to leave the Park. 'People would only talk----'
'But to-morrow----'
'No. My sister is going down to Dunoon to-morrow to see about the
shutting up of the house for the winter, and I am going with her. But
on Friday--if you were in the Botanic Gardens--early in the
forenoon--perhaps I could see you then?'
'Yes, yes,' said he eagerly; and as they went down towards the Woodland
Road he strove to talk to her very cheerfully and brightly indeed, for
he could not but see that she was a little troubled.
Then, when they were about to part, she seemed to try to rouse herself a
little, and to banish whatever doubts and hesitations may have been
harassing her mind.
'Ronald,' she said, with a bit of a smile, 'when you told me of that
girl in the Highlands that you knew, you said you--you had never said
anything to her that would lead her to imagine you were thinking of her.
But you wrote her a letter.'
'What?'
'Yes; and she saw it,' Meenie continued; but with downcast eyes. 'It
was not meant for her to see; but she saw it. It was some verses--very
pretty they were--but--but rather daring--considering that----'
'Bless me,' he exclaimed, 'did you see that?'
She nodded. And then his mind went swiftly back to that period.
'Meenie, that was the time you were angry with me.'
She looked up.
'And yet not so very angry, Ronald.'
'_But Love from Love towards school with hoary looks._' Not always.
Five miles an hour or so was the pace at which Ronald sped over to
Pollokshaws: and very much astonished was the nervous little Mr. Weems
over the new-found and anxious energy of his quondam pupil. Ronald
remained all day there, and, indeed, did not leave the cottage until it
was very late. As he walked back into the town all the world around him
lay black and silent; no stars were visible; no crescent moon; nor any
dim outline of cloud; but the dusky heavens were flushed with the red
fires of the ironworks, as the flames shot fiercely up, and sent their
sullen splendour across the startled night. And that, it may have
occurred to him, was as the lurid glare that had lit up his own life for
a while, until the fires had gone down, and the world grown sombre and
dead; but surely there was a clear dawn about to break by and by in the
east--clear and silvery and luminous--like the first glow of the morn
along the Clebrig slopes.
*CHAPTER VII.*
*AT THE PEAR-TREE WELL.*
He was almost glad that Meenie was going away for these two days, for he
was desperately anxious to make up for the time he had lost; and the
good-natured little Mr. Weems, instead of showing any annoyance or
resentment, rather aided and abetted this furious zeal on the part of
his pupil. All the same, Ronald found occasion to be within easy
distance of the railway station on the morning of Meenie's departure
and about a few minutes to eight he saw herself and her sister step out
of one of the cabs that were being driven up. If only he could have
signalled a good-bye to her! But he kept discreetly in the background;
glad enough to see that she was looking so fresh and bright and
cheerful--even laughing she was, over some little mishap, as he
imagined. And then so trim and neat she was in her travelling attire;
and so daintily she walked--the graceful figure moving (as he thought)
as if to a kind of music. The elder sister took the tickets; then they
entered one of the carriages; and presently the train had slowly rolled
away from the platform and was gone.
That glimpse of Meenie had filled his heart with unutterable delight; he
scarcely knew what he was doing when he got out into the open air again.
The day seemed a festal day; there was gladness abroad in the very
atmosphere; it was a day for good-companionship, and the drinking of
healths, and the wishing of good wishes to all the world. His thoughts
were all with Meenie--in that railway carriage flying away down to
Greenock; and yet here, around him, there was gladness and happiness
that seemed to demand some actual expression and recognition! Almost
unconsciously--and with his brain busy with very distant matters--he
walked into a public-house.
'Give me a glass of Highland whisky, my lad,' said he to the young man
standing behind the counter: 'Talisker, if ye have it.'
The whisky was measured out and placed before him. He did not look at
it. He was standing a little apart. And now Meenie would be out by
Pollokshields, in the whiter air; by and by she would pass through
Paisley's smoke; then through the placid pastoral country until she
would come in sight of Dumbarton's castled crags and the long wide
valley of the Clyde. And then the breezy waters of the Firth; and the
big steamboat; and Meenie walking up and down the white deck, and
drawing the sealskin coat a little tighter round the slight and graceful
figure. There would be sunlight there; and fresh sea-winds blowing up
from Arran and Bute, from Cumbrae and Cantire. And Meenie--
But at this moment his attention was somehow drawn to the counter, and
he was startled into a consciousness of where he was and what he was
doing. He glanced at the whisky--with a kind of shiver of fright.
'God forgive me--I did not want it,' he said to the astonished youth who
was looking at him, 'but here's the money for 't.'
He put down the few coppers on the counter and hurriedly left the place.
But the sudden fright was all. As he sped away out to Pollokshaws he
was not haunted by any consciousness of having escaped from danger. He
was sure enough of himself in that direction. If a mortal craving for
drink had seized him, he would almost have been glad of the fight; it
would be something to slay the dragon, for Meenie's sake. But he had
naturally a sound and firm constitution; his dissipation had not lasted
long enough to destroy his strength of will; and indeed this incident of
the public-house, so far from terrifying him with any doubts as to the
future, only served to remind him that dreams and visions--and brains
gone 'daft' with access of joy--are not appropriate to the thoroughfares
of a business city.
No; as he walked rapidly away from the town, by way of Strathbungo and
Crossmyloof and Shawlands, what he was chiefly busy with was the
hammering out of some tune that would fit the winter song he had chanced
upon a few days before. And now he did not regard those gay and
galloping verses with a stupefied wonder as to how he ever came to write
them; rather he tried to reach again to that same pitch of
light-heartedness; and of course it was for Meenie's delight, and for
hers only, that this tune had to be got at somehow. It was a laughing,
glad kind of a tune that he wanted:
_O then the warm west winds will blow,_
_And all in the sunny weather_
_It's over the moorlands we will go,_
_You and I, my love, together._
_Chorus: And then the birds will begin to sing,_
_And we will sing too, my dear,_
_To give good welcoming to the spring,_
_In the primrose-time o' the year--_
_In the primrose-time,_
_In the primrose-time,_
_In the primrose-time o' the year--_
_To give good welcoming to the spring._
_In the primrose-time o' the year._
Yes; and it was in the coming spring-time that he was to try for the
certificate in forestry; and thereafter--if he were so fortunate as to
get that--he might set forth on the path that the Americans had so
confidently sketched out for him--the path that was now to lead him to
Meenie, as the final crown and prize. 'You may find me a gray-haired
woman, Ronald,' she had said, 'but you will find me a single woman.'
But still he was young in years; and there was hope and courage in his
veins; and what if he were to win to her, after all, before there was a
single streak of middle age in the beautiful and abundant brown tresses?
Then, again, on the evening before the morning on which he was to meet
her in the Botanic Gardens, he undid the package containing that
anthology of verse devoted to Meenie; and began to turn the pieces over,
wondering which, or if any of them, would please her, if he took them to
her. But this was rather a visionary Meenie he found in these verses;
not the real and actual Meenie who had sate beside him on a bench in the
West End Park, and placed her hand in his, and pledged her life to him,
while the beautiful, tear-filled eyes sought his so bravely. And could
he not write something about this actual Meenie; and about Glasgow; and
the wonder she had brought into the great, prosaic city? He tried his
hand at it, anyway, for a little while:
_The dim red fires of yonder gleaming forge_
_Now dwell triumphant on the brow of night;_
_A thousand chimneys blackest smoke disgorge,_
_Repelling from the world the stars' pale light:_
_A little taper shines adown the street,_
_From out her casement where she lingers still_
_To listen to the sound of passing feet,_
_That all the night with leaden echoes fill----_
But he soon stopped. This was not like Meenie at all--Meenie, who was
ever associated in his mind with flowers and birds and fair sunlight and
the joy of the summer hills. He threw that spoiled sheet into the fire;
and sought among the old pieces for one that he might copy out fairly
for her; and this is what he eventually chose:
_All on a fair May morning_
_The roses began to blow;_
_Some of them tipped with crimson,_
_Some of them tipped with snow._
_But they looked the one to the other,_
_And they looked adown the glen;_
_They looked the one to the other,_
_And they rubbed their eyes again,_
_'O there is the lark in the heavens,_
_And the mavis sings in the tree;_
_And surely this is the summer,_
_But Meenie we cannot see._
_'Surely there must be summer_
_Coming to this far clime;_
_And has Meenie, Love Meenie, forgotten,_
_Or have we mistaken the time?'_
_Then a foxglove spake to the roses:_
_'O hush you and cease your din;_
_For I'm going back to my sleeping,_
_Till Meenie brings summer in.'_
Well, it was but a trifle; but trifles are sometimes important things
when seen through lovers' eyes.
Next morning he went along to the Botanic Gardens; paid his sixpence
with equanimity (for he had dispensed with the ceremony of dining the
previous day) and entered. It was rather a pleasant morning; and at
first sight he was rather shocked by the number of people--nursemaids
and children, most of them--who were idly strolling along the
trimly-kept walks or seated in front of the wide open parterres. How
was he to find Meenie in such a great place; and, if he did find her,
were they to walk up and down before so many eyes? For he had guessed
that Meenie would be in no hurry to tell her sister of what had
happened--until the future seemed a little more clear and secure; it
would be time enough to publish the news when that had assumed a more
definite character.
But on and on he went--with glances that were keen and sharp
enough--until suddenly, just as he had passed the greenhouses, he came
almost face to face with Meenie, who was seated on a bench, all by
herself, with a book before her. But she was not reading. 'O and
proudly rose she up'; and yet shyly, too; and as he took her hand in
his, the joy with which she regarded him needed no confession in
words--it was written there in the clear tender eyes.
'Indeed I am so glad to see you, Ronald!' she said. 'I have been so
miserable these two days--
'But why?' he asked.
'I don't know, hardly. I have been wondering whether I had done right;
and then to go about with my sister, keeping this secret from her; and
then I was thinking of the going away back to Inver-Mudal, and never
seeing you, and not knowing how you were getting on. But now--now that
you are here, it seems all quite right and safe. You look as if you
brought good news. What does he think, Ronald?'
'He?' he repeated. 'Who?'
'The old man out there at Pollokshaws, is it?'
Ronald laughed.
'Oh, the old gentleman seems pretty confident; but for very shame's sake
I had to let him have a holiday to-day. I am not going over till
to-morrow.'
'And he thinks you will pass?'
'He seems to think so.'
'I wish the time were here now, and that it was all well over,' she
said. 'Oh, I should be so proud, Ronald; and it will be something to
speak of to every one; and then--then that will be but the beginning;
and day by day I shall be expecting to hear the news. But what a long,
long time it seems to look forward to.'
'Ay, lass; and it will be worse for you than for me; for there will be
the continual trying and hoping for me, and for you nothing but the
weary waiting. Well----'
'Oh, but do you think I am afraid?' she said bravely. 'No. I have faith
in you, Ronald. I know you will do your best.'
'I should deserve to be hanged and buried in a ditch if I did not,' said
he. 'But we will leave all that for a while, Meenie; I want you to come
for a stroll along the banks over the Kelvin. Would ye wonder to find
some sea-gulls flying about?--they're there, though; or they were there
a week or two ago. And do you know that I got a glimpse of you at the
railway station on Wednesday morning?----'
'I did not see you, Ronald,' she said, with some surprise.
'No, no; I kept out o' the way. It's not for me, lass, it's for you to
say when any of your folk are to be told what we are looking forward to;
and for my part I would as lief wait till I could put a clearer plan
before them--something definite.'
