CHAPTER XXIX

The betrothed couple had no opportunity to seal the engagement with the

usual ceremonies. When they met again, fully clothed, she was so late to

her luncheon that she had to fly.

Already, after their high tragedy and their rosy romance, the little

things of existence were asserting their importance. That afternoon

Sheila had an engagement that she could not get out of, and a dinner

afterward. She had booked these dates without dreaming of what was to

happen.

It was not till late in the evening that Sheila could steal away to

Winfield, who stole across the lawn to her piazza by appointment.

The scene was perfectly set. An appropriate moon was in her place. The

breeze was exquisitely aromatic. Winfield was in summer costume of

dinner-suit and straw hat. Sheila was in a light evening gown with no

hat.

They cast hasty glances about, against witnesses, and then he flung his

arms around her, and she flung hers around him. He crushed her as

fiercely as he dared, and she him as fiercely as she could. Their lips

met in the great kiss of betrothal.

She was happy beyond endurance. She was in love and her beloved loved

her.

All the Sheilas there were in her soul agreed for once that she was

happy to the final degree, contented beyond belief, imparadised on

earth. The Sheilas voted unanimously that love was life; love was the

greatest thing in the world; that woman’s place was with her lover, that

a woman’s forum was the home; and that any career outside the walls was

a plaything to be put away and forgotten like a hobby-horse outgrown.

As for her stage career—pouf! into the attic with it where her little

tin house and the tiny tin kitchen and her knitted bear and the glueless

dolls reposed. She was going to have a real house and real children and

real life.

While she was consigning her ambitions to the old trunk up-stairs,

Winfield was refurbishing his ambitions. He was going to do work enough

for two, be ambitious for both and make Sheila the proudest wife of the

busiest husband in the husband business.

But these great resolutions were mainly roaring in the back parlors of

their brains. On the piazzas of their lips were words of lovers’

nonsense. There is no use quoting them. They would sound silly even to

those who have used them themselves.

They sounded worse than that to Roger and Polly, who heard them all.

Roger and Polly had come home from dancing half an hour before, and had

dropped into chairs in the living-room. The moon on the sea was

dazzling. They watched it through the screens that strained the larger

mosquitoes, then they put out the lights because the view was better and

because enough mosquitoes were already in the house.

The conversation of the surf had made all the necessary language and

Roger and Polly sat in the tacit comfort of long-married couples. They

had heard Sheila brought home by a young man whom she dismissed with

brevity. Before they found energy to call to her, another young man had

hurried across the grass. To their intense amazement he leaped at Sheila

and she did not scream. Both merged into one silhouette.

Polly and Roger were aghast, but they dared not speak. They did not even

know who the man was. Sheila called him by no name to identify him,

though she called him by any number of names of intense saccharinity.

At length Roger’s voice came through the gloom, as gentle as a shaft of

moonlight made audible: “Oh, Sheila.”

The silhouette was snipped in two as if by scissors.

“Ye-yes, dodther.” She had tried to say “Daddy” and “father” at the same

time.

Roger’s voice went on in its drawing-roomest drawl: “I know that it is

very bad play-writing to have anybody overhear anybody, but your mother

and I got home first, and your dialogue is—well, really, a little of it

goes a great way, and we’d like to know the name of your leading man.”

Winfield and Sheila both wished that they had drowned that morning. But

there was no escape from making their entrance into the living-room,

where Roger turned on the lights. All eyes blinked, rather with

confusion than the electric display.

The elder Kembles had met Winfield before, but had not suspected him as

a son-in-law-to-be. Sheila explained the situation and laid heavy stress

on how Winfield had rescued her from drowning. She rather gave the

impression that she had fallen off a liner two days out and that he had

jumped overboard and carried her to safety single-handed.

Winfield tried to disclaim the glory, but he managed to gulp up a

proposal in phrases he had read somewhere.

“I came to ask you for your daughter’s hand.”

