XIV. “For Remembrance”

The next day, while Ruth was busily gathering up her few belongings and

packing her trunk, Winfield appeared with a suggestion regarding the

advisability of outdoor exercise. Uncle James stood at the gate and

watched them as they went down hill. He was a pathetic old figure,

predestined to loneliness under all circumstances.

“That's the way I'll look when we've been married a few years,” said

Carl.

“Worse than that,” returned Ruth, gravely. “I'm sorry for you, even

now.”

“You needn't be proud and haughty just because you've had a wedding at

your house--we're going to have one at ours.”

“At ours?”

“At the 'Widder's,' I mean, this very evening.”

“That's nice,” answered Ruth, refusing to ask the question.

“It's Joe and Hepsey,” he continued, “and I thought perhaps you might

stoop low enough to assist me in selecting an appropriate wedding gift

in yonder seething mart. I feel greatly indebted to them.”

“Why, of course I will; it's quite sudden, isn't it?” “Far be it from

me to say so. However, it's the most reversed wedding I ever heard of.

A marriage at the home of the groom, to say the least, is unusual.

Moreover, the 'Widder' Pendleton is to take the bridal tour and leave

the happy couple at home. She's going to visit a relative who is distant

in both position and relationship--all unknown to the relative, I fancy.

She starts immediately after the ceremony and it seems to me that it

would be a pious notion to throw rice and old shoes after her.”

“Why, Carl! You don't want to maim her, do you?”

“I wouldn't mind. If it hadn't been for my ostrich-like digestion, I

wouldn't have had anything to worry about by this time. However, if you

insist, I will throw the rice and let you heave the shoes. If you have

the precision of aim which distinguishes your sex, the 'Widder' will

escape uninjured.”

“Am I to be invited?”

“Certainly--haven't I already invited you?”

“They may not like it.”

“That doesn't make any difference. Lots of people go to weddings who

aren't wanted.”

“I'll go, then,” announced Ruth, “and once again, I give you my gracious

permission to kiss the bride.”

“Thank you, dear, but I'm not going to kiss any brides except my own.

I've signed the pledge and sworn off.”

They created a sensation in the village when they acquired the set of

china which had been on exhibition over a year. During that time it had

fallen at least a third in price, though its value was unchanged. Ruth

bought a hideous red table-cloth, which she knew would please Hepsey,

greatly to Winfield's disgust.

“Why do you do that?” he demanded. “Don't you know that, in all

probability, I'll have to eat off of it? I much prefer the oilcloth, to

which I am now accustomed.”

“You'll have to get used to table linen, dear,” she returned teasingly;

“it's my ambition to have one just like this for state occasions.”

Joe appeared with the chariot just in time to receive and transport

the gift. “Here's your wedding present, Joe!” called Winfield, and

the innocent villagers formed a circle about them as the groom-elect

endeavoured to express his appreciation. Winfield helped him pack the

“101 pieces” on the back seat and under it, and when Ruth, feeling like

a fairy godmother, presented the red table-cloth, his cup of joy was

full.

He started off proudly, with a soup tureen and two platters on the seat

beside him. The red table-cloth was slung over his arm, in toreador

fashion, and the normal creak of the conveyance was accentuated by an

ominous rattle of crockery. Then he circled back, motioning them to

wait.

“Here's sunthin' I most forgot,” he said, giving Ruth a note. “I'd drive

you back fer nothin', only I've got sech a load.”

The note was from Miss Ainslie, inviting Miss Thorne and her friend to

come at five o'clock and stay to tea. No answer was expected unless she

could not come.

The quaint, old-fashioned script was in some way familiar. A flash

of memory took Ruth back to the note she had found in the dresser

drawer, beginning: “I thank you from my heart for understanding me.” So

it was Miss Ainslie who had sent the mysterious message to Aunt Jane.

“You're not paying any attention to me,” complained Winfield. “I

suppose, when we're married, I'll have to write out what I want to say

to you, and put it on file.”

“You're a goose,” laughed Ruth. “We're going to Miss Ainslie's to-night

for tea. Aren't we getting gay?”

“Indeed we are! Weddings and teas follow one another like Regret on the

heels of Pleasure.”

“Pretty simile,” commented Ruth. “If we go to the tea, we'll have to

miss the wedding.”

