“I beg your pardon,” I hastened to make reply, repenting of the

ill-timed question. “I had not heard of your marriage, nor indeed,” I

added, “of your wife’s death.”

“No, of course not,” was the answer, “because I do not know myself

whether she is alive or dead. In all these years I have not been

able to tell. She is here with me, in the great room there above,”

indicating with his hand a wing of the house.

“I do not believe I understand,” I murmured awkwardly, trying to hit

upon a fitting answer.

“Very likely you do not, because I do not.” Grief like a shadow flitted

across his face. For the moment it looked aged and strangely weary.

“Of course you do not understand, because I do not. For fifty years she

has been there--in that room. For fifty years my heart has not wavered

in its allegiance to her, and yet I do not know, as I have told you,

whether she is alive or dead.”

We sat in silence, while my host looked reminiscently out across the

sea, as if somewhere in its spaces he sought the mystery’s solving.

A sensation of fear swept over me, which, however, I controlled upon

the instant. I was ashamed of my folly. This genial, courtly gentleman

was not mad. In the eyes that looked into mine there was none of the

maniac’s frenzy. On the contrary, they were gently meditative, and

pregnant with thought and grief.

“No,” he said, reminiscently, lighting a fresh cigar, whose white smoke

in the gentle evening floated up and blended aureole-like with the

thick whiteness of his hair, “no, I do not mind telling you why I have

never married, as the world puts it. It is a strange story. I doubt if

you will believe it. But you are leaving on the morrow, and I shall

never see you again. Besides, I am old, you know. I am eighty.”

With a sad smile he waved aside my polite demurrer. “Fifty years is

long enough to keep a secret, is it not?” he continued. “And it might

be well in after years for some one to know the truth. It might help

her.”

Involuntarily my thoughts flew to the great silent room above, where

for fifty years the woman had lain who was neither alive nor dead.

Little did I guess what was housed there, as my heart beat eagerly with

anticipation.

“I was born, as you know, in France,” said my host. “My mother died at

my birth. My childhood was spent in a monastic school on the gloomy

coast of La Bas Bretagne. There I did not see much childish merriment,

as you may imagine. Shortly after graduating, when the subject was

being discussed as to whether or not I, the younger son, should take

holy orders--and at that time of my impressionable youth I was not

greatly averse to the idea, so accustomed had I become to monastic

discipline--my father and my brother died, leaving me heir to the name

and fortune. Thus duty, rather than inclination, kept me in a world of

which at that time I knew nothing.

“Finding the loneliness of the old home unendurable, I went to Paris.

There I saw something of life. When at length dissipation palled upon

me, I gave myself over to study and to art. It was then that I met your

grandfather. Finally, I determined to make the _grand tour_, which

in those days was _de rigueur_ for young men of wealth and position.

I sauntered across Europe, pausing wherever caprice seized me, idled

carelessly across Asia, dallying with my art the while, reached its

eastern coast, and found myself confronted by the great Pacific. Here,

not knowing what else to do, but without a definite goal in view, I

took passage for a cruise among the islands of Polynesia. Some months

later, when I had satisfied my curiosity in regard to the South Seas,

just after leaving the Austral Isles, a typhoon struck us and we were

wrecked upon an outlying coral reef. The steamer was virtually cut in

two. The entire crew were drowned with the exception of the first mate,

one sailor, and myself.

“We were swept by the fury of the waves upon a high white beach, where

a group of natives who had seen the wreck were waiting for the storm to

subside, with the intention of plundering the ship. I found that we had

merely exchanged one form of death for another and a crueler one. We

were seized, bound hand and foot, and thrown upon the ground to await

the tribe’s decision of our fate upon the morrow. That night, while I

lay awake wondering what the outcome would be, a young native woman,

whose sinewy strength had caught my eye during the day, slipped up to

where I lay alone at a distance from the others, and with incredible

swiftness cut the thongs that bound me. Putting her finger to her

lips significantly, she motioned me to follow. One fate was as bad as

another, if they all meant death, and I did not hesitate.

“She went across the island, walking so swiftly that it was all that I

could do to keep up. Not once did she look back, or seem to think of

me. She went straight on, as if impelled by fear. I have no idea how

far we walked. When at length she paused with a gesture that made me

know that the journey was at an end, the day was not far off. We had

crossed the island, and again the sea lay before us.

