The truth they did not know. Having fled to London on the first

outbreak of the revolution, she had returned to France–not, as her

accusers believed, to fetch her jewels with which to succour the

emigrants in England, but to put her wealth and her services at the

disposal of those who were engaged in a plot to rescue the Queen.

Marie Antoinette had always looked over the head of Madame du Barry;

while the old King lived she had afforded her, under compulsion, a

frozen tolerance; when she became Queen the favourite had been banished

to a convent, utterly ignored and forgotten.

Yet on an impulse of loyalty Madame du Barry had come impetuously from

London to endeavour to rescue the Queen whom she had always admired,

whom she admired rather more perhaps for her constant lofty attitude

of contempt towards herself; her placid, rather foolish mind had never

resented the disdain of an Emperor’s daughter. She was very sorry that

her attempt to serve the Queen had been frustrated; she resolved, when

she was free, to make another endeavour, though she had already given

nearly all the spoils of her years of plunder to help the refugees in

England.…

The dusk began to fall; the room was shiveringly cold. No one came to

her. She paced up and down the room to keep herself warm and beat her

hands on her breast.

Suppose that, after all, they did mean to drag her out to the

guillotine?

Many, many had gone already; many, many were yet to go–women as

beautiful as herself, as innocent of offence towards the People.

At this thought her spirit shrieked aloud; she fell across the chair by

the window and gazed frantically at the strip of darkening sky.

The smell of blood rose intolerably and clung to her nostrils; it

reminded her that all her poor reasonings were of no avail, that this

was an age of anarchy when none of the old arguments held good.

And she was in the power of creatures without pity, without justice,

who stopped for nothing in their swift slaying.

But she would not accept this view; her mind rejected it. She could not

and would not believe that she was meant for death.

Suddenly the jailer entered; she had meant to assail him with

questions, arguments, reproaches, but when she saw him, though he had

no particular appearance of brutality, she could not summon the courage

to say one word.

He put a plate of bread and meat and a glass of water on the table. He

did not even look at her; his air was one of absolute indifference.

She noticed his black and broken nails, his dirty neck and greasy

clothes; she felt sick, and closed her eyes.

The sound of the closing door penetrated her nausea. She tried to ask

for a light, but he had gone and the key was turned in the lock; she

rose then and pushed away the fat, almost raw meat, the sight of which

made her quiver with disgust. She tried to eat a little of the bread,

but it was coarse and dry and stuck in her throat.

Some of the water she drank and the rest she used to bathe her hands

and brow, drying them afterwards on her petticoat.

The light faded quickly in this confined chamber, built in as it was;

and though the chimes of the Concièrgerie clock told her that it was no

more than four, it was soon completely dark.

She faced the fact that they meant to leave her without a light;

this did not much trouble her. She felt a dullness creeping over her

spirits; she was more conscious of the cold than anything else. Chilled

in every limb, she lay down on the distasteful bed and dragged the thin

blankets over her. All her terrified and bewildered thoughts were

soothed by the exquisite sense of physical relief that ran through her

fatigued body. She sighed and dismissed everything till to-morrow; the

tension of nerves and brain relaxed. She spread her thick hair between

her face and the pillow and slept.

She dreamt of a little episode that had taken place many years ago at

Versailles. Marie Antoinette, the childish young Dauphine, had, in her

tremendous pride of royal birth and purity, refused to speak to the

Comtesse du Barry, who was then the most powerful person in France.

The Austrian Ambassador had besought this concession of her in vain;

but at last, on the commands of her mother, the Empress Marie Therèse,

she had given way, and had reluctantly promised to speak to the

favourite in full court.

It was this scene that Madame du Barry saw now in her sleep.

She thought that she was standing again in the gorgeous gallery at

Versailles that looked out on to the terrace; she thought that she

was again powdered, perfumed, and clad in rose-coloured velvet and

wearing on her breast diamonds that would have bought bread for all the

starving people in France.

And across the shining floor came the young Austrian, her immature

figure glittering in jewelled brocade and tense with the effort she was

making.

“Madame,” she said in a stifled voice, “there are a number of people at

Versailles to-day—”

Then her voice broke, her breast heaved, she flushed crimson and

hurried away, bursting into tears.