'And that is my opinion too, Ronald,' she answered, in rather a low
voice. 'Let it be merely an understanding between you and me. I am
content to wait.'
'Well, then,' said he, as they reached the top of the high bank
overhanging the river, and began to make their way down the narrow
little pathways cut through the trees and shrubs, 'here is a confession:
I was so glad to see you on that morning--and so glad to see you looking
so well--that I half lost my senses, I think; I went away through the
streets in a kind o' dream; and, sure as I'm here, I walked into a
public-house and ordered a glass of whisky----'
She looked up in sudden alarm.
'No, no, no,' said he contentedly, 'you need not fear that, my good
lassie; it was just that I was bewildered with having seen ye, and
thinking of where ye were going. I walked out o' the place without
touching it. Ay, and what think ye o' Dunoon? And what kind of a day
was it when ye got out on the Firth?'
So she began to tell him of all her adventures and experiences; and by
this time they had got down near to the water's edge; and here--of what
value would his knowledge of forestry have been otherwise?--he managed
to find a seat for her. They were quite alone here--the brown river
before them; several sea-gulls placidly paddling on its surface, others
flying and dipping overhead; and if this bank of the stream was in
shadow, the other--with some small green meadows backed by clumps of
elms and maples--was bright and fair enough in the yellow autumn
sunshine. They were in absolute silence, too, save for the continual
soft murmur of the water, and the occasional whirring by of a blackbird
seeking safety underneath a laurel bush.
'Meenie,' said he, putting one hand on her shoulder, 'here are some
verses I copied out for ye last night--they're not much worth--but they
were written a long time ago, when little did I think I should ever dare
to put them into your hand.'
She read them; and there was a rose colour in her face as she did so:
not that she was proud of their merit, but because of the revelation
they contained.
'A long time ago?' she said, with averted eyes--but her heart was
beating warmly.
'Oh,' he said, 'there are dozens and dozens of similar things, if ever
ye care to look at them. It was many a happy morning on the hill, and
many a quiet night at home, they gave me; but somehow, lass, now that I
look at them, they hardly seem to grip ye fast enough. I want something
that will bind ye closer to myself--something that ye can read when you
are back in the Highlands--something that is known only to our two
selves. Well, now, these things that I have written from time to
time--you're a long way off in them somehow--the Meenie that's in them
is not this actual Meenie, warm and kind and generous and breathing----'
'And a little bit happy, Ronald, just at present,' she said, and she
took his hand.
'And some day, when I get through with busier work, I must try to write
you something for yourself----'
'But, Ronald, all these pieces you speak of belong to me,' she said
promptly, 'and I want them, every one--every, every one. Yes, and I
specially want that letter--if you have not kept it, then you must
remember it, and write it out for me again----'
'I came across it last night,' said he, with an embarrassed laugh.
'Indeed I don't wonder you were angry.'
'I have told you before, Ronald, that I was not angry,' she said, with a
touch of vexation. 'Perhaps I was a little--a little frightened--and
scarcely knowing how much you meant----'
'Well, you know now, Meenie dear; but last night, when I was going over
those scraps of things, I can tell you I was inclined to draw back. I
kept saying to myself--"What! is she really going to see herself talked
about in this way?" For there's a good deal of love-making in them,
Meenie, and that's a fact; I knew I could say what I liked, since no one
would be any the wiser, but, last night, when I looked at some of them,
I said--"No; I'm not going to provoke a quarrel with Meenie. She would
fling things about, as the American used to say, if she saw all this
audacious song-writing about her."'
'I'll chance that quarrel, Ronald,' she answered to this, 'for I want
every, every, every one of them; and you must copy them all, for I am
going to take them with me when I leave Glasgow.'
'And, indeed,' said he, 'you'll understand them better in the Highlands;
for they're all about Ben Loyal, and the Mudal, and Loch Naver, and
Clebrig.'
'And to think you hid them from me all that time!'
'Why, Meenie darling, you would have called on the whole population to
drive me out of the place if I had shown them to you. Think of the
effect produced by a single glance at one of them!--you tortured me for
weeks wondering how I had offended you.'
'Well, you can't offend me now, Ronald, _that way_,' said she, very
prettily.
And so their lovers' talk went on, until it was time for Meenie to think
of returning home. But just beyond these Botanic Gardens, and down in a
secluded nook by the side of the river, there is a little spring that is
variously known as the Three-Tree Well and the Pear-Tree Well. It is a
limpid little stream, running into the Kelvin; it rises in a tiny cavern
and flows for a few yards through a cleft in the rocks. Now these
rocks, underneath the overarching trees, have been worn quite smooth
(except where they are scored with names) by the footsteps of generation
after generation of lovers who, in obedience to an old and fond custom,
have come hither to plight their troth while joining hands over the
brooklet. Properly the two sweethearts, each standing on one side,
ought to join their hands on a Bible as they vow their vows, and
thereafter should break a sixpence in twain, each carrying away the
half; but these minor points are not necessary to the efficacy of this
probably pagan rite. And so--supposing that Ronald had heard of this
place of sacred pilgrimage, and had indeed discovered its whereabouts in
his rambles around Glasgow--and supposing him to have got a friendly
under-gardener to unlock a gate in the western palisades of the
Gardens--and then, if he were to ask Meenie to step down to the
river-side and walk along to the hallowed well? And yet he made of it
no solemn ceremony; the morning was bright and clear around them; and
Meenie was rather inclined to smile at the curious old custom. But she
went through it nevertheless; and then he slept across the rill again;
and said he--
'There's but this remaining now, Meenie darling--"Ae fond kiss and then
we sever."'
She stepped back in affright.
'Ronald, not with that song on your lips! Don't you remember what it
goes on to say?'
'Well, I don't,' he answered good-naturedly; for he had quoted the
phrase at random.
'Why, don't you remember?--
_"Had we never loved sae kindly,_
_Had we never loved sae blindly,_
_Never met--or never parted,_
_We had ne'er been broken-hearted."_
'My good-hearted lass,' said he, interlinking his arm with hers, 'ye
must not be superstitious. What's in a song? There'll be no severance
betwixt you and me--the Pear-Tree Well has settled that.'
'And that is not at all superstition?' said she, looking up with a
smile--until she suddenly found her blushing face overshadowed.
*CHAPTER VIII.*
*THE COMING OF TROUBLES.*
These were halcyon days. Those two had arrived at a pretty accurate
understanding of the times of each other's comings and goings; and if
they could snatch but five minutes together, as he was on his way over
to the south, well, that was something; and not unfrequently the
lingering good-bye was lengthened out to a quarter of an hour; and then
again when high fortune was in the ascendant, a whole golden hour was
theirs--that was as precious as a year of life. For their
hastily-snatched interviews the most convenient and secret rendezvous
was Hill Street, Garnet Hill; a quiet little thoroughfare, too steep for
cabs or carriages to ascend. And very cheerful and bright and pleasant
this still neighbourhood looked on those October mornings; for there was
yet some crisp and yellow foliage on the trees; and the little patches
of green within the railings lay warm in the light; and on the northern
side of the street the house-fronts were of a comfortable sunny gray.
Ordinarily there were so few people about that these two could walk hand
in hand, if they chose; or they could stand still, and converse face to
face, when some more than usually interesting talk was going forward.
And it was quite astonishing what a lot of things they had to say to
each other, and the importance that attached to the very least of them.
But one piece of news that Meenie brought to these stolen interviews was
by no means insignificant: she was now receiving marked attentions from
a young Glasgow gentleman--attentions that her sister had perceived at a
very early period, though Meenie had striven to remain blind to them.
Nor was there anything very singular in this. Mr. Gemmill was
exceedingly proud of his pretty sister-in-law; he had asked lots of
people to the house for the very purpose of meeting her; she was the
centre of interest and attraction at these numerous gatherings; and what
more natural than that some susceptible youth should have his mind
disturbed by an unwitting glance or two from those clear Highland eyes?
And what rendered this prospect so pleasing to the Gemmills was this:
the young man who had been stricken by these unintentional darts was no
other than the only son of the founder of the firm in which Mr. Gemmill
was a junior partner--the old gentleman having retired from the business
some dozen years before, carrying with him a very substantial fortune
indeed, to which this son was sole heir. In more ways than one this
match, if it were to be a match, would be highly advantageous; and Mrs.
Gemmill, while saying little, was secretly rejoiced to see everything
going on so well. If Meenie chanced to ask what such and such a piece
was (Mr. Frank Lauder played a little), even that slight expression of
interest was inevitably followed by her receiving the sheet of music by
post next morning. Flowers, again: one cannot very well refuse to
accept flowers; they are not like other gifts; they may mean nothing.
Then, it was quite remarkable how often he found himself going to the
very same theatre or the very same concert that the Gemmills had
arranged to take Meenie to; and naturally--as it chanced he had no one
going with him--he asked to be allowed to go with them. He even talked
of taking a seat in Maple Street Church (this was the church that the
Gemmills attended), for he said that he was tired to death of the
preaching of that old fogey, Dr. Teith, and that Mr. Smilie's last
volume of poems (Mr. Smilie was the Maple Street Church minister) had
aroused in him a great curiosity to hear his sermons.
And as for Mr. Frank Lauder himself--well, he was pretty much as other
young Glasgow men of fashion; though, to be sure, these form a race by
themselves, and a very curious race too. They are for the most part a
good-natured set of lads; free and generous in their ways; not anything
like the wild Lotharios which, amongst themselves, they profess to be;
well dressed; a little lacking in repose of manner; many of them given
to boating and yachting--and some of them even expert seamen; nearly all
of them fond of airing a bit of Cockney slang picked up in a London
music hall during a fortnight's visit to town. But their most odd
characteristic is an affectation of knowingness--as if they had read the
book of nature and human nature through to the last chapter; whereas
these well-dressed, good-natured, but rather brainless young men are as
innocently ignorant of that book as of most other books. Knowing but one
language--and that imperfectly--is no doubt a bar to travel; but surely
nowhere else on the face of the globe could one find a set of young
fellows--with similar opportunities set before them--content to remain
so thoroughly untutored and untravelled; and nowhere else a set of
youths who, while professing to be men of the world, could show
themselves so absolutely unversed in the world's ways. But they (or
some of them) understand the lines of a yacht; and they don't drink
champagne as sweet as they used to do; and no doubt, as they grow into
middle age, they will throw aside the crude affectations of youth, and
assume a respectable gravity of manner, and eventually become solid and
substantial pillars of the Free, U.P., and Established Churches.
This Frank Lauder was rather a favourable specimen of his class;
perhaps, in his extreme desire to ingratiate himself with Meenie, he
assumed a modesty of demeanour that was not quite natural to him. But
his self-satisfied jocosity, his mean interpretation of human motives,
his familiarly conventional opinions in all matters connected with the
arts, could not always be hidden beneath this mask of meekness; and
Meenie's shrewd eyes had discerned clearly of what kind he was at a very
early period of their acquaintance. For one thing, her solitary life in
the Highlands had made of her a diligent and extensive reader; while her
association with Ronald had taught her keen independence of judgment;
and she was almost ashamed to find how absolutely unlettered this youth
was, and how he would feebly try to discover what her opinion was, in
order to express agreement with it. That was not Ronald's way. Ronald
took her sharply to task when she fell away from his standard--or rather
their conjoint standard--in some of her small preferences. Even in
music, of which this young gentleman knew a little, his tastes were the
tastes of the mob.
