XI

“The bee stings the weeping face,” they say in Japan, and Soichi proved

the truth of the proverb. It was a queer little procession that formed at

the house in Azalea Street to escort him to the railroad station whence

the train was to bear him away to a soldier’s life. A dismal rain was

sifting down from the sodden clouds that seemed to hang just above the

housetops. But the banner that set forth his name and the fact of his

service was borne none the less proudly by his old schoolmates, and the

friend who carried the small bundle of his treasured belongings held

his head none the less erect because he strode through muddy streets.

Already the Dragon was beginning to roar, and his voice rang from end to

end of the land. It was a last farewell these friends were taking of the

young soldier, and they honored him and envied the glory he would win.

There was nothing to say. In silence the little company walked along. But

as they passed the dilapidated old house in Timber Street, where the plum

tree stood bare and desolate in the corner of the yard, Soichi, daring

a hasty glance, raised his eyes for an instant to the balcony under the

gable end. Just for a moment he looked, but that was enough to set his

heart a-thumping as it had not done for many a day. For in that instant

he caught, at a parting of the _shoji_ (paper windows), a glimpse of a

beautiful face and the flash of eyes undimmed by tears, that sent him a

message of cheer and hope and constancy. His heart was strangely light

as he trudged along behind his banner, and though the rain fell never so

hard it was a day of sunshine for him.

Then came the weary miles of railway and the army. In the car he met some

others going up to join his regiment, and talk of peace and war beguiled

the miles until at last the train pulled into Tokyo and in a few minutes

Soichi was in barracks. The proverb of the bee and the weeping face came

home to him when he was assigned to the company in which Kudo Kokan was a

lieutenant, the old Kokan with the hot heart and ready insolence he knew

so well.

“_Shikata-ga-nai_” (it can’t be helped), said Soichi, and set himself to

do his work with all his heart, as becomes a member of the Guards.

Fortunately for him there was much to do and not much time which

Lieutenant Kudo could devote to personal animosity.

“Ha, the Commoner!” he cried with fine scorn when he first saw Soichi.

The young soldier wondered what would come next, but it was drill hour,

and Kokan had no chance for private spleen. He was hampered now by the

service, and the near, sure approach of war. It would not have surprised

Soichi to see the lieutenant swing his sword in execution of the revenge

he doubted not had been cherished all the years since that day at school.

But he did not comprehend fully as yet the restrictions that hedged

Kokan, and that first taunt of “Commoner” gave no clew. It was strange,

he thought, that the lieutenant had not said “Eta,” but the hours of

“goose step” and drill that followed left him no time to think of other

things. He had been adept at such work in his school, but now he found

that the intervening years had cost him much in facility and precision,

and it was hard work to be always ready for the sharp command, to make

himself again the machine needed for perfection. When it was over and he

got back to barracks, he was tired out, ready enough for his rice and

fish, and after that for his blankets. When he thought again of Kokan’s

taunt, there came to him also the recollection of his defense at the

school and he understood. It had been passed over lightly then that he

had accused Kokan of insulting the Emperor, but in the army it might not

go so easily again. It would be indeed a serious charge for an officer

to face. It made the boy smile as he recognized the new bridle on his

lieutenant’s insolence.

He understood now, also, that there would be no attempt at actual

violence. For himself he did not fear. Man to man, with equal arms, he

was ready to meet Kokan at any time. He dreaded disgrace far more than

death, and if Kokan should attack him the dishonor would affect also the

lieutenant and all his family, and that meant that O-Mitsu would suffer.

So he saw with deep relief the bearing of his officer, so different to

what he had expected.

In scores of ways, however, the lieutenant found occasion to give Soichi

a taste of his quality, and it was apparent that Kokan had been informed

how matters stood at home. His first detail to guard duty brought Soichi

a test. He had had time to canvass the whole situation and had reached

his decision. He was a soldier of the Emperor and war was coming on.

He would do his full duty always to the very utmost and no personal

distraction or injury should deflect him. He would bear the injustice of

Kokan without complaint, hoping only to win release by an honorable death

in battle. But if the persecution became more than he could endure he

would kill Kokan and himself.

From a course thus deliberately mapped out he was not the man to be

easily turned, and so he was ready when Kokan came by, inspecting the

posts, and greeted him with:

“So _hinin_!” (not human, outcast).

He brought his rifle sharply to salute, and held his head erect and his

eyes steadily front as if he had not heard the insult or the instant

correction to “_heimin_” (Commoner) of the cautious lieutenant. With

searching eyes Kokan looked him up and down, examined his rifle and

equipment, but could find no flaw. Then he demanded the orders and

listened intently as Soichi repeated without a slip the instructions he

had received. With a sinister smile the baffled officer passed on, and

his victim knew that was only the beginning.

