CHAPTER XV.

The cliff at Newport--the long winding path that follows it from the

great beach to the point of the island, always just above the sea,

hardly once descending to it, as the evenly-gravelled path, too narrow

for three, though far too broad for two, winds by easy curves through

the grounds, and skirts the lawns of the million-getters who have their

tents and their houses therein--it is a pretty place. There the rich men

come and seethe in their gold all summer; and Lazarus comes to see

whether he cannot marry Dives's daughter. And the choleric architect,

dissatisfied with the face of Nature, strikes her many a dread blow, and

produces an unhealthy eruption wherever he strikes, and calls the things

he makes houses. Here also, on Sunday afternoon, young gentlemen and

younger ladies patrol in pairs, and discourse of the most saccharine

inanities, not knowing what they shall say, and taking no thought, for

obvious reasons. And gardeners sally forth in the morning and trim the

paths with strange-looking instruments--the earth-barbers, who lather

and shave and clip Nature into patterns, and the world into a quincunx.

It is a pretty place. There is nothing grand, not even anything natural

in Newport, but it is very pretty for all that. For an artificial place,

destined to house the most artificial people in the world during three

months of the year, it is as pleasing as it can be in a

light-comedy-scenery style. Besides, the scenery in Newport is very

expensive, and it is impossible to spend so much money without producing

some result. It cost a hundred thousand to level that lawn there, and

Dives paid the money cheerfully. Then there is Croesus, his neighbour,

who can draw a cheque for a hundred millions if he likes. His house cost

him a pot of money. And so they build themselves a landscape, and pare

off the rough edges of the island, and construct elegant landing-stages,

and keep yachts, and make to themselves a fashionable watering-place;

until by dint of putting money into it, they have made it remarkable

among the watering-places of the world, perhaps the most remarkable of

all.

But there are times when the cliff at Newport is not an altogether

flippant bit of expensive scene-painting, laid out for the sole purpose

of "effect." Sometimes in the warm summer nights the venerable moon

rises stately and white out of the water; the old moon, that is the

hoariest sinner of us all, with her spells and enchantments and her

breathing love-beams, that look so gently on such evil works. And the

artist-spirits of the night sky take of her silver as much as they will,

and coat with it many things of most humble composition, so that they

are fair to look upon. And they play strange pranks with faces of living

and dead. So when the ruler of the darkness shines over poor,

commonplace Newport, the aspect of it is changed, and the gingerbread

abominations wherein the people dwell are magnified into lofty palaces

of silver, and the close-trimmed lawns are great carpets of soft dark

velvet; and the smug-faced philistine sea, that the ocean would be

ashamed to own for a relation by day, breaks out into broken flashes of

silver and long paths of light. All this the moonlight does, rejoicing

in its deception.

There is another time, too, when Newport is no longer commonplace, when

that same sea, which never seems to have any life of its own, disgorges

its foggy soul over the land. There is an ugly odour as of musty

salt-water in men's nostrils, and the mist is heavy and thick to the

touch. It creeps up to the edge of the cliff, and greedily clings to the

wet grass, and climbs higher and over the lawns, and in at the windows

of Dives's dining-room, and of Croesus's library, with its burden of

insiduous mould. The pair of trim-built flirtlings, walking so daintily

down the gravel path, becomes indistinct, and their forms are seen but

as the shadows of things dead--treading on air, between three worlds.

The few feet of bank above the sea, dignified by the name of cliff, fall

back to a gaping chasm, a sheer horror of depths, misty and

unfathomable. Onward slides the thick cloud, and soon the deep-mouthed

monotone of the fog-horns in the distance tells it is in the bay. There

is nothing commonplace about the Newport cliff in a fog; it is wild

enough and dreary enough then, for the scene of a bad deed. You might

meet the souls of the lost in such a fog, hiding before the wrath to

come.

Late on Tuesday afternoon Claudius and Margaret had taken their way

towards the cliff, a solitary couple at that hour on a week-day. Even at

a distance there was something about their appearance that distinguished

them from ordinary couples. Claudius's great height seemed still more

imposing now that he affected the garb of civilisation, and Margaret had

the air of a woman of the great world in every movement of her graceful

body, and in every fold of her perfect dress. American women, when they

dress well, dress better than any other women in the world; but an

American woman who has lived at the foreign courts is unapproachable. If

there had been any one to see these two together on Tuesday afternoon,

there would have been words of envy, malice, and hatred. As it was, they

were quite alone on the cliff walk.

