CHAPTER XXXII

The living-room held a glow of mellow light, but as Eben returned with

the three brimming glasses, Conscience touched a button which darkened

the wall sconces and left only the large lamp on the table, where she

had placed her tray.

"Inasmuch as two members of this party are more or less gauzily

appareled," she suggested, "it doesn't seem to be necessary to make an

illumination of it."

Tollman, with a seeming of absent-mindedness set down his light burden

on a small side table, somewhat remote, but it was with no want of

certainty that he marked the relative positions of its contents. One

glass was alone at the edge of the silver platter. Two others were

closer together at the center.

Now he came over, empty-handed, and as he regarded the larger tray of

food, he rubbed his palms appreciatively with a convincing relish.

"You have prepared a feast for the traveler on very short notice," he

smilingly attested while inwardly and more grimly he added in

apposition--"'a table in the presence of mine enemies!'"

His wife modestly disclaimed credit. "You are easy to please, Eben.

There's only beef sandwiches and fruit and a little cake. Would you like

me to make you some coffee?"

Eben raised his hand with a gesture of refusal. "No, indeed, I am more

than satisfied--unless you want it yourself."

But she shook her head, "It would keep me awake. I haven't been sleeping

well of late." This announcement of insomnia--twin sister to a troubled

conscience, he thought--was a somewhat bold skirting of admission, but

his words were reassuring.

"The Madeira is well timed then. A glass before bedtime should be

soothing." Still standing, he bit into one of the beef sandwiches, and

observed with an approach to the whimsy of gayety: "I've never been

quite clear in my own mind as to what was meant by the stalled ox of

scriptural fame and I've always subscribed to the text 'better a dinner

of herbs where love is'--but I'm bound to say, it's very gratifying to

have the stalled ox and the love as well."

For Farquaharson his air of celebration held an irony which accentuated

his own exclusion and made participation difficult. He was the exile at

the feast.

Eben who, alone of the three, had not seated himself wandered about with

the restless volubility of a peripatetic philosopher, though his humor

was genial beyond its custom. At last with the air of one too engaged

with his own conversation to heed details of courtesy he took up his

glass and sipped from it thoughtfully.

"Even if this is my own wine," he commented, "I can't withhold

commendation. I sometimes think that only the very abstemious man can

truly appreciate a good vintage. For him it is an undulled pleasure of

the palate."

Stuart Farquaharson at last found it possible to laugh.

"I for one can't dispute the statement," he confessed. "I haven't tasted

it yet--though I understood that both Conscience and I were invited."

"A thousand pardons!" exclaimed the host, shamefacedly. "I am a poor

sort of Ganymede--drinking alone and leaving my guests unserved!"

He set down his own glass, and with tardy solicitude proffered to them

the remaining two.

"Here's to the homecoming," he proposed with a jauntiness which sat upon

him like foreign raiment as he took up his own wine again and Stuart,

with a dolorous smile, suggested: "Why not include me in the toast,

Eben? The arrival--and the departure."

"Ah," demurred the elder man easily. "But that's not to be celebrated,

my boy. For us that is a misfortune."

The two men emptied and put down their glasses--and lighted cigars while

Conscience sat thoughtfully, making slower work of her Madeira.

"And now shall we have a little music?" inquired the husband, while the

younger man's face darkened, and Conscience said rather hastily:

"Not this evening, please, Eben. We've rather overworked the phonograph

of late."

"Not even 'The Beautiful Night of Love'?" The inquiry held an insistent

shade of regret.

But Eben, as his glance went shiftily to the face of the clock, was as

steady and as cool as one may become under the temporary keying of a

repressed and brain-wrecking excitement. To this inflexible composure he

must hold until a certain moment arrived, and he must time himself to

its coming with a perfection of nicety.

"At last, Eben," Farquaharson testified when a brief silence had fallen

on the trio, "I am ready to praise your wine. I feel the glow in my

veins and the glow is insidiously grateful."

"I was just thinking so, too," agreed Conscience. "It takes only a taste

to go to my head." She was still holding between her fingers the stem of

a glass half-full. "I was very tired and already I feel wonderfully

restored."

