charges_--in

charcoal and white chalk; and also the scrapings of many palettes--a

polychromous decoration not unpleasing.

[Illustration: "'ÇA FERA UNE FAMEUSE CRAPULE DE MOINS'"]

For the freedom of the studio and the use of the model each student paid

ten francs a month to the massier, or senior student, the responsible

bellwether of the flock; besides this, it was expected of you, on your

entrance or initiation, that you should pay for your footing--your

_bienvenue_--some thirty, forty, or fifty francs, to be spent on cakes

and rum punch all round.

Every Friday Monsieur Carrel, a great artist, and also a stately,

well-dressed, and most courteous gentleman (duly decorated with the red

rosette of the Legion of Honor), came for two or three hours and went

the round, spending a few minutes at each drawing-board or easel--ten

or even twelve when the pupil was an industrious and promising one.

He did this for love, not money, and deserved all the reverence with

which he inspired this somewhat irreverent and most unruly company,

which was made up of all sorts.

Graybeards who had been drawing and painting there for thirty years and

more, and remembered other masters than Carrel, and who could draw and

paint a torso almost as well as Titian or Velasquez--almost, but not

quite--and who could never do anything else, and were fixtures at

Carrel's for life.

Younger men who in a year or two, or three or five, or ten or twenty,

were bound to make their mark, and perhaps follow in the footsteps of

the master; others as conspicuously singled out for failure and future

mischance--for the hospital, the garret, the river, the Morgue, or,

worse, the traveller's bag, the road, or even the paternal counter.

Irresponsible boys, mere rapins, all laugh and chaff and

mischief--"blague et bagout Parisien"; little lords of misrule--wits,

butts, bullies; the idle and industrious apprentice, the good and the

bad, the clean and the dirty (especially the latter)--all more or less

animated by a certain _esprit de corps_, and working very happily and

genially together, on the whole, and always willing to help each other

with sincere artistic counsel if it were asked for seriously, though it

was not always couched in terms very flattering to one's self-love.

Before Little Billee became one of this band of brothers he had been

working for three or four years in a London art school, drawing and

painting from the life; he had also worked from the antique in the

British Museum--so that he was no novice.

As he made his début at Carrel's one Monday morning he felt somewhat shy

and ill at ease. He had studied French most earnestly at home in

England, and could read it pretty well, and even write it and speak it

after a fashion; but he spoke it with much difficulty, and found studio

French a different language altogether from the formal and polite

language he had been at such pains to learn. Ollendorff does not cater

for the quartier latin. Acting on Taffy's advice--for Taffy had worked

under Carrel--Little Billee handed sixty francs to the massier for his

_bienvenue_--a lordly sum--and this liberality made a most favorable

impression, and went far to destroy any little prejudice that might have

been caused by the daintiness of his dress, the cleanliness of his

person, and the politeness of his manners. A place was assigned to him,

and an easel and a board; for he elected to stand at his work and begin

with a chalk drawing. The model (a male) was posed, and work began in

silence. Monday morning is always rather sulky everywhere (except

perhaps in judee). During the ten minutes' rest three or four students

came and looked at Little Billee's beginnings, and saw at a glance that

he thoroughly well knew what he was about, and respected him for it.

Nature had given him a singularly light hand--or rather two, for he was

ambidextrous, and could use both with equal skill; and a few months'

practice at a London life school had quite cured him of that

purposeless indecision of touch which often characterizes the prentice

hand for years of apprenticeship, and remains with the amateur for life.

The lightest and most careless of his pencil strokes had a precision

that was inimitable, and a charm that specially belonged to him, and was

easy to recognize at a glance. His touch on either canvas or paper was

like Svengali's on the key-board--unique.

As the morning ripened little attempts at conversation were made--little

breakings of the ice of silence. It was Lambert, a youth with a

singularly facetious face, who first woke the stillness with the

following uncalled-for remarks in English very badly pronounced:

"Av you seen my fahzere's ole shoes?"

"I av not seen your fahzere's ole shoes."

Then, after a pause:

"Av you seen my fahzere's ole 'at?"

"I av not seen your fahzere's old 'at!"

Presently another said, "Je trouve qu'il a une jolie tête, l'Anglais."

But I will put it all into English:

"I find that he has a pretty head--the Englishman! What say _you_,

Barizel?"

"Yes; but why has he got eyes like brandy-balls, two a penny?"

"Because he's an Englishman!"

"Yes; but why has he got a mouth like a guinea-pig, with two big teeth

in front like the double blank at dominos?"

"Because he's an Englishman!"

[Illustration: "'AV YOU SEEN MY FAHZERE'S OLE SHOES?'"]

