CHAPTER XV.

“That no compunctious visitings of nature

Shake my fell purpose, nor keep peace between

The effect and it. Come to my woman’s breasts,

And take my milk for gall, ye murdering ministers,

Wherever, in your sightless substances,

Ye wait on nature’s mischief.”--Macbeth.

Verezzi raised the goblet which he had just filled, and exclaimed, in

an impassioned tone--

“My adored Matilda! this is to thy happiness--this is to thy every

wish; and if I cherish a single thought which centres not in thee,

may the most horrible tortures which ever poisoned the peace of man,

drive me instantly to distraction. God of heaven! witness thou my oath,

and write it in letters never to be erased! Ministering spirits, who

watch over the happiness of mortals, attend! for here I swear eternal

fidelity, indissoluble, unalterable affection to Matilda!”

He said--he raised his eyes towards heaven--he gazed upon Matilda.

Their eyes met--hers gleamed with a triumphant expression of unbounded

love.

Verezzi raised the goblet to his lips--when, lo! on a sudden, he

dashed it to the ground--his whole frame was shook by horrible

convulsions--his glaring eyes, starting from their sockets, rolled

wildly around: seized with sudden madness, he drew a dagger from his

girdle, and with fellest intent raised it high----

What phantom blasted Verezzi’s eyeball! what made the impassioned

lover dash a goblet to the ground, which he was about to drain as a

pledge of eternal love to the choice of his soul! and why did he,

infuriate, who had, but an instant before, imagined Matilda’s arms an

earthly paradise, attempt to rush unprepared into the presence of his

Creator!--It was the mildly-beaming eyes of the lovely but forgotten

Julia, which spoke reproaches to the soul of Verezzi--it was her

celestial countenance, shaded by dishevelled ringlets, which spoke

daggers to the false one; for, when he had raised the goblet to his

lips--when, sublimed by the maddening fire of voluptuousness to the

height of enthusiastic passion, he swore indissoluble fidelity to

another--Julia stood before him!

Madness--fiercest madness--revelled through his brain. He raised

the poniard high, but Julia rushed forwards, and, in accents of

distinction, in a voice of alarmed tenderness, besought him to spare

himself--to spare her--for all might yet be well.

“Oh! never, never!” exclaimed Verezzi, frantically; “no peace but in

the grave for me.----I am--I am--married to Matilda.”

Saying this, he fell backwards upon a sofa, in strong convulsions, yet

his hand still grasped the fatal poniard.

Matilda, meanwhile, fixedly contemplated the scene. Fiercest passions

raged through her breast--vengeance, disappointed love--disappointed in

the instant too when she had supposed happiness to be hers for ever,

rendered her bosom the scene of wildest anarchy.

Yet she spoke not--she moved not--but, collected in herself, stood

waiting the issue of that event, which had so unexpectedly dissolved

her visions of air-built ecstasy.

Serened to firmness from despair, Julia administered everything which

could restore Verezzi with the most unremitting attention. At last he

recovered. He slowly raised himself, and starting from the sofa where

he lay, his eyes rolling wildly, and his whole frame convulsed by

fiercest agitation, he raised the dagger which he still retained, and,

with a bitter smile of exultation, plunged it into his bosom! His soul

fled without a groan, and his body fell to the floor, bathed in purple

blood.

Maddened by this death-blow to all anticipation of happiness,

Matilda’s faculties, as she stood, whirled in wild confusion: she

scarce knew where she was.

At last, a portentous, a frightful calm, spread itself over her soul.

Revenge, direst revenge, swallowed up every other feeling. Her eyes

scintillated with a fiend-like expression. She advanced to the lifeless

corse of Verezzi--she plucked the dagger from his bosom--it was stained

with his life’s blood, which trickled fast from the point to the floor.

She raised it on high, and impiously called upon the God of nature to

doom her to endless torments, should Julia survive her vengeance.

She advanced towards her victim, who lay bereft of sense on the floor:

she shook her rudely, and grasping a handful of her dishevelled hair,

raised her from the earth.

