CHAPTER XIX

WHAT NEXT?

Roland had moved into his new studio before Armorel became, as she had

promised, his model in the new picture. She began to go there nearly

every morning, accompanied by Effie, and faithfully sat for two or

three hours while the painting went on. It was the picture which he

had begun under the old conditions, her own figure being substituted

for that of the girl which the artist originally designed. The studio

was one of a nest of such offices crowded together under a great roof

and lying on many floors. The others were, I dare say, prettily

furnished and decorated with the customary furniture of a studio, with

pictures, sketches, screens, and pretty things of all kinds. This

studio was nothing but a great gaunt room, with a big window, and no

furniture in it except an easel, a table, and two or three chairs.

There was simply nothing else. Under the pressure of want and failure

the unfortunate artist had long ago parted with all the pretty things

with which he had begun his career, and the present was no time to

replace them.

'I have got the studio,' he said, 'for the remainder of a lease,

pretty cheap. Unfortunately, I cannot furnish it yet. Wait until the

tide turns. I am full of hope. Then this arid wall and this great

staring Sahara of a floor shall blossom with all manner of lovely

things--armour and weapons, bits of carving and tapestry, drawings.

You shall see how jolly it will be.'

Next to the studio there were two rooms. In one of these, his bedroom,

he had placed the barest necessaries; the other was empty and

unfurnished, so that he had no place to sit in during the evening but

his gaunt and ghostly studio. However, the tide had turned in one

respect. He was now full of hope.

There is no better time for conversation than when one is sitting for

a portrait or standing for a model. The subject has to remain

motionless. This would be irksome if silence were imposed as well as

inaction. Happily, the painter finds that his sitter only exhibits a

natural expression when he or she is talking and thinking about

something else. And, which is certainly a Providential arrangement,

the painter alone among mortals, if we except the cobbler, can talk

and work at the same time. I do not mean that he can talk about the

Differential Calculus, or about the relations of Capital and Labour,

or about a hot corner in politics: but he can talk of things light,

pleasant, and on the surface.

'I feel myself back in Scilly,' said Armorel. 'Whenever I come here

and think of what you are painting, I am in the boat, watching the

race of the tide through the channel. The puffins are swarming on

Camber Rock, and swimming in the smooth water outside: there is the

head of a seal, black above the water, shining in the sunlight--how he

flounders in the current! The sea-gulls are flying and crying

overhead: the shags stand in rows upon the farthest rocks: the

sea-breeze blows upon my cheek. I suppose I have changed so much that

when I go back I shall have lost the old feeling. But it was joy

enough in those days only to sit in the boat and watch it all. Do you

remember, Roland?'

'I remember very well. You are not changed a bit, Armorel: you have

only grown larger and----' 'More beautiful,' he would have added, but

refrained. 'You will find that the old joy will return again--_la joie

de vivre_--only to breathe and feel and look around. But it will be

then ten times as joyous. If you loved Scilly when you were a child

and had seen nothing else, how much more will you love the place now

that you have travelled and seen strange lands and other coasts and

the islands of the Mediterranean!'

'I fear that I shall find the place small: the house will have

shrunk--children's houses always shrink. I hope that Holy Farm will

not have become mean.'

'Mean? with the verbena-trees, the fuchsias, the tall pampas-grass,

and the palms! Mean? with the old ship's lanthorn and the gilded

figure-head? Mean, Armorel? with the old orchard behind and the

twisted trees with their fringe of grey moss? You talk rank blasphemy!

Something dreadful will happen to you.'

'Perhaps it will be I myself, then, that will have grown mean enough

to think the old house mean. But Samson is a very little place, isn't

it? One cannot make out Samson to be a big place. I could no longer

live there always. We will go there for three or four months every

year; just for refreshment of the soul, and then return here among men

and women or travel abroad together, Effie. We could be happy for a

time there: we could sail and row about the rocks in calm weather: and

in stormy weather we should watch the waves breaking over the

headlands, and in the evening I would play "The Chirping of the

Lark."'

'I am ready to go to-morrow, if you will take me with you,' said

Effie.

Then they were silent again. Roland walked backwards and forwards,

brush and palette in hand, looking at his model and at his canvas.

Effie stood beside the picture, watching it grow. To one who cannot

paint, the growth of a portrait on the canvas is a kind of magic. The

bare outline and shape of head and face, the colour of the eyes, the

curve of the neck, the lines of the lips--anyone might draw these. But

to transfer to the canvas the very soul that lies beneath the

features--that, if you please, is different. Oh! How does the painter

catch the soul of the man and show it in his face? One must be oneself

an artist of some kind even to appreciate the greatness of the

portrait painter.

'When this picture is finished,' said Armorel, 'there will be nothing

to keep me in London; and we will go then.'

'At the very beginning of the season?'

'The season is nothing to me. My companion, Mrs. Elstree, who was to

have launched me so beautifully into the very best society, turns out

not to have any friends; so that there is no society for me, after

all. Perhaps it is as well.'

