CHAPTER FIVE

Close to the tent Philip sat down, smoked his pipe, and waited.

Not only had the developments of the last few minutes been

disappointing to him, but they had added still more to his

bewilderment. He had expected and hoped for immediate physical

action, something that would at least partially clear away the

cloud of mystery. And at this moment, when he was expecting things

to happen, there had appeared this new factor, Jean, to change the

current of excitement under which Josephine was fighting. Who

could Jean be? he asked himself. And why should his appearance at

this time stir Josephine to a pitch of emotion only a little less

tense than that roused by her fears of a short time before? She

had told him that Jean was part Indian, part French, and that he

"belonged to her." And his coming, he felt sure, was of tremendous

significance to her.

He waited impatiently. It seemed a long time before he heard

voices and the sound of footsteps over the edge of the coulee. He

rose to his feet, and a moment later Josephine and her companion

appeared not more than a dozen paces from him. His first glance

was at the man. In that same instant Jean Croisset stopped in his

tracks and looked at Philip. Steadily, and apparently oblivious of

Josephine's presence, they measured each other, the half-breed

bent a little forward, the lithe alertness of a cat in his

posture, his eyes burning darkly. He was a man whose age Philip

could not guess. It might have been forty. Probably it was close

to that. He was bareheaded, and his long coarse hair, black as an

Indian's, was shot with gray. At first it would have been

difficult to name the blood that ran strongest in his veins. His

hair, the thinness of his face and body, his eyes, and the tense

position in which he had paused, were all Indian. Then, above

these things, Philip saw the French. Swiftly it became the

dominant part of the man before him, and he was not surprised when

Jean advanced with outstretched hand, and said:

"M'sieur Philip, I am Jean--Jean Jacques Croisset--and I am glad

you have come."

The words were spoken for Philip alone, and where she stood

Josephine did not catch the strange flash of fire in the half-

breed's eyes, nor did she hear his still more swiftly spoken

words: "I am glad it is YOU that chance has sent to us, M'sieur

Weyman!"

The two men gripped hands. There was something about Jean that

inspired Philip's confidence, and as he returned the half-breed's

greeting his eyes looked for a moment over the other's shoulder

and rested on Josephine. He was astonished at the change in her.

Evidently Jean had not brought her bad news. She held the pages of

an open letter in her hand, and as she caught Philip's look she

smiled at him with a gladness which he had not seen in her face

before. She came forward quickly, and placed a hand on his arm.

"Jean's coming was a surprise," she explained. "I did not expect

him for a number of days, and I dreaded what he might have to tell

me. But this letter has brought me fresh cause for thankfulness,

though it may enslave you a little longer to your vows of

knighthood. We start for home this afternoon. Are you ready?"

"I have a little packing to do," he said, looking after Jean, who

was moving toward the tent. "Twenty-seven prunes and--"

"Me," laughed Josephine. "Is it not necessary that you make room

in your canoe for me?"

Philip's face flushed with pleasure.

"Of course it is," he cried. "Everything has seemed so wonderfully

unreal to me that for a moment I forgot that you were my--my wife.

But how about Jean? He called me M'sieur Weyman."

"He is the one other person in the world who knows what you and I

know," she explained. "That, too, was necessary. Will you go and

arrange your canoe now? Jean will bring down my things and

exchange them for some of your dunnage." She left him to run into

the tent, reappearing quickly with a thick rabbit-skin blanket and

two canoe pillows.

"These make my nest--when I'm not working," she said, thrusting

them into Philip's arms. "I have a paddle, too. Jean says that I

am as good as an Indian woman with it."

"Better, M'sieur," exclaimed Jean, who had come out of the tent.

"It makes you work harder to see her. She is--what you call it--

gwan-auch-ewin--so splendid! Out of the Cree you cannot speak it."

A tender glow filled Josephine's eyes as Jean began pulling up the

pegs of the tent.

"A little later I will tell you about Jean," she whispered. "But

now, go to your canoe. We will follow you in a few minutes."

He left her, knowing that she had other things to say to Jean

which she did not wish him to hear. As he turned toward the coulee

he noticed that she still held the opened letter in her hand.

There was not much for him to do when he reached his canoe. He

threw out his sleeping bag and tent, and arranged Josephine's robe

and pillows so that she would sit facing him. The knowledge that

she was to be with him, that they were joined in a pact which

would make her his constant companion, filled him with joyous

visions and anticipations. He did not stop to ask himself how long

this mysterious association might last, how soon it might come to

the tragic end to which she had foredoomed it. With the spirit of

the adventurer who had more than once faced death with a smile, he

did not believe in burning bridges ahead of him. He loved

Josephine. To him this love had come as it had come to Tristan and

Isolde, to Paola and Francesca--sudden and irresistible, but,

unlike theirs, as pure as the air of the world which he breathed.

That he knew nothing of her, that she had not even revealed her

full name to him, did not affect the depth or sincerity of his

emotion. Nor had her frank avowal that he could expect no reward

destroyed his hope. The one big thought that ran through his brain

now, as he arranged the canoe, was that there was room for hope,

and that she had been free to accept the words he had spoken to

her without dishonour to herself. If she belonged to some other

man she would not have asked him to play the part of a husband.

Her freedom and his right to fight for her was the one consuming

fact of significance to him just now. Beside that all others were

trivial and unimportant, and every drop of blood in his veins was

stirred by a strange exultation.

He found himself whistling again as he refolded his blankets and

straightened out his tent. When he had finished this last task he

turned to find Jean standing close behind him, his dark eyes

watching him closely. As he greeted the half-breed, Philip looked

for Josephine.