“Knowest thou me?” exclaimed Matilda, in frantic passion--“knowest thou

the injured Laurentini? Behold this dagger, reeking with my husband’s

blood--behold that pale corse, in whose now cold breast thy accursed

image revelling, impelled to commit the deed which deprives me of

happiness for ever.”

Julia’s senses, roused by Matilda’s violence, returned. She cast her

eyes upwards, with a timid expression of apprehension, and beheld the

infuriate Matilda convulsed by fiercest passion, and a blood-stained

dagger raised aloft, threatening instant death.

“Die! detested wretch,” exclaimed Matilda, in a paroxysm of rage, as

she violently attempted to bathe the stiletto in the life-blood of her

rival; but Julia starting aside, the weapon slightly wounded her neck,

and the ensanguined stream stained her alabaster bosom.

She fell on the floor, but suddenly starting up, attempted to escape

her bloodthirsty persecutor.

Nerved anew by this futile attempt to escape her vengeance, the

ferocious Matilda seized Julia’s floating hair, and holding her back

with fiend-like strength, stabbed her in a thousand places; and, with

exulting pleasure, again and again buried the dagger to the hilt in her

body, even after all remains of life were annihilated.

At last the passions of Matilda, exhausted by their own violence,

sank into a deadly calm; she threw the dagger violently from her, and

contemplated the terrific scene before her with a sullen gaze.

Before her, in the arms of death, lay him on whom her hopes of

happiness seemed to have formed so firm a basis.

Before her lay her rival, pierced with innumerable wounds, whose head

reclined on Verezzi’s bosom, and whose angelic features, even in death,

a smile of affection pervaded.

There she herself stood, an isolated guilty being. A fiercer paroxysm

of passion now seized her: in an agony of horror, too great to be

described, she tore her hair in handfuls--she blasphemed the power who

had given her being, and imprecated eternal torments upon the mother

who had borne her.

“And is it for this,” added the ferocious Matilda--“is it for horror,

for torments such as these, that He, whom monks call all-merciful, has

created me?”

She seized the dagger which lay on the floor.

“Ah, friendly dagger,” she exclaimed, in a voice of fiend-like horror,

“would that thy blow produced annihilation! with what pleasure then

would I clasp thee to my heart!”

She raised it high--she gazed on it--the yet warm blood of the innocent

Julia trickled from its point.

The guilty Matilda shrunk at death--she let fall the upraised

dagger--her soul had caught a glimpse of the misery which awaits the

wicked hereafter, and, spite of her contempt of religion--spite of her,

till now, too firm dependence on the doctrines of atheism, she trembled

at futurity; and a voice from within, which whispers, “thou shalt

never die!” spoke daggers to Matilda’s soul.

Whilst thus she stood entranced in a delirium of despair, the night

wore away, and the domestic who attended her, surprised at the unusual

hour to which they had prolonged the banquet, came to announce the

lateness of the hour; but opening the door, and perceiving Matilda’s

garments stained with blood, she started back with affright, without

knowing the full extent of horror which the chamber contained, and

alarmed the other domestics with an account that Matilda had been

stabbed.

In a crowd they all came to the door, but started back in terror when

they saw Verezzi and Julia stretched lifeless on the floor.

Summoning fortitude from despair, Matilda loudly called for them to

return: but fear and horror overbalanced her commands, and, wild with

affright, they all rushed from the chamber, except Ferdinand, who

advanced to Matilda, and demanded an explanation.

Matilda gave it, in few and hurried words.

Ferdinand again quitted the apartment, and told the credulous

domestics, that an unknown female had surprised Verezzi and Matilda;

that she had stabbed Verezzi, and then committed suicide.