“It looked to me as if you had both of them around your neck,” Roger

sighed. Then he cleared his throat and said: “What do you say, Polly? Do

we give our consent?—not that it makes any difference.”

Polly sighed. “Sheila’s happiness is the only thing to consider.”

“Ah, Sheila’s happiness!” Roger groaned. “That’s a large order. I

suppose she has told you, Mr. Wyndham, that she is an actress—or is

trying to be?”

“Oh yes, sir,” Winfield answered, feeling like a butler asking for a

position. “I fell in love with her on the stage.”

“Ah, so you are an actor, too.”

“Oh no, sir! I’m a manufacturer, or I expect to be.”

“And is your factory one that can be carried around with you, or does

Sheila intend—”

“Oh, { I’m } going to leave the stage.”

{she’s}

“Hum!” said Roger. “When?”

“Right away, I hope,” said Winfield.

“I’m off the stage now,” said Sheila. “I’ll just not go back.”

“I see,” said Roger, while Polly stared from her idolized child to the

terrifying stranger, and wrung her hands before the appalling explosion

of this dynamite in the quiet evening.

“Well, mummsy,” Sheila cried, taking her mother in her arms, “why don’t

you say something?”

“I—I don’t know what to say,” Polly whimpered.

Roger’s uneasy eyes were attracted by the living-room table, where there

was a comfortable clutter of novels and magazines. A copy of _The

Munsey_ was lying there; it was open, face down. Roger picked it up and

offered the open book to Sheila.

She and Winfield looked down at a full-page portrait of Sheila.

“Had you seen this, Mr.—Mr.—Wingate, is it? It’s a forecast of the

coming season and it says—it says—” He produced his eye-glasses and

read:

“‘The most interesting announcement among the Reben plans is the

statement that Sheila Kemble is to be promoted to stellar honors

in a new play written especially for her. While we deplore the

custom of rushing half-baked young beauties into the electric

letters, an exception must be made in the case of this rising

young artist. She has not only revealed extraordinary

accomplishments and won for herself a great following of

admirers throughout the country, but she has also enjoyed a

double heritage in the gifts of her distinguished forebears, who

are no less personages than’—et cetera, et cetera.”

Sheila and Winfield stared at the page from which Sheila’s public image

beamed quizzically at herself and at the youth who aspired to rob her

“great following” of their darling.

“What about that?” said Roger.

Winfield looked so pitiful to Sheila that she cried, “Well, my ‘great

following’ will have to follow somebody else, for I belong to Bret now.”

“I see,” said Roger. “And when does the rising young star—er—set? When

does the marriage take place?”

“Whenever Bret wants me,” said Sheila, and she added “Ooh!” for he

squeezed her fingers with merciless gratitude.

“Oh, Sheila! Sheila!” said Polly, clutching at her other hand as if she

would hold her little girl back from crossing the stile of womanhood.

Roger hummed several times in the greatest possible befuddlement. At

length he said:

“And what do your parents say, Mr. Winston?—or are they—er—living?”

“Yes, sir, both of them, thank you. They don’t know anything about it

yet, sir.”

“And do you think they will be pleased?”

“When they know Sheila they can’t help loving her.”

“It has happened, I believe,” said Roger, “that parents have not

altogether echoed their children’s enthusiasms. And there are still a

few people who would not consider a popular actress an ideal

daughter-in-law.”

“Oh, they won’t make any trouble!” said Winfield. “They ought to be

proud of—of an alliance with such—er—distinguished forebears as you.”

He tried to include Polly and Roger in one look, and he thought the

tribute rather graceful.

Roger smiled at the bungled compliment and answered, “Well, the

Montagues and the Capulets were both prominent families, but that didn’t

help Romeo and Juliet much.”

Winfield writhed at Roger’s light sarcasm. “It doesn’t matter what they

say. I am of age.”

“So I judge, but have you an income of your own?”

“No, but— Well, I can take care of Sheila, I guess!” He was angry now.

Roger rather liked him for his bluster, but he said, “In any case there

is no especial hurry, I presume.”