"I am alone, M'sieur," said Jean, coming close to Philip. "I

tricked her into staying behind until I could see you for a moment

as we are, alone, man to man. Why is it that our Josephine has

come to trust you as she does?"

His voice was low--it was almost soft as a woman's, but deep in

his eyes Philip saw the glow of a strange, slumbering fire.

"Why is it?" he persisted.

"God only knows," exclaimed Philip, the significance of the

question bursting upon him for the first time. "I hadn't thought

of it, Jean. Everything has happened so quickly, so strangely,

that there are many things I haven't thought of. It must be

because--she thinks I'm a MAN!"

"That is it, M'sieur," replied Jean, as quietly as before. "That,

and because you have come from two years in the North. I have been

there. I know that it breeds men. And our Josephine knows. I could

swear that there is not one man in a million she would trust as

she has put faith in you. Into your hands she has given herself,

and what you do means for her life or death. And for you--"

The fires in his eyes were nearer the surface now.

"What?" asked Philip tensely.

"Death--unless you play your part as a man," answered Jean. There

was neither threat nor excitement in his voice, but in his eyes

was the thing that Philip understood. Silently he reached out and

gripped the half-breed's hand, For an instant they stood, their

faces close, looking into each other's eyes. And as men see men

where the fires of the earth burn low, so they read each other's

souls, and their fingers tightened in a clasp of understanding.

"What that part is to be I cannot guess," said Philip, then. "But

I will play it, and it is not fear that will hold me to my promise

to her. If I fail, why--kill me!"

"That is the North," breathed Jean, and in his voice was the

thankfulness of prayer.

Without another word he stooped and picked up the tent and

blankets. Philip was about to stop him, to speak further with him,

when he saw Josephine climbing over the bulwark of rocks between

them and the trail. He hurried to meet her. Her arms were full,

and she allowed him to take a part of her load. With what Jean had

brought this was all that was to go in Philip's canoe, and the

half-breed remained to help them off.

"You will go straight across the lake," he said to Philip. "If you

paddle slowly, I will catch up with you."

Philip seated himself near the stern, facing Josephine, and Jean

gave the canoe a shove that sent it skimming like a swallow on the

smooth surface of the lake. For a moment Philip did not dip his

paddle. He looked at the girl who sat so near to him, her head

bent over in pretence of seeing that all was right, the sun

melting away into rich colours in the thick coils of her hair.

There filled him an overwhelming desire to reach over and touch

the shining braids, to feel the thrill of their warmth and

sweetness, and something of this desire was in his face when she

looked up at him, a look of gentle thankfulness disturbed a little

by anxiety in her eyes. He had not noticed fully how wonderfully

blue her eyes were until now, and soft and tender they were when

free of the excitement of fear and mental strain. They were more

than ever like the wild wood violets, flecked with those same

little brown spots which had made him think sometimes that the

flowers were full of laughter. There was something of wistfulness,

of thought for him in her eyes now, and in pure joy he laughed.

"Why do you laugh?" she asked.

"Because I am happy," he replied, and sent the canoe ahead with a

first deep stroke. "I have never been happier in my life. I did

not know that it was possible to feel as I do."

"And I am just beginning to feel my selfishness," she said. "You

have thought only of me. You are making a wonderful sacrifice for

me. You have nothing to gain, nothing to expect but the things

that make me shudder. And I have thought of myself alone,

selfishly, unreasonably. It is not fair, and yet this is the only

way that it can be."

"I am satisfied," he said. "I have nothing much to sacrifice,

except myself."

She leaned forward, with her chin in the cup of her hands, and

looked at him steadily.

"You have people?"

"None who cares for me. My mother was the last. She died before I

came North."

"And you have no sisters--or brothers?"

"None living."

For a moment she was silent. Then she said gently, looking into

his eyes:

"I wish I had known--that I had guessed--before I let you come

this far. I am sorry now--sorry that I didn't send you away. You

are different from other men I have known--and you have had your

suffering. And now--I must hurt you again. It wouldn't be so bad

if you didn't care for me. I don't want to hurt you--because--I

believe in you."

"And is that all--because you believe me?"

She did not answer. Her hands clasped at her breast. She looked

beyond him to the shore they were leaving.

"You must leave me," she said then, and her voice was as lifeless

as his had been. "I am beginning to see now. It all happened so

suddenly that I could not think. But if you love me you must not

go on. It is impossible. I would rather suffer my own fate than

have you do that. When we reach the other shore you must leave

me."

She was struggling to keep back her emotion, fighting to hold it

within her own breast.

"You must go back," she repeated, staring into his set face. "If

you don't, you will be hurt terribly, terribly!"

And then, suddenly, she slipped lower among the cushions he had

placed for her, and buried her face in one of them with a moaning

grief that cut to his soul. She was sobbing now, like a child. In

this moment Philip forgot all restraint. He leaned forward and put

a hand on her shining head, and bent his face close down to hers.

His free hand touched one of her hands, and he held it tightly.

"Listen, my Josephine," he whispered. "I am not going to turn

back, I am going on with you. That is our pact. At the end I know

what to expect. You have told me; and I, too, believe. But

whatever happens, in spite of all that may happen, I will still

have received more than all else in the world could give me. For I

will have known you, and you will be my salvation. I am going on."

For an instant he felt the fluttering pressure of her fingers on

his. It was an answer a thousand times more precious to him than

words, and he knew that he had won. Still lower he bent his head,

until for an instant his lips touched the soft, living warmth of

her hair. And then he leaned back, freeing her hand, and into his

face had leaped soul and life and fighting strength; and under his

breath he gave new thanks to God, and to the sun, and the blue sky

above, while from behind them came skimming over the water the

slim birchbark canoe of Jean Jacques Croisset.

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