“Well, we've been to a wedding quite recently, so I suppose it's

better to go to the tea. Perhaps, by arranging it, we might be given

nourishment at both places--not that I pine for the 'Widder's' cooking.

Anyhow, we've sent our gift, and they'd rather have that than to have

us, if they were permitted to choose.”

“Do you suppose they'll give us anything?”

“Let us hope not.”

“I don't believe we want any at all,” she said. “Most of them would be

in bad taste, and you'd have to bury them at night, one at a time, while

I held a lantern.”

“The policeman on the beat would come and ask us what we were doing,”

he objected; “and when we told him we were only burying our wedding

presents, he wouldn't believe us. We'd be dragged to the station and

put into a noisome cell. Wouldn't it make a pretty story for the morning

papers! The people who gave us the things would enjoy it over their

coffee.”

“It would be pathetic, wouldn't it?”

“It would, Miss Thorne. I think we'd better not tell anybody until its

all safely over, and then we can have a little card printed to go

with the announcement, saying that if anybody is inclined to give us a

present, we'd rather have the money.”

“You're a very practical person, Carl. One would think you had been

married several times.”

“We'll be married as often as you like, dear. Judging by your respected

aunt, one ceremony isn't 'rightfully bindin', and I want it done often

enough to be sure that you can't get away from me.”

As they entered the gate, Uncle James approached stealthily by a

roundabout way and beckoned to them. “Excuse me,” he began, as they came

within speaking distance, “but has Mis' Ball give you furniture?”

“Yes,” replied Ruth, in astonishment, “why?”

“There's clouds to starboard and she's repentin'. She's been admirin'

of it the hull mornin' in the attic. I was sot in the kitchen with

pertaters,” he explained, “but the work is wearin' and a feller needs

fresh air.”

“Thank you for the tip, Uncle,” said Winfield, heartily.

The old man glowed with gratification. “We men understand each other,”

was plainly written on his expressive face, as he went noiselessly back

to the kitchen.

“You'd better go home, dear,” suggested Ruth.

“Delicate hint,” replied Winfield. “It would take a social strategist

to perceive your hidden meaning. Still, my finer sensibilities respond

instantly to your touch, and I will go. I flatter myself that I've never

had to be put out yet, when I've been calling on a girl. Some subtle

suggestion like yours has always been sufficient.”

“Don't be cross, dear--let's see how soon you can get to the bottom of

the hill. You can come back at four o'clock.”

He laughed and turned back to wave his hand at her. She wafted a kiss

from the tips of her fingers, which seemed momentarily to impede his

progress, but she motioned him away and ran into the house.

Aunt Jane was nowhere to be seen, so she went on into the kitchen to

help Uncle James with the potatoes. He had peeled almost a peck and the

thick parings lay in a heap on the floor. “My goodness'” she exclaimed.

“You'd better throw those out, Uncle, and I'll put the potatoes on to

boil.”

He hastened out, with his arms full of peelings. “You're a real kind

woman, Niece Ruth,” he said gratefully, when he came in. “You don't

favour your aunt none--I think you're more like me.”

Mrs. Ball entered the kitchen with a cloud upon her brow, and in one of

those rare flashes of insight which are vouchsafed to plodding mortals,

a plan of action presented itself to Ruth. “Aunty,” she said, before

Mrs. Ball had time to speak, “you know I'm going back to the city

to-morrow, and I'd like to send you and Uncle James a wedding

present--you've been so good to me. What shall it be?”

“Well, now, I don't know,” she answered, visibly softening, “but I'll

think it over, and let you know.”

“What would you like, Uncle James?”

“You needn't trouble him about it,” explained his wife. “He'll like

whatever I do, won't you, James?”

“Yes'm, just as you say.”

After dinner, when Ruth broached the subject of furniture, she was

gratified to find that Aunt Jane had no serious objections. “I kinder

hate to part with it, Ruth,” she said, “but in a way, as you may say,

it's yours.”

“'Tisn't like giving it away, Aunty--it's all in the family, and, as you

say, you're not using it.”

“That's so, and then James and me are likely to come and make you a long

visit, so I'll get the good of it, too.”

Ruth was momentarily stunned, but rallied enough to express great

pleasure at the prospect. As Aunt Jane began to clear up the dishes,

Mr. Ball looked at his niece, with a certain quiet joy, and then,

unmistakably, winked.