Indeed the shadow had left her eyes and in them was a quiet glow as she

smiled upon her husband whose nerves were as tautly strung as those of a

sprinter crouched upon his mark and straining to be away at the pistol's

crack. "The traitoress has the infamy to smile at me--whom she has

betrayed," was the thought in his heart. "It will soon be time!"

These final minutes of necessary waiting and dissembling were the most

unendurable of all--this damming back of a madman's thirst for

vengeance. Ebbett had said that there is a prefatory period of

excitation followed shortly by languor. They must realize their fate,

otherwise punishment would be empty, but when he should launch his bolt,

the power of the drug must have laid upon them both the beginnings of

helplessness: the weight of its inertia. Now he said, acknowledging the

praise of his wine:

"The glow comes first, and then the sedative influence--like the touch

of velvet."

"You are almost poetic to-night, Eben," smiled Conscience, and he

laughed. But abruptly he shivered, and became prosaic again.

"It seems chilly to me here--Perhaps I've taken cold. The day was hot

enough, heaven knows, but the night has turned raw--Do you mind if I

light the fire?"

Receiving permission, Eben turned his back and stooped to touch a match

to the logs on the hearth. In a moment the flames were leaping and the

man who had straightened up stood for a brief space watching them spread

and broaden.

It was while he was so engaged that Conscience raised her hand and held

out her glass, still not quite emptied, for Stuart to set down. She did

so silently and the man rose from his chair and took it from her, but in

the simple operation their fingers met and a sudden surging of emotions

came to each in the moment of contact.

Without a word, save as his lips formed mutely the two syllables--"To

you"--Stuart lifted the glass toward her and then drained it.

Then as he replaced it together with his own on the table Eben Tollman

turned, and noted, with satisfaction, the emptiness of the miniature

goblets.

The light of animation had died slowly from the dark eyes of the woman,

until to the watching husband they seemed inky pools of languor. The

leaping flames held her attention and her lips were parted in an

inscrutable half-smile. Already her thoughts were becoming pleasantly

languid, dwelling on such inconsequential things as how blue the water

had been--and that after all to-morrow does not come--until to-morrow.

Shadows leaped and danced fantastically against the color of the

crackling logs and in her hair shimmered a glow that ranged between the

glint of darkened mahogany and jet. It was of this that Stuart thought,

as, for a half hour, they listened to Tollman's talk, content with brief

replies or none at all. Some magic had lulled him, too, into a quietened

mood from which had been smoothed the saw-edged raggedness of despair.

With a vague wonderment he recognized this metamorphosis. No such

soothing potency lay in any wine ever pressed from the grapes of

Funchal; but it was inexplicably pleasant, and surrender grew beyond any

power of its questioning or combatting. Gradually, agreeably the two of

them were sinking below the surface of consciousness. Soon they would be

submerged.

Then in a moment of partial realization, Conscience said: "I think I had

better go upstairs. I was almost napping in my chair." But she made no

actual effort to move and her husband raised a smiling demurrer to the

suggestion.

"It would be a pity to go just now. The fire has only begun to be

cheerful and as for myself I am still chilly."

It was unaccountably pleasant there, with this strange, almost magical

blurring of realities into a velvety ease ... with visions of blue water

and contented thoughts hovering near in a waking and seductive sort of

sleep.

A long silence fell upon the three--realized by only one.

The point where they drifted into the nebulous territory of dreams was

undefined. The actual was dropping away into an impalpable mistiness as

the earth drops from under a rising aëroplane.

Both Conscience and Stuart sought futilely to rouse themselves because

the dream had now ceased to be pleasant, and yet it was only an ugly

picture projected against a beautiful background deepening into a purple

velvet stupor.

They knew the picture itself was not real because, in it, Eben's usually

calm face was distorted into a demoniac frenzy and his voice quavered

and ranted into a high-pitched incoherence.

The dream in spite of its fantastic wildness must have held some

attribute of the comic for they smiled as if in confidential

understanding. Eben seemed to be waving before their eyes an envelope

and to be talking about intercepted letters which was all absurdly,

impalpably funny.