'Why do you always get away from the room when Mr. Lauder sits down to
the piano?' her sister said, with some touch of resentment.
'I can endure a little Offenbach,' she answered saucily, 'when I'm
strong and in good health. But we get a little too much of it when he
comes here.'
Of course Ronald was given to know of these visits and of their obvious
aim; but he did not seem very deeply concerned.
'You know I can't help it, Ronald,' she said, one morning, as they were
slowly climbing the steep little Randolph Terrace together, her hand
resting on his arm. 'I can't tell him to go away while my sister keeps
asking him to the house. They say that a girl can always show by her
manner when any attention is displeasing to her. Well, that depends. I
can't be downright rude--I am staying in my sister's house. And then, I
wouldn't say he was conceited--I wouldn't say that, Ronald--but--but he
is pretty well satisfied with himself; and perhaps not so sensitive
about one's manner towards him as some might be. As for you, Ronald,'
she said, with a laugh, 'I could send you flying, like a bolt from a
bow, with a single look.'
'Could you, lass?' said he. 'I doubt it. Perhaps I would refuse to
budge. I have got charge of you now.'
'Ah, well, I am not likely to try, I think,' she continued. 'But about
this Mr. Lauder, Ronald--you see, he is a very important person in Mr.
Gemmill's eyes; for he and his father have still some interest in the
warehouse, I suppose; and I know he thinks it is time that Mr. Gemmill's
name should be mentioned in the firm--not mere "Co." And that would
please Agatha too; and so they're very polite to him; and they expect me
to be very polite to him too. You see, Ronald, I can't tell him to go
away until he says something--either to me or to Agatha; and he won't
take a hint, though he must see that I would rather not have him send
flowers and music and that; and then, again, I sometimes think it is not
fair to you, Ronald, that I should allow anything of the kind to go
on--merely through the difficulty of speaking----'
He stopped, and put his hand over the hand that lay on his arm: there
was not a human being in sight.
'Tell me this, Meenie darling: does his coming to the house vex you and
trouble you?'
'Oh no--not in the least,' said she, blithely and yet seriously. 'I am
rather pleased when he comes to the house. When he is there of an
evening, and I have the chance of sitting and looking at him, it makes
me quite happy.'
This was rather a startling statement, and instantly she saw a quick,
strange look in his eyes.
'But you don't understand, Ronald,' she said placidly, and without
taking away her eyes from his. 'Every time I look at him I think of
you, and it's the difference that makes me glad.'
Halcyon days indeed; and Glasgow became a radiant golden city in this
happy autumn time; and each meeting was sweeter and dearer than its
predecessor; and their twin lives seemed to be floating along together
on a river of joy. With what a covetous care she treasured up each
fragment of verse he brought her, and hid it away in a little thin
leathern case she had herself made, so that she could wear it next her
heart. He purchased for her little presents--such as he could
afford--to show her that he was thinking of her on the days when they
could not meet; and when she took these, and kissed them, it was not of
their pecuniary value she was thinking. As for her, she had vast
schemes as to what she was going to make for him when she got back to
the Highlands. Here, in Glasgow, nothing of the kind was possible. Her
sister's eyes were too sharp, and her own time too much occupied.
Indeed, what between the real lover, who was greedy of every moment she
could spare for these secret interviews, and the pseudo lover, who kept
the Queen's Crescent household in a constant turmoil of engagements and
entertainments and visits, Rose Meenie found the hours sufficiently
full; and the days of her stay in Glasgow were going by rapidly.
'But Scripture saith, an ending to all fine things must be;' and the
ending, in this case, was the work of the widow Menzies. Kate felt
herself at once aggrieved and perplexed by Ronald's continued absence;
but she was even more astonished when, on sending to make inquiries, she
found he had left his lodgings and gone elsewhere, leaving no address.
She saw a purpose in this; she leapt to the conclusion that a woman had
something to do with it; and in her jealous anger and mortification she
determined on leaving no stone unturned to discover his whereabouts. But
her two cronies, Laidlaw and old Jaap (the skipper was away at sea
again), seemed quite powerless to aid her. They knew that Ronald
occasionally used to go over to Pollokshaws; but further than that,
nothing. He never came to the Harmony Club now; and not one of his
former companions knew anything about him. Old Mr. Jaap hoped that no
harm had come to the lad, whom he liked; but Jimmy Laidlaw was none so
sorry over this disappearance: he might himself have a better chance
with the widow, now that Kate's handsome cousin was out of the way.
It was Kate herself who made the discovery, ami that in the simplest
manner possible. She and mother Paterson had been away somewhere
outside the town for a drive: and they were returning by the Great
Western Road, one evening towards dusk, when all at once the widow
caught sight of Ronald, at some distance off, and just as he was in the
act of saying good-bye to a woman--to a young girl apparently. Kate
pulled up the cob so suddenly that she nearly pitched her companion
headlong into the street.
'What is it, Katie dear?'
She did not answer; she let the cob move forward a yard or two, so as to
get the dog-cart close in by the pavement; and then she waited--watching
with an eager scrutiny this figure that was now coming along. Meenie
did not notice her; probably the girl was too busy with her own
thoughts; but these could not have been sad ones, for the bright young
face, with its tender colour rather heightened by the sharpness of the
evening air, seemed happy enough.
'Flying high, he is,' was Kate Menzies's inward comment as she marked
the smart costume and the well-bred air and carriage of this young lady.
And then, the moment she had passed, Kate said quickly--
'Here, auntie, take the reins, and wait here. Never mind how long.
He'll no stir; if you're feared, bid a laddie stand by his head.'
'But what is't, Katie dear?'
She did not answer; she got down from the trap; and then, at first
quickly, and afterwards more cautiously, she proceeded to follow the
girl whom she had seen parting from Ronald. Nor had she far to go, as
it turned out. Meenie left the main thoroughfare at Melrose Street--Kate
Menzies keeping fairly close up to her now; and almost directly after
was standing at the door of her sister's house in Queen's Crescent,
waiting for the ringing of the bell to be answered. It needed no
profound detective skill on the part of Mrs. Menzies to ascertain the
number of the house, so soon as the girl had gone inside; and thereafter
she hurried back to the dog-cart, and got up, and continued her driving.
'Well, that bangs Banagher!' she said, with a loud laugh, as she smartly
touched the cob with the whip. 'The Great Western Road, of a' places in
the world! The Great Western Road--and he goes off by the New City
Road--there's a place for twa lovers to forgather!
_"We'll meet beside the dusky glen, on yon burn side,_
_Where the bushes form a cosie den, on yon burn side."_
But the Great Western Road--bless us a', and the laddie used to write
poetry!'
'But what is it, Katie?'
'Why, it's Ronald and his lass, woman: didna ye see them? Oh ay, he's
carried his good looks to a braw market--set her up wi' her velvet hat
and her sealskin coat, and living in Queen's Crescent forbye. Ay, ay,
he's ta'en his pigs to a braw market----'
'It's no possible, Katie dear!' exclaimed mother Paterson, who affected
to be very much shocked. 'Your cousin Ronald wi' a sweetheart?--and him
so much indebted to you----'
'The twa canary birds!' she continued, with mirth that sounded not quite
real. 'But never a kiss at parting, wi' a' they folk about. And that's
why ye've been hiding yourself away, my lad? But I jalouse that that
braw young leddy o' yours would laugh the other side of her mouth if her
friends were to find out her pranks.'
And indeed that was the thought that chiefly occupied her mind during
the rest of the drive home. Arrived there, she called for the
Post-Office Directory, and found that the name of the people living in
that house in Queen's Crescent was Gemmill. She asked her cronies, when
they turned up in the evening, who this Gemmill was; but neither of them
knew. Accordingly, being left to her own resources, and without letting
even mother Paterson know, she took a sheet of paper and wrote as
follows--
'SIR--Who is the young lady in your house who keeps appointments with
Ronald Strang, formerly of Inver-Mudal? Keep a better look-out. Yours,
A Friend.'
And this she enclosed in an envelope, and directed it to Mr. Gemmill of
such and such a number, Queen's Crescent, and herself took it to the
post. It was a mere random shot, for she had nothing to go upon but her
own sudden suspicions; but she was angry and hot-headed; and in no case,
she considered, would this do any harm.
She succeeded far better than she could have expected. Mr. Gemmill
handed the anonymous note to his wife with a brief laugh of derision.
But Agatha (who knew more about Ronald Strang than he) looked startled.
She would not say anything. She would not admit to her husband that
this was anything but an idle piece of malice. Nevertheless, when Mr.
Gemmill left for the city, she began to consider what she should do.
Unfortunately, as it happened that morning, Meenie just played into her
sister's hand.
'Aggie dear, I am going along to Sauchiehall Street for some more of
that crimson wool: can I bring you anything?'
'No, thank you,' she said; and then instantly it occurred to her that
she would go out and follow her sister, just to see whether there might
be any ground for this anonymous warning. It certainly was a strange
thing that any one should know that Meenie and Ronald Strang were even
acquainted.
And at first--as she kept a shrewd eye on the girl, whom she allowed to
precede her by some distance--all seemed to go well. Meenie looked
neither to the right nor to the left as she walked, with some quickness,
along St. George's Road towards Sauchiehall Street. When she reached
the wool shop and entered, Mrs. Gemmill's conscience smote her--why
should she have been so quick to harbour suspicions of her own sister?
But she would still watch her on the homeward way--just to make sure.
When Meenie came out again from the shop she looked at her watch; and it
was clear that she was now quickening her pace as she set forth. Why
this hurry, Mrs. Gemmill asked herself?--the girl was not so busy at
home. But the solution of the mystery was soon apparent. Meenie
arrived at the corner of Hill Street; gave one quick glance up the quiet
little thoroughfare; the next moment Mrs. Gemmill recognised well
enough--for she had seen him once or twice in the Highlands--who this
well-built, straight-limbed young fellow was who was now coming down the
steep little street at such a swinging pace. And Meenie went forward to
meet him, with her face upturned to his; and she put her hand on his arm
quite as if that were her familiar custom; and away these two
went--slowly, it is true, for the ascent was steep--and clearly they
were heeding not anything and not anybody around.
Agatha turned away and went home; she had seen enough. To say that she
was deeply shocked would hardly be true; for there are very few young
women who have not, at some time or other in their lives, made an
innocent little arrangement by which they might enjoy an unobserved
interview with the object of their choice; and, if there are any such
extremely proper young persons, Agatha Gemmill knew that she had not
been in the category herself. But she was resolved upon being both
indignant and angry. It was her duty. There was this girl wilfully
throwing away all the chances of her life. A gamekeeper!--that her
sister should be for marrying a gamekeeper just at the time that Mr.
Gemmill expected to have his name announced as a partner in the great
firm! Nay, she made no doubt that Meenie had come to Glasgow for the
very purpose of seeking him out. And what was to become of young Frank
Lauder? Indeed, by the time Meenie returned home, her sister had
succeeded in nursing up a considerable volume of wrath; for she
considered she was doing well to be angry.
But when the battle-royal did begin, it was at first all on one side.
Meenie did not seek to deny anything. She quite calmly admitted that
she meant to marry Ronald, if ever their circumstances should be so
favourable. She even confessed that she had come to Glasgow in the hope
of seeing him. Had she no shame in making such an avowal?--no, she
said, she had none; none at all. And what had she meant by encouraging
Mr. Lauder?--she had not encouraged him in any way, she answered; she
would rather have had none of his attentions.
