XVII. A BRACE OF LOVERS

HAYING was over, and the close, sticky dog-days, too, and August was

slipping into September. There had been plenty of rain all the season

and the countryside was looking as fresh and green as an emerald. The

hillsides were already clothed with a verdant growth of new grass and

“The red pennons of the cardinal flowers

Hung motionless upon their upright staves.”

How they gleamed in the meadow grasses and along the brooksides like

brilliant flecks of flame, giving a new beauty to the nosegays that

Waitstill carried or sent to Mrs. Boynton every week.

To the eye of the casual observer, life in the two little villages by

the river's brink went on as peacefully as ever, but there were subtle

changes taking place nevertheless. Cephas Cole had “asked” the second

time and again had been refused by Patty, so that even a very idiot for

hopefulness could not urge his father to put another story on the ell.

“If it turns out to be Phoebe Day,” thought Cephas dolefully, “two rooms

is plenty good enough, an' I shan't block up the door that leads from

the main part, neither, as I thought likely I should. If so be it's got

to be Phoebe, not Patty, I shan't care whether mother troops out 'n' in

or not.” And Cephas dealt out rice and tea and coffee with so languid an

air, and made such frequent mistakes in weighing the sugar, that he drew

upon himself many a sharp rebuke from the Deacon.

“Of course I'd club him over the head with a salt fish twice a day under

ord'nary circumstances,” Cephas confided to his father with a valiant

air that he never wore in Deacon Baxter's presence; “but I've got a

reason, known to nobody but myself, for wantin' to stan' well with the

old man for a spell longer. If ever I quit wantin' to stan' well with

him, he'll get his comeuppance, short an sudden!”

“Speakin' o' standin' well with folks, Phil Perry's kind o' makin' up to

Patience Baxter, ain't he, Cephas?” asked Uncle Bart guardedly. “Mebbe

you wouldn't notice it, hevin' no partic'lar int'rest, but your

mother's kind o got the idee into her head lately, an' she's turrible

far-sighted.”

“I guess it's so!” Cephas responded gloomily. “It's nip an' tuck 'tween

him an' Mark Wilson. That girl draws 'em as molasses does flies! She

does it 'thout liftin' a finger, too, no more 'n the molasses does. She

just sets still an' IS! An' all the time she's nothin' but a flighty

little red-headed spitfire that don't know a good husband when she sees

one. The feller that gits her will live to regret it, that's my opinion!”

And Cephas thought to himself: “Good Lord, don't I wish I was

regrettin' it this very minute!”

“I s'pose a girl like Phoebe Day'd be consid'able less trouble to live

with?” ventured Uncle Bart.

“I never could take any fancy to that tow hair o' hern! I like the color

well enough when I'm peeling it off a corn cob, but I don't like it on a

girl's head,” objected Cephas hypercritically. “An' her eyes hain't

got enough blue in 'em to be blue: they're jest like skim-milk. An' she

keeps her mouth open a little mite all the time, jest as if there wa'n't

no good draught through, an' she was a-tryin' to git air. An' 't was

me that begun callin' her 'Feeble Phoebe in school, an' the scholars'll

never forgit it; they'd throw it up to me the whole 'durin' time if I

should go to work an' keep company with her!”

“Mebbe they've forgot by this time,” Uncle Bart responded hopefully;

“though 't is an awful resk when you think o' Companion Pike! Samuel he

was baptized and Samuel he continued to be, 'till he married the Widder

Bixby from Waterboro. Bein' as how there wa'n't nothin' partic'ly

attractive 'bout him,--though he was as nice a feller as ever

lived,--somebody asked her why she married him, an' she said her cat

hed jest died an' she wanted a companion. The boys never let go o' that

story! Samuel Pike he ceased to be thirty year ago, an' Companion Pike

he's remained up to this instant minute!”

“He ain't lived up to his name much,” remarked Cephas. “He's to home for

his meals, but I guess his wife never sees him between times.”

“If the cat hed lived mebbe she'd 'a' been better comp'ny on the

whole,” chuckled Uncle Bart. “Companion was allers kind o' dreamy

an' absent-minded from a boy. I remember askin' him what his wife's

Christian name was (she bein' a stranger to Riverboro) an' he said he

didn't know! Said he called her Mis' Bixby afore he married her an' Mis'

Pike afterwards!”

“Well, there 's something turrible queer 'bout this marryin' business,”

and Cephas drew a sigh from the heels of his boots. “It seems's if a man

hedn't no natcheral drawin' towards a girl with a good farm 'n' stock

that was willin' to have him! Seems jest as if it set him ag'in' her

somehow! And yet, if you've got to sing out o' the same book with a girl

your whole lifetime, it does seem's if you'd ought to have a kind of a

fancy for her at the start, anyhow!”

“You may feel dif'rent as time goes on, Cephas, an' come to see

Feeble--I would say Phoebe--as your mother does. 'The best fire don't

flare up the soonest,' you know.” But old Uncle Bart saw that his son's

heart was heavy and forbore to press the subject.

