VIII.

Some ten years later found Leonard Greenleaf once more--but this time

with only a brougham and a footman to meet him--on his way to stay in

a country house. He had been left penniless by his attempts to start

co-operative workshops: and overwork and worry had made him far too weak

to be a tolerable artisan; so, after having given up his pottery, those

long years ago, because it ministered exclusively to rich men's luxury,

he had been obliged to swallow the bitterness of perfecting rich men's

dwellings in the capacity of Messrs. Boyce & Co.'s chief decorator; and

now he was bent upon one of these hated errands.

Time, and the experience of many failures, had indeed perplexed poor

Greenleaf's socialistic schemes a little, and had left him doubtful

how to hasten the millennium, except by the slow methods of preaching

morality and thrift; but time had rather exasperated his hatred of the

idleness and selfishness of the privileged classes, to whose luxury

he now found himself a minister. And, as he looked out of his window

while dressing for dinner (those evening clothes, necessary for such

occasions, had become a badge of servitude in his eyes), he felt that

old indignation arise with unaccountable strength, and choke him with

his own silence. It was a long, low house, the lawn spread, with

scarcely any fall, down to the river brink; a wide band of green, then a

wide band of shimmering, undecided blue and grey, reflecting the coppery

clouds and purple banks of loose-strife, and then beyond and higher up

in the picture, flat meadows, whose surface was beginning to be veiled

in mist, and whose boundary elms were growing flat and unsubstantial,

like painted things. There were birds twittering, and leaves rustling:

a great sense of peacefulness, for the family and guests were doubtless

within doors busy dressing. Suddenly, there was a plash of oars, and a

peal of laughter; and, after a minute, two men and a woman came hurrying

up the green lawn, against whose darkening slopes their white clothes

made spots of unearthly whiteness in the twilight. They were noisy, and

Greenleaf hated their laughter; but suddenly the lady stopped short a

moment, and said to her companions in a tone of boredom and irritation:

"Oh, shut up; can't you let one look about and listen to things once in

a way?"

There was more laughter, and they all disappeared indoors. Greenleaf

leaned upon his window, wondering where he had heard that voice

before--that voice, or rather one different, but yet very like it.

Downstairs, after a few civil speeches about the pleasure of having the

assistance of so great an artistic authority, and sundry contradictory

suggestions about styles of furniture and architecture, Greenleaf's host

and hostess requested him to join in a little game devised for the

removal of precedence in the arrangement of places at table. The game,

which had been suggested that very moment by one of the various tall,

blond and moustached youths hanging about the drawing-room, consisted

in hiding all the men behind a door curtain, whence projected, as sole

clue to their identity, their more or less tell-tale feet, by which the

ladies were to choose their partners. The feet, so Greenleaf said to

himself, were singularly without identity; he saw in his mind's eye

the row of projecting, pointed-toed, shining pumps, cut low upon the

fantastic assortment of striped, speckled, and otherwise enlivened silk

stockings. Among them all there could only be a single pair betraying

the nature of their owner, and it was his. They said, or would say, in

the mute but expressive language of their square-toedness (Greenleaf

felt as if they might have elastic sides even, although his democratic

views had always stopped short before that), that their owner was the

curate, the tutor, the house-decorator, in fine, the interloper. He

wondered whether, as good nature to himself and consideration for the

other guests must prompt, those feet would be immediately selected

by the mistress of the house, or whether they would be left there

unclaimed, when all the others had marched cheerfully off.

But his suspense was quickly converted into another feeling, when among

the laughter and exclamations provoked by the performance, a voice came

from beyond the curtain, saying slowly: "I think I'll have this pair."

The voice was the same he had heard from the lawn, the same he had heard

years ago in the British Museum, and on the banks of the Tweed--the same

which once or twice since, but at ever-increasing intervals, he had

tried in vain to recall to his mind's hearing. The voice--but grown

deeper, more deliberate and uniformly weary--of Val Flodden.

Greenleaf heard vaguely the introductory interchange of names performed

by his hostess; and felt in his back the well-bred smile of amusement

of the couples still behind, as the lady took his unprepared arm and

walked him off in the helter-skelter move to the dining-room; and it

was as in a dream that he heard his name pronounced, with the added

information, on the part of his companion, that it was a long time since

they had last met.

