CHAPTER XXVI

For the best part of an hour Stuart sat confusedly looking out across

the cove. Then with the wish for some stimulating fillip he stripped and

plunged into the sobering coolness of the water. Even after that he did

not return to the house, but struck out aimlessly across the hills with

little realization of direction and small selection of course. Once or

twice a blackberry trailer caught his foot and he lurched heavily,

recovering himself with difficulty.

Led by the fox-fire of restlessness, he must have tramped far, for the

moon went down and curtains of fog began to draw in, obscuring hills and

woods in a wet and blinding thickness. From the saturated foliage came a

steady dripping as though there had been heavy rain, and far away, from

the life-saving station, wailed the hoarse, Cassandra voices of the

sirens. At last physical fatigue began to assert itself with a clearing

of the brain and he turned his steps back toward his starting point. He

was trusting now to his instinctive sense of direction, because the

woods and thickets were fog-choked and his course was groping and

uncertain. A half mile from the house he set his foot on a treacherously

shelving rock, and found himself rolling down a sharp embankment, with

briars tearing his face and hands. Throwing out his right arm, in

defense of his eyes, he felt his hand bend back at the wrist with so

violent a pain that a wave of nausea swept over him and for a moment he

was content to lie where he had fallen, listening to the sobbing drip of

the pines. When he rose and started on again his right hand hung with

fingers that he could not move and the fever of swollen pain in its

wrist. But when he drew near the house he saw that there was still a

light in the window of Conscience's room and that she herself sat,

framed against, the yellow candle glow, in an almost trance-like

attitude of stress. She was silhouetted there, no longer self-confident

and defiant but a figure of wistful unhappiness. From the raw wetness,

her bare shoulders and arms were unprotected. Her hair fell in heavy

braids over the sheer silk of her night dress and her bosom was

undefended against the bite of the fog's chill.

At breakfast the next morning Eben Tollman, who was usually the least

talkative at table, found that the burden of conversation fell chiefly

upon himself.

Conscience was pale and under her eyes were dark smudges of

sleeplessness while Farquaharson kept his right hand in his lap and

developed an unaccustomed taciturnity. But Eben appeared to notice

nothing and stirred himself into an admirable and hospitable vivacity.

His concert of last night had borne fruit, he thought.

If his knowledge of actual occurrences was sketchy his imagination had

filled all the blank spaces with colorful substitutes for fact.

"Stuart," he demanded suddenly, "what's happened to you? You've hurt

your right hand and you're trying to conceal it."

"It's nothing much," explained Farquaharson lamely. "I went for a walk

last night and when the fog came up I strayed over an embankment--and

had a rather nasty fall."

"My dear boy!" exclaimed Eben Tollman in a tone of instant solicitude.

"We must call the doctor at once. But you must have been out all night.

The fog didn't gather until two o'clock this morning."

Farquaharson only nodded with an uncommunicative smile, and Conscience

spoke in quiet authority.

"If it's a sprain, I can do as much for it as a doctor could. Wait for

me on the terrace, Stuart, I'll be out in a few minutes with hot water

and bandages."

A half hour later, grumbling remonstrances which were silently

overruled, the Virginian found himself in efficient hands.

The fog had not lasted long and this morning the hills sparkled with a

renewed freshness. A row of hollyhocks along the stone wall nodded

brightly, and the sun's clarity was a wash of transparent gold.

Stuart Farquaharson studied the profile of the woman who was busying

herself with bandages and liniments.

The exquisite curve of her cheek and throat; the play of an escaped curl

over her pale temple and the sweet wistfulness of her lips: none of

these things escaped him.

"It's not necessary, after all, that you should go away, Stuart," she

announced with a calm abruptness to Farquaharson's complete

mystification. "Last night I was in the grip of something like hysteria,

I think. Perhaps I'm still young enough to be influenced by such things

as music and moonlight."

"And this morning?"

"This morning," she spoke in a matter-of-fact voice as she measured and

cut a strip of bandage, "I am heartily ashamed of my moment of panic.

This morning I'm not afraid of you. Whether you go or stay, I sha'n't

give way again."