Margaret was happy; there was light in her eyes, and a faint warm flush

on her dark cheek. A closed parasol hung from her hand, having an ivory

handle carved with an "M" and a crown--the very one that three months

ago had struck the first spark of their acquaintance from the stones of

the old Schloss at Heidelberg--perhaps she had brought it on purpose.

She was happy still, for she did not know that Claudius was going away,

though he had brought her out here, away from every one, that he might

tell her. But they had reached the cliff and had walked some distance in

the direction of the point, and yet he spoke not. Something tied his

tongue, and he would have spoken if he could, but his words seemed too

big to come out. At last they came to a place where a quick descent

leads from the path down to the sea. A little sheltered nook of sand and

stones is there, all irregular and rough, like the lumps in brown sugar,

and the lazy sea splashed a little against some old pebbles it had known

for a long time, never having found the energy to wash them away. The

rocks above overhung the spot, so that it was entirely shielded from the

path, and the rocks below spread themselves into a kind of seat. Here

they sat them down, facing the water--towards evening--not too near to

each other, not too far,--Margaret on the right, Claudius on the left.

And Claudius punched the little pebbles with his stick after he had sat

down, wondering how he should begin. Indeed it did not seem easy. It

would have been easier if he had been less advanced, or further

advanced, in his suit. Most people never jump without feeling, at the

moment of jumping, that they could leap a little better if they could

"take off" an inch nearer or further away.

"Countess," said the Doctor at last, turning towards her with a very

grave look in his face, "I have something to tell you, and I do not know

how to say it." He paused, and Margaret looked at the sea, without

noticing him, for she half fancied he was on the point of repeating his

former indiscretion and saying he loved her. Would it be an indiscretion

now? She wondered what she should say, what she would say, if he

did--venture. Would she say "it was not right" of him now? In a moment

Claudius had resolved to plunge boldly at the truth.

"I am obliged to go away very suddenly," he said; and his voice trembled

violently.

Margaret's face lost colour in answer, and she resisted an impulse to

turn and meet his eyes. She would have liked to, but she felt his look

on her, and she feared lest, looking once, she should look too long.

"Must you go away?" she asked with a good deal of self-possession.

"Yes, I fear I must. I know I must, if I mean to remain here afterwards.

I would rather go at once and be done with it." He still spoke

uncertainly, as if struggling with some violent hoarseness in his

throat.

"Tell me why you must go," she said imperiously. Claudius hesitated a

moment.

"I will tell you one of the principal reasons of my going," he said.

"You know I came here to take possession of my fortune, and I very

naturally relied upon doing so. Obviously, if I do not obtain it I

cannot continue to live in the way I am now doing, on the slender

resources which have been enough for me until now."

"Et puis?" said the Countess, raising her eyebrows a little.

"Et puis," continued the Doctor, "these legal gentlemen find difficulty

in persuading themselves that I am myself--that I am really the nephew

of Gustavus Lindstrand, deceased."

"What nonsense!" exclaimed Margaret. "And so to please them you are

going away. And who will get your money, pray?"

"I will get it," answered Claudius, "for I will come back as soon as I

have obtained the necessary proofs of my identity from Heidelberg."

"I never heard of anything so ridiculous," said Margaret hotly. "To go

all that distance for a few papers. As if we did not all know you! If

you are not Dr. Claudius, who are you? Why, Mr. Barker went to

Heidelberg on purpose to find you."

"Nevertheless, Messrs. Screw and Scratch doubt me. Here is their

letter--the last one. Will you look at it?" and Claudius took an

envelope from his pocket-book. He was glad to have come over to the

argumentative tack, for his heart was very sore, and he knew what the

end must be.

"No." The Countess turned to him for the first time, with an

indescribable look in her face, between anger and pain. "No, I will not

read it."

"I wish you would," said Claudius, "you would understand better."

Something in his voice touched a sympathetic chord.

"I think I understand," said the Countess, looking back at the sea,

which was growing dim and indistinct before her. "I think you ought to

go."

The indistinctness of her vision was not due to any defect in her sight.

The wet fog was rising like a shapeless evil genius out of the sluggish

sea, rolling heavily across the little bay to the lovers' beach, with

its swollen arms full of blight and mildew. Margaret shivered at the

sight of it, and drew the lace thing she wore closer to her throat. But

she did not rise, or make any sign that she would go.

"What is the other reason for your going?" she asked at length.

"What other reason?"

"You said your inheritance, or the evidence you require in order to

obtain it, was one of the principal reasons for your going. I suppose

there is another?"