"Yes; but why has he got a back without any bend in it, as if he'd

swallowed the Colonne Vendôme as far up as the battle of Austerlitz?"

"Because he's an Englishman!"

And so on, till all the supposed characteristics of Little Billee's

outer man were exhausted. Then:

"Papelard!"

"What?"

"_I_ should like to know if the Englishman says his prayers before going

to bed."

"Ask him."

"Ask him yourself!"

"_I_ should like to know if the Englishman has sisters; and if so, how

old and how many and what sex."

"Ask him."

"Ask him yourself!"

"_I_ should like to know the detailed and circumstantial history of the

Englishman's first love, and how he lost his innocence!"

"Ask him," etc., etc., etc.

Little Billee, conscious that he was the object of conversation, grew

somewhat nervous. Soon he was addressed directly.

"Dites donc, l'Anglais?"

"Kwaw?" said Little Billee.

"Avez-vous une soeur?"

"Wee."

"Est-ce qu'elle vous ressemble?"

"Nong."

"C'est bien dommage! Est-ce qu'elle dit ses prières, le soir, en se

couchant?"

A fierce look came into Little Billee's eyes and a redness to his

cheeks, and this particular form of overture to friendship was

abandoned.

Presently Lambert said, "Si nous mettions l'Anglais à l'échelle?"

Little Billee, who had been warned, knew what this ordeal meant.

They tied you to a ladder, and carried you in procession up and down the

court-yard, and if you were nasty about it they put you under the pump.

During the next rest it was explained to him that he must submit to this

indignity, and the ladder (which was used for reaching the high shelves

round the studio) was got ready.

Little Billee smiled a singularly winning smile, and suffered himself to

be bound with such good-humor that they voted it wasn't amusing, and

unbound him, and he escaped the ordeal by ladder.

Taffy had also escaped, but in another way. When they tried to seize him

he took up the first _rapin_ that came to hand, and, using him as a kind

of club, he swung him about so freely and knocked down so many students

and easels and drawing-boards with him, and made such a terrific rumpus,

that the whole studio had to cry for "pax!" Then he performed feats of

strength of such a surprising kind that the memory of him remained in

Carrel's studio for years, and he became a legend, a tradition, a myth!

It is now said (in what still remains of the quartier latin) that he was

seven feet high, and used to juggle with the massier and model as with a

pair of billiard balls, using only his left hand!

To return to Little Billee. When it struck twelve, the cakes and rum

punch arrived--a very goodly sight that put every one in a good temper.

The cakes were of three kinds--Babas, Madeleines, and Savarins--three

sous apiece, fourpence half-penny the set of three. No nicer cakes are

made in France, and they are as good in the quartier latin as anywhere

else; no nicer cakes are made in the whole world, that I know of. You

must begin with the Madeleine, which is rich and rather heavy; then the

Baba; and finish up with the Savarin, which is shaped like a ring, very

light, and flavored with rum. And then you must really leave off.

The rum punch was tepid, very sweet, and not a bit too strong.

They dragged the model-throne into the middle, and a chair was put on

for Little Billee, who dispensed his hospitality in a very polite and

attractive manner, helping the massier first, and then the other

graybeards in the order of their grayness, and so on down to the model.

Presently, just as he was about to help himself, he was asked to sing

them an English song. After a little pressing he sang them a song about

a gay cavalier who went to serenade his mistress (and a ladder of ropes,

and a pair of masculine gloves that didn't belong to the gay cavalier,

but which he found in his lady's bower)--a poor sort of song, but it was

the nearest approach to a comic song he knew. There are four verses to

it, and each verse is rather long. It does not sound at all funny to a

French audience, and even with an English one Little Billee was not good

at comic songs.

[Illustration: TAFFY À L'ÉCHELLE!]

He was, however, much applauded at the end of each verse. When he had

finished, he was asked if he were _quite_ sure there wasn't any more of

it, and they expressed a deep regret; and then each student, straddling

on his little thick-set chair as on a horse, and clasping the back of it

in both hands, galloped round Little Billee's throne quite

seriously--the strangest procession he had ever seen. It made him laugh

till he cried, so that he couldn't eat or drink.

Then he served more punch and cake all round; and just as he was going

to begin himself, Papelard said:

"Say, you others, I find that the Englishman has something of truly

distinguished in the voice, something of sympathetic, of

touching--something of _je ne sais quoi_!"

Bouchardy: "Yes, yes--something of _je ne sais quoi_! That's the very

phrase--n'est-ce pas, vous autres, that is a good phrase that Papelard

has just invented to describe the voice of the Englishman. He is very

intelligent, Papelard."

