CHAPTER XII.

Still sat Matilda upon the rock--she still contemplated the tempest

which raged around her.

The battling elements paused: an uninterrupted silence, deep, dreadful

as the silence of the tomb, succeeded. Matilda heard a noise--footsteps

were distinguishable, and, looking up, a flash of vivid lightning

disclosed to her view the towering form of Zastrozzi.

His gigantic figure was again involved in pitchy darkness, as the

momentary lightning receded. A peal of crashing thunder again

madly rattled over the zenith, and a scintillating flash announced

Zastrozzi’s approach, as he stood before Matilda.

Matilda, surprised at his approach, started as he addressed her, and

felt an indescribable awe, when she reflected on the wonderful casualty

which, in this terrific and tempestuous hour, had led them to the same

spot.

“Doubtless his feelings are violent and irresistible as mine: perhaps

_these_ led him to meet me here.”

She shuddered as she reflected: but smothering the sensations of alarm

which she had suffered herself to be surprised by, she asked him what

had led him to the forest.

“The same which led you here, Matilda,” returned Zastrozzi: “the

same influence which actuates us both, has doubtless inspired that

congeniality which, in this frightful storm, led us to the same spot.”

“Oh!” exclaimed Matilda, “how shall I touch the obdurate Verezzi’s

soul? He still despises me--he declares himself to be devoted to the

memory of his Julia; and that although she be dead, he is not the less

devotedly hers. What can be done?”

Matilda paused; and, much agitated, awaited Zastrozzi’s reply.

Zastrozzi, meanwhile, stood collected in himself, and firm as the rocky

mountain which lifts its summit to heaven.

“Matilda,” said he, “to-morrow evening will pave the way for that

happiness which your soul has so long panted for; if, indeed, the event

which will then occur does not completely conquer Verezzi. But the

violence of the tempest increases--let us seek shelter.”

“Oh! heed not the tempest,” said Matilda, whose expectations were

raised to the extreme of impatience by Zastrozzi’s dark hints; “heed

not the tempest, but proceed, if you wish not to see me expiring at

your feet.”

“You fear not the tumultuous elements--nor do I,” replied Zastrozzi.

“I assert again, that if to-morrow evening you lead Verezzi to this

spot--if, in the event which will here occur, you display that presence

of mind which I believe you to possess, Verezzi is yours.”

“Ah! what do you say, Zastrozzi, that Verezzi will be mine?” inquired

Matilda, as the anticipation of inconceivable happiness dilated her

soul with sudden and excessive delight.

“I say again, Matilda,” returned Zastrozzi, “that if you dare to brave

the dagger’s point--if you but make Verezzi owe his life to you----”

Zastrozzi paused, and Matilda acknowledged her insight of his plan,

which her enraptured fancy represented as the basis of her happiness.

“Could he, after she had, at the risk of her own life, saved his,

unfeelingly reject her? Would those noble sentiments, which the

greatest misfortunes were unable to extinguish, suffer that? No.”

Full of these ideas, her brain confused by the ecstatic anticipation of

happiness which pressed upon it, Matilda retraced her footsteps towards

the castella.

The violence of the storm which so lately had raged was passed--the

thunder, in low and indistinct echoes, now sounded through the chain

of rocky mountains, which stretched far to the north--the azure, and

almost cloudless ether, was studded with countless stars, as Matilda

entered the castella, and, as the hour was late, sought her own

apartment.

Sleep fled not, as usual, from her pillow; but, overcome by excessive

drowsiness, she soon sank to rest.

Confused dreams floated in her imagination, in which she sometimes

supposed that she had gained Verezzi; at others, that, snatched from

her ardent embrace, he was carried by an invisible power over rocky

mountains, or immense and untravelled heaths, and that, in vainly

attempting to follow him, she had lost herself in the trackless desert.

Awakened from disturbed and unconnected dreams, she arose.

The most tumultuous emotions of rapturous exultation filled her soul as

she gazed upon her victim, who was sitting at a window which overlooked

the waving forest.