“When you decide about the wedding present, Aunty, let me know, won't

you?” she asked, as Mrs. Ball came in after the rest of the dishes. “Mr.

Winfield would like to send you a remembrance also.” Then Ruth added, to

her conscience, “I know he would.”

“He seems like a pleasant-spoken feller,” remarked Aunt Jane. “You can

ask him to supper to-night, if you like.”

“Thank you, Aunty, but we're going to Miss Ainslie's.”

“Huh!” snorted Mrs. Ball. “Mary Ainslie ain't got no sperrit!” With this

enigmatical statement, she sailed majestically out of the room.

During the afternoon, Ruth finished her packing, leaving out a white

shirt-waist to wear to Miss Ainslie's. When she went down to the parlour

to wait for Winfield, Aunt Jane appeared, with her husband in her wake.

“Ruth,” she announced, “me and James have decided on a weddin' present.

I would like a fine linen table-cloth and a dozen napkins.”

“All right, Aunty.”

“And if Mr. Winfield is disposed to it, he can give me a lemonade

set--one of them what has different coloured tumblers belongin' to it.”

“He'll be pleased to send it, Aunty; I know he will.”

“I'm a-layin' out to take part of them two hundred dollars what's sewed

up in James's belt, and buy me a new black silk,” she went on. “I've got

some real lace to trim it with, whet dames give me in the early years of

our engagement. Don't you think a black silk is allers nice, Ruth?”

“Yes, it is, Aunty; and just now, it's very stylish.”

“You appear to know about such things. I guess I'll let you get it

for me in the city when you buy the weddin' present. I'll give you the

money, and you can get the linin's too, while you're about it.”

“I'll send you some samples, Aunty, and then you can take your choice.”

“And--” began Mrs. Ball.

“Did you know Mrs. Pendleton was going away, Aunty?” asked Ruth,

hastily.

“Do tell! Elmiry Peavey goin' travellin'?”

“Yes, she's going somewhere for a visit--I don't know just where.”

“I had laid out to take James and call on Elmiry,” she said, stroking

her apron thoughtfully, while a shadow crossed Mr. Ball's expressive

face; “but I guess I'll wait now till I get my new black silk. I want

her to know I've done well.”

A warning hiss from the kitchen and the odour of burning sugar impelled

Aunt Jane to a hasty exit just as Winfield came. Uncle James followed

them to the door.

“Niece Ruth,” he said, hesitating and fumbling at his belt, “be you

goin' to get merried?”

“I hope so, Uncle,” she replied kindly.

“Then--then--I wish you'd take this and buy you sunthin' to remember

your pore old Uncle James by.” He thrust a trembling hand toward her,

and offered her a twenty dollar bill.

“Why, Uncle!” she exclaimed. “I mustn't take this! Thank you ever so

much, but it isn't right!”

“I'd be pleased,” he said plaintively. “'Taint as if I wan's accustomed

to money. My store was wuth five or six hundred dollars, and you've been

real pleasant to me, Niece Ruth. Buy a hair wreath for the parlour, or

sunthin' to remind you of your pore old Uncle.”

Winfield pressed her arm warningly, and she tucked the bill into her

chatelaine bag. “Thank you, Uncle!” she said; then, of her own accord,

she stooped and kissed him lightly on the cheek.

A mist came into the old man's eyes, and he put his hand to his belt

again, but she hurriedly led Winfield away. “Ruth,” he said, as they

went down the hill, “you're a sweet girl. That was real womanly kindness

to the poor devil.”

“Shall I be equally kind to all 'poor devils'?”

“There's one more who needs you--if you attend to him properly, it will

be enough.”

“I don't see how they're going to get Aunty's silk gown and a ring like

mine and a haircloth parlour suit and publish a book with less than two

hundred dollars, do you?”

“Hardly--Joe says that he gave Hepsey ten dollars. There's a great

discussion about the spending of it.”

“I didn't know--I feel guilty.”

“You needn't, darling. There was nothing else for you to do. How did you

succeed with your delicate mission?”

“I managed it,” she said proudly. “I feel that I was originally destined

for a diplomatic career.” He laughed when she described the lemonade set

which she had promised in his name.

