DAN

WHILE at the Tishomingo in Corinth we acquired a boy 17 years old, black

and raw-boned. His name was Dan Weaver. I do not know how we got him,

but having once gotten him we had him. Having learned that where we were

he was always sure of something to eat, he was determined to stay with

us. We took him to Jackson and he became a part of us. He made himself

useful about the hotel, and assisted my mother in taking care of the

baby. He would sit with her in his arms and sing by the hour, and

sometimes in his earnestness the big tears would flow down his black,

shiny cheeks. His favorite song was “Dixie” and over and over and again

he would sing,

Away down south in the land of cotton,

Cinnamon seed and sandy bottom,

Look away, away, away.

In Dixie’s land

I’ll take my stand.

And live and die a “secesh” man.

But the “secesh” part of it was a huge joke with Dan, and was but a bit

of ironical humor on his part. There was nothing Dan wouldn’t do for

“Little Missy,” as he always called me. I had developed a mania for

collecting empty cigar boxes, and he would scour the town and camp to

secure them for me. I was very proud of my collection, and I had them of

every size and shape, stacked up on either side of the bureau until they

reached the top of the looking-glass. I fully expected to bring them

home with me, and was bitterly disappointed when emphatically informed

that I could not do so. Since then an empty cigar box has always had a

peculiar charm for me, and I never see one or inhale the pungent odor of

cedar and tobacco combined but the interior of No. 19 appears before me,

and I wonder who fell heir to my beloved boxes.

Dan was a good boy in the main, but in an evil hour he learned to play

cards. He came home one day very angry with a colored comrade, who had

not played fair with him, as he thought. He took “Little Rosebud” up and

began to sing to her as usual, when suddenly the song ceased, his anger

was too much for him, and he almost hissed forth the words, “I’ll eat

him up blood raw widout a bit o’ salt.”

Poor, ignorant, black Dan’s roaming about town and card-playing were

suddenly cut short. He was attacked with inflammatory rheumatism, and

lay helpless and suffering on a cot in our room many days and nights, my

dear, patient mother caring for him as best she could, until so worn out

that she was compelled to have him removed to the negro quarters. His

groans were piteous to hear, and sleep was almost unknown while he

remained in our room.

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