“The shore was different here. It was repellent and stern, like the

coast of La Bas Bretagne which I had known in my gloomy childhood.

Rocks sloped in sharp declivity to the water, which looked threatening

and black.

“Going up to one of the rocky walls, she pointed to an opening beneath,

and went in a little way, motioning me to follow. There I saw a

stairway hewn from the living rock, and descending into the bowels of

the earth. Although it seemed at first glance to be perpendicular, it

sloped slightly toward the water, at whose edge we had entered, so I

knew that whatever pathway lay beyond must lead beneath the sea.

“She crouched down upon the stair beside me and, stretching out one

long bare arm, pointed down, down, down--once, twice, thrice--meaning

that there I must go. Then she took from her back a bag-shaped basket

and handed it to me. In it were food and drink.

“Like a whirr of yellow swords, the first sun-rays pierced the sky. As

if frightened to see the day so soon, she bounded up the stairs and was

gone. To go back meant death; to go on meant I knew not what. But the

chance of a life hung in the balance, so I went on.

“The stairs led downward between smooth walls of rock. How far I do not

know. I counted the steps until I could count no longer. My brain grew

dizzy and refused to work. I sat down and buried my face in my hands

to recover poise. I got up and went on, and again my brain refused to

count the infinite steps. Again I had to give it up.

“The opening above, which for a time shed light plentifully upon

me, became a distant pin-point, then vanished, and inky blackness

surrounded me. I should have felt like one buried alive, had it not

been for the fresh air that swept between the perpendicular walls of

this canal-way.

“But what awaited me at the bottom? Was it water, black and silent

and of fathomless depth--impassable, mysterious water that had never

reflected the stars or the sun? Was I to find myself upon the edge of

an abyss whose depth I could sense but could not estimate?

“What torturing fear and suspense did I not suffer, as I descended that

frightful stairway! Suppose my foot slipped and I should fall! What

then! But she, my guide of the night, had motioned that I was to follow

the stairway. She had not crossed the island merely to bring about my

death. It was her intention to save me. I must have faith in her. There

was no other way. I summoned fresh courage and crept down the blackness.

“I lost all account of time as hours go. But judging by my weariness

and hunger when I reached the level, I think I must have put in a good

part of a day in descending that frightful stairway. At the bottom

I found myself in a smooth and level road enclosed between walls of

granite.

“But the silence and the darkness--how can I tell you what they were?

Such silence drives men mad. The darkness was like velvet in its

black impenetrableness. It seemed to fall upon my face and stifle

me. Nothing disturbed the silence. Even the wind slipped noiselessly

through this grave of granite. And it had come so far that it had freed

its wings of the scents of the world of light, of the sea and of the

earth. No message from the world above came here. Not a sound broke the

silence. From the walls of barren rock no dust clods fell to tell of

the ceaseless, weaving life of the earth. Adown their sides no water

tinkled. Along the road there was not even the friendly whirr of a

dried leaf blown by the wind. Nothing! Nothing!

“After I had traveled for a time and the silence had heaped its leaden

weight upon me, I shrieked. I could restrain myself no longer. I cried

out with all the strength of lung that I possessed, and the granite

walls sent back a million, broken-voiced echoes to beat about my ears.

“For days I traveled on like this, pausing only to eat and sleep. I had

lost reckoning of time, of night, of day. I heard only the measured

sound of my own steps. I do not know how many days and nights had

passed like this, when I found that the road was leading upward. It

became narrower and steeper. I brushed the rock walls as I walked; I

could scarcely squeeze between them. I did not fear. The sound of my

steps had dulled my brain. Darkness had paralyzed the power to think.

“Above my head the roof lowered till I could no longer stand erect. I

fell upon my knees and crept forward. The wind changed; it freshened. I

thought it brought a scent of the sea. Suddenly thick leaves barred the

way. I brushed through them, and the star-splendid circle of a tropic

night swept into view.

“I was in the garden of a spacious residence that crowned an elevation.

Below me a white city lay, and around and beyond the sea. How I drank

in the air! How I rejoiced in the sleepy rustle of leaves and grass,

and in the regained face of the earth!