"Conscience," protested the man with an earnestness that drew his brow

into furrows of concentration, "last night I said many things that were

pure excitement. After years of struggling to put you out of my life and

years of failure to do it, after believing absolutely that it had become

a one-sided love, I learned suddenly that you loved me, too. The

summed-up spell of all those hungry times was on me last night. Can't

you make allowances for me?"

"I have made allowances," she assured him steadily. "I've made so

many--that I'm no longer angry with you. You see I spent most of last

night thinking of it. We were both moon mad. Only now--we can't go on

pretending to be Platonic friends any more. When war has been declared

comradeships between enemies have to end."

"You are both very fair and very unfair, Conscience," suggested Stuart

Farquaharson thoughtfully. "I said some wild things--out there in the

moonlight--with my senses all electrified by the discovery of your

love--and yet--"

He broke off, and Conscience, rising from her finished task, stood

gazing out with musing eyes over the slopes of the hills. Suddenly she

said:

"I realize now that if you'd gone away just because I asked it, we would

always have felt that nothing was settled; that instead of winning my

battle I'd just begged off from facing it."

"Among all the unconsidered things I said last night, Conscience,"

Stuart began again, "there were some that I must still say. It was like

the illogical thread of a dream which is only the distortion of a waking

thought-flow. The essence of my contention was sound."

"A soundness which advises me to divorce my husband and marry you," she

demurred with no more anger than she might have felt for a misguided

child, "though he and I both made vows--and he has broken none of

them."

"You made those vows," he reminded her, "under the coercion of fears for

your father. You distorted your life under what you yourself once called

a tyranny of weakness."

"And to remedy all that you counsel an anarchy of passion." She seemed

to be speaking from a distance and to be looking through rather than at

the horizon.

"I believe that even now my father knows--and that he's no more

willing to have me surrender my convictions--than when he was on earth."

"And I believe," the response came reverently but promptly, "that where

he is now his eyes are no longer blinded by any scales of mistake. If he

looks down on us from the Beyond, he must see life with a universal

breadth of wisdom."

For an instant tears misted her eyes and then she asked in a rather

bewildered voice, "Stuart, stripped of all its casuistry, what is your

argument except a plea for infidelity?"

"Revolt against that most powerful and vicious of all autocracies," he

confidently declared, "the tyranny of weakness over strength!"

But Conscience Tollman only shook her head and smiled her unconverted

scepticism.

"Was it being true to such an ideal as that which made a certain king in

Israel send a certain captain into the front of the battle, because he

loved that captain's wife? I have listened to all this argument, because

I wanted you to feel sure that I wasn't afraid to hear it. But it can

never persuade me. And what have you to say of the trust of a husband

who accepts you in his house as a member of his family--without

suspicion?"

"I say that he has had his chance in all fairness and has failed. I say

that during the years of this ill-starred experiment you have fought

valiantly to make him win. I have, at least, not interfered by act or a

word. If he had not arranged this meeting I should never have done

so--and since he is responsible for our being brought together now he

must face the consequences."

"Then your attitude of last night was not just moon madness, after all?"

"I mean to penetrate your life as far as I can and to recognize no

inner sanctum from which I am barred. He is the usurper and my love is

not tame enough to submit. I am your lover because, though your words

deny me, your heart invites me. I'm coming to stay."

This time the woman's eyes did not kindle into furious or contemptuous

fires, but her voice was so calmly resolute that Stuart felt his own had

been a blustering thing.

"Then, Stuart, I'm still the puritan woman. I'm asking no quarter--and I

have no fears. Attack as soon and as often and as furiously as you wish.

I'm ready."

* * * * *

Eben Tollman noted that under the steady normality and evenness of his

wife's demeanor there stirred an indefinable current of nervousness,

since the evening of the tryst at the float and that the whole manner of

the visitor toward himself was tinctured with a new brusqueness, as

though the requirement of maintaining a cordial pretense were becoming

over tedious.

These were mere bits of chaff in a light breeze and he flattered himself

that it had taken his own perspicacity to detect them. A less capable

diagnostician might have passed them by unobserved. But to him they

marked a boundary.

