CHAPTER IV

MOSCOW: FIRST IMPRESSIONS

Coming from Petrograd to Moscow is like being suddenly transferred

from a desert to active life, so great is the contrast. On reaching

the large open square in front of the main Moscow station I was amazed

at the sight of busy crowds, cabbies, and porters. The same picture

presented itself all the way from the station to the Kremlin. The

streets were alive with men, women, and children. Almost everybody

carried a bundle, or dragged a loaded sleigh. There was life, motion,

and movement, quite different from the stillness that oppressed me in

Petrograd.

I noticed considerable display of the military in the city, and scores

of men dressed in leather suits with guns in their belts. "Tcheka

men, our Extraordinary Commission," explained Radek. I had heard of

the Tcheka before: Petrograd talked of it with dread and hatred.

However, the soldiers and Tchekists were never much in evidence in

the city on the Neva. Here in Moscow they seemed everywhere. Their

presence reminded me of a remark Jack Reed had made: "Moscow is a

military encampment," he had said; "spies everywhere, the bureaucracy

most autocratic. I always feel relieved when I get out of Moscow.

But, then, Petrograd is a proletarian city and is permeated with the

spirit of the Revolution. Moscow always was hierarchical. It is much

more so now." I found that Jack Reed was right. Moscow was indeed

hierarchical. Still the life was intense, varied, and interesting.

What struck me most forcibly, besides the display of militarism, was

the preoccupation of the people. There seemed to be no common interest

between them. Everyone rushed about as a detached unit in quest of

his own, pushing and knocking against everyone else. Repeatedly I saw

women or children fall from exhaustion without any one stopping to lend

assistance. People stared at me when I would bend over the heap on the

slippery pavement or gather up the bundles that had fallen into the

street. I spoke to friends about what looked to me like a strange lack

of fellow-feeling. They explained it as a result partly of the general

distrust and suspicion created by the Tcheka, and partly due to the

absorbing task of getting the day's food. One had neither vitality nor

feeling left to think of others. Yet there did not seem to be such a

scarcity of food as in Petrograd, and the people were warmer and better

dressed.

I spent much time on the streets and in the market places. Most of

the latter, as also the famous Soukharevka, were in full operation.

Occasionally soldiers would raid the markets; but as a rule they were

suffered to continue. They presented the most vital and interesting

part of the city's life. Here gathered proletarian and aristocrat,

Communist and bourgeois, peasant and intellectual. Here they were bound

by the common desire to sell and buy, to trade and bargain. Here one

could find for sale a rusty iron pot alongside of an exquisite ikon;

an old pair of shoes and intricately worked lace; a few yards of cheap

calico and a beautiful old Persian shawl. The rich of yesterday, hungry

and emaciated, denuding themselves of their last glories; the rich of

to-day buying--it was indeed an amazing picture in revolutionary Russia.

Who was buying the finery of the past, and where did the purchasing

power come from? The buyers were numerous. In Moscow one was not so

limited as to sources of information as in Petrograd; the very streets

furnished that source.

The Russian people even after four years of war and three years of

revolution remained unsophisticated. They were suspicious of strangers

and reticent at first. But when they learned that one had come from

America and did not belong to the governing political party, they

gradually lost their reserve. Much information I gathered from them and

some explanation of the things that perplexed me since my arrival. I

talked frequently with the workers and peasants and the women on the

markets.

The forces which had led up to the Russian Revolution had remained

_terra incognita_ to these simple folk, but the Revolution itself had

struck deep into their souls. They knew nothing of theories, but they

believed that there was to be no more of the hated _barin_ (master)

and now the _barin_ was again upon them. "The _barin_ has everything,"

they would say, "white bread, clothing, even chocolate, while we have

nothing." "Communism, equality, freedom," they jeered, "lies and

deception."

I would return to the National bruised and battered, my illusions

gradually shattered, my foundations crumbling. But I would not let

go. After all, I thought, the common people could not understand

the tremendous difficulties confronting the Soviet Government: the

imperialist forces arraigned against Russia, the many attacks which

drained her of her men who otherwise would be employed in productive

labour, the blockade which was relentlessly slaying Russia's young and

weak. Of course, the people could not understand these things, and I

must not be misled by their bitterness born of suffering. I must be

patient. I must get to the source of the evils confronting me.

The National, like the Petrograd Astoria, was a former hotel but not

nearly in as good condition. No rations were given out there except

three quarters of a pound of bread every two days. Instead there was

a common dining room where dinners and suppers were served. The meals

consisted of soup and a little meat, sometimes fish or pancakes, and

tea. In the evening we usually had _kasha_ and tea. The food was not

too plentiful, but one could exist on it were it not so abominably

prepared.