Madame du Barry thought that she was following her, saying–

“Do not be distressed, Madame. I am sorry they have made you speak to

me. I shall not do you any harm.”

But the Princess would not turn, but hastened along the gleaming floor.

She woke with a start and a horrid leap of her heart; the room was

quite dark but cut by the yellow light coming through the open door;

she could see the shape of a man looking in.

“Six o’clock to-morrow, citizeness,” he said in a tired voice, and

closed the door.

She tried to concentrate her mind on what he had said. What was it that

was to happen at six o’clock to-morrow?

She was quite ignorant of the rules and customs of the prison. Perhaps

it meant that she was to be set free in the morning, or taken to a

better apartment, or put on her trial–or perhaps it was merely the hour

at which he would rouse her and bring her food.

Fatigue overwhelmed her again; she fell into a heavy sleep, this time

dreamless.

When she woke the darkness was faintly filled with the glimmer of dawn;

she rose, stiff and giddy, and put up her hair with such pins as she

could find scattered on the bed.

Mechanically she pulled her coat and gown, her fichu and ruffles into

place. The exquisite habits of years of luxurious living asserted

themselves without any prompting of the brain, as her beauty, that

neither dissipation nor indolence could mar, asserted itself even now,

when she was for perhaps the first time in her life unconscious of it.

She felt very feeble, and her head was aching slightly with a dull

pain in the temples. She would not go to the window because of the

remembrance of the stained courtyard.

The room was very cold, yet close and foul; she wondered who had been

confined here before, and whether they had been released or—

She heard doors opening and shutting down the corridor, footsteps and

the jangle of keys.

Her own door opened and the jailer appeared, holding a lantern.

He made a gesture for her to pass out; she rose stiffly.

“What is this? Where am I to go? Am I to have no food? I could not eat

what you brought last night.”

The man seized her arm and pushed her out into the corridor, then went

on to the next door.

Madame du Barry found several people waiting who had evidently been

roused as she had been; they all glanced at her curiously, and some

recognised her and all noticed her beauty.

On her part she looked for the gipsy-like lady whom she had spoken with

last night, but she was not there. From the others Madame du Barry

shrank; she thought that their eyes were cold and disdainful.

When some seven were gathered and the last door had been relocked, the

jailer conducted them downstairs and across the courtyard, the way

Madame du Barry had been brought last night.

She made a resolve, and kept it, of not looking down when she crossed

those foul cobbles, but forced herself to look up at the strip of sky

sadly coloured with the winter dawn, that–melancholy and remote as it

was–yet seemed kinder and more human than either buildings or people.

Then the sombre walls closed round them again. A couple of Republican

Guards took charge of the prisoners and conducted them to the large,

dark Gothic entrance hall–“la salle des pas perdu.”

This was lit by two lanterns and already contained several people

besides the soldiers on duty.

There was a great silence. Madame du Barry wished to speak, to ask

what was going to happen, but could not; she leant against one of the

pillars and looked round with frightened eyes.

Every one was very quiet; a few whispered together, but in the most

hushed of tones. The soldiers paced about heavily; one was eating nuts.

Most of the people were poorly dressed and white-faced, as if they had

been long in prison, but some were fashionable and neat, and must have

been just arrested.

One of these, a young man wearing a handsome travelling dress and his

hair elaborately curled, approached Madame du Barry.

His face was vaguely familiar to her; she thought that she must have

seen him at Versailles.

“Why did you return to France, Madame?” he asked.

The sound of a refined man’s voice was beyond words grateful to her

ears; the numb sensation left her brain. She raised her blue eyes and

gave him (unconsciously) the sideway glance she had used with such

effect at the court of France.

“They think it was for my jewels,” she whispered; “but I was in a plot

to save the Queen.”

He looked at her very kindly, and she was pleased and flattered to a

great degree, for she had believed that the aristocracy still despised

her, and this man was obviously an aristocrat.

“What are they keeping us here for?” she asked. “What is going to

happen?”

He made no immediate answer, and, looking intently at him, she

perceived that his face was slightly distorted–or was it that her

vision was distracted and gave this abnormal appearance to others?

A soldier passed them, insolently near; when he had gone the young man

answered–

“They must have told you? You were tried yesterday?”

She faintly shook her fair head.