“The city which presented itself to my eyes was arranged in the form of

a wheel, whose hub was the dwelling in the garden where I stood. From

the dwelling the streets radiated like spokes, and at the end of each,

terminating at the island’s edge, shone the sea. Around the eminence

spread a circular park of considerable breadth, adorned with flowers

and statues. Around this lay a smooth wide road, bordered at regular

intervals with slender palms, whose leaves in the windless night were

motionless. Opposite, the city streets began, and each was headed by

a building of great beauty, so that beyond the park and the roadway

rose a circular sweep of noble buildings. At regular distances from the

central starting-point, each street was interrupted by a small circular

space of greensward, and these, uniting, made a driveway around the

city.

“I chose at random one of the paths that intersected the garden and

followed it. Since I was the toy of chance, I determined to resign

myself bravely. After a detour the path led toward the dwelling,

blended with one of its marble walks, and ended at the foot of a

staircase. I climbed the stairs and entered an uncovered corridor of

white marble. After walking to the end, I found it closed by a smooth

and rounded stone. I touched it. It swung open, enfolding and sweeping

me within its circle, and then closed silently behind me. Impenetrable

draperies of silk hung in front of me, brushing my face. I parted them

and entered the strangest room I ever saw.

“It was long and of unusual height. The top was uncovered and let in

the tropic night. Around the edge of the top of the walls a rim of

opal glass projected, upon which a glass ceiling was folded back, to

be used in case of need. There were no pictures in the room, nor were

there decorations or adornment of any kind. The four walls were hung

uniformly in curtains of heavy white silk, which fell in straight folds

to the floor.

“There was no air moving. Indeed, I remembered the night outside to

have been singularly windless. Yet these white curtains shivered and

swayed with a sibilant and silken murmur. Across their surface gold

lines and figures swept. An endless chain of golden phantoms girdled

the spacious chamber. From the walls bright forms leaped with a burst

of light, and then faded back to whiteness. Round and round swept a

glittering, changing pageant, impalpable and soundless. Sometimes the

gold within the witch-wrought silk blazed forth until the air gleamed

with yellow light that dimmed the stars. Anon it paled to such a vague

misty radiance as engirdles a winter moon. But always there was change

and light and motion and the rustle of swayed silk. If I examined the

curtains closely, if I took them up in my hands, I found that they

were colorless and uniformly white. But if I let them fall again,

and stepped a foot away to look at them, gold light and flashing form

leaped out to startle me.

“There were times when the gold wall-light faded and a dim brilliancy

took its place. Occasionally, too, a silver light inspirited the

restless curtains, pallid frost-shine filled the room, and horizontal

lines of silver swept round the walls. When the silver lines grouped

themselves into form and being, it was as if lustrous spirits danced

airily a ghost dance of joy, now flashing for an instant into vivid

life, now paling and fading into silver mist that still retained their

gracious contours.

“There was no furniture save a long, narrow, bed-like pedestal or

support of ivory, which stood in the center of the room. Upon this

rested a mammoth sickle likewise of ivory, formed like the new moon,

and within its hollow curve there lay--how shall I tell you!--was it a

woman wrapped in lustrous gauze, or was it a mammoth opal that bore a

woman’s form? Standing beside the figure and looking down, I could not

tell. Beneath the pallid surface colors glowed like tint of flesh with

jewels upon it. Again, they seemed to be only the fiery flash of an

opal’s heart, and the surface became icily cold.

“I discovered plainly once or twice the long, noble lines of a figure

relaxed as if in sleep. Within the white stone floated the gracious

semblance of a woman, yet far away and insubstantial, like colors

seen in a dream. Sometimes I thought the figure breathed, but by the

light of those moving curtains I could not tell. They kept up such a

tremor of shifting brightness that my own body became unreal and no

longer seemed to belong to me. They dazzled my senses and broke my

chain of reasoned thinking. I was adrift with nothing to guide me.

When at length I turned from contemplation of the mysterious figure to

find again, if possible, the place of exit, in the wall-labyrinth of

weaving light, some power which I could not but obey compelled me to

pause on a sudden and look back.

“There, standing upright by the moon’s ivory horn, was the opal woman.