But it was when the elder sister began to speak angrily and
contemptuously of Ronald that the younger sister's eyes flashed fire and
her lips grew pale.
'A gentleman?' she retorted. 'I might marry a gentleman? I tell you
there is no such gentleman--in manner, in disposition, in education--I
say there is no such gentleman as he is comes to this house!'
'Deary me!' said Agatha sarcastically, but she was rather frightened by
this unwonted vehemence. 'To think that a gamekeeper----'
'He is not a gamekeeper! He will never be a gamekeeper again. But if
he were, what should I care? It was as a gamekeeper that I learnt to
know him. It was as a gamekeeper that I gave him my love. Do you think
I care what occupation he follows when I know what he is himself?'
'Hoity-toity! Here's romance in the nineteenth century!--and from you,
Meenie, that were always such a sensible girl! But I'll have nothing to
do with it. Back you pack to the Highlands, and at once; that's what I
have got to say.'
'I am quite willing to go back,' the girl said proudly.
'Ah, because you think you will be allowed to write to him; and that all
the fine courting will go on that way; and I've no doubt you're thinking
he's going to make money in Glasgow--for a girl as mad as you seem to be
will believe anything. Well, don't believe _that_. Don't believe you
will have any fine love-making in absence, and all that kind of stuff.
Mother will take good care. I should not wonder if she sent you to a
school in Germany, if the expense were not too great--how would you like
that?'
'But she will not.'
'Why, then?'
'Because I will not go.'
'Here's bravery! I suppose you want something more heroic--drowning
yourself because of your lost love--or locking yourself up in a convent
to escape from your cruel parents--something that will make the papers
write things about you? But I think you will find a difference after
you have been two or three months at Inver-Mudal. Perhaps you will have
come to your senses then. Perhaps you will have learnt what it was to
have had a good prospect of settling yourself in life--with a
respectable well-conducted young man--of good family--the Lauders of
Craig themselves are not in the least ashamed that some of the family
have been in business--yes, you will think of that, and that you threw
the chance away because of an infatuation about a drunken
ne'er-do-weel----'
'He is not--he is not!' she said passionately; and her cheeks were
white; but there was something grasping her heart, and like to suffocate
her, so that she could not protest more.
'Anyway, I will take care that I shall have nothing to do with it,' the
elder sister continued; 'and if you should see him again before you go,
I would advise you to bid him good-bye, for it will be the last time.
Mother will take care of that, or I am mistaken.'
She left the room; and the girl remained alone--proud and pale and
rebellious; but still with this dreadful weight upon her heart, of
despair and fear that she would not acknowledge. If only she could see
Ronald! One word from him--one look--would be enough. But if this were
true?--if she were never to be allowed to hear from him again?--they
might even appeal to himself, and who could say what promise they might
not extract from him, if they were sufficiently cunning of approach?
They might say it was for her welfare--they might appeal to his
honour--they might win some pledge from him--and she knowing nothing of
it all! If only she could see him for one moment! The very pulses of
her blood seemed to keep repeating his name at every throb--yearning
towards him, as it were; and at last she threw herself down on the sofa
and buried her head in the cushion, and burst into a wild and
long-continued fit of weeping and sobbing. But this in time lightened
the weight at her heart, at any rate; and when at length she rose--with
tear-stained cheeks and tremulous lips and dishevelled hair--there was
still something in her look that showed that the courage with which she
had faced her sister was not altogether gone; and soon the lips had less
of tremulousness about them than of a proud decision; and there was that
in the very calmness of her demeanour that would have warned all whom it
might concern that the days of her placid and obedient girlhood were
over.
*CHAPTER IX.*
*IN OTHER CLIMES.*
Never was there a gayer party than this that was walking from the hotel
towards the shores of Lake George, on a brilliant and blue-skied October
morning. Perhaps the most demure--or the most professedly demure--was
Miss Carry Hodson herself, who affected to walk apart a little; and
swung carelessly the fur cape she carried in her hand; and refused all
kinds of attentions from a tall, lank, long-haired young man who humbly
followed her; and pretended that she was wholly engrossed with the air
of
_'I'm in love, sweet Mistress Prue,_
_Sooth I can't conceal it;_
_My poor heart is broke in two---_
_You alone can heal it.'_
As for the others of this light-hearted and laughing group of young
folk, they were these: Miss Kerfoot, a fresh-coloured, plump,
pleasant-looking girl, wearing much elaborate head-gear rather out of
proportion to her stature; her married sister, Mrs. Lalor, a grass-widow
who was kind enough to play chaperon to the young people, but whose
effective black eyes had a little trick of roving on their own
account--perhaps merely in quest of a joke; Dr. Thomas P. Tilley, an
adolescent practitioner, who might have inspired a little more
confidence in his patients had he condescended to powder his profuse
chestnut-brown hair; and, finally, the long and lank gentleman who
waited so humbly on Miss Hodson, and who was Mr. J. C. Huysen, of the
_Chicago Citizen_. Miss Carry had at length--and after abundant meek
intercession and explanations and expressions of remorse--pardoned the
repentant editor for his treatment of Ronald. It was none of his doing,
he vowed and declared. It was some young jackass whom the proprietors
of the paper had introduced to him. The article had slipped in without
his having seen it first. If only her Scotch friend would write
something more, he would undertake that the _Chicago Citizen_ would
treat it with the greatest respect. And so forth. Miss Carry was for a
long time obdurate, and affected to think that it was poetical jealousy
on his part (for the lank-haired editor had himself in former days
written and published sentimental verse--a fact which was not forgotten
by one or two of the wicked young men on the staff of the _N. Y. Sun_
when Mr. Huysen adventured into the stormy arena of politics); but in
the end she restored him to favour, and found him more submissive than
ever. And in truth there was substantial reason for his submission. The
_Chicago Citizen_ paid well enough, no doubt; but the editor of that
journal had large views; and Miss Hodson's husband--if all stories were
true--would find himself in a very enviable position indeed.
'Mayn't I carry your cape for you, Miss Hodson?' the tall editor said,
in the most pleading way in the world.
'No, I thank you,' she answered, civilly enough; but she did not turn
her head; and she made believe that her mind was wholly set on
_'I'm in love, sweet Mistress Prue,_
_Sooth I can't conceal it.'_
This timid prayer and its repulse had not escaped the sharp observation
of Miss Kerfoot.
'Oh,' said she, 'there's no doing anything with Carry, ever since we
came to Fort George. Nothing's good enough for her; the hills are not
high enough; and the place is not wild enough; and there's no catching
of salmon in drenching rain--so there's no amusement for her. Amusement?
I know where the trouble is; I know what amusement she wants; I know
what makes her grumble at the big hotels, and the decent clothes that
people prefer to wear, and the rattlesnakes, and all the rest. Of
course this lake can't be like the Scotch lake; there isn't a handsome
young gamekeeper here for her to flirt with. Flirtation, was it? Well,
I suppose it was, and no more. I don't understand the manners and
customs of savage nations. Look at her now. Look at that thing on her
head. I've heard of girls wearing true-love knots, and rings, and
things of that kind, to remind them of their sweethearts; but I never
heard of their going about wearing a yellow Tam-o'-Shanter.'
Miss Carry smiled a superior smile; she would pay no heed to these
ribald remarks; apparently she was wholly engrossed with
_'I'm in love, sweet Mistress Prue.'_
'It isn't fair of you to tell tales out of school, Em,' the young matron
said.
'But I wasn't there. If I had been, there would have been a little
better behaviour. Why, I never! Do you know how they teach girls to
use a salmon-rod in that country?'
The question was addressed to Mr. Huysen; but Miss Kerfoot's eyes were
fixed on Miss Carry.
'No, I don't,' he answered.
'Oh, you don't know,' she said. 'You don't know. Really. Well, I'll
tell you. The gamekeeper--and the handsomer the better--stands
overlooking the girl's shoulder; and she holds the rod; and he grips her
hand and the rod at the same time.'
'But I know how,' the young Doctor interposed. 'See here--give me your
hand--I'll show you in a minute.'
'Oh no, you shan't,' said she, instantly disengaging herself; 'this is a
respectable country. We don't do such things in New York State. Of
course, over there it's different. Oh yes; if I were there
myself--and--and if the gamekeeper was handsome enough--and if he asked
me to have a lesson in salmon-fishing--don't you think I would go? Why,
I should smile!'
But here Miss Carry burst out laughing; for her friend had been caught.
These two girls were in the habit of talking the direst slang between
themselves (and occasionally Miss Carry practised a little of it on her
papa), but this wickedness they did in secret; outsiders were not
supposed to know anything of that. And now Dr. Tilley did not seem very
much pleased at hearing Miss Kerfoot say 'I should smile'; and Miss
Kerfoot looked self-conscious and amused and a little embarrassed; and
Carry kept on laughing. However, it all blew over; for now they were
down at the landing stage; and presently the Doctor was handing them
into the spick and span new cat-boat that he had just had sent through
from New York that autumn.
Indeed it was a right joyous party that now went sailing out on the
clear lapping waters; for there was a brisk breeze blowing; and two
pairs of sweethearts in one small boat's cargo make a fair proportion;
and Lake George, in October, before the leaves are beginning to fall, is
just about as beautiful a place as any one can want. The far low hills
were all red and brown and yellow with maple and scrub oak, except where
the pines and the hemlocks interposed a dark blue-green; and nearer at
hand, on the silvery surface of the lake, were innumerable small wooded
islands, with a line of white foam along the windward shores; and
overhead a perfectly cloudless sky of intense and brilliant blue. And
if these were not enough for the gay voyagers, then there were other
things--laughter, sarcasm, subtle compliments, daring or stolen glances;
until at last the full tide of joy burst into song. Who can tell which
of them it was that started
_'I'se gwine back to Dixie, no more I'se gwine to wander,_
_My heart's turned back to Dixie, I can't stay here no longer'?_
No matter; nor was it of much consequence whether the words of the song
were of a highly intellectual cast, nor whether the music was of the
most distinguished character, so long as there was a chorus admirably
adapted for soprano, alto, tenor, and bass. It was very speedily clear
that this was not the first time these four had practised the chorus
(Mrs. Lalor was allowed to come in just where she pleased), nor was
there any great sadness in their interpretation of the words--
I'se gwine back to Dix-ie, I'se gwine back to
Dix-ie, I's gwine where to or-ange blos-soms grow, ...
... For I hear the chil-dren call-ing, I see their sad tears
fall-ing, My heart's turn'd back to Dix-ie, And I must go.
[Illustration: Music fragment]
It is impossible to say how often they repeated the chorus; until Mrs.
Lalor asked the girls why they were so fond of singing about orange
blossoms, and then presently they turned to something else.
All this time they were beating up against a stiff but steady head-wind;
the Doctor at the tiller; the lank editor standing by the mast at the
bow; the girls and their chaperon snugly ensconced in the capacious
cockpit, but still having to dodge the enormously long boom when the
boat was put about. The women-folk, of course, paid no attention to the
sailing; they never do; they were quite happy in leaving the whole
responsibility on the owner of the craft; and were entirely wrapped up
in their own petty affairs. Nay, so recklessly inconsiderate were they
that they began to be angry because Dr. Tilley would not get out his
banjo--which was in the tiny cabin, or rather locker, at the bow. They
wanted to sing 'Dancing in the Barn,' they said. What was the use of
that without a banjo to play the dance music?