“Oh no, you could not call it a trial; they dragged me before some

tribunal. A servant denounced me, Monsieur.”

“Do you not know, Madame, what this means?”

A spasm of agony contracted her heart.

“No–no—” she stammered.

He very gently laid his hand on her wrist. “We are all condemned to the

guillotine,” he said. “We are waiting for that now–the guillotine.”

Incomprehension and confusion showed in the blue eyes of Madame du

Barry; her mouth fell open.

“They are going to kill–_me_?” she asked.

His fingers tightened on her wrist; he answered, and his voice was so

low and hoarse that it seemed a whistle in his throat.

“They are watching us. Do not let them see that you care.”

“Oh, I shall be very quiet,” she answered.

He let go of her hand, and it fell like a dead thing to her side.

She was, as she had promised, very quiet, but it was only because she

did not, could not, realise what this man had said. Yesterday she had

clung to the idea that once she was alone in prison she would think

clearly, but she had not, and now the nightmare was closing round her

again.

Her weight slipped against the pillar; she felt both sick and giddy.

Some one moved a chair towards her and gently pushed her into it; she

looked up to see a woman holding some knitting in her left hand.

“The bad air makes you faint,” said this lady kindly and serenely.

“Was I faint?” asked Madame du Barry.

The lady and the young man exchanged glances over her bent blonde head.

“You must not be afraid,” he said. “It is only death.”

“And it is very quickly over,” added the lady.

“Who are you?” asked Madame du Barry stupidly.

The lady mentioned a great name, the name of a friend of the Queen, the

name of a woman who had quietly ignored the favourite at Versailles.

“Yes, I remember you,” muttered the Countess and shrank away.

The other woman touched her shoulder. “Madame has behaved like a person

of quality,” she said gently. “Madame will die as such—”

At this a little blood crept into the poor prisoner’s face; she caught

at the kind hand on her shoulder.

“Yes, yes,” she answered pitifully, “I will try to behave well.”

“Are you afraid?” asked the young man.

She looked up at him and thought that his face was beyond doubt

horribly distorted now, like a wet clay mask pulled awry by clumsy

fingers.

“I am very much afraid–I can’t believe it—” Her voice trailed off; she

turned her eyes to the woman the other side of her. In that white,

calm face was that same dragged look of distortion. Madame du Barry did

not know that her own features were now almost unrecognisable through

the contraction of terror and anticipation of death.

“Why do you not do something?” she glanced round the assembled

prisoners. “All these people cannot be going to–die?”

The lady put her knitting in the pocket of her black silk apron; she

had seen the guards unbarring the doors.

“Whatever we are or have been,” she answered, “none of us, so far, have

failed in this moment.”

Madame du Barry sprang up.

“But I cannot–do–it—” she stammered. “I–cannot–I am not an

aristocrat–I–I–have nothing to die for–I am only a woman of the people—”

There was no response in the faces of her two companions; they were

watching the opening of the doors at the top of the few shallow steps.

Madame du Barry watched too; her senses seemed suspended or dulled;

her mouth hung open in a childish circle and her eyes showed the white

round the pupils.

The doors were flung wide and fastened back; four soldiers entered and

took up their places inside the entrance. A shaft of chill white light

fell across the lantern-lit gloom, and a rush of bitter air dispersed

the close odours of the hall.

Madame du Barry found the name–“salle des pas perdu” running in her

head; for the first time in her life she noticed the meaning.… Of

course, “The hall of lost footsteps.” Of course that was why it was

given to entrance places: people came and went, but no one stayed–lost

footsteps … lost footsteps.…

She could see a cart outside, a humble, dirty cart with straw in the

bottom. A jailer began to call out numbers; the prisoners moved towards

the door. She found herself being drawn along by the young man who had

spoken to her, found herself mounting the few steps and outside in the

raw, cold morning.

She had an appalling sensation of being hurried along too fast for

comprehension. If they would only give her time to think! She could not

realise anything.

There were very few people before the prison; the one or two there took

no notice. A man delivering bread looked over his shoulder, then away

again, indifferently.