Annabel Franklin had returned to Boston after a month's visit and to her

surprise had returned as disengaged as she came. Mark Wilson, thoroughly

bored by her vacuities of mind, longed now for more intercourse with

Patty Baxter, Patty, so gay and unexpected; so lively to talk with, so

piquing to the fancy, so skittish and difficult to manage, so temptingly

pretty, with a beauty all her own, and never two days alike.

There were many lions in the way and these only added to the zest

of pursuit. With all the other girls of the village opportunities

multiplied, but he could scarcely get ten minutes alone with Patty. The

Deacon's orders were absolute in regard to young men. His daughters were

never to drive or walk alone with them, never go to dances or “routs” of

any sort, and never receive them at the house; this last mandate

being quite unnecessary, as no youth in his right mind would have gone

a-courtin' under the Deacon's forbidding gaze. And still there were

sudden, delicious chances to be seized now and then if one had his

eyes open and his wits about him. There was the walk to or from the

singing-school, when a sentimental couple could drop a few feet,

at least, behind the rest and exchange a word or two in comparative

privacy; there were the church “circles” and prayer-meetings, and the

intervals between Sunday services when Mark could detach Patty a moment

from the group on the meeting-house steps. More valuable than all

these, a complete schedule of Patty's various movements here and there,

together with a profound study of Deacon Baxter's habits, which were

ordinarily as punctual as they were disagreeable, permitted Mark many

stolen interviews, as sweet as they were brief. There was never a second

kiss, however, in these casual meetings and partings. The first, in

springtime, had found Patty a child, surprised, unprepared. She was a

woman now; for it does not take years to achieve that miracle; months

will do it, or days, or even hours. Her summer's experience with Cephas

Cole had wonderfully broadened her powers, giving her an assurance sadly

lacking before, as well as a knowledge of detail, a certain finished

skill in the management of a lover, which she could ably use on any one

who happened to come along. And, at the moment, any one who happened to

come along served the purpose admirably, Philip Perry as well as Marquis

Wilson.

Young Perry's interest in Patty, as we have seen, began with his

alienation from Ellen Wilson, the first object of his affections, and

it was not at the outset at all of a sentimental nature. Philip was a

pillar of the church, and Ellen had proved so entirely lacking in the

religious sense, so self-satisfied as to her standing with the heavenly

powers, that Philip dared not expose himself longer to her society,

lest he find himself “unequally yoked together with an unbeliever,” thus

defying the scriptural admonition as to marriage.

Patty, though somewhat lacking in the qualities that go to the making

of trustworthy saints, was not, like Ellen, wholly given over to the

fleshpots and would prove a valuable convert, Philip thought; one who

would reflect great credit upon him if he succeeded in inducing her to

subscribe to the stern creed of the day.

Philip was a very strenuous and slightly gloomy believer, dwelling

considerably on the wrath of God and the doctrine of eternal punishment.

There was an old “pennyroyal” hymn much in use which describes the

general tenor of his meditation:--

“My thoughts on awful subjects roll,

Damnation and the dead.

What horrors seize the guilty soul

Upon a dying bed.”

(No wonder that Jacob Cochrane's lively songs, cheerful, hopeful,

militant, and bracing, fell with a pleasing sound upon the ear of the

believer of that epoch.) The love of God had, indeed, entered Philip's

soul, but in some mysterious way had been ossified after it got there.

He had intensely black hair, dark skin, and a liver that disposed him

constitutionally to an ardent belief in the necessity of hell for most

of his neighbors, and the hope of spending his own glorious immortality

in a small, properly restricted, and prudently managed heaven. He was

eloquent at prayer-meeting and Patty's only objection to him there was

in his disposition to allude to himself as a “rebel worm,” with frequent

references to his “vile body.” Otherwise, and when not engaged in

theological discussion, Patty liked Philip very much. His own father,

although an orthodox member of the fold in good and regular standing,

had “doctored” Phil conscientiously for his liver from his youth up,

hoping in time to incite in him a sunnier view of life, for the doctor

was somewhat skilled in adapting his remedies to spiritual maladies. Jed

Morrill had always said that when old Mrs. Buxton, the champion convert

of Jacob Cochrane, was at her worst,--keeping her whole family awake

nights by her hysterical fears for their future,--Dr. Perry had given

her a twelfth of a grain of tartar emetic, five times a day until she

had entire mental relief and her anxiety concerning the salvation of her

husband and children was set completely at rest.

The good doctor noted with secret pleasure his son's growing fondness

for the society of his prime favorite, Miss Patience Baxter. “He'll

begin by trying to save her soul,” he thought; “Phil always begins that

way, but when Patty gets him in hand he'll remember the existence of

his heart, an organ he has never taken into consideration. A love affair

with a pretty girl, good but not too pious, will help Phil considerable,

however it turns out.”

