The pride that prompts the bitter jest.
A space had with some difficulty been cleared at the upper end of an
aristocratic London drawing-room, and with considerable enthusiasm Miss
Fitzmannering pranced into the middle of it. Miss Fitzmannering had
kindly allowed herself to be persuaded to do “only a few steps” of
her celebrated skirt-dance. Miss Eline Fitzmannering officiated at
the piano, and later on, while they were brushing their hair, they
quarrelled because she took the time too quickly.
The aristocratic assembly looked on with mixed feelings, and faces
suitable to the same. The girls who could not skirt-dance yawned behind
their fans--gauze preferred, because the Fitzmannerings could see
through gauze if they could not see through anything else. The gifted
products of fashionable Brighton schools, who could in their own way
make exhibitions of themselves also, wondered who on earth had taught
Miss Fitzmannering; and the servants at the door felt ashamed of
themselves without knowing why.
Miss Fitzmannering had practised that skirt-dance--those few
steps--religiously for the last month. She had been taught those
same contortions by a young lady in THE profession, whom even Billy
Fitzmannering raised his eyebrows at. And every one knows that Billy
is not particular. The performance was not graceful, and the gentlemen
present, who knew more about dancing--skirt or otherwise--than they
cared to admit, pursed up the corners of their mouths and looked
straight in front of them--afraid to meet the eye of some person or
persons undefined.
But the best face there was that of Sir John Meredith. He was not
bored, as were many of his juniors--at least, he did not look it. He
was neither shocked nor disgusted, as apparently were some of his
contemporaries--at least, his face betrayed neither of those emotions.
He was keenly interested--suavely attentive. He followed each spasmodic
movement with imperturbably pleasant eyes.
“My dear young lady,” he said, with one of his courtliest bows, when at
last Miss Fitzmannering had had enough of it, “you have given us a great
treat--you have, indeed.”
“A most unique performance,” he continued, turning gravely to Lady
Cantourne, by whose side he had been standing; and, strange to say, her
ladyship made a reproving little movement of the lips, and tapped his
elbow surreptitiously, as if he were misbehaving himself.
He offered his arm with a murmur of refreshments, and she accepted.
“Well,” he said, when they were alone, or nearly so, “do you not admit
that it was a most unique performance?”
“Hush!” replied the lady, either because she was a woman or because she
was a woman of the world. “The poor girl cannot help it. She is forced
into it by the exigencies of society, and her mother. It is not entirely
her fault.”
“It will be entirely my fault,” replied Sir John, “if I see her do it
again.”
“It does not matter about a man,” said Lady Cantourne, after a little
pause; “but a woman cannot afford to make a fool of herself. She ought
never to run the risk of being laughed at. And yet I am told that they
teach that elegant accomplishment at fashionable schools.”
“Which proves that the schoolmistress is a knave as well as--the other
thing.”
They passed down the long room together--a pattern, to the younger
generation, of politeness and mutual respect. And that which one or
other did not see was not worth comprehension.
“Who,” asked Sir John, when they had passed into the other room, “who is
the tall fair girl who was sitting near the fireplace?”
He did not seem to think it necessary to ask Lady Cantourne whether she
had noticed the object of his curiosity.
“I was just wondering,” replied Lady Cantourne, stirring her tea
comfortably. “I will find out. She interests me. She is different from
the rest.”
“And she does not let it be seen--that is what I like,” said Sir John.
“The great secret of success in the world is to be different from other
people and conceal the fact.” He stood his full height, and looked round
with blinking, cynical eyes. “They are all very like each other, and
they fail to conceal that.”
“I dislike a person,” said Lady Cantourne in her tolerant way, “who
looks out of place anywhere. That girl would never look so.”
Sir John was still looking round, seeing all that there was to be seen,
and much that was not intended for that purpose.
“Some of them,” he said, “will look self-conscious in heaven.”
“I hope so,” said Lady Cantourne quietly; “that is the least one may
expect.”