There was a different sort of smile on Soichi’s face as he thought how

his lieutenant had tried to catch him.

“If he keeps that up,” he said to himself, “it will make me the best

soldier in the regiment to be always ready for him.” He nearly laughed

aloud at the idea. “I might even win promotion. How angry he would be at

that!”

The warning was valuable. Soichi kept himself ever on the alert, but in

his heart he began to despise the Samurai. It was a petty, dishonorable

trick he had played, saying _hinin_ and then correcting himself. Kudo-san

would never do such a thing, he thought, and how O-Mitsu’s pretty lips

would curl in scorn if she knew. There was compensation, after all, for

what he must endure. If he kept his own honor unstained Kokan could do

him no real harm.

The days wore on with many little stratagems of Kokan to catch the

Commoner napping. But Soichi, always vigilant, escaped. The endless

preparations for active service hurried along and there began to be talk

of the regiment being moved to a naval base, ready for transport oversea.

Suddenly from end to end a great hush fell over the land. It was as if

the nation were crouching, ready to leap and holding its breath as it

waited only the word to spring. War had come, and all men knew. The

gossip ceased that had filled minds and mouths, and men went to and fro

in solemn, awesome silence. Still there was no outward show, and the

stranger who looked on with inexperienced eyes saw only the old round of

trade and work and cheerful amusement, with never an indication of the

dreadful business at last undertaken.

Then came the first sign. From mouth to mouth the whisper ran—the

Reserves were summoned to the colors. From never a house to which the

fateful finger pointed came there a sound of grief or dismay. Gladly,

quickly, but in silence and in the night the men responded. In twos and

threes they took their way to their meeting-places and few they were who

saw or heard. Town and city wore their placid air of peace. Even the

winds of war, that had blown so roughly over the land, were stilled, as

in ghostly stealth the nation answered the call.

In the middle of the night Soichi found himself in full kit marching

swiftly to the station. No banners waved, no bands blared, no trumpets

sounded. No throngs of eager friends gathered to give the men farewell.

No loyal cheers encouraged them and urged them to duty’s task. Through

empty, silent streets, between houses barred and darkened, in the hush

of a march to the grave, the regiment passed to the waiting trains.

Noiselessly the men climbed into the cars and only the hushed, brief

orders of the officers broke the stillness. No ring of bell or scream of

whistle marked their departure. Morning dawned over a city ignorant of

what had been done, and only the Reservists coming to the empty barracks

knew that the forward movement had begun.

In the corner of his car Soichi threw off his heavy pack and curled

himself up in his great-coat. Near him no man spoke. In silent peace

they lay wrapped in their own thoughts or already soundly asleep. Ahead,

toward the center of the car, a little group gathered around the glow of

their cigarettes and talked in subdued, but excited whispers. So they

rumbled off down the road through the darkness, headed toward War.

With a tranquil mind Soichi lay in his comfortable corner and thought of

what had happened and what was to come. He had no fear of the future.

His only anxiety was lest he should fail unwittingly or his opportunity

should not come. He belonged to the Empire. It had made him all he was,

and now that it needed him he would give it cheerfully all he had of

muscle, brain, or life. He had no expectation of coming back. That day he

had written his parents his last good-by. He calmly and fully expected to

die on the field, and was concerned only to make his death count for the

most he could. He wondered how the end would come, and hoped it would be

in the first line of battle.

Yet not all the men would be killed! He knew that in the last war, when

he was a boy, only a few, comparatively, died. By far the majority of

them came back. What if it should be his fate to go through the dangerous

trial and come out unscathed! The human heart within him leaped at the

thought, and his mind came back with a start to the letter from O-Mitsu

he had received only that afternoon. He smiled now at his surprise in

getting it. He had not thought it possible that she could write to

him. In his inability to send letters to her it seemed, of course, she

could not reach him. He had even thought she did not know where he was.

Kokan must have written home about the new member of his company and

unconsciously given her the information he, most of all, would have

withheld. Soichi laughed at the thought of such a trick for fate to play

on the imperious lieutenant.

There the letter was now, safe in his pocket, and he felt again, as he

touched it, the thrill with which he had read her good-by; the simple

straightforward statement of her unchanging love for him, and how, after

her father’s discovery of his letter, there had been a scene of terrible

anger; how she had braved him with the point of her dagger at her heart

and told him she would never marry. The man for her was a soldier, as

befitted the daughter of a Samurai, and now her soldier was going away

to die for his country and hers. So then, good-by. He was a soldier and

would do a soldier’s duty.

Yes, he would do a soldier’s duty, he had no doubt of that. But suppose

after doing it to the utmost limit, life should still remain? Ah, that

would be the last crowning stroke of cruel fate. Even her constancy held

out no promise to him. The honor he coveted waited in a sable cloak on

some unknown battlefield. He shut his heart to other hope.

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