There is no doubt but that Phil was taking his chances and that under

Patty's tutelage he was growing mellower. As for Patty, she was only

amusing herself, and frisking, like a young lamb, in pastures where she

had never strayed before. Her fancy flew from Mark to Phil and from Phil

back to Mark again, for at the moment she was just a vessel of emotion,

ready to empty herself on she knew not what. Temperamentally, she would

take advantage of currents rather than steer at any time, and it would

be the strongest current that would finally bear her away. Her idea

had always been that she could play with fire without burning her own

fingers, and that the flames she kindled were so innocent and mild that

no one could be harmed by them. She had fancied, up to now, that she

could control, urge on, or cool down a man's feeling forever and a day,

if she chose, and remain mistress of the situation. Now, after some

weeks of weighing and balancing her two swains, she found herself

confronting a choice, once and for all. Each of them seemed to be

approaching the state of mind where he was likely to say, somewhat

violently: “Take me or leave me, one or the other!” But she did not wish

to take them, and still less did she wish to leave them, with no other

lover in sight but Cephas Cole, who was almost, though not quite, worse

than none.

If matters, by lack of masculine patience and self-control, did come to

a crisis, what should she say definitely to either of her suitors? Her

father despised Mark Wilson a trifle more than any young man on the

river, and while he could have no objection to Phil Perry's character

or position in the world, his hatred of old Dr. Perry amounted to a

disease. When the doctor had closed the eyes of the third Mrs. Baxter,

he had made some plain and unwelcome statements that would rankle in

the Deacon's breast as long as he lived. Patty knew, therefore, that the

chance of her father's blessing falling upon her union with either

of her present lovers was more than uncertain, and of what use was an

engagement, if there could not be a marriage?

If Patty's mind inclined to a somewhat speedy departure from her

father's household, she can hardly be blamed, but she felt that she

could not carry any of her indecisions and fears to her sister for

settlement. Who could look in Waitstill's clear, steadfast eyes and

say: “I can't make up my mind which to marry”? Not Patty. She felt,

instinctively, that Waitstill's heart, if it moved at all, would rush

out like a great river to lose itself in the ocean, and losing itself

forget the narrow banks through which it had flowed before. Patty knew

that her own love was at the moment nothing more than the note of a

child's penny flute, and that Waitstill was perhaps vibrating secretly

with a deeper, richer music than could ever come to her. Still, music

of some sort she meant to feel. “Even if they make me decide one way or

another before I am ready,” she said to herself, “I'll never say 'yes'

till I'm more in love than I am now!”

There were other reasons why she did not want to ask Waitstill's advice.

Not only did she shrink from the loving scrutiny of her sister's eyes,

and the gentle probing of her questions, which would fix her own motives

on a pin-point and hold them up unbecomingly to the light; but she had

a foolish, generous loyalty that urged her to keep Waitstill quite aloof

from her own little private perplexities.

“She will only worry herself sick,” thought Patty. “She won't let me

marry without asking father's permission, and she'd think she ought not

to aid me in deceiving him, and the tempest would be twice as dreadful

if it fell upon us both! Now, if anything happens, I can tell father

that I did it all myself and that Waitstill knew nothing about it

whatever. Then, oh, joy! if father is too terrible, I shall be a married

woman and I can always say: 'I will not permit such cruelty! Waitstill

is dependent upon you no longer, she shall come at once to my husband

and me!'”

This latter phrase almost intoxicated Patty, so that there were moments

when she could have run up to Milliken's Mills and purchased herself a

husband at any cost, had her slender savings permitted the best in the

market; and the more impersonal the husband the more delightedly Patty

rolled the phrase under her tongue.

“I can never be 'published' in church,” she thought, “and perhaps nobody

will ever care enough about me to brave father's displeasure and insist

on running away with me. I do wish somebody would care 'frightfully'

about me, enough for that; enough to help me make up my mind; so that I

could just drive up to father's store some day and say: 'Good afternoon,

father! I knew you'd never let me marry--'” (there was always a dash

here, in Patty's imaginary discourses, a dash that could be filled in

with any Christian name according to her mood of the moment) 'so I just

married him anyway; and you needn't be angry with my sister, for she

knew nothing about it. My husband and I are sorry if you are displeased,

but there's no help for it; and my husband's home will always be open to

Waitstill, whatever happens.'”

Patty, with all her latent love of finery and ease, did not weigh the

worldly circumstances of the two men, though the reflection that she

would have more amusement with Mark than with Philip may have crossed

her mind. She trusted Philip, and respected his steady-going, serious

view of life; it pleased her vanity, too, to feel how her nonsense and

fun lightened his temperamental gravity, playing in and out and over it

like a butterfly in a smoke bush. She would be safe with Philip always,

but safety had no special charm for one of her age, who had never

been in peril. Mark's superior knowledge of the world, moreover, his

careless, buoyant manner of carrying himself, his gay, boyish audacity,

all had a very distinct charm for her;--and yet--

But there would be no “and yet” a little later. Patty's heart would

blaze quickly enough when sufficient heat was applied to it, and Mark

was falling more and more deeply in love every day. As Patty vacillated,

his purpose strengthened; the more she weighed, the more he ceased to

weigh, the difficulties of the situation; the more she unfolded herself

to him, the more he loved and the more he respected her. She began by

delighting his senses; she ended by winning all that there was in him,

and creating continually the qualities he lacked, after the manner of

true women even when they are very young and foolish.

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