Alone in his study, the husband ruminated upon these topics. Here he had

sanctuary and the necessity of a hateful dissimulation was relaxed. He

could then throw aside that mantle of urbanity which he must yet endure

for a while before other eyes. He formed the habit of gazing up at the

portrait of the ancestor who had died in the revolution and almost

fancied that between his own eyes and those painted on the canvas there

was an interchange of understanding.

He was in truth a man who had already parted company with reason while

still invested in its perfect masquerade. His bitter and unfounded

suspicions, denied all outer expression, had undermined his sanity--and

any one who had seen him in these moments of sequestered brooding would

have recognized the mad glitter in his eyes.

"The pair of them are as guilty as perdition," he murmured to himself,

"and I am God's instrument to punish." Punish--but how? That was a

detail which he had never quite thought out, but at the proper time the

Providence which commanded him would also show him a way. But before

punishment there must be an overt act--an episode which clinched,

beyond peradventure, the sin of these two hypocrites before his hand

could fall in vengeance.

These reflections were interrupted one afternoon by a rap on the study

door to which, for the space of several seconds, Eben Tollman did not

respond.

He was meanwhile doing what an actor does before his dressing-room

mirror. Eben Tollman alone with his monomania and Eben Tollman in the

company of others were separate personalities and to pass from one to

the other called for making up; for schooling of expression and the

recovery of a suave exterior. In this process, however, he had from

habit acquired celerity, so the delay was not a marked one before, with

a decorous face, unstamped of either passion or brooding, he opened the

door, to find Conscience waiting at the threshold.

"Come in, my dear," he invited. "I must have inadvertently snapped the

catch. I didn't know it was locked."

"There's a man named Hagan here who wants to see you, Eben," announced

Conscience. "He didn't seem inclined to tell me his business beyond

saying that it was important."

"Hagan, Hagan?" repeated the master of the house with brows drawn in

well-simulated perplexity. "I don't seem to recognize the name. Do you

know him?"

"I never saw him before. Shall I send him in?"

"I suppose it might be as well. Some business promoter, I fancy."

But as Conscience left, Tollman's scowl returned.

"Hagan," he repeated with a soft but wrathful voice to himself. "The

blackmailer!"

His face bore a somewhat frigid welcome, when almost immediately the

manager of the Searchlight Investigation Bureau presented himself.

Mr. Hagan had the appearance of one into whose lap the horn of plenty

has not been recently or generously tilted, and the clothes he wore,

though sprucely tailored, were of another season's fashion.

But his manner had lost none of its pristine assurance and he began his

interview by laying a hand on the door-knob and suggesting: "The

business I want to take up with you, Mr. Tollman, had best be discussed

out of hearing of others."

Tollman remained unhospitably rigid and his eyes narrowed into an

immediate hostility.

"Whatever business we may have had, Mr. Hagan," he suggested, "has for

some time been concluded, I think."

But on this point the visitor seemed to hold a variant opinion.

Momentarily his face abandoned its suavity and the lower jaw thrust

itself forward with a marked hint of belligerency.

"So?" he questioned. "Nonetheless there is business that can be done at

the present time in this house. It's for you to say whether I do it with

you--or others."

Tollman's scowl deepened and the thought presented itself that he had

been unwise in ever giving such a dishonest fellow the hold upon him of

a prior employment. But he controlled himself and invited curtly, "Very

well. Sit down."

Mr. Hagan did so, and this time it was Mr. Tollman himself who somewhat

hastily closed and latched the door which protected their privacy of

interview, while the guest broached his topic.

"The best way to start is with the recital of a brief story. You may

already have read some of it in the newspapers but the portion that

concerns us most directly wasn't published. It's what is technically

called the 'inside story.'"

"The best way to start, Mr. Hagan," amended Tollman with some severity

of manner, "is that which will most quickly bring you to the point and

the conclusion. I'm a very busy man and can spare you only a short

time."

But despite that warning the detective sat for a moment with his legs

crossed and gave his attention to the deliberate kindling of a cigar.

That rite being accomplished to his satisfaction, he settled back and

sent a cloud of wreathed smoke toward the ceiling before he picked up

again his thread of conversation.

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