The tangling gauze which covered her--which I had not dared to touch

to find if it were gauze or the smooth cold surface of a stone--had

slipped to her feet, where it billowed white like foam. She was taller

than the average woman and more slender, yet withal muscularly built

and round. Hers was the body of Pallas.

“An apron-like corselet of flexible gold, woven in open-work squares,

fitted her smoothly, falling evenly to her feet, but opened to the

waist on either side. Beneath this from the waist downward fell

something silken and white, softening the sharp outline of the gold.

In each little open-work square of the corselet hung a pink gem, and

between her breasts was set a ruby.

“Her hair, which was thick and of a bronze color, was arranged in

great coils on either side of her head, completely covering her ears.

In the center of each coil shone a ruby that matched in size and

color the one between her breasts. From these rubies, and attached to

them, extended a net of tiny pearls, covering her hair and holding it

securely in place.

“So absorbed was I in contemplation of her person, that I forgot that

word was due from me. When at length I lifted my eyes to hers, it was

as if along with the conquest of my senses the conquest of my mind had

been completed. They seemed to enfold and sweep me within a sea of

light where all things were foreign to my will.

“Notwithstanding her strange and fantastic costuming, which at once

revealed and enhanced the beauty of her body, I knew that this was

no vain coquette. This was not a woman to find pleasure in vulgar

admiration. Her costume I felt to be the result of some ideal of life,

of beauty, which was the ruling passion of her mind. Calmly and in

silence we looked at each other. In my face surprise and admiration

struggled. She, however, was undisturbed and looked back at me serenely.

“Even then, before a word had been exchanged between us, I felt that

her life and her ideal of life were altogether dissimilar to my own,

that mentally we were the opposite each of the other. Within her I

sensed unsoundable depths of peace and calm, which had their origin in

some mental possession to which I was an alien. I measured then the

abyss that lay between us.

“She was as richly colored and as gorgeous as a canvas, yet in her

bearing there was nothing that hinted of pride or self-consciousness.

I shall never forget that first glimpse of her. The picture is printed

indelibly upon my brain, despite the years that have intervened--so

vividly, indeed, that nothing has been able to dim it. For me it has

dulled all other visions. Judge of it by the fact that I had known

more or less well the beauties of Paris, and that I was accustomed to

the luxurious gowning of the French city. It was only a few seconds

that we stood there, and yet--so vivifying is the power of beauty--it

was time enough for a world of fancies to sweep my brain.

“Her eyes were two flowers set within the petaled pallor of her face.

Wide, straight-fronting eyes of chastest blue they were, whose vivid

vitality was softened by an inner and a spiritual flame. Her face

symbolized the dream-white city which I had seen outside in the night.

And the changing light-splendor of that wondrous room was caught up

and concentrated there. As I stood looking at her, a thousand vague

and vanishing glimpses of remembered loveliness came back to haunt me.

There was something about her that shut off thought connection with

the active world of fact, and set one adrift among the pages of the

painters. Despite her slenderness and her purely womanly beauty she

was strong and masterful. She suggested the “virile note of great art.”

“In silence I stood and waited for her to speak. In a voice whose

calmness was like the azure flame within her eyes, she said:

“‘You were not going away, were you? Stay and be my guest. Besides, you

know, you cannot go. There is no way.’

“‘Nothing could give me greater pleasure than to be your guest--for a

time,’ I added.

“‘For a time?’

“‘Yes; then I must go back to Europe, to my home--to France.’

“‘Home? Yes, yes; of course--but how can you! You are in the Opal

Isles.’

“‘And where are they?’

“A strange look crossed her face, but so swiftly that I could not tell

whether it was perplexity or grief.

“‘The Opal Isles--they--they--are in the center of the shoreless sea

where the white wave circles. And I am Asra.’

“‘But there are steamers, of course; I can--’

“‘Never mind to-night. That can wait, can it not?’ She touched a hidden

spring that summoned a servant. ‘The blue room.’ Then, turning to me,

she said: ‘He will give you clothing suitable to our life and climate.

Good night.’

“‘Good night,’ I repeated in a daze.