I saw no reason for this spoiling of provisions. Visiting the kitchen I

discovered an array of servants controlled by a number of officials,

commandants, and inspectors. The kitchen staff were poorly paid;

moreover, they were not given the same food served to us. They resented

this discrimination and their interest was not in their work. This

situation resulted in much graft and waste, criminal in the face of

the general scarcity of food. Few of the tenants of the National, I

learned, took their meals in the common dining room. They prepared or

had their meals prepared by servants in a separate kitchen set aside

for that purpose. There, as in the Astoria, I found the same scramble

for a place on the stove, the same bickering and quarrelling, the same

greedy, envious watching of each other. Was that Communism in action, I

wondered. I heard the usual explanation: Yudenitch, Denikin, Kolchak,

the blockade--but the stereotyped phrases no longer satisfied me.

Before I left Petrograd Jack Reed said to me: "When you reach Moscow,

look up Angelica Balabanova. She will receive you gladly and will put

you up should you be unable to find a room." I had heard of Balabanova

before, knew of her work, and was naturally anxious to meet her.

A few days after reaching Moscow I called her up. Would she see me?

Yes, at once, though she was not feeling well. I found Balabanova in

a small, cheerless room, lying huddled up on the sofa. She was not

prepossessing but for her eyes, large and luminous, radiating sympathy

and kindness. She received me most graciously, like an old friend, and

immediately ordered the inevitable samovar. Over our tea we talked

of America, the labour movement there, our deportation, and finally

about Russia. I put to her the questions I had asked many Communists

regarding the contrasts and discrepancies which confronted me at every

step. She surprised me by not giving the usual excuses; she was the

first who did not repeat the old refrain. She did refer to the scarcity

of food, fuel, and clothing which was responsible for much of the graft

and corruption; but on the whole she thought life itself mean and

limited. "A rock on which the highest hopes are shattered. Life thwarts

the best intentions and breaks the finest spirits," she said. Rather an

unusual view for a Marxian, a Communist, and one in the thick of the

battle. I knew she was then secretary of the Third International. Here

was a personality, one who was not a mere echo, one who felt deeply the

complexity of the Russian situation. I went away profoundly impressed,

and attracted by her sad, luminous eyes.

I soon discovered that Balabanova--or Balabanoff, as she preferred

to be called--was at the beck and call of everybody. Though poor in

health and engaged in many functions, she yet found time to minister

to the needs of her legion callers. Often she went without necessaries

herself, giving away her own rations, always busy trying to secure

medicine or some little delicacy for the sick and suffering. Her

special concern were the stranded Italians of whom there were quite

a number in Petrograd and Moscow. Balabanova had lived and worked in

Italy for many years until she almost became Italian herself. She felt

deeply with them, who were as far away from their native soil as from

events in Russia. She was their friend, their advisor, their main

support in a world of strife and struggle. Not only the Italians but

almost everyone else was the concern of this remarkable little woman:

no one needed a Communist membership card to Angelica's heart. No

wonder some of her comrades considered her a "sentimentalist who wasted

her precious time in philanthropy." Many verbal battles I had on this

score with the type of Communist who had become callous and hard,

altogether barren of the qualities which characterized the Russian

idealist of the past.

Similar criticism as of Balabanova I heard expressed of another leading

Communist, Lunacharsky. Already in Petrograd I was told sneeringly,

"Lunacharsky is a scatterbrain who wastes millions on foolish

ventures." But I was eager to meet the man who was the Commissar of one

of the important departments in Russia, that of education. Presently an

opportunity presented itself.

The Kremlin, the old citadel of Tsardom, I found heavily guarded and

inaccessible to the "common" man. But I had come by appointment and

in the company of a man who had an admission card, and therefore

passed the guard without trouble. We soon reached the Lunacharsky

apartments, situated in an old quaint building within the walls. Though

the reception room was crowded with people waiting to be admitted,

Lunacharsky called me in as soon as I was announced.