“I'll see that the furniture is shipped tomorrow,” he assured her; “and

then I'll go on a still hunt for the gaudy glassware. I'm blessed if I

don't give 'em a silver ice pitcher, too.”

“I'm in for a table-cloth and a dozen napkins,” laughed Ruth; “but I

don't mind. We won't bury Uncle's wedding present, will we?”

“I should say not! Behold the effect of the card, long before it's

printed.”

“I know,” said Ruth, seriously, “I'll get a silver spoon or something

like that out of the twenty dollars, and then I'll spend the rest of

it on something nice for Uncle James. The poor soul isn't getting any

wedding present, and he'll never know.”

“There's a moral question involved in that,” replied Winfield. “Is it

right to use his money in that way and assume the credit yourself?”

“We'll have to think it over,” Ruth answered. “It isn't so very simple

after all.”

Miss Ainslie was waiting for them in the garden and came to the gate to

meet them. She wore a gown of lavender taffeta, which rustled and shone

in the sunlight. The skirt was slightly trained, with a dust ruffle

underneath, and the waist was made in surplice fashion, open at the

throat. A bertha of rarest Brussels lace was fastened at her neck with

the amethyst pin, inlaid with gold and surrounded by baroque pearls. The

ends of the bertha hung loosely and under it she had tied an apron of

sheerest linen, edged with narrow Duchesse lace. Her hair was coiled

softly on top of her head, with a string of amethysts and another of

pearls woven among the silvery strands.

“Welcome to my house,” she said, smiling, Winfield at once became her

slave. She talked easily, with that exquisite cadence which makes each

word seem like a gift, but there was a certain subtle excitement in

her manner, which Ruth did not fail to perceive. When Winfield was

not looking at Miss Ainslie, her eyes rested upon him with a wondering

hunger, mingled with tenderness and fear.

Midsummer lay upon the garden and the faint odour of mignonette

and lavender came with every wandering wind. White butterflies and

thistledown floated in the air, bees hummed drowsily, and the stately

hollyhocks swayed slowly back and forth.

“Do you know why I asked you to come today?” She spoke to Ruth, but

looked at Winfield.

“Why, Miss Ainslie?”

“Because it is my birthday--I am fifty-five years old.”

Ruth's face mirrored her astonishment. “You don't look any older than I

do,” she said.

Except for the white hair, it was true. Her face was as fresh as a rose

with the morning dew upon it, and even on her neck, where the folds of

lace revealed a dazzling whiteness, there were no lines.

“Teach us how to live, Miss Ainslie,” said Winfield, softly, “that the

end of half a century may find us young.”

A delicate pink suffused her cheeks and she turned her eyes to his.

“I've just been happy, that's all,” she answered.

“It needs the alchemist's touch,” he said, “to change our sordid world

to gold.”

“We can all learn,” she replied, “and even if we don't try, it comes to

us once.”

“What?” asked Ruth.

“Happiness--even if it isn't until the end. In every life there is a

perfect moment, like a flash of sun. We can shape our days by that, if

we will--before by faith, and afterward by memory.”

The conversation drifted to less serious things. Ruth, remembering

that Miss Ainslie did not hear the village gossip, described her aunt's

home-coming, the dismissal of Hepsey, and told her of the wedding which

was to take place that evening. Winfield was delighted, for he had

never heard her talk so well, but Miss Ainslie listened with gentle

displeasure.

“I did not think Miss Hathaway would ever be married abroad,” she said.

“I think she should have waited until she came home. It would have been

more delicate to let him follow her. To seem to pursue a gentleman,

however innocent one may be, is--is unmaidenly.”

Winfield choked, then coughed violently.

“Understand me, dear,” Miss Ainslie went on, “I do not mean to criticise

your aunt--she is one of my dearest friends. Perhaps I should not have

spoken at all,” she concluded in genuine distress.

“It's all right, Miss Ainslie,” Ruth assured her, “I know just how you

feel.”

Winfield, having recovered his composure, asked a question about the

garden, and Miss Ainslie led them in triumph around her domain. She

gathered a little nosegay of sweet-williams for Ruth, who was over among

the hollyhocks, then she said shyly: “What shall I pick for you?”

“Anything you like, Miss Ainslie. I am at a loss to choose.”

She bent over and plucked a leaf of rosemary, looking at him long and

searchingly as she put it into his hand.