'Very well,' said the complaisant Doctor, 'we'll run into some quiet
creek in one of the islands; and then I'll see what I can do for you.'
No, no, they said; they wanted to sing sailing; they did not wish to go
ashore, or near the shore. Well, the amiable Doctor scarce knew how to
please them, for he could not steer the boat and play the banjo at the
same time; and he was not sure about entrusting the safety of so
precious a cargo to the uncertain seamanship of the editor. However,
they were now a long way from Fort George; they might as well take a run
back in that direction; and so--the boat having been let away from the
wind and put on a fair course for the distant landing-stage--Mr. Huysen
was called down from the bow and directed as to how he should steer; and
then the Doctor went forward and got out the banjo.
Now this 'Dancing in the Barn' (the words are idiotic enough) has a very
catching air; and no sooner had the Doctor--who was standing up on the
bit of a deck forward, where Jack Huysen had been--begun the tinkling
prelude than the girls showed little movements of hands and feet, as if
they were performing an imaginary 'cake-walk.'
_'Oh, we'll meet at the ball in the evening,_
_Kase I love to pass the time away'_
--they were all singing at it now; they did not wait for any chorus; and
Miss Carry had caught Miss Em's hand, and was holding it on high, and
keeping time to the music, as if she were in reality leading her down
the barn.
As we move so grace-ful-ly
We're as hap-py as can be
Den swing you partners all to-
[Illustration: Music fragment]
ge-ther, Kase now's the time for you to larn, Ban-jos
ring-ing, Nig-gers sing-ing, And danc-ing in the barn.
[Illustration: music fragment]
Then came in the rippling dance--played as a solo on the banjo; and so
catching was it that the two girls stood up, and made believe to dance a
little. You see, the boat was running free before the wind, and there
was scarcely any appreciable motion, though she was going at a good
speed, for her mainsail was enormously large and the breeze was brisk.
'I say, Huysen,' the Doctor called, while he was playing the dance,
'look what you're about. Never mind the singing. Keep her bow straight
for the landing-stage.'
Then the next verse began--
_'Den we's off to work in de morning,_
_Singing as we go out to de field,'_
and they all went at it with a will. And then the chorus; and then the
light rippling dance--
[Illustration: music fragment]
and the two girls were on their feet again, making believe to posture a
little, while the sharp clear notes of the banjo tinkled and tinkled,
amid the steady swishing noise of the water along the side of the boat.
But all of a sudden there was a startled cry of warning--the banjo was
dropped on the deck, and the Doctor sprung aft in a vain effort to check
what he had seen was coming; the next moment the great boom came heavily
swinging along, accelerating its pace as it went out to leeward, until
there was a frightful crash that seemed to tear the whole craft to
pieces. And then, in this wild lurch, what had happened? Tilley was
the first to see. There was something in the water. He tore off his
coat and slipped over the boat's side--heeding nothing of the piercing
screams of those he had left, but shaking the wet from his eyes and nose
and mouth, and looking all around him like a Newfoundland dog. Then he
caught sight of a small floating object--some dozen yards away--and he
made for that: it was the yellow Tam-o'-Shanter, he could see; then he
heard a half-stifled cry just behind him, and turning round was just
able to catch hold of Carry Hodson before she sank a second time.
However, she was quite passive--perhaps she had been stunned by a blow
from the boom; and he was an excellent swimmer; and he could easily keep
her afloat--if only Jack Huysen knew enough about sailing to get the
boat back speedily. It was in vain to think of swimming with her to the
shore; the land was too far off; and the weight of her wet clothes was
increasing. He looked after the boat; it seemed a terrible distance
away; but as far as he could make out--through the water that was
blinding his eyes--they had got her round into the wind again and were
no doubt trying to make for him.
Meanwhile, Jack Huysen had been so thunderstruck by what had occurred;
when his own carelessness or an awkward gust of wind had caused the
great boom to gybe, that for some seconds he seemed quite paralysed, and
of course all this time the little craft was swinging along before the
breeze. The shrieks of the women bewildered him, moreover. And then it
occurred to him that he must get back--somehow, anyhow; and more by
instinct than of knowledge he jammed down the helm, and rounded the boat
into the wind, where the big sail began to flop about with the loose
mainsheet dragging this way and that. And then he set about trying
little experiments--and in a frantic nervousness all the same; he knew,
or he discovered, that he must needs get in the mainsheet; and
eventually the boat began to make uncertain progress--uncertain, because
he had been terrified, and was afraid to keep proper way on her, so that
she staggered up into the wind incessantly. But this at all events kept
them near the course they had come; and from time to time she got ahead
a bit; and the women had ceased their shrieking, and had subsided, the
one into a terrified silence, the other into frantic weeping and
clasping of her hands.
'Can't you--can't you look out? Why don't you look out for them?' he
cried, though he scarce knew what he said, so anxious was he about the
tiller and those puffs of wind that made the boat heel over whenever he
allowed the sail to fill.
And then there was a cry--from Mrs. Lalor.
'Look--look--this way--you're going away from them.'
He could only judge by the direction of her gaze; he put the boat about.
She began to laugh, in a hysterical fashion.
'Oh yes, yes, we are getting nearer--we are getting nearer--he sees
us--Em, Em, look!--poor Carry!--Oh, quick, quick with the boat--quick,
quick, quick!'
But the wringing of her hands was of little avail; and indeed when they
did eventually draw cautiously close to the two people in the water, the
business of getting them dragged on board proved a difficult and anxious
matter, for the girl was quite unconscious and lay in their hands like a
corpse. The young Doctor was very much exhausted too; but at least he
preserved his senses. He sat down for a minute to recover his breath.
'Jack,' he gasped, 'put my coat round her--wrap her warm--Mrs. Lalor,
get off her boots and stockings--chafe her feet and hands--quick.'
And then he rose and went to where she was lying and stooped over her.
'Yes, yes, her heart is beating--come away with that coat, man.'
But it was his own coat that Jack Huysen had quickly taken off; and when
Carry Hodson was wrapped in it, and when the women were doing what they
could to restore her circulation, he fetched the other coat for the
young Doctor, and made him put that on, though the latter declared he
was all right now. And then the Doctor took the tiller, slacked out the
mainsheet, and once more they were running before the wind towards Fort
George. Not a word had been said about the cause of the mishap or its
possible consequences.
These at first--and to Jack Huysen's inexpressible joy--seemed to be
trivial enough. Immediately she had recovered consciousness she sate
up, and began to say a few words--though with some difficulty; and
indeed, so brave was she, and so determined to do something to relieve
the obvious anxiety of these good friends of hers, that when at length
they reached the landing-stage and got ashore she declared that she was
quite recovered, that she could walk to the hotel as well as any of
them, that she had never felt better in her born days. Nay, she made a
joke of the whole matter, and of her heavy skirts, and of the possible
contents of Jack Huysen's coat-pockets; and when they did reach the
hotel, and when she had changed her wet garments, she came down again
looking perfectly well--if a little bit tired.
It was not until the afternoon that she began to complain of shiverings;
and then again, when dinner time arrived, Mrs. Lalor came down with the
message that Carry had a slight headache, and would rather remain in her
room. Next morning, too, she thought she would rather not get up; she
had a slight cough, and her breathing was difficult; she had most relief
when she lay quite still.
'What does this mean, Tom?' Jack Huysen said--and as if he feared the
answer.
'I hope it means nothing at all,' was the reply; but the young Doctor
looked grave, and moved away, as if he did not wish to have any further
talking.
However, there was no perceptible change for the worse that day; and
Miss Carry, when she could speak at all, said that she was doing very
well, and implored them to go away on their usual excursions, and leave
her to herself. A servant might sit outside in the passage, she said; if
she wanted her, she could ring. Of course, this only sufficed to set
Emma Kerfoot into a fit of weeping and sobbing--that Carry should think
them capable of any such heartlessness.
But on the following morning matters were much more serious. She could
hardly speak at all; and when she did manage to utter a few panting
words she said it was a pain in her chest that was troubling her--not
much; no, no, not much, she said; she wished they would all go away and
amuse themselves; the pain would leave; she would be all right by and
by.
'Jack, look here,' said the young Doctor, when they were together; 'I'm
afraid this is pneumonia--and a sharp attack too.'
'Is it dangerous?' Huysen said quickly, and with rather a pale face.
The answer to this was another question;
'She left her mother at home, didn't she?'
'Yes,' said he breathlessly. 'Do you want to send for her? But that
would be no use. Her mother could not travel just now; she's too much
of an invalid; why, it was she who sent Carry away on this holiday.'
'Her father, then?'
'Why, yes, he's at home just now. Shall I telegraph for him?'
'No--not yet--I don't want to frighten her. We'll see in the morning.'
But long before the morning came they discovered how things were going
with her. Late that night Mrs. Lalor, who had undertaken to sit up till
her sister should come to relieve her, stole noiselessly along to the
room of the latter and woke her.
'Em, darling, who is Ronald?' she whispered.
'Ronald? I don't know,' was the answer--for she was still somewhat
confused.
'Carry is asking that one Ronald should be sent for--do come and see
her, Em--I think she's wandering a little--she says there's never any
luck in the boat except when Ronald is in it--I don't understand it at
all----'
'But I do--I do now,' said the girl, as she hastily got up and put a
dressing-gown and some wraps around her.
'And you'll have to send for the Doctor at once, Mary--he said he would
not be in bed till two. She must be in a fever--that's delirium--if she
thinks she is in the Highlands again.'
And delirium it was, though of no violent kind. No, she lay quite
placidly; and it was only at times that she uttered a few indistinct
words; but those around her now perceived that her brain had mixed up
this Lake George with that other Scotch lake they had heard of, and they
guessed that it was about salmon-fishing she was thinking when she said
that it was Ronald that always brought good luck to the boat.
*CHAPTER X.*
*A CHALLENGE.*
On the evening of the day on which Agatha Gemmill had made her
portentous discovery about the secret interviews between her sister and
Ronald, Mr. Gemmill--a little, red-headed man with shrewd blue
eyes--came home in very good spirits.
'Look here, Aggie--here's an invitation for you,' he was beginning--when
he saw-that something was wrong. 'What is it now?' he asked.
And then the story was told him--and not without a touch of indignation
in the telling. But Mr. Gemmill did not seem so horror-stricken as his
wife had expected; she began to emphasise the various points; and was
inclined to be angry with him for his coolness.
'Girls often have fancies like that--you know well enough, Agatha,' he
said. 'All you have to do is to take a gentle way with her, and talk
common sense to her, and it will be all right. If you make a row, you
will only drive her into obstinacy. She will listen to reason; she's
not a fool; if you take a quiet and gentle way with her----'
'A quiet and gentle way!' his wife exclaimed. 'I will take no way with
her at all--not I! I'm not going to have any responsibility of the
kind. Back she goes to the Highlands at once--that's all the way I mean
to take with her. See, there's a letter I've written to mother.'
'Then you mean to make a hash of this affair amongst you,' said he, with
calm resignation. 'You will merely drive the girl into a corner; and
her pride will keep her there----'
'Oh yes, men always think that women are so easily persuaded,' his wife
broke in. 'Perhaps you would like to try arguing with her yourself?
But, any way, I wash my hands of the whole matter. I shall have her
packed off home at once.'
