CHAPTER XVIII

Sam Haymond, D.D., gathering together his belongings, as the train

whistled for the village, fancied that he could visualize with a fair

accuracy the gentleman who had written, "You will be met at the

station." Eben Tollman used, in his correspondence, a stilted formality

which conjured up the portrait of one somewhat staid and humorless.

Conscience and her husband had, on the other hand, formed no mental

portrait of the visiting minister, save that his reputation and

accomplishment would indicate mature years.

When the train stopped, and only one stranger emerged upon the

crushed-stone platform, Conscience thought that their guest had missed

his train. Sam Haymond, D.D., in turn, seeing no elderly gentleman of

sober visage, inferred that his host had failed to meet him. There was

only a young woman standing alone by a baggage truck and for an instant

the thoughts of the minister were fully occupied with the consideration

of her arrestingly vivid beauty: a beauty of youth and slender litheness

and exquisite color.

Then their glances met and the girl moved forward. It flashed

simultaneously upon both of them that faulty preconceptions had caused a

failure of recognition.

The tall, young man, whose breadth of shoulder and elasticity of step

might have been a boy's, spoke first with an amused riffle in his eyes.

"My name is Sam Haymond. Are you, by any chance, Mr. Tollman's

daughter?"

Under the challenge of his humorous twinkle, a sudden mischief flashed

into Conscience's face. She was tempted to announce herself as William

Williams' daughter and let it go at that, but with a swift

reconsideration she laughed and told the whole truth.

"I am Mr. Tollman's wife."

The minister raised his brows in surprise. "Now I don't know why I

pictured Mrs. Tollman as a delightful but maternal lady with a gift for

mince pies--yet I did."

"I'm afraid I'm below par on my mince pies," she confessed with a

mockery of humiliation. He could not, of course, know that the youth in

her was leaping up to his bait of spontaneity as a trout leaps to the

fly when flies are few. Conscience went on: "But you're below par,

too--on ecclesiastical solemnity. I expected a grave-faced parson--"

Sam Haymond's laughter pealed out with a heartiness which seemed gauged

to outdoor spaces rather than to confining walls.

"I haven't always been a minister," he acknowledged as he put down his

suit-case. There was in his whole appearance an impression of physical

confidence and fitness, which made Conscience's thoughts revert to

Stuart Farquaharson.

"Once I preached a very bad sermon in a log meeting-house in the

Cumberland mountains," he went on. "It is a country chiefly notable for

feuds and moon-shining. I was introduced by a gentleman whose avocations

were varied. He explained them to me in these words, 'I farms some; I

jails some an' I gospels some.' Perhaps I'm cut to a similar pattern."

For both of them the drive proved short. Like a brook which has been

running in the darkness of an underground channel, and which livens with

sparkle and song as it breaks again into the sun--Conscience found

herself in holiday mood and her companion was responsive and frankly

delightful.

Haymond was, she understood, a preacher who could move men, but just

now he was only a splendidly alive companion. If she thought of him as a

preacher at all it was a preacher whose conception was rather that of a

knight serving a divinely royal master than a prosecutor thinking in

terms of dogma.

As an experiment in psychology, the luncheon was interesting because of

the riffles and undercurrents that passed below the conversation's even

tenor. The white-haired minister and his bronze-faced junior joined no

issues of conflicting opinion and each saw only the admirable in the

other--although two men so unlike in every quality except a common zeal

might more easily have found points of disagreement than concord.

Tollman was rather the listener than the talker, but when his eyes met

those of the visitor, Conscience fancied she detected an instinct of

vague hostility in those of the host and a dubiousness in those of the

guest. It was as if the waving antennae of their minds had touched and

established a sense of antagonism.

Sam Haymond knew types as a good buyer knows his line of wares. Here, he

told himself, was a nature cramped and bigoted. Such men had smirched

the history of religion with inquisitions and tortures--and had retarded

the progress of human thought.

Tollman's impression was less distinct. He fancied that in the

penetrating quality of the other's gaze was an impertinence of prying.

Had the visiting clergyman carried his analysis far enough to discover

that both men were bigots, he would still have drawn this distinction:

the lion and the jackal have the same general motive in life, yet the

jackal is hardly a lion.

Possibly it was a feeling of disquiet under silent observation which

caused Tollman, after luncheon, to turn his guest over to his wife for

entertainment, and Haymond acquiesced with enthusiasm to Conscience's

suggestion that they go for a sail to the greater bay.

To Conscience this was all retrieving from monotony a little scrap of

the life for which she had so eagerly yearned: the life of progress,

stimulus and breadth.

And then they were in the tilting boat, racing before a wind which

bellied the taut mains'l and drummed upon its canvas. She and Eben had,

once or twice, taken this same sail, but he had endured in patience

rather than enjoyed it.

On those occasions Ira had revealed a surly personality, which now

expanded and mellowed into conversation as Haymond asked questions about

the setting of eel traps and lobster pots and the management of fish

weirs.

The wind toyed so persistently with Conscience's dark hair that she took

it down from its coils and let it hang in heavy braids. The color rose

in her cheeks and the gleam to her eyes making them starry, and a lilt

sang in her voice.

There was a wealth of sapphire and purple in the water; there were thin

shore lines of vivid green and dazzling sand. Sails bronzed and reddened

in the sun and the distance. Gulls quarreled and screamed as they

fished--and everything was young.

"Them's mackerel gulls," volunteered Ira as he pointed to two birds

perched on a precariously buffeted buoy. "There's a sayin' that 'When

the whippoorwills begin to call, the mackerel begins to run'--then the

gulls come, too."

But as the sailboat drew near its landing stage again and the sunset was

fading into twilight, the fires died slowly, too, in the eyes of

Conscience Tollman and she felt that a vacation had ended.