To the young lovers there seemed to be the most enormous necessity of

haste to forsake the world and build their own nest in their own tree.

Roger was silent and Polly was silent. Winfield felt called upon to

speak. At last he managed to extort a few words from his embarrassment:

“Anyway, I can count on your consent, can I?”

“Our consent!” laughed Roger. “What have we to say? We’re only the

parents of a young American princess. If Sheila says yes, your next

trouble is your own parents, for you are only an American man.”

“Anyway, you won’t oppose us?” Winfield urged.

“My boy, I would no more oppose Sheila than I would oppose the Twentieth

Century Limited in full flight.”

Sheila pouted. “That’s nice! Now he’ll think I’m something terrible.”

Roger put his arm about his daughter, who was nearly taller than he was.

“My child,” he said, “I think you are the finest woman in the world

except your own mother. And if it would make you happy and keep you

happy I’d cut off my right arm.” Then he kissed her, and his eyes were

more like a sorrowful boy’s than a father’s. There was a lull in the

conversation and he escaped with the words: “Mother, it’s time for the

old folks to go to bed. The young people have a lot to talk over and

we’re in the way. Good night, Mr. Win—my boy, and good luck to

you—though God alone knows good luck when He sees it.”

When the veterans had climbed the stairs to the shelf on which younger

romance had put them, Bret and Sheila resumed that interrupted embrace,

but deliberately and solemnly. It was a serious matter, this getting

married and all.

* * * * *

The next morning brought a flood of sunlight on an infinitely cheerful

ocean and the two lovers’ thoughts flew to each other from their remote

windows like carrier-pigeons.

Sheila was perturbed, and as she watched Winfield approach she thought

that his very motor seemed to be a trifle sullen. Then she ran down to

the piazza to meet him. She carried a letter in her left hand. She waved

him welcome with the other.

As he ran up the walk he took from his pocket a telegram. They vanished

into the house to exchange appropriate salutes, but Pennock was there as

housemaid, and she was giving orders to Roger’s valet, who doubled as

the butler in summer-time.

So they returned to the porch embraceless. This began the morning wrong.

Then Winfield handed Sheila his telegram, a long night letter from his

father, saying that his health was bad and he might have to take a rest.

He added, vigorously:

“You’ve fooled away time enough. Get back on the job; learn your

business and attend to it.”

Winfield shook his head dolefully. “Isn’t that rotten?”

“Mate it with this,” said Sheila, and handed him her letter.

DEAR SHEILA KEMBLE,—Better run in town and see me to-morrow.

I’ve got a great play for you from France. Rehearsals begin

immediately. Trusting your rest has filled you with ambition for

a strenuous season, I am,

Yours faithfully,

HY. REBEN.

This threw Winfield into a panic. “But you promised me—”

“Yes, dear,” she cooed, “and I’ve already written the answer. How’s

this?” She gave him the answer she had worked over for an hour, trying

to make it as business-like as possible:

Letter received regret state owing change plans shall not return

stage this season best wishes.

SHEILA KEMBLE.

Even this did not allay Winfield’s alarm. “Why do you say ‘this

season’?” he demanded. “Are you only marrying me for one season?”

“For all eternity,” she cried, “but I wanted to let poor old Reben down

easy.”

* * * * *

Sheila found that Reben was not so easily let down as stirred up. An

answer to the telegram arrived a few hours later, just in time to spoil

the day:

You gave me word of honor as gentleman you would keep your

contract better look it over again you will report for rehearsal

Monday ten A.M. Odeon Theater.

REBEN.

Winfield stormed at Reben’s language as much as at the situation:

“How dares he use such a tone to you? Are you his servant or are you my

wife?”

“I’m neither, honey,” Sheila said, very meekly. “I’m just the darned old

public’s little white slave.”

“But you don’t belong to the public. You belong to me.”