"Yes," answered Greenleaf, as the servant gently pushed him and his

chair nearer the table; "it must be quite a lot of years ago. I have

come here," he added, he scarce knew why--but with a vague sense of

protest and self-defence--"about doing up the house."

"Yes, to be sure--it is all going to be overhauled and made beautiful

and inappropriate," replied the lady, with a faint intonation of

insolence, Greenleaf thought, in her bored voice.

"It is not always easy, is it," rejoined Greenleaf, "to make things

appropriate?"

"And beautiful? I suppose not. We aren't any of us very appropriate to a

river-bank, with cows lowing and scythes being whetted and all that sort

of thing, when one comes to think of it."

"Oh, I do think cows are such interesting creatures--don't you?" put in

the charming voice of a charming, charmingly dressed, innocent looking

woman opposite, who was evidently the accredited fool of the party.

"Sir Robert took us to see a lot of his--all over the dairies, you

know--this afternoon, while you were punting."

Another lady, also very charming and charmingly dressed, but neither

innocent nor foolish, made some comment on this speech to the man next

to her; he said something in his turn, there was a general suppressed

laugh, and the innocent looking lady laughed too; but protesting they

oughtn't to say such things.

Greenleaf's mind, little accustomed to the charms of innuendoes

and slippery allusions, had not followed the intricacies of the

conversation. An astonishing girl, beautiful with the beauty of a

well-bred horse, sat next to him, and tried to perplex him with sundry

questions which she knew he could not follow; but she speedily found

there was no rise to be got out of him, and bestowed elsewhere her

remarks, racy in more senses than one. So Greenleaf sat silent, looking

vaguely at the pools of light beneath the candle-shades, in which the

rose petals strewn about, the roses lying loosely, took warm old ivory

tints, and the silver--the fantastic confusion of chased salt-cellars

and menu-holders and spoons and indescribable objects--flashed blue

and lilac on its smooth or chiselled surfaces. From the table the

concentrated, shaded light led upwards to the opal necklace of the lady

opposite, the blue of the opals changing, with the movement of her head,

to green, burning and flickering into fiery sparks; then Greenleaf

noticed, sometimes modelled into roundness and sometimes blurred into

flatness in the shadow, the black sleeves of the men, the arms of the

women, ivory like the rose petals where they advanced beneath the

candle-shades; and behind, to the back of the shimmer of the light

stuffs and the glare of white shirt-fronts, the big footmen, vague,

shadowy, moving about. A man opposite, with babyish eyes and complexion,

was telling some story about walking from a punt into the water, which

raised the wrath of the girl near Greenleaf; others added further

details, which she laughingly tried to deny; there was something about

having fastened her garter with a diamond star, and the river having to

be dragged for it. Another man, gaunt and languid, said something about

not hiding old damask under rose-leaves; but being unnoticed by his

hostess, went on about "Parsifal" to his neighbour, the lady interested

in cows. There were also allusions to the other Cowes, the place, and

to yachting; and a great many to various kinds of sport and to gambling

and losing money; indeed, it was marvellous how much money was lost and

bankruptcy sustained (technically called _getting broke_).

The men were mostly more good-looking than not; the women, it seemed

to Greenleaf, beautiful enough, each of them, to reward a good month's

search. There was a smell, cool and white and acute, of gardenias, from

the buttonholes, and a warmer, vaguer one of rose petals; the mixture of

black coats and indescribable coloured silk, and of bare arms and necks,

the alternations of concentrated light and vague shadow, the occasional

glint and glimmer of stones, particularly that warm ivory of roses among

the silver, struck Greenleaf, long unaccustomed to even much slighter

luxury, as extraordinarily beautiful, like some Tadema picture of Roman

orgies. And the more beautiful it seemed to him, with its intentional,

elaborate beauty, the more did it make him gnash his teeth with the

sense of its wickedness, and force him, for his own conscience' sake, to

conjure up other pictures: of grimy, gaslit London streets, and battered

crowds round barrows of cheap, half-spoilt food.

