X.

"I am glad to have made an end of _Christina_," remarked Lady Tal,

when they were on Miss Vanderwerf's balcony together. _Christina_ had

been finished, cleaned up, folded, wrapped in brown paper, stringed,

sealing-waxed and addressed to a publisher, a week almost ago. During

the days separating this great event from this evening, the last of Lady

Atalanta's stay in Venice, the two novelists had met but little. Lady

Tal had had farewell visits to pay, farewell dinners and lunches to eat.

So had Jervase Marion; for, two days after Lady Tal's return to her

apartment near the Holy Apostles at Rome, he would be setting out for

that dear, tidy, solitary flat at Westminster.

"I am glad to have made an end of _Christina_," remarked Lady Tal, "it

had got to bore me fearfully."

Marion winced. He disliked this young woman's ingratitude and brutality.

It was ill-bred and stupid; and of all things in the world, the novelist

from Alabama detested ill-breeding and stupidity most. He was angry

with himself for minding these qualities in Lady Tal. Had he not long

made up his mind that she possessed them, _must_ possess them?

There was a pause. The canal beneath them was quite dark, and the room

behind quite light; it was November, and people no longer feared lamps

on account of mosquitoes, any more than they went posting about in

gondolas after illuminated singing boats. The company, also, was

entirely collected within doors; the damp sea-wind, the necessity for

shawls and overcoats, took away the Romeo and Juliet character from

those little gothic balconies, formerly crowded with light frocks and

white waistcoats.

The temperature precluded all notions of flirtation; one must intend

business, or be bent upon catching cold, to venture outside.

"How changed it all is!" exclaimed Lady Tal, "and what a beastly place

Venice does become in autumn. If I were a benevolent despot, I should

forbid any rooms being let or hotels being opened beyond the 15th of

October. I wonder why I didn't get my bags together and go earlier!

I might have gone to Florence or Perugia for a fortnight, instead of

banging straight back to Rome. Oh, of course, it was all along of

_Christina_! What were we talking about? Ah, yes, about how changed

it all was. Do you remember the first evening we met here, a splendid

moonlight, and ever so hot? When was it? Two months ago? Surely more.

It seems years ago. I don't mean merely on account of the change of

temperature, and leaving off cotton frocks and that: I mean we seem to

have been friends so long. You will write to me sometimes, won't you,

and send any of your friends to me? Palazzo Malaspini, Santi Apostoli

(just opposite the French Embassy, you know), after five nearly always,

in winter. I wonder," continued Lady Tal, musingly, leaning her tweed

elbow on the damp balustrade, "whether we shall ever write another novel

together; what do you think, Mr. Marion?"

Something seemed suddenly to give away inside Marion's soul. He saw, all

at once, those big rooms, which he had often heard described (a woman of

her means ought to be ashamed of such furniture, the Roumanian Princess

had remarked), near the Holy Apostles at Rome: the red damask walls, the

big palms and azaleas, with pieces of embroidery wrapped round the pots,

the pastel of Lady Tal by Lenbach, the five hundred photographs dotted

about, and fifteen hundred silver objects of indeterminable shape

and art, and five dozen little screens all covered with odd bits of

brocade--of course there was all that: and the door curtain raised, and

the butler bowing in, and behind him the whitish yellowish curl, and

pinky grey face of Clarence. And then he saw, but not more distinctly,

his writing-table at Westminster, the etchings round his walls, the

collection of empty easy-chairs, each easier and emptier, with its

book-holding or leg-stretching apparatus, than its neighbor. He became

aware of being old, remarkably old, of a paternal position towards this

woman of thirty. He spoke in a paternal tone--

"No!" he answered, "I think not. I shall be too busy. I must write

another novel myself."

"What will your novel be about?" asked Lady Tal, slowly, watching her

cigarette cut down through the darkness into the waters below. "Tell

me."

"My novel? What will my novel be about?" repeated Marion, absently. His

mind was full of those red rooms at Rome, with the screens, and the

palms, and odious tow-coloured head of Clarence. "Why, my novel will

be the story of an old artist, a sculptor--I don't mean a man of the

Renaissance, I mean old in years, elderly, going on fifty--who was silly

enough to imagine it was all love of art which made him take a great

deal of interest in a certain young lady and her paintings----"

"You said he was a sculptor just now," remarked Lady Tal calmly.

"Of course I meant in her statues--modelling--what d'you call it----"

"And then?" asked Lady Tal after a pause, looking down into the canal.

"What happened?"

"What happened?" repeated Marion, and he heard his own voice with

surprise, wondering how it could be his own, or how he could know it

for his, so suddenly had it grown quick and husky and unsteady--"What

happened? Why--that he made an awful old fool of himself. That's all."

"That's all!" mused Lady Tal. "Doesn't it seem rather lame? You don't

seem to have got sufficient _denouement_, do you? Why shouldn't we

write that novel together? I'm sure I could help you to something more

conclusive than that. Let me see. Well, suppose the lady were to answer:

'I am as poor as a rat, and I fear I'm rather expensive. But I _can_

make my dresses myself if only I get one of those wicker dolls, I call

them Theresa, you know; and I _might_ learn to do my hair myself; and

then I'm going to be a great painter--no, sculptor, I mean--and make

pots of money; so suppose we get married.' Don't you think Mr. Marion,

that would be more _modern_ than your _denouement_? You would have to

find out what that painter--no, sculptor, I beg your pardon--would

answer. Consider that both he and the lady are rather lonely, bored,

and getting into the sere and yellow---- We ought to write that novel

together, because I've given you the ending--and also because I really

can't manage another all by myself, now that I've got accustomed to

having my semicolons put in for me----"

As Lady Atalanta spoke these words, a sudden downpour of rain drove her

and Marion back into the drawing-room.

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