'I don't think you will,' the husband said quietly. 'I was going to tell
you: the Lauders are giving a big dinner-party on the 27th--that is a
fortnight hence; and here is an invitation for the three of us; and
Frank Lauder as good as admitted this morning that the thing was got up
for the very purpose of introducing Meenie to the old folk. Well, then,
I have already written and accepted; and I will tell you this--I'm not
going to offend the old gentleman just because you choose to quarrel
with your sister.'
'Quarrel?' she retorted. 'Oh yes--she never can do any wrong. She has
made a fool of you with her pretty eyes--as she does to every man that
comes to the house. Why, they're like a set of great babies when she's
in the room; and you would think from the way they go on that she was
the Queen of Sheba--instead of the ill-tempered little brat she is.'
But Mrs. Gemmill was a sensible woman too.
'Of course we can't offend the old people. She'll have to stay. But as
soon as that is over, off she goes to the Highlands again; and there she
can stop until she has recovered her senses.'
However, this invitation was but an additional grievance. She went with
it at once to Meenie's room.
'Look at that. Read that.'
The girl glanced at the formal note--with no great interest.
'Do you know what that means? That was meant to introduce you to Frank
Lauder's family and friends.'
'I do not wish to go,' Meenie said perversely.
'But you'll have to go, for we have accepted for you. We can't offend
and insult people simply because you are bent on making a fool of
yourself. But this is what I want to say: I had intended sending you
back to Inver-Mudal at once; but now you will have to stay with us
another fortnight. Very well, during that time I forbid you to have any
communication with that man, of any kind whatever--do you hear?'
She sate silent.
'Do you hear?'
'Yes, I hear,' she said.
'Well?'
'Very well.'
'But it is not very well,' the elder sister said angrily. 'I want to
know what you mean to do.'
The answer was given with perfect calmness.
'I mean to do precisely as I have been doing. I am not ashamed of
anything I have done.'
'What? You are not ashamed? Do you mean to tell me that you will keep
on meeting that man--in the public streets--making a spectacle of
yourself in the streets of Glasgow--and bringing disgrace on yourself
and your family?'
'You are talking like a mad woman,' Meenie said proudly.
'You will see whether I act like one. I say you shall not be allowed to
misconduct yourself while you are under this roof--that I will make sure
of.'
'What will you do?' the girl said, in a strangely taunting tone: indeed,
one could scarcely have believed that this was Meenie that was speaking.
'Lock me up in my room? They only do that in books. Besides, Mr.
Gemmill would prevent your doing anything so ridiculous.'
'Oh, it's he that would come to let you out?' the elder sister said.
'You've discovered that, have you? What more, I wonder!'
But here the scene, which threatened to become more and more stormy,
came to a sudden end. There was a sharp call from below--Mr. Gemmill
having doubtless overheard some of these wild words.
'Agatha, come downstairs at once!'
So the girl was left once more alone--proud and pale and trembling a
little, but with her mind more obdurate than ever. Nor would she go
down to supper that night. Mr. Gemmill went twice to the door of her
room (his wife would not budge a foot) and begged her to come
downstairs. The first time she said she did not wish for any supper.
The second time she said that if her conduct had been so disgraceful she
was not fit to associate with his family. And so, being by nature a
kindly-hearted man, he went away and got some food for her, and carried
the little tray to her room with his own hands--a proceeding that only
made his wife the angrier. Why should she be spoilt and petted with
such foolish indulgence? Starvation was the best cure for her pride.
But of course he was like the rest of the men--made simpletons of by a
pair of girl's gray eyes.
Alas! all her pride and courage went from her in the long dark hours of
the night, and her sister's threats assumed a more definite and terrible
meaning. It was true she had a fortnight's respite--during that
fortnight she was her own mistress and could do as she pleased--but
after? Would she be shut up in that little hamlet in the northern
wilds, with absolutely no means of learning anything about Ronald, not
permitted to mention his name, cut off from him as though he were in
another world? She saw month after month go by--or year after year
even--with no word or message coming to keep alive the fond hope in her
breast. He might even be dead without her knowing. And how all too
short this fortnight seemed, during which she might still have some
chance of seeing him and gaining from him some assurance with regard to
a future that looked more than ever uncertain and vague.
The next day it had been arranged between them that they were not to
meet, for he was to be at home all that day and busy; but her anxiety
was too great; she resolved to go to his lodgings and ask for him. She
had never done that before; but now the crisis was too serious to let
her heed what any one might say--indeed she did not think for a moment
about it. So all the morning she went about the house, performing such
small duties as had been entrusted to her, and wondering when the heavy
rain would leave off. At last, about noon, when the dismal skies gave
no sign of clearing, she got her ulster and deerstalker's cap, put on a
thick pair of boots, and, armed with a stout umbrella, went out into the
black and dripping world. No one had attempted to hinder her.
And yet it was with some curious sense of shame that she timidly rang
the bell when she reached these obscure lodgings. The door was in a
dusky entry; the landlady who answered the summons did not notice how
the girl's cheeks were unusually flushed when she asked if Mr. Ronald
Strang were at home.
'Yes, he is,' the woman said; and then she hesitated, apparently not
quite knowing whether she should ask the young lady to step within or
not.
'Will you tell him that I should like to see him for a moment--here!'
she said.
In less than a minute Ronald was with her--and he had brought his cap in
his hand; for he had guessed who this was; and instinctively he knew
that he could not ask her to come within doors. But when she said she
had something to say to him, and turned to face the dismal day outside,
he could not but glance at the swimming pavements and the murky
atmosphere.
'On such a morning, Meenie--
'Oh, but I am well wrapped up,' she said, quite happily--for the mere
sight of him had restored her courage, 'and you shall have the
umbrella--yes--I insist--take it--well, then, I ask you to take it as a
favour, for I am not going to have you get wet on my account.'
Of course he took the umbrella--to hold over her; and so they went out
into the wet streets.
'I am so glad to see you, Ronald,' she said, looking up with a face that
told its own story of joy and confidence; 'don't blame me; I have been
miserable; I could not help coming to ask you for a little--a little
comfort, I think, and hope----'
'But what have you been doing to your eyes, Meenie, darling? What kind
of a look is that in them?'
'Well, I cried all last night--all the night through, I believe,' said
she simply; but there was no more crying in her eyes, only light and
love and gladness. 'And now, the moment I see you I think I must have
been so foolish. The moment I see you everything seems right; I am no
longer afraid; my heart is quite light and hopeful again.'
'Ay, and what has been frightening you, then?'
And then she told him all the story--as they walked along the wet
pavements, with the bedraggled passers-by hurrying through the rain, and
the tramway-cars and omnibuses and carts and cabs keeping up their
unceasing roar. But Agatha's threats were no longer so terrible to
her--now that she had hold of Ronald's arm; she glanced up at him from
time to time with eyes full of courage and confidence; a single glimpse
of him had driven away all these dire spectres and phantoms. Indeed, if
the truth were known, it was he who was most inclined to take this news
seriously; though, of course, he did not show that to her. No; he
affected to laugh at the idea that they could be kept from communicating
with each other; if she were to be sent back to Inver-Mudal, he said,
that was only anticipating what must have happened in any case; it would
no doubt be a pity to miss these few stolen minutes from time to time;
but would not that be merely a spur to further and constant exertion?
'Ay, lass,' said he, 'if I could have any reasonable and fair prospect
to put before them, I would just go to your friends at once; but all the
wishing in the world, and all the work in the world, will not make next
spring come any the quicker; and until I'm a certificated forester I'm
loth to bother Lord Ailine, or anybody else, about a place. But what o'
that? It's not a long time; and unless Mr. Weems is making a desperate
fool o' me, I've a good chance; and Lord Ailine will do his best for me
among his friends, that I know well. In the meantime, if they will not
let you write to me----'
'But, Ronald, how can they help my writing to you, or coming to see you,
if I wish?'
'I was not thinking of your sister and her folk,' he answered--and he
spoke rather gravely. 'I was thinking of your father and mother. Well,
it is not a nice thing for a young lass to be in opposition to her own
folk; it's a sore trouble to both sides; and though she may be brave
enough at first, time will tell on her--especially when she sees her own
father and mother suffering through her defiance of them.'
'Then I am not to write to you, Ronald, if they say no?' she asked
quickly, and with her face grown anxious again.
Well, it was a difficult question to answer off-hand; and the noise in
the streets bothered him; and he was terribly troubled about Meenie
having to walk through the rain and mud.
'Will you do this for me, Meenie?' he said. 'I cannot bear to have ye
getting wet like this. If we were to get into an omnibus, now, and go
down the town, I know a restaurant where we could go in and have a
comfortable corner, and be able to talk in peace and quiet. You and I
have never broken bread together, quite by ourselves. Will you do that?'
She did not hesitate for a moment.
'Yes--if you think so--if you wish it,' she said.
And so they went down to the restaurant, which was rather a big place,
cut into small compartments; and one of these they had to themselves,
for it was but half-past twelve as yet; and by and by a frugal little
lunch was before them. The novelty of the situation was so amusing--to
Meenie at least--that for a time it drove graver thoughts away
altogether. She acted as mistress of the feast; and would insist on his
having this or that; and wondered that he had never even tasted
Worcester sauce; and was altogether tenderly solicitous about him;
whereas he, on the other hand, wished not to be bothered by any of these
things, and wanted only to know what Meenie meant to do when she went
back to Inver-Mudal.
'But you must tell me what you would have me do,' she said timidly.
'Well, I don't want you to quarrel with your mother and father on my
account, and be living in constant wretchedness. If they say you are
not to write to me, don't write----'
'But you said a little while ago there would be no difficulty in our
hearing from each other,' she said, with wide open eyes.
'I have been thinking about it, good lass,' said he, 'and I don't want
you to anger your folk and have a heavy heart in consequence. In the
meantime you must look to them--you must do what they say. By and by it
may be different; in the meantime I don't want you to get into
trouble----'
'Then it's little you know how this will end, Ronald,' she said, rather
sadly. 'I have thought over it more than you have. If I go back to
Inver-Mudal prepared to do everything they wish me to do--I mean my
mother, not my father, for I don't know what he might say--then it isn't
only that you will never hear from me, and that I shall never hear a
word from you; there's more than that: I shall never see you again in
this world.'
He turned very pale; and, scarcely knowing what he did, he stretched his
hand over the narrow little table, and seized her hand, and held it
firm.
'I will not let you go, then. I will keep you here in Glasgow, with me,
Meenie. Do you think I can let you go away for ever? For you are mine.
I don't care who says ay or no; you are mine; my own true-hearted girl;
the man or woman is not born that will sunder us two.'
Of course he had to speak in a low tone; but the grip of his hand was
sufficient emphasis. And then he said, regarding her earnestly and yet
half-hesitatingly--
'There is one way that would give you the right to judge what was best
for yourself--that would give you the right to act or say what you
pleased--even to leave your father's house, if that was necessary. Will
you become my wife, Meenie, before you go back to Inver-Mudal?'
She started, as well she might; but he held her hand firm.
'The thing is simple. There is my brother the minister. We could walk
over to his house, go through the ceremony in a few minutes, and you
could go back to your sister's, and no one be a bit the wiser. And then
surely you would be less anxious about the future; and if you thought it
right to send me a letter, you would be your own mistress as to that--
'It's a terrible thing, Ronald!'