“For remembrance,” she said, with the deep fire burning in her eyes.

Then she added, with a pitiful hunger in her voice:

“Whatever happens, you won't forget me?”

“Never!” he answered, strangely stirred.

“Thank you,” she whispered brokenly, drawing away from him. “You look so

much like--like some one I used to know.”

At dusk they went into the house. Except for the hall, it was square,

with two partitions dividing it. The two front rooms were separated by

an arch, and the dining-room and kitchen were similarly situated at the

back of the house, with a china closet and pantry between them.

Miss Ainslie's table, of solid mahogany, was covered only with fine

linen doilies, after a modern fashion, and two quaint candlesticks, of

solid silver, stood opposite each other. In the centre, in a silver vase

of foreign pattern, there was a great bunch of asters--white and pink

and blue.

The repast was simple--chicken fried to a golden brown, with creamed

potatoes, a salad made of fresh vegetables from the garden, hot

biscuits, deliciously light, and the fragrant Chinese tea, served in the

Royal Kaga cups, followed by pound cake, and pears preserved in a heavy

red syrup.

The hostess sat at the head of the table, dispensing a graceful

hospitality. She made no apology, such as prefaced almost every meal at

Aunt Jane's. It was her best, and she was proud to give it--such was the

impression.

Afterward, when Ruth told her that she was going back to the city, Miss

Ainslie's face grew sad.

“Why--why must you go?” she asked.

“I'm interrupting the honeymoon,” Ruth answered, “and when I suggested

departure, Aunty agreed to it immediately. I can't very well stay now,

can I?”

“My dear,” said Miss Ainslie, laying her hand upon Ruth's, “if you

could, if you only would--won't you come and stay with me?”

“I'd love to,” replied Ruth, impetuously, “but are you sure you want

me?”

“Believe me, my dear,” said Miss Ainslie, simply, “it will give me great

happiness.”

So it was arranged that the next day Ruth's trunk should be taken to

Miss Ainslie's, and that she would stay until the first of October.

Winfield was delighted, since it brought Ruth nearer to him and involved

no long separation.

They went outdoors again, where the crickets and katydids were chirping

in the grass, and the drowsy twitter of birds came from the maples

above. The moon, at its full, swung slowly over the hill, and threads of

silver light came into the fragrant dusk of the garden. Now and then the

moonlight shone full upon Miss Ainslie's face, touching her hair as if

with loving tenderness and giving her an unearthly beauty. It was the

face of a saint.

Winfield, speaking reverently, told her of their betrothal. She leaned

forward, into the light, and put one hand caressingly upon the arm of

each.

“I am so glad,” she said, with her face illumined. Through the music of

her voice ran lights and shadows, vague, womanly appeal, and a haunting

sweetness neither could ever forget.

That night, the gates of Youth turned on their silent hinges for Miss

Ainslie. Forgetting the hoary frost that the years had laid upon her

hair, she walked, hand in hand with them, through the clover fields

which lay fair before them and by the silvered reaches of the River of

Dreams. Into their love came something sweet that they had not found

before--the absolute need of sharing life together, whether it should be

joy or pain. Unknowingly, they rose to that height which makes sacrifice

the soul's dearest offering, as the chrysalis, brown and unbeautiful,

gives the radiant creature within to the light and freedom of day.

When the whistle sounded for the ten o'clock train, Ruth said it was

late and they must go. Miss Ainslie went to the gate with them, her

lavender scented gown rustling softly as she walked, and the moonlight

making new beauty of the amethysts and pearls entwined in her hair.

Ruth, aglow with happiness, put her arms around Miss Ainslie's neck and

kissed her tenderly. “May I, too?” asked Winfield.

He drew her toward him, without waiting for an answer, and Miss Ainslie

trembled from head to foot as she lifted her face to his.

Across the way the wedding was in full blast, but neither of them cared

to go. Ruth turned back for a last glimpse of the garden and its gentle

mistress, but she was gone, and the light from her candle streamed out

until it rested upon a white hollyhock, nodding drowsily.

To Ruth, walking in the starlight with her lover, it seemed as if the

world had been made new. The spell was upon Winfield for a long time,

but at last he spoke.

“If I could have chosen my mother,” he said, simply, “she would have

been like Miss Ainslie.”

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