“After nearing the curtain behind which the servant had disappeared

and stood waiting, I looked back. Asra lay silent and white, as I had

first seen her, between the pale crescent’s ivory horns. Again she

seemed to be not a woman, but a gigantic opal, beneath whose surface a

rainbow slept. The curtains had begun their sibilant whispering again,

and from them leaped gold phantoms in a dance of joy. Nearer and nearer

to the ivory moon they circled. They formed a glittering cordon about

it, weaving of bright motion a visible song of sleep. When the long

curtains fell behind me, I thought: ‘Perhaps it has all been a dream,’

I did not know. I could not tell.

“‘This is the guest-room,’ the servant said, breaking in upon my

reverie. ‘It tells of the supremacy of the sea. Here are your clothes.

Good night.’

“The room was similar to the one I had left. Like it, it was roofless.

Like it, too, it was walled in white silk. Within the silk slumbered

not gold and silver, but the mysteries of the sea. I saw depth on

depth of translucent water of every varying shade, running the

entire gamut of blues and greens, within which gem-winged fish, slim

silvery serpents, and strange iridescent sea-life swam. It was as

if I looked through leagues of water, as one looks across a level

prairie. Sometimes the water was blue and warm and pierced by sunlight.

Again it was black-green and angry. Sometimes a cold light shivered

this soundless ocean, a great wave came rolling in, crested with

pale foam the color of fear. At the moment when it seemed ready to

break and shed its tumbling waters over me, it vanished and the white

silk trembled crisply. I remembered what Asra had said of the white

wave that circles the shoreless sea. The servant, too, had spoken of

the supremacy of the sea. I felt that in both expressions there was

concealed a threat, or at least a deeper meaning. Unbidden came the

thought that perhaps the Opal Isles and the people who dwelled within

them were somehow at the mercy of the sea.

“When I stretched myself out upon the narrow ivory bed in the center of

the room, I still continued to watch the curtains, in the dim wonder of

approaching sleep. I was conscious of their beauty and their magic, but

I no longer felt any desire to solve a mystery where all was mystery.

As I fell asleep I wondered if I, too, would be transformed into an

opal. Why not? Are we not all opals by day and night, white flesh opals

beneath whose surface flashes the flame of imagination?

“When I went downstairs the next day dressed in a white tunic worn

after the manner of the Greek costume, I found that I had slept the

greater part of the day. On the way a servant met me and led me to

a room where Asra awaited me. She wore the wonderful costume of the

evening before. The sight of her brought back the golden phantoms

of which she seemed to be an embodied one. I wondered if, when I

approached her, she would vanish and the pallor of space confront

me. I had ceased to trust the testimony of my senses. But she stood

there calmly smiling, the swinging pink corselet gems swaying with the

movement of her breath.

“When I went up to her, she held out her hand frankly and wished me

good morning. I was more surprised to find that she was real, that

she did not vanish at my approach, than if, upon the instant, a dozen

phantoms had leaped to take her place. The little hand within my own

was warm and white. Here was the first reality. In gratitude I bent

over it. As I lifted my head, bright sunlight swept in from the open

side of the room and swathed her about like a robe. Color became sound.

I saw then their relationship to fearlessness and joy.

“With the new clothes I put on a new life--a lighter, freer, happier

life. The black-robed world which I had known seemed far away. Suddenly

it seemed to have been a sort of slavery. I saw it fettered with

restraints and prejudices. I saw it bowed of back and weary. I drew

a deep breath as of one pleasantly released, as if prison doors had

opened and shown me light.

“Laughing, Asra came to where I stood and clasped upon my upper arm a

bracelet of opals.

“‘Now you are a subject of the Opal Isles! Now there is no retreat.’

“I looked down upon the glittering gems. Each stone was emitting

sparklets of cold green light, as if in anger at me, an interloper.

While I was watching almost in fear its malevolent shine, a servant

entered and asked Asra if she wished to drive as usual at that hour.

She looked toward me questioningly.

“‘Nothing could give me greater pleasure,’ I replied, to the unuttered

question in her eyes. ‘I should like to see the city by day.’

“As we drove along, I saw that there were other cities and other

islands, a dozen or more perhaps. They had been hidden from me the

evening before by the luminousness of the night, which had made them

a part of the distance. Between the islands little red-sailed boats

fluttered, but nowhere was the long, black smoke-ribbon of a steamer to

be seen.

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