"Yes, Countess, there is another reason, but I cannot tell you now what

it is."

"I have no right to ask, of course," said Margaret,--"unless I can help

you," she added, in her soft, deep voice.

"You have more right than you think, far more right," answered Claudius.

"And I thank you for the kind thought of help. It is very good of you."

He turned towards her, and leaned upon his hand as he sat. Still the fog

rolled up, and the lifeless sea seemed overshed with an unctuous calm.

They were almost in the dark on their strip of beach, and the moisture

was already clinging in great, thick drops to their clothes, and to the

rocks where they sat. Still Claudius looked at Margaret, and Margaret

looked at the narrow band of oily water still uncovered by the mist.

"When are you going?" she asked slowly, as if hating to meet the answer.

"To-night," said Claudius, still looking earnestly at her. The light was

gone from her eyes, and the flush had long sunk away to the heart whence

it had come.

"To-night?" she repeated, a little vaguely.

"Yes," he said, and waited; then after a moment, "Shall you mind when I

am gone?" He leaned towards her, earnestly looking into her face.

"Yes," said Margaret, "I shall be sorry." Her voice was kind, and very

gentle. Still she did not look at him. Claudius held out his right hand,

palm upward, to meet hers.

"Shall you mind much?" he asked earnestly, with intent eyes. She met his

hand and took it.

"Yes, I shall be very sorry." Claudius slipped from the rock where he

was sitting, and fell upon one knee before her, kissing the hand she

gave as though it had been the holy cross. He looked up, his face near

hers, and at last he met her eyes, burning with a startled light under

the black brows, contrasting with the white of her forehead, and face,

and throat. He looked one moment.

"Shall you really mind very much?" he asked a third time, in a strange,

lost voice. There was no answer, only the wet fog all around, and those

two beautiful faces ashy pale in the mist, and very near together. One

instant so--and then--ah, God! they have cast the die at last, for he

has wound his mighty arms about her, and is passionately kissing the

marble of her cheek.

"My beloved, my beloved, I love you--with all my heart, and with all my

soul, and with all my strength"--but she speaks no word, only her arms

pass his and hang about his neck, and her dark head lies on his breast;

and could you but see her eyes, you would see also the fair pearls that

the little god has formed deep down in the ocean of love--the lashes

thereof are wet with sudden weeping. And all around them the deep, deaf

fog, thick and muffled as darkness, and yet not dark.

"Ugh!" muttered the evil genius of the sea, "I hate lovers; an' they

drown not, they shall have a wet wooing." And he came and touched them

all over with the clamminess of his deathly hand, and breathed upon them

the thick, cold breath of his damp old soul. But he could do nothing

against such love as that, and the lovers burned him and laughed him to

scorn.

She was very silent as she kissed him and laid her head on his breast.

And he could only repeat what was nearest, the credo of his love, and

while his arms were about her they were strong, but when he tried to

take them away, they were as tremulous as the veriest aspen.

The great tidal wave comes rolling in, once in every lifetime that

deserves to be called a lifetime, and sweeps away every one of our

landmarks, and changes all our coast-line. But though the waters do not

subside, yet the crest of them falls rippling away into smoothness after

the first mad rush, else should we all be but shipwrecked mariners in

the sea of love. And so, after a time, Margaret drew away from Claudius

gently, finding his hands with hers as she moved, and holding them.

"Come," said she, "let us go." They were her first words, and Claudius

thought the deep voice had never sounded so musical before. But the

words, the word "go," sounded like a knell on his heart. He had

forgotten that he must sail on the morrow. He had forgotten that it was

so soon over.

They went away, out of the drizzling fog and the mist, and the evil

sea-breath, up to the cliff walk and so by the wet lanes homewards, two

loving, sorrowing hearts, not realising what had come to them, nor

knowing what should come hereafter, but only big with love fresh spoken,

and hot with tears half shed.

"Beloved," said Claudius as they stood together for the last time in the

desolation of the great, dreary, hotel drawing-room--for Claudius was

going--"beloved, will you promise me something?"

Margaret looked down as she stood with her clasped hands on his arm.

"What is it I should promise you--Claudius?" she asked, half hesitating.

Claudius laid his hand tenderly--tenderly, as giants only can be tender,

on the thick black hair, as hardly daring, yet loving, to let it linger

there.

"Will you promise that if you doubt me when I am gone, you will ask of

the Duke the 'other reason' of my going?"

"I shall not doubt you," answered Margaret, looking proudly up.

"God bless you, my beloved!"--and so he went to sea again.

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