“I trust that there will be no skirt--” Sir John broke off suddenly,
with a quick smile. “I was about to be profane,” he said, taking her
cup. “But I know you do not like it.”
She looked up at him with a wan little smile. She was wondering whether
he remembered as well as she did that half an ordinary lifetime lay
between that moment and the occasion when she reproved his profanity.
“Come,” she said, rising, “take me back to the drawing-room, and I will
make somebody introduce me to the girl.”
Jocelyn Gordon, sitting near the fire, talking to a white-moustached
explorer, and listening good-naturedly to a graphic account of travels
which had been put in the background by more recent wanderers, was
somewhat astounded when the hostess came up to her a few minutes later,
and introduced a stout little lady, with twinkling, kindly eyes, by the
name of Lady Cantourne. She had heard vaguely of Lady Cantourne as a
society leader of the old school, but had no clue to this obviously
intentional introduction.
“You are wondering,” said Lady Cantourne, when she had sent the explorer
on his travels elsewhere in order that she might have his seat--“you are
wondering why I asked to know you.”
She looked into the girl's face with bright, searching eyes.
“I am afraid I was,” admitted Jocelyn.
“I have two reasons: one vulgar--the other sentimental. The vulgar
reason was curiosity. I like to know people whose appearance
prepossesses me. I am an old woman--no, you need not shake your head, my
dear! not with me--I am almost a very old woman, but not quite; and all
my life I have trusted in appearances. And,” she paused, studying the
lace of her fan, “I suppose I have not made more mistakes than other
people. I have always made a point of trying to get to know people whose
appearance I like. That is my vulgar reason. You do not mind my saying
so--do you?”
Jocelyn laughed with slightly heightened colour, which Lady Cantourne
noted with an appreciative little nod.
“My other reason is that, years ago at school, I knew a girl who was
very like you. I loved her intensely--for a short time--as girls do
at school, you know. Her name was Treseaton--the Honourable Julia
Treseaton.”
“My mother!” said Jocelyn eagerly.
“I thought so. I did not think so at first, but when you spoke I was
certain of it. She had a way with her lips. I am afraid she is dead.”
“Yes; she died nearly twenty-five years ago in Africa.”
“Africa--whereabouts in Africa?”
Then suddenly Jocelyn remembered where she had heard Lady Cantourne's
name. It had only been mentioned to her once. And this was the aunt with
whom Millicent Chyne lived. This cheery little lady knew Jack Meredith
and Guy Oscard; and Millicent Chyne's daily life was part of her
existence.
“The West Coast,” she answered vaguely. She wanted time to think--to
arrange things in her mind. She was afraid of the mention of Jack's name
in the presence of this woman of the world. She did not mind Maurice
or Guy Oscard--but it was different with a woman. She could hardly have
said a better thing, because it took Lady Cantourne some seconds to work
out in her mind where the West Coast of Africa was.
“That is the unhealthy coast, is it not?” asked her ladyship.
“Yes.”
Jocelyn hardly heard the question. She was looking round with a sudden,
breathless eagerness. It was probable that Millicent Chyne was in the
rooms; and she never doubted that she would know her face.
“And I suppose you know that part of the world very well?” said Lady
Cantourne, who had detected a change in her companion's manner.
“Oh yes.”
“Have you ever heard of a place called Loango?”
“Oh yes. I live there.”
“Indeed, how very interesting! I am very much interested in Loango just
now, I must tell you. But I did not know that anybody lived there.”
“No one does by choice,” explained Jocelyn. “My father was a judge
on the Coast, and since his death my brother Maurice has held an
appointment at Loango. We are obliged to live there for eight months in
the twelve.”
She knew it was coming. But, as chance would have it, it was easier than
she could have hoped. For some reason Lady Cantourne looked straight in
front of her when she asked the question.
“Then you have, no doubt, met a friend of mine--Mr. Meredith? Indeed,
two friends; for I understand that Guy Oscard is associated with him in
this wonderful discovery.”