Some passers-by on the quay stopped to watch.… Madame du Barry wondered

what was the matter with these people, with the river, with the houses

beyond, with the sky–all seemed unreal, distorted. This was not the

world that she knew … she was among grotesque strangers. Following the

others meekly, she ascended the cart; there were about twelve people in

it, and they had to stand. When the horse started the jerk almost threw

her on her knees; the man next her helped her up.

“Where are we going?” she asked. “Where are we going?”

“To Heaven, I hope,” was the flippant answer.

A man the other side of her spoke. “One cannot be sure of one’s company

even in the tumbrils,” he remarked, glancing at her. “But poor Duquesne

had to go with Philippe Égalité, which was worse,” he added.

Madame du Barry looked wildly round for the young aristocrat who

had befriended her; he was standing towards the front of the cart,

looking with a melancholy air at the river. She could not attract his

attention. The lady with the knitting had not come.

They soon left the quay for the more crowded thoroughfares. People

began to line the roads, to fill the windows. There was an unusual

crowd to-day to watch the passing of the King’s favourite.

The wretched object of this attention began to be aware of it, began to

understand that the abuse and execrations that were flung after them

were chiefly directed against her, began to grasp the meaning of the

finger-pointing, the shouting.

She _was_ going to her death, and these people were hounding her to it

with delight and ferocity.

A convulsion shook her and a light foam frothed on her lips while her

eyes turned in her head; she gave a shriek so sharp and ghastly that

the men beside her covered their ears; she would have fallen had not

the wooden rails of the cart held her up.

This new spectacle of abandoned terror brought the mob rushing after

the cart with fresh imprecations of hate and contempt towards the woman

who had spent the revenues of France in wanton luxury while such as

themselves sweated and starved.

But she was ignorant of her offence towards them; and now the

conviction of the truth was borne blazingly into her brain, filled only

with one desire–to save her life.

She stretched her hands out over the back of the cart.

“I am no aristocrat!” she cried. “I am a woman of the people! Save me;

do not let them take me! I do not want to die!”

Such taunts of vile and horrible abuse answered her that she drew back

with her fingers to her lips.

“No, no!” she shrieked. “I never wronged any one of you!”

The surging crowd now almost blocked the progress of the cart; the

soldiers who were conducting it had to make a way with their bayonets.

Stones and garbage were hurled at her; dirt splashed on her dress;

the jerking of the cart shook her hair down; she continually lost her

balance and fell against the wooden side.

“Madame, for God’s sake—” said the man next her. “You demean us all.”

She put her hands over her face; these others might well be brave, she

thought; they were dying for all they believed in, for the sake of what

they were, but she had nothing to die for. All she had, all she had

ever had, was her beauty, and death would take that from her–and what

was left?

Death presented itself to her as an intolerable blackness; she could

not, she would not face it. She would resist. They could not be such

fiends as to _drag_ her to her death.

She clenched her hands. She heard the words they were throwing at her;

a sense of rage nerved her against them. She hated them, especially the

women. She lifted her head, and her blue eyes had a hot brilliance like

madness.

“I am not a wicked woman!” she cried out fiercely, looking over the sea

of haggard, angry faces. “What I did any of you women here would have

done had it been offered to you as it was offered to me!”

Such of the women who could hear these words replied by a rush of fury

that nearly upset the cart, and tried to pull the speaker down among

them; the soldiers drove them back, and one man struck Madame du Barry

with the flat of his sword and violently bade her be silent.

She crouched down, hiding her eyes and her ears. A little cold rain

began to fall; she felt it on her head and shivered.

The cart stopped. She dropped her stiff fingers and looked up; she was

face to face with the final horror.

A platform surrounded with soldiers in the midst of an open place

crowded with people; at one side a palace and trees–the great square

once named after her lover, Louis XV.

From the centre of the platform rose the hideous machine itself, the

guillotine, with two tall upright posts dyed red, the plank, the

basket, the cloth, a man in a dark coat holding a cord, all outlined

against a grey tumultuous sky and the leafless, dry trees of November.

The prisoners began to descend from the cart, began to ascend the steps

to the guillotine amid the murmurs and yells of the haggard feverish

crowd.

Madame du Barry stood at the foot of the scaffold. One by one her

companions passed her. The young man in the handsome great coat

murmured “courage” as he stepped up and looked at her with pitying eyes.