There was also some grotesque eloquence about the vengeance of a Most

High God, visited upon adulterers.

But the voice dropped sometimes to an inaudible pitch and rose sometimes

like a scream because it came from an incalculable distance and the

figure, distorted with meaningless gyrations of gesture, appeared and

disappeared like a shade in a farce.

Eben Tollman stood declaiming on his hearth with his clenched hands

stretched high above his head while his victims drowsed peacefully.

Mania raced and burned through him as a current travels through wire.

The dam of repression which had only collected and stored up the

elements of flood had burst into torrents and chaos. The wreck of his

brain swirled furiously in a single whirlpool of idea, the monomania

that he was called to be God's avenger.

But he had lost his audience and his victims had escaped him. Upon the

lips of the two unspeakable malefactors dwelt a smile of obtuse

tranquillity.

He raised his eyes, as if to heaven, and his voice in fulminating

anathema.

"'Even as Sodom and Gomorrah, and the cities about them in like manner,

giving themselves over to fornication and going after strange flesh ...

are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal

fire.... Likewise also these filthy dreamers defile the flesh ...

despise dominion and speak evil of dignities.'"

The madman paused, but only for a moment, then again he thundered out

his rabid and distorted prayer. "'Their throat is an open sepulcher:

they flatter with their tongue.... Destroy them, O God: let them perish

through their own imaginations.'"...

When Tollman's delirium had burned him into a temporary exhaustion he

collapsed into a chair and at his feet, forgotten now, fell the envelope

which he had flaunted vainly before the eyes of the transgressors. They

had escaped, not scourged or harrowed according to their deserts, but

smiling like sleepy children, through the door of unconsciousness and

oblivion. Gropingly his fingers went again into his pocket and came out

holding the envelope out of which he had taken the death tablets. They,

too, had betrayed him. Instead of torture they had brought the peace of

Nirvana.

From the limp fingers of the demented creature who sat gazing at his two

victims, the envelope fluttered down. Except for the mad embers of the

eyes, one might have said that the room held three dead bodies.

At least he had sent them on to a judgment from which they could not

escape with iniquitous smiles.

Then a sudden doubt assailed him. Were they, after all, dead?

He came to his foot, moving with the spasmodic jerkiness of his

condition, but with all the augmented strength of a madman's power.

To his crazed investigation their wrists betrayed no pulse and their

lips, no breath. Then they were dead!

With an inarticulate exclamation, like the oath of a man devoid of

speech, he ripped the sheer and ribboned silk from his wife's breast, as

savagely as though he were tearing the flesh itself, and laid his hand

upon the bared bosom. There, too, was the unfluttering stillness of a

lifeless heart.

Then straightening up, he gazed down on her, loathing all the beauty

which had once allured him and which now dedicated itself, in death, to

the benediction of a smile turned toward her lover.

Already mad, his lunacy became a perversion of deviltry. He lifted the

unstirring body and posed it in a relaxed attitude of ease upon the

broad couch that stood at one side of the hearth. Back of the bared

shoulders, he heaped cushions, so that she seemed the voluptuous figure

of a woman who abandons herself to as irresponsible a gratification of

sense as a purring tigress. The fire, playing on the ivory of her cheeks

and the bosom more softly white than the checks, seemed to awaken a

ghost of flickering mockery about her smiling lips.

Then, drawing upon his unwonted strength of the hour, Eben Tollman moved

the other figure until what had been Stuart Farquaharson sat beside what

had been Conscience Tollman in lover-like proximity.

As he staged this ghastly pantomime, he gloated wildly. That was the

scene which a bolted door had prevented him from surprising! That was

the inexpressible and iniquitous devotion which they had hidden in

innocent smiles! Their eyes were closed, but each face was turned

toward the other, and in death the woman's seemed to take on a deeper

tenderness.

Tollman lifted one of her arms, from which the drapery fell back, and

laid it across the shoulder of the man at her side, and about him the

world rocked in the quake of mania.