His greeting was very cordial. Did I "intend to remain a free bird"

was one of his first questions, or would I be willing to join him

in his work? I was rather surprised. Why should one have to give

up his freedom, especially in educational work? Were not initiative

and freedom essential? However, I had come to learn from Lunacharsky

about the revolutionary system of education in Russia, of which we

had heard so much in America. I was especially interested in the care

the children were receiving. The Moscow _Pravda_, like the Petrograd

newspapers, had been agitated by a controversy about the treatment

of the morally defective. I expressed surprise at such an attitude

in Soviet Russia. "Of course, it is all barbarous and antiquated,"

Lunacharsky said, "and I am fighting it tooth and nail. The sponsors

of prisons for children are old criminal jurists, still imbued

with Tsarist methods. I have organized a commission of physicians,

pedagogues, and psychologists to deal with this question. Of course,

those children must not be punished." I felt tremendously relieved.

Here at last was a man who had gotten away from the cruel old methods

of punishment. I told him of the splendid work done in capitalist

America by Judge Lindsay and of some of the experimental schools for

backward children. Lunacharsky was much interested. "Yes, that is just

what we want here, the American system of education," he exclaimed.

"You surely do not mean the American public school system?" I asked.

"You know of the insurgent movement in America against our public

school method of education, the work done by Professor Dewey and

others?" Lunacharsky had heard little about it. Russia had been so long

cut off from the western world and there was great lack of books on

modern education. He was eager to learn of the new ideas and methods. I

sensed in Lunacharsky a personality full of faith and devotion to the

Revolution, one who was carrying on the great work of education in a

physically and spiritually difficult environment.

He suggested the calling of a conference of teachers if I would talk

to them about the new tendencies in education in America, to which I

readily consented. Schools and other institutions in his charge were to

be visited later. I left Lunacharsky filled with new hope. I would join

him in his work, I thought. What greater service could one render the

Russian people?

During my visit to Moscow I saw Lunacharsky several times. He was

always the same kindly gracious man, but I soon began to notice that he

was being handicapped in his work by forces within his own party: most

of his good intentions and decisions never saw the light. Evidently

Lunacharsky was caught in the same machine that apparently held

everything in its iron grip. What was that machine? Who directed its

movements?

Although the control of visitors at the National was very strict, no

one being able to go in or out without a special _propusk_ [permit],

men and women of different political factions managed to call on me:

Anarchists, Left Social Revolutionists, Coöperators, and people I

had known in America and who had returned to Russia to play their

part in the Revolution. They had come with deep faith and high hope,

but I found almost all of them discouraged, some even embittered.

Though widely differing in their political views, nearly all of my

callers related an identical story, the story of the high tide of the

Revolution, of the wonderful spirit that led the people forward, of

the possibilities of the masses, the rôle of the Bolsheviki as the

spokesmen of the most extreme revolutionary slogans and their betrayal

of the Revolution after they had secured power. All spoke of the

Brest Litovsk peace as the beginning of the downward march. The Left

Social Revolutionists especially, men of culture and earnestness,

who had suffered much under the Tsar and now saw their hopes and

aspirations thwarted, were most emphatic in their condemnation. They

supported their statements by evidence of the havoc wrought by the

methods of forcible requisition and the punitive expeditions to the

villages, of the abyss created between town and country, the hatred

engendered between peasant and worker. They told of the persecution of

their comrades, the shooting of innocent men and women, the criminal

inefficiency, waste, and destruction.

How, then, could the Bolsheviki maintain themselves in power? After

all, they were only a small minority, about five hundred thousand

members as an exaggerated estimate. The Russian masses, I was told,

were exhausted by hunger and cowed by terrorism. Moreover, they had

lost faith in all parties and ideas. Nevertheless, there were frequent

peasant uprisings in various parts of Russia, but these were ruthlessly

quelled. There were also constant strikes in Moscow, Petrograd, and

other industrial centres, but the censorship was so rigid little ever

became known to the masses at large.

I sounded my visitors on intervention. "We want none of outside

interference," was the uniform sentiment. They held that it merely

strengthened the hands of the Bolsheviki. They felt that they could

not publicly even speak out against them so long as Russia was being

attacked, much less fight their régime. "Have not their tactics and

methods been imposed on the Bolsheviki by intervention and blockade?" I

argued. "Only partly so," was the reply. "Most of their methods spring

from their lack of understanding of the character and the needs of the

Russian people and the mad obsession of dictatorship, which is not even

the dictatorship of the proletariat but the dictatorship of a small

group _over_ the proletariat."

When I broached the subject of the People's Soviets and the elections

my visitors smiled. "Elections! There are no such things in Russia,

unless you call threats and terrorism elections. It is by these alone

that the Bolsheviki secure a majority. A few Mensheviki, Social

Revolutionists, or Anarchists are permitted to slip into the Soviets,

but they have not the shadow of a chance to be heard."

The picture painted looked black and dismal. Still I clung to my faith.

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