'I don't see that, Meenie, dear; I've heard of more than one young
couple taking their fate in their own hand that way. And there's one
thing about it--it "maks sikker."'
They had some anxious talk over this sudden project--he eager, she
frightened--until the restaurant began to get crowded with its usual
middle-day customers. Then Ronald paid his modest score, and they left;
and now, as they made away for the western districts of the city, the
day was clearing up somewhat, and at times a pale silvery gleam shone
along the wet pavements. And still Meenie was undecided; and sometimes
she would timidly steal a glance at him, as if to assure herself and
gain courage; and sometimes she would wistfully look away along this
busy Sauchiehall Street, as if her future and all the coming years were
somehow at the end of it. As for him, now that he had hit upon this
daring project, he was eager in defence of it; and urged her to give her
consent there and then; and laboured to prove to her how much happier
she would be at Inver-Mudal--no matter what silence or space of time
might interpose between them--with the knowledge that this indissoluble
bond united them. Meenie remained silent for the most part, with
wistful eyes; but she clung to his arm as if for protection; and they
did not hasten their steps on their homeward way.
When they parted she had neither said yes nor no; but she had promised
to write to him that night, and let him know her decision. And in the
morning, he got this brief message--the handwriting was not a little
shaky, but he had scarcely time to notice that, so rapid was the glance
he threw over the trembling lines:--
'DEAR RONALD--If it can be done quite, quite secretly--yes. L.M.'
The signature, it may be explained, consisted of the initials of a pet
name that he had bestowed on her. She had found it first of all in some
of those idle verses that he now copied out for her from time to time;
and she had asked him how he had dared to address her in that way, while
as yet they were but the merest acquaintances. However, she did not seem
very angry.
*CHAPTER XI.*
*A WEDDING.*
This golden-radiant city of Glasgow!--with its thousand thousand
activities all awakening to join the noise and din of the joyous
morning, and its over-arching skies full of a white light of hope and
gladness and fair assurance of the future. The clerks and warehousemen
were hurrying by to their desks and counters; work-folk were leisurely
getting home for their well-earned breakfast; smart young men and
slim-waisted women were already setting the shop windows to rights;
great lorries were clattering their loads of long iron bars through the
crowded streets; and omnibuses and tramway-cars and railway-trains were
bringing in from all points of the compass their humming freight of
eager human bees to this mighty and dusky hive. But dusky it did not
appear to him, as he was speedily making his way across the town towards
his brother's house. It was all transfigured and glorified--the
interminable thoroughfares, the sky-piercing chimneys, the masses of
warehouses, the overhead network of telegraph-lines, the red-funnelled
steamers moving slowly away through the pale blue mist of the
Broomielaw: all these were spectral in a strange kind of way, and yet
beautiful; and he could not but think that the great mass of this busy
multitude was well content with the pleasant morning, and the nebulous
pale-golden sunlight, and the glimpses of long cirrus cloud hanging far
above the city's smoke. For the moment he had ceased to hang his
happiness on the chance of his succeeding with the Highland and
Agricultural Society. Something far more important--and wonderful--was
about to happen. He was about to secure Meenie to himself for ever and
ever. Not a certificate in forestry, but Meenie's marriage-lines--that
was what would be in his pocket soon! And after?--well, the long
months, or even years, might have to go by; and she might be far enough
away from him, and condemned to silence--but she would be his wife.
And then, just as he had reached the south side of the river, he
paused--paused abruptly, as if he had been struck. For it had suddenly
occurred to him that perhaps, after all, this fine project was not
feasible. He had been all intent on gaining Meenie's acquiescence; and,
having got that, had thought of nothing but winning over the Reverend
Andrew into being an accomplice; but now he was quickly brought up by
this unforeseen obstacle--could Meenie, not being yet twenty-one, go
through even this formal ceremony without the consent of her parents?
It seemed to him that she could not--from his reading of books. He knew
nothing of the marriage law of Scotland; but it appeared to him, from
what he could recollect of his reading, that a girl under twenty-one
could not marry without her parents' consent. And this was but the
letting in of waters. There were all kinds of other things--the
necessity of having lived a certain time in this or that parish; the
proclamation of banns--which would be merely an invitation to her
relatives to interfere; and so on. He resumed his walk; but with less
of gay assurance. He could only endeavour to fortify himself with the
reflection that in the one or two instances of which he had heard of
this very thing being done the young people had been completely
successful and had kept their secret until they judged the time fitting
for the disclosing of it.
When he reached his brother's house, the Reverend Andrew was in his
study, engaged in the composition of the following Sunday's sermon; he
was seated at a little table near the fire; a pot of tea on the
chimney-piece; a large Bible and Cruden's Concordance lying open on the
sofa beside him. The heavy, bilious-hued man rose leisurely, and rubbed
his purplish hands, and put them underneath his coat-tails, as he turned
his back to the fire, and stood on the hearth-rug, regarding his
brother.
'Well, Ronald, lad, ye're not frightened for a cold morning, to come out
with a jacket like that.'
'The morning's well enough,' said Ronald briefly; and forthwith he laid
before his brother the errand on which he had come, and besought his
assistance, if that were practicable. He told the story simply and
concisely; not pleading any justification; but rather leaving the facts
to speak for themselves. And would his brother help?--in other words,
supposing there were no other obstacle in the way, would Andrew perform
this ceremony for them, and so render their future proof against all
contingencies? He was not asked for any advice; he was not asked to
assume any responsibility; would he merely exercise this clerical
function of his on their behalf--seeing how urgent matters were?
The Reverend Andrew was very much puzzled, not to say perturbed. He
began to walk up and down the room; his head bent forward, his hands
still underneath his coat-tails.
'You put me in a box, Ronald, and that's a fact,' said he. 'I'm
thinking my wishes as a brother will be for setting themselves up
against my duty as a minister of the Gospel. For I dare not counsel any
young girl to defy the authority of her own people----'
'She has not asked you for any counsel,' Ronald said curtly. 'And
besides we don't know what the authority might be. I dare say, if her
father knew all the circumstances, he would be on our side; and I
suppose he has as much right to speak as her little spitfire of a
mother.'
This was hard on Mrs. Douglas, who had always treated Ronald with
courtesy--if of a lofty and distant kind; but impetuous young people,
when their own interests are at stake, are seldom just to their elders.
However, the Reverend Andrew now began to say that, if he were
altogether an outsider, nothing would give him greater pleasure than to
see this wish of his brother's accomplished. He had observed much, he
said; he had heard more; he knew the saving influence that this girl had
exercised on Ronald's life; he could pray for nothing better than that
these two should be joined in lawful bonds, towards the strengthening of
each other, and the establishment of a mutual hope and trust.
'But it would never do for me to be mixed up in it, Ronald,' he
continued. 'When it came to be known, think of what ill-minded folk
might say. I must have regard to my congregation as well as to myself;
and what if they were to accuse me of taking part in a conspiracy?'
'A conspiracy?' Ronald repeated sharply. 'What kind of a conspiracy?
To steal away a rich heiress--is that it? God bless me, the lass has
nothing beyond what she stands up in! There's the sealskin coat
Glengask gave her; they can have that back, and welcome. What
conspiracy would ye make out?'
'No, no, lad; I'm thinking what ill tongues might say.'
'Let them lick their own venom till they rot! What care I?'
'Yes, yes, yes, lad; but ye're not a placed minister; ye've but yourself
and her to think of. Now, just wait a bit.'
He had gone back to his chair by the fire, and was seated there, staring
into the red coals.
'I suppose you've heard of Dugald Mannering, of Airdrie?' he said, at
length.
'Yes, indeed,' was the answer. 'Meenie--that is--Miss Douglas and I
went to hear him the Sunday before last, but there was not a seat to be
got anywhere--no, nor standing-room either.'
This Mr. Mannering was a young divine of the U.P. Church who had an
extraordinary popularity at this time among the young people of the
south of Scotland, and especially the young people of Glasgow, and that
from a variety of causes. He was a singularly eloquent
preacher--flowing, ornate, and poetical; he was entirely unconventional,
not to say daring, in his choice of subjects; his quotations were as
commonly from Shakespeare and Coleridge and Byron and Browning as from
the usual pulpit authorities; he was exceedingly handsome, and rather
delicate-looking--pale and large-eyed and long-haired; and he had
refused the most flattering offers--'calls' is the proper word--from
various west-end congregations of Glasgow, because he considered it his
duty to remain among the mining-folk of Airdrie. When he did accept an
invitation to preach in this or that city church, the young people from
far and near came flocking to hear him; and a good many of their elders
too, though these were not without certain prickings of conscience as to
the propriety of devoting the Lord's day to what was remarkably like a
revel in pure literature.
'Dugald's coming over here this afternoon,' the elder brother continued,
as if he were communing with himself. 'He's an enthusiastic kind of
fellow--he'll stick at nothing, if he thinks it's right. I wish, now, I
had that portrait--but Maggie's away to school by this time----'
'What portrait?' Ronald asked.
The Reverend Andrew did not answer, but rose, and slowly and
thoughtfully left the room. When he came back he had in his hand a
photograph of Meenie framed in a little frame of crimson velvet, and
that he put on the table: Ronald recognised it swiftly enough.
'He has got an eye for a handsome young lass, has Dugald,' the minister
said shrewdly. 'I'll just have that lying about, as it were. Ay, it's
a straightforward, frank face, that; and one that has nothing to hide.
I'll just have it lying about when Dugald comes over this afternoon, and
see if he doesna pick it up and have a good look at it.'
'But what mean ye, Andrew?' his brother said.
'Why, then, lad, I think I'll just tell Dugald the whole story; and if
he's not as hot-headed as any of ye to carry the thing through, I'll be
surprised. And I suppose if he marries ye, that's just as good as any
one else?--for to tell you the truth, Ronald, I would rather not be
mixed up in it myself.'
'And the banns?' said Ronald quickly. 'And the length of time in the
parish? And the consent of her mother and father?'
The minister waved his hand with a superior air; these were trivial
things, not to say popular errors; what had been of real consequence was
the extent to which he dared implicate himself.
'I will not say,' he observed slowly, 'that I might not, in other
circumstances, have preferred the publication of banns. It would have
been more in order, and more seemly; for I do not like the interference
of the secular arm in what should be a solely sacred office. Besides
that, there is even a premium put on publicity, as is right; five
shillings for the one proclamation, but only half-a-crown if you have
them proclaimed two following Sundays. Well, well, we mustn't complain;
I see sufficient reason; from all I can learn--and you were ever a
truth-teller, Ronald, in season and out of season, as well I mind--it
seems to me you are fulfilling the laws of God, and breaking none of
man's making; so just you go to the Registrar of the parish, and give
him the particulars, and deposit a half-crown as the worthy man's fee,
and then, eight days hence, you call on him again, and he'll give you a
certificate entitling you to be married in any house or church in the
Kingdom of Scotland. And if there's no other place handy, ye're welcome
to the room you're standing in at this minute; though I would as lief
have the marriage take place anywhere else, and that's the truth,
Ronald; for although I can defend what little I have done to my own
conscience, I'm no sure I should like to stand against the
clishmaclavers of a lot of old wives.'
'Where am I to find the Registrar, Andrew?' he asked: he was a little
bewildered by the rapidity with which this crisis seemed approaching.