“But I gave him my word first, honey,” Sheila pleaded. “If it were just

an ordinary contract, I could break it, but we shook hands on it and I

gave him my word as a gentleman. If I broke that I couldn’t be trusted

to keep my word to you, could I, dear?”

It was a puzzling situation for Winfield. How could he demand that the

woman in whose hands he was to put his honor should begin their compact

by a breach of honor? How could he counsel her to be false to one solemn

obligation and expect her to be true to another assumed later?

Reben followed up his telegram by a letter of protest against Sheila’s

bad faith. He referred to the expense he had been at; he had bought a

great foreign play, paying down heavy advance royalties; he had given

large orders to scene-painters, lithographers, and printers, and had

flooded the country with her photographs and his announcements. The cast

was selected, and her defection would mean cruelty to them as well as

disloyalty to him.

She felt helpless. Winfield was helpless. She could only mourn and he

rage. They were like two lovers who find themselves on separate ships.

Winfield went back to his father’s factory in a fume of wrath and grief.

Sheila went to Reben’s factory with the meekness of a mill-hand carrying

a dinner-pail.

* * * * *

Sheila made a poor effort to smile at the stage-door keeper, who lifted

his hat to her and welcomed her as if she were the goddess of spring.

The theater had been lonely all summer, but with the autumn was

burgeoning into vernal activity.

The company in its warm-weather clothes made little spots of color in

the dimly lighted cave of the stage. The first of the members to greet

Sheila was Floyd Eldon.

Eldon seized both of Sheila’s hands and wrung them, and his heart cried

aloud in his soft words: “God bless you, Sheila. We’re to be together

again and I’m to play your lover again. You’ve got to listen to me

telling you eight times a week how much I—”

“Why, Mr. Batterson, how do you do?”

The director—Batterson again—came forward with other troupers, old

friends or strangers. Then Reben called to Sheila from the night beyond

the footlights. She stumbled and groped her way out front to him, and he

scolded her roundly for giving him such a scare.

The director’s voice calling the company together rescued her from

answering Reben’s questions as to the mysterious “change of plans” that

had inspired her telegram.

“I guess you must have been crazy with the heat,” he said.

“Call it that,” said Sheila. And she rejoined the company, trying not to

be either uppish or ’umble in her new quality as the star.

The author of the play was a Parisian plutocrat whose wares had

traversed all the oceans, though he had never ventured across the

English Channel. So he was not present to read the play aloud. Ben

Prior, the adapter, was a meek hack afraid of his own voice, and

Batterson was not inclined to show the company how badly their director

read. His assistant distributed the parts, and the company, clustered in

chairs, read in turn as their cues came.

Each had hefted his own part, and judged it by the number of its pages.

One might have guessed nearly how many pages each had by the vivacity or

the dreariness of his attack.

“Eight sides!” growled old Jaffer as he counted his brochure.

It is a saddening thing to an ambitious actor to realize that his

business for a whole season is to be confined to brief appearances and

unimportant speeches.

People congratulated old Jaffer because he was out of the play after the

first act. But, cynic as he was, he was not glad to feel that he would

be in his street mufti when the second curtain rose. It is pleasant to

play truant, but it is no fun to be turned out of school when everybody

else is in.

Of all the people there the most listless was the one who had the

biggest, bravest rôle, the one round which all the others revolved, the

one to whom all the others “fed” the words that brought forth the witty

or the thrilling lines.

Sheila had to be reminded of her cue again and again. Batterson’s voice

recalled her as from a distance.

It is as strange as anything so usual and immemorial can be, how madly

lovers can love; how much agony they can extract from a brief

separation; what bitter terror they can distil from ordinary events. As

the tormented girl read her lines and later walked through the positions

or stood about in the maddening stupidities of a first rehearsal, she

had actually to battle with herself to keep from screaming aloud:

“I don’t want to act! I don’t want the public to love me! I want only my

Bret!”

The temptation to hurl the part in Reben’s face, to mock the petty

withes of contract and promise, and to fly to her lover, insane as it

was, was a temptation she barely managed to fight off.

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