CHAPTER VIII

THE FIRST OF MAY IN PETROGRAD

In 1890 the First of May was for the first time celebrated in America

as Labour's international holiday. May Day became to me a great,

inspiring event. To witness the celebration of the First of May in a

free country--it was something to dream of, to long for, but perhaps

never to be realized. And now, in 1920, the dream of many years was

about to become real in revolutionary Russia. I could hardly await the

morning of May First. It was a glorious day, with the warm sun melting

away the last crust of the hard winter. Early in the morning strains of

music greeted me: groups of workers and soldiers were marching through

the streets, singing revolutionary songs. The city was gaily decorated:

the Uritski Square, facing the Winter Palace, was a mass of red, the

streets near by a veritable riot of colour. Great crowds were about,

all wending their way to the Field of Mars where the heroes of the

Revolution were buried.

Though I had an admission card to the reviewing stand I preferred to

remain among the people, to feel myself a part of the great hosts that

had brought about the world event. This was their day--the day of their

making. Yet--they seemed peculiarly quiet, oppressively silent. There

was no joy in their singing, no mirth in their laughter. Mechanically

they marched, automatically they responded to the claqueurs on the

reviewing stand shouting "Hurrah" as the columns passed.

In the evening a pageant was to take place. Long before the appointed

hour the Uritski Square down to the palace and to the banks of the Neva

was crowded with people gathered to witness the open-air performance

symbolizing the triumph of the people. The play consisted of three

parts, the first portraying the conditions which led up to the war and

the rôle of the German Socialists in it; the second reproduced the

February Revolution, with Kerensky in power; the last--the October

Revolution. It was a play beautifully set and powerfully acted, a play

vivid, real, fascinating. It was given on the steps of the former

Stock Exchange, facing the Square. On the highest step sat kings and

queens with their courtiers, attended by soldiery in gay uniforms.

The scene represents a gala court affair: the announcement is made

that a monument is to be built in honour of world capitalism. There is

much rejoicing, and a wild orgy of music and dance ensues. Then from

the depths there emerge the enslaved and toiling masses, their chains

ringing mournfully to the music above. They are responding to the

command to build the monument for their masters: some are seen carrying

hammers and anvils; others stagger under the weight of huge blocks

of stone and loads of brick. The workers are toiling in their world

of misery and darkness, lashed to greater effort by the whip of the

slave drivers, while above there is light and joy, and the masters are

feasting. The completion of the monument is signalled by large yellow

disks hoisted on high amidst the rejoicing of the world on top.

At this moment a little red flag is seen waving below, and a small

figure is haranguing the people. Angry fists are raised and then flag

and figure disappear, only to reappear again in different parts of the

underworld. Again the red flag waves, now here, now there. The people

slowly gain confidence and presently become threatening. Indignation

and anger grow--the kings and queens become alarmed. They fly to the

safety of the citadels, and the army prepares to defend the stronghold

of capitalism.

It is August, 1914. The rulers are again feasting, and the workers are

slaving. The members of the Second International attend the confab

of the mighty. They remain deaf to the plea of the workers to save

them from the horrors of war. Then the strains of "God Save the King"

announce the arrival of the English army. It is followed by Russian

soldiers with machine guns and artillery, and a procession of nurses

and cripples, the tribute to the Moloch of war.

The next act pictures the February Revolution. Red flags appear

everywhere, armed motor cars dash about. The people storm the Winter

Palace and haul down the emblem of Tsardom. The Kerensky Government

assumes control, and the people are driven back to war. Then comes the

marvellous scene of the October Revolution, with soldiers and sailors

galloping along the open space before the white marble building.

They dash up the steps into the palace, there is a brief struggle,

and the victors are hailed by the masses in wild jubilation. The

"Internationale" floats upon the air; it mounts higher and higher into

exultant peals of joy. Russia is free--the workers, sailors, and

soldiers usher in the new era, the beginning of the world commune!

Tremendously stirring was the picture. But the vast mass remained

silent. Only a faint applause was heard from the great throng. I was

dumbfounded. How explain this astonishing lack of response? When I

spoke to Lisa Zorin about it she said that the people had actually

lived through the October Revolution, and that the performance

necessarily fell flat by comparison with the reality of 1917. But my

little Communist neighbour gave a different version. "The people had

suffered so many disappointments since October, 1917," she said, "that

the Revolution has lost all meaning to them. The play had the effect of

making their disappointment more poignant."

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