Chorus: "Perfect, perfect; he has the genius of characterization,

Papelard. Dites donc, l'Anglais! once more that beautiful song--hein?

Nous vous en prions tous."

Little Billee willingly sang it again, with even greater applause, and

again they galloped, but the other way round and faster, so that Little

Billee became quite hysterical, and laughed till his sides ached.

Then Dubosc: "I find there is something of very capitous and exciting in

English music--of very stimulating. And you, Bouchardy?"

Bouchardy: "Oh, me! It is above all the _words_ that I admire; they have

something of passionate, of romantic--'ze-ese glâ-âves, zese

glâ-âves--zey do not belong to me.' I don't know what that means, but I

love that sort of--of--of--_je ne sais quoi_, in short! Just _once_

more, l'Anglais; only _once_, the _four_ couplets."

So he sang it a third time, all four verses, while they leisurely ate

and drank and smoked and looked at each other, nodding solemn

commendation of certain phrases in the song: "Très bien!" "Très bien!"

"Ah! voilà qui est bien réussi!" "Épatant, ça!" "Très fin!" etc., etc.

For, stimulated by success, and rising to the occasion, he did his very

utmost to surpass himself in emphasis of gesture and accent and

histrionic drollery--heedless of the fact that not one of his listeners

had the slightest notion what his song was about.

It was a sorry performance.

And it was not till he had sung it four times that he discovered the

whole thing was an elaborate impromptu farce, of which he was the butt,

and that of all his royal spread not a crumb or a drop was left for

himself.

It was the old fable of the fox and the crow! And to do him justice, he

laughed as heartily as any one, as if he thoroughly enjoyed the

joke--and when you take jokes in that way people soon leave off poking

fun at you. It is almost as good as being very big, like Taffy, and

having a choleric blue eye!

Such was Little Billee's first experience of Carrel's studio, where he

spent many happy mornings and made many good friends.

No more popular student had ever worked there within the memory of the

grayest graybeards; none more amiable, more genial, more cheerful,

self-respecting, considerate, and polite, and certainly none with

greater gifts for art.

Carrel would devote at least fifteen minutes to him, and invited him

often to his own private studio. And often, on the fourth and fifth day

of the week, a group of admiring students would be gathered by his easel

watching him as he worked.

"C'est un rude lapin, l'Anglais! au moins il sait son orthographe en

peinture, ce coco-là!"

Such was the verdict on Little Billee at Carrel's studio; and I can

conceive no loftier praise.

* * * * *

* * * * *

* * * * *

Young as she was (seventeen or eighteen, or thereabouts), and also

tender (like Little Billee), Trilby had singularly clear and quick

perceptions in all matters that concerned her tastes, fancies, or

affections, and thoroughly knew her own mind, and never lost much time

in making it up.

On the occasion of her first visit to the studio in the Place St.

Anatole des Arts, it took her just five minutes to decide that it was

quite the nicest, homeliest, genialest, jolliest studio in the whole

quartier latin, or out of it, and its three inhabitants, individually

and collectively, were more to her taste than any one else she had ever

met.

[Illustration: "THE FOX AND THE CROW"]

In the first place, they were English, and she loved to hear her

mother-tongue and speak it. It awoke all manner of tender recollections,

sweet reminiscences of her childhood, her parents, her old home--such a

home as it was--or, rather, such homes; for there had been many

flittings from one poor nest to another. The O'Ferralls had been as

birds on the bough.

She had loved her parents very dearly; and, indeed, with all their

faults, they had many endearing qualities--the qualities that so often

go with those particular faults--charm, geniality, kindness, warmth of

heart, the constant wish to please, the generosity that comes before

justice, and lends its last sixpence and forgets to pay its debts!

She knew other English and American artists, and had sat to them

frequently for the head and hands; but none of these, for general

agreeableness of aspect or manner, could compare in her mind with the

stalwart and magnificent Taffy, the jolly fat Laird of Cockpen, the

refined, sympathetic, and elegant Little Billee; and she resolved that

she would see as much of them as she could, that she would make herself

at home in that particular studio, and necessary to its "locataires";

and, without being the least bit vain or self-conscious, she had no

doubts whatever of her power to please--to make herself both useful and

ornamental if it suited her purpose to do so.

Her first step in this direction was to borrow Père Martin's basket and

lantern and pick (he had more than one set of these trade properties)

for the use of Taffy, whom she feared she might have offended by the

freedom of her comments on his picture.