'I suppose you've a good Scotch tongue in your head, and can ask for the
loan of a Directory,' was the laconic answer. The Reverend Andrew had
taken up the photograph again, and was regarding it. 'An honest, sweet
face; as pretty a lass as ever a man was asked to work and strive for
and to win. Well, I do not wonder, Ronald, lad--with such a prize
before you---- But off you go now, for I must get to my work again; and
if you come over and have a cup of tea in the afternoon, between four
and five, I suppose Dugald Mannering will be here, and maybe ye'll be
the best hand to explain the whole situation of affairs.'
And so Ronald left to seek out the Registrar; and as he went away
through the busy and sunlit streets, he was asking himself if there was
not one of all those people who could guess the secret that he carried
with him in his bosom, and that kept his heart warm there.
The Rev. Dugald Mannering, as it turned out, was not nearly so eager and
enthusiastic as Ronald's brother had prophesied; for it behoves a
youthful divine to maintain a serious and deliberative countenance, when
weighty matters are put before him for judgment. But afterwards, when
the two young men were together walking away home through the dusky
streets of Glasgow, the U.P. minister became much more frank and
friendly and communicative.
'I see your brother's position well enough, Mr. Strang,' said he. 'I
can understand his diffidence; and it is but right that he should be
anxious not to give the envious and ill-natured a chance of talking. He
is willing to let the ceremony take place in his house, because you are
his brother. If I were you, I would rather have it take place anywhere
else--both as being fairer to him, and as being more likely to ensure
secrecy, which you seem to think necessary.'
Ronald's face burned red: should he have to ask Meenie to come to his
humble lodgings, with the wondering, and perhaps discontented and
suspicious, landlady, as sole on-looker?
'Well, now,' the young preacher continued, 'when I come to Glasgow,
there are two old maiden aunts of mine who are good enough to put me up.
They live in Rose Street, Garnethill; and they're very kind old people.
Now I shouldn't wonder at all if they took it into their head to
befriend the young lady on this occasion--I mean, if you will allow me
to mention the circumstances to them; indeed, I am sure they would;
probably they would be delighted; indeed I can imagine their
experiencing a fearful joy on finding this piece of romance suddenly
tumbling into the middle of their prim and methodical lives. The dear
old creatures!--I will answer for them. I will talk to them as soon as
I get home now. And do you think you could persuade Miss Douglas to
call on them?'
Ronald hesitated.
'If they were to send her a message, perhaps----'
'When are you likely to see her?'
'To-morrow morning, at eleven,' he said promptly.
'Very well. I will get one of the old ladies to write a little note to
Miss Douglas; and I will post it to you to-night; and to-morrow morning,
if she is so inclined, bring her along and introduce yourself and
her--will you? I shall be there, so there won't be any awkwardness; and
I would not hurry you, but I've to get back to Airdrie to-morrow
afternoon. Is it a bargain?'
'So far as I am concerned--yes; and many thanks to ye,' Ronald said, as
he bade his companion good-bye and went away home to his solitary
lodgings.
But when, the next morning, in Randolph Terrace--and after he had
rapidly told her all that had happened--he suggested that she should
there and then go along and call on the Misses Mannering, Meenie started
back in a kind of fright, and a flush of embarrassment overspread her
face. And why--why--he asked, in wonder.
'Oh, Ronald,' she said, glancing hurriedly at her costume, 'these--these
are the first of your friends you have asked me to go to see, and do you
think I could go like _this_?'
'_This_' meant that she had on a plain and serviceable ulster, a smart
little hat with a ptarmigan's wing on it, a pair of not over-new gloves,
and so forth. Ronald was amazed. He considered that Meenie was always
a wonder of neatness and symmetry, no matter how she was attired. And
to think that any one might find fault with her!
'Besides, they're not my friends,' he exclaimed. 'I never saw them in
my life.'
'They know who your brother is,' she said. 'Do you think I would give
any one occasion to say you were marrying a slattern? Just look.'
She held out her hands; the gloves were certainly worn.
'Take them off, and show them the prettiest-shaped hands in Glasgow
town,' said he.
'And my hair--I know it is all rough and untidy--isn't it now?' she
said, feeling about the rim of her hat.
'Well, it is a little,' he confessed, 'only it's far prettier that way
than any other.'
'Ronald,'she pleaded, 'some other time--on Friday morning--will Friday
morning do?'
'Oh, I know what you want,' said he. 'You want to go and get on your
sealskin coat and your velvet hat and a new pair of gloves and all the
rest; and do you know what the old ladies are like to say when they see
you?--they'll say, "Here's a swell young madam to be thinking of
marrying a man that may have but a couple o' pounds a week or so at
first to keep house on."'
'Oh, will they think that?' she said quickly. 'Well, I'll--I'll go now,
Ronald--but please make my hair smooth behind--and is my collar all
right?'
And yet it was not such a very dreadful interview, after all; for the
two old dames made a mighty fuss over this pretty young creature; and
vied with each other in petting her, and cheering her, and counselling
her; and when the great event was spoken of in which they also were to
play a part they affected to talk in a lower tone of voice, as if it
were something mysterious and tragic and demanding the greatest caution
and circumspection. As for the young minister, he sate rather apart,
and allowed his large soft eyes to dwell upon Meenie, with something of
wistfulness in his look. He could do so with impunity, in truth, for
the old ladies entirely monopolised her. They patted her on the
shoulder, to give her courage; they spoke as if they themselves had gone
through the wedding ceremony a hundred times. Was she sure she would
rather have no other witnesses? Would she stand up at the head of the
room now, and they would show her all she would have to do? And they
stroked her hand; and purred about her; and were mysteriously elated
over their share in this romantic business; insomuch that they
altogether forgot Ronald--who was left to talk politics with the
absent-eyed young parson.
Between this interview and the formal wedding a whole week had to
elapse; and during that time Agatha Gemmill saw fit to deal in quite a
different way with her sister. She was trying reason now, and
persuasion, and entreaty; and that at least was more agreeable to Meenie
than being driven into a position of angry antagonism. Moreover, Meenie
did not seek to vaunt her self-will and independence too openly. Her
meetings with Ronald were few; and she made no ostentatious parade of
them. She was civil to Mr. Frank Lauder when he came to the house.
Indeed, Mr. Gemmill, who arrogated to himself the success of this milder
method of treating the girl, was bold enough to declare that everything
was going on well; Meenie had as much common sense as most folk; she was
not likely to throw herself away; and when once she had seen old Mr.
Lauder's spacious mansion, and picture galleries, and what not, and
observed the style in which the family lived, he made do doubt but that
they would soon have to welcome Frank Lauder as a brother-in-law.
Trembling, flushed at times, and pale at others, and clinging nervously
to Ronald's arm, Meenie made her way up this cold stone staircase in
Garnethill, and breathless and agitated she stood on the landing, while
he rang the bell.
'Oh, Ronald, I hope I am doing right,' she murmured.
'We will let the future be the judge of that, my good girl,' he said,
with modest confidence.
The old dames almost smothered her with their attentions and kindness;
and they had a bouquet for her--all in white, as became a bride; and
they had prepared other little nick-nacks for her adornment, so that
they had to carry her off to their own room, for the donning of these.
And when they brought her back--rose-red she was, and timid, and
trembling--each of them had one of her hands, as if she was to be their
gift to give away; and very important and mysterious were they about the
shutting of the doors, and the conducting the conversation in whispers.
Then the minister came forward, and showed them with a little gesture of
his hand where they should stand before him.
The ceremonial of a Scotch wedding is of the simplest; but the address
to the young people thus entering life together may be just anything you
please. And in truth there was a good deal more of poetry than of
theology in these mellifluent sentences of the Rev. Mr. Mannering's, as
he spoke of the obligations incurred by two young folk separating
themselves from all others and resolved upon going through the world's
joys and sorrows always side by side; and the old dames were much
affected; and when he went on to quote the verses
_'And on her lover's arm she leant,_
_And round her waist she felt it fold,_
_And far across the hills they went_
_In that new world which is the old,'_
they never thought of asking whether the lines were quite apposite; they
were sobbing unaffectedly and profusely; and Meenie's eyes were rather
wet too. And then, when it was all over, they caught her to their arms
as if she had been their own; and would lead her to the sofa, and
overwhelm her with all kinds of little attentions and caresses. Cake and
wine, too--of course she must have some cake and wine!
'Should I, Ronald?' she said, looking up, with her eyes all wet and
shining and laughing: it was her first appeal to the authority of her
husband.
'As you like--as you like, surely.'
But when they came to him he gently refused.
'Not on your wedding day!' the old ladies exclaimed--and then he raised
the glass to his lips; and they did not notice that he had not touched
it when he put it down again.
And so these two were married now--whatever the future might have in
store for them; and in a brief space of time--as soon, indeed, as she
could tear herself away from these kind friends, she had dispossessed
herself of her little bits of bridal finery; and had bade a long and
lingering good-bye to Ronald; and was stealing back to her sister's
house.
*CHAPTER XII.*
*IN DARKENED WAYS.*
It was with feelings not to be envied that Jack Huysen stalked up and
down the verandah in front of this Fort George hotel, or haunted the
long, echoing corridors, eager to question any one who had access to the
sick room. All the mischief seemed to be of his doing; all the help and
counsel and direction in this time of distress seemed to be afforded by
his friend Tilley. It was he--that is, Huysen--whose carelessness had
led to the boating catastrophe; it was the young Doctor who had plunged
into the lake and saved Carry's life. Not only that, but it was on his
shoulders that there now seemed to rest the burden of saving her a
second time; for she had gone from bad to worse; the fever had increased
rapidly; and while Doctor Tilley was here, there, and everywhere in his
quiet but persistent activity, taking elaborate precautions about the
temperature of the room, instructing the two trained nurses whom he had
telegraphed for from New York, and pacifying the mental vagaries of the
patient as best he might, what could Jack Huysen do but wander about
like an uneasy spirit, accusing himself of having wrought all this evil,
and desperately conscious that he could be of no use whatever in
mitigating its results.
She was not always delirious. For the most part she lay moaning
slightly, breathing with the greatest difficulty, and complaining of
that constant pain in her chest; while her high pulse and temperature
told how the fever was rather gaining upon her than abating. But then
again, at times, her face would grow flushed; and the beautiful soft
black eyes would grow strangely bright; and she would talk in panting
whispers, in an eager kind of way, and as if she had some secret to
tell. And always the same delusion occupied her mind--that this was
Loch Naver; that they had got into trouble somehow, because Ronald was
not in the boat; that they had sent for Ronald, but he had gone away;
and so forth. And sometimes she uttered bitter reproaches; Ronald had
been ill-treated by some one; nay, she herself had been to blame; and
who was to make up to him for what he had suffered at her hands?
'Not that he cared,' she said, rather proudly and contemptuously, one
hushed evening that the Doctor was trying to soothe her into quietude.
'No, no. Ronald care what a conceited scribbling schoolboy said about
him? No! I should think not. Perhaps he never knew--indeed, I think he
never knew. He never knew that all our friends in Chicago were asked to
look on and see him lectured, and patronised, and examined. Oh! so
clever the newspaper-writer was--with his airs of criticism and
patronage! But the coward that he was--the coward--to strike in the
dark--to sit in his little den and strike in the dark! Why didn't Jack
Huysen drag him out? Why didn't he make him sign his name, that we
could tell who this was with his braggart airs? The coward! Why,
Ronald would have felled him! No! no! He would not have looked the way
the poor pretentious fool was going. He would have laughed. Doctor, do
you know who he was? Did you ever meet him?'