Her heart was beating very fast; she did not know what she was thinking

or doing, only that all her worst anticipations had not equalled this

horror—

There were only three left besides herself. The man in charge of the

cart seized hold of her long locks and quickly and roughly cut them off.

“Your turn, my little piece of royalty,” he said.

She looked at him blankly; he snatched her small, feeble hands and tied

them behind her before she had guessed his intention.

“Oh!” she cried. “Oh!”

She was quite bewildered. The world seemed to have stopped. She saw her

blonde curls lying at her feet and moved her head stiffly to and fro to

see if the ringlets were not still there.

They pushed her forward and told her to mount.

“Up there?” she asked vacantly, and stared at the scaffold.

“Yes, up there,” was the answer. She hesitated, looked about her as if

she did not understand. The man, becoming impatient, pushed her again,

roughly, and she, impeded by her bound arms, could not save herself,

but fell in the slime and mud at the foot of the steps.

They dragged her to her feet and up the steps, one either side of her,

hurting her arms.

The roar of the crowd that greeted her was prolonged and horrible; she

looked round at them; no one who had seen her, even yesterday, would

have recognised her then.

Samson approached and caught hold of her fichu.

“May I not keep that?” she asked. He did not even trouble to refuse,

but snatched away the muslin, leaving her throat and bosom bare. She

struggled to release her arms, turned and saw the plank, the posts, the

basket full of heads. Shriek after shriek left her lips. Such desperate

strength possessed her that she almost broke from the two men holding

her.

“Have mercy on me–I never hurt anything–I was not properly tried–I am

not an aristocrat! Why did he denounce me? I was always good to him!

Oh, my _God_, my _God_, save me from this!”

For an awful moment the two men and the woman struggled together, she

being drawn nearer, nearer the plank. The pearls, last remnant of

her guilty greatness, fell from her poor torn bodice on to the dirty

boards. Samson stooped to pick them up, and the other man, using brutal

force, hurled Madame du Barry to her knees.

“Do not hurt me!” she screamed. They seized her again and pitched her

forward on to the plank. She strove unavailingly.

Samson pulled the cord. She saw and smelt blood and slime; she felt

herself being swung forward. She shrieked once–twice–and the knife

descended, sending her common blood gushing over the other noble blood

that stained the oak and iron.

THE ARISTOCRAT

“Oh, it would be better to be a poor fisherman than to meddle

with the governing of men.”–_Danton in Prison._

On a morning in May, 1794, misty bright with the pure soft glow of a

spring sun, a man sat under a hedge on the high-road to Paris, near

Clamars, a village close to Bourg-la-Reine.

He was in ragged clothes, unshaven, gaunt and pallid; his hair hung

damp and dusty round his forehead and neck; his face, which was of

aquiline type, had a closed look of physical suffering silently

endured; his feet were blistered and bleeding, his dirty stockings had

fallen down to his ankles though he had endeavoured to fasten them with

wisps of grass; he had neither shoes nor waistcoat; he was thin with

the dry horrible thinness of starvation. His eyes, large and deep-set,

were flecked with red, and his cracked lips stiffly parted over the

white glisten of his teeth.

This man was Marie Jean Nicolas Caritat, Marquis de Condorcet, peer of

France, famous mathematician, philosopher, man of letters, politician

and Girondist, the friend of Liberty, the dreamer of the dream of a

respectable Republic and the People ruling gloriously over France,

the denouncer of Robespierre and all the excesses of the Revolution,

a man famous for his learned book “Esquise sur l’Esprit Humaine” and

suchlike, and for the Roman-like tend of his speeches in _the Senate_.

Neither birth nor learning nor high-minded endeavour, nor patriotism,

nor flinging aside ancient prejudices of birth and joining hands with

the people in what he had hoped was an enlightened age, had saved him

from this: the ignominy of flight, of hiding, the ignominy of sheer

starvation. On the fall of his party and the arrest of his colleagues

he had fled, and for two months had been sheltered by friends; but he

was too great a man to be forgotten; as the principles he had advocated

fell most hopelessly to ruin, as the section he had been associated

with became more and more an object of public contempt and hatred, as

the bloody tyranny of the Robespierre tribunals grew fiercer and more

unrestrained, so did the net begin to close more tightly round the

Marquis de Condorcet.

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