Matilda seated herself by him, and most enchanting, most pensive music,

drawn by her fingers from a harp, thrilled his soul with an ecstasy of

melancholy; tears rolled rapidly down his cheeks; deep drawn, though

gentle sighs heaved his bosom: his innocent eyes were mildly fixed

upon Matilda, and beamed with compassion for one whose only wish was

gratification of her own inordinate desires, and destruction to his

opening prospects of happiness.

She, with a ferocious pleasure, contemplated her victim; yet, curbing

the passions of her soul, a meekness, a well-feigned sensibility,

characterised her downcast eye.

She waited, with the smothered impatience of expectation, for the

evening: then had Zastrozzi affirmed that she would lay a firm

foundation for her happiness.

Unappalled, she resolved to brave the dagger’s point: she resolved to

bleed; and though her life-blood were to issue at the wound, to dare

the event.

The evening at last arrived; the atmosphere was obscured by vapour, and

the air more chill than usual; yet, yielding to the solicitations of

Matilda, Verezzi accompanied her to the forest.

Matilda’s bosom thrilled with inconceivable happiness, as she advanced

towards the spot; her limbs, trembling with ecstasy, almost refused to

support her. Unwonted sensations--sensations she had never felt before,

agitated her bosom; yet, steeling her soul, and persuading herself that

celestial transports would be the reward of firmness, she fearlessly

advanced.

The towering pine-trees waved in the squally wind--the shades of

twilight gained fast on the dusky forest--the wind died away, and a

deep, a gloomy silence reigned.

They now had arrived at the spot which Zastrozzi had asserted would

be the scene of an event which might lay the foundation of Matilda’s

happiness.

She was agitated by such violent emotions that her every limb trembled,

and Verezzi tenderly asked the reason of her alarm.

“Oh, nothing, nothing!” returned Matilda; but, stung by more certain

anticipation of ecstasy by his tender inquiry, her whole frame

trembled with tenfold agitation, and her bosom was filled with more

unconquerable transport.

On the right, the thick umbrage of the forest trees rendered

undistinguishable any one who might lurk _there_; on the left, a

frightful precipice yawned, at whose base a deafening cataract dashed

with tumultuous violence; around, misshapen and enormous masses of

rock; and beyond, a gigantic and blackened mountain, reared its craggy

summit to the skies.

They advanced towards the precipice. Matilda stood upon the dizzy

height--her senses almost failed her, and she caught the branch of an

enormous pine which impended over the abyss.

“How frightful a depth!” exclaimed Matilda.

“Frightful indeed,” said Verezzi, as thoughtfully he contemplated the

terrific depth beneath.

They stood for some time gazing on the scene in silence.

Footsteps were heard--Matilda’s bosom thrilled with mixed sensations of

delight and apprehension, as, summoning all her fortitude, she turned

round. A man advanced towards them.

“What is your business?” exclaimed Verezzi.

“Revenge!” returned the villain, as, raising a dagger high, he essayed

to plunge it in Verezzi’s bosom, but Matilda lifted her arm, and the

dagger piercing it, touched not Verezzi. Starting forward, he fell to

the earth, and the ruffian instantly dashed into the thick forest.

Matilda’s snowy arm was tinged with purple gore: the wound was painful,

but an expression of triumph flashed from her eyes, and excessive

pleasure dilated her bosom: the blood streamed fast from her arm, and

tinged the rock whereon they stood with a purple stain.

Verezzi started from the ground, and seeing the blood which streamed

down Matilda’s garments, in accents of terror demanded where she was

wounded.

“Oh! think not upon that,” she exclaimed, “but tell me--ah! tell me,”

said she, in a voice of well-feigned alarm, “are you wounded mortally?

Oh! what sensations of terror shook me, when I thought that the

dagger’s point, after having pierced my arm, had drunk your life-blood.”

“Oh!” answered Verezzi, “I am not wounded; but let us haste to the

castella.”

He then tore part of his vest, and with it bound Matilda’s arm. Slowly

they proceeded towards the castella.