He stood off and contemplated them from a greater distance--and having,

in his madman's saturnalia, burned out even the augmented forces of his

fever, a feeling of weakness overcame him. Then it was that his eyes

caught the corner of an envelope protruding from the pocket of Stuart

Farquaharson's bath robe. Hurriedly he tore it out and ripped off the

end. It was in Conscience's hand--doubtless another proof of iniquity.

But as he read, the fires of his brain were swept back, under the

quenching force of undeniable conviction. This letter had not been meant

for his eyes. It could hold no motive of deceiving him.

Only treatment in confinement could ever again set up the fallen and

shattered sanity of this man, but like rents in a curtain there came to

him flashes of the rational. They came fitfully under the tremendously

sobering effect of what he read. What Stuart Farquaharson had never

read.

"It was my fault.... I have been absolutely true to him in act ... but

perhaps ... I could ... have been true in a larger sense. I have been

thinking of his great generosity and of what unfaltering trust he has in

me ... he has always been above jealousy. We know that there has been no

taint of guilt. Even now I think I have a fighting chance of winning. If

I have I owe it to you...." These words spelled out a document which

could not be doubted, which even the perversion of a jealousy gone mad

could no longer doubt.

He, Eben Tollman, the righteous, had built the whole horrible structure

of abomination--out of jealous fabrications! He had made the hideous

mistake and capped it with murder!

A nausea of brain and soul swept him. Then again the half-sane interval

darkened luridly into hallucination, but now it was a new hallucination.

The figure of the woman on the couch seemed to move. Instead of the

filmy draperies torn by his own hand, she wore the habiliments of

poverty and looked at him out of a face of plebeian prettiness; a face

of dimly confused features. The apparition rose and stood waveringly

upright. "You murdered me, too!" it said in a voice of vague simplicity.

Eben Tollman tried to scream and could not.

He covered his eyes with his palms, but failed to shut out the image

because it lay deeper than the retina's curtain.

"I'm one of the others you murdered," went on the voice. "I'm Minnie

Ray."

Tollman straightened suddenly up. The vagary had passed--but on the

couch the two immovable figures remained.

Tollman had never been a handsome man, but his face and carriage had

held a certain stiff semblance of dignity. Now his cheeks flamed with

the temperature which must, without the immediate administration of a

powerful sedative, burn out his life with its crisping and charring

virulence. His eyes were no longer human, but transformed into that

kinship with those of wild beasts or red embers that comes with acute

mania.

As the shadows wavered in the room which he had made a place of murder,

there rose out of them taunting, accusing figures. He seemed to see

Hagan, the detective, grotesquely converted into an executioner clad in

red and Sam Haymond launching against him the anathema of the Church.

There were shapes of strange things neither human, animal nor

reptile--but wholly monstrous--emerging greedily from filthy lairs and

creeping toward him with sinuous movements through a sea of slime.

For the furies that haunted Orestes, because of his classic crime, had

come back to pursue Eben Tollman.

He laughed as maniacs laugh and screamed as maniacs scream, until the

strange medley of insensate sounds went rocketing and skittering through

the house and came back in echo, as the retort of the furies.

One human sense was left: the sense of flight: the impulse to leave the

place where Death held dominion and Death's avengers came in unclean and

rapacious hordes.

Turning, he fled with a speed born of his dementia, hurling himself

through the door with a crash of shattered glass and a trail of

incoherent ravings.

Without sense of direction or objective he raced here and there,

doubling like a frightened rabbit, taking no account of paths or

obstructions, seeing nothing but hordes of pursuing furies urged on by a

parson and a hangman who led the chase.

The storm had begun anew, and out here in the darkness the cannonading

of thunder and wind swelled the chorus of pursuit. When the refugee

fell, he clawed and bit at the vines which had tripped him, in a fancied

battle of Laocoön, until at last he saw the coolness of water ahead of

him, and, dashing down the slope, hurled himself, shrieking, into its

stillness.

There his outcry ended. His spread fingers clutched at a liquid

emptiness and his fevered eyes showed once or twice briefly--and were

quenched.

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