The lady who had once been called Val Flodden, and whose name--and he

fancied he had heard it before--was now Mrs. Hermann Struwe, addressed

him with the necessary politeness, and asked him one or two questions

about his work and so forth, in a conventional, bored tone. But,

although the knowledge that this was his old acquaintance, and the

recognition, every now and then, of the fact, put his feelings into a

superficial flutter, Greenleaf's mind kept revolving the fact that this

woman was really quite a stranger to him; and the apparently somewhat

contradictory fact that this was what, after all, he had known she would

end in. He noted that among these beautiful and self-satisfied women,

with their occasional cleverness and frequent unseemliness of word and

allusion, the former Val Flodden was in a way conspicuous, not because

she was better looking, but because she was more weary, more reckless,

because one somehow expected her to do more, for good or bad, than the

others.

"I don't see exactly which of the party could have reported the case,"

said the woman with the opals, "at least, the crucifix could scarcely

have done so ... well, well."

There was a great deal of laughter, as the hostess gave the signal

for rising; but over it and the rustle and crackle of the ladies'

frocks, the voice of Mrs. Hermann Struwe was heard to say in languid,

contemptuous tone: "I think your story is a little bit beastly, my dear

Algy."

Fortunately for Greenleaf, the men did not stay long at table, as

smoking was equally allowed all over the house and in the ladies'

presence. For Greenleaf, whose conversation with other men had for years

turned only on politics, philosophy, or business, was imbued, much as a

woman might have been, with a foregone conviction that as soon as idle

men were left to themselves they began to discuss womankind. And there

was at the table one man in particular, a long, black, nervous man, with

a smiling, jerky mouth, an odd sample of Jewry acclimatised in England,

a horrid, half-handsome man, with extraordinarily bland manners and

an extraordinarily hard expression, obstinate and mocking, about whom

Greenleaf felt that he positively could not sit out any of _his_

conversation on women, and, of course, _his_ conversation _would_ turn

on women; partly, perhaps, because the fellow had been introduced as Mr.

Hermann Struwe.

Her husband--_that_ was her husband! Greenleaf kept repeating to

himself, as he answered as best he could his host's remarks about

Elizabethan as against Queen Anne. It was only now when he thought of

her in connection with this man that Greenleaf realised that he was

really a little upset by this meeting with his old acquaintance. And

the thought went on and on, round and round, in his head, when he had

followed the first stragglers who went to smoke their cigarettes with

the ladies, and answered the interrogations of the aesthetic man who had

talked about old damask and Wagner. The man in question, delighted to

lay hold of so great an authority as Greenleaf, had also noticed that

Greenleaf had known Mrs. Hermann Struwe at some former period. He had

evidently been snubbed a little by the lady, and partly from a desire to

hear her artistic capacities pooh-poohed by a professional (since every

amateur imagines himself the only tolerable one), and partly from a

natural taste for knowing what did not concern him, he had set very

artfully to pump poor Greenleaf, who, at best, was no match for a wily

man of the world.

"Miss Flodden had a good deal of talent--quite a remarkable talent--as a

draughtsman, had she only studied seriously," he answered emphatically,

seeing only that the fellow wished for some quotable piece of running

down. "It is, in fact, a pity"--but he stopped. He was really not

thinking of that. The long drawing-room opened with all its windows on

to the lawn, and you could see, at the bottom of that, the outlines of

trees and boats in the moonlight, and Chinese lanterns hanging about the

flotilla of moored punts and canoes and skiffs, to which some of the

party had gone down, revealing themselves with occasional splashings,

thrummings on the banjo, and little cries and peals of laughter. Nearer

the house a couple was walking up and down on the grass, the light of

the drawing-room lamps catching their faces with an odd, yellow glow

every now and then, and making the woman's white frock shimmer like

silver against the branches of the big cedars. "It appears Lady Lilly

told her mother she was going to try on a frock, but somehow on the way

there she met Morton's coach, so she thought she'd get on to it and have

some change of air and she changed the air so often that by the evening

she had contrived to win sixty pounds at Sandown," said one of the

promenading couples, pausing in the stream of light from the window.

"Oh, bless your soul, she doesn't mind it's being told; she thinks it

an awful joke, and so it was."