“What villain, Verezzi,” said Matilda, “envious of my happiness,

attempted his life, for whom I would ten thousand times sacrifice my

own? Oh! Verezzi, how I thank God, who averted the fatal dagger from

thy heart!”

Verezzi answered not; but his heart, his feelings, were irresistibly

touched by Matilda’s behaviour. Such noble contempt of danger, so

ardent a passion, as to risk her life to preserve his, filled his

breast with a tenderness towards her; and he felt that he could now

deny her nothing, not even the sacrifice of the poor remains of his

happiness, should she demand it.

Matilda’s breast meanwhile swelled with sensations of unutterable

delight: her soul, borne on the pinions of anticipated happiness,

flashed in triumphant glances from her fiery eyes. She could scarcely

forbear clasping Verezzi in her arms, and claiming him as her own; but

prudence, and a fear of in what manner a premature declaration of love

might be received, prevented her.

They arrived at the castella, and a surgeon from the neighbouring

convent was sent for by Verezzi.

The surgeon soon arrived, examined Matilda’s arm, and declared that

no unpleasant consequences could ensue. Retired to her own apartment,

those transports, which before had been allayed by Verezzi’s presence,

now unrestrained by reason, involved Matilda’s senses in an ecstasy of

pleasure.

She threw herself on the bed, and, in all the exaggerated colours of

imagination, portrayed the transports which Zastrozzi’s artifice had

opened to her view.

Visions of unreal bliss floated during the whole night in her

disordered fancy; her senses where whirled around in alternate

ecstasies of happiness and despair, as almost palpable dreams pressed

upon her disturbed brain.

At one time she imagined that Verezzi, consenting to their union,

presented her his hand: that at her touch the flesh crumbled from it,

and, a shrieking spectre, he fled from her view: again, silvery clouds

floated across her sight, and unconnected, disturbed visions occupied

her imagination till the morning.

Verezzi’s manner, as he met Matilda the following morning, was

unusually soft and tender; and in a voice of solicitude, he inquired

concerning her health.

The roseate flush of animation which tinged her cheek, the triumphant

glance of animation which danced in her scintillating eye, seemed to

render the inquiry unnecessary.

A dewy moisture filled her eyes, as she gazed with an expression of

tumultuous, yet repressed rapture upon the hapless Verezzi.

Still did she purpose, in order to make her triumph more certain, to

protract the hour of victory; and, leaving her victim, wandered into

the forest to seek Zastrozzi. When she arrived at the cottage, she

learnt that he had walked forth.--She soon met him.

“Oh! Zastrozzi--my best Zastrozzi!” exclaimed Matilda, “what a source

of delight have you opened to me! Verezzi is mine--oh! transporting

thought! will be mine for ever. That distant manner which he usually

affected towards me, is changed to a sweet, an ecstatic expression of

tenderness. Oh! Zastrozzi, receive my best, my most fervent thanks.”

“Julia need not die then,” muttered Zastrozzi; “when once you possess

Verezzi, her destruction is of little consequence.”

The most horrible scheme of revenge at this instant glanced across

Zastrozzi’s mind.

“Oh! Julia must die,” said Matilda, “or I shall never be safe; such

an influence does her image possess over Verezzi’s mind, that I am

convinced, were he to know that she lived, an estrangement from me

would be the consequence. Oh! quickly let me hear that she is dead. I

can never enjoy uninterrupted happiness until her dissolution.”

“What you have just pronounced is Julia’s death-warrant,” said

Zastrozzi, as he disappeared among the thick trees.

Matilda returned to the castella.

Verezzi, at her return, expressed a tender apprehension, lest, thus

wounded, she should have hurt herself by walking; but Matilda quieted

his fears, and engaged him in interesting conversation, which seemed

not to have for its object the seduction of his affection; though the

ideas conveyed by her expressions were so artfully connected with it,

and addressed themselves so forcibly to Verezzi’s feelings, that he

was convinced he ought to love Matilda, though he felt _that_ within

himself which, in spite of reason--in spite of reflection--told him

that it was impossible.

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