'Will Mrs. Elstree go to Scilly with you?' asked Roland.

'No,' said Armorel, with decision. 'On Samson, at least, one needs no

companion.'

Again they relapsed into silence for a space. Conversation in the

studio is fitful.

'I have a thing to talk over with you two,' she said. 'First, I

thought it would be best to talk about it to you singly; but now I

think that you should both hear the whole story, and so we can all

three take counsel as to what is best.'

'Your head a little more--so.' Roland indicated the movement with his

forefinger. 'That will do. Now pray go on, Armorel.'

'Once there was a man,' she began, as if she was telling a story to

children--and, indeed, there is no better way ever found out of

beginning a story--'a man who was, in no sense at all, and could never

become, try as much as he could, an artist. He was, in fact, entirely

devoid of the artistic faculty: he had no ear for music or for poetry,

no eye for beauty of form or for colour, no hand for drawing, no brain

to conceive: he was quite a prosaic person. Whether he was clever in

things that do not require the artistic faculty, I do not know. I

should hardly think he could be clever in anything. Perhaps he might

be good at buying cheap and selling dear.'

'Won't you take five minutes' rest?' asked the painter; hardly

listening at all to the beginning, which, as you see, promised very

little in the way of amusement. There are, however, many ways by which

the story-teller gets a grip of his hearer, and a dull beginning is

not always the least effective. He put down his palette. 'You must be

tired,' he said. 'Come and tell me what you think.' He looked

thoughtfully at his picture. Armorel's poor little beginning of a

story was slighted.

'You are satisfied, so far?' she asked.

'I will tell you when it is finished. Is the water quite right?'

'We are in shoal, close behind us are the broad Black Rock Ledges. The

water might be even more transparent still. It is the dark water

racing through the narrow ravine that I think of most. It will be a

great picture, Roland. Now I will take my place again.' She did so.

'And, with your permission, I will go on with my story: you heard the

beginning, Roland?'

'Oh! Yes! Unfortunate man with no eyes and no ears,' he replied,

unsuspecting. 'Worse than a one-eyed Calender.'

'This preposterous person, then, with neither eye, nor ear, nor hand,

nor understanding, had the absurd ambition to succeed. This you will

hardly believe. But he did. And, what is more, he had no patience, but

wanted to succeed all at once. I am told that lots of young men,

nowadays, are consumed with that yearning to succeed all at once. It

seems such a pity, when they should be happily dancing and singing and

playing at the time when they were not working. I think they would

succeed so very much better afterwards. Well, this person very soon

found that in the law--did I say he was a barrister?--he had no chance

of success except after long years. Then he looked round the fields of

art and literature. Mind, he could neither write nor practise any art.

What was he to do? Every day the ambition to seem great filled his

soul more and more, and every day the thing appeared to him more

hopeless: because, you see, he had no imagination, and therefore could

not send his soul to sleep with illusions. I wonder he did not go mad.

Perhaps he did, for he resolved to pretend. First, he thought he would

pretend to be a painter'--here Roland, who had been listening

languidly, started, and became attentive. 'He could neither paint nor

draw, remember. He began, I think, by learning the language of Art. He

frequented studios, heard the talk and read the books. It must have

been weary work for him. But, of course, he was no nearer his object

than before; and then a great chance came to him. He found a young

artist full of promise--a real artist--one filled with the whole

spirit of Art: but he was starving. He was actually penniless, and he

had no friends who could help him, because he was an Australian by

birth. This young man was not only penniless, but in despair. He was

ready to do anything. I suppose, when one is actually starving and

sees no prospect of success or any hope, ambition dies away and even

self-respect may seem a foolish thing.' Roland listened now, his

picture forgotten. What was Armorel intending? 'It must be a most

dreadful kind of temptation. There can be nothing like it in the

world. That is why we pray for our daily bread. Oh! a terrible

temptation. I never understood before how great and terrible a

temptation it is. Then the man without eye, or hand, or brain saw a

chance for himself. He would profit by his brother's weakness. He

proposed to buy the work of this painter and to call it his own.'

'Armorel, must you tell this story?'

'Patience, Roland. In his despair the artist gave way. He consented.

For three years and more he received the wages of--of sin. But his

food was like ashes in his mouth, and his front was stamped--yes,

stamped--by the curse of those who sin against their own soul.'

'Armorel----' But she went on, ruthless.

'The pictures were very good: they were exhibited, praised, and sold.

