CHAPTER III.

THE TRUE METAL.

Alexis Secretan turns his back upon the solemn responsibilities of

Tubal Street, Grosvenor Place, sick with anger and despair. He is

angry with himself rather than with his aunt. He loathes himself for

having invited such humiliation.

‘I ought to have known her better,’ he muses. ‘A woman who gives

showy dinners and cheap wines, and talks of her friend the Duchess

of Landsend, or the Countess of John-o’-Groat; a woman whose name

appears in the subscription list of all the orthodox charities, just

under the nobility, and who never keeps a servant six months. And yet

she is my mother’s sister, of the same race; my mother, whose nature

was all kindness, and with whom to give was as natural as to breathe.’

He stands at Hyde Park Corner, indifferent to the east wind and the

falling snow,--fine small snow-flakes that lie unmelted where they

fall.

‘Now which way shall I turn myself in search of a friendly soul?’ he

asks.

He turns south-westward, perhaps to escape that biting easterly

blast, and walks towards Brompton, listlessly, hopelessly, walking

fast to keep himself warm, but with no settled purpose.

Past the Bell and Horns Tavern he stops and looks up at one of the

houses in the high road, a house with a front garden--or railed

enclosure, which courtesy calls garden--a snowy parallelogram, in

which flourish four melancholy bushes, like dwarf cypresses in a

graveyard. The house is neat and bright-looking, and a bill in the

parlour window announces that apartments are to be let within.

Alexis opens the gate as if familiar with its structure, goes up

to the door hesitatingly, knocks, and asks to see Mr. Plowden. He

is ushered forthwith into the back parlour, where a man of about

his own age, pale and thoughtful-looking, sits by an indifferent

fire painting a map. A pile of unpainted maps, a battered old tin

paint-box and brushes lie on the table before him. The thin white

hand travels dexterously, rapidly over the paper, leaving a delicate

line of colour behind it.

The map-painter looks up at Alexis, brush in hand, surveys him from

head to foot, wonderingly, and drops the brush full of colour, on the

map.

‘Captain Secretan!’ he exclaims, ‘Is it possible?’

‘It’s true, at any rate,’ answers Alexis, holding out his hand, which

the other grasps affectionately. ‘Theoretically impossible, perhaps,

but absolutely true. Just wash off that splash of cobalt, Dick. I

shouldn’t like you to spoil one of your maps on my account.’

‘I’m so glad to see you,’ says Richard Plowden, dabbing the map with

a sponge rather nervously. ‘I was afraid you’d quite forgotten me,

and that we should never see you here again, either as a lodger or

a friend. However, here you are, and I’m heartily glad to see you,’

poking the dingy little fire vigorously, and then holding out his

hand again to Alexis; ‘but I’m afraid things haven’t been going so

well with you as they ought. You look----’

‘Poor,’ interjects Alexis. ‘You’re not far out. Poverty and small-pox

are unmistakable diseases. You can see them in a man’s face. Before

you say another kind word to me, Dick, I must tell you the truth--the

naked, unpleasant truth. I come to you as a beggar. Knowing how hard

you work for every shilling you earn--knowing what a good fellow

you are--good son, good friend, good Christian--I am mean enough to

come here and ask you to help me. The worthless drone appeals to the

honest, independent bee.’

‘So far as I can help you,’ replies Mr. Plowden, with undiminished

kindliness, ‘I am at your service. You were a profitable lodger

to my mother, and a kind friend to me. It isn’t many gentlemen in

your position who would have condescended to associate with a lame

invalid, who gets his living by painting maps. I know those evenings

when you used to come and smoke your pipe down here were some of the

happiest in my life.’

He walks about the room as he speaks, drags a chair to the fireside

for Alexis, takes a loaf of bread, a bottle of anchovies, a pat of

butter, and a bottle of ginger wine out of the chiffonier, spreads a

napkin, and arranges this temperate refreshment on one side of the

table, pushing his maps and colour-box to the other. He walks lame,

but is active and hardy notwithstanding.

‘Do you suppose I should have spent many evenings with you if I had

not found your company pleasant, Dick?’ says Alexis, lightly. ‘I

found that you had read more and thought more than any fellow of my

acquaintance, and it was refreshing to me to hear your ideas upon

all manner of subjects. And then I flattered myself that you liked

me, and were pleased with my talk of the gay world; above all, about

that stage you love so well and see so little of. Do you remember

how we used to discuss the actors of the day, Dick, and settle how

Shakespeare ought to be interpreted?’

‘Do you think I can ever forget?’ asks Richard Plowden. ‘I’ve not so

many friends that I can afford to forget the one who was the first

to tell me I had a mind. Do you know, Captain Secretan, that I’ve

had the impertinence to write a book since then? Do peg into those

anchovies, captain, and don’t mind cutting the knobs off the loaf. I

like crumb as well as crust.’

‘A book, Dick. An essay on the genius of Shakespeare!’

‘Nothing so ambitious, or so unlikely to sell. A geography for

schools, on a new system. It is not published yet, but I have reason

to believe that it will be, and that I shall make a little money by

it. So you may have less compunction in borrowing a pound or two.’

‘Dear old Dick!’ exclaims Alexis, who has been doing ample justice to

the anchovies and bread and butter, and warming himself with a glass

of ginger wine. ‘Unhappily, it is not a question of a pound or two. I

want ten pounds.’

Richard Plowden’s countenance falls. It is not that he would measure

his friendship, but ten pounds is an awful sum.

‘If I ever can repay it I will, and with interest at a more than

usurious rate. But it is almost a mockery to talk of repayment in my

present condition.’

Richard limps to the chiffonier without a word, takes out a little

japanned cash-box, unlocks it, and extracts therefrom a five-pound

note and five sovereigns.

‘I had the money ready for the Christmas rent,’ he says, ‘but you are

welcome to it. We shall be able to rub along without it, I dare say.’

What pinching and deprivation this rubbing along process will cost,

Alexis can pretty well guess, for he has seen how the widow Plowden

and her son live at the best of times.

He takes the money with a faltering hand, and turns away his face to

hide the tears that disfigure it, the first that he has shed since he

wept for his mother’s death.

Presently he grows cheerful again, resumes his seat, finishes his

luncheon, and then tells Richard Plowden the story of his decadence,

an unvarnished tale which his humble friend hears with deepest

interest.

‘If you could put me in the way of earning a few shillings a week

by any kind of labour, however humble, you would be doing me even a

greater favour than you have done me this day; and yet, knowing your

circumstances as I do, I feel as if you had given me ten years of

your life instead of ten pounds.’

Richard Plowden promises that he will turn the matter over in his

mind, and see what he can do, and so the two young men part, as

firm friends as in the days when Mrs. Plowden’s first-floor lodger,

the dashing young captain, was the object of her son’s affectionate

admiration, his ideal of all that is noble and splendid in manhood.

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