“Oh yes,” replied Jocelyn, with a carefully modulated interest, “I
have met them both. Mr. Oscard lunched with us shortly before we left
Africa.”
“Ah, that was when he disappeared so suddenly. We never got quite to
the base of that affair. He left at a moment's notice on receipt of a
telegram or something, only leaving a short and somewhat vague note
for my--for us. He wrote from Africa, I believe, but I never heard the
details. I imagine Jack Meredith was in some difficulty. But it is a
wonderful scheme this, is it not? They are certain to make a fortune, I
understand.”
“So people say,” replied Jocelyn. It was a choice to tell all--to tell
as much as she herself knew--or nothing. So she told nothing. She could
not say that she had been forced by a sudden breakdown of her brother's
health to leave Loango while Jack Meredith's fate was still wrapped
in doubt. She could not tell Lady Cantourne that all her world was in
Africa--that she was counting the days until she could go back thither.
She could not lift for a second the veil that hid the aching, restless
anxiety in her heart, the life-absorbing desire to know whether Guy
Oscard had reached the Plateau in time. Her heart was so sore that she
could not even speak of Jack Meredith's danger.
“How strange,” said Lady Cantourne, “to think that you are actually
living in Loango, and that you are the last person who has spoken to
Jack Meredith! There are two people in this house to-night who would
like to ask you questions from now till morning, but neither of them
will do it. Did you see me go through the room just now with a tall
gentleman--rather old.”
“Yes,” answered Jocelyn.
“That was Sir John Meredith, Jack's father,” said Lady Cantourne in a
lowered voice. “They have quarrelled, you know. People say that Sir John
does not care--that he is heartless, and all that sort of thing. The
world never says the other sort of thing, one finds. But--but I think I
know to the contrary. He feels it very deeply. He would give worlds to
hear some news of Jack; but he won't ask it, you know.”
“Yes,” said Jocelyn, “I understand.”
She saw what was coming, and she desired it intensely, while still
feeling afraid--as if they were walking on some sacred ground and might
at any moment make a false step.
“I should like Sir John to meet you,” said Lady Cantourne pleasantly.
“Will you come to tea some afternoon? Strange to say, he asked who you
were not half an hour ago. It almost seems like instinct, does it not?
I do not believe in mystic things about spirits and souls going out to
each other, and all that nonsense; but I believe in instinct. Will you
come to-morrow? You are here to-night with Mrs. Sander, are you not?
I know her. She will let you come alone. Five o'clock. You will see
my niece Millicent. She is engaged to be married to Jack Meredith, you
know. That is why they quarrelled--the father and son. You will find a
little difficulty with her too. She is a difficult girl. But I dare say
you will manage to tell her what she wants to know.”
“Yes,” said Jocelyn quietly--almost too quietly, “I shall manage.”
Lady Cantourne rose, and so did Jocelyn.
“You know,” she said, looking up into the girl's face, “it is a good
action. That is why I ask you to do it. It is not often that one has the
opportunity of doing a good action to which even one's dearest friend
cannot attribute an ulterior motive. Who is that man over there?”
“That is my brother.”
“I should like to know him; but do not bring him to-morrow. We women are
better alone--you understand?”
With a confidential little nod the good lady went away to attend to
other affairs; possibly to carry through some more good actions of a
safe nature.
It was plain to Jocelyn that Maurice was looking for some one. He had
just come, and was making his way through the crowd. Presently she
managed to touch his elbow.
“Oh, there you are!” he exclaimed; “I want you. Come out of this room.”
He offered her his arm, and together they made their way out of the
crowded room into a smaller apartment where an amateur reciter was
hovering disconsolately awaiting an audience.
“Here,” said Maurice, when they were alone, “I have just had this
telegram.”
He handed her the thin, white submarine telegraph-form with its streaks
of adhesive text.
“Relief entirely successful. Meredith Joseph returned Loango. Meredith
bad health.”
Jocelyn drew a deep breath.
“So that's all right--eh?” said Maurice heartily.
“Yes,” answered Jocelyn, “that is all right.”