And the man grew quickly in reputation. But he wasn't satisfied. He

thought that as it was so easy to be a painter, it would be equally

easy to become a poet. All the Arts are allied: many painters have

been also poets. He had never written a single line of poetry. I do

not know that he had ever read any. He found a girl who was

struggling, working, and hoping.' Effie started and turned roseate

red. 'He took her poems--bought them--and, on the pretence of having

improved them and so made them his own, he published them in his own

name. They were pretty, bright verses, and presently people began to

look for them and to like them. So he got a double reputation. But the

poor girl remained unknown. At first she was so pleased at seeing her

verses in print--it looked so much like success--that she hardly

minded seeing his name at the end. But presently he brought out a

little volume of them with his name on the title-page, and then a

second volume--also with his name----'

'The scoundrel!' cried Roland. 'He cribbed his poetry too?'

Effie bowed her face, ashamed.

'And then the girl grew unhappy. For she perceived that she was in a

bondage from which there was no escape except by sacrificing the money

which he gave her, and that was necessary for her brother's sake. So

she became very unhappy.'

'Very unhappy,' echoed Effie. Both painter and poet stood confused and

ashamed.

'Then this clever man--the cleverest man in London--began to go about

in society a good deal, because he was so great a genius. There he met

a lady who was full of stories.'

'Oh!' said Roland. 'Is there nothing in him at all?'

'Nothing at all. There is really nothing at all. This man persuaded

the lady to write down these stories, which were all based on old

family scandals and episodes unknown or forgotten by the world. They

form a most charming series of stories. I believe they are written in

a most sparkling style--full of wit and life. Well, he did not put

his name to them, but he allowed the whole world to believe that they

were his own.'

'Good Heavens!' cried Roland.

'And still he was not satisfied. He found a young dramatist who had

written a most charming play. He tried to persuade the poor lad that

his play was worthless, and he offered to take it himself, alter

it--but there needed no alteration--and convert it into a play that

could be acted. He would give fifty pounds for the play, but it was to

be his own.'

'Yes,' said Effie, savagely. 'He made that offer, but he will not get

the play.'

'You have heard, now, what manner of man he was. Very well. I tell you

two the story because I want to consult you. The other day I arranged

a little play of my own. That is, I invited people to hear the

reciting of that drama: I invited the pretender himself among the

rest, but he did not know or guess what the play was going to be. And

at the same time I invited the painter and the poet. The former

brought his unfinished picture--the latter brought her latest poem,

which the pretender was going that very week to bring out in his own

name. I had set it to music, and I sang it. I meant that he should

learn in this way, without being told, that everything was discovered.

I watched his face during the recital of the play, and I saw the

dismay of the discovery creeping gradually over him as he realised

that he had lost his painter, his poet, and his dramatist. There

remained nothing more but to discover the author of the stories--and

that, too, I have found out. And I think he will lose his story-teller

as well. He will be deprived of all his borrowed plumes. At one blow

he saw himself ruined.'

Neither of the two made answer for a space. Then spoke Roland: 'Dux

femina facti! A woman hath done this.'

'He is ruined unless he can find others to take your places. The

question I want you to consider is--What shall be done next? Roland,

it is your name and fame that he has stolen--your pictures that he has

called his own. Effie, they are your poems that he has published under

his name. What will you do? Will you demand your own again? Think.'

'He must exhibit no more pictures of mine,' said Roland. 'He has one

in his studio that he has already sold. That one must not go to any

gallery. That is all I have to say.'

'He cannot publish any more poems of mine,' said Effie, 'because he

hasn't got any, and I shall give him no more.'

'What about the past?'

'Are we so proud of the past and of the part we have played in

it'--asked Roland--'that we should desire its story published to all

the world?'

Effie shook her head, approvingly.

'As for me,' he continued, 'I wish never to hear of it again. It

makes me sick and ashamed even to think of it. Let it be forgotten. I

was an unknown artist--I had few friends--I had exhibited one picture

only--so that my work was unknown--I had painted for him six or seven

pictures which are mostly bought by an American. As for the

resemblance of style, that may make a few men talk for a season. Then

it will be forgotten. I shall remain--he will have disappeared. I am

content to take my chance with future work, even if at first I may

appear to be a mere copyist of Mr. Alec Feilding.'

'And you, Effie?'

'I agree with Mr. Lee,' she replied briefly. 'Let the past alone. I

shall write more verses, and, perhaps, better verses.'

'Then I will go to him and tell him that he need fear nothing. We

shall hold our tongues. But he is not to exhibit the picture that is

in his studio. I will tell him that.'

'You will not actually go to him yourself, Armorel--alone--after what

has passed?' asked Effie.

'Why not? He can do me no harm. He knows that he has been found out,

and he is tormented by the fear of what we shall do next. I bring him

relief. His reputation is secured--that is to say, it will be the

reputation of a man who stopped at thirty, in the fulness of his first

promise and his best powers, and did no more work.'

'Oh!' cried Effie. 'I thought he was so clever! I thought that his

desire to be thought a poet was only a little infirmity of temper,

which would pass. And, after all, to think that----' Here the poet

looked at the painter, and the painter looked at the poet--but neither

spoke the thought: 'How could you--you, with your pencil: how could

you--you, with your pen--consent to the iniquity of so great a fraud?'

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