The crowd of servants, as in mute terror they listened to Ferdinand’s

account, entertained not a doubt of the truth. Again and again they

demanded an explanation of the mysterious affair, and employed their

wits in conjecturing what might be the cause of it; but the more

they conjectured, the more were they puzzled; till at last, a clever

fellow named Pietro, who, hating Ferdinand on account of the superior

confidence with which his lady treated him, and supposing more to be

concealed in this affair than met the ear, gave information to the

police, and, before morning, Matilda’s dwelling was surrounded by a

party of officials belonging to il Consiglio di dieci.

Loud shouts rent the air as the officials attempted the entrance.

Matilda still was in the apartment where, during the night, so bloody

a tragedy had been acted: still in speechless horror was she extended

on the sofa, when a loud rap at the door aroused the horror-tranced

wretch. She started from the sofa in wildest perturbation, and listened

attentively. Again was the noise repeated, and the officials rushed in.

They searched every apartment; at last they entered that in which

Matilda, motionless with despair, remained.

Even the stern officials, hardy, unfeeling as they were, started

back with momentary horror as they beheld the fair countenance of

the murdered Julia; fair even in death, and her body disfigured with

numberless ghastly wounds.

“This cannot be suicide,” muttered one, who by his superior manner,

seemed to be their chief, as he raised the fragile form of Julia

from the ground, and the blood, scarcely yet cold, trickled from her

vestments.

“Put your orders in execution,” added he.

Two officials advanced towards Matilda, who, standing apart with

seeming tranquillity, awaited their approach.

“What wish you with me?” exclaimed Matilda haughtily.

The officials answered not; but their chief, drawing a paper from his

vest, which contained an order for the arrest of Matilda La Contessa di

Laurentini, presented it to her.

She turned pale; but, without resistance, obeyed the mandate, and

followed the officials in silence to the canal, where a gondola waited,

and in a short time she was in the gloomy prisons of il Consiglio di

dieci.

A little straw was the bed of the haughty Laurentini; a pitcher of

water and bread was her sustenance; gloom, horror, and despair pervaded

her soul; all the pleasures which she had but yesterday tasted; all the

ecstatic blisses which her enthusiastic soul had painted for futurity,

like the unreal vision of a dream, faded away; and, confined in a damp

and narrow cell, Matilda saw that all her hopes of future delight would

end in speedy and ignominious dissolution.

Slow passed the time--slow did the clock at St. Mark’s toll the

revolving hours as languidly they passed away.

Night came on, and the hour of midnight struck upon Matilda’s soul as

her death knell.

A noise was heard in the passage which led to the prison.

Matilda raised her head from the wall against which it was reclined,

and eagerly listened, as if in expectation of an event which would seal

her future fate. She still gazed, when the chains of the entrance were

unlocked. The door, as it opened, grated harshly on its hinges, and two

officials entered.

“Follow me,” was the laconic injunction which greeted her terror-struck

ear.

Trembling, Matilda arose: her limbs, stiffened by confinement, almost

refused to support her; but collecting fortitude from desperation, she

followed the relentless officials in silence.

One of them bore a lamp, whose rays, darting in uncertain columns,

showed, by strong contrasts of light and shade, the extreme massiness

of the passages.

The Gothic frieze above was worked with art; and the corbels, in

various and grotesque forms, jutted from the tops of clustered

pilasters.

They stopped at a door. Voices were heard from within: their hollow

tones filled Matilda’s soul with unconquerable tremors. But she

summoned all her resolution--she resolved to be collected during

the trial; and even, if sentenced to death, to meet her fate with

fortitude, that the populace, as they gazed, might not exclaim--“The

poor Laurentini dared not to die.”

These thoughts were passing in her mind during the delay which was

occasioned by the officials conversing with another whom they met there.

At last they ceased--an uninterrupted silence reigned: the immense

folding doors were thrown open, and disclosed to Matilda’s view a vast

and lofty apartment. In the centre was a table, which a lamp, suspended

from the centre, overhung, and where two stern-looking men, habited in

black vestments, were seated.

Scattered papers covered the table, with which the two men in black

seemed busily employed.

Two officials conducted Matilda to the table where they sat, and,

retiring, left her there.

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