There seemed to be in the sunlight of the following morning a tempered

and Sabbath stillness.

Perhaps the sun itself remained pagan, but if so it only lent contrast

to the slumberous restfulness where the shadows fell.

Over the countryside brooded the calm peacefulness of the day and when

the church bell gave its first call, its notes floated out across

silences disturbed by no noisier interruptions than bird notes and the

distant voice of the surf.

When her father had expressed his determination of going, for the first

time since he had been stricken, to the church where he had so long

preached, Conscience had demurred without avail. She had been, at first,

alarmed, lest the associations dwelling between those walls might excite

him beyond his strength. He must feel that he was going back, broken, to

a place where, in strength, he had been a mentor and potter whose clay

was human thought. But he would listen to no objections and when the

congregation gathered, his invalid's chair stood at the head of the

center aisle and he looked directly up at the pulpit from which, since

his youth, he had thundered the damnation of sinners.

When the tall young man took his place in the pulpit, the aged minister

swung his finely shaped head around with something of pride as though he

would say, "Here is my successor, in whom I am well pleased."

It was the revered elder who first engaged the interest of the

congregation, but when Sam Haymond had announced his text: "Let him who

is without sin amongst you cast the first stone," there came a shifting

of attention. Here was a man gifted with that quality of voice without

which there can be no oratory; endowed with that magic of force under

which human emotion is a keyboard responsive to the touch; commanding

that power which can sway its hearers at will between smile and tear.

His reputation was already known to them, but within five minutes after

his voice sounded reputation had become a pallid label for something

flamingly real: something under which their feeling stirred; something

that made their pulses leap like a bugle call; something that soothed

them like sleep after weariness--and above all something so convincing

that questioning was stilled as by the voice of a prophet who comes

direct from the presence of God.

The Reverend William Williams had held their loyalty by virtue of

vehemence and fire, and in that the visitor matched and surpassed him.

The intensity was there, but much besides--and yet in all else this was

a man as opposite to the aged veteran of the pulpit as east is far

across from west. In all the fire of his words was no mention of the

fires of hell. He seemed to know nothing of the avenging God, whose name

had rung terribly from that rostrum for half a century: a God swift of

anger and mighty to punish: an omnipotently jealous God. The Deity he

served was one of infinite charity to whose forgiveness nothing was

unforgivable--except unforgiveness.

He was expounding a doctrine of joy and aspiration: a splendid and

uplifting message from a God of the onward and upward march. No

suspicion came to him that, in effect, he was assailing the life work of

the old man below him, whom he deeply revered, yet he breathed a

conception of religion not only unlike, but contradictory to the set and

riveted dogma of his listening predecessor.

Minds that had unquestioningly accepted the old and hard gospel of

righteousness by duress of brimstone awoke to a new insurgency and eyes

little given to the light of thought kindled to this new postulate of

brotherhood and the service of brotherhood.

Conscience sat with her eyes hypnotically fixed on the face of the

speaker. Yesterday afternoon he had gone sailing with her; to-day he was

voicing her own beliefs from the pulpit whose former incumbent had

strangled and throttled them with his tyranny of weakness.

Of her father and the influence this sermon might have on him she did

not just then think at all. She like the others was being swept on a

tide of rapt attention--and she had forgotten that William Williams was

not at home in his study. But as that discourse progressed one might

have followed the ebb and flow of a man's life-battle, had he watched

only the face of the old man, in the wheel chair, crowned with a white

mane.

First there was the expression of exaltation which mutely proclaimed: "A

prophet is risen among us," but after it came swift doubt and

foreboding. The eagle eyes, deep-set in the thin face, were clouded and

hurt. Tho talon-like fingers clutched at their chair arms. Must he sit

here constrained to silence, while another confounded his teachings?

After doubt came certainty under which the sunken eyes of the paralyzed

man smouldered fiercely and his face blanched to the deadness of

parchment. This was all a passionate and revolutionary appeal for

liberality--or--by his interpretation--for license. It mounted into an

indictment against the cramping evils of intolerance, it scathingly

denounced the goodness of the strait-jacket until the old minister saw

every effort of his life assailed and vilified. His mind, distorted by

suffering and brooding, beheld a prophet indeed, but a prophet who

carried Satan's commission and who dared to serve it in the house of

God.

Would God himself remain silent and unavenging under such insult? He at

least, the lifelong servant, would not sit voiceless while his Master

was libeled. He who had spoken here many hundreds of times before would

speak once more and his last message would be one of scourging from the

temple desecrators more evil than money-changers.

But he shook with so palsied a fury that for a time he could only

surrender to his physical weakness. With a mighty effort he braced his

withered body and pulled himself forward. He knew he was killing

himself, but he would fall at his sentry post, challenging the enemy.

Sam Haymond, himself oblivious until now to all but his own

earnestness, brought his gaze back to the chair just below him--and

suddenly the resonance of his swelling voice fell silent--snapped by

astonishment with a word half spoken.

Of the tragedy which was acting itself before him he realized little. He

saw only a venerable colleague stricken by some sudden and terrible

ailment.

Then William Williams raised his thin arms above his head. Out of his

eyes rained challenge, denunciation, anathema! Mutely he was hurling the

curse of God's church. With the last ounce of his attenuated strength he

was struggling for the voice which at this moment of supreme need had

failed him. Over the body of the congregation, as the preacher halted,

fell a deadly stillness.

From the throat of the old man came a strangled groan, which had sought

to be a command for silence, and he crumpled forward. Life had gone out

of him, and Sam Haymond, lifting both hands, spoke in a voice of hushed

awe, "My brethren, the hand of God has fallen here."

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