CHAPTER XIV

PETROPAVLOVSK AND SCHLÜSSELBURG

As some time was to pass before we could depart, I took advantage of

the opportunity which presented itself to visit the historic prisons,

the Peter-and-Paul Fortress and Schlüsselburg. I recollected the dread

and awe the very names of these places filled me with when I first

came to Petrograd as a child of thirteen. In fact, my dread of the

Petropavlovsk Fortress dated back to a much earlier time. I think

I must have been six years old when a great shock had come to our

family: we learned that my mother's oldest brother, Yegor, a student

at the University of Petersburg, had been arrested and was held in

the Fortress. My mother at once set out for the capital. We children

remained at home in fear and trepidation lest Mother should not find

our uncle among the living. We spent anxious weeks and months till

finally Mother returned. Great was our rejoicing to hear that she had

rescued her brother from the living dead. But the memory of the shock

remained with me for a long time.

Seven years later, my family then living in Petersburg, I happened to

be sent on an errand which took me past the Peter-and-Paul Fortress.

The shock I had received many years before revived within me with

paralyzing force. There stood the heavy mass of stone, dark and

sinister. I was terrified. The great prison was still to me a haunted

house, causing my heart to palpitate with fear whenever I had to pass

it. Years later, when I had begun to draw sustenance from the lives

and heroism of the great Russian revolutionists, the Peter-and-Paul

Fortress became still more hateful. And now I was about to enter its

mysterious walls and see with my own eyes the place which had been the

living grave of so many of the best sons and daughters of Russia.

The guide assigned to take us through the different ravelins had been

in the prison for ten years. He knew every stone in the place. But

the silence told me more than all the information of the guide. The

martyrs who had beaten their wings against the cold stone, striving

upward toward the light and air, came to life for me. The Dekabristi,

Tchernishevsky, Dostoyevsky, Bakunin, Kropotkin, and scores of others

spoke in a thousand-throated voice of their social idealism and their

personal suffering--of their high hopes and fervent faith in the

ultimate liberation of Russia. Now the fluttering spirits of the heroic

dead may rest in peace: their dream has come true. But what is this

strange writing on the wall? "To-night I am to be shot because I had

once acquired an education." I had almost lost consciousness of the

reality. The inscription roused me to it. "What is this?" I asked the

guard. "Those are the last words of an _intelligent_," he replied.

"After the October Revolution the _intelligentsia_ filled this prison.

From here they were taken out and shot, or were loaded on barges never

to return. Those were dreadful days and still more dreadful nights."

So the dream of those who had given their lives for the liberation of

Russia had not come true, after all. Is there any change in the world?

Or is it all an eternal recurrence of man's inhumanity to man?

We reached the strip of enclosure where the prisoners used to be

permitted a half-hour's recreation. One by one they had to walk up and

down the narrow lane in dead silence, with the sentries on the wall

ready to shoot for the slightest infraction of the rules. And while

the caged and fettered ones treaded the treeless walk, the all-powerful

Romanovs looked out of the Winter Palace toward the golden spire

topping the Fortress to reassure themselves that their hated enemies

would never again threaten their safety. But not even Petropavlovsk

could save the Tsars from the slaying hand of Time and Revolution.

Indeed, there _is_ change; slow and painful, but come it does.

In the enclosure we met Angelica Balabanova and the Italians. We

walked about the huge prison, each absorbed in his own thoughts set in

motion by what he saw. Would Angelica notice the writing on the wall,

I wondered. "To-night I am to be shot because I had once acquired an

education."

Some time later several of our group made a trip to Schlüsselburg, the

even more dreadful tomb of the political enemies of Tsarism. It is a

journey of several hours by boat up the beautiful River Neva. The day

was chilly and gray, as was our mood; just the right state of mind to

visit Schlüsselburg. The fortress was strongly guarded, but our Museum

permit secured for us immediate admission. Schlüsselburg is a compact

mass of stone perched upon a high rock in the open sea. For many

decades only the victims of court intrigues and royal disfavour were

immured within its impenetrable walls, but later it became the Golgotha

of the political enemies of the Tsarist régime.

I had heard of Schlüsselburg when my parents first came to Petersburg;

but unlike my feeling toward the Peter-and-Paul Fortress, I had no

personal reaction to the place. It was Russian revolutionary literature

which brought the meaning of Schlüsselburg home to me. Especially the

story of Volkenstein, one of the two women who had spent long years

in the dreaded place, left an indelible impression on my mind. Yet

nothing I had read made the place quite so real and terrifying as when

I climbed up the stone steps and stood before the forbidding gates. As

far as any effect upon the physical condition of the Peter-and-Paul

Fortress was concerned, the Revolution might never have taken place.

The prison remained intact, ready for immediate use by the new régime.

Not so Schlüsselburg. The wrath of the proletariat struck that house of

the dead almost to the ground.

How cruel and perverse the human mind which could create a

Schlüsselburg! Verily, no savage could be guilty of the fiendish

spirit that conceived this appalling tomb. Cells built like a bag,

without doors or windows and with only a small opening through which

the victims were lowered into their living grave. Other cells were

stone cages to drive the mind to madness and lacerate the heart of the

unfortunates. Yet men and women endured twenty years in this terrible

place. What fortitude, what power of endurance, what sublime faith one

must have had to hold out, to emerge from it alive! Here Netchaev,

Lopatin, Morosov, Volkenstein, Figner, and others of the splendid

band spent their tortured lives. Here is the common grave of Ulianov,

Mishkin, Kalayev, Balmashev, and many more. The black tablet inscribed

with their names speaks louder than the voices silenced for ever. Not

even the roaring waves dashing against the rock of Schlüsselburg can

drown that accusing voice.

Petropavlovsk and Schlüsselburg stand as the living proof of how futile

is the hope of the mighty to escape the Frankensteins of their own

making.

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