Then, as often as she felt it to be discreet, she sounded her war-cry at

the studio door and went in and made kind inquiries, and, sitting

cross-legged on the model-throne, ate her bread and cheese and smoked

her cigarette and "passed the time of day," as she chose to call it;

telling them all such news of the quartier as had come within her own

immediate ken. She was always full of little stories of other studios,

which, to do her justice, were always good-natured, and probably

true--quite so, as far as she was concerned; she was the most literal

person alive; and she told all these "ragots, cancans, et potins

d'atelier" in a quaint and amusing manner. The slightest look of gravity

or boredom on one of those three faces, and she made herself scarce at

once.

She soon found opportunities for usefulness also. If a costume were

wanted, for instance, she knew where to borrow it, or hire it or buy it

cheaper than any one anywhere else. She procured stuffs for them at cost

price, as it seemed, and made them into draperies and female garments of

any kind that was wanted, and sat in them for the toreador's sweetheart

(she made the mantilla herself), for Taffy's starving dress-maker about

to throw herself into the Seine, for Little Billee's studies of the

beautiful French peasant girl in his picture, now so famous, called "The

Pitcher Goes to the Well."

Then she darned their socks and mended their clothes, and got all their

washing done properly and cheaply at her friend Madame Boisse's, in the

Rue des Cloîtres Ste. Pétronille.

And then again, when they were hard up and wanted a good round sum of

money for some little pleasure excursion, such as a trip to

Fontainebleau or Barbizon for two or three days, it was she who took

their watches and scarf-pins and things to the Mount of Piety in the

Street of the Well of Love (where dwelt "ma tante," which is French for

"my uncle" in this connection), in order to raise the necessary funds.

[Illustration: THE LATIN QUARTER]

She was, of course, most liberally paid for all these little services,

rendered with such pleasure and good-will--far too liberally, she

thought. She would have been really happier doing them for love.

Thus in a very short time she became a _persona gratissima_--a sunny and

ever welcome vision of health and grace and liveliness and unalterable

good-humor, always ready to take any trouble to please her beloved

"Angliches," as they were called by Madame Vinard, the handsome

shrill-voiced _concierge_, who was almost jealous; for she was devoted

to the Angliches too--and so was Monsieur Vinard--and so were the little

Vinards.

She knew when to talk and when to laugh and when to hold her tongue; and

the sight of her sitting cross-legged on the model-throne darning the

Laird's socks or sewing buttons on his shirts or repairing the

smoke-holes in his trousers was so pleasant that it was painted by all

three. One of these sketches (in water-color, by Little Billee) sold the

other day at Christie's for a sum so large that I hardly dare to mention

it. It was done in an afternoon.

Sometimes on a rainy day, when it was decided they should dine at home,

she would fetch the food and cook it, and lay the cloth, and even make

the salad. She was a better saladist than Taffy, a better cook than the

Laird, a better caterer than Little Billee. And she would be invited to

take her share in the banquet. And on these occasions her tremulous

happiness was so immense that it would be quite pathetic to see--almost

painful; and their three British hearts were touched by thoughts of all

the loneliness and homelessness, the expatriation, the half-conscious

loss of caste, that all this eager childish clinging revealed.

And that is why (no doubt) that with all this familiar intimacy there

was never any hint of gallantry or flirtation in any shape or form

whatever--bonne camaraderie, voilà tout. Had she been Little Billee's

sister she could not have been treated with more real respect. And her

deep gratitude for this unwonted compliment transcended any passion she

had ever felt. As the good Lafontaine so prettily says,

"Ces animaux vivaient entre eux comme cousins;

Cette union si douce, et presque fraternelle,

Edifiait tous les voisins!"

And then their talk! It was to her as the talk of the gods in Olympus,

save that it was easier to understand, and she could always understand

it. For she was a very intelligent person, in spite of her wofully

neglected education, and most ambitious to learn--a new ambition for

her.

So they lent her books--English books: Dickens, Thackeray, Walter

Scott--which she devoured in the silence of the night, the solitude of

her little attic in the Rue des Pousse-Cailloux, and new worlds were

revealed to her. She grew more English every day; and that was a good

thing.

Trilby speaking English and Trilby speaking French were two different

beings. Trilby's English was more or less that of her father, a

highly-educated man; her mother, who was a Scotch woman, although an

uneducated one, had none of the ungainliness that mars the speech of so

many English women in that humble rank--no droppings of the h, no

broadening of the o's and a's.

[Illustration: CUISINE BOURGEOISE EN BOHÈME]

Trilby's French was that of the quartier latin--droll, slangy, piquant,

quaint, picturesque--quite the reverse of ungainly, but in which there

was scarcely a turn of phrase that would not stamp the speaker as

being hopelessly, emphatically "no lady!" Though it was funny without

being vulgar, it was perhaps a little _too_ funny!

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