That man--that Val Flodden should have married that man--Greenleaf kept

repeating to himself, and the recollection of her words about never

getting married, about a world where there would be no diamonds and no

stepping horses, and also, as she expressed it, no marrying and giving

in marriage, filled Greenleaf's mind as with some bitter, heady dram.

And he had thought of her as a sort of unapproachable proud amazon, or

Diana of Hippolytus, incapable of any feeling save indignation against

injustice and pity for weak and gentle things. Oh Lord, oh Lord! It was

horrible, horrible, and at the same time laughable. And just that man,

too--that narrow, obstinate looking creature with the brain and the

heart (Greenleaf knew it for a certainty) of a barn-door cock! And yet,

was he any worse than the others, the others who, perhaps, had a little

more brains and a little more heart, and who all the same lived only to

waste the work of the poor, to make debts, to gamble, to ruin women, and

to fill the world with filthy talk and disbelief in better things? Was

he worse than all the other manly, well-mannered, accomplished, futile,

or mischievous creatures? Was he worse than _she_?

"Ah, well, of course; you have known her so much more than I have,"

said the aesthetic man, puffing at his cigarette, opposite to Greenleaf.

"But now, I should have thought there would have always been something

lacking in anything that woman would do. A certain--I don't know what

to call it--but, in short, proper mental balance and steadiness. I

consider, that for real artistic quality, it is necessary that one

should possess some sort of seriousness, of consistency of character--of

course you know her so much better, Mr. Greenleaf--but now I can't

understand a really artistic woman--after refusing half a dozen other

fellows who were at least gentlemen, suddenly choosing a tubbed Jew like

that--and apparently not seeing that he is only a tubbed Jew," the

aesthetic man stopped, disappointed in not getting a rise from Greenleaf,

but Greenleaf was scarcely listening.

A man had sat down to the piano and was singing, on the whole, rather

well. Some of the people were standing by him, others were in little

groups, men and women nearly all smoking equally, scattered about the

big white room with the delicate blue china, and the big stacks of pale

pink begonias. Mrs. Hermann Struwe was standing near the piano, leaning

against the long, open window, the principal figure in a group of two

other women and a man. In her fanciful, straight-hanging dress of

misty-coloured crape, her hair, elaborately and tightly dressed, making

her small head even smaller, and her strong, slender neck, with the

black pearls around it, drawn up like a peacock's, she struck Greenleaf

as much more beautiful than before, and even much taller; but there

had been a gentleness, a something timid and winning, in her former

occasional little stoop, which was now quite gone. She looked young, but

young in quite another way; she was now very thin, and her cheeks were

hollowed very perceptibly.

The bland, blurred man at the piano was singing with all his might,

and with considerable voice and skill; but the music, of his own

composition, was indecorously passionate as he sang it, at least taken

in connection with the words, culled from some decadent French poet, and

which few people would have deliberately read out aloud. The innocent

lady who had talked about cows even made some faint objection, to

which the singer answered much surprised, by blandly pointing out the

passionate charm of the words, and assuring her that she did not know

what real feeling was. And when he had finished that song, and begun

another, one of the two other women actually moved away, while the

other buried her head in a volume of _Punch_; there was a little murmur,

"Well, I think he is going a little too far." But Mrs. Hermann Struwe

never moved.

"I can't make out that woman," remarked Greenleaf's new acquaintance,

the aesthetic man; "she's usually by ways of being prudish, and has a

way of shutting up poor Chatty when he gets into this strain. Only

yesterday, she told him his song was beastly, and it wasn't half as

bad as this one. I expect she's doing it from cussedness, because her

husband was bored at her being too particular yesterday; because, of

course, he'll be bored by her not being particular enough to-day."

Greenleaf walked up to a picture, and thence slunk off to the door. As

he was leaving the room, he looked back at the former Miss Flodden: she

was still standing near the piano, listening composedly, but he thought

that her thin face bore an expression of defiance.

He was so excited that he opened his room door too quickly to give

effect to a practical joke, consisting of a can of water balancing on

its angle as it stood ajar, and intended to tumble on his head while

he was passing in; a delicate jest which the girl who had sat next to

him--she of the punt, diamond garter and coach adventures--occasionally